Chapter 56 Chapter 56 Wings Spread Again

Long blonde hair. Pale pink scar. It was only a short time since we separated, and there was a little tiredness on his face that was completely different from the usual laughter. What remained unchanged were those peach-blossom eyes, always full of smiles, but like a green spring. , There is always something turbulent under the spring. very tired. My mind is messed up. heartache. Therefore, I don't want to guess about the indescribable feelings in his eyes. The lights, the gazes of passers-by, and the falling snowflakes in the air mixed with his body fragrance wove into a sweet lullaby. In an instant, the world became clear under his light.

"Xue, you shouldn't have saved me." She was embraced by him with an ambiguous gesture, she fixed his worried eyes and said softly. He didn't smile at her as usual. As if angry, Xue pursed her lips into a straight line, just staring at her, not saying a word for a while. The blue snowflakes were hidden in the white snow and fell low-key. Passers-by stopped in amazement and cast their eyes on a man and woman who were suspected of being a couple on the street. "Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!! Is that man a star? He looks so handsome!!"

"Hey, don't you think he is a hundred times more charming than Takeshi Kaneshiro?!" "Stupid, this is obviously filming, no one is showing off on the street with such long blond hair. Hurry up and take a photo with your phone! I want to send the photo to the end of the world!!" "Grandma, I really want to OOXX him!!" "Forget it, you see a girl in his arms." Mi Xiaoai turned her face to the side, and heard a large group of girls screaming excitedly not far away without any surprise. The content of the screaming was nothing more than being shocked by Xue's beauty.

"Hey, Xue, is my eyes dazzled? It seems like a few blue snowflakes are floating down from the sky..." Her eyes were empty with tears, twinkling and twinkling so distressingly. Plunge a sharp knife straight into his heart. The Lanxue alliance represents the silent protection of eternal life and eternity, and will never betray. She will never know that this is a unilateral covenant he made privately. "Xiao Ai, never let my teacher see that you don't cherish your life like this again." Xue's skin was crystal clear in winter, her white clothes were so pure, and the neon lights were changing colors above her head unscrupulously. The world crashed before his peerless face. collapse.

"But, Xue...can you tell me, how can I return to my former self? Ah, yes! Your magic is so powerful, can you let me go back to the night before time travel, if that's the case, Mom and Dad Will I come back? In that case, I will forget about Liu? In that case, Brin will come back to life, right?" Mi Xiaoai's eyelashes were shining with hope, and she grabbed his arm , shaking him hard. "Hey, Xue, please, talk..." "Can you, can you give me a little hope..." "I don't want, I don't want, I don't want to be alone from now on!!!!!!"

She grabbed the corner of his clothes and poured out all the tears, so many tears, such deep sorrow, soaked a whole area of ​​his clothes, but it was not because of him. His slender fingers glowed like white jade in the night, and there was a faint silver light gathered at his fingertips. Mi Xiaoai's eyes were surrounded by the halo of silver, and he felt that his whole body had lost weight. All calm down. Cozy, gentle light. The light that fills the black hole softly for her. The light that would fly towards her even if her body was smashed to pieces. And - hypnotic light. She calmed down in his arms like a baby, her eyelashes were wet, and a tear hung stubbornly in the corner of her eye, as if hesitating whether to roll down or not.

He bowed his head and kissed her. Mi Xiaoai couldn't remember how she got home.It seemed that in the confusion and chaos, Youdao Baiguang was holding her tightly all the time. The man was careful but afraid of losing his arm strength so that she couldn't tell whether it was a dream or reality. She gave up the world, and the world gave up on her. Only he, faintly, enveloped her for a long time. In the long night, the wind outside the window blows in, sobbing her sobbing, listening to her injury.Xue sat quietly beside her, her hand was unconsciously held by her, like her only hope left.

Hello, Liu. You must not have surgery, right? Let me tell you, I know what labor pain after anesthesia is. real. After being numb a million times, just one tiny prod has my pain nerves ripped apart. The new queen of Snow Country. I really want to know what she looks like, if she can love you well instead of me, I hope you can really fall in love with her. ——Mi Xiaoai. ********** Go to school as usual, eat as usual, look at the moon in the middle of the night as usual, miss him as usual, shed tears as usual, and then, that person appeared as usual and licked her wounds. I have never discovered that Xue is such a quiet person.

He always appeared at night, and stood quietly aside when she was tired reading and doing homework, the look in her eyes was always half blocked by the long golden hair, making it difficult to see clearly. When did he leave every day, Mi Xiaoai couldn't tell.She only knew that when she was still awake, Xue would smile and watch her fall asleep, and without saying a few words, she could easily put her at ease and fall asleep. Within a month of coming back, Mi Xiaoai experienced various emotions. Numbness, sadness, regret, doubt, anger, self-abuse, denial, loss of control, and endless thoughts.

She actually tasted all the flavors of life that others would take a lifetime to taste. As a result, poor classmate Mi Xiaoai is still a child forced to mature, and any of the above emotions can kill her half-life. In the helpless world, she is like a A seedling that has been pulled out of the ground cannot go back and cannot grow tall. Habits are a terrible thing. Especially, when you are used to being loved by someone, when he suddenly kicks you away from your heart one day, you will find that the day is dyed black, but the night is still black. My mood seems to have calmed down a lot, at least I don't feel the darkness before my eyes when I think of Liu.However, just because it was no longer completely dark, Liu's appearance was more clearly projected in the theater in her mind.

"Brain Theater", a word that hasn't appeared for a long time. ——The place of obscenity of the gray girl, once a place of joy and distribution, now that I think about it, the laughter has long since fallen in the second of "falling in love". In the previous talk show, Mi Xiaoai faced the theater in her head for the first time. Needless to say, the inside is full of liu: Liu laughed, Liu got angry, Liu got jealous, and Liu kissed her deeply. Now, there is one more lens. Liu still kissed her, bloody from the kiss, and at the end of the kiss, the collar disappeared. Ah, I clearly told myself not to think about him anymore, but my body and mind were disobedient, really disobedient. "Attend class!" "stand up!" "salute!" "Hi teacher~!" At the beginning of the Chinese class, Mi Xiaoai chanted the slogan of standing up and saluting as always. No matter how stupid she was, she knew that she would not be able to go back. She told herself for the million and one time that life would continue. "Whose turn is it to give a speech today?" The class teacher opened the textbook and glanced at the dark audience. "Teacher, it's my turn to speak today." The fat boy stood up, smiled silly, and walked to the podium. Applause, classmates applaud politely. Mi Xiaoai also applauded. "The topic of my speech today is "The Gilded Years." The boy cleared his throat and twisted his expression nervously. Sharp brush. There was a sound of shattered glass. The remains of the porcelain doll ached, moved, and hugged each other piece by piece, forming half a porcelain doll. He said "The Gilded Years". He said "Liu". Liu. "The Gilded Years is a novel I read recently. The content of the novel is..." The fat boy typed out a cheat sheet, speaking incoherently, and the audience was quiet. There is a book secretly passed around somewhere, and copyists are secretly stirring up trouble. Someone kept staring at the English textbook under the table belly, memorizing dense words for the next class. There was a nymphomaniac staring blankly at a fixed direction, her eyes fixed on a certain boy. ... Gala gala, gala gala. The porcelain doll struggled, the hollow part was infused with the person's name, sped up, sped up, and returned to its full doll shape. The crack is still there. Hello, Liu. I, I will never escape your control for the rest of my life. You are a villain, a real villain, you loved me so strongly, you abandoned me so decisively, you said you would always be my liu, but you only regarded me as a pet from the beginning to the end, didn't you? The truth is, even I consider myself your pet. At least, that's also being pampered, right?Now there is no word "pet", I am just a "thing". Well, I really look more and more like Mrs. Xianglin. (*^__^*) Hee hee... In fact, what I really want to say is—— Mi Xiaoai, who is no longer a pet, needs to become stronger! Go forward! To - come back to you! "Mi Xiaoai, what's wrong with you?" The speech was forced to stop, and the eyes of all the students were fixed on Mi Xiaoai following a question from the head teacher. Mi Xiaoai, who was trembling all over, with a tear-stained smile on her face, as the class monitor, openly packed her schoolbag in class! ! ! After tidying up all the stationery and books, Mi Xiaoai picked up her schoolbag and stood up smiling at the head teacher, "Ms. Li, I'm leaving." "What, you're still in class now! Are you feeling unwell? Who, Zhong Yan, take Mi Xiaoai to the infirmary." The head teacher became nervous and asked with concern. "No more, teacher, I won't come back." She got off her seat, stood on the podium and bowed deeply to everyone, then turned and disappeared around the corner of the corridor. Running wildly in school, in the streets, in places with memories of parents, until I lost my strength, paralyzed on the lawn of the park, staring at the evening clouds pulling the moon out. The leaves are rustling, and the fragrance of mint is floating. "Xue, come out, I know you're here." Mi Xiaoai sat up and looked around. "Yo~ Is Xiao Ai in a good mood today?" He walked slowly from the twilight and looked at her in surprise. But she didn't answer his words, she just ran over and grabbed his hand and shook it from side to side, "Hey, Xue, I've decided, I want to go back to the Demon Realm!" The man in her hand froze for a moment, then held her back. Xue looked at her, and asked softly after a while, "Why?" "Why... Well, because I have no one to rely on in the human world. Xue, you are so handsome and outstanding. You must have been raised and cared for by others since you were young. It is impossible to understand my current mood." Mi Xiaoai's big eyes shone movingly under the shadow of the moon. Xue smiled, "How do you know I can't understand?" "Ah, could it be that Xue you also..." "Xiao Ai, Liu is going to marry a concubine." He told her lightly. "Even so, I have to go back." She looked back at him, her firm eyes shining like stars. "Really love him that much?" "Well, really." "Even if you can't get his love again, do you want to go back?" "Xue, I just need to see him, just like I used to be his pet, watching from a distance, watching with the rest of my life, even if he doesn't know anything." Crash, clatter, the breeze blew across the park, and the woods whispered softly. "I understand." Xue let go of her hand, smiling purely like a moon god. "What do you understand..." Mi Xiaoai was a little confused. "I'll help you," he told her with a smile. "Ah, really?!" She was about to hug him! "only……" "Just what?" "If you lose your current appearance and become another person, do you still want to go back to him?" "What... mean?" Mi Xiaoai didn't understand. "The love affair between 'Mi Xiaoai' and Liu is over, you can no longer appear in the Demon Realm with that identity, do you understand me?" That means, do you have to change your body to stay by Liu's side? Does it mean that the name Mi Xiaoai and her past must all die when she returns to the Demon Realm? There was a long silence. Mi Xiaoai clenched her fists tightly, as if she was making the most important decision in her life. "Even so, I will go." Finally, she raised her eyes and told him the answer word by word. "Then, promise me one condition." "What conditions?" "No matter what happens, don't cry anymore." "OK." Xue sighed softly, her gaze became darker and darker. "I'll come to pick you up in half a month. Before that, I won't show up again, little love, take care." "I will, thank you, Snow." "and also……" "What else?" Also, the moment you return to the Demon Realm, my new relationship with you will completely tear me apart. As if it was the last hug, Xue gently hugged her into her arms. Tired birds flew through the forest. He sighed softly. "nothing."