Chapter 148 Chapter 148 The Soul Key

Su Jingxian opened her eyes.At a loss.There was a blank in her mind, and the smell of tobacco lightly touched her heart.The hard stubble made her cheeks ache.And Liu Qing after the kiss.Then he let her go slowly.In the deep eyes, the thoughts buried in the heart flashed away.He stretched out his hand to gently hold her soft and fair cheeks that would break with a blow.Zhan Zhan brushed the crystals in the corners of her eyes with his trembling thumbs, and said softly, "Xiaoxian..." That familiar call seemed to bring Su Jingxian's thoughts back to the past.The infinite longing for Liu Qing buried in the depths of his heart surged to his heart in an instant.Tears couldn't stop flowing out again, and Liu Qing was in a daze for a while.The little hand also picked up Liu Qing's slightly older cheeks than his peers: "You are older than before, Liu Qing."

The corner of Liu Qing's mouth twitched slightly, trying to turn away from Su Jingxian's gaze.However, she was firmly held down by Su Jingxian's soft and cold little hand, shaking her head and crying: "Don't move, Liu Qing. I just want to look at you like this for a while quietly. I thought that I would never have the chance to see you again in this lifetime." .” The soft little hands gently swayed on his weather-beaten and slightly rough face, and the gentle eyes gleaming with tears looked at Liu Qing carefully.It seems that he wants to overlap his appearance with the shadow in his heart, and firmly engrave it on the softest part of his heart.

"You must have had a hard time all these years. I feel the sadness and pain in your heart. Liu Qing." Su Jingxian gently grabbed Liu Qing's big rough hand with hard calluses, and gently put it back I touched my face, feeling it with my soft skin.Feel the joy, anger, sorrow and joy that he has experienced.Soft and delicate eyes.Gradually permeated Liu Qing's mind.at this moment.Liu Qing suddenly felt that what she tried to hide was almost naked in front of Su Jingxian.If it is someone else.Even Anna who knows Liu Qing deeply.The moment would also provoke an emotional backlash in him.

However, Su Jingxian was quiet and natural.Under the eyes like trickling water.Liu Qing, who should have exposed his heart and suddenly became nervous.At this time, the heart was relieved and relaxed.subconsciously.Unconsciously handed over his heart.What Anna, known as the youngest psychological authority, couldn't really do, but Su Jingxian did it easily.She grew up with him, no one in this world understands Liu Qing's nature better than her. "I. No..." Liu Qing opened his mouth.I just wanted to forcefully say that I am not bitter.However, Su Jingyin's soft and delicate lips pressed against his mouth lightly.He forced the half of his sentence back into his stomach.Beautiful eyes closed gently.Tears of joy or sorrow flowed down the cheeks to the corner of the mouth, and trickled into the lips of the two of them.

A touch of bitterness, but contains a strong longing.The two hearts that were inseparable from each other seemed to be unconsciously getting closer at this time.Quietly feel the acceleration of each other's heartbeat and the solemnity of breathing.blood flow.And the almost infinite yearning in their hearts. "I still remember that time. We always liked to look at the stars and the moon together. With the evening breeze blowing, we shared each other's deepest secrets, and tasted each other's happiness and sorrow." Su Jingxian gently hid her pretty head in Liu On Qing's shoulder, soft words whispered softly in his ear, as if he was nostalgic, more like enlightening: "Liu Qing, can we still open our defenseless hearts to each other like before? Talk to each other Are you worried?"

Liu Qing's body shook slightly, and he hesitated for a moment.The thick eyebrows were tightly wrinkled, and then he shook his head slowly.Although it is difficult for him to hide his heart in front of Su Jingxian, it doesn't mean he will tell her about himself.There are too many dark things in my heart, and too many past events that cannot be looked back.What's more, Su Jingxian herself is a person that she can hardly look back on. "Your heart is very heavy. It's so heavy that you can hardly bear it." Su Jingxian seemed to have expected that Liu Qing would object, and she gently pressed her on his chest with her small hand.Feeling the beating of his heart, he said softly: "I know you hate me, I hate that I left you for no reason. But, even if you hate me, it can't change the fact that we have the key to the door of each other's hearts. Fact. No matter how much you change a person, you can’t change the essence of your soul." After a pause, Su Jingxian murmured softly again: "Liu Qing, I don't want to make up for something, nor do I want to get something back .I just want you to be less painful, to share some pressure for you, that's all."

"Huh!" Liu Qing panted heavily.Gently pushed Su Jingxian away and stood up.With a livid complexion, he walked to the window, and couldn't help lighting a cigarette again, taking a deep puff before comforting his emotions.As she said, each of them holds the most primitive code of each other's soul, and as long as each other is willing, they can indeed share the pain and joy for each other. "It's not necessary at all. Thank you for your kindness. Xiaoxian! My heart is not as fragile as you imagined." Liu Qing breathed a sigh of relief.Make your own face and tone look a little flat and natural.Through the window, looking at the young people writhing wildly to the violent music below: "I can take the pressure by myself."

"Are you guilty?" Su Jingxian slowly walked behind him, and gently leaned her delicate body against his back.Wrapping his waist with both hands, leaning his cheek lightly on his back: "Liu Qing. I want to ask you a question, and I hope you can answer me honestly." Liu Qing hesitated for a moment.Still nodded slowly. "In the past ten years, have you ever completely forgotten me?" Su Jingxian asked this question lightly. Liu Qing shook his head slowly, and answered the question honestly: "I thought I could do it. But in fact, I overestimated myself."

"Now, it's your turn to ask me questions." Su Jingxian's eyelashes trembled slightly, suppressing herself from crying.Speak as calmly as possible.Although that answer is exactly the same as what I guessed.However, after confirming it from Liu Qing's mouth.But it made her heart tremble.Almost overwhelmed. "What about you?" Liu Qing hardly hesitated.Just asked this question. "I'm different from you." Su Jingxian's words made Liu Qing's heart sink slightly even though she was prepared.But immediately.But it made him froze on the spot: "I'm different from you, I never thought I could forget you."

Liu Qing turned around in surprise: "Then why do you..." "This is another question. Liu Qing." Su Jingxian slowly shook her head behind his back and said, "If you want to know. We can exchange it again." "You ask!" Even though he knew it was irreversible, the question that had lingered in his heart for ten years changed his life.He has an incomparable fascination with him.As Su Jingxian said.Each holds the key to each other's hearts.It is difficult to resist the gravitational attraction of the other party to oneself.The question and answer game between the two was created by Liu Qing when he was with Su Jingxian.The little girl Su Jingxian back then was an extremely introverted girl.Personality is melancholy and sad.I often frown and think wildly alone.He refuses to tell anyone what he thinks, even to Liu Qing.Over time.Liu Qing was afraid that she would get sick from boredom.So I came up with this game method of asking and answering to exchange thoughts.According to the rules, once the two parties confirm the start of the game, they must not avoid answering.Or move on to other issues.

"What happened to cause you to beat the chief and get fired." Last time Liu Qing suddenly showed absolute abnormality on this issue.Su Jingxian, who knew Liu Qing very well, grasped this focus keenly. Liu Qing took a deep breath of air-conditioning, controlled his emotions that were about to explode, and shook his head in a depressing and hoarse voice: "Can you change the question?" Liu Qing's dodging made Su Jingxian confirm that this was the problem.However.Although I really want to know about Liu Qing's past in my heart.But Liu Qing's hoarse voice made her heart ache.Although he knew it would be of no benefit to him, but he also broke the rules of the game.But still nodded dotingly and said: "Then let me change the question..." "No need." Liu Qing interrupted her, but Su Jingxian was gentle and considerate.And empathetic.He didn't bite the rules of the game to be aggressive.But it made Liu Qing feel relieved. Although ten years have passed, it seems that Su Jingxian is still as docile as before, unwilling to fight with others.Willing to give in when things happen. "The commander commanded carelessly and made a big mistake. And I had a brother who died because he saved me. So, I beat the commander." Although Liu Qing tried his best to describe the story in the simplest language, but Thinking of Li Er's tall and honest appearance, I couldn't restrain the deep sadness in my heart.Immersed in the clear memories of that year.Tears flowed down uncontrollably. cheek against his back.Feeling the twitching of his shoulders, Su Jingxian fully felt the pain and regret in his heart.This short story of a few sentences must contain so many things.The arms hugging Liu Qing's waist were tightened again.It seems to want to pass through his weak arms.Pass the power to him. "Your brother must be very good with you." Su Jingxian's tears also fell on Liu Qing's back.Sobbing: "But I believe it. With your character, if you two change places, you will definitely risk your life to save him. Liu Qing, I am proud of you. I am also proud of you having such a brother .” Liu Qing looked back at her in astonishment, even though Anna was treating her own battle trauma, when she heard this very detailed description of her past.It was just regretting the death of the fool to comfort Liu Qing's trembling and troubled heart.It is consolation that people cannot be resurrected after death.No one, not even Liu Qing himself, would think about this issue from another angle.Sometimes, the problem is that simple, but some people find it difficult to climb out once they get into the horns. It was not until a long time later that Liu Qing breathed a sigh of relief.Although he was still extremely uncomfortable with the death of Er Lengzi.However, in the deepest part of my heart, it seemed like a big rock had fallen.What Su Jingxian said was right, if the two had changed places at that time, Liu Qing would have made the same decision as the second idiot. Only Anna and Lei Zi knew about this matter.anna.The mistake is not understanding the brotherhood of the Chinese people.The kind of mutual brotherhood.Get rid of all feelings, even if you pay for your own life.And Lei Zi, the master, let him kill and destroy.It's really not good to comfort people with such fine words. "You idiot. You are nothing special." Liu Qing laughed loudly and opened two cans of beer, one of which was placed on the table.He lit another cigarette and put it on the side of the table.After taking a big gulp, he smiled like a lunatic and said to himself: "It's a pity that I have been sad for you for so long. You brat, we will be brothers in the next life. You have to wait for me in the underworld. Let's reincarnate together, no, no. Let's go to Leizi for a while. The three of you can get together before leaving. I warn you. If you dare to reincarnate early, don't blame me for being cruel. What, what? Let me come down to accompany you now You? Bah, let me tell you not to talk about the door. There is not even a window. I haven’t enjoyed enough yet. Now I have a beautiful and lovely wife and a gentle and considerate lover. I envy you to death Let's do it. After I have lived enough of that share together, Lei Zi and I will come down to find you. At that time, the three of us will play mahjong together with King Yan. If the old man refuses to cast us in the same family. Grandpa will take good care of his muscles and bones." Liu Qing laughed while talking, until the back of the laugh was full of tears.He began to hang down on the table, laughing and crying, cursing: "Stinky boy, why did you die so early? Lei Zi and I have to bear all the troubles. Do you know that down here, we both fight It's so hard. It's so fucking hard. Don't you believe it? Go fuck me up and try it. Yes, but then again. Idiot, you brat, probably haven't been idle in the underworld, have you? Received Did Lei Zi and I burn the big waves of beauties that we give you every year? Haha. Be careful not to be exhausted..." Tears kept rolling down, until they wet his lapel. Su Jingxian didn't know that Liu Qing was uncontrollably venting the emotions that had been suppressed for a long time and too much.Although when I heard him talking about a beautiful and lovely wife, my heart was a little tingling.But when he heard that gentle and considerate lover, his cheeks were hot, and he lowered his head to think secretly.Did he subconsciously want to be his lover?No.No, how can this be?In the heart.It was a mess.However, seeing Liu Qing's nonsense words shed tears, and felt the sincere pain behind his seemingly laughing words.Also couldn't help crying with him.She snuggled up and sat beside him, put her arms around his shoulders lightly, and let him lean into her arms.She took a tissue to help him wipe away his tears.In addition to crying sadly, but blushing and secretly annoyed, Liu Qing's words that blurted out without thinking through the brain.It has been challenging the limit of Su Jingxian's thinking collapse. "Xiaoxian!" After venting for a long time, although the consciousness gradually returned to sobriety.But the male body was still trembling, pushing away Su Jingxian's delicate body full of fragrance and elegance.Somewhat unnaturally, he said with a dry smile: "I made you laugh." I'm afraid that only in front of Su Jingxian, Liu Qing could unabashedly show his painful feelings.Su Jingxian's enlightenment made Liu Qing put down a rather depressing stone in his heart.Although I still regret and feel uncomfortable for the second fool.But it was much better than the endless guilt and sorrow before.If Su Jingxian was the first non-fatal turning point in his life, the second fool was another turning point when Liu Qing and Lei Zi embarked on a road of no return.Life is full of countless turning points, and sometimes an inadvertent decision is enough to completely change a person's life. "It's okay. I used to hug you, laugh and cry less." Su Jingxian took another tissue lightly, and gently and focusedly wiped the sweat on his forehead: "Do you still remember that I failed an exam once?" , holding you and crying for a whole day." "You said I looked stupid just now?" Although Liu Qing knew that he was venting uncontrollably, there was no mirror to see his face clearly.Touching his nose, he smiled wryly and said, "It's over. My image is all over now. But it's better than you. I can't learn how you can cry all day long. After returning home, my mother thought I was out of order." It’s in the river. Sister Su is Sister Su, just like Sister Lin, she was the reincarnation of Zhuzhucao in her previous life.” Liu Qing, who let go of the big stone in her heart, felt indescribably happy, and couldn’t help joking with Su Jingxian up.Perhaps it was also because of what Su Jingxian said that Liu Qing could not suppress herself so much in front of Su Jingxian.In front of anyone, even Yu Manshan or Mu Wanqing.Unless you lose consciousness and subjective control.Otherwise, Liu Qing would never lose his composure like this. "Stop exaggerating, Liu Qing." Su Jingxian blushed, lowered her head and sniffed softly, "I'll be on vacation for the rest of the day..." Halfway through her words, she immediately thought of her slip of the tongue.Hastily closed his lips.His heart was beating continuously, his face was red, and he almost hid his face under the sofa. "Oh, so you cry so much, are you pretending to cry?" Liu Qing opened her eyes wide in disbelief: "No wonder I said you were crying, and the voice behind you was much quieter. The tears are gone. I've been crying Do you think tears can really be used to cry, who knows you are fake crying? Uh, why are you fake crying?" After Liu Qing asked this sentence, she saw that the blush on Su Jingxian's cheeks had spread to her ears and neck.Immediately, I was a little puzzled, so I pretended to cry, why did I feel so ashamed? "Liu, Liu Qing. It's time for you to ask a question." Su Jingxian lowered her head and did not dare to look at Liu Qing. She bit her lips and tried to change the subject, and said in a voice softer than a mosquito: "If it was the question before, I'll start answering." "Wait, let me change the question." Liu Qing immediately interrupted her, stared at her deeply, and said seriously: "Now change the question to, why did you fake cry at that time? I followed the rules of the game. Yes, so don't fool me." "Can you change the question?" Su Jingxian's cheeks were blushing and her voice trembled a little. At the same time, her delicate body couldn't help but tremble. "As you said, I'm domineering. I'm not as easy to talk to as you are." The more unwilling she was to answer, the more Liu Qing wanted to know the answer.I have been wondering in my heart, does she like to fake cry?Or maybe you like the feeling of comforting her by yourself, so fake crying prolongs the time?She doesn't know yet.As soon as she said fake crying, Liu Qing suddenly thought that every time she cried, it would always take a long time.Thinking about it now, almost half of them were fake crying.Moreover, the strange thing is that she always likes to come to herself to talk to herself whenever there is something trivial.Even if it was some trivial matter, she would cry until she was in tears, heartbroken.At that time, Liu Qing only thought that she was just very sensitive and loved to cry.But thinking about it now, I'm afraid there is another mystery. "Liu Qing. I don't want to say it, I beg you. I really don't want to say it..." Su Jingxian's delicate body couldn't help trembling, shy and anxious, tears kept rolling down.The crisp chest kept rising and falling, and he almost couldn't catch his breath. Seeing this, Liu Qing felt pity suddenly.Hurriedly hugging her in his arms, he patted her on the back lightly.Comforting: "Okay, okay. This is the end of today's game. Let's play another day." Su Jingxian was sobbing.Lying on Liu Qing's chest, he wanted to open his mouth to speak.But he heard the box door being kicked open with a bang.Several fierce and burly men rushed in, dragging the arms of several boys and girls. "Let go of me, you bastards." Xiao Mei's wrist was also being pulled, and her feet kept kicking on the big guy's legs.Chuchu cried pitifully: "Uncle~someone bullied me." "Uh, I heard that their boss is here, so I came here specially to pay my respects." A familiar voice, an unfamiliar figure, stared arrogantly at the ceiling, with a cigarette hanging from the corner of his mouth.With a plump young woman in his arms, he paced in under Liu Qing's dumbfounded gaze. "Uh..." The man also saw clearly Liu Qing and Su Jingxian who were hugging each other, and the cigarette fell from the corner of his mouth immediately.The two stared at each other with big eyes...