Chapter 20 Chapter Twenty

Half a month passed in a blink of an eye, and the sky gradually cooled down. I moved forward lightly, and a gust of wind blew by, and the fallen leaves all over the ground rushed towards me like flying waves. On the trees beside me, there were still From time to time, a few pieces are scattered, fluttering, or falling behind, or falling on top of the head. Looking at the leaves, they are crumpled, withered and yellow, which is really ugly. Stepping on the layers of fallen leaves, there is a "squeak" sound, listen carefully, it seems to be the sound of life passing away.Thinking of this, my heart trembles, life is so fragile, so fragile that it is almost vulnerable to a single blow, everyone may be just a short distance away from death.Thinking about the hard work of all the people in the palace, I sighed silently in my heart, wondering if it was worth it?

Walking aimlessly, suddenly hearing the sound of chaotic footsteps ahead, looking up, a little helpless, and at the same time secretly mocking himself, do you really miss him so much in your heart?Unexpectedly, he came to the outside of Zhengda Guangming Palace again unconsciously.The oncoming ministers should be the ministers of the scattered courts, and their conversations could be heard from time to time, and they all said a word, and every sentence was related to the crimes of Ajina and Seth Hei.Heartbroken, he turned and walked back. "Xiaowen." Hearing Shisan's cry, he stopped, and Shisan came over and said, "I haven't recovered yet, if you want to find Brother Huang, you can wait at the residence. Walking around like this may not be good for the wound." "Wry smile and said: "Where are you looking for him?" Thirteen laughed and said: "Could it be me." Ignoring his teasing, pinching his fingers to count the date, feeling a pain in his heart, as if being pierced by a sharp knife After a slow pace, he said sadly: "When will you go to Baye's residence?" Thirteen Xu felt that my mood was not right, so he looked at me quietly for a while, and said: "I will come to pick you up when the time comes." You, just hope this is the last time you feel sorry for him."

Sitting in the carriage, I don't know if it's the pain in the wound or the dull pain in my heart, but I feel the pain in my body is unbearable.It felt like only a short while, the carriage had already arrived at the palace, and I stood in front of the door and looked at the door in a daze, not thinking that I would go in again one day, let alone that I came to witness the last moment of his life with my own eyes. Looking at the newly built stone house surrounded by high walls, I felt no sadness at all.The Ba Ye in the window played with the small porcelain bottle in his hand, and asked with a smile: "Will the emperor not blame you for helping us again and again?" Yun Xiang glanced at me and said with a faint smile: "If this is Ruoxi It means that even if Brother Huang gets angry, he won't say anything."

The eighth master would glance at me after he was silent and said: "After I go, Hongwang..." I said: "The emperor will not punish him." Thirteen said: "Don't worry, myna, I will take care of him for a day One day." Eighth Master put away his expression indifferently, bowed his head and said, "Thank you Thirteenth Brother." Thirteenth hurriedly stepped aside and said, "No, Brother Eighth." After saluting, Ba Ye turned around and sat facing the wall without looking back.Her hair was combed perfectly, and her back was still straight despite being thin.Thirteen stared at him for a while, then bowed silently to Ba Ye, then turned and left.He said as he walked, "I'll wait for you in the car."

Neither of them said a word, and time passed in eerie silence.After a long time, he said: "Why don't you leave." There was nothing strange in his indifferent voice, as if he was still the eighth master when he was in high spirits.I said: "Is there nothing to explain?" He bowed his head in the room and pondered for a while and said: "After I go, if you can keep the whole body, please bury Minghui's ashes with me. , then I would trouble you to share her with me! I was unable to stay with her forever, and I hope to fulfill her wish after death." In an instant, the woman with clear love and hatred flashed in my mind, thinking of her resolute self-immolation, I trembled all over.Looking at his back silently, he said, "I will make her wish come true." He said without moving, "Remember what I said." Startled, he immediately understood what he meant, and said with warmth in his heart: "I will let go of my heart and live a good life." After finishing speaking, he turned and went to the layman.

Come and go in a hurry, but there are two completely different moods between coming and going. Knowing Ba Ye's choice, the sadness that came with him has dissipated, and his face is replaced by a relaxed and happy mood. Some people realize that death may not be terrible, but the terrible thing is that life is worse than death and must be lived. Standing at the door and staring at the mansion again, I reminded myself that I will bid farewell to the name Ruoxi forever from now on.Thinking of this, my heart lightened, and I went to the carriage. As he was walking, he suddenly thought of a person in his mind, so he turned around and looked towards the lake, at the same place, with the same clothes, there was no hatred on his face, but his expression was extremely sad, he didn't understand why she was like this, and she raised her feet wanting to She can go.The girl seemed to know my intentions, and walked away quickly before me.There is some doubt in my mind, I always feel that this girl has a great connection with me, but I can't tell the specifics.

Sitting in the car, still thinking about her, Shisan saw my serious face, and said, "Ruoxi, you were always willing to remember the good things and forgive, since you know the choice of myna, Don't quarrel with the emperor in the future, the fourth brother's brows have not been relaxed these days." Hearing Shisan's words, he came back to his senses, shook his head, and said in silence for a while: "Don't call me Ruoxi anymore, from now on I'm just Xiaowen." Thirteen looked a little happy, but teased: "The emperor Brother is going to be happy in the end." He Shisan looked at each other, smiled lightly, and kept silent, but in his heart he was thinking about how to get his understanding after going back.

The dark night sky seemed to have fallen into a deep sleep, leaving only a few flickering stars dotting the darkness. Standing silently under the tree in the courtyard, his eyes were fixed on the courtyard door.It has been three days since I returned to the garden, but I still can't see him, so I put aside my reserve and waited for him specially.Hearing the slight sound of footsteps, my heart felt a little sour, and tears rolled down my face uncontrollably. He seemed to have sensed my presence, and his steps slowed down, just as he was a little happy, but he saw that he was walking straight towards the inner courtyard without stopping.With tears in his eyes and some resentment in his heart, he stomped heavily on the ground and followed him closely.Entering the room, I watched him silently through the screen, but he lay on the bed slowly, treating me as an invisible person.

The anger in my heart swelled little by little, and finally went straight to my forehead, angrily walked to the bedside and stared at him fiercely, but he looked back at me calmly.Unable to suppress his emotions anymore, tears poured out. After a while, he sighed and got up and hugged me to the bed. With his back turned to him, he kept whimpering, and all the grievances of the past few days were released at this moment.After a while, I felt him gently hugging my waist, turned over and looked at him, looking at each other, found the deep affection in his eyes, my heart softened, and I got into his arms tightly hug him.

He held my face gently, looked at me affectionately, I blushed, I took the initiative to approach my face, and kissed him gently, his body froze, and then responded, his kiss gradually changed from tenderness to tenderness Intensely, he bit his lips and teeth lightly, and the tip of his tongue searched deeply.I couldn't control myself anymore, I felt my body was getting weaker and weaker, and I didn't know what to do, so I hugged his neck tightly with my hands, while he untied my buckle with trembling hands... Looking at the gray morning light outside the window, thinking about everything that happened last night, I felt a little shy, and it was me who ran to meet him... His cheeks were hot, and he pulled the quilt to cover his head, and his haha ​​​​smile came from his ears With a loud sound, the quilt was pulled away by him.He joked for a long time, I suddenly felt a little puzzled, and asked with a straight face, "Why did you ignore me last night?" He thought for a long time with a straight face, and suddenly laughed, "I'm not like this, will you come with me?" ?”

Angry in his heart, he pushed him vigorously with his arms, but he still laughed.After a while, he put away his smile, stared at me and said, "Ruoxi, come and live here in the future, this is the house prepared for us." I lowered my head and pressed against his chest and said, "Don't call me in the future. Ruoxi is gone, she has already gone, I said that from now on I will only be Xiaowen, everything about Ruoxi has nothing to do with me.” After a pause, he said: “No matter what your name is, in my heart you will always be Ruoxi, It's just my Ruoxi." Feeling warm in his heart, he murmured, his hands were unconsciously groping on his chest, and suddenly he heard a grunt in his throat, looked up, hurriedly put on his clothes and got up, his muffled voice came from behind: " It's still so annoying." Sitting in the yard, he carefully flipped through the book in his hand. This is the "Yue Xin Ji" he compiled at the beginning of the year. It is full of articles that see through the world and let his emotions go.Although I know that he likes Buddhism very much, I don't expect him to be so thorough. Just as he was fascinated, he felt that the sunlight in the book was covered by someone. When he looked up, it turned out to be Shisan. Seeing that his expression was different, he closed the book and asked, "What happened?" Shisan said hoarsely: " Myna's funeral has been properly arranged." Startled, he said anxiously, "But there is trouble." Thirteen looked sad, and said: "I really envy them." His heart was shocked, and the book fell to the ground with a slap, and he suddenly understood why Shisan was like this. It's gone." After a while, Thirteen remained silent, and an indescribable sadness occupied my body and mind. It turns out that everyone is equal in front of love, and there is no difference between men, women, old and young, and whether they are strong or not.After clearing my mind, I asked, "If Luwu really comes back, how are you going to deal with her?" Shisan suddenly looked up at me, and said firmly, "Even if you wander around the rivers and lakes, you will never let go." Looking at the despairing heaviness in the thirteen eyes, my heart is extremely uncomfortable.He certainly didn't know that his beloved Luwu would be in the palace, and he certainly didn't know that his trusted friend had concealed the whereabouts of Luwu from him, and he certainly didn't know that it might be arranged by his respected fourth brother.How cruel it would be for him to know that he was being deceived by these closest relatives. With Yinzhen's current status, he would hide this matter from Shisan, which only shows that it was requested by Luwu.Thinking of this strange woman who shared weal and woe with Thirteen, I felt a little pain in my heart. The two of them were silent for a while, then suddenly they had an idea in their minds, they patted the chair beside them, Shisan was stunned, as if he had aged ten years suddenly, and sat down weakly.After quietly looking at Shisan for a while, seeing that he was still in grief, she said softly to him: "If you accompany her to wander the rivers and lakes, I'm afraid Luwu won't agree, or she won't." I won’t go away in pain.” Listening to what I said, Thirteen's hands holding his legs trembled. Maybe what I said hit the nail on the head. Maybe this was what he was worried about. Otherwise, he wouldn't have been so quiet for so many years, and he didn't send people out to search for it. .Seeing that Thirteen was even more depressed, I couldn't bear it, so I said, "Based on your current status, it shouldn't be difficult to give a woman a new identity." At the beginning, Thirteen looked confused, but after a while he seemed to react, a glint of joy flashed in his eyes, but the look of frustration appeared again in an instant.I know why he is like this, and I feel a little happy in my heart. A Prince Yi who has a sharp mind in politics is also so at a loss emotionally. This may be the psychology of extreme love and worrying about gains and losses. Leaning on the chair and waiting quietly, until I felt that half an hour had passed, Shisan said: "Then what should I do?" Turning to look at him, his face is as calm as water, but his eyes are shining with excitement Seeing that he understood what I meant, he smiled at him and said: "If Prince Yi, whom the emperor relies heavily on, is ill, and there is another suitable person who reminds the emperor why he is ill in time, then What do you think the emperor will do." Thirteen and I looked at each other with a smile, he shook his head and said: "I am afraid that you will be the first one who dares to scheme against the emperor." After thinking for a while, I said, "There are two keys to the success of this matter. One is that no one can doubt your illness, and the other is whether you can find Luwu." Extremely anxious, but still not sure that she will come out to reunite with Shisan, after all, she knows that Yinzhen will heal him desperately.After giving Shisan hope, he can't let him down immediately, for fear that he won't be able to withstand such a big blow. Thirteen's smile settled on his face, and his face turned pale in an instant. He said with some uncertainty, "Will Luwu see me?" He backed off first, with a smile on his face and said: "If she gets the news of your illness, she will definitely come back." It's really unpredictable. I wanted Shisan to pretend to be sick, but unexpectedly something happened.Looking at Shisan on the couch, I blame myself in my heart for coming up with such an idea, if Shisan really has something good or bad, then I really don't know how to make amends to Luwu. Thirteen seemed to know that the protagonist had appeared, and he murmured in his deep sleep: "Lvwu." He quietly glanced at Yinzhen next to him, and found that his face was gloomy, his eyes hard to distinguish, and he was sizing him up. He had already looked over with probing eyes, and I hurriedly turned my head full of guilt.After a while, he asked Zhao Jia who was on the couch, "Why did the thirteenth brother fall off the horse?" Zhao Jia replied with a miserable face and tears in his eyes, "My lord these days is more backward I went to ride a horse alone, and fell off for some reason.” Maybe it was because of doing something wrong, I always felt that Yinzhen saw something.Uneasy in my heart, I leaned on the cushion and closed my eyes after getting into the carriage, pretending to be very sleepy.After a long time in silence, I opened my eyes a little bit impatiently, and saw him looking at me indifferently, panicked in my heart, and closed my eyes hastily, the two of them were silent along the way. Laying on the bed with the quilt in a daze, a gust of wind blows from the window, and the faint candlelight on the table swings from side to side, as if it will go out at any moment.I feel a little troubled in my heart, he has ignored me for the past two days, and I don't know how to tell him about Luwu. Seeing him entering the room, still sitting still, he saw the window was wide open, walked over to close it, turned around and sat on the bed, and said indifferently: "The thirteenth brother has already used the bitter trick." He was slightly stunned, and suddenly understood The meaning of what he said, his face blushed, he lowered his head and said: "You already know." Holding his hand, he said: "Thirteenth is suffering in vain." He shook his head and chuckled lightly, "I was planning to persuade her again these days, but Thirteenth brother's fall is just right." In a low voice, he murmured: "If I had known it would be so smooth, I wouldn't be so worried." He looked at me funny, stretched out his hand to reward me with a shudder, and said: "There are a lot of bad ideas, just don't do bad things with good intentions, Thirteen I'm going to lie down for a month now." Startled in my heart, I suddenly understood why Thirteen had fallen from the horse. Since he was pretending to be sick, he made the truth of his illness. He didn't want to deceive the king, but he still took care of his fourth brother. Seeing it as an emperor. A trace of sadness welled up in my heart, followed by a soft sigh.Seeing me like this, Yinzhen smiled and said, "Since you have entrusted me with the most difficult tasks, what do you want to say?" He was in a trance, but when he heard what he said, his face became hot, and he lifted the quilt and covered his head and lay down On the inside, he laughed muffledly: "The skin is still so thin." After speaking, he lifted the quilt and entered, and the two bodies were tightly entangled with each other.In an instant, the room is full of spring scenery...