Chapter 78 Chapter Seventy-Seven

After Shi Yan made the phone call, she felt as if she had collapsed, and walked upstairs with two heavy legs.When she arrived at the bedroom door, she knocked on the door, and heard Yao Xiaoping's surprised voice inside: "Who is it?" "I." After a while, Yao Xiaoping came to open the door and asked, "Are you back? I thought you weren't coming back tonight—" Seeing Yan Jing sitting on the edge of the bed sleepily, she quickly apologized and said, "I'm sorry, I—" Yan Yan said: "You're welcome, I should say I'm sorry. I'm leaving, you guys rest—"

Yao Xiaoping went out to send Yan Jing, Shi Yan was full of guilt, but there was nothing she could do, because she had nowhere to go, so she had to come back here.She went to the water room to fetch some cold water, then mixed it with the water from the thermos to wash her face and feet. While washing, Yao Xiaoping came back, yawned and said, "Why did you come back suddenly? Are you still arguing in the middle of the night?" "Where was the quarrel in the middle of the night, and I didn't go to dinner at all—" She was very sorry for disturbing Yao Yan and the two, and felt that there was nothing to make up for, so she could only repay with personal privacy, so she told what happened between Yao Yan and Zhuoyue today. When she came out, it seemed that confiding her heart could offset her crime of beating a mandarin duck.

Yao Xiaoping said: "I only blame Zhuoyou for being so stupid. He wants to persuade you in this way. How is it possible? Men and women are different—" She asked in surprise: "You think so too? Could it be that their men are so excited that if they fail to succeed, they will - die?" "Actually, I don't know how uncomfortable it is for a man to be so excited. I'm not a man. How can I experience it personally? They are all leeches listening to the sound of water, and they are what others say. But I think you There is no need to be too serious. He admits his mistake and corrects it. There are many men who can't even do it to his level. Like my husband, he has never even admitted his mistakes or the facts. But I'm not as lucky as you, and caught him personally. If only I caught him once, the divorce would be easy."

"If you catch it yourself, it will be easy to get a divorce?" "Of course, he's feeling guilty, so he doesn't dare to raise conditions indiscriminately—" "It depends on who it is. People like Zhuoyue are honest and hateful, as if I made a mistake. I don't think it's easy for me to divorce him—if I divorce now—maybe There are no fertility indicators—” Yao Xiaoping agreed, "Then we won't leave now, and we will leave after the child is born—" "Is it even more inseparable after giving birth?" "Having a child is definitely more difficult."

"Then what to do?" "It depends on whether you want a child or not. If you don't want to, or don't think so, I advise you to leave now, and the child is gone. But if you want a child, you have to not offend him first—but I think he He's a reasonable husband, he doesn't pester you every day—" "What good does it do him to pester me? Isn't he the one who lost him? " "The problem is that some people can't think about it so much when it's like this. Let's talk about it after making a fuss. No matter who it is, I'm uncomfortable, and it makes you uncomfortable—"

She didn't want to talk about excellence anymore, it was a headache to talk about, so she turned to Huang Hai: "You said Huang Hai doesn't have a girlfriend, he's getting married soon—" She told Huang Hai about the phone call today for a moment. Yao Xiaoping doesn't seem to be very interested: "Anyway, he is considered a 'shebao'. Since he was subjected to the forceps, he is doomed to have no relationship with love. If he can save a person, it can be regarded as doing good deeds and accumulating virtue. Maybe it will be good for the next life. It's good-"

Seeing that Yao Xiaoping wasn't interested in this topic, she didn't want to continue talking, so she went to the sink to pour the water for washing her feet.When she came back after pouring the water, Yao Xiaoping suddenly became interested: "I really believe in fate now, you see, if you receive a call from Huang Hai first, knowing that he is going to get married during the Spring Festival, and then go on a date with Zhuoyue, then what do you do today?" wouldn't be here—" "Where am I not here?" "You will go back to Excellence—" She can't agree with this, she can swear to God, when she fought with Zhuoyue in the office, she never thought of Huang Hai, let alone regarded Huang Hai as a retreat or backing.But she felt that it was useless to declare these things to Yao Xiaoping, so it was better not to say anything.

Yao Xiaoping said: "I didn't pay attention to what you mentioned about fate last time, but now you see, it really seems that there is a god of fate who is against you, and it will not come until you make a decision." Let you see a truth that you should have seen long ago, and the result is that you both make a wrong decision and immediately know that you are wrong, so you suffer double torture, failure, and regret—" She was silent for a while, and said: "However, fate is still good to me, let me have a friend like you, otherwise, I will definitely now--I will die alone--"

"Don't be so polite, fate is good to me, let me have a friend like you—" "I didn't do you any favors—" "I didn't do anything to help you—" Yao Xiaoping said worriedly, "I'm afraid that if you are so cruel to Zhuoyou today, he will retaliate against you—" "Why was I so cruel to him? I just said I wouldn't go back with him—" "This may be what annoys him the most. If you cry, make trouble and hang yourself three times, he may not be so angry, because it means that you are broken, and he is not broken. After you have cried and made trouble, you will still follow He lives. But if you do it like this now, it will make him lose face. The people next door must be asking him where you have been every day, and his mother may also ask him. He is such a face-"

"He wants to save face, so he won't tell others that he doesn't want me anymore?" "The problem is that he knows in his heart that it's not that he doesn't want you anymore, but that you don't want him anymore, so he can't swallow this breath, and he will retaliate wildly—" "Then how do you think he will retaliate against me?" Yao Xiaoping said: "I think he might get rid of your job. Didn't he say that today? He got you this job. If he tells you to get out, you have to get out—" "Get out, get out, I don't care about the job he's looking for." She said stubbornly, "I—— find a middle school to teach, can it be said that the undergraduates who graduated from my teacher's college can't even find a middle school teaching position? He can't say that his hands are so long that he can manage even middle school?"

"Isn't his mother the head of the D City Education Committee?" She thought for a while, and said, "I think his mother is a very decent person, she won't help her son to punish me—" "I don't believe your mother-in-law would be so decent that she wouldn't even help her own son—" She described her mother-in-law's decent remarks, but Yao Xiaoping still didn't believe it: "It's all for you, an outsider, who wouldn't say high-sounding words? The more people who use power for personal gain, the more they will say such things. She kept saying Tell you to resign from this job automatically, if you don't, she will ask the teacher college to handle your matter, do you think she has submitted it?" "but--" "But what? She didn't mention it before, so it doesn't mean she hasn't brought it up now. It depends on whether you are her daughter-in-law. Yes, she won't ask the Teacher Academy to deal with you; no, I think she can pull her face right away and ask The Teacher Academy handles your affairs. At that time, she will still have the reputation of being stern and selfless—" She also realized this, but she was still stubborn: "She asked the Teachers Academy to deal with me. I'm not afraid. At worst, I will go to teach middle schools in other places. I didn't make a mistake. You can't say that you won't give me a job—" "Then unless it's going back to your 'dongdongguai', otherwise, her mother will give you a middle school teacher in city D?" She doesn't want to go back to "Dongdongguai". Everyone there knows that she is the assistant principal, married, and going abroad. Child, why don't you get laughed out of your teeth?He was not an assistant to the principal for a long time, and he didn't go abroad. He was dumped by someone with a big belly, so he had to go back to his hometown to teach.She said firmly: "I will not go back to 'Dongdongguai'." "Then where else can you go to teach? Are you willing to teach in the counties and villages below?" She was stunned, she didn't expect that things could become so dangerous, and there was no way out in such darkness. Yao Xiaoping sighed, and said: "I know you are young, you are stubborn, and you are under the low eaves, but you still don't want to bow your head, so you have to smash your head, and if you smash your head, you have to bow your head. At that time, you really told Zhuoyou It’s the same, if you beg him, he might not take you in—” She asked sadly and angrily: "Does this world tolerate them covering the sky like this? Is there no one to take care of them?" "What does this matter to the world? The world has not woken up, so it doesn't bother to care about you. The Chinese are like this. As long as their own family can expose the pot, they will not rebel, and they will not care whether your family can uncover the pot or not." They will help whoever is powerful, and they will not know that the officials are hateful until the officials are over their heads—” She understands Yao Xiaoping very much now, do you think a mere county principal can't control you?Then you are thinking wrong. In a society like China, he has the right to have a network. He is the emperor of the land. He can control you. If he punishes you, you can only stare blankly, and he can also be treated as righteousness. hero. But she has a strange problem, she is a toilet stone in her bones, smelly and hard, the more Zhuoyou treats her like this, the more she refuses to accept it.Don't you just want me to go back to you?I won't go back, you can get rid of my job and ruin my reputation, but you can't make me fall in love with you, and you can't make me go back to you. She remembered Zhuo Zhuo said to Hu Liying: "She thinks I love her, but if I don't love her, wouldn't she live a life that would be worse than death?" She thought, well, this is what you taught me, so don't blame me for imitating it.You can fix me, and I can fix you.Even if you beat me to death, you still don't win, because you didn't fix me back to your side, and you didn't fix me to fall in love with you.I'm dead, it's sad; but your life is worse than death, it's even more sad.