Chapter 32 Section 32

One episode a day makes her look forward to and look forward to it every day.Chu Tian posted very punctually, all in the morning, weekends were no exception, so her hopes and expectations would not be disappointed.Sometimes she felt that Chu Tian was like a very considerate lover, knowing that someone would be waiting for him, and remembering to show up on time. There are not many characters in the stories written by Chu Tian, ​​and the plots are not complicated, but the psychological description is very delicate, which belongs to the category of mental journey.He wrote some seemingly ordinary events and details, but touched many philosophies of life, which made her chew and remember deeply.Some life philosophies are expressed in a gag way, but while smiling, she has a deeper understanding of life.

It is a story about Liu Qing, a woman who came to the United States as a visiting scholar. So far in the episode, Liu Qing is still on the plane flying to the United States, recalling her life over the past ten years.More than ten years ago, she was still very young, just graduated from university, looking forward to a beautiful and romantic life, but her husband Zheng Ping was a careless person who did not pay attention to his wife's feelings, equated marriage and love with sex and life, and rarely spent time Stay with the new wife, but always play mahjong outside.Liu Qing, who was thrown at home, was very disappointed in love and marriage, and felt that the days after marriage were more lonely than before.

The description of Liu Qing and Zheng Ping's sexual life in the early days of their marriage in the story also makes people laugh.Zheng Ping doesn't know how to flirt romantically, and always goes straight to the point. As a result, Liu Qing is unprepared and extremely dry.In the end, the two found a book and practiced it according to the scriptures, but this kind of learning method naturally failed to work. After this post came out, some people responded that they did not believe such a stupid person, but Jie Xin believed it. She said to CAROL: "Looking at this paragraph, I really doubt that Chu Tian is my husband who stays in China. , because of these details, except that our family does not have that book, other experiences are exactly the same as my own, but it must not be written by my husband. people."

"Chu Tian didn't write about his own experience, did he?" Carol said, "You can see that he described Liu Qing's psychology in such a delicate and realistic way that a person who doesn't know how to be compassionate and sympathetic can't describe women's psychology so vividly. I Sometimes I think Chutian is a woman." Jiexin said: "But the men he wrote are also very vivid. The Zheng Ping he wrote is from our 60s. Your generation is luckier. Now in the 21st century, sex books and sex studies are everywhere, and men have also learned a lot from it." Little, I know how to please women, even a selfish man will try every means to make a woman emotional and satisfy a woman, because not being able to satisfy a woman has become a synonym for a man's uselessness."

After hearing this, CAROL didn't gnaw. She also felt that Chutian's writing was very real, but she disagreed with Jiexin's words.Even in the 21st century, there are still some men in the world who are very ignorant and selfish in terms of sex, maybe this has nothing to do with being born in that era.The first man in her life was born in the 1970s, but compared to Zheng Ping, it seems to be even worse. If only men who have sexual relations are called "men in life", then the first man in CAROL's life is her English teacher named Dong Hao.Teacher Dong is not ugly, but he is not handsome either.What is fascinating about him is his voice.When his voice came from the earphones, there was an unexpected magnetic force, which fascinated more than half of the girls in the class, and they loved to pester him to ask questions, just to listen to his voice more through the earphones.

CAROL's hearing is good, and she soon caught Teacher Dong's attention.Once, after listening to a short article, Teacher Dong started to ask questions.When asked about CAROL, she couldn't answer because she didn't pay attention to it just now, so she said "SORRY".Unexpectedly, the answer happened to be "SORRY", so Teacher Dong said very appreciatively, "VERYGOOD!" as usual.Some students in the class started laughing, and Mr. Dong didn't understand what everyone was laughing for after a long time. After class, Teacher Dong specially asked CAROL to stay and asked her why everyone was laughing just now. CAROL told him the truth, he also smiled happily and said, "The main reason is that I have a good impression of you." The two looked at each other, and it seemed that there was a lot of affection.

Teacher Dong began to invite CAROL to go to the English corner in the park on weekends to practice listening and speaking. Carol did not refuse, and even felt a sense of pride, because she knew that there were many girls in the class who were looking forward to Teacher Dong to invite them to the English corner.As a teacher, standing on the podium, knowing something that the students don't know, and holding the power to rate the students, it is easy to become the object of the students' admiration. After coming and going, the two of them came and went more and more frequently, and somehow, they formed a relationship of holding hands and hugging. CAROL doesn't know whether she loves Teacher Dong or not. She thinks she loves her, and she is happy when she is with him.But she didn't feel pain when she wasn't with him.At that time, she didn't know that the person who really loved each other would suffer when they were separated and couldn't see each other, so she thought she loved him.

Teacher Dong began to invite her to play in his dormitory. She didn't expect to have sex with him soon. Although she is not an old feudalist, she must keep her virginity until the wedding day, but she is not willing to casually Then she lost her virginity, and the most important thing was that she hadn't felt the urge yet.As a result, Teacher Dong also has the problem of Zheng Ping in him, that is, if he is impulsive for a few times and fails to fulfill his wish, his words will hurt, so every time CAROL leaves, Teacher Dong is so painful that he can't stand up to see her off. She saw him in such pain, and he said it was all for her, she couldn't help feeling a kind of pride and pride.You see, I just sit here like this, or touch him, and I can make his thing stand up and salute, and stand and stand until he hurts.Seeing him in so much pain, she was also moved with compassion, coupled with a little curiosity, and finally one day, she agreed to his request and did not go back to the dormitory at night.

He hurriedly pulled her to the bed and took off her clothes in a hurry. He was in such a hurry, which made her extremely calm, as if all the panic that belonged to her had been requisitioned by him. He panicked two people alone. She was so flustered that she had no choice but to calm down the two of them alone.In the panic, he climbed onto her body and rushed his little brother who had already swollen blood towards her. Then she heard him asking in a panic, "Have you gone in? Have you gone in?" She was a little dumbfounded, isn't this too funny?You don't know if you went in or not?Do you still need to ask me?But thinking about it the other way around, it's okay, this shows that he is a first-time brother, has never been on the battlefield, and has never seen a big battle.She was about to tell him "no" when she felt a hot spray between her legs and she knew he was done.

She had long heard that some men would die before their ambitions were fulfilled for the first time, so she didn't mean to blame him. This just showed that he was very excited, which was better than being insensitive.And she wasn't emotional at all, she didn't have any desire, she just wanted to save him because she saw him in pain.So it doesn't make any difference to her whether he fights a quick battle or fights a protracted war.She saw that he took something like a bath towel, wiped his place, wiped it, shook it, it seemed that there was still unfinished aftermath, and he didn't want to let it go in vain.

He didn't seem to care about her at all, so she could only lazily get up and go to the bathroom to wash herself.She found a slippery mass between her legs, and she couldn't help but feel a little sick.She grabbed a towel, soaked it in water, and wanted to wipe it off, but she felt that the towel was also greasy. She was so disgusted that she quickly hung up the towel, tore off a lot of toilet paper, scrubbed vigorously, and finally washed off the towel. A greasy feeling. She got dressed and wanted to go back, but he didn't let her go, saying don't go, I can come back later.She was hugged tightly by him, and found that it was too late, so she stayed.In the middle of the night, his snoring disturbed her from sleeping well, so she pushed him and wanted him to sleep on his side. I heard that sleeping on his side would make the snoring sound quieter. He woke up, immediately came to God again, put his arms around her and asked for ONE MORE TIME.This time he didn't hit the trigger, but it took a lot of effort to get the position right. When he twitched proudly, CAROL was in a cold sweat with pain.She thought of the first nights of girls described in some novels, all of which were "pleasure with pain". She persisted, hoping that the pain would bring pleasure immediately, but it seemed that the pain was getting worse, but the pleasure was far away.Finally, she couldn't bear it any longer, and called him repeatedly, "Stop it, stop it, I can't stand the pain anymore." But he had reached the point where he couldn't stop, no matter what, he rushed, vented, softened, and got down on the ground up. In tears, she pushed him off her body and ran to the bathroom to wash herself in cold water.The cold water seemed to have an analgesic effect, and she washed for a long time until the pain in the spot was no longer excruciating.When she washed it, she didn't see blood, and when she went back to bed, she didn't see blood either.She thought, maybe I broke my hymen when I was exercising or cycling. If he wants to doubt anything about it, he should say goodbye to him. He didn't ask her about it because he was asleep. She lay beside him, listening to his snoring one after another, and felt that the person sleeping next to her was completely different from the person she usually saw in class.It seems that a standing him and a lying him are definitely not just the difference between the Arabic numeral "1" and the Chinese character "one", they are almost worlds apart.She doesn't regret doing this with him. If you don't do it, how do you know what kind of person he is? The next morning, she got up early, tidied herself up, and left his house quietly.She decided not to talk to him anymore, for no reason, she just felt that love should not be like this, and sex should not be like this.What's the point?Pain or pain, plus a little bit of funny and disgusting.