Chapter 16 Section 16

It has been two years of marriage. To Jiang Yanrong, these two years are like a long period of wrestling. She has to learn to be a housewife, learn to manage a house, and what is even more difficult is to learn to deal with Li Liwei's ever-changing situation. Personality and strong jealousy made her intolerable.Especially, when Li Liwei said in a stubborn tone: "I know, you're thinking about Kang Nan again!" At such times, she would feel that she was going crazy with anger.yes!Connan, Connan!For so many years, Kang Nan's shadow has never been forgotten!In fact, Li Liwei didn't allow her to forget, as long as she meditated and concentrated, he would act like a cheated husband.Even squeezed her arm, forcing her to say who she was thinking about.Life was full of such tense situations that made her feel less like a couple than like two roosters bristling, always on the alert, ready to fight.Therefore, every time after Boxi, Li Liwei can immediately put aside his troubles and restore his calm and chic.But she had to struggle with herself for a long time.Over time, she found that Kang Nan's shadow was really becoming clearer and clearer.Sometimes, when she was alone indoors, she would even hallucinate that Kang Nan's hands were gently stroking her hair, and his deep eyes were looking at her with ten million kinds of tenderness.So, she would close her eyes and ask in a low voice:

"Connan, where are you?" Today is the second anniversary of their marriage.At Jiang Yangzhi's house, there was a small celebration banquet. After the meal, she and Li Liwei invited Jiang Lin and Jiang Yanruo to watch a movie.Jiang Lin is now a college student. Although he is still childish, he has learned to shave his beard and make girlfriends.He admired his brother-in-law very much, and was especially envious of his very masculine beard. His own chin was always bald, which prevented him from being "masculine".Jiang Yanruo is also a slender young girl, and she still maintains her record of "No. I don't want to be a wife! I want to be Jiang Yanruo! In the future, people will know that I am Jiang Yanruo, and they won't know my husband's name!" Li Liwei was dumbfounded, feeling that this girl should not be underestimated.

After watching the movie, they returned home, it was already late at night.Li Liwei went to bed immediately.Jiang Yanrong turned off the light and stood by the window, it was another full moon night!She leaned her head against the window sill, looking at the moonlit garden, smelling the tangy fragrance of roses, she couldn't help thinking of picking roses on campus and sending them to Kangnan's house. "Bring a little spring into your room!" That's what she said, how many springs have passed, and she doesn't know where he enjoys his spring?Or, there is no spring in his life anymore.

The moon is so nice, round and big. It’s not bad that they chose the fifteenth day of the lunar calendar to get married. Every anniversary is the night of the full moon.However, she felt tired. Two years seemed like a long time. "Yanrong!" Li Liwei yelled from the bed. "Yeah." She snorted absently. "Still sleeping?" "I want to see the moon." "What's so good about the moon?" "If you understand the beauty of the moon, maybe our life will be richer." Jiang Yanrong said suddenly, she didn't understand why she said this Two sentences.Li Liwei on the bed was silent. Jiang Yanrong was familiar with this kind of silence. She knew that she had said something wrong again, and she already smelled the breath of the storm.

"What do you mean," Li Liwei said coldly, "you think I don't understand the style and don't have a romantic atmosphere, do you?" "I don't mean anything." Jiang Yanrong said. "You compare me with the Kangnan in your heart all the time, don't you? I'm not as good as your Kangnan, am I? I don't understand what is so beautiful about the moon. I don't know how to write crooked poems. I don't understand Gentle and considerate, isn't it?" Li Liwei said challengingly, his voice full of gunpowder. "I didn't mention Kang Nan," Jiang Yanrong said, "You are the one who mentioned him again!"

"It's worse if you don't mention it!" Li Liwei exclaimed, "You've been thinking about him, your heart is all about him, you're an unfaithful wife, and on the night of our second wedding anniversary, you Missing your old lover!" He shouted fiercely: "Yan Rong! Come here!" "I'm not your dog," Jiang Yanrong raised her head: "You don't have to be so fierce to me, I don't need to obey your orders! "Really?" Li Liwei jumped off the bed and jumped in front of her barefoot.His eyes were burning, staring at her fiercely.He grabbed her dress and unbuttoned her pajamas. "What are you doing?" Jiang Yanrong asked in surprise.

"See if your heart is black or white!" "Let go of me, you mad dog!" Jiang Yanrong shouted, struggling. "Haha, I'm a mad dog, and your Conan is a saint, right? Well, I'm a mad dog. I can't possess your heart. At least I can possess someone who can possess you. Call your Kangnan to save you!" He He picked her up and threw her on the bed. She struggled to sit up, but he held her down.He looked like a lion who only wanted to eat people.Trembling with anger, she shouted, "You beast! Let me go! Let me go!" Li Liwei pressed her hands apart and let her lie flat on the bed. He looked down at her face and said word by word:

"You are my wife, do you know? You belong to me, do you know? No matter which man your unfaithful heart is in, yours is always mine! I want you, I bully you, I will ravage you, call it!" "Li Liwei!" Jiang Yanrong shouted, with tears of humiliation in his eyes: "Don't use violence against me, if you bully me with violence, I will never forgive you in this life!" "Today is our wedding anniversary, you Do you know?" Li Liwei pulled off her clothes. "No! Liwei, how can you treat me like this?" "I never know how to be gentle, you know! You are mine, so I can possess you!" "Don't! Don't! Don't! Li Liwei, you will regret it! Look! You will regret it!" Jiang Yanrong yelled .

At midnight, it's all over.Jiang Yanrong curled up in the corner of the bed and wept quietly. Never before had she felt so humiliated and sad.Li Liwei's violent behavior ruined the last bit of tenderness she had for him.She kept crying, crying for the humiliation in her heart and body, and seeing Li Liwei sleeping soundly, she wanted to tear him apart. "It's a dirty beast!" she thought.Biting her lips desperately, "He has no conscience, no personality, no trace of warmth! I'm just a tool for him to vent his desire!" She twitched, feeling the filth on her body, even if she jumped into the Yellow River I can't wash it clean.

In the morning, Li Liwei woke up from his sleep and found that Jiang Yanrong was curled up in the corner of the bed and fell asleep.Tears were still fresh on the sheet, and his face was full of grievance and humiliation. One hand was weakly clutching the clothes on his chest, obviously tired from crying and fell asleep.Thinking of what happened last night, Li Liwei patted his head regretfully. "I'm crazy!" he thought, "I don't know what I'm doing!" Looking at the small body curled up in a ball, and the little face covered with tears, he felt like his heart was being pumped.He understood Jiang Yanrong's delicate feelings, and he knew that he had left a fatal wound on their marriage.Bowing his head, he wanted to kiss her and tell her that he was wrong, but he couldn't bear to wake her up again.Pulling out a thin quilt, he gently covered her body.Quietly got out of bed, he went to the kitchen to make breakfast, she still didn't wake up. "Poor child!" He looked at her lovingly and remorsefully: "I was wrong!"

When it was time to go to work, he ate breakfast, put her share under the gauze cover, and prepared to go to work.Feeling uneasy again, he hastily wrote a note: "Yanrong, I was wrong, forgive me." Pressing it under the gauze cover.Then rushed to work.When Li Liwei came back from get off work, he saw that the door was closed, and he called out "Yan Rong" twice, but no one answered, he thought she must have gone out.She has a habit, every time she quarrels, she has to go out and stay for a whole day, either to Zhou Yaan's place, or Cheng Xinwen's place, or she simply goes back to her mother's house. "It's good to go out and relax!" he thought, and opened the door with his key.As soon as he walked in, he saw the breakfast on the table, and the note he had written, and they didn't move at all.He rushed into the bedroom and found that Jiang Yanrong was still lying on the bed with his eyes closed, as if he hadn't gotten up all day, he called out: "Yanrong!" She opened her eyes, glanced at him, and then closed them again up.Only then did he feel that her face was not quite right, and he reached out and touched her forehead, which was burning hot.After being touched by him, she immediately opened her eyes again, seeing that he was reaching out to touch her, she flinched, rolled into the bed, and looked at him with a pair of guarded eyes.Li Liwei withdrew his hand, smiled wryly and said: "I won't touch you, don't be afraid, you have a fever, are you uncomfortable there?" She looked at him, still silent, as if he were a stranger.This made Li Liwei feel like he had been whipped.He sat down on the edge of the bed and said softly: "You are sick! I went out to buy medicine for you. I probably caught a cold last night. Try some cold medicine. What else do you want to eat? Haven't eaten all day? Let me buy you some bread, okay?" Speaking, he looked at her.There was stubbornness and stubbornness on her face, he gently took her hand, and she pulled it back immediately.He said helplessly: "Yan Rong, I was not good last night, can you forgive me?" She simply turned her body to the bed, facing the wall, and made a speechless resistance.Li Liwei sighed and got up. "She doesn't love me at all," he thought. "Her heart is not with me. This is the basic obstacle in our marriage. I didn't get her, I only got her body." Feeling that his pride was stabbed, he stood blankly by the bed for a while.Then he turned around and walked out, riding to the new store to buy medicine for her. After buying the medicine, he poured a glass of water and walked to the bed. Jiang Yanrong was still lying face-in.He barely suppressed himself and said: "Yanrong, can you take medicine? Even if you hate me, you don't have to make trouble with your body!" She turned around and sat up slowly to take medicine, dizziness hit her , a day without food and a high fever made her very weak.He reached out to help her, and she shivered instinctively. Seeing this hand reminded her of the rape last night, and a sense of disgust flashed through her heart.Her expression did not escape Li Liwei's eyes. He barely restrained his burst of anger, served her with medicine, and saw her lying back on the bed. He asked, "Do you want some bread? I bought a salad, and A curry one, which one do you want?" "None." She said simply. "Eat a little bit, okay? Otherwise, you'll starve." He still said nicely, while reaching out to pull her. She frowned and said sharply: "Get that dirty hand of yours off!" Li Liwei was stunned.He stared at her face, his eyes were burning with anger, he gritted his teeth and said, "Don't be too bad-tempered, think about it more when you speak, why are my hands dirty? I haven't stolen, robbed, or committed a crime." Pass the law!" "You are a beast!" Jiang Yanrong said coldly. "Okay, I'm a beast," Li Liwei got angry: "You are very noble and pure. You know how to seduce a male teacher when you are eighteen or nine years old. You go to the teacher's room every day to throw yourself into your arms! You are very noble and pure. very!" "Liwei!" Yan Rong yelled, sitting up from the bed, her lips were trembling, and she wanted to speak, but she couldn't say a word, she just trembled all over.Her head was violently dizzy, the house was turning in front of her eyes, she tried to speak, but she could only breathe.Li Liwei bit his lip, sighed, and said softly: "Okay, you lie down and rest, forget I didn't say these few words!" Jiang Yanrong's face turned from red to white, and then from white to red again, Li Liwei was frightened, he supported her, shook her, and called in her ear: "How are you? Yanrong, how are you?" Jiang Yanrong shook her head, and said through the gap between her teeth: "Liwei, it's over between us, let's go through the divorce procedures!" "No!" Li Liwei told her to lie down and hugged her head: "Yanrong, I love you! I love you crazy!" His eye circles were red, and he said regretfully, "Forgive me, let's start again , I swear, I will never mention Kang Nan again!" She shook her head. "It's useless, Li Wei, we've hurt each other deeply enough." She sighed, pressing her forehead with her fingers: "If we go on, it will only make our relationship worse. Li Wei, forgive me, we Break up!" "No! I can't let you go anyway!" He said, crying like a child: "What's wrong with me, you tell me, I will definitely change, but don't leave me!" He grabbed her clothes with his hands , "I love you, Yan Rong!" Jiang Yanrong looked at him, and the way he was crying made her sad.Li Liwei continued: "I will change everything, I swear! I will work hard to be a gentle, considerate and good husband, as long as you give me a chance. Yan Rong, the starting point of forgiving me is to love you! Don't ruin everything about me!" He cried like a silly child, the silly child she had loved.So she cried too.He hugged her, kissed her, and said beggingly: "Did you forgive me?" Yes, she forgave.Once again she surrendered to his love.However, this did not save their marriage.The shadow grew wider and the cracks deepened day by day.Jiang Yanrong began to feel that she could not bear the burden in her heart. On this day, there was a typhoon warning in the newspaper.But early in the morning, the weather was still sunny.When Li Liwei went to work, Jiang Yanrong reminded him: "I went home after work. The newspaper said there was a big typhoon. Remember to bring some big nails back. The window in our kitchen is broken. If you don't nail it well, the typhoon will kill you. Wait a while Cans are flying all over the sky, and it's too late to rescue them, but don't forget!" "I won't forget!" Li Liwei yelled, waved his hand, jumped into the car and left. In the afternoon, the sky was a bit dark, and there was still no wind.Jiang Yanrong turned on the radio, listening to music programs and typhoon warnings, while embroidering a tablecloth.The typhoon warning said the typhoon made landfall in Hualien around midnight, but could turn.Jiang Yanrong looked at the sky, it was so transparently blue, it seemed that the wind direction had probably turned.Jiang Yanrong has always been afraid of typhoons, she has the problem of timidity, when a typhoon comes, the sky is dark, the sky is dark, and the sand and rocks are flying, she feels like the end of the world, and she longs for a giant to protect her.At five o'clock in the afternoon, the weather was still calm. She turned off the radio and went to the kitchen to make dinner. Now she is not afraid of the typhoon. Li Liwei will go home soon. On the night of the typhoon, Li Liwei's male attitude towards her Very protective.As long as he is with her, she is not afraid of any wind and rain. When Li Liwei got off work, his colleague Xiao Zhou stopped him: "Xiao Li, go to a place with me." "No," Li Liwei said, "There is a typhoon, we have to go back." "Forget it! The typhoon has turned." "Who said that?" "It was reported on the radio." "Where do you want me to go?" "It's the girl I mentioned to you last time. Go and help me and pay a certain amount of money to rescue her. Is it worth it?" "Do you really want to marry her?" Li Liwei asked. Xiao Zhou fell in love with a seductive woman. Li Liwei always disagreed, but Xiao Zhou insisted that the girl was kind, gentle and reliable. "It's so interesting," Xiao Zhou said, "Go and meet me, and give me some ideas." "You can go, but you have to go when you see me." "Okay! Knowing that your brother has a lovely wife, you are so eager to return home after work, which shows how powerful women are!" Following Xiao Zhou, he turned seven times and eight times before arriving in front of a big restaurant in Wanhua. Li Liwei looked up. The red and green lights made him unable to open his eyes. There were three neon words "Xunfang Pavilion" on the door.He frowned: "Xiao Zhou, this is the first time I've been to this kind of place in my life." "Go in, no one will eat you." Li Liwei went in, but it was not easy to find out. A few minutes later, he was surrounded by a group of Yingying and Yanyan.He found that he drank in a daze, and got drunk in a daze.Outside the window, the wind and rain were raging, and the typhoon had rushed over with all its strength.At this time, Jiang Yanrong was circling anxiously in the room.The typhoon came, the food was already cold, the pointer on the watch jumped from seven o'clock to eight o'clock, and eight o'clock jumped to nine o'clock, Li Liwei still didn't even have a shadow.As a last resort, she ate a bowl of rice indiscriminately and closed the doors and windows tightly.The wind, with raindrops, lashed against the door and window panes, and the wind roared across the fields. "There's no way he's coming back, the dead man!" She shuddered at the thought of having to fight alone against the wind and rain all night. "With such a strong wind, he will definitely not be able to come back!" She wandered around the room, not knowing what to do.There was a loud crash in the kitchen, which made her scream in fright.After rushing into the kitchen, I found that the window was blown down by the wind.Raindrops were rushing in through the unprotected window, she rushed over, grabbed the wine bottle and oil bottle on the table urgently, and moved it into the room.Before she could move the second batch, a gust of wind and rain forced her out of the kitchen. She hurriedly knocked on the door leading from the kitchen to the bedroom, and pressed against the door with all her strength before locking the door.Immediately, there was a sound of ping-pong-pong in the kitchen, and she knew that the remaining bottles and jars had all suffered. "God, Li Liwei, you bastard!" She cursed, the wind and rain outside the window frightened her, she closed the door from the bedroom to the living room, and stood trembling in the bedroom.Her clothes were soaked when she rescued the kitchen supplies just now, and they were sticking to her body.The rain outside the window splashed in through the crack of the window, looking at the rain spraying in from the crack of the window like a fountain, she felt so terrified that she was powerless.In a hurry, she picked up a sheet and blocked the gap in the window. Before the light was turned off, she was immediately plunged into pitch darkness.Giving up on blocking the window, she groped to find the bed, climbed onto the bed, pulled off the quilt, and covered herself from head to toe.Then, trembling all over, he cried out in a low voice: "Kangnan, Kangnan! You will never let me suffer this! Kangnan," at this moment, she seemed to think that Kangnan was an omnipresent protector. "You protect me, you love me, I know that you are the only one who loves me the most in the world! I shouldn't betray you, I shouldn't marry someone else!" A loud noise in the garden made her startled again, I don't know if the tree fell down.Then, there was another crash, as if the fence had fallen.There was a bang in the kitchen, as if something big had jumped into the kitchen.She covered her head tightly, shaking so that the bed shook. "Li Liwei, you have no conscience! You have no conscience!" She was so terrified that she wanted to cry. "I can never forgive you again! You are a bastard! A villain!" This night was the scariest and longest night in her life.When dawn finally came and the wind subsided, she fell into a state of exhaustion and powerlessness.Indoors, a foot of water soaked the feet of the bed, the table was covered with water, and the bed was also leaked from the roof.She looked around and buried her head in the pillow powerlessly. Tiredness, chills, and hunger all attacked her. She closed her eyes, and she was powerless to control the sky falling. When Li Liwei rushed home, the water had receded a lot, but the undisturbed water still submerged his ankles.Standing at the door of his house, he looked around in panic, and he could imagine the horror of last night.The fences on all sides were down, and an unknown tree with heart-shaped leaves in the garden had been uprooted.The hibiscus tree that Jiang Yanrong loved so much had broken seven or eight branches.In addition, one of the four hibiscus flowers fell, and several roses were broken. Fortunately, Jiang Yanrong's most precious camellia was preserved.With 120,000 regrets, he jumped over the messy fence and came to the door.The door was fastened tightly from the inside, and he called for a long time before he heard the sound of Jiang Yanrong's footsteps stepping on the water.Then, the door opened, revealing Jiang Yanrong's pale face, disheveled hair, and a pair of wide-open, absent-minded eyes. "Oh, Yanrong, I'm so sorry..." he said, feeling extremely ashamed. "Where have you been? You still know how to come back!" Jiang Yanrong gritted her teeth and said, seeing him, all her anger rushed up. "Sorry, it's all Xiao Zhou. He must drag me to Xunfang Pavilion to see his girlfriend." "Where is Xunfang Pavilion?" Jiang Yanrong asked sharply. Judging by the name, this is not a good place. "It's the name of a restaurant..." "Okay!" Jiang Yanrong yelled hysterically: "You left me in this country to fight against the typhoon, and you went to a restaurant instead! Ask yourself, what are you doing? You just want to find a prostitute, so why bother?" Choose a big typhoon day! Do you have a conscience? Are you human?" "God knows," Li Liwei said wrongly, "I didn't do anything bad when I went there. At first I thought the typhoon had turned, but then I was poured two glasses of wine by those people. I stayed for a while longer before I knew it, and the wind and rain blocked it. I swear to you, I never did anything wrong to you, I wouldn't even touch them, and they were still making fun of me when I came out in the morning!" "I don't care if you touch them? You leave me alone If you leave it at home, you will die! You are despicable! You are shameless! You have no sense of responsibility! You are not worthy of being a husband! I was blind to marry you!" Jiang Yanrong yelled abnormally, and the night of horror made her go crazy.She covered her face with her hands. "Good mother, she really chose a good son-in-law!" "Don't say that, okay?" Li Liwei's face turned pale, and he felt that his masculine self-esteem had been seriously hurt. "A person will always make some unintentional mistakes. I have already admitted my mistakes and apologized..." "If you admit your mistake and apologize, it's over, right? If I have been unfaithful to you, will you forgive me if I admit my mistake?" "I have not been unfaithful..." "You are worse than infidelity! You don't care about me, you don't love me, you leave me here alone, your behavior is abuse! Think about it, I could have married someone who knows how to love me, know how to cherish, and know how to be gentle Thoughtful man! And yet I am married to you, and I am here to be abused by you! How I..." "Okay," Li Liwei's lips lost their color, his black eyes burned, and Jiang Yanrong's words pierced sharply into the pain in his heart. "I knew it, you've been missing that person!" Jiang Yan raised her head violently, with a ferocious frenzy on her face. "Yes!" she said calmly, "I've been missing that man! I've been missing him! Yes, I love him! He's a hundred times, a thousand times better than you! Ten thousand times better! Restaurant! He will never leave me in the countryside to fight against the typhoon in the night! He has heart, soul, personality and thought, but you have nothing! You are just..." Li Liwei grabbed her arm and forced her back to the wall On the other side, he pressed her to make her lean against the wall, stared at her tightly, and said through gnashing of teeth: "Say one more word!" "Yes, I want to say it!" She held her head up and became even more frantic under his coercion: "I love him! I love him! I love him! I never loved you! I never loved you! No! You can't keep up with his one-thousandth..." With a sound of "snap!", he slapped her hard, leaving five red marks on her pale cheeks.His eyes were red and he panted like an enraged lion.Jiang Yanrong was stunned. She stared at him with stars bursting out in front of her eyes.The tiredness and chills of the night suddenly hit him.Her body trembled, her teeth chattered, and she said softly, "You hit me?" Her voice was full of doubts and distrust.Then, she lowered her head, staring blankly at the rapidly receding water under her feet, like a wronged and helpless child.Then, she said in a low voice: "This kind of life can't go on!" After she finished speaking, she felt an unbearable weakness, her legs went limp, and she collapsed.Li Liwei kept holding her arm with his hand. Seeing her body slipping down, he grabbed her and hugged her. Her slender body lay weakly in his arms, eyes closed, pale His face clearly showed his finger prints.A shiver suddenly ran through his body, and he kissed her cold lips lightly, calling her, but she was unconscious.Carrying her into the bedroom, seeing the messy and damp bedding, his heart tightened. Here, he deeply realized what a miserable night she had spent!Putting her on the bed, he found a dry blanket and wrapped her around her.Then, he looked at her, the corners of his eyes moist, full of remorse and guilt.He bowed his head, kissed her gently and said: "I'm not good, I was wrong! Rong, forgive me, I love you!" As if answering his words, her head turned to one side, her eyelashes moved, and she opened her eyes dimly. She let out a deep sigh, and said something vaguely in her mouth like a dream. words: "Kangnan, oh, Kangnan!" Li Liwei's face was twisted, his hands clenched the bedpost, and his muscles stiffened.Jiang Yanrong opened his eyes wide, and really woke up.She looked at Li Liwei who was standing beside the bed, and remembered what happened just now. She knew that the relationship between her and Li Liwei was over!They had hurt each other beyond repair. Turning her head, she whispered, "Liwei, please forgive me! There are many girls who are better than me in the world." Li Liwei was still standing there.It took a long time to sit down on the edge of the bed, his face twisted in pain, as if suffering from a toothache. "Yan Rong, you don't love me at all, do you?" He asked bitterly. "I don't know." Jiang Yanrong said blankly. Li Liwei was silent, she didn't know, but he knew!He never had this girl!Her heart belonged to Kang Nam from the beginning, as she said, she never loved him! "If you don't love me, Yanrong, why did you marry me in the first place?" He asked again. "I don't know!" she exclaimed, facing into the bed. "When I got married, I didn't know you very well." "You mean, you recognized the wrong person?" She sat up in bed, put her hands on her knees, and looked straight at him. "Li Wei, don't ask anymore, it's over between us. If this kind of life continues, it will only cause pain for both parties. I admit that my feelings are too delicate and easy to get hurt, and you are too careless and negligent. Our personalities Disagreements will only increase troubles, Li Wei, I am really tired of quarreling life!" "This is not the main reason. The main thing is that there is a poisonous snake in your heart!" Li Liwei said. "You always refuse to admit your mistakes. Of course, maybe this is one of the reasons, and I don't deny that I can't forget my love for Kang Nan." Jiang Yanrong sighed: "Anyway, we are finished now!" "What are you going to do?" So?" "Let's get a divorce!" she said softly. He felt a bang in his head. "You are a hard-hearted girl," he said fiercely, "I really want to take out your heart to see if it is made of iron?" He stared at her, her frowning brows were like a dream. His eyes and gentle mouth are so familiar to him, so kind, just like a part of his heart.He bit his lips: "No, Yan Rong, I will not agree to divorce you!" "Why bother, living together, quarreling and suffering every day!" "You don't miss me at all, do you?" ask. She stubbornly shut her mouth and remained silent.He looked at her, and suddenly burst out laughing, sternly.Jiang Yanrong looked at him in fear. She was used to his hearty smile, but it was definitely not this kind of miserable smile.He couldn't breathe from laughing, tears welling from the corners of his eyes.He pointed at her and said: "Okay, I should have known that you only have one Kangnan in your heart, so I shouldn't have married you. Married back to a body. You are a heartless person. I have a heartless person." Wife! Haha! Alright! If you want to go, you can go! A man, a man, why don’t you have a wife? Why should I surrender at your feet and beg for love from you! Yanrong, you are wrong, I am not like this My man! Before you, I have never been so submissive to anyone! Try it, how hard my bones are!" He put his fist in front of Jiang Yanrong's nose, and when he saw Jiang Yanrong turning her head timidly, he laughed again stand up. "I know," he said, "you're going to Kangnan! Are you? Go! You unfaithful, emotionless, ungrateful heartbreaker! Go! I'll never beg you again! Where is the world Without a woman, you think I'm curious about you!" He pinched Jiang Yanrong's wrist and squeezed it tightly, causing Jiang Yanrong to scream in pain.His attitude aroused her anger, and she yelled, "Let go of me, I don't have emotions, how can you have emotions! Yes, I'm going to find Kangnan, he will never treat people like you Violence!" "He's very gentle and considerate, isn't he? He's a gentleman and I'm a beast, isn't he?" He squeezed her tighter. "Then, go find him and be his wife! He is so good, why did you marry me again?" Her wrist hurt like it was broken, and she struggled and shouted: "He is gentler than you. I didn't want to marry you. You begged me to marry you! It was my mother who decided that I would marry you! How did everything follow my will? I just..." "Okay!" He threw her On the bed, his eyes were about to burst into flames: "You are completely forced to marry me! Then, you go! You go! Go into the arms of your great Conan! Let me see you great What a great ending your love will have! Go! Go! Go right away!" Jiang Yanrong jumped up from the bed and said in a hoarse voice: "I'll go right away! I'll never come back again! I've recognized you! I'll go right away!" She got out of bed, rushed to the front of the closet, opened the door, took out her clothes, and threw them on the bed. "Haha!" Li Liwei laughed wildly: "Long live love!" He turned around, without looking at Jiang Yanrong, and strode out the door.As if drunk, he staggered to the station, just as a train bound for Taipei stopped, he stepped into the carriage blankly: "Long live love!" He whispered, leaning on the window, Watching the trees fly past the car: "Long live love!" he added, laughing to himself.A little girl next to him looked at him curiously, then shook the arm of a middle-aged woman beside her and said, "Mom, look! A lunatic!" "Hush!" The mother stopped the child, and cast a warning look at him. "Haha, lunatic, isn't being a lunatic much happier than being a sane person?" he thought, leaning against the window. In a daze, he got out of the car, and in a daze again, he came to a place. During the day, there were no neon lights here. When he went up the narrow stairs, he said loudly: "Bring the wine!" The woman came over and said in surprise: "Hey, it's Mr. Li. Why are you here again after leaving this morning? Don't you have a tender face? Do you want to kiss me?" He hugged her tightly and buried his head in her low neckline. "I'm going to die!" The woman screamed: "It's daytime now, we don't open the door, we have to drink somewhere else!" "What's the difference between day and night?" Li Liwei said, "Tell me, how much do you want? Let's go to the hotel!" "Hey, aren't you afraid of your wife?" "Madam! Hahaha!" Li Liwei laughed wildly. Jiang Yanrong watched Li Liwei walk out of the room, feeling numb in his head.Then, she mechanically packed the clothes one by one into a travel bag.She was doing it drowsily, and when she was done packing, she put on a green cheongsam mechanically, slowly put on lipstick and rouge in front of the mirror, then picked up her handbag, and staggered to the door .The sun came out again, but the garden was full of desolation.Across the crooked fences, a postman who happened to be riding a bicycle handed her a letter, and she took it mechanically.Carrying the travel bag, she walked towards the station in a daze, until the station was in sight, and she was terrified when she saw the railroad tracks. Standing beside the railroad tracks, she looked around in panic: "Where am I going?" She thought, and immediately, Kang Nan's shadow floated up from the railroad tracks, his thick eyebrows were slightly frowned, and his deep eyes were staring at her quietly. His lips seemed to be moving, and she could almost hear him. Seeing him calling in a low voice: "Rong, Xiao Rong, Rong Rong!" "Kang Nan," she whispered in her heart, "In this world, I only have you!" She looked up at the sky. "In the end, I became the mother's rebellious daughter!" The car came, and she got into it.After sitting down, he found the letter in his hand. Opening it, it was Zhou Ya'an's letter, asking her to go to her house to eat her child's full moon wine.The last paragraph reads: "Cheng Xinwen and Ye Xiaozhen will also come that day, and we classmates can have a great party and talk about our middle school fun. Ye Xiaozhen is getting married on October 10, do you remember that she is going to throw her aunt away?" What about going to the Tamsui River? How time flies! Cheng Xinwen will go to the United States to reunite with her fiancé at the end of the year. It’s great that we classmates have our own destinations! May all lovers in the world be married! My娃娃又哭了，不多写，代我问候你的黑漆板凳。还有一句，上次程心雯来，我们谈论结果，公认我们这些丈夫及准丈夫里，论风度、漂亮、谈吐、多情，都以你的那位属第一。得意不？安” 看完信，她茫然的折起信纸，“你的那位”，她知道她再也没有“你的那位”了！愿天下有情人皆成眷属！Yeah?有情人都能成眷属吗？她望着窗外，从车头那边飘过来一股浓烟，模糊了她的视线。她恍惚的觉得，她的前途比这烟也清晰不了多少。是的，她们已经各有各的归宿了。但她的归宿在哪里？车子向前面疾驰而去。