Chapter 55 Chapter 55 Accident? New Injury

Hello, Liu~ You know, I seem to be an angel~~!My body floats in the air with incomparable lightness. I see myself as transparent white. Sadness, heartbreak, pain, and entanglement no longer belong to me. Everything returns to the day when we quarreled and separated. night…… Hello, Liu. I've always had this strong feeling that if I had been able to listen quietly to you that night, things might not have turned out the way they are today... Tick, tick... I saw your wound open again, the color of your blood is so strange.I stretch out my bloody right hand to you, Brin's face emerges, and I throw my hand back into the air...

Hey, don't tell me you haven't taken good care of yourself, are you punishing yourself for the unforgivable mistake I made?Hmph, Liu, let me tell you, if you let yourself hurt like this again, I will be angry! !If I'm angry, I'll just... I'll just... If I say that I will be very distressed, will you still care? Ah, I saw my right hand was quickly dyed crimson! ! !God, my wings, why don't I have wings?And...why are there bloodstains on the snow-white skirt? !Don't scare me... Didn't I become an angel? hiss-- Somewhere in the body melted away. no feeling. That hole is growing at an incredible rate, you know?My current appearance really resembles the "virtual" inside!

Still don't feel it. I - don't be numb! His fingers passed through the huge hole in his chest, and when he turned around, he saw his fingertips slipping out from behind. This should be a very scary thing, but why do I not even have the feeling of "horror"? That empty place, where did my heart go? In the darkness where you can't see your fingers— Liu, where have you been? Wait for me, don't go alone! I see the end of the end, Time and you all forgot to take me away. When I opened my eyes, I saw the lifeless ceiling, and the long-dead moth corpses were still stuck in the fluorescent lamp, lying motionless in the false light.

No, don't go back to the human world. Mi Xiaoai closed her eyes. I still remember Mi Ma once said that when people don’t even know what the pain is, death will slowly approach. When death is slowly approaching, there is no other way but to rely on a certain residual belief. When she opened her eyes again, she knew that she didn't even have faith anymore. However, death did not come. The world collapsed out of thin air, and Mi Xiaoai came to the conclusion after countless repeated confirmations——she really came back. But the heart disappeared in the demon world the moment the collar was untied.

The mirror reflected the playful appearance of the girl—without claws, tail, or ears, she returned to the beautiful girl Mi Xiaoai before time travel. "Dad, Mom." Mi Xiaoai cheered up and looked for her parents in the room wearing slippers. She still remembered the strange look in Mi's mother's eyes when she saw her on Christmas night, but she didn't care about anything now. Even if parents still don't know her, it doesn't matter. Who said that "indifferent" is a transcendent state. In the empty living room, there was a musty smell in the air. On the dining table, a piece of bread covered with green fur was smiling at her, as if telling her: No one has lived here for a long time!

"Dad? Mom?" The simple two words suddenly turned into a questioning tone. Mi Xiaoai quickly pushed open the door of her parents' bedroom, her eyes stopped on the two black and white photos on the wall after scanning around. Endless silence. A flock of birds flew by outside the window. twitter. He closed the door of his parents' room lightly, then opened the door of the house, and then the anti-theft door, and then raised his hand to ring the doorbell of Aunt Wang next door—— "Who is it?" A middle-aged woman's unpleasant voice came from the back room. "I, Auntie, I'm Xiaoai." Mi Xiaoai replied softly at the door.

The iron door opened suddenly, and the thin middle-aged woman with yellow curly hair glanced at Mi Xiaoai with triangular eyes, and asked suspiciously, "Xiao Ai, what's the matter?" "That... Auntie, my parents..." "By the way, when it comes to your parents, I just want to ask you, where have you been since they passed away so long before you showed up?" Aunt Wang frowned and looked Mi Xiaoai up and down. , The newspaper has also published it, don't tell me which country you have traveled to!" "... When did it happen?" The black hole in my heart continued to expand, and there was no feeling of pain.

A calm that even I can't convince myself, a terrible calm. "Let me think about it... Oh! It's Christmas day, didn't it snow that day, the two of them got into a black car after shopping, the car skidded and had an accident, I said you, why did you come here now Question, your parents didn’t even have time to leave a will. You see, your hair is so long and your grades are so good. As usual, you should be a sensible child. Your parents’ inheritance has been notarized, and the password of the safe said yes You know, half of it is left to your grandma..." ... Aunt Wang's mouth opened and closed like a dehydrated and suffocated carp, moving faster and faster. Mi Xiaoai's thoughts were only synchronized until she said, "You know the password of the safe." She brushed it past her ear, but couldn't hear it anymore.

Open the anti-theft door, followed by the iron door, and step in. "bump!" close the door. isolated on the farthest edge of the world. Love is polluted and family affection is gone. Hello, Liu. Life is so exciting, it's like riding a roller coaster, the last second was still in the clouds, but this moment has already arrived at a place that is a hundred times colder than the trough. How can the Antarctic and the North Pole be the coldest place in the world? The coldest place in the world should be where a hole is dug in the heart, and the wind and snow run through the body, and you become a part of the snowflakes, right?

Completely numb and cold. All of a sudden, it doesn't like snow anymore. The snow that is too cold, the snow that has no temperature, the numb snow drips on the body bit by bit, corroding the body and digesting the heart. The snowflakes are very beautiful, but they can bury the seeds of pain when they penetrate into the muscles and bones. ——No, I was deceived by appearances. ——Too beautiful things, cowardly like me, really can't keep it. 520, 520. A password without ideas, a string of wriggling memories about birthdays. Gone, the meaning of spending every birthday with your family, in the blink of an eye, looking back is gone.

Renminbi, real estate certificate, other than that, it's just cold, and the safe has no temperature. When it is opened, when it is closed, it is just a dance of the keys. In just one second, something is taken out, and the safe loses the meaning of survival. no feeling. I really don't feel it. The world is gone, flowing away from the black hole. The black hole is gone, flowing away from the pain. The pain was gone, flowing from his cold fingertips. He's gone too, what's next?The logic cannot go on. Suddenly it was cold. It was snowing outside the window. So, mechanically, he opened the door again, followed by the iron door, and walked out with the money left by his parents. He was still wearing slippers on his feet, and the wind and snow poured in, which unsurprisingly caused even more intense dizziness. He was still having a fever, but his mind was unusually clear. Hello, Liu. If, I mean if. If I fall in the snow, will you still pick me up? Lo and behold, I'm asking the apparently out-of-brain question again. The lights are feasting, it seems to be Chinese New Year. Hello, Liu. Do you know, the red envelope my parents left me was too big, and they irresponsibly threw all the lucky money for the next few decades in the safe. The old songs of Ayumi Hamasaki came from the video store in the street, lingering in my ears over and over again—— ah- recalling the time when we met at a loss a long way around hurt each other a lot ah- only wish to step in before eternal sleep can you make me smile stay with me forever ... Snow-white water mist spewed out in the air, and the eyes were scattered not far away—smiling people kept coming out of the supermarket, in twos and threes, presumably many of them were dispatched by the whole family, right? Walked over without knowing it. Supermarkets, photo sticker machines, couples embracing and taking photos of photo stickers, parents with their children. This is where she had a dispute with Liu on the night of her 19th birthday, the first round of love and hate. At that time, she still had the upper hand, right? When she was not in love with him, she had always lived an easy life. "Hey, why is your expression so stiff, can't you just smile?" "It's so annoying, I said I hate taking photoshoots the most!" "Okay, you dead pig, don't you love me?" "Oh, love, love it to death, does this have anything to do with photoshoots?" "If you love me, you should listen to me, and if I love you, you should also love, understand?" "Understood, understood..." ... A familiar conversation. The couple not far away is happily re-enacting a similar sweetness. Mi Xiaoai smiled, staring at the young couple who were constantly bickering not far away. Hello, Liu. You scoundrel, the photo is still in your hand!You obviously took a lot of photos, but you refused to give me even one. Tell me, why do you want so many photos? "Miss, are you alright?" The security guard from the supermarket came over and looked at Mi Xiaoai worriedly, his eyes resting on her wet slippers. "Well, it's okay, just strolling around." Only then did Mi Xiaoai realize that she was wearing clothes that were out of season, and her body couldn't help shivering. no feeling. I don't even feel my body. Turning his head, the young couple had disappeared. don't want! do not go! Time don't go, sweet don't go, Liu don't go! The black hole in the heart roared, and countless snowflakes filled in. The black hole and the snowflakes continued to fight, and finally, the black hole slowly shrank, and the heart came back again. The return of the heart is the beginning of pain. The sky is spinning so fast that not even the stars can point the way. Mi Xiaoai was running on the street, looking back and turning her eyes, the young couple had already disappeared somewhere in the city. No sweetness left. Mi Xiaoai slipped and fell hard on the frozen concrete floor. Everyone around was busy with happiness, and no one noticed that a girl fell and was bruised all over her body. Don't want to get up, so be it. The snow fell more and more, and the forehead burned, melting the snow, and finally rose to a temperature that even the snow could not melt. It hurts... Who is here, help me... Mom, Dad...don't you want me too... I'm actually really scared... Disappeared, the voice of the world. The heart was filled with sourness, and a liter of tears carried a heavy sadness, vented down, and dripped on the bleeding leg, and the salty tears touched the wound, casting a second wound. "Woo..." "Woo... woo..." Crying loudly, in the vast sea of ​​people that no one knows, there is no one who loves her, and the rest of the people have become decorations, and the world has come to witness a girl covered in sores overnight. Blue snowflakes fell down, fluttering, and scattered on the legs, the blood stopped, and the wound healed. The pain didn't go away. "Liu, is that you?" Mi Xiaoai stood up abruptly, her eyes gleaming with hope, "Liu, you're here, aren't you, come out!" No one answered. In the blurred eyes of tears, a silver light shines over, and a boy in black casual clothes walks across the road, so similar to the back, it makes people worry about it. "Liu, don't go, wait for me!" Mi Xiaoai ran towards him—— ——The high beams were dazzling on her face, and the black Buick honked at her with a "Didi"! ! —drip—drip— The sound of life beginning. --drop-- A sign of the end of life. Mi Xiaoai closed her eyes. Brin's words rang in my ears: "I have... no meaning to live..." Tears flowed, and death was greeted with joy. But there was a silver light shining even brighter into her closed eyelids! ! "Xiao Ai, what are you doing!" The long white shadow flashed by in a very short time, the girl disappeared, the car stopped, and time continued to slip away. It was him, it was him! The one who always misses appointments when she needs him. The one who hugged her on his own right now when she didn't need her life. Very distant conversation. ——Xue, if, I mean, if one day Tianliu doesn't want me anymore, will you take me in? --meeting.