Chapter 20 Chapter Nineteen

Shi Yan was so choked by Huang Hai's words that she almost shed tears. This can be said to be the most serious thing she heard from a boy.She said angrily: "How do I know the situation of 'Pork Belly'? Can't you explain it clearly? Do you have to say it like this—sarcasm? I am concerned about you, and you think you—" The two were silent for a while, Huang Hai said in a low voice: "I'm sorry, I--too much, many things have been--pressed in my heart recently, my temper is not very good, please forgive me--" She didn't say anything, and thought to herself, you have a lot of things in your heart, so you should take it out on me?I am not your punching bag, this person is to blame.

Huang Hai tentatively said: "That Zhuo Zhuo—I told you that you might not like to hear it—but I still want to remind you that he is definitely not—a kind person, and he must be very smart. You and him Together, only you suffer—" She said angrily, "Since when have I been with him?" "Isn't he chasing you?" "Don't be too whimsical, other people are married, why are you chasing me?" Huang Hai was silent again, and after a while he said: "If he is really married, then he is even more——dangerous. I can guarantee that he is trying to get your idea——"

She snorted disdainfully, thinking, I don't know better than you whether he chased him or not?But she didn't want to say that, she kind of hoped that Huang Hai would think that Excellence was chasing her, and she also hoped that he could produce evidence to make her believe that Excellence was chasing her.She pretended to ask casually: "You said he was chasing me, what evidence do you have?" "I have been to an infectious disease hospital, and there was no mention that people from the steel mill were looking for me, because the steel mill paid a deposit when they sent me to the hospital, saying that I was their guest, and they would pay for the hospitalization expenses, calling the hospital Ask them directly for money in the future.”

Shi Yan didn't understand what this had to do with Excellence, but asked in surprise: "You still ran back to the infectious disease hospital? Why?" "I want to find out and see if Zhuoyue is lying." "What did he lie about?" "Did you forget? He said that the steel factory asked him to investigate my whereabouts, so he asked you to inform me to leave City D, which is clearly a lie—" "Why is he telling this lie?" "Of course I want to push me away so that I can chase you—" Although this statement is a bit bizarre, Shi Yan still likes to hear it very much. She asked: "He chased after him, why did he send you away?"

Huang Hai hesitated and couldn't answer, and finally said: "He must be able to see that I - I am chasing you -" Shi Yan got two suitors at once, one admitted it personally, and the other was corroborated by this one, she was very unhappy, the depression of the past few days was swept away, her self-confidence suddenly swelled up, and she joked: "Are you chasing me? I do not know how?" "Of course you don't know, you don't look at me at all—" Now Shi Yan realized the seriousness of the matter again. Once Huang Hai made such an expression, she had to make a statement. If she said no, Huang Hai would definitely run away. This can be inferred from his stubbornness just now.But she didn't want to agree to be his girlfriend right now, so she hummed and said, "I just want to be a graduate student—"

"But you can't stand being pursued by someone like Zhuoyou—" "Who said that?" She still couldn't bear to say "he didn't chase me at all", so Huang Hai could vaguely feel that Zhuoyou was chasing her. "I said it. I can't be wrong, you beware of him--" She thinks boys in love are so funny, they treat everyone as rivals in love, she has only met Zhuo Liang for a few days, and Huang Hai only saw Zhuo Liang once in the hospital, so he firmly believes that Zhuo Liang is chasing her, and definitely It is only fun to belittle others into the mud.She didn't care how much they belittled each other, the more they hated each other the more it pleased her, because their hostility showed their love for her.

Later, I chatted with Huang Hai for a while, but didn't return to the topic of excellence, and Huang Hai didn't bring up the matter of going to dinner again. He only said that he would leave City D soon and would contact her when he returned. After she made the phone call, she was in a good mood, and she bragged about it to Yao Xiaoping during the meal, which was also a way to wash away the shame that no one took her seriously during the poker game that day. Yao Xiaoping said: "Look, look, did I tell you? He has such a flaw in appearance, he has a very big temper, and he is very sensitive. If you follow him, you will suffer. You are outside When he gets angry, don't even try to get a word of comfort from him when you get home, he will only take your grievances as a contempt for him, at that time, you will definitely not be able to bear the internal and external attacks—"

Shi Yan felt that what Yao Xiaoping said made sense. Although Huang Hai only lost his temper for a short while, it allowed her to see his true face in Lushan. Don't even try to get comfort from him when you get home with his bad words, you might be dumbed down with a single sentence: "I'm like this, it's not like you don't know, who told you to marry me?" It seems that Excellence is safer. If you are with Excellence, others will not say those nasty things at all. Every day outside you hear "Your husband is so handsome" and "Your husband is so capable", even if she puts those words Taking the comments home will not arouse Zhuoyou's disgust, on the contrary, it will only promote the relationship between them.

She thought about it for a while with such a good feeling about herself, and then she remembered that Excellence came back here for his girlfriend, and she was afraid that she would "think about others" when she saw the furniture. These two things, like two big bags, bulged together In her heart, she was very uncomfortable, and he was so cold to her, which made her hate him a little bit.She thought for a while, and asked, "You said my classmate was funny or not? I just met Zhuo Liang in the hospital and insisted that Zhuo Liang was chasing me. If he was really chasing me, wouldn't I, the client, not know?"

"These things, in Huang Hai's position, not to mention meeting him in the hospital, even if he doesn't see him, he can still detect clues from your words and deeds—" Yao Xiaoping asked worriedly, " Hey, do you think my speech and behavior have changed?" Shi Yan was thinking about and talking about her own affairs when she was suddenly pulled away by Yao Xiaoping. She couldn't react for a long time, and after a while she said perfunctorily, "I don't think your words and demeanor have changed—" "It's useless to you, because you're not in that position—I feel like my husband knows a little bit—if he comes to school—then I'm in trouble—"

"What's the benefit of him coming to school? Isn't that the one who lost himself?" "You can't say that. At this moment, men have no brains. They only think about revenge, even if they put themselves in it, they don't hesitate to-" Shi Yan seemed to be able to see Yao Xiaoping's husband holding a knife and desperately looking for Yao Xiaoping, so she couldn't help shivering, and advised, "I think you'd better forget it, don't take your life with you—" "Oh, don't worry about this, my husband won't do anything to me, he will go to Yan Jing to settle the score—" Shi Yan doesn't know why Yao Xiaoping is so sure, but she believes that Yao Xiaoping can do this, that is, she can confuse the two men. I've been married, but it seems that I can't play with two boys, let alone play with them, and I can't play with them one by one.She asked: "Huang Hai said that the steel mill didn't look for him everywhere, what do you think is going on here?" Yao Xiaoping was obviously thinking about her own business, and replied casually: "If you didn't look for it, you didn't look for it, isn't that good?" "But didn't you say that Zhuo Zhuo said that people from the steel factory asked him to investigate Huang Hai's whereabouts?" Yao Xiaoping thought for a while, and said, "What's so hard to understand? The steel mill didn't go to the infectious disease hospital to investigate Huang Hai's whereabouts, but went directly to Zhuoyou to investigate—" "But if the steel mill didn't go to the infectious disease hospital to investigate, how would they know that Zhuoyou went to the hospital to see the Yellow Sea the day before?" Yao Xiaoping was also stunned, and it took a long time before she said, "Could it be from the people in the guest house?" Shi Yan thinks this possibility is also possible, anyway, she doesn't care, no matter what the motivation for excellence is, it's not a bad thing.If the steel mill did investigate with Excellence, it means that Excellence did not lie, is of good quality, and has no selfishness. He can find a way to notify Huang Hai so quickly, which is almost as good as the person in "Casablanca"; And he made up such a plot to drive Huang Hai away, which means that he wants to chase her, which is also very good.Anyway, it's all good, and she didn't bother to find out whether the steel factory had looked for Excellence. She asked curiously: "Tell me, if Zhuoyue is really—as Huang Hai said, why was he—so—indifferent when he sent me back that day?" Yao Xiaoping said, "Who knows? Maybe it's playing hard to get." The two laughed, and Shi Yan asked, "How are you and Yan Jing?" "What else? Same old, but he said he'd take me to his house this weekend—" "Huh? So fast? You just went to see your in-laws?" "Where is the meeting with the in-laws? It's the fellow villagers. My uncle was kind to his father. When his father was in the countryside for labor reform, my uncle helped him a lot. Once his father was kicked by a cow and almost died. It was my uncle who desperately sent him to the county hospital to save his life—" "His father is now a professor, and he still remembers your uncle, it's not easy—" "Well, his father is quite grateful, maybe he can help me with my stay in school without being his daughter-in-law—" "Then you're not going to be serious—all right?" Yao Xiaoping said in embarrassment: "Actually, I also like rigorous ones. An unmarried man who is younger than me can still be fascinated by me. It would be a bit hypocritical to say that I don't like it." Yes. But—after all, his feelings are based on my lies, and when he finds out, he might—hate me to death—. What happened to your graduation assignment? " "I haven't even thought about assignments—" "If the school doesn't let you take the postgraduate entrance examination, why don't you consider the assignment?" "I don't know what to think about—" "I don't know if Zhuoyo's mother can play a role. She is from the Municipal Education Commission, so she may not be able to play a role in the matter of staying in school, because our teacher's college is managed by the province, but if you want to find someone in D City Middle school teaching, I guess it’s okay—” When Shi Yan heard that he was teaching a middle school in D City, his head grew big. He studied hard for so many years just to teach a middle school in D City?But now even this seems to have to ask Joyoung's mother to help, otherwise, she might be assigned back to "Dongdongguai".Now she is a little envious of Yao Xiaoping having such a visionary uncle. If she also has such an uncle, wouldn't she be able to stay in school?Although the teacher's college is not good, it is still much better than the middle school in D city.I heard from Yao Xiaoping that when teaching in a middle school, you have to sit in class, and you have to supervise the students. Maybe you have to be the class teacher, so it was posted 24 hours a day. She also had to worry about graduation assignments. She asked her parents to help her find out whether the middle school at "Dongdongguai" allows teachers to take postgraduate exams. If it is allowed, then she will go to " Dongdongguai", and then go out from there to take the postgraduate entrance examination.But the results of her parents' inquiry made her very chilling. Not only the middle school in "Dongdongguai" did not allow teachers to take the postgraduate entrance examination, but the entire "Dongdong" school did not allow it, because it was rare for people to be assigned to that place, so it was not allowed to be assigned. will be let out.The more people are not allowed to come out, the less people will go in; the more people are not allowed to go in, the more people are not allowed to come out.The whole vicious circle. Now she has to find a way in City D, but she is embarrassed to ask Zhuoyue for help, because Zhuoyue has never heard from her since the time he sent her off on a motorcycle. What kind of situation made her wish to arrest Huang Hai and question him, to see if there was something wrong with his intuition. After Huang Hai returned, he sent a letter, thanking Shi Yan for his help.It can be seen that Huang Hai tried his best to return to the old style of writing letters, but after all this, he seemed unable to go back.She also seems unable to go back. Every time she writes a letter, she doesn't know what to write, but every time she reads the letter, she hopes that Huang Hai will express something. Once Huang Hai really expresses something, she will be scared again. To see is to imply that now is not the time. Fortunately, Huang Hai has always insisted on writing letters, and Shi Yan has also insisted on replying letters. She is ashamed to write longer than him, and even more embarrassed to write more frequently than him. She must wait for him to write a letter before replying to him. And I have to postpone it for a few days, and then I am sorry for being too busy these days. Later, Huang Hai wrote to her and told her that he decided to stay in school, because his school did not allow fresh undergraduates to take the postgraduate entrance examination. It has been a long time since he encouraged her to take the postgraduate entrance examination, because she had already told him that the school does not allow fresh graduates to take the postgraduate entrance examination.But this time he said in the letter: "I hope you will be admitted to University A as soon as possible to study as a graduate student."