Chapter 36 Section 36

The other time I met Jason was also in the science library.That morning, it was almost time for Chutian to post, so she was free, so she rushed to the science library to grab the computer with Chinese software, and before she got to the computer, she saw Jason , sitting at a table against the wall, using his own LAPTOP.She knows that the library has a WIRELESS network, and students can bring their own computers to surf the Internet there.But her computer is relatively heavy, and there seems to be some problem with her wireless network card, which is very annoying, so she usually doesn't bother to take it with her.

She walked over to say hello to him: "MORNING!" He seemed to be concentrating on something. He was taken aback when he heard her greeting, but he immediately calmed down and asked him with a smile: "Why, are you going to grab the computer again?" After speaking, he looked in the direction of the computer. After a while, say, "Someone has already landed first, don't chase them away, wait a minute, I will give you my computer. I can go outside to smoke a cigarette." She nodded happily and stood by and waited.He quickly backed out, gave her the seat, and said, "You can enter with the GUEST account, without a password."

She can't wait to LOGIN, find IE, and come. It has reached the climax of the first half. Chu Tian is writing a love story. Although he himself said that he is "love blind" and "love blind" and yells for someone to write this paragraph, but when he really writes it, But the writing is very touching, and one netizen commented that it is "flat in tone, but extremely lingering".This is the characteristic of Chutian's storytelling. He seems to be telling the story lightly, but the characters are ready to come out one by one, and they are vivid on the paper.

The love story takes place between Liu Qing and a handsome guy named Xin Ming who lives next door to her.Although the author didn't describe this handsome guy's appearance positively, through Liu Qing's gaze, CAROL saw a tall and handsome handsome guy who could play mournful music on the violin. .Handsome, kind-hearted, and dedicated, this is basically the image of Prince Charming in CAROL’s ideal, so she is very fond of this story, and often reads it several times in a row, and sometimes goes back and reads it before. of. Reading Xin Ming, what appeared in front of her was Lu Wei, clean-shaven, with a blue chin, personable and understanding.Chu Tian said that this love story is basically true. As early as ten years ago, one of Liu Qing's students wrote this story and published it in a domestic magazine.Xin Ming is older than Liu Qing. Based on that calculation, when the story happened, Xin Ming was in his thirties. By now, Xin Ming should be almost fifty years old, which is very similar to Lu Wei's age.She thought that Jingqiu might be the prototype of Liu Qing, and Lu Wei was the prototype of Xin Ming, but she didn't think Jason was the prototype of Zheng Ping.

CAROL knew it was funny to speculate like this, but people who read the story were too absorbed in it, and it was inevitable that they would grab some people around them to take their seats, or jump into the seats by themselves. She likes to read two types of stories, one is about people and things she has never seen, heard, or experienced. She likes the novelty and can increase her knowledge and insight.The other type is stories similar to her own experiences, likes and dislikes, and opinions. She will have a sense of identity and feel very close. It turns out that there are many people in the world who have the same feelings and moods as me.

Novelty and identity are the two main motivations for her to read novels. She saw it because she had a sense of identity, and many of Liu Qing's thoughts and experiences were hers.Longing for lingering love, liking handsome, gentle and affectionate boys, this is what she and Liu Qing have in common.So she can feel Liu Qing's emotions.It just so happens that Liu Qing's love for Xin Ming is very similar to her love for Jason, the difference is that Liu Qing is married, while Xin Ming is not.The unattainable pain seemed to be written down bit by bit after Chu Tian asked her about her mood.

In today's episode, it is written that Xin Ming is about to move away from Liu Qing's neighbor. Before leaving, he gave Liu Qing a pen and a tape as a return gift for Liu Qing's gift of a quilt cover and a pillow towel.On the tape are his own compositions and performances.After he left, Liu Qing saw the word "Suiyuan" engraved on the pen.She listened and felt that Xin Ming was telling her tactfully that there was no fate between the two of them, so she told her to let it go and not force it.Liu Qing was very sad, but she didn't blame Xin Ming, she knew that it was because of her married status that he couldn't love her.

The next paragraph of text is very beautiful, CAROL reads, tears welling up: "As she listened to 'The Daughter of the Sea', she felt that she was flying up gently, out of her window, across the moonlit campus, to his home, and gently landed on his window sill, separated by Glass, looking at his sleeping face. She could see him lying quietly on the bed, sleeping peacefully, with one arm outstretched, as if waiting for his beloved woman to come and lie in his arms. She knew that she It is impossible to be the woman in his arms, just content to quietly wait at his window like this, without words, movements, or even tears, just quietly and tirelessly watching him sleep soundly, all the time. When the bright moonlight recedes slowly, the first light of dawn comes quietly..."

She thought that she had many nights, just like Liu Qing, flying to Jason on the wings of fantasy, standing by his window sill, watching him sleep soundly, this scene really seemed to be written by Chu Tian for her. the same.She couldn't hold back her tears, and hastily pulled out the plug, holding the computer and ran to the row of single-room reading rooms. These are some small rooms of about four square meters, for students who need quietness to read in them. There is a table and a chair, just enough for one person to use. CAROL entered one of them, closed the door, and watched the episode again, deeply feeling Liu Qing's mood at that time.The one I loved moved away, and love became a bubble.What kind of pain is that!

She felt that Chu Tian must be somewhere, quietly observing her, and could describe all this clearly and delicately.Maybe he is an angel flying in the sky?Seeing her suffer so much for love, I specially wrote it to let her understand that there are people in this world who can understand her feelings? She knew that the most likely explanation was that Chu Tian was writing about a certain girl he knew, just like her, who was so foolishly in love with an unattainable man, like a "daughter of the sea", pregnant with a With an unspeakable love in her voice, silently, secretly loving the person who was destined to marry someone else, who was destined to make her turn into bubbles and never be resurrected.In fact, throughout the ages, at home and abroad, how many infatuated girls should have experienced the same pain!

She watched and shed tears, not noticing that Jason had found him, standing by the door, watching her through the glass window on the door.After a while, he knocked on the door, opened a crack, and handed her some TISSUE. She let him in very embarrassedly, and he asked with concern: "What's the matter?" She wiped her snot and tears with the TISSUE he gave her, smiled self-deprecatingly and said, "It's nothing, I'm too absorbed in reading novels." "Crying while reading, worrying about the ancients? What kind of novel makes you so sad?" She pointed to the computer screen and said, "But don't really think that there is no story. It actually has a lot of stories, especially this love story. Many netizens have fallen in love with the hero Xin Ming. In fact, they fell in love with him. The author is in the sky, everyone says that the person who can write Xin Ming is more Xin Ming than Xin Ming." He looked at her with pity, and said worriedly: "Haven't you ever heard of, 'Stories, are they fake or not true'? You are so sad when you read other people's stories, so what if it's your own story?" "It's because I contacted myself that I'm so sad." She glanced at him, thinking that he must not know who she was talking about, so she complained, "It's a pity that the hero may not know the heroine at all." For this love, you guys are all stupid guys, and other girls cry for you, you don't know at all." "WOW, the person who swept away the whole boat with one shot. It's all because of this Xin Ming, who made all the boys suffer. Say, what do you want to do with him, I'll help you deal with him." She laughed through tears and said angrily, "You just said 'stories are fake or not true', Xin Ming is just a character in a story, how do you deal with him? You pull him out of the story and beat him up ?” She thought that he might not have read this novel at all, otherwise he would not have thought of “disposing” of such a good person as Xin Ming, and she asked, “Have you read this novel?” "I'm long past the age of reading romance novels." She laughed and said, "You boys may never be old enough to read romance novels, you only read martial arts novels. You only care about things that are far away in the sky and in ancient times, and you can't see what is close at hand." "The things far away in the sky have nothing to do with us directly. It doesn't hurt to care about it and join in the fun. If you can't do anything about the things in front of you, you have to turn a blind eye. You don't have class today?" She looked at her watch and said, "It's over, I'm going to be late for class. Thank you for your computer, I'm going to class. Sorry for making you look for me everywhere." When she was in class that day, she was still thinking about the novel.The first half is almost finished, and Chu Tian said that after finishing the first half, he has to "cut firewood for two months", and then write the second half.When she heard the news, she was very sad, just like when she heard that Jason would not teach next semester, she was in constant anxiety, wondering how she could live without it.Later she sent "Whispering" to Chu Tian and asked him if he would still check "Whispering" in the past two months. Side language", knowing where he is, will not be like a kite with a broken string, which has to float away for two months, and I don't know if it will really float back. She remembered that she had seen on the Internet that Chutian was not married and was born in the 1970s, so he was at most 35 years old, younger than Jason.She felt that a person like Chu Tian should be more delicate than Jason, because he understands women's psychology so well, he should be able to see a girl's mind without being awakened by others, and he belongs to the category of sympathy. Jason is relatively poor in this aspect. His tenderness and concern for people are only limited to the surface, only limited to the needs of real life, not emotional and spiritual needs.When he needed help, he would help, but when he helped, he didn't feel that others were attached to him. Maybe he didn't notice that the people he helped were flesh and blood, emotional and gendered. She thinks that she should focus on Chutian, because he is not like Jason, he is a married man, at least he will not feel guilty if he loves Chutian, and he cares more about people's hearts and spirits than Jason, so he should be able to do SOULMATE .I just don’t know if he is handsome or not. He himself said on the Internet that he has a “wretched appearance”. A netizen asked him for photos online. ING hard”, almost made her faint with laughter. But she didn't believe that he was really "obscene" in appearance, and they all said that his writing was like a person, and a person who could write such beautiful and moving words could not have a wretched appearance.It would be great if Chu Tian was as handsome as Jason.She turned around and thought, forget it, let's not be so handsome, Chu Tian's literary talent and wisdom, plus Jason's appearance and gentleness, will I still be alive?