Chapter 13 Chapter Thirteen

The next day, Orange Daily published an amazing photo! Although it was obviously a candid shot, and the light in the bar was not good, but the people in the photo were clearly seen as Luo Xi and Shen Qiang, the kings and queens of the showbiz!In the picture, the two are kissing intimately! ! The posting of this photo immediately caught everyone's attention!It even surpassed the influence of Luo Xi's withdrawal from "Battle Flag" to film "The Prosperity of the World"!In an instant, all the media and people's attention was focused on this scandal! It is almost a well-known secret that Shen Qiang has a crush on Luo Xi. Before Yin Xiamo appeared, Shen Qiang had always been Luo Xi's rumored girlfriend.It's just that although the scandal of Luo Xi and Shen Qiang has been circulating for a long time, there is no definite evidence, and the two have never admitted it.After Yin Xiamo's press conference, Luo Xi made public his love affair with her in front of the world, like a fairy tale about a prince saving a princess. In such an enviable romance, the previous gossip about Shen Qiang naturally disappeared.

But this picture... Could it be that Luo Xi and Shen Qiang have rekindled their old relationship?Has Luo Xi officially broken up with Yin Xiamo?Was it because of the ambiguous relationship between Yin Xiamo and Ou Chen that Luo Xi sparked with Shen Qiang out of sadness?Or was it because of his relationship with Shen Qiang that Yin Xiamo had no choice but to approach Ou Chen as revenge?Is Shen Qiang the third party? ... Countless guesses... Countless mysteries... In just one day, the entertainment news of various newspapers and TV stations focused on reporting and analyzing this triangle scandal, and the photos of Luo Xi and Shen Qiang kissing were all over the sky!The Internet is also full of speculations and discussions about this incident, and even developed into a firefight between Shen Qiang's fans and Yin Xiamo's fans...

The entertainment reporters almost exploded Luo Xi's and Shen Qiang's mobile phones, and both of them were answered by their assistants, using some vague words to perfunctory.And Yin Xiamo's cell phone was always turned off, and all the entertainment journals couldn't contact her. She seemed to have evaporated from the world all of a sudden! afternoon. Hospital. Specialist consultation room. There is no wind, the leaves outside the window are motionless, a few cicadas are screaming hoarsely on the green leaves, the air is hot and humid. Yin Xiamo stood stiffly and numbly, her vision gradually blurred, Dr. Zheng's face dangled like a double shadow in front of her, and her back felt numb.Her eardrums were buzzing, and she could only hear her throat being blocked by something, and her voice was squeezed out hoarsely-"What did you say?..."

She always thought that Xiao Cheng's illness was well controlled, and he would live a healthy life. She thought that she had been freed from the nightmare four years ago, and she could live with Xiao Cheng forever.But what is Dr. Zheng talking about? Why can't she understand... Dr. Zheng raised his head from the medical records, sighed dignifiedly from the crow's feet at the corners of his eyes, and said, "Please be mentally prepared. Xiao Cheng must undergo a kidney replacement operation as soon as possible, otherwise...with his current physical condition, it will be difficult to support three More than a month."

"..." He told her suddenly without any warning that Xiaocheng's kidneys had suffered severe kidney failure, and with other complications, if he did not undergo surgery, he would only have three months to live.Then, prepare her mentally?The world was so funny that she wanted to laugh, she pulled the corners of her lips, but the corners of her lips were as stiff as if frozen. "...When did it start to get worse?" It seems that there is a soul that does not belong to her, floating gently in the air. "Since September last year, Xiaocheng's kidney function has gradually deteriorated. We have also carried out targeted treatment, but it has not improved and has continued to deteriorate. In March this year, he has been registered at the kidney transplantation center, hoping to find or wait for it. matching kidney organ for surgery.”

"Xiaocheng already knew?" "yes." "You also knew that the situation was serious?" "……yes." Yin Xiamo closed her eyes, her face pale. "Why didn't you notify me?" Last September, that was the month when she officially entered the showbiz. From that month on, Xiao Cheng resolutely refused to let her go to the hospital with him, and she didn't insist on going with him because of too many announcements. "We have been unable to find you." Dr. Zheng said with a sigh. "How is it possible!" Yin Xiamo shouted in a low voice.

Dr. Zheng nodded solemnly: "Yes, your contact information has always been your home phone number, but when you called your home during that time, either no one answered, or only Xiao Cheng was at home. And you never accompanied Xiao Cheng to The hospital is coming..." "I……" Yin Xiamoru was struck by lightning and was stunned! Four years ago, she and Xiaocheng were so embarrassed that they had no money to buy a mobile phone, so they only left their home phone number to the hospital.Later, when she got a mobile phone, she forgot to go to the hospital to change her contact information.

"Then you can ask Xiaocheng to tell me, and then..." Doctor Zheng sighed again: "We asked Xiaocheng to tell you." "Xiaocheng, he didn't..." The voice stopped suddenly!Yin Xiamo was stiff in a daze, cold sweat drenched her back.Xiaocheng...how could Xiaocheng tell her...Xiaocheng is the last thing she wants to worry about... "Xiaocheng told us that we have already told you. He also said that you mean that the treatment is up to the doctor." Dr. Zheng explained, "Later we also became suspicious and insisted on talking to you face-to-face. There are many reasons, saying that you have to catch up with the announcement, you are going to go out on location, and so on... Last month we felt that we really needed to talk to you. We visited your home once, but we still haven't found you... …As for Xiaocheng, he has been working hard to cooperate with the treatment. He has always taken medicine on time, returned to the doctor on time, and has done all the treatment that should be done. He is the most obedient patient in the hospital. But two weeks ago, I said When he asked you to come to the hospital, he suddenly became anxious, and begged me not to look for you again, not to let you know, because you are very busy now, and you have a lot of troubles...We hesitated at first, but Xiaocheng said..." Zheng The doctor stopped his narration, and the empty and desperate expression of the girl opposite made her hardly bear to continue.

She ended her words hastily: "He said that you can't worry about him anymore. He can't tell you unless he finds a suitable kidney source, otherwise, he will give up the treatment and run away from home..." The sound of cicadas outside the window shook the sky. Yin Xiamo stood blankly, pale as if her soul had drifted away, no pain, no thinking, the world seemed to be very noisy, everything was chaotic and numb, the sun flickered dizzily, like countless spots, so unreal .Her body trembled lightly, so light that she couldn't detect it, like a dead still frame, frozen there, as if as long as she didn't think about it, everything would be fake and illusory...

She stood there blankly... Falling into the dark abyss, falling... "Xia Mo……" Dr. Zheng stepped forward to support her worriedly. Her eyes were empty, and there was a kind of shocking despair, and her pale face seemed to faint at any time.Dr. Zheng was about to call the nurse, but she heard her trembling and strong voice repeating the last sentence just now: "Matching..." Dr. Zheng's last words finally pulled Yin Xiamo out of the dark abyss, and she asked in a shy voice, "...is the only option for kidney replacement surgery?" She knew that the kidney transplant operation was the last step. Not only would there be dangers during the operation, but even if the operation was successfully completed, rejection might occur.

"Yes, this is the last hope." Such words are cruel, but as family members of patients, they must understand. "..." Yin Xiamo's lips turned pale, and after a long time, she said, "Okay, then please arrange the operation date as soon as possible. Please also give Xiaocheng the best treatment, no matter how much it is, I can afford it!" Dr. Zheng couldn't bear it, but he had to explain: "It's not about the cost." "...What?" Yin Xiamo asked stiffly. "It is impossible to find a suitable kidney source. You also know that Xiaocheng's blood type is very special RH-negative B. In the past, it was very difficult to source plasma. It is even more difficult to find a kidney that not only matches the blood type but also matches other indicators." "..." Like thunder, Yin Xiamo's body shook violently, as if the last straw supporting her had been pulled out!Her and Xiaocheng's blood types are not the same.Five years ago, Xiaocheng had a car accident and suffered a massive hemorrhage. She saw with her own eyes how difficult it was for the hospital to collect RH negative type B plasma for Xiaocheng. "It has been registered at the Kidney Transplant Center since March this year, and I have searched all the kidney banks, but I haven't found it yet." Seeing Yin Xiamo's distraught appearance, Dr. Zheng couldn't bear it, and comforted him: "However, we have contacted blood donors with RH negative type B in various places through the National Plasma Center, hoping that they can donate kidney organs. When the test results come out, wait patiently, there may be more..." The long corridors of the hospital. There was a white mist in front of him, and he couldn't see anything clearly. Yin Xiamo's mind was chaotic and empty, and she walked slowly, step by step, like walking in clumps of cotton.A doctor walked past her, and a nurse pushed a patient in a wheelchair past her, but there was no sound at all, it was quiet.There are wards on both sides of the corridor, there is no sunlight, and the dazzling fluorescent lights make everything look dizzy and pale. finally. Standing in front of a ward. She opened the door dumbly. The sunlight coming in from the window was like thousands of flying light spots, Yin Xiamo was in a daze, suddenly felt that it was so unreal, suddenly felt that she was just a seven-year-old girl who had never grown up, these It's just that she's dreaming. As long as she wakes up, as long as someone shakes her, she will wake up, still a seven-year-old girl, and she can hide in the corner of the bar to watch her mother sing... "Xia Mo……" "Xia Mo! Xia Mo!" Someone beside her shook her vigorously and called her name repeatedly. Yin Xiamo woke up suddenly, and her whole body was covered in cold sweat!The halo in front of her eyes dissipated, only to see that the person shaking her was Zhen En, who was looking at her in astonishment, holding a peeled apple in her hand. "Xia Mo, what's wrong with you?" Zhen En shook the apple in front of her, and asked in surprise, Xia Mo's face was so pale that it seemed transparent, as if it would shatter with a light tap. But- Zhen En blinked suspiciously, was she dazzled just now? At this moment, Xia Mo was as calm and composed as usual, except that her face was a little pale, and she couldn't see anything unusual. "It's so stuffy outside, maybe a little bit of heat stroke." Yin Xiamo wiped her forehead with the back of her hand.There was no sweat on her forehead, but her back was drenched with sweat. There was an air conditioner in the ward, and when the cold wind picked up, she shivered abruptly. "Well, yes, it's hot and muggy today, maybe it's going to rain." Zhen En echoed casually, secretly guessing whether Xia Mo had seen the scandal between Luo Xi and Shen Qiang.Thinking about it, I think it's impossible, Xia Mo has been in the hospital since last night, she cares so much about Xiao Cheng, she must have never left the hospital, and her phone keeps turning off. "sister……" Outside the window are lush green trees, Yin Cheng is half leaning on the hospital bed, his pale face sets off a pair of big and dark eyes, long eyelashes, and a gentle smile on the corners of his lips, making him look like he will grow wings at any time Angel. Yin Xiamo stared at him blankly for a long time before asking softly, "Do you still have a fever?" Yin Cheng replied with a smile: "It's much better, I feel very energetic now." "yes?" She stretched out her hand to touch his forehead, and he subconsciously hid for a while, but she ignored him and put her hand on it.Sure enough, it was exactly the same as last night, the tentacles were ironed.Is this already so much better?Yin Xiamo was shocked and hurt in his heart, and remembering that he had concealed himself for so long, his eyes darkened deeply. "Cough, Xia Mo..." Jane felt something was wrong with the atmosphere.Xia Mo seems to be angry, um, well, if Xia Mo gets angry, Xiao Cheng will be very sad.She hurriedly tried to break the frozen air, but she couldn't think of what to say for a while. "Ok?" Yin Xiamo turned around. "...uh..." Jean thought desperately, "...it's very hot outside, isn't it?" "right." "Then you can eat an apple!" Zhen En said excitedly, hehe, she finally found a topic.As she said that, she hurriedly handed the apple to Xia Mo's hands. Although Xiao Cheng had peeled the apple, she was a bit reluctant, but as long as it could distract Xia Mo's attention, it would be fine. Yin Xiamo stared at the apple in a daze, she understood Zhen En's intentions, but at the moment her chest seemed to be suffocating, how could she eat anything. "Sister, drink some water first." Yin Cheng half bent down from the hospital bed, picked up the kettle beside the bed, and picked up a water cup on the small table beside the bed.Finally... Can't hide it?He quietly looked at his sister who was in a trance.One was distracted, the hand holding the cup was not steady, and the hot water just splashed on the back of his hand! "Little Cheng!" Zhen En exclaimed, and rushed over, only to see that the back of Yin Cheng's hand was already red, and her heart ached so much that she didn't know what to do, she kept shouting: "Does it hurt? Does it hurt?..." Yin Xiamo hurriedly took the kettle away from Xiaocheng's hand, then went to the small freezer to take out some ice cubes and wrapped them together. When she came back, she saw Zhen En was holding Xiaocheng's hand, bowing her head and blowing on the burned place . She walked over silently and patted Jane on the shoulder. After Zhen En got out of the way, she applied ice cubes to the back of Xiaocheng's hand, and after a while, she removed the ice cubes and looked, the burned place was only red, and no blisters were formed.Yin Xiamo felt relieved, handed the ice cubes to Zhen En and continued to apply cold compresses for him, as if she didn't notice Xiao Cheng's gaze following her figure, and went to tidy up the small table that was soaked in water. Yin Xiamo put the water glass away, then wiped the water on the table with a rag, and then tidied up the things on the small table.There was a big plastic bag on it, which was filled with various fruits and snacks, which should have been bought by Jane En, and there was Jane En’s bag beside it, which was also filled with various things in a mess, even the mouth of the bag It couldn't even close, and fell on the table. When she wanted to lift Jane's bag up, there were too many things in it, and it fell down with a clatter, and several newspapers fell out. Yin Xiamo picked up the newspapers and prepared to put them back. However- The photos on the newspaper made her movements freeze there! in the photo. Luo Xi and Shen Qiang are kissing, it should be in a remote corner of the bar, the light is very dark, the expressions on the faces of the two of them can't be seen clearly, it's just that they are really kissing, not an excuse or illusion. "Don't look at—!" When Jane heard the movement, she turned her head and saw that Xia Mo was already reading the reports in the newspapers. She was so startled that she immediately put down the ice cubes and hurriedly tried to snatch the newspapers back from Xia Mo's hands.Xiaocheng just fell ill and was admitted to the hospital, and there was such a scandal on Luoxi's side, how could Xia Mo bear so many blows! "Ignore those gossips! Maybe it's drunk! Maybe... maybe it's a fake photo synthesized by technology!" Ah, talking nonsense again, this photo doesn't look fake at all.Zhen En thought annoyedly, and quickly continued to explain: "It may also be a publicity stunt! Haha, yes, it must be for publicity. Luo Xi and Shen Qiang starred in "The Prosperity of the World", in order to attract more public attention, in order to Create more topics, so I deliberately took some photos like this to promote it! It must be like this!" Yin Xiamo stared at Luo Xi in the photo, without any expression on her face, and let Zhen En snatch the newspapers from her hand. Zhen En breathed a sigh of relief, and was about to stuff the newspaper back into her bag when Yin Cheng asked in a low voice—"What's on the newspaper?" "It's nothing! It's nothing!" Damn it, how could you be so foolish to bring these newspapers in a hurry, and Jane was so remorseful that she wished she could hit the wall. "Give me." Yin Cheng stretched out his hand and looked at Zhen En with fixed eyes.Zhen En was stunned for a while, and finally handed the newspapers to him helplessly.He looked down at the newspaper, his expression becoming more and more serious. "Have you finished reading?" Yin Xiamo tidied up the small table, rinsed the rag and put it back to its original place.She knew that even if Xiao Cheng didn't show it now, he would think of other ways to see it. "Sister, brother Luoxi..." Yin Cheng stared at his sister worriedly. "It's the most important thing for you to take good care of your body," Yin Xiamo frowned, and said lightly, "All other things don't matter." "sister……" "Xia Mo……" Zhen En stared at Xia Mo in astonishment, not understanding why she spoke as if it had nothing to do with her, although she didn't want her to be sad because of the scandal between Luo Xi and Shen Qiang, but such unusual calmness was also very strange. After that, Yin Xiamo didn't speak again, just stood quietly by the window.Her eyeballs were empty, staring at the green trees outside the window in a daze.In the sultry weather, there is no wind, the leaves are motionless, and the cicadas are screaming hoarsely on the branches and leaves. A few hours later, when Zhen En left, Yin Xiamo sent her out. At the end of the hospital corridor. Yin Xiamo said: "Jane, please help me reject the role in "Golden Dance"." "what?!" Jane was shocked! ""Golden Dance" is an opportunity that many people dream of! Moreover, this film was shot by Ou Huasheng Company itself, and you are an artist under Ou Huasheng's banner! Do you know what may happen if you refuse to act? Your future may be completely ruined Lose!" "I know." However, if there is no Xiaocheng, what is the point of her wanting those things. "..." Jane was startled and suspicious, and suddenly a terrible thought flashed through her! "Xiaocheng's illness...is it serious?!" She asked in horror, as if her heart was clenched in fear. "He's fine and will recover." Yin Xiamo said quietly. "Huh, that's good..." Zhen En breathed a sigh of relief, and Zhen En was shocked.Knowing that Xia Mo didn't want to be distracted by other things while Xiao Cheng was hospitalized, she stopped forcing her and said, "Okay, I'll tell the company about the "Golden Dance"." "thanks." "...Ah, and the matter of Luo Xi and Shen Qiang..." Zhen En glanced at her cautiously, "...many reporters said they couldn't reach you, so they called me one after another, wanting to know what you think about this scandal What's your attitude..." "..." Yin Xiamo was silent for a moment, but couldn't say a word. "Well... I'll just send them away! Anyway, those reporters don't really want your attitude, they just want to have more things to break the news. You don't have to worry about these things, and you can take care of Xiaocheng in the hospital with peace of mind. I'm responsible for all the things outside!" Zhen En's smile is full of vitality. "Thank you, Jean." There was a warm flush in Yin Xiamo's heart. "What are you talking about!" Zhen En hugged her, trying to pass on all her strength to her, "Xiao Cheng is the most important thing, please make him get better!" next morning. On the black desk, a stack of open newspapers. The scandal between Luo Xi and Shen Qiang continued to spread, and the photos of kissing in the bar still dominated the front page news. "She was—what was the reaction?" Ou Chen looked at the photo for a few minutes, then closed the newspaper and pushed it aside.Simon removed the newspaper and made the desk tidy. "The reporters couldn't get in touch with Ms. Yin, and the company couldn't get in touch with her. She hasn't appeared in any public places in the past two days, but Zhen En came forward and said that please ask the two parties about this matter. Miss Yin has nothing to do with it." "It has nothing to do with her..." Ou Chen repeated these four words slowly, and twitched the corners of his lips. It really was her style, calm to the point of being almost ruthless.The sun shone from behind him, and those eyes were ice green that was so calm that it was almost heartless. "And," Simon went on, "Jane told the company that Miss Yin offered to give up acting in "The Golden Dance." "reason." Ou Chen's eyes darkened. Is it because of Luo Xi?She actually cared about Luo Xi enough to give up her career?A bitterness gradually welled up in my heart. "It is said that it is because Miss Yin's younger brother needs to be taken care of in the hospital." "Huh?" Ou Chen was surprised. "Miss Yin's younger brother fell ill and was admitted to the hospital last night. She took care of him in the hospital every day, and even rejected all the announcements arranged by the Ouhuasheng subsidiary in the past two days. RBS TV station and an advertiser have already expressed strong dissatisfaction. Zeni And Jane are trying to figure it out." "..." "If Ms. Yin refuses to act in "Golden Dance", we can sue her for breach of contract, and all losses caused by disobedience to the company's affairs arrangements should be borne by her..." "How is Yin Cheng's condition?" Ou Chen interrupted Simon. She loves her brother the most. Since she was a child, she left all the delicious things to Yin Cheng, let Yin Cheng use the best painting tools, send Yin Cheng to the best art classroom, and spread her arms hard to protect Yin Cheng like a hen.He was also very jealous of Yin Cheng, because in her heart, Yin Cheng always occupied the most important position. Before recovering his memory, he sent someone to investigate Yin Xiamo's situation.He already knew about Yin Cheng's physical condition, including Yin Cheng's careful concealment of her going to the hospital alone for treatment.But, is Yin Cheng's condition too serious to hide? then- She must be worried right now. Ou Chen frowned. "Yin Cheng's kidney has been seriously failing, and there are complications in other organs. Kidney transplantation must be done as soon as possible, otherwise it will be difficult to persist for more than three months." Yin Cheng's hospital has long accepted financial donations from the Ou Group. It's not very difficult to send someone to obtain a medical record. "Have you found the source of the kidney?" "Yin Cheng's blood type is a relatively special RH-yin B type, and no matching kidney source has been found so far." rh negative type b... Ou Chen raised his head, and the cold light of astonishment flashed away in his eyes. The filming scene of "The Prosperity of the World" was surrounded by countless entertainment reporters. They waited in the parking lot and the entrance of the recording studio for Luo Xi and Shen Qiang to appear, and even followed Luo Xi and Shen Qiang to the location shooting, tracking every time Luo Xi or Shen Qiang appeared. On one occasion, there are many entertainment journalists waiting around the clock even near the residence of the two of them! Ever since the kissing scandal at the bar broke out, everyone thought that Luo Xi and Shen Qiang would not appear at the same occasion to avoid suspicion, but the two still participated in various promotional announcements together, and talked and laughed as usual during filming.The media have speculated whether Luo Xi and Shen Qiang intend to make their relationship public, which is why they are so generous. When the reporter asked Shen Qiang what she thought of the scandal, Shen Qiang replied that Luo Xi was her best friend all the time.When asked if it was possible to have a formal relationship with Luo Xi, Shen Qiang smiled and said, just let it go. At this time, the reporter from the Orange Daily continued to break the news that on the day of the bar incident, Luo Xi's ex-girlfriend Yin Xiamo had visited the class.But Luo Xi was very indifferent to her, and even left her in the lounge after being alone with her for no more than thirty minutes.Although Yin Xiamo tried her best to cover up when she left, she could still see a gloomy expression. "Luo Xi officially broke up with his ex-girlfriend"! "Shen Qiang's Secret Love for Many Years Comes to True Fruition"! "The Most Matching Couple in the Showbiz Is Coming Out"! "Cinderella's Fairy Tale Broken Prince and Princess Love Song"! ... Various media have announced to the world with similar titles that Luo Xi and Yin Xiamo have officially broken up, and they are in the process of dating Shen Qiang! Although the romantic scene of Luo Xi openly admitting the relationship between the two at Yin Xiamo's press conference is still deeply engraved in people's minds, but so many things have happened since then——Luo Xi quit "Battle Flag"... Yin Xiamo appeared at the bedside of the heir of the Ou Group late at night... In "Golden Dance", which competes with Luo Xi's "A Prosperous World", Yin Xiamo will play the heroine... All these are so easy to make people have complicated associations. Everyone doubts Yin Xiamo's mentality when interacting with Luo Xi. The fans, feeling sorry for Luo Xi, strongly support Luo Xi and Shen, who has always had a crush on him. Romance! For a moment, the scandal about Luo Xi and Shen Qiang's official relationship seemed to have become a solid fact! "No." At night, there was a little tiredness in the voice, Luo Xi leaned back on the deep purple sofa wearily, and closed the phone.The cell phone kept ringing one after another, and he kept answering the same question over and over again.At this time, the phone rang again. Luo Xi frowned, and answered casually. The questions asked by the reporters were basically the same. "...Aren't you guys in a relationship?" There were similarly surprised voices from different reporters on the other end of the phone. "No." "Pictures of a kiss in a bar..." "Drunk that night, we were joking." "Just like that?!" Surprised again. "right." "Then did you break up with Yin Xiamo?" the reporter asked curiously. Luo Xi's eyes darkened, and she said in a deep voice, "...No." I thought she would be shocked when she saw the photo in the newspaper, would call him immediately, and wanted to hear his explanation.So he put his mobile phone by his side and waited for a whole day, but all he got were the phone numbers of the reporters.It's ridiculous, he thought he was ridiculously funny, so he threw the phone to Jie Ni in a rage, even if she called again, he wouldn't talk to her anymore! But- One day later, and another day later, when he finally couldn't bear to ask Jie Ni if he had received a call from her, Jie Ni's embarrassing shaking of her head made his heart sink into the ice cave. Is she confident that he won't like someone else?Is this the trust she said?No matter how the newspapers hype up the scandal, she remains indifferent? still…… She doesn't care about him at all... Therefore, he let the media speculate freely, and the rumors about him and Shen Qiang were overwhelming.Knowing that she has an indifferent personality, as if she is indifferent to everything, but even if he is with other women, even if he may leave her—does she not care? Maybe she really doesn't care.Just like Jane said when she came forward to answer the reporters for her, this matter has nothing to do with her. nothing to do with her... On the deep purple sofa, Luo Xi's eyes were dark, and the smile on the corner of her lips was as lonely as the mist that would dissipate in the night at any time. With her, from the beginning to the end, he was just performing a one-man show.Whether it was five years ago or five years later, no matter how hard he tried to make her fall in love with him, even if he felt that he was so close to happiness, she seemed to be able to leave him and disappear from his side at any time. He was wrong in the first place. He shouldn't fall in love with her, and shouldn't let her occupy the most important position in his life without knowing it.If he didn't fall in love with her, maybe he could just turn around and leave, dating Shen Qiang, dating any woman. instead of- She doesn't care anymore── But he couldn't tolerate the words "breakup" in the newspaper, and he was afraid that those words would completely cut off the last contact with her like a curse. The ringing of the mobile phone broke the silence of the night again. Listening to the series of questions from the reporter on the phone, Luo Xi took a deep breath and said in a deep voice, "No, Xia Mo and I haven't broken up." "Sister, you and brother Luoxi... are you okay?" At night, Yin Cheng half leaned on the hospital bed. He looked at Xia Mo who was standing quietly by the window. After hesitating for a long time, he finally couldn't help asking softly. My sister has been guarding the hospital these days. Except for coming home late at night to pack some things, she has never left, and I have never seen her answer any calls.However, she gradually became pale and thin in the hospital, often standing by the window in a daze, and the emptiness in her eyes frightened him. Is it because of Brother Luo Xi? Because of those scandals about Luo Xi's brother? Ever since he saw that photo in the newspaper that day, every time Zhen En came, he would ask about Brother Luo Xi, and Zhen En would secretly show him some newspapers.He was getting more and more startled. Could it be that brother Luo Xi really broke up with his sister? Yin Xiamo looked away from the window, she turned around slowly, but her whole body seemed to be still shrouded in night, looking at him, her eyes were as quiet as moonlight. "What do you ask this for?" Yin Cheng was stunned, with a pain in his chest: "Sister..." Yin Xiamo said softly: "I said, you only need to take good care of your body, don't think about other things." "But……" "Don't think about things that have nothing to do with you." She interrupted him, looked at the infusion bottle from a distance, there was still a small half bottle of liquid in it, "You go to sleep first, I will ask the nurse to change the liquid after the infusion is finished." Yin Cheng looked at her in bewilderment: "Sister, what's wrong with you?" In the past two days, she talked to him like a stranger, polite and distant, she was clearly by his side, but seemed very far away. "..." Yin Xiamo was silent. "Sister...you come closer...will you?" Yin Cheng begged softly. Yin Xiamo hesitated for a moment, then left the window and walked quietly to the hospital bed.The air conditioner was on in the room, and it was a bit cold. She pulled up the thin quilt, covered his arms, and covered his shoulders.But he suddenly stretched out his hand to grab her, his hand was cold. "Sister..." Yin Cheng smiled wryly, his pale lips trembling slightly, "...do you know...I'm very scared..." She bit her lip and said, "Don't be afraid, your illness will be cured." "...I'm afraid that my sister will always be angry with me like this...Sister, you are angry with me, aren't you?" The long eyelashes covered the wet light in his eyes, "...Because I concealed you...So You are angry...so you don't tell me anything...don't let me share any worries with you..." Yin Xiamo looked at him quietly. His eyes were full of pain and sadness, and he didn't speak for a long time. Yin Cheng's fingers became colder and colder. Looking at her gradually dejected face with heartache and bewilderment. "You're afraid that I'm worried, so you don't tell me," Yin Xiamo inhaled lightly, her voice was very quiet, "Then, if I'm afraid that you're worried, can I not tell you anything?" "sister!" "Do you think that's cruel?...I always thought that your condition was well under control, but suddenly you found out that it's not at all...what should I do...you asked me...what should I do..." Her eyes rolled Quietly covered with a layer of water vapor. "I'm sorry! I thought I'd be fine, and before you knew it, I'd be fine..." "Xiao Cheng, do you know?" She smiled at him, "I will be scared too." "sister……" "I'm afraid, I'm the only one left alone in this world." She smiled, the water in her eyes crystallized, "Mom is gone, I only have you, only you are my relatives. You are more important than mine. Life is more important than everything else to me, if I can exchange for your health, no matter what I have to exchange, even if I have to go to hell, I am willing..." "Sister, I'm sorry..." Yin Cheng held her hand tightly. "We are brothers and sisters who depend on each other. When you are sick and uncomfortable, I should take care of you. When you are undergoing treatment, I should accompany you..." A tear rolled down from her eye socket, but she was still calm. Looking at him, as if the tears were not hers, "...you are my life, don't you know that?" Tears rolled down her face gently. "If one day you leave, but I haven't even taken good care of you... What do you think of me? Do you think you are the best brother in the world, and you don't need to worry about me?... Or, do you want me to How about walking with you?..." Yin Cheng was stunned! From childhood to adulthood, he has never seen his sister shed tears. She is like a big tree, even if it is blown by wind and rain, she will always raise her head. "Sister! I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." Shocked and panicked, Yin Cheng wiped her tears with his hands, the crystal clear tears were cold from his fingertips to the bottom of his heart. "It's all my fault, sister...I'm afraid you're worried...I'm afraid you're sad...Since I was born, no matter what you do, it's for me...But, I always drag you down...Sister... I want you to live happily, like other girls of the same age who want to laugh and cry... Sometimes, I am jealous of Sister Zhenen... Why can she laugh so happily, but my sister can't... ..." "Fool..." Tears spread silently on her cheeks, "As long as my sister is with you, I will be very happy, very happy..." "But, that's not enough..." Yin Cheng tried to wipe away her sister's tears with his fingers, "...at first I didn't want you to enter the showbiz, and I didn't want you to set foot in that chaotic world just to pay for my medical bills...but... ...Sister...you are great...you are a great entertainer...when you appear, you are as dazzling as the sun in midsummer...although there are constant disturbances, but I always feel that you are actually happy and fulfilling...if Knowing that my illness is serious again, you will give up those things... But... I don't want to just tie you by my side forever... I want the whole world to know...my sister is so beautiful and outstanding..." Yin Cheng said in a low voice: "...I want my sister to be the happiest woman in the world, not only to have a younger brother, but also to have a lover, and a career that I like... In that case...even if I leave one day... Sister can continue to live happily..." live happily ever after... Yin Xiamo stared at him blankly. "Do you want to know?" "...?" "If you leave, what will happen to me..." She said absentmindedly, tears made her eyes look like cold stars in the night dew, "...do you really want to know?" "sister……" The inexplicable fear made Yin Cheng's face pale as paper! "Also, Xiaocheng, how could my sister be angry with you..." Yin Xiamo stroked his hair with her hands, "...my sister is just angry with herself...why haven't you found out about your situation for so long, why are you so stupid , why are you so careless... My sister is very bad, isn't she..." "Sister, it's not..." "I regret it... If I didn't enter the showbiz, if I wasn't so busy... Maybe I could have been by your side earlier... Maybe my condition wouldn't deteriorate to this extent... I regret it... I should have listened to you... ...don't enter the entertainment industry...and don't need a lot of money...as long as I'm with you..." She wept quietly, "...I'm sorry...I'm really...sorry..." Yin Cheng was heartbroken, hugged her tightly, and shouted tremblingly: "Sister! What are you talking about?!" “所以，你要好起来，一定要好起来……”她也抱住他，头靠在他的肩膀上，泪水静静地渗入他的病服里，“一直陪着姐姐……永远在姐姐身边……好不好……” 尹澄心中酸楚。 是那样地想答应姐姐，他会好起来，会永远陪着她！可是，他的答应，有用吗？特殊的血型使得要找到合适的肾源异常困难，况且，只有三个月时间了…… “放心，会找到适合的肾。” 仿佛知道他在想什么，尹夏沫抬起头，她深呼吸，努力将所有的泪水都收回去，对他露出微笑，说：“郑医生已经通过全国的血浆中心联系各地RH阴B型的供血者，在他们中间一定可以找到合适的提供者。” "Ok." 不是因为姐姐的保证，而是因为姐姐又对他露出了同以往一样的笑容，尹澄也微笑起来。微笑恍若是透明的，就像天使那双透明的翅膀。 病房里温馨宁静。 病床边，尹夏沫怜惜地轻轻抚弄小澄的短发，两人的影子被床头的灯光照映在雪白的床单上，仿佛叠成一个。 “姐，你和洛熙哥哥现在怎样了？” 虽然不舍得打破这份宁静，但是多日来缠绕在尹澄心底的忧虑使得他忍不住又提起这个话题。 尹夏沫怔了怔。 这几日一直把心思放在小澄的病情上，竟没有分神去想洛熙和沈蔷的绯闻。看到那两人酒吧接吻照片的那一刻，她的心情纷乱复杂，也许是洛熙真的对她误解太深，所以和沈蔷有了这种亲昵的行为；也许洛熙已经对这段感情绝望，所以打算放弃…… 那一刻，她心如针扎般的痛。 只是小澄的病情立刻又占据了她脑中所有的空间，这段时间以来竟然几乎将洛熙沈蔷的绯闻忘却了，即使偶尔想起，也是一闪而过，心头黯然几分，却没有想到给洛熙打电话求证一下。 “……不知道。” 又是好几日没有看报纸了，她也不知道情况现在如何，洛熙沈蔷的绯闻究竟是真是假。忽然，她心中苦涩，是因为小澄的病让她没有时间关心那件事呢，还是因为她其实并没有自己认为的那么不介意。毕竟他是真的吻了沈蔷…… 尹澄小心地看着她。 “你没有跟洛熙哥哥见面吗？” "No." “通过电话吗？” "No." “姐……”尹澄愣住，隔了一会，又轻声劝说，“……你还是应该打电话给洛熙哥哥啊……” She smiled. “姐姐的事，姐姐心里有数。” “都是我不好。”尹澄黯然地说，“要不是因为我害得姐姐担心，姐姐会去找洛熙哥哥的吧？是因为我生病住院了，姐姐才会把手机关机的对吧？洛熙哥哥一直找不到姐姐，怎么向姐姐解释呢？都是我不好……” 尹夏沫又怔了半晌。 “姐姐，你给洛熙哥哥打一个电话好不好？至少听一听他亲口的解释……”把病床旁的小桌上放着的手机硬塞到她手里，尹澄抬起头来，期待的望着她。如果姐姐跟洛熙哥哥就这么分手了，而自己又永远的离开了姐姐，那么姐姐以后……会很孤单吧…… 尹夏沫犹豫着接过手机。 这几日因为在医院守护小澄，不希望受到外界的干扰，她一直将手机关机了。 yes…… 也许应该给洛熙打个电话了…… 手指按在开机键上。 不知为什么，她却忽然有点心慌。 夜风将客厅的白纱窗帘吹得飞扬起来。 深紫色的沙发里，洛熙长久地凝望着掌心的手机，像是期待它能够突然响起，来电显示的屏幕上能够出现那个熟悉的名字。他已经等了很久很久，久得似乎已经变成雕像，冰冷得没有丝毫温度的雕像。 He closes his eyes. 樱花般的双唇紧紧抿在一起。 绝望的气息让他整个人仿佛深陷在黑漆漆的冰洞中。 Maybe…… Maybe…… 漆黑的睫毛微微一跳，洛熙睁开眼睛！ 也许是她真的误会了…… 所以才迟迟不给他电话，也不联系他……在他等她电话的时候，她是不是也正在等他的电话…… 虽然以她的性格不像是会猜疑而不求证的人。 But- 也许有那么一点点的可能性。 也许她并没有他想象中的那么不在意他。 象是自己催眠自己，洛熙仿佛溺水的人抓到了一根稻草，在心里用力的说服自己，也许她是因为太在意他，才迟迟不给他一个电话。 then- 他屏住呼吸，稳了稳心情，用手指按下她的号码──“正在连接中”…… 夜风吹得白纱窗帘如雾气一般。 洛熙忽然有点心慌。 突然发现小澄的输液瓶很快就要空了！ 尹夏沫的手指从开机键上移开── “我去喊护士。” 她把尚未开机的手机留在病床上，原本想按铃唤护士来，想想又怕护士来晚了会影响换液，于是决定亲自出去叫护士，反正护士台就在这间病房的斜对面。 “可是，给洛熙哥哥的电话……”尹澄在身后唤她。 “……我回头打给他。” 尹夏沫脚步停了停，却依旧拉开病房门走了出去，留下那只没有开机的手机静静地躺在病床上。 Maybe…… 她并不是很想打通这个电话…… 护士的脚步声在深夜空荡荡的走廊里回响。 尹夏沫静静地跟在后面，心中微微苦涩。她不知道一旦接通了洛熙的电话应该说些什么，或许说什么都是错的。 不知从何时开始，她和洛熙说话渐渐争吵多了起来，虽然明白洛熙的不安全感，可是她却不晓得应该怎样才能使他快乐。而目前，她已经没有精力再去照顾抚慰洛熙的心情…… 她只希望能够尽快找到合适的肾移植给小澄，让小澄可以健康地活下去…… 为了这个…… 她甚至可以将自己的灵魂出卖给魔鬼…… 冥冥之中真有与人类做交易的魔鬼吗？ three days later. 郑医生告诉尹夏沫── "I found a kidney source that is very suitable in all aspects, but that person has not yet decided whether to agree to transplant the kidney to Xiao Cheng..." “我可以去求他，我会去请求他！”尹夏沫紧张得无法呼吸，只要有就好，无论什么方法，她一定要把握住这个机会！ “给我那个人的联系方式……” 郑医生看了看记录本，缓缓的说：“那个人叫欧辰。”