Chapter 147 Chapter 147 The Pleasure of Indulgence

Just as Liu Qing and Su Jingxian were flirting with each other, Xiao Mei shouted happily again: "Now the game is over, it's getting late, and it's getting dark. Let's find some place to eat, and then go to Di Bar to get some food." Go to a private room to watch a show." When it came to acting, Qin Zi and Gao Jian looked at each other in blank dismay.Originally thought that the game was a surefire game, but who knew that it fell into the gutter and turned the boat over.Someone at the level of an uncle can play snooker so well.However, even if the two sides are in a state of hostility.The two also admired Liu Qing's level of playing billiards very much, especially the little girl Qin Zi, who looked at Liu Qing with obviously different eyes now.

"Aren't you trying to play tricks?" Xiao Mei glanced at the two of them, pretending not to care, but her eyes were full of contempt. "Perform, just perform, what are you afraid of?" Unable to bear the provocation from Xiao Mei's gaze, Qin Zi blushed and hummed, "I would like to admit defeat, let's go..." "Liu Qing, how about..." Su Jingxian looked at the crowd worriedly, and just said a word of love.But Xiao Mei took her hand first, and dragged her outside: "Mr. Su, don't squeeze out the rent with them, let's ride Liu Qing's motorcycle together."

Liu Qing secretly thought that this little girl was so quick to see the opportunity, she shook her head with a smile, and also followed. A couple had dinner nearby.Afterwards, I followed Xiao Mei to the disco, this disco was chosen by Xiao Mei herself, and I usually come here twice with my classmates, and they are very close.Although it was only eight o'clock at this time, Liu Qing walked in.I smelled a strange smell, dim lights, and neon lights flashing rapidly.Loud music and a chaotic atmosphere filled with the smell of smoke and alcohol.Occasionally, I saw a few sneaky little brothers and sisters looking around, selling something in a low voice.The style is definitely not elegant, but at least it is the unconventional pleasure that half-grown children like them like most.

Unlike Liu Qing's calmness and Xiao Mei's feeling of excitement, how could Su Jingxian's sharp nose bear these smells.She likes classical silk and bamboo music.Although I don't reject these heart-shattering rock music, at least I will definitely not have any good feelings.A few pairs of vague eyes swept over her body.It made her frown slightly, and her hair stood on end.Subconsciously, he grabbed Liu Qing's arm nervously. Liu Qing felt the tension in her heart from her trembling fingers, so she patted her hand lightly, and cast a look at her without fear.Su Jingxian may have trusted Liu Qing subconsciously, and under his eyes, she immediately relaxed a little.The warm nose wrinkled slightly.Although I am no longer nervous, I definitely hate this place.

Xiao Mei asked for a box in the second hug.Looking out from here, you can just see a huge dance floor.Then ordered a lot of beer and snacks.A few young people were also familiar with each other, and they drank wine unceremoniously. "You guys are still students. How can you drink?" Seeing Xiao Mei, Su Jingxian opened a can of beer directly and had sex with Liu Qing.Drink it in one gulp.And the others were also drinking wine not to be outdone.She was so surprised that her eyes widened. "Ms. Su, aren't you?" Qin Zi exclaimed exaggeratedly: "I've come here to have fun, and it's the holiday period. What's the point of drinking some beer? Besides, if we don't drink, how can we have the courage to perform? what?"

"Mr. Su, please show mercy and let us play happily." Gao Jian also helped while drinking and eating snacks. "Ma Jiye, it's all your fault that you only cared about drinking for yourself and forgot to give Mr. Su beer." Xiao Mei also glared at Ma Jiye pretending to be reproachful, picked up a bunch of beer, threw it to Su Jingxian in a parabola, and said with a seductive smile: " Teacher Su, didn't we agree a long time ago before we came out? I think you are usually depressed, why don't you take this opportunity to indulge yourself. " Su Jingxian drank the beer in a panic, as a teacher, she is naturally very sensitive to words.The word "indulgence" immediately reminded her of Liu Qing, and she secretly looked at Liu Qing with blushing cheeks.

"Uncle" you just patronize to see how funny we are? "Xiao Mei stared fiercely at him, who was smiling with his legs crossed and nothing to do with himself. With a small mouth, he sat down beside him, half leaning against his side, with a pink and tender face. With rosy cheeks, he held up an empty beer can: "I clinked glasses with you just now, and I drank it all in one can, but you just took two sips and let it go?You don't want to drive me to the hotel after getting drunk like last time, do you? " The private room was much quieter than the outside, and Xiao Shen didn't deliberately lower his voice to speak.The last sentence hit Su Jingxian's ears like thunder, who was paying close attention to Liu Qing's every move.Immediately, his blushing face turned pale, and he turned around, looking at him in disbelief: "Liu Qing, you, you..."

Liu Qing opened his mouth, wanting to explain.But immediately thinking of the relationship between Su Jingxian and herself, she retracted the conversation.Especially even though Xiao Mei was just a little niece, but there were indeed some unspeakable ambiguous and charming relationships between the two of them.He touched his nose, smiled lightly, and drank a can of beer in one gulp. Xiao Mei looked at Su Jingxian with a little complacency, who looked ugly, but at the moment she was as well-behaved as a daughter-in-law, helping Liu Qing to open a can of wine again.Su hand twisted a piece of beef again and put it into his mouth: "Uncle~ that's a good idea. But just drinking like this is really boring. Let's guess the points and drink together. Who, Gao Jian, bring his dice."

Her words immediately received a response from a group of people.At this time, Su Jingxian, seeing that Liu Qing didn't explain, obviously acquiesced to what Xiao Mei said.His face became paler and colorless, his lips trembled a little, and tears were about to fall from between his eyelashes.After taking a few heavy breaths, he calmed down the depression in his fluctuating chest, and stood up slowly: "Liu Qing, come out. I want to talk to you." At first, I thought that Liu Gao and Xiao Mei were just comparing each other. A good year-end friend.Due to the age gap, it is normal to be a little too close.But now it seems that the relationship between the two of them.Far from being as simple as I imagined.

Liu Qing did not listen to her words and stood up, but habitually lit a cigarette, smiled and shook her head indifferently and said: "Mr. Su, I am not your student. Even if I am your student, you should know that I am He is not a good student, and he is not willing to listen to some great principles." "Uncle. Well said, I'll just say this to you. I'll drink a can with you." Qin Zi squeezed to the other side of Liu Qing with a smile.I bumped into Liu Qing: "Uncle, although you are convinced that you play well, those words changed my opinion of you." "Hey, Qin Zi, what do you mean by that? This is my uncle, not yours." Xiao Mei pulled Liu Qing towards her, glared at Qin Zi angrily, and said, "I'm still here. Don't know you? Stop being silly in front of my uncle and find your own boy friend. Stay away from us."

"Xiao Mei. After all, we are good sisters who grew up together. Your uncle won't lose a piece of meat if I take a bite, right?" Taizi deliberately leaned on Liu Qing, and said in a coquettish voice: "My Uncle’s boyfriend, I’ve been dumped a long time ago. He’s submissive and doesn’t have any masculinity. He’s falling out of love right now. Can’t I borrow your uncle for a while?” "Qin Zi, I don't care what you say?" Xiao Mei hurriedly stood up.A gesture of making a move.The big moist eyes opened wide: "If you don't go away again, don't blame me for being rude." "Let's just let. Look, you're nervous. Do you think your uncle is a gold casting land? You won't even let him go." Qin Zi winked at Liu Qing, stood up and sat in the corner opposite Go: "Uncle, if you are not satisfied with Xiao Mei one day, just come to me! I am much more obedient than Meimei." Su Jingxian couldn't believe that her students would look like this during the holidays, she usually thought that Xiao Mei and Qin Zi were more naughty.I didn't expect to be so deviant, what I said and what I did made me feel red in the face.It was Liu Qing who made her feel even more angry.The current Liu Qing is completely different from the original Liu Qing in her imagination who is honest, honest and kind, although he is somewhat impulsive.Lazy, careless, indifferent.In particular, what he couldn't let himself accept was that he actually went to a hotel with his female student to get a room. The beautiful image and memory that had been preserved in my mind for nearly ten years was almost shattered by the ruthless reality.I have the urge to pull out, but I can't really let go.For the past ten years, whenever I couldn't sleep at night, I would lie on the bed and quietly and sweetly recall the scenes with Liu Qing, filling my chest with happiness and bitterness, and accompanying her to sleep.And perhaps today, Liu Qing ruthlessly deprived her of all her remaining fantasies. Watching them start playing dice and drinking, the scene where Liu Qing never took a look at her almost shattered her fragile heart.Suppressing tears, she fell down beside Liu Qing with weak and stiff limbs. The originally warm and soft eyes lost their spirit at this moment, becoming dim and dull. "Ms. Su, can you come and play with me too?" Ma Jiye seemed to feel the distress in his teacher's heart, and put a pair of dice in front of her with a silly smile: "I often have unhappy things, but if you let it go , will throw all the unhappiness to the country of Java." "Indulgence?" It wasn't the first time Su Jingxian heard these two words today, but it was the first time that she really felt a little eager to try.From childhood to adulthood, I spent my time conscientiously, obediently and obediently.Even with Liu Qing, he has always been cautious and never overstepped the threshold.After breaking up with Liu Qing, he kept his ears to the outside world and devoted himself to studying.When it comes to work, I have never tried to vent my depression with indulgence. "Crack!" Su Jingxian twisted open the beer can in her hand, her slender and thin hands trembling slightly, sent the beer to her mouth. Although Liu Qing didn't look at Su Jingxian on the surface, under his indifferent appearance, he was always watching Su Jingxian's every move uncontrollably.It can be seen that she really opened a can of beer and drank under Ma Jiye's instigation.Immediately turned around in astonishment, staring at her in surprise.He moved his fingers, but never raised his hand. Su Jingxian's eyes also caught Liu Qing's expression of surprise, hesitation, and even pity and distress.For some reason, an indescribable pleasure surged in my heart.The distressed look in his eyes became his best appetizer.Even Su Jingxian herself couldn't tell the pleasure that she had never had before. It was the feeling that she had suppressed all her life and indulged herself a little at this moment.Or is.Her self-abuse and vengeful indulgence made Liu Qing feel comfortable after being distressed.It turns out that you will also be surprised, and you will still take pity on me?You will feel sorry for me too?I originally thought that under your indifferent appearance, you have long since lost me in your heart... Discovering that this method can elicit Liu Qing's true feelings for herself, Su Jingxian is even more excited to speed up her drinking.The first can of beer in my life quickly bottomed out.With a snap, it hit the table.Originally some pale cheeks.It was lightly dyed with a crystal red glow. "Jiye, open another can for the teacher." I don't know if it's because of the alcohol.Or some other factors, Su Jingxian suddenly felt unprecedented excitement and comfort.Some daring ideas that had never been thought of came to mind: "Teach me how to guess the game of dice." Liu Qing smoked silently, watching Su Jingxian play dice with herself and others.Although he is a novice, but with his clever mind and luck as a novice, he won't lose as badly as others.Gradually time passed, and the beer was drunk one can after another.Liu Qing endured it for a long time.Seeing that there are wonderful waves flowing between her eyes, the blush spreads to the depths of her ears.Especially Xiumei frowned tightly, wondering if she had a stomachache.But seeing that she opened another can of wine.Liu Qing finally stood up and grabbed the wine with his hands. "Su Jingxian. You've drunk enough. You can't drink any more." Liu Qing's voice was a little low.His eyes were a little distressed.Su Jingxian's body has been weak since she was a child, and she has never drank alcohol.Where can I drink like this? " Su Jingxian's delicate body trembled slightly. Since she met Liu Qing by chance after not seeing her for nearly ten years, it was the first time she heard him call her by both first and last names.Is it finally no longer evading and planning to face up to your own existence?Su Jingxian seemed to be addicted to revenge, and refused to let go of her hand.Following Liu Qing's tone just now, he said drunkenly, "Liu Qing, you are not who I am, why don't you let me drink anymore?" "If I say I won't let you drink, I won't let you drink!" Liu Qing also got angry with her, and gently pinched the numb tendon on her wrist.When she let go, she snatched the beer and put it directly on the table. "Liu Qing, you are too domineering." Su Jingxian pinched her numb wrist, and two drops of crystal tears flowed from her delicate eyes.Maybe it was because of memories, maybe it was because of the distress and disappointment towards Liu Qing, she lowered her pink cheeks and wept softly: "You were not like this before, Liu Qing!" Except for Xiao Mei, the rest of the students were dumbfounded at the conflict between their homeroom teacher and Liu Qing.Although he had already vaguely felt that there was some ambiguity between the two, but it really came to this moment.It seemed that it was really determined that there must be some story between the two of them. "Xiao Mei, all of you go out." Liu Qing said back in a deep voice: "It's just right to go disco now, don't sit here and drink all the time." "Uncle" Xiao Mei just got up and wanted to say something.But I heard Liu Qing yelling a little irritably and furiously: "I told you to go out and play disco." Xiao Mei slightly shrank back, a little helpless, and a little unwilling, gestured to her companion and went out together.Before leaving, he had to look at Liu Qing and Teacher Su with some concern.Although on the surface, Xiao Shen has a good impression of Liu Qing.But in fact, Xiao Mei herself didn't know whether she had a good impression of Liu Qing between a man and a woman, or a girl's attachment to her father.Dad passed away too early, so that Xiao Mei could only remember his appearance from the photos when he was a child, and he could only figure out his personality according to his own ideas.Gradually, in the depths of her heart, she took care of her own desire, and shaped a father's character traits that even her own mother didn't know.As we get older, that image becomes clearer and clearer. Pet me, love me, love me, this is Xiao Mei's own definition of her father.However, in these long ten years, it always made her feel that her, her father, was lacking something, not real and perfect enough.Until the last time in the hotel, he was spanked severely by Liu Qing for being drunk and messing around.Although that kind of pain was a bit painful, it suddenly filled the gap in the image of her father in her mind, that is strictness.A father who is not strict with his children will never be a real and qualified father.So much so that by accident, he actually perfected the image of his father in his mind, and in a daze, he also regarded Liu Qing as the father of his dreams. Maybe it's a coincidence, maybe it's fate.There is some arrogance towards Xiao Mei, some concern, and some strict Liu Qing.But even after waking up, her heart was still surging.A real father should be like him. When he is happy, he can play with him without barriers and go crazy with him.When you are unhappy, you will coax yourself to be happy.But when he is disobedient and disobedient, he will severely restrain himself, even resorting to weak means.All of this made Liu Qing a substitute for his father in that young and imaginative mind. However, apart from these, Xiao Mei has a vague feeling of youthfulness towards Liu Qing.As a result, I wanted to enjoy my father's love and strictness in my heart.Enjoying some sweet and heart-pounding feelings again.So much so that he has been using the title of uncle. After watching Xiao Mei go out, Liu Qing puffed on his cigarette and paced back and forth in the private room, feeling a little restless.As for Su Jingxian, she kept her head down and wept softly. After a long time, Liu Qing slowly sat beside her, gently grabbed her bony wrist, and said with concern and distress: "Did I really hurt you?" Very annoyed.But he was obviously very measured in his actions, at most he would numb her little hands for a while.Why didn't you stop crying? Su Jingxian struggled to withdraw her hand from his hand, and looked at Liu Qing quietly, with a strange blankness in her eyes.Aside from the change in appearance, Su Jingxian found that Liu Qing was very strange at this time.Shaking his head slowly, his dim eyes seemed to want to see through Liu Qing's heart and said: "You are different from before, Liu Qing." Liu Qing smoked a cigarette, turned his head unnaturally, and said with a dry smile: "People always change. Don't you change too? The you in the past, but you can't drink half a sip of wine." "No, you are avoiding my question." Su Jingxian lowered her head and sighed softly: "What I said is that your heart has changed, your heart is no longer pure. Some, some are dirty." pure?Liu Qing froze for a moment, then leaned back on the back of the sofa and laughed.pure?What an ancient and unfamiliar sacred word is this?Dirty?This is so ridiculous, my heart is so filthy that it is almost comparable to a sewer.Wouldn't it be too flattering to describe it as dirty? Su Jingxian didn't understand what was so funny about what she said?But listening to it, I could hear a bit of bitterness from it.Under that indulgent smile, there is deep helplessness and bitterness hidden.Just when she was about to open her mouth to speak, she suddenly saw Liu Qing leaning in front of her, gently pressing her head with both arms, and her mouth, which smelled of beer and tobacco, pressed directly against her soft and delicate hands lip. ------