Chapter 34 Section 34

That was a story between her and Feng.Ever since she saw Feng had a girlfriend in the summer vacation after the college entrance examination, she thought the story of the two of them was completely over.She studied at B University for several years as an undergraduate. Although she went home every winter and summer vacation and visited some classmates, she never seemed to encounter Feng. Unexpectedly, when she was a graduate student, one summer, she was working as a summer job in a company in City B, but she met Feng.It was at the birthday dinner of a small boss of the company, and she was also invited. It was the first time in her life that she went to a very luxurious hotel. The small boss invited a dozen people and ordered a private room, and Carol was seated there Beside the little boss.During the dinner, she went to the bathroom and was about to go back to the private room, but she heard someone calling her: "Li Jingcheng, Jingcheng!"

She turned her head and saw a tall, thin boy, very fashionable, holding a mobile phone, who seemed to be talking to someone. She recognized him as Feng, and couldn't help but exclaimed in surprise: "It's you? Why are you here?" That night, the two of them both escaped from their dinner party, and he drove her to a lake that she couldn't name.They were sitting under a willow tree by the lake, so close that she could smell his smoke, some kind of perfume, maybe wine.She was a little drunk, and asked in a low voice, "Where is Jing?" "Which is quiet?" Feng seemed to be someone who was absent-mindedly watching the series and had already seen the fiftieth episode, and was suddenly asked about the plot of the first episode, and didn't know what she was talking about.

"It's your girlfriend Jing, the summer vacation of the year of the college entrance examination—" "Oh, when did that happen? You girls have such a good memory." "Why did you break up with her?" Feng Ming thought for a long time, and said, "I really don't remember. Who remembers what happened so long ago? There must be some reason, but I don't remember what it is." She felt that Feng had changed a lot, but she didn't know whether this change was a good thing or a bad thing.The two chatted for a while, and she knew that Feng started to start a company before graduating from University, because of that "broken school", it didn't matter whether she attended or not.His father still has some connections in the provinces and cities, so the company is doing well.Recently, I was doing business in City B. I stayed for about a month, and I will go back tomorrow.Today, I went out to eat with a few people who have business dealings, and I happened to meet her.

"Seeing you reminds me of my young first love," Feng said with a little nostalgia, "It was so pure at that time! I like you, but I dare not say it. Seeing you is like seeing a queen. squint." "And now?" she asked curiously. "Now? I still like you very much, but I not only treat you as a queen, but also treat you as a woman. The queen is also a woman, right. You have matured a lot." He glanced at her, and she felt that his eyes were difficult to define , It seems to be staring at her chest, and it seems to be staring at other places, a bit provocative, but also like a businessman looking at the value of goods.

Before she could figure it out, he had already hugged her.She didn't try to break free, she felt as if she had always liked him, and he also said just now that he had always liked her.It seems a bit like a childhood sweetheart, at least the two of them had a common "at that time", a little more intimacy than those who met occasionally later. After hugging her for a while, he aggressively put a hand into her clothes and gently kneaded her breasts.She felt that this seemed too presumptuous. It was the first time, and it was already too fast for him to hug her, and she still does it now.She struggled to pull his hand out of the clothes, but he refused, one hand hugged her tightly, and the other hand lay in her clothes to rub her and touch her, and finally concentrated all his strength on the nipples up.

He smiled and said, "You girls like this the most, don't you? Although you said no, you really want it in your heart, right? You should feel very comfortable if I touch it like this?" She was stunned by his tone, how did he become like this?It's completely a hooligan tone who molested women from good families.She struggled for a while, but still couldn't break free from him, but under his embrace and touch, she really felt a little soft, so she let him go. After he touched for a while, he had to reach out to the bottom of her skirt, and she grabbed his hand with both hands to prevent him from succeeding.The two were at a stalemate like wrestling wrists.

While wrestling with her, he still smiled and said: "When I was in high school, I read a novel that was once considered extremely pornographic. It’s already a printed version. It’s also by a lake. The girl in the story was flooded with spring water by her boyfriend and got wet. One of the things I wanted to do most in high school was to touch you like that, and keep touching you Until the proud and reserved you begged me to have sex with you. I imagined it many times in my heart, and every time I thought of myself as lustful and handjob ended. You didn’t expect me at that time to be so dirty Thinking about it? In fact, high school boys generally have a history of nocturnal emission and masturbation, but you girls don’t know it.”

"You drank too much today," she snapped. "I didn't expect you to be like this!" "Don't be like this," he continued his unfinished business, said without shame, "I want to serve you, and I want to realize my boyhood dream. I have always liked you and treated you like a queen , now you are both my queen and a woman, I serve the queen in the same way as a woman, the queen still refuses to honor me?" She tried her best to push him away: "If you really like me, then please respect me. If I say no, I don't want it. Don't make any more plans. "

He let go of his hand resentfully, and asked as if puzzled: "What's my plan? I really just want to make you feel good. Do you think I have any plans? I don't have any plans. If you don't believe me, you can check it out. "He took her hand firmly and placed it on his part. She was surprised to find that he didn't lie, that place was indeed soft, like water waves, calm. "You—?" She widened her eyes, not knowing what to say. "It's nothing, there's nothing abnormal about me, it's not GAY, and it's not that you're unattractive, it's just that I play too much, and I won't react without super stimulation." He seemed a little dejected and said, "In business , I don’t have any restraints, I can do anything. But don’t worry, I haven’t contracted a disease, I still pay attention to this aspect. It’s just that I watch too many porn movies, and I have been with too many women. They have trained so well that a little stimulation can no longer motivate me. This is one of the great sorrows of life."

Like listening to the Arabian Nights, she was so surprised that she couldn't close her mouth. "I really like a pure and innocent girl like you, really," he said with some sincerity, "When I saw you, I thought that I was once a pure boy. After a few more years of playing, I will completely lose interest in women, and then I will die." "You can't go on like this, you should—" She tried to persuade him, but she didn't know what he should do. "It would have been nice if I had been admitted to University B at that time," he said with some hope, "then I would be in the same school as you, and I would study hard, and now I may be studying for a graduate student like you .In that case, I would be a very good person, chasing you, being your boyfriend, loving you all my life, and being the only woman in my life. It’s a pity that my grades collapsed at that time—”

She remembered the reason for his poor grades, and said sorry: "I was too extreme at the time. I heard from the class teacher that I was afraid that I would follow my father's old path and play with the feelings of several boys at the same time, so I cut it across the board." "No, I still don't have the perseverance and courage. Everyone may fall in love, but not everyone gives up on themselves." Seeing his regret and self-blame, she couldn't help feeling a pang of love, stretched out her hand, and hugged him: "Maybe it's not too late? Maybe—" He buried his head in her arms like a child, and said after a long time: "It's too late now, no matter how hard I try, I can't catch up with you. We have taken two completely different paths, and I can't leave my present. Live your life. And I don't want you to leave your life to live mine—" She didn't know what to say to him, but she hated "that man" in her heart, and felt that it was because of him that Feng was ruined, and also the touching love that they might have had. He looked at her and said: "The moment I saw you in the hotel just now, I found that I had the kind of impulse that I had only had a long time ago, the kind of impulse that can be aroused only by sight and thought, this is the kind of impulse that I have had before." It’s been a long, long time. Maybe every man is the same. At the beginning, the impulse can be aroused by sight, hearing and thoughts alone, then it has to be done by touch, and then it has to be strongly stimulated, or— — Viagra, the disadvantage of promiscuity is that you get old before you get old, and your heart fails before you get old. If your heart fails, you will lose interest." He took her hand and put it on his part, and she felt a kind of not too hard erection. "Look, it still responds to you, and its heart hasn't completely faded..." For some reason, she didn't take her hand away, but kept it there, and he kept looking at her, and she felt it getting harder and harder.She couldn't help wondering, is he using this speech to seduce me? "Come into my car," he said, taking her by the hand and walking to where he parked.