Chapter 75 Chapter Seventy-Four

That afternoon, Shi Yan was not in the mood to go to work at all. Fortunately, she had nothing to do when she went to work.That day her mind was full of children's affairs. She didn't dare to think about it much before. She was afraid that things would be reversed when extremes were extreme, and that extreme joy would lead to sorrow. If she thought too much, she wanted to run away from her goals.Now that I have got the indicator, I already have a yellow book in my hand. It feels like registering a child's household registration. I am bold and my mind is like a wild horse, running wildly.

What she thinks about the most is the gender of the child. She used to really hope to have a boy, because she thinks that boys are mostly like fathers, and girls are mostly like mothers.Maybe she is only considered "upper middle" among female compatriots, but Zhuoyou can be regarded as "upper" among male compatriots, whether it is appearance or intelligence.If she could have two, it would be better to have a boy and a girl, but since she could only have one, she would rather be a boy. Not only that, but she has always felt that being a woman is hard work and a disadvantage. Not to mention anything else, there are a few days of "unlucky" every month, which brings countless troubles to women. Not only is it uncomfortable, but there are also many taboos. This can't be done, that can't be done, and there are many inconveniences in life and work.A woman also has a hymen that does bad things there. She remembers seeing it there, saying that almost every organ in the human body is useful, only the cecum and hymen are useless to the body, and they might even cause bad things.Everything she heard about giving birth from her mother's generation seemed to say that it was excruciatingly painful, and all of them screamed and vowed never to have another child, and men don't have to suffer.

But now her thoughts have completely changed, she is eager to give birth to a girl, if it is a boy, it is difficult to guarantee that the child will not step into the generation of excellence, who knows what he will pass on to the child?Although Aunt Jiang was very responsible for what happened to him, wasn't it himself who caused it in the first place?If it were a more honest child, a less timid child, even if the "governor was early", he would not go to peek at Aunt Jiang taking a bath and going to the bathroom, then there would be no later incidents.Since he was such a seedling, even if he hadn't met Aunt Jiang, he might have met Aunt Suan.Or worse, Jiang and Suan didn't catch up, so they fought guerrilla outside every day, caught whoever, and turned into a rapist.

If she gave birth to a girl, she wouldn't have such troubles as Zhuo Yue. The girl governor didn't know what to do, so she wouldn't have that kind of impulsiveness. How could she peek at the nanny taking a bath?Looking back on her life, she seemed to never have the idea of ​​peeking at a man taking a bath, even in private.What's so good about a man taking a shower?In the words of "Dongdongguai", a man's body is greasy, and the water for bathing is so dirty that he can fertilize an acre of land.It's not that he doesn't know what's on the man's body, so he still needs to take a peek at the risk of breaking the law?

She is also considered a person who has experienced the taste of sexual orgasm. From the perspective of physical feelings, it is indeed a kind of pleasure that cannot be replaced by other feelings. To describe that feeling, but she thinks it is neither, there is no feeling that is the same as that feeling.But she didn't think that feeling was worth risking and breaking the law. For her, sex is not as good as heart-to-heart care and love. If there is no one in this world who cares about her, cares about her, and loves her, she will definitely Feeling sad, but if it's just that no one brings her pleasure, she doesn't feel how terrible it is.

Before meeting Excellence, she had lived for more than twenty years and had never had sex, let alone an orgasm. Didn't she live a good life?As for orgasm, you can compare it to ginseng and bird's nest. If you eat it tonic, you can prolong your life, but if you haven't eaten ginseng and bird's nest in your life, wouldn't you live well?Joyo said that a woman will become addicted after tasting three orgasms. She has tasted it more than three times. How can she not be addicted? So she couldn't understand why Zhuoqiang would do that kind of thing with Aunt Jiang. In her opinion, it could only be that he was weak-willed and had a serious fluke mentality. As long as no one found out, he would indulge himself.All those who know the law and break the law are lucky: I did it so covertly, how could anyone find out?As long as no one finds out, what's the big deal?When they are discovered and caught, they will not criticize themselves, but hate the person who discovered them.

She couldn't understand how difficult it was for a man to be impulsive, would he explode if he didn't release it?Probably not, otherwise, countless people in this world would have exploded long ago.If the boys are all "knowledge" around middle school, it is still far away from the day they get married, and there are not many explosions? Zhuo Zhuo himself had gone to college, so he probably wouldn't be able to do that with Aunt Jiang at that time, but didn't he survive?Did he find some other aunt in K City?If he looks for it frequently, for a long time, won't he be discovered by the school and his classmates?Maybe he avoided coming to D City because he was discovered by people from K University?

Thinking of this, she couldn't help shivering, maybe everyone knew what kind of person Zhuo Liang was, but she didn't.Those who knew ignored him, so he had no choice but to lie to her, a person who didn't know the details, not because he fell in love with her, but because he liked her so he could lie.Look at what he said, "Your breasts are not high, and your butt is not big", and he always said "you women". Since he looks down on women so much, and he still wants to pursue her, then It must be because he has a guilty conscience and knows that he can't find anyone better.

She found that she had been calculated from the very beginning, and she didn't know whether the encounter in the corridor was planned by Zhuoyue alone, probably not, because Zhuo Liang didn't know where they would go at that time, and it was impossible to plan it in advance.But ever since he lied that the steel mill was catching Huang Hai, he had planned and planned to get her.Later, he intentionally ignored her for a long time, chased after her on the train, followed her to her house, and forced her to sacrifice her hand, mouth, and sacrifice at the end step by step. Even the child was conceived by him, He admitted it himself.

Their cohabitation was also planned by him a long time ago. He asked her to live with Yao Xiaoping, and Yao Xiaoping has a boyfriend like Yan Yan, who must have a tryst in the dormitory. Zhuo Liang can use very high-sounding reasons to get her to his house Go live, in the eyes of others, they are just like husband and wife, when he found out that he was pregnant, he immediately got the marriage certificate, and actively followed her back to "Dongdongguai" to hold the wedding, so that the people over there also know they are husband and wife. When she looked up to him before, she was very moved by all he did. She felt that it was not easy for such an outstanding person to love her like this.Now that he knew his details, he found that he did this only because she was easy to coax. Since everyone knew his details and couldn't coax her, he had no choice but to coax her.

She looked around guiltily, wanting to see if everyone else was secretly laughing at her.She felt that everyone seemed to have tacit expressions, especially that Xiaotian, who must have heard about it from Hu Liying a long time ago, and seeing her with Zhuoyou every day like a fool, must have despised her in her heart. value. The more she thought about it, the more annoying she became, and she decided not to go to the banquet today, so as not to continue to embarrass herself.At a quarter to five, she followed some sneakers out of the building, trying to slip away before Zhuo Liang arrived.She usually doesn't dare to slip away like this. Although many people leave work fifteen to twenty minutes earlier, she is a newcomer, so she doesn't dare to be presumptuous.I can't take care of it today, just slip away, so as not to be bumped into by Zhuoyue and pester her to go to the restaurant. As soon as she came out of the building, she saw Zhuo Liang had arrived, standing on his motorcycle, reading something like a newspaper in her hand.He seems to have dressed up a bit, wearing a black leather jacket, black trousers, black leather shoes, all in black, only the collar is white, and his hair seems to have been trimmed, it must have been blown, very flying a feeling of. She had only seen this black leather jacket in the closet, but she had never seen him wear it. It seemed that he hadn't seen many clothes worn by him. Maybe it was because they had hardly dated, and they lived together as soon as they came up. When she went to work, he was still sleeping. When she came back from get off work, he had already returned home from class. When she saw him, he was dressed very homely. When it was hot, he was just a pair of shorts and a vest. I'm too lazy to wear it. It's cold, so I wear a cotton sweater and cotton trousers, which have no shape. The way he dressed up today made her dizzy. Fortunately, he didn't wear sunglasses, otherwise, he would have looked like a movie star.She stopped and stood there looking at him, and found that people passing by were looking at him, like watching a movie star, reminding her of that time at the train station, he was wearing a navy blue shirt, tucked into light-colored trousers , wearing sunglasses, standing out of the crowd, it also attracted the attention of passers-by. For a moment, she almost stepped forward and let him take her in his arms.But she couldn't forget the scene she saw with her own eyes. The handsome man in front of her suddenly turned into the ugly image of stuffing that thing into her pants in a panic. She couldn't help but glanced at his place, of course. It was well hidden in the pants, but she still thought she saw the limp guy. She retreated back into the building without making a sound, hoping that he would leave if he got impatient after waiting for a long time.But as soon as she sat in the office for a while, Xiao Tian came to tell her: "Hey, it's time to get off work, why don't you leave? Xiao Zhuo is waiting for you outside—" She felt that Oda's smile was very deceitful, he must be mocking her for being in a mud puddle without knowing it, she said coldly: "He is not waiting for me—" Xiaotian looked at her curiously, then disappeared, and after a while, he ran back, panting: "He is waiting for you, I asked him—" She replied, "Oh, yes, thank you. You go first, I—I have something to—" Xiaotian disappeared again, and this time he didn't come back, but Zhuoyue came up quickly, stood outside her office, and knocked on the open door. She pretended to know just now, raised her head, and said apologetically, "I'm sorry, I can't go to dinner with you today, I still have some things to do, I'm waiting for—" He came in, sat on the chair opposite her, and said, "How long? I'll wait for you." She pretended to sort out the form, and he took a newspaper to read it.After a while, he said: "I went to several hospitals today to inquire about it, and I still think the obstetrics and gynecology department of the No. 1 Hospital in the city is the best, but I heard that they are very pretty, and there is a queue. In two days, I will go find an acquaintance -" She shied away and said, "Don't worry about these things, which hospital I will go to give birth has not yet been decided—" "The hospital must find a better one. It is good for both adults and children. Don't be angry or pushy about these things. We are not children anymore. We should start from the overall situation and think about the children—" She didn't bother to tell him more, he always had a lot of great truths, and his great truths were all for others.She thought angrily, you are so considerate of the child, why didn't you put up with your pustule for the sake of the child, and did those scandals with Aunt Jiang?Did you think about your children at that time? As if he had guessed her thoughts, he put down the newspaper, looked at her, and said sincerely: "Yan'er, I know I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry for the child, I'm a weak-willed person, and I indulged my—desires, But I'm not a nasty person, I know I'm wrong, and I'm correcting it, can't you give me a chance?" She didn't say a word, and he said: "I don't promise easily, but as long as I say it, I will definitely do it, whether it is a good thing or a bad thing, I will do it, you can wait and see." She thought, are you threatening me?I fear you?She said proudly: "You don't have to threaten me, I already knew that you are a person with a strong grudge, and you will not let me go, so I have already written the suicide note. What do you want to do, you can figure it out Go." With that, she stood up and walked out the door. He followed, hugged her, and said in her ear: "I am not threatening you, but swearing to you. I said that I will never betray you in my life, and I will never betray you in my life. You may Feel like I've betrayed you, but I—it wasn't betrayal—I mean—I used to—feel like I—that wasn't betrayal—because I wasn't—feeling—nor— —doing with her—a husband and wife thing—but since you think it’s—betrayal—then I’ll follow your—idea—so please believe me—I’ll never do—that kind of thing It's over-"