Chapter 100 Chapter Ninety-Nine

Shi Yan had a premonition that there was going to be a big fuss today. A suspicious person like Zhuo Zhuo could suspect an illegitimate child in a book. Now that he is "catching the rape on the sofa", how can he not make a big fuss?She is not afraid of other things, but she is afraid that the neighbors will hear that this is the dormitory of the steel factory, and the people living around are steel factory employees, some of whom are probably the parents of her students. If they don't investigate and study, they will think that her style is not right , jointly ran to the school to ask her to be expelled, that would be bad.

She quickly put on the sweater, put the cotton coat on her body, and walked out of the bedroom while buttoning it up. She saw Huang Hai also put on the cotton coat and woolen trousers, and was putting the outer trousers on her legs.And Zhuo Liang was wearing a black leather jacket, holding a pair of black leather gloves in his hand, and a motorcycle cap under his arm, standing majestically aside, watching Huang Hai stumble into his trousers like a juggler. She asked, "Why are you here so early?" Knowing that he was talking to Zhuo Zhuo, he replied in a muffled voice: "It's too early? I'm bothering you? I'm leaving—"

"On the first day of the Lunar New Year, I watched the New Year's Eve last night. I didn't stay at home to sleep more. What are you doing here so early?" "It's a custom in City D to pay homage to in-laws on New Year's Day—" She knew that he was here to pull her to put on a facade, so she declined and said, "Who still talks about those rules now?" "If you don't talk about it, others will talk about it. You can't just live for yourself. Just treat it as a trouble for you. Please come with me to my mother today. She is not in good health these days, but she has been talking about it. ——You and the child—she retired for the sake of the child—if you don’t show up on the first day of junior high school—let outsiders see—how can she behave?”

When she heard that his mother was in poor health, she felt a little embarrassed to refuse him, and she herself begged him to put on a show for her, and told him not to talk about their separation when her parents called to him.She apologetically discussed with Huang Hai: "I'll go to his mother's place to socialize, you sleep a little longer, I'll be back soon—" Unexpectedly, this sentence offended Zhuoyue, and he lost his temper and said: "Did you tell me? You said it was a gift for the New Year! Sending a gift for the New Year, even if you travel a long way, a one-night rest is enough, and you still have to stay in the Take root here? Isn’t it as simple as giving New Year’s goods?”

She also lost her temper: "Why do you care so much about me? My friend, stay at my house for as long as you want, what's your business?" "It's none of my business? I'm your husband, and your home is my home. Whoever I don't welcome will have to leave!" "Joke! You are not my husband at all. Your marriage certificate was obtained by fraud. I didn't sign it at the scene, so it doesn't count!" She saw the two men raised their eyebrows and opened their mouths, which made her think for no reason. "this phrase.Zhuoyou's eyes could be regarded as piercing again, but in her eyes they were fierce, and Huang Hai's eyebrows were still raised on one side and lowered on the other, but she was very happy when she saw it, because it showed that he knew the truth of the matter. The timidity yesterday must be because he was afraid of affecting her marriage. Now that he knows that her marriage is just a "pseudo-marriage", he won't be so timid.

Excellence said angrily: "You don't admit it? What did you do long ago? Is it a marriage letter that you admit if you want to, and don't admit if you don't want to?" "Fake things, why should I admit it? Let me tell you, this is my house, written in my name, and the key is in my hand. What prestige are you playing here? I can even kick you out!" "It's better for a person to show some face, especially the people's teacher. The parents of your students live here. Is it reasonable for you to mess with people in broad daylight like this?" "Who fucked? You fucked!"

Huang Hai interjected, "Mr. Zhuo, you want to take Shi Yan'er to your mother's house. You can just take Shi Yan'er, but as long as Shi Yan'er doesn't drive me away, no one can drive me away—" Zhuoyue turned his guns to face Huang Hai: "You are also a married man. During the Spring Festival, instead of staying with your lover at your own home, you go to other people's homes to pester other people's wives. It shouldn't be something to brag about, right?" "If my wife wants me to accompany her, I will definitely accompany her; if my wife doesn't want me to accompany her, I will never beg for nothing to accompany her—"

"Hmph, your wife doesn't want you to accompany her, and you can't beg for nothing to accompany other people's wives!" Shi Yan said: "I told him to stay. He was going to stay in a hotel yesterday. I told him not to go. I asked him to accompany me. You don't even have a shadow on New Year's Eve. I have a friend." Do you have any comments with me?" Zhuozhuo sneered: "What do I have to say? If a person is shameless, how can others help her?" Huang Hai said: "Mr. Zhuo, please don't use such language to talk about your wife—"

Zhuoyou turned his gun again: "My wife? You heard it just now, does she regard herself as my wife? She never regards herself as my wife. She has always been secretly hooking up with you, just because If you can't get rid of that grimace of yours, you will find me as a backup—" She was afraid that these words would hurt Huang Hai's self-esteem, and she declared: "You are wrong, I have never regarded his face as a barrier, and I only hated him because of his first love—" Huang Hai shouted: "Yan'er! That wasn't my first love—" Excellence said contemptuously: "You also called 'Yan'er'? I really don't know how much I weigh—"

"Why didn't I call her 'Yan'er'? I always called her that in my heart. I called her that way before you met her, but I'm not as confident as you, so I didn't dare to call her out in front of her— —” Excellence interrupted Huang Hai and said: "You are not confident, which means you still have a little self-knowledge. If you are confident, everyone in the world has reason to be confident. I warn you, you are now a married man, and she is now a married man." Wife, between you, you should pay attention to the influence, don't make it notorious!"

Shi Yan said: "People are not afraid of crooked shadows. If we walk upright and sit upright, how can it be affected or not?" Excellence ignored him, and only said to Huang Hai: "I'm very busy now, and I don't have time to care about the mess between you. But please don't affect my child, just because of your face, you should know how to avoid yourself, don't put My child is terrified. Didn’t you see that Yan’er has beautiful dolls on the wall? That’s for the sake of the child’s beauty, with people like you dangling around, ten or twenty beautiful doll faces It's all canceled out." Seeing Huang Hai's face darken, she was afraid that he would feel inferior, so she hurriedly said, "Don't listen to him, people who are ugly in appearance are better than those who are ugly in heart—" But as soon as she finished speaking, she knew that the "ugly appearance" was not true. Level, since his face has never been regarded as a barrier, how can he see "ugly appearance"?She tried her best to redeem it, but couldn't think of any good words. The three confronted each other for a while, and Huang Hai said: "Yan'er, go visit his mother with him first, don't make the old man wait. After your visit is over, if Mr. Zhuo is interested, the three of us will continue to discuss external matters." Things that are beautiful on the inside—” She said: "Okay, then I'll come as soon as I go, don't take the opportunity to run away." She hurried to the kitchen, poured some water from the thermos to wash her face, then combed her hair without even having time to apply skin cream, He said to Zhuoyou, "Let's go, what are you still doing here?" Zhuozhuo snorted and followed her out the door. Huang Hai chased him out and said, "Mr. Zhuo, let's call a taxi. It's such a cold day and the road is slippery. It's not safe for Yan'er to ride a motorcycle—" Zhuoyou snorted again: "Do you need to say that?" When they came to the street, Zhuo Zhuo hailed a taxi, let Shi Yan sit in, told the driver the address, and then closed the car door. She saw him follow him on a motorcycle for a while, and then got lost. After the driver stopped the car, she found that it was not the place where Aunt Qiao used to live, so she hurriedly asked, "Is it here? It doesn't seem right!" The driver was a little impatient: "Isn't this where? The address said by your lover, am I deaf? Pay." She reluctantly paid the money, got out of the car, and went to find out Aunt Qiao's address by herself. She was asking around when Zhuo Zhuo came and took her upstairs.Aunt Qiao's house doesn't seem to be smaller than before, but it feels "downgraded" and "dilapidated" to her, because the house looks a bit messy, the bookcases are all crowded in one room, and the mirror frames Not hung up, the walls are empty, there is a feeling of sunset. Aunt Qiao did seem to be ill. Although she was not lying on the bed, her sick appearance made her feel very sympathetic, and she felt that it was probably because of political dissatisfaction.It's no wonder that the officials always want to keep the black hat. Once the hat is gone, everything will be different. She can't help but sigh in her heart. It's better to be a commoner. There are no big ups and downs. I have never "up". What about "falling"?Like these officials, they are afraid of getting a stroke when they are "upsizing", and they are afraid of getting cancer when they are "down", and they are afraid that they will hurt their children and their children. It is too tiring and not worth it. Aunt Qiao prepared red envelopes for her children, and even Aunt Jiang prepared a red envelope. She knew that this was a custom in D city, so she took them all in her hand, but she returned them to Zhuoyou as soon as she left the house, not wanting to owe anyone a favor.Unexpectedly, Zhuo Liang was not polite at all, and she changed hands and stuffed it into her pocket, which made her feel a little regretful, and she wished she could go back and explain to Aunt Qiao and Aunt Jiang, saying, "I didn't get your red envelopes, I gave them all to Zhuo Liang." After he came out, he called a taxi for her again, but he didn't get in the car, so he just said with a sullen face: "I'm very busy this time, and you have someone to accompany you anyway, so I won't follow you. You can do it yourself, don't worry about it." I ruined my reputation for being such an ugly monster." After finishing speaking, he slammed the door of the car, got on the motorcycle and drove away. The driver was puzzled and asked Shi Yan: "Who is that? I'm not polite to him who broke my car door!" Shi Yan was so angry that she went back and forth like this, costing her more than 100 taxi fares. The distance between the two places was far away, and it was the Spring Festival, so the taxi drivers automatically increased the fare. All of them were expensive cars, but in the end she was asked to pay for them, and even the child's red envelope was put into his pocket quietly.What she was most worried about was that Huang Hai would also run away, so she would be really hit by chicken and egg after running this way. When she got home, she found that Huang Hai had indeed left. The key was left with Granny Wang at the opposite door, and a letter was left on the coffee table: "Swallow, I have called you like this in my heart for a long time, but I have never dared to call you like that in front of you, because I feel unworthy and unqualified.Today I finally have the courage to speak out, thank you for giving me this courage.I will call you that from now on, forever, until I die. Teacher Zhuo is right in saying that I should not shake my ugly face in front of you, because it will affect the child in your belly, so I left without saying goodbye, even though every cell in my body longs for Stay by your side, spend the Spring Festival with you, give birth with you, spend every day with you in spring, summer, autumn and winter, stay with you until you grow old, and stay with you until you die. I shouldn't have been smart enough to play that trick, make up a first love that didn't exist, and try to get to you through pity.That means that I didn't fully understand you at the time, and regarded you as a girl who loves vanity. Maybe I don't understand you 100% until now, but I love unconditionally wherever I understand. I would like to use my whole life to understand. Unfortunately, by accident, I've gotten myself into an awkward situation.I just hate that there are such things as responsibilities and obligations in the world! Since I am married and she is a patient, I can only do my duty and send her abroad.But my heart will always be by your side, with you, and will never be separated, until death. I only hope that one day modern science and technology can change my appearance so that when children see me, they won’t run away in panic; when you are kissed by me, you don’t have to close your eyes; when we walk arm in arm, we don’t have to worry about others Surprised eyes; remind you of me, no longer need to follow a "but" I am leaving, bye! Happy Chinese New Year to you! Happy forever!” A smooth stone was pressed on the letter, the kind of flat stone often sold in scenic spots. There were beautifully written cursive characters on the stone. She recognized it for a while, and recognized that one side reads "Sea dry and stone rotten" and the other side reads " Unswerving until death."