Chapter 15 Section 15

When CAROL boarded flight 7674, she no longer felt that she was flying to a strange, dark and dangerous city of crimes. On the contrary, she felt that she was flying to a brightly lit terminal hall, where she was claiming luggage on flight 7674. Somewhere, standing there was Jason, smiling at her. City B has suddenly become a safe and warm place, because there is a person waiting for her, and his car will drive her to City C, where there is a residence she has already contacted, with furniture, and she can lay it out as soon as she arrives. Bed, sleep peacefully. Her heart suddenly changed from dark clouds to bright clouds.All this is because of this JASON.Not only has he been waiting for her at the airport since five o'clock in the morning, but he also found out her flight, and he also tried to notify her so that she would not be in a hurry.Is this more than tenderness?It is simply considerate.As long as you think about the two Chinese characters "considerate", you will find that considerate is a kind of tenderness that is more intimate than tenderness.

If Jason didn't see the photos she posted on the BBS, or if he saw them but was not moved by her at all, and did all these out of general helpfulness, then she really wanted to write her name backwards.Is there still a living Lei Feng who has no selfishness?What's more, overseas where girls are in short supply?What's more, he is an unmarried boy? Her mood is very contradictory. On the one hand, she hopes that Jason is so enthusiastic and proactive because he has a good impression of her, which makes her feel a sense of pride and pride. For a few hours, it shows that she is very attractive.But she was also a little afraid that he would have this idea. If he had this idea, but she wanted to reject him, it seemed that she had a little conscience.As the saying goes, "Eat someone's soft mouth, take other people's soft hands", she got help from others - soft heart.

She couldn't help asking herself, if he had such an idea, would I reject him? It can be said that his concern really touched her a bit. She had never met a boy who cared so much for her. Maybe it was because the boys she came into contact with were not too old to care for girls.On many occasions, she was asked to tell them what she wanted.But when she told them, she felt bored again.What's the point of having her teach them what to do if they don't know what she's hoping for?Love is heart-to-heart bond, love is heart-to-heart sympathy, even if you can't guess what the other person is thinking, how can you talk about love?

This Jason gave her the feeling that he was very mature, and he was very down-to-earth in speaking and doing things, which made people feel at ease.He tried to find a way to inform her about this, which moved her especially, because a live Lei Feng might honestly wait at the airport and not leave, but only a person who understands the mind of a girl like her would think of letting her go as soon as possible. She knew that someone was waiting for her at the airport, lest she be cranky and frightened.Don't talk about a boy, even she, a girl who was still worried about being raped just now, can't understand why she is so worried and afraid now.

But Jason thought of it and understood, his heart is really careful.Perhaps it is a very happy thing for a girl to have such a mature, down-to-earth and delicate person to take care of her all her life. She knew that the feeling she felt now should be a kind of feeling called "situational love". The phrase "situational love" was what she saw on the English version of the website, because it resonated with her and left a deep impression on her. That article said that there is a feeling called "situational love", which is SITUATIONALLOVE in English.This kind of love is not love in the absolute sense, but love in the relative sense.This kind of love is produced in a certain situation, and it will not be produced in any other situation.But the situation can become a thing of the past, so situational love will disappear with the disappearance of this situation.

When a person is lonely, any care and care can be magnified into love, and you will feel attached to the person who cares and takes care of you, and you will feel that you are in love with the person who cares and takes care of you.But once you let go of your loneliness, you'll be amazed how you could fall in love with someone like that. When a person lives in a small environment, he often produces an object of love through comparison.Maybe there are only five opposite sexes in total, and when you first see them, you don't think any of them are cute.But in that narrow environment, all you come into contact with are the five opposite sexes, so you compare unconsciously, and finally compare the cutest candidate.You'll love this guy because he's the best of the bunch.But when you enter a larger world, the "excellent" candidates produced by comparison are no longer excellent.

That article said that the love that does not disappear with the situation is the love that transcends time and space. Two people who love each other like that will not change or stop loving each other because of the barrier of time and space, because that It is the mutual attraction of two souls, the recognition and appreciation of each other's most essential things. Maybe a person will never meet love across time and space in her/his lifetime, but a person can have situational love many times.Many people get into trouble because situational love makes them form a fixed long-term relationship, and when the situation changes, their hearts begin to alienate, but the relationship restricted by society cannot be dissolved immediately.

She recalled her emotional journey, it seems that every time, or every situation, she has loved someone, maybe those feelings can not be called love, at best, it is the daytime that a girl who loves fantasy often does. Dream. She didn't know when other girls had their first love affair, so maybe she had to define it with her first love to answer this question.If love for the first time means thinking of love, being interested in a boy, and wanting to be with him, then she should have had love for the first time in elementary school. At that time, she often thought about love, but at that time she didn't know what falling in love was, but she was secretly interested in someone in her heart.Since she was very young, she loved to lie in bed alone and daydream, imagining a romantic relationship between herself and a certain boy. Of course, her knowledge was limited at that time. The so-called romantic relationship means wearing a white wedding dress and holding a wedding. It is very beautiful and romantic. kind of.She thinks that love is a wedding, and she will hold a wedding with whoever she loves.What to do after the wedding is none of her business, not among the details of her daydreams.

Most of the objects of her wedding are the classmates in her class, and her eyes never go beyond her class.Sometimes she has a crush on several boys, and then she invites them one by one to her daydream, holds a wedding with them one by one, keeps whichever one feels best, and gradually forgets the others up.But she never said a word to the boy in real life, she just watched them carefully so that they could use their every move in her daydreams.Oddly enough, the Prince Charming of her daydreams doesn't bother her either.She didn't know if he was daydreaming or not, and she didn't know if the bride in his daydream was her.

But sooner or later, these prince charmings will come to her and tell her that I liked you since I was in elementary school or middle school.And the time they talked about was almost all the time when she held a wedding with them in her daydream, that is to say, both of them actually liked each other at that time.She often has a very strange idea, why didn't these people come to confess to me in the first place?What would have happened if they had confessed in the first place?The time they chose to express their love was the time when she entered another situation and held a wedding with another boy in her daydream.She had no choice but to say sorry to her former daydream lover.For her, it was a feeling that time has changed and the past is no longer. For those boys, it was the pain of their emotional frustration.

One summer vacation, she went to play at her uncle's house in the country.There she met her cousin, who was less than a year younger than her.Staying in the country with few friends, naturally, the cousin became the hero of her daydreams.She thinks he looks very delicate and gentle, treats her very well, and always takes her around to play.The summer vacation is almost over, and she has to go back to the provincial capital. She is reluctant to part with her cousin, and eagerly invites him to her house for a few days.But as soon as I got back to my home, I had many playmates, especially when I got back to my familiar hometown, my cousin suddenly looked so stupid, his accent was ugly, and his words were annoying. Anyway, I regretted bringing my cousin with me. In the city, she hardly wanted to talk to him.The cousin played for two days, and then went back in dismay. She didn't know if being moved by Jason this time was because of SITUATION ALLOVE, she just thought it was a move with a "but". Jason is a very nice person, but his appearance can only be said to be not ugly, but not ugly is far from being handsome, and the commotion caused in a girl's heart is also very different.For a boy with an average appearance, when she imagined her future together with him, most of them would sit at the table facing each other and eat; but for a handsome guy, when she imagined their future together, he would open his arms arms, and she flung herself into his arms.For the former, it is a kind of emotion that raises eyebrows; for the latter, it is a passion like moths flying to a flame. Is it impossible to have the best of both worlds in this world?Can't there be a boy who is handsome and kind?It would be great if this Jason could be five or six centimeters taller, with thick black hair, and handsome.pity! She thought, maybe this is the arrangement of fate?Let her take a completely different path from her mother?My mother judges people by their appearance, and ended up being abandoned. I still learned my lesson, and from now on, I will judge people by their heart regardless of their appearance. But thinking that she would only be able to live with ordinary-looking people for the rest of her life, she was filled with a sense of tragedy of "sacrificing one's life for righteousness".