Chapter 13 Section 13

CAROL sat obediently near gate 29, afraid that if he walked away, he would miss the plane.Looking at the registration card just now, I calculated in my heart for a long time before I realized that I would lose several hours on the plane.When she was in China, she didn't have such a concept of time difference. It may be because there is no time zone division in China. From Shanghai in the east to Urumqi in the west, everyone is in the same time zone. The flight she was going to take, if not delayed, should arrive at City B at 9:00 pm Eastern Time.It's past nine o'clock, and it must be completely dark.How can I safely go to City C, which is 100 miles away, when there is no one to pick me up?

When I was "recruiting relatives" on the BBS of University C, I met a boy who graduated from University B, named Qian Bo, and he introduced her to the SHUTTLEBUS from the airport to City C.Qian Bo said sincerely that he was supposed to pick you up at the airport, an alumnus, but you arrived too early, and I had to get up at three o'clock in the middle of the night to pick you up, so you should come here by yourself on the TRISTAR bus.When you arrive in City C, you can call me and I will pick you up at the bus station.You can check the bus schedule, departure and arrival time on this website.

She went to the website he gave to check and copied down the time, just in case, it seems that it will be useful this time. The earliest bus departs from the airport at 7:30 in the morning, and the latest bus departs from the airport at 7:30 in the evening.Of course I can’t take the bus to City C today, so I can only stay at the airport for one night and take the first bus tomorrow morning.I wonder if it is possible to stay at the airport overnight?Will it be like in some places in China, the police will come in in the middle of the night and drive out people who don't have a ticket like they are blind people?It would be bad if they were kicked out.

I heard that the crime rate in City B is very high, and the shooting and rape cases are the first in the United States. Carol imagined himself being kicked out of the airport, dragging two big boxes, and wandering on the street, feeling very nervous.Being shot doesn't seem so terrible. It's a pity to be killed by a single shot, but it's a simple death.If you encounter a rapist, it will be miserable.It's not good to be a girl, to worry and fear in vain.If it was a man, walking on the street now, at most, he would be afraid of being robbed of his wealth.If you encounter someone who robs you, just hand over all the dollar bills, and maybe you won't die.But if she is a woman, she is not only afraid of being robbed of her wealth, but also of being robbed of her sex.

I remember when I was in elementary school, a girl was raped in the school, and it was spread all over the place, teachers and students were all talking about it in a mysterious way.No one told CAROL the details, only vaguely heard that "it's all blood."Since then, she has been particularly afraid of being raped. Although she doesn't know what rape is about, the sentence "it's all blood" is scary enough.Later that little girl didn't come to the school to attend classes anymore. I heard that she transferred away because she couldn't stay in this school anymore.This incident gave CAROL the impression that being raped is a terrible and shameful thing, and it will bleed, and people may die.

Later, I secretly discussed this matter with some female companions, and one of them said, "You don't even understand rape? It's just rape. It's a man who broke your stomach open. Of course, you will bleed a lot." Another said: "If you are raped, you will give birth to a baby. It's ugly." At that time, CAROL didn't intervene because she didn't understand anything, but after that incident, my mother seemed to be worried about her all the time, for fear that her daughter would leave her sight for a minute, making her feel that the rape must be a girl The scariest thing you could ever suffer in your life.Later, I read some stories here and there, as if women are not afraid of death in order to escape the fate of being raped.

I remember one time, a boy in the class bullied her. He spilled ink on his own desk, and then pushed the desk forward, leaving only a small space for her. She accidentally leaned on his desk, A new shirt just worn was stained with black ink.The two had a big quarrel, and the boy kept yelling "I fuck you", she didn't know what it meant, but since he used it to scold her, she did the same, and cursed back "I fuck you!" At that time, the onlookers laughed. Later, after the teacher told her mother, her mother also told her: "You are a girl, don't say that again."

She was very unconvinced: "He scolded me, why can't I scold him?" My mother felt that she couldn't understand her, so she just said: "You are a girl, you still suffer if you scold him like that." She was angrily: This is strange, he scolded me, I was the one who suffered, and I scolded him, or I was the one who suffered, the world is still unreasonable? Even now she still thinks she has been treated unfairly, why is it okay for boys to use "I x you" but not for girls?Doesn't the word X mean to have sex?Sexual relations can only happen between a man and a woman. Is it true that no matter what the reason is, once it happens, the woman suffers?This only shows that people think in the depths of their minds that men and women have sex, that men are xing women, and women are being xed.Such things can be used as insults, showing that deep down everyone believes that women are the insulted party in sexual relationships.

"Yanlang" also encountered a similar incident. She had a dispute with a person whose ID was "Flower Picker" in a chat room. "Do not show weakness, but also "rely" back. There was a sentence from the other side with a smile: "Waiting for you to rely on me." "Wild Goose" cursed viciously, "Go to hell!" "Flower Picker" still happily replied: "Death is not a pity, I just ask my sister to rape me first and then kill me." "Wild Goose" returned to the dormitory, and when he talked about it, he was still filled with righteous indignation: "What the hell is going on with men? Women would rather die than be humiliated, but men actually demand rape before killing, pervert!"

"Lingxian" said: "A problem of concept is purely a problem of concept. If women don't regard having sex as humiliation, they would not rather die than humiliate. There is a popular saying now: When being raped, if you don't resist If it works, it's better to close your eyes and enjoy it." "Lingxian" was suddenly besieged by several people in the dormitory. "Wild Goose" beat his chest and sighed: "Seeing that you have always been a brainy person, how could you say such stupid things? Do you think the rapist is there to serve you and bring you to climax? Many of them are extremely cruel Yes, if you don’t hit you with a bruised nose and a swollen face, you won’t be able to wake up, he won’t enjoy it.”

Xiaoli said: "Maybe he is afraid that you will leak it and will kill you." CAROL also added: "What if he has AIDS?" "Forget it, forget it," "Lingxian" gave in, "I'm just quoting a popular saying, how you treat rapists is up to you, I won't foolishly resist and annoy him, What if you really kill me? No one will set up a chastity archway for me. Anyway, I am not a department-level cadre now. One more time, one less time, it doesn’t make much difference. Just ask him to use a condom, don’t get naked sick." "Wild Goose" said fiercely: "I won't stand still, I can't beat him, and I have to bite his thing off." So everyone discussed enthusiastically, how can we have a chance to bite his thing? Xiaoli said: "I just pretended to be obedient and said I was willing to KJ for him. When he didn't pay attention, I bit it off. But it's too disgusting to put it in my mouth." "Lingxian" giggled and said, "I can see that you have never bitten that thing. Do you think his thing is a cucumber? It's dry and crunchy, and you bite it off? It's made of meat. It’s both sinew and skin, how can you bite it off? If you can’t bite it off, you will definitely die.” The last four decided to sign up for a taekwondo training class to strengthen their self-defense capabilities.