Chapter 13 Chapter 13

The moon is big and round.Every fifteenth day, the moonlight is reflected on the lake, and the Hanbi by the lake and the second floor of Tanqiu are full of osmanthus tiles, like a beautiful woman bathed in the moonlight.At this time, Father would order people to release the boat, and the performer would sit on the bow of the boat and play the flute.I just had a glass of wine with my dad, and I was lying on the roof looking at the moon, I just felt drunk.Every time at this time, my father would laugh at me, "Southern barbarian." My brother also called me "Southern Barbarian".These three words are swear words, and every time I changed my face, I would punch and kick him.Although my kung fu is not good, I will never suffer, because my brother never dares to fight back.But Dad called me "Southern Barbarian" in a sad and helpless tone, as if with a kind of pampering.I was never angry with my father, because some people in the court also insinuated that my father was a "southern barbarian".

Because Dad is very proficient in those things about Han people. He can speak Chinese, write Chinese characters, and compose poems. I don't like poetry at all. The mansion invited several old masters to teach me, but I ran away in anger. The old master shook his head and read: "Clouds face rain, snow faces wind, and evening sunshine faces clear sky." And I shook my head and answered: "Old versus young, clumsy versus clever, hungry versus gluttonous!" The old master was so angry that he blew his beard and stared, I looked at him innocently, "I'm hungry, I want a snack!"

After several times of making trouble like this, the old master can no longer teach, and often leaves the library angrily, "The students are not talented enough, I'm afraid it will delay the future of the little princess, please ask the prince to hire someone else!" The old master walked away. I hid behind Dad and made faces. Dad never scolded me, he always treated me with a pleasant face.Everyone in the house knows that Father dotes on me so much that even if I want the moon in the sky, he will pick it for me. At that time, I was only six or seven years old. I was very drunk at night, and it was already midnight when I woke up, and the sound of flute still lingered in my ears.But there was no one in the pavilion, and Dad didn't know where he went.That flute played really well, and I wondered when a new trickster would come to the house.

I got up and looked around, but the sound of the flute did not come from the lake.I opened the window, looked up and saw the top of the Hanbi Building from a distance, there was someone sitting on the eaves playing the flute. The green shirt is upright, and the moon is clear. It turned out to be Dad. I never knew that Daddy could also play the flute. The eaves of the Hanbi Building are like huge wings under the moonlight, and Dad is sitting on the tip of the wing, the bright full moon is hidden behind him.I can't see his face clearly.And the sound of the flute was as desolate as water, and it seemed that everything in front of him gradually floated up.

I yelled, "Daddy!" Father ignored me, I was dizzy, I lay there listening to the flute, and gradually fell asleep again. After that, I never saw Dad playing the flute again. I always suspected that I remembered that night wrongly, or I was drunk and dreaming.But the full moon in the dream was so clear, and the moonlight reflected Father's shadow, feeling lonely. Father has never been like this. He commands a large army and has power over the government. Even His Majesty is afraid of him. One time my father took me to hunt, and I chased a small deer with a few guards, and chased it all the way to the depths of the dense forest, but unexpectedly alarmed a bear.It was a female bear with her cubs, and suddenly went berserk, and slapped the guard in front of me until his brains burst.

I was so frightened that I watched the tall monster stretch out its black claws and slapped me again. "Whoosh!" The sound of sharp arrows piercing through the air almost brushed my ears, and the strong wind made my cheeks hurt.I only felt the blood fog in front of my eyes, and the continuous arrows behind me were almost instantaneous, and the bear finally roared and fell in front of my horse. It was Dad who rushed over to save me, and the guards of the brigade followed up at this time.Dad dropped his bow and opened his arms towards me from a distance, "Minmin!" I threw myself into Father's arms, and only then did I realize that I was afraid.

Later, the bear's skin was peeled off and made into a bearskin mattress, which was spread in the house where I lived. Although Dad shot more than ten arrows, all of them were stored in the bear's heart, and there were no other arrow holes in the whole mattress.Every time my brother saw it, he was so envious, "I don't know when I will be able to practice the same archery skills as Dad." Although there are many nobles in Tianhuang, it is rare to have a world-class hero like Dad, so even His Majesty relies on him so much, making him command the world's soldiers and horses.

How could such a person sit alone on the roof of Yuexia, playing the flute lonely? I decided I was misremembering. When I pissed off the seventh old master, Dad finally sighed to me, "If you can't learn to compose poetry, how can I explain to your mother?" This is the first time Dad mentioned my mother. He has a concubine, a side concubine, and many beautiful concubines in the mansion, but I know that none of those women are my mothers. My mother is a barbarian. When my brother said this to me for the first time, I was so angry that my eyes were red, and I pushed him into the lake.My father hired a famous teacher to teach me martial arts since I was young. Although my brother is taller and stronger than me, he is not my opponent.He couldn't swim, he choked up in the water, and was nearly drowned when he was picked up by the guards of the mansion.My brother is very loyal, he didn't complain to my father, and he never messed with me with such words ever since.

I don't know what poetry has to do with my mother, but it was the first time I saw Papa's eyes so sad, and I didn't want to make Papa feel sad. Dad invited another old master, who is said to be a learned scholar, with great knowledge and a good temper.I don't want to annoy Dad anymore, so I follow him honestly to read the words in the book.My Chinese has improved by leaps and bounds, and I can even write verses decently.The old master shook his head and twitched his beard and smiled, "The princess is talented and intelligent, with excellent understanding. Given time, he will become a great weapon."

What kind of weapon?There are no stereotyped imperial examinations in my dynasty, so why do I still learn those old tunes? Fortunately, I learned how to compose poetry, so my father stopped embarrassing me in reading, and let me lead people to hunt and play all day long.After that encounter with a bear, Dad assigned the eight guards around him with the best arrow skills to me to command.These eight guards all took Chinese names, namely Zhao Yishang, Qian Erbai, Sun Sanhui, Li Sicui, Wu Liupo, Zheng Qimie, and Wang Bachuan.They are not good names. I asked Dad, and he just smiled. When I was fourteen years old, I led the Eight Horsemen of the Eight Arrows into a fight with Prince Liang's son.Prince Liang's heir is domineering, greedy and lustful, and actually bullies the weak in public on the street. I couldn't see it for a while, so I just meddled in my own business.Although there were many people on the other side, the eight cavalry around me shot arrows, forcing the other party to be in a panic and flee.In a few days, someone from Prince Liang's mansion came to our door. My brother and I were fighting with people outside all day long. Dad was used to seeing them and didn't take it seriously.Unexpectedly, King Liang actually sent someone to propose marriage for the eldest son this time.After sending the messenger away, my brother sneaked back and told me that I immediately wanted to hide my swords, and planned to go to Liang Wang's mansion to cut off the ear of that daring apprentice.

My brother hurriedly stopped me, "Daddy made an excuse and said that you were too young, so he stopped me back a long time ago." It's still dad who knows that he loves me. That night, I accompanied my father to listen to the flute and drink by the lake.Dad didn't mention this matter, but he said: "You have grown up too, and you should wear men's clothes when you walk outside in the future." Wearing men's clothes will save a lot of trouble. Dad sighed slowly, as if talking to himself: "In a blink of an eye, you have become a big girl. When you get married, Dad will be relieved." "I don't want to marry." I don't know why I feel so sad, "I will be with Dad all my life." "Nonsense, there is no girl who doesn't marry." "Those princes and princes hate it, so I don't want to marry them." Father couldn't help laughing, "Then what kind of person do you want to marry?" "If I want to marry, I will marry an unrivaled hero." I only feel yearning, "Leading the hero, I dare not refuse." Father smiled and did not speak for a long time.His eyes looked at the misty mist on the edge of the lake.The moonlight is like a milky white veil, soaking the buildings and pavilions like floating in the mist.His voice also seemed indistinct, "You know that one day, he will appear in a situation that attracts everyone's attention, wearing a golden armor and holy clothes, and stepping on clouds of seven colors to marry you..." I clapped my hands and laughed, "Dad said yes!" Dad didn't answer, I turned my head, only to find that Dad was looking at the lake, his eyes seemed to be melancholy, more like sad. I called him, and he turned around, touched my hair with a smile, and said softly: "Minmin, you have really grown up." After a pause, he seemed to sigh again, " Just like your mother." Isn't it good for a daughter to look like a mother? Dad will never dislike my mother as a barbarian, I just know it. Dad didn't say anything more, just told me: "Your mother told me that if you meet a man named Zhang Wuji in the future, you must be careful about him." I was very surprised, "Zhang Wuji, who is he?" Dad said: "If I knew who he is, I would have sent someone to kill him." For a moment, Dad's eyes became sharp, like dark clouds moving away and golden light dazzled, "If anyone in this world dares to harm you, Ah Daddy must have killed him!" I didn't ask what else my mother said, because every time my mother was mentioned, Dad would be very sad. A bitter master came to the mansion, a warrior who was gifted to Dad by Khwarazimo. His martial arts are peerless, but unfortunately he is dumb.I pestered him all day long to learn martial arts, thieves started to rise in the world, my father and elder brother often went out to fight, and no longer cared about restraining me. Master Ku is really not bad to me.Although this dumb man is ugly and has sword marks all over his face, when he taught me martial arts, he always taught me everything he had and never kept any secrets. And he treats me well in private, I love the candied fruit from the small shop on the corner of the street the most, and the servants in the house are unwilling to take responsibility for fearing that I will have diarrhea, so only he is willing to secretly buy it for me. Whenever I sat on the wall and ate candied fruit, Master Ku looked at me with a smile on the side. That look is quite similar to Father's. I think Master Ku is also very pitiful. Although he is a generation of masters, his appearance is ruined, he has never married a wife and had children, and he is always alone every day. If he had a daughter, she would be my age. During the Ghost Festival, a major event happened in the mansion. My father's most beloved sword was stolen. The sword name is "Yitian", I have seen it many times, it is indeed a unparalleled sharp blade in the world.Father cherishes it very much, and always carries it by his side, wiping it himself. The palace guards are strictly guarded, and the Yitian sword was stolen without any sound, and no trace can be found, which is obviously the work of a peerless master.Father was so furious that he beheaded the captain of the guard, and paid a lot of money to recruit experts, trying to find the Yitian Sword. There are more and more characters coming and going in and out of the mansion. There are all kinds of strange people. These people are always talking about the affairs of the Jianghu. My father was busy with military affairs, so he didn't stop me, he just asked me to bring more people, so as to be safe. I let my father rest assured that I have Eight Horsemen of the Arrow, Two Elders of Xuanming, Ada, Erasan, and most importantly, Master Ku. With these masters by my side, who would dare to seek ill luck from me? I am very happy to walk the rivers and lakes, the rivers and lakes are much more interesting than the palace, every day someone tells me that the rivers and lakes are dangerous, but I don't think so at all. I took back the Yitian Sword with my men, and happily handed it back to Dad.Dad held this peerless sharp blade and flicked it for a long time, "So the sword is deeply affectionate..." He seemed to smile, "I originally wanted to take this sword to the grave..." That night I fell into a drowsy sleep, and heard the flute again.I put on my clothes and listened carefully, but the sound of the flute disappeared again. If the person playing the flute is Father, he must be thinking of my mother again. The next day my father handed the Yitian Sword to me and said, "You are wandering outside alone, use this sword to defend yourself." After all, Father loves me the most, and will leave any good things to me. I built Luyang Mountain Villa, which is located in the sweet and cool place in the north, but I built beautiful water pavilions and pavilions in the south of the Yangtze River.I know that half of my blood is the desolation and pride of the desert, and the other half is the exquisiteness of the southern barbarians.I spent every day in Luyang Villa, and I began to think about my mother, what kind of person would she be? I didn't delay my business, the rivers and lakes were like a small pond, and I calmly observed the stones I threw. The new leader of Mingjiao is named Zhang Wuji. The Ming Cult is the largest religion in the world. It was famous decades ago when a large number of talented people emerged. Since the previous leader disappeared, it has just fallen into a slump.This time, a young man was chosen to be the leader, and this young man's name was Zhang Wuji. My mother told me ten years ago to be careful of this person.Father said it solemnly, there is absolutely no mistake. Could it be that my mother had already met Zhang Wuji when he was very young?But Zhang Wuji was still young at that time, even if my mother could see that he was a prodigy in martial arts, how would she know that he could grow up safely and that he would be unfavorable to me? I became curious and determined to meet Zhang Wuji for a while. On Ganliang Road, I sat under the shade of a willow tree with the Eight Horsemen of the Divine Arrow, waved my fan, and waited carelessly for that Zhang Wuji. The espionage will never be wrong, and he will definitely pass by here with the followers of the Ming Cult. Horseshoes in the distance raised smoke and dust, and the people on the road hurriedly rushed forward under the scorching sun. coming. Coming back from Ganliang Road, I think my sister seems to have something on her mind.Although she never told me about it, I knew a thing or two.In her spare time, she sat by the lake and looked at the water. The clouds reflected on the lake, the sun shone on the lake, and the sparkling waves reflected on her robe. Just sit quietly with your chin in your hands, thoughtful. She used to be very fussy and cried a lot when she was a child, she really didn't look like her mother at all. But her mother is not as pretty as her.At that time, I was quite young, and that woman liked to pinch my face all day long, smiling while pinching, "The baby is so cute, it really looks like an apple!" I hate that woman, although she rescued me from the dead, although she gave me food and clothing, but what is an apple?I have never seen it. Every time she pinches my face, she smiles wickedly, and I think that apples must not be a good thing. At that time, my younger sister was about to be born. She had a big belly all day long, making small clothes and telling me about delicious food.To be honest, her workmanship is quite poor, and the stitches of the clothes I made for me are all crooked, which is far worse than my mother.Every time I said that, she always said lazily: "It's okay to wear, I've never been a mother." When she made clothes for her sister, the stitches were crooked, she really didn't look like a mother-in-law. Only when talking about eating, she won't look so lazy. "At that time, the grilled chicken wings outside the west gate of the school were delicious. I could eat five skewers of spicy ones alone, and I was known as the invincible medical university." None of the peppers." Sometimes I don't understand what she said, such as extra spicy, medical university, chili and so on.She mentioned the University of Medicine the most, and every time she mentioned it, she looked sad. I thought it must be the best place in the world. Sometimes I go shopping for her in the town, and she always tells me: "Don't pay attention to beautiful women, the more beautiful women in this world, the more they will deceive people." I have to explain it every time, and it makes me tired of saying, "Are you still a woman?" She smiled, "I'm not a pretty woman." When she said this, she smiled like a little fox. Later I learned that although she is not a beautiful woman, she can also deceive people. One night she had a severe stomachache, and it was the midwife I went to ask for.I was boiling hot water on the stove, and heard the cry of a child in the room, and then the midwife smiled and came to tell me: "You have a baby sister." I don't like my little sister at all, and I'd rather she have a boy so I can play with him when I grow up.But when I hugged my little sister, I still thought it was very interesting. She was only a little big, wearing ugly clothes made by her mother herself, with a red face, and she could only cry with her mouth open, like a kitten. On the day of my sister's full moon, many people came to the town, all of whom brought swords, and gathered in the largest inn in the town to have a drink.I passed in front of the inn and saw that there were even monks and nuns in the group, which was really strange.I went back and told her this as a strange thing, she was stunned, then went into the room and took out dozens of copper coins, and said to me: "Baby, help me go to the next town to buy a live crucian carp, I suddenly want to I ate crucian carp soup." She has always been greedy, wanting to eat this or that all day long. I think it is because her sister needs to breastfeed that she can eat so much. Unexpectedly, she handed over her sister to me, "Let's take my sister and go together." I refused, "My sister is so young, she will catch a cold if the wind blows." She said, "It's just to breathe a little fresh air so that you don't catch a cold. You can take her with you." I scolded her for being lazy, and said, "I've never seen you as a mother like this! The child can't leave the mother. After a while, my sister wakes up, and she will cry if she doesn't see you." She was startled, then suddenly sighed slowly, and said, "Yes, the child can't leave mother, let my sister stay with me, you go first." Sometimes she is so weird, I change straw sandals and go out.As usual, she told me not to provoke beautiful women, not to be greedy for cheap, and not to look around when walking, and to pay attention to my feet when going up the mountain, so as not to hurt my knee again.I think she is very annoying, she is so long-winded about every little thing, but for my sister's sake, I still took the copper coins to buy crucian carp for her. The town next door is far away, and it takes a long time to walk down the mountain to reach the river. The riverside is actually a wharf, so there will be fresh fish for sale in the market.The fish vendor skewered the two fish with wicker sticks. I held the fish in my hand and trotted home. Live crucian carp soup is delicious. I ran fast all the way, hoping that the fish would not die before I got home. There is a very secret path up the mountain, even the woman doesn't know about it.If she knew, she would definitely not let me go, because the road is on the edge of a cliff, and there are often snakes, that woman usually screams when she sees earthworms, let alone snakes.There are many things she won't let me do, she always says that children should stay away from danger.But to be honest, it's just a shortcut, what's the danger?Besides, I am seven years old, and I am no longer a child. I climbed up the mountain from the path, which saved more than half an hour than going home on weekdays.The two fish are still struggling and swinging under the willow branches, and the smoke from the kitchen can be seen far away from the mountain depression. We are the only family living in the col. I was very happy, thinking that if she asked me later why I came back so soon, I said that the uncle at the foot of the mountain happened to be going to the market in the next town, and let me take his cart by the way. The fish in my hand broke the wicker and fell to the ground with a "snap", and I didn't bother to pick it up, because I had already seen that it was not cooking smoke, but the fire from the roof, and the whole house under the mountain was on fire up.I stumbled and ran wildly, tripped by a tree root and fell, and the sharp stone hit my knee hard, but I didn't feel any pain, so I got up and ran towards home again.By the time I reached the col, the whole house had burned down.Many people died in the valley field in front of the house, all of them were shot to death by arrows.Many swords and swords were strewn about on the ground, the grain field was soaked in blood, and even the straw stacks were full of arrows.I don't understand why so many people are dying here all of a sudden, what about that woman?Is she dead too?And my sister, my little sister... My tears were falling down, and at this moment a big hand picked me up.I saw that there were still many people alive, and they were all carrying bows and arrows, and they were all fierce. I heard someone calling me: "Baby..." When I turned around, I found that she was lying under the bluestone with a sword stuck in her chest. A strange man was holding her, and she was smiling at me. Thank goodness she wasn't burned, but blood was oozing slowly down the sword.The man held her in one hand and the little sister in the other. When he looked at me, he looked sad, as if he was saying to me, but also to himself: "I'm too late." The person holding me let go, and I don't know how I jumped in front of her.She reached out and shook my hand and said, "Why did you come back so soon?" Her voice was as usual, reproachful, but weak.I couldn't say a word of the lie I had thought up on the way, because I suddenly realized that the group of people down the mountain was after her, and she drove me away, and she lied to me. She ignored my accusation, just smiled happily, and then pointed to the man holding her, "This is the godmother's elder brother, please call me uncle." She keeps asking me to call her godmother, but I always refuse. I just glanced at the man, and I didn't even bother to listen to her.I want to go to the town and ask Dr. Pan to see her wound.But she shook her head and said no. I scolded her loudly for being disobedient. Last time I had a cold and refused to drink herbal medicine, that's how she scolded me. She smiled and listened to my scolding.The little sister also woke up, crying all the time, because the man's posture for holding the little sister was not right at all. I took the little sister over and coaxed her for a while, and the little sister stopped crying. At this moment, I heard her say to the man: "I entrusted the two children to you, you take them away." I said loudly, "I'm not going anywhere, my little sister and I are right here with you." She laughed first, then coughed, and blood came out of her mouth.I reached out to wipe it for her, but more blood gushed out from the corner of her mouth, and I couldn't finish it no matter how much I wiped it.I suddenly panicked, but she was still laughing, "I can't make it, you take your sister and go with your uncle." I didn't want to go anywhere, I was so sad that I called her loudly: "Mom!" After my mother died, I didn't want to call anyone else my mother, but she treated me better than my own mother, how could I deny her? But she ignored me, and that man also stopped me, he just said to her: "I'll take you to treat the wound." But she shook her head and refused, "No, even if Hu Qingniu is here, he can't save me. You take the children away..." The man gritted his teeth tightly and hugged her. She said softly, "Brother, I'm really happy. I didn't expect you to come to save me. I'm sorry for you. Don't be so sad." She gasped for breath as soon as she spoke, and then more blood flowed from the wound.The man's voice was hoarse: "Don't be silly, I said it, I want to protect you in this life, but I didn't do it." It was dusk, and she looked at the purple clouds in the sky, "But you were deceived by me. I lied to you in the past, I lied to you many times. The next time I let Yang Xiao go, I lied to you too." "Don't mention these things." She smiled, then coughed violently, and a lot of blood gushed out of her mouth.She pointed to the little sister in my arms, and said to the man: "Brother, you raise her well for me... If you really treat her as your own daughter... remember, let her beware of Zhang Wuji ...Beware of that little thief Zhang Wuji..." Her eyes gradually became dizzy, and her spirit also weakened, "If she grows up, I will teach her poetry, poetry, chess, calligraphy and painting, and be proficient in everything... Wen Tao Wu Lue... so that she will not be loved by the person she loves." Look down on..." At this point she suddenly smiled again, "Brother, he has never looked down on me, but he doesn't know that in our place, I was the number one student in the college entrance examination... I went all the way to the Ph.D...." He hugged her tightly, her breathing gradually weakened, her mind was lax, and she seemed to be in a trance, "I'm going back, maybe I can still see my parents...Brother, you keep asking me for my common name, I I don’t even want to tell you, because my name is Zhao Min, and I don’t want you to take advantage of me, although you won’t know... What a coincidence, isn’t it? My surname is Zhao, and when I was born, my father turned over, 'A gentleman wants to be silent when he speaks Min Yuxing'...that's why I was named Zhao Min...My father has never seen it..." I had no idea what she meant by that last sentence.The man just hugged her tightly, she closed her eyes slightly, and murmured: "It's really dark here, I'm so scared..." "Minmin, don't be afraid, big brother is here." He hugged her tightly and murmured, "I'm here..." Her hand fell into the bloody mud, motionless. After a long, long time, he called her softly again: "Minmin..." She didn't respond, her expression was peaceful, as if she had fallen asleep. "Minmin..." He hugged her and just called her over and over again, "Minmin..." But she didn't respond, and the man hugged her and never let go. The sky was getting dark, and my little sister was crying from hunger, and I couldn't coax her well.I finally walked over and tugged at his sleeve, "Uncle, sister is hungry." Two tears fell on the back of my hand, and it turned out that he was crying.That was the first time I saw him cry, and it was also the last time. My uncle took me and my little sister back to Dadu, and I found out that he was a Mongolian and a very important official in the imperial court.There are also Mongolians in the town, who are always fierce, but she taught me before, "Don't discriminate against ethnic minorities, fifty-six ethnic groups and fifty-six flowers." I still remember every word she said. There are rich clothes and fine food in the mansion, and everything is available.The nanny took good care of the little sister, and my uncle came to see us every day. When the little sister was catching Zhou, many guests came to the mansion, all of them were dignitaries.Uncle and many Han officials are very close, everyone rushed out to see the little sister, and some people asked uncle: "I wonder if the princess has a Chinese name?" Uncle smiled, "Zhao Min." I suddenly opened my eyes wide and looked at my uncle. He also turned to look at me.Only I know who the name originally belonged to, my uncle smiled at me. Later, the imperial court appointed my younger sister as Princess Shaomin, which is said to have come from this baby name. My uncle has never had any children of his own, and he treats my sister and me as his own.When I was twelve years old, he wrote to the imperial court to establish me as the eldest son. Since then, I no longer call him uncle, but call him daddy instead. In fact, Father loves his younger sister even more, especially when he calls his younger sister by her baby name, he always dotes on him like that: "Minmin...Minmin..." Every time I think, Dad must be thinking of my sister's mother. To be honest, I really miss her too. Although she always talks strangely and does things lazily, she tricked me out to buy fish at the most dangerous time. The younger sister gradually grew up, she was born with picturesque features, she was really a beauty, but she didn't look like her mother very much, and she was very smart, but very naughty.Sometimes I occasionally tease her to play, she will always use tricks to get back the scene, and I can't catch it. Sure enough, the more beautiful a woman is, the more she will deceive people. I went over to talk to my sister and asked her, "Why did you burn down Luyang Villa?" My sister broke a weeping willow in her hand. She crushed the willow leaves and said to me suddenly: "Brother, I saw Zhang Wuji." I was taken aback and asked her, "Did he bully you? Did you get hurt?" The younger sister shook her head, she turned her face to look at the lake, "It turns out that he is just an ordinary thief." I know my sister is lying.I can't tell that she is lying normally, but today her cheeks are flushed and her eyes are slightly flickering. I think something special must have happened to make her feel so restless. I was also disturbed.Because I don't know when, that baby who can only cry has grown up so big. It turns out that she annoyed me, fought with me, bullied me, and lied to me all day long, but now she has something on her mind and doesn't tell me anymore. In the evening, I went to pay my respects to my father. I told my father and sister about Zhang Wuji's encounter. I planned not to go back to the army for the time being. I wanted to stay by my sister's side to protect her. Dad looked at me and didn't speak for a long time. I suddenly felt guilty. Finally, Father sighed and said to me: "She only regards you as her elder brother, and you can only be her elder brother." I clenched my fists and suddenly felt a dull pain in my heart. Dad said: "She is not the same person as you, so I can't force her to come." I said out loud, "Always try! I want to be there for her, to take care of her, to protect her!" Father looked at me, seemed to pity her, but also sighed: "No matter how great your ability is, no matter how rich you are, how can you protect her for the rest of your life?" His face was gloomy, and I suddenly remembered that many years ago when the sky was full of purple clouds, he sat there motionless holding that Zhao Min.He looked sad then, just like now. I suddenly felt discouraged. Dad is so powerful, ten thousand times better than me, how can I do things that he can't do? I went to see my sister, and she was still awake, sitting on a cornice at the top of Hanbi Building, looking at the moon. She loves to climb up to the room, just like Dad. I sat next to her and stayed with her. The moonlight is reflected in the lake, and the moonlight flickers on the water, as if there are thousands of silver snakes.My sister doesn't speak, and neither do I.Looking down from such a height, you can only see the glazed glass, one piece after another. My sister suddenly said to me: "Brother, you said that my mother taught you the song you used to sing when you were young?" "Ok." "Then can you sing it to me again?" I turned my head to look at her, and she was also looking at me, her eyes were as gentle as the water of a lake, I was suddenly afraid to look her in the eyes.In fact, her mother didn't teach that song at all, but I always heard her mother sing it, so I learned it secretly.When I was young, I often sang it to my younger sister. When I grew up, I thought that word was not very good, so I never sang it in front of others. But in this world, no matter what my sister asks me to do, I will agree. I began to sing the tune, and after all these years I haven't forgotten the odd key and words: walk in front of you, Looking back at your downcast face, The smile is light and tired, Surprised that there is a kind of woman's resentment. I remember I haven't told you for a long time. My heart for you has never changed, If the outside world tires me. I always want to fly to your side the most, It is you who give me a piece of sky. You gave me a piece of sky, Let me travel all over the world. Never a word of complaint, It is you who give me a piece of sky. You gave me a piece of sky, Even if the whole world starts to snow. When I approach you, I see spring, I sang it over and over again, and the singing echoed on the huge lake.The younger sister listened intently, she looked so beautiful with her chin resting, the silver moonlight dancing on her eyelashes, I knew she must be thinking of that little thief named Zhang Wuji. Maybe I will never tell my sister that I am willing to let her bother me, fight with me, bully me, and lie to me. I will never tell my sister that when I approach her, I can see spring.