Chapter 12 Chapter Twelve

"The Prosperity of the World" has officially started filming. Amidst the heated public opinion and media attention, Luo Xi's brilliance has attracted all the eyes of the world.The publicity he made for the new play, his dazzling makeup photos, and the peerless demeanor of his acting that were occasionally captured by media reporters when they visited the set all triggered wave after wave of upsurge. When the ambiguous relationship between Yin Xiamo and the young master of Ou's Group was exposed, Luo Xi's relationship problem immediately became the focus of most attention among all the hot spots.And the female lead in "A Prosperous World" is played by Shen Qiang, Luo Xi's former rumored girlfriend, which can't help but make people's imaginations run wild.

If there is an actress in the entertainment circle whose appearance, status and fame can match Luo Xi, there is no other one besides Shen Qiang.Although Shen Qiang has a cold and arrogant personality and seldom cooperates with reporters' interviews, her beautiful singing voice and unique temperament make her an unshakable status as the queen of music.Moreover, she is frank and honest, and never hides her appreciation for Luo Xi. Although she was saddened by the scandal between Luo Xi and Yin Xiamo, so that she became thin and silent for a while, she did not include Luo Xi in the list of refusal to cooperate. His generosity and openness are evident.

Whenever a reporter went to visit "The Prosperity of the World", after meeting Shen Qiang, besides asking about the progress of the filming, the most interesting thing was her current relationship with Luo Xi. "I heard that Luo Xi and Yin Xiamo have broken up. Is this true?" At the filming scene, Shen Qiang had just returned from filming a dance scene in the film when she heard the entertainment reporter of "Orange Daily" who came to visit the set asking herself this question in a low voice. She looked up at Luo Xi who was talking to the director on the sidelines.He was far away from her, but he was dazzling like a strong white light, as if there was only that one person in the whole scene, and everything else faded into the shadows.

"I don't know." Shen Qiang replied coldly, started to leave, ignoring Yu Ji's repeated shouts behind her.She walked to Luo Xi's side and listened quietly to him discussing the shooting with the director. After a while, Luo Xi turned to look at her. Her expression didn't change at all, but her heart seemed to be twisted hard by something. It became increasingly unclear what Luo Xi was thinking. When I first met Luo Xi, she was still a newcomer, but Luo Xi was already as popular as a myth.His beautiful appearance like cherry blossoms, his humble and gentle attitude, his gifted singing and acting skills made her heart that was not deeply involved in the world fall quickly.

However, as time passed, she gradually discovered that Luo Xi was completely different from her initial impression. Although she could get acquainted with him immediately, the closer she got, the farther away he was.The vague mist on his body is like armor, keeping everyone out, hiding his loneliness, self-willedness, and childishness deeply. Under some real emotion. Just like poppies, knowing that they are poisonous, people can't help but be addicted to them. Maybe the beautiful poppies don't belong to her after all, but she is still intoxicated by his breath. Since the filming of "The Prosperity of the World", there has been a lot of speculation about whether he and Yin Xiamo have broken up. Luo Xi refused to answer the reporter's questions, with a flowery smile and a faint coldness in his eyes, making everything even more confusing.

She watched him calmly. I've seen him talking on the phone with Yin Xiamo in the past, with tenderness in his eyes, a doting smile on his lips, smiling while listening, as if he was the child being coaxed.But in the past few days, he didn't call Yin Xiamo again, and his phone was turned off almost all the time, as if he was devoting himself to filming.Under the strong light, he was suffocatingly beautiful, with pitch-black eyes and lips as bright as petals, that kind of beauty stunned all the staff, and that kind of beauty was mixed with extreme cold in a trance, It makes people shiver unknowingly.

Maybe we broke up, Shen Qiang thought to herself. The more she is hurt, the more beautiful she is, the more hurt she is, the more indifferent she will be. Luo Xi's character is really like a child sometimes. "Miss Shen, come here to take a group photo!" The entertainment reporter who visited the class shouted loudly, and Shen Qiang's thoughts were interrupted. When she came to her senses, she found that Luo Xi had left to take pictures, and she was the only one left on the sidelines.Her eyes dimmed, she quickly gathered her mood and walked over. The flash flashes continuously.

"Be intimate!" "Shen Qiang, please smile!" "Okay! Get closer!" ... The photographer of "Orange Daily" took pictures from different angles, constantly asking Luo Xi and Shen Qiang to pose in various poses. Luo Xi gently hugged Shen Qiang's shoulders, his breath surrounded her, and she began to lose her mind again.Suddenly, Yuji let out a low cry of surprise, and looked over her shoulder to the back. After a brief moment of astonishment, the cameraman hurriedly took pictures of the back, and at the same time, all the staff members showed surprised expressions.

Luo Xi looked sideways indifferently. Shen Qiang was about to turn her head, but felt that Luo Xi's hand on her shoulder became stiff suddenly, and she couldn't help but look at him.His face was calm, but Shen Qiang sensed something was wrong, he seemed to have cooled down in an instant, the coldness emanating from the depths of his pupils made him seem to be submerged in ice water, Luo Xi icily Looking in that direction, Shen Qiang suddenly thought of the latest news... The person who came, could it be... ……she? Shen Qiang silently turned her head away. That person has thick and curly long hair like seaweed, white skin like ivory, amber eyes as calm as the sea, and a graceful smile on the corner of his lips. He is holding a big paper bag in his hand. It really is Yin Xiamo who has been scandalized recently.Sensing her gaze, Yin Xiamo smiled and nodded to her. She didn't feel the fear of seeing the senior stars, nor did she show any concern for Luo Xi holding her shoulders. Her smile was as refreshing as the sea breeze. That feeling made Shen Qiang suddenly a little dazed. Chung.

Luo Xi's hand slowly released Shen Qiang's shoulder. He didn't speak, but silently lowered his head and stared at Yin Xiamo, the corners of his lips still maintained the upward arc before, but his eyes were weird and cold.Everyone on the filming scene focused their attention, and the atmosphere suddenly became strangely quiet. Almost everyone knew the relationship between Luo Xi and Yin Xiamo, and almost everyone knew that Luo Xi and Yin Xiamo had recently broken up. Everyone looked at Luo Xi Xi looked at Yin Xiamo again, and the audience was silent. Yin Xiamo smiled softly, as if nothing had happened, she took out the contents of the paper bag, there were a lot of fruits, and a big plastic box.At this moment, Jie Ni in the corner of the court had already reacted from her astonishment, and hurried to Yin Xiamo, took those things for Luo Xi, covered up the embarrassment of the atmosphere with a brisk smile, and said, "Senior Xia Mo, are you here to visit the class?" ?”

Yin Xiamo smiled and did not answer directly, but said: "Jie Ni, can you please give these fruits and sushi to the staff for me, everyone has been working hard lately." "Oh well!" Jie Ni saluted her again, and then distributed the fruits and sushi to the on-site staff.Each piece of sushi was exquisitely made, and under the amazement of the staff, the frozen atmosphere was suddenly broken.Although Shen Qiang didn't know why Yin Xiamo came here, but with this kind of gentle and composed manner, she couldn't help restraining her mentality of despising Yin Xiamo. "Xia Mo, have you seen the latest news?" The entertainment reporter of "Orange Daily" asked secretly, did not expect to come to visit the class today to see the three protagonists in the recent hot scandal, but Yin Xiamo looked calm and seemed not to be troubled by any rumors. Fall into the fog. "What news?" Yin Xiamo asked. "There are rumors that you have a close relationship with the young master of the Ou Group recently, and there are also rumors that you and Luo Xi have broken up..." Yu Ji said slowly, observing Yin Xiamo and Luo Xi carefully while talking, hoping to learn from the two. Find clues in the expression. Yin Xiamo was slightly startled, and then glanced at Luo Xi beside him. Luo Xi had a half-smile, his eyes were dark and deep. He didn't speak, as if he wanted to see how she would answer.She looked at Hui Yu Ji with a gentle smile, and said softly, "Does anyone believe such rumors?" "..." Yuji was slightly astonished, but after all, he had experienced many battles, so he immediately turned to Luo Xi with a smile and said, "Does Luo Xi believe it or not?" "Asheng," Luo Xi lazily hugged Yin Xiamo's shoulders, and kissed her on the cheek, "Do you think it looks like we broke up?" "Uh……" Ah Sheng looked at the two people in front of him in confusion. If he said they had broken up, why would Yin Xiamo come to visit Luo Xi's class? If he said they hadn't broken up, there seemed to be something wrong with the two of them being together. "Please clarify for us in tomorrow's report, we are fine." "Let's go." Luo Xi turned to Xia Mo, and then he never paid any attention to Yu Ji's answer, and walked towards the makeup lounge with his arms around Yin Xia Mo's shoulders. Before Ah Sheng could react, the backs of the two had disappeared.Ah Sheng shyly looked away, and suddenly found that Shen Qiang was still standing there, looking sadly at the direction where the two disappeared. He was overjoyed, and quickly asked: "Miss Shen, what do you think of Luo Xi and Yin Xiamo..." "If you want to interview, please make an appointment with my manager." Shen Qiang also turned to leave, the sadness on her face seemed to have never existed, her demeanor was as cold and arrogant as usual. Luo Xi's exclusive lounge. The windows were drawn with thick curtains, and the light in the room was dark, as if it had suddenly turned from day to night. Only the small white lights around the makeup mirror were shining faintly. The desktop was piled up with various newspapers and magazines. There was a picture of Yin Xiamo anxiously sending Ou Chen to the emergency room in the newspaper. Yin Xiamo put the paper bag in her hand on the dressing table. She picked up the newspapers, lingered on the photo of the hospital for a few seconds, then looked at Luo Xi, and said with a joking smile, "It's because of these Won't you answer my call?" Roxie stopped pulling the curtains. The curtains were only opened a little bit, and a ray of light came in, clearly drawing a line between light and dark in the room.Luo Xi was shrouded in light, while she stood in the shadow of the curtain. Yin Xiamo felt a faint unease in his heart, and walked forward quickly. "Swipe──!" The curtains were opened wide, and the bright sunlight shone in, making her unable to open her eyes for a moment. Only then did Luo Xi turn her head to look at her, and said in a flat voice, "Why did you come?" Yin Xiamo was stunned, let her mind calm down, walked back to the dressing table, took out some fruits and a blue lunch box from the paper bag, looked up at him, and smiled a little playfully: "Someone disappeared for no reason. , I’ll make sure he’s still on Earth.” She tried her best to break the gloomy atmosphere in the room, but Luo Xi didn't answer her words. Yin Xiamo suppressed the uneasiness in her heart, raised the lunch box in her hand, and said, "The fruit has been washed, and you can take it directly during filming." Come eat. The bento box is the sushi I made, and there may be too much sushi, but if you don’t finish it today, throw it away tomorrow.” "thanks." The lunch box had already been handed to him before Luo Xi reached out to take it.Under her expectant eyes, he opened the bento box conveniently, and saw about twenty pieces of sushi inside, each of which was different in shape, small and exquisite, and the colors were so cute and bright. He lowered his head, looking at the sushi that obviously took a lot of effort to make, and didn't make a sound for a long time. Yin Xiamo was a little nervous: "What's wrong? Don't you like it?" Luo Xi slowly closed the lunch box, looking at her with beautiful eyes, but inexplicably with a trace of bitterness: "Xia Mo, do you know? Sometimes, I am very afraid that one day you will be very kind to me .” She stared at him blankly. "Someone once gave me a big and sweet ice cream, but after I finished eating, she disappeared." He looked up, closed his eyes and said mockingly, "It seems that every time happiness reaches its peak, it is The beginning of the tragedy." "If I finish all the sushi, will you disappear too?" The sun shone brightly and surrounded Luo Xi, he stood alone, his skin was as white as if it were transparent, and his lips seemed to be transparent as well. Although he didn't understand what he was talking about, Luo Xi, who was immersed in sadness, made Xia Mo feel a little distressed.She went up to hug him and said softly, "No, I won't miss you." "Really?" There was a slight suspicion in Luo Xi's voice, he pushed her away and said word by word, "But, I don't trust you anymore." Yin Xiamo's heart suddenly throbbed, and she grabbed her hand tightly. "Is it because of those newspapers? So, that's why you don't answer my calls these days?" The room was silent in response to her. The pain in her heart gradually intensified, and there was even a hint of despair and grievance in her heart. Even when she was attacked and slandered by Anhui Ni, she never felt such despair-like emotions. "You said you would trust me." In the end, she could only speak quietly like this. "Yes, I said it before." Luo Xi sneered, "but what did you repay me?" She was hanging her head, her long eyelashes cast a peaceful shadow on her cheeks, this angle was actually the same as the newspaper photo The angle at which she lowered her head and stared at Ou Chen was exactly the same... His eyes dimmed. The pain in my heart seemed to be twisted. "I didn't lie to you." Yin Xiamo said hoarsely. "Yes, you didn't lie to me, but chose to mislead me..." The darkness in Luo Xi's eyes and the careless smile on his lips seemed so incongruous, "When I asked you if you went to see Ou Chen, you But he said, you didn't make any deal with him, and you didn't promise him any conditions..." "That's the truth." "But, what I'm asking is whether you have seen him..." "Is there a difference? What do you care about?" She frowned, trying to express herself clearly so that he would not misunderstand, "If what you mind is that I see him, then now I am in the Oushi Group How could this kind of thing be avoided? If you care about whether I have agreed to some of his requests because of the "Battle Flag" incident, then even now I can say it again—no!" "So, you have indeed seen him." His eyes became darker and darker, and the mist in his eyes made his face almost enchantingly beautiful. Yin Xiamo hesitated for a moment, knowing that this question could no longer be avoided. "……yes." "Are you looking for him, or is he looking for you?" The voice was like night fog. Her heart sank suddenly, and another half hour passed. "...I was the one who went to find him." "Did I tell you, don't go to him and beg him because of the "Battle Flag"?" "..." "Before, did I ask you not to meet him or talk to him, no matter what the reason was, and how did you agree to me?" Luo Xi stared at her with dark eyes. ... The night before going to Japan for location shooting... "Don't meet him." Luo Xi's throat was rough, "Don't let him see you either. If you accidentally meet him, don't talk to him, and don't listen to him talk to you..." Wrapped in the white sweater on his chest, her mind was in a mess, she was a little out of breath, and she was slightly stunned, not knowing what to say... "Did you hear me?……" "..." "Otherwise I'll be sad... very sad... hear you?" Luo Xi ruffled her long hair depressedly. "Okay..." she said softly. "Momo," he smiled happily, put his chin on the top of her head, and rubbed it lightly, "I think I'm actually very happy..." ... "I went to him because..." "I don't want to hear it!" Luo Xi's eyes were full of fragility and pain, "You always have a lot of excuses and reasons!" "...It's because I don't want him to blame you because of my relationship. It's time for the past to end!" Yin Xiamo gritted her teeth, and finally insisted on finishing what she wanted to say. "It's over..." Luo Xi laughed, as if she had heard the funniest joke in the world, her eyes were filled with wet light, "...looking at Ou Chen on the emergency bed with such anxious and concerned eyes, Is this what you call the end?" "..." She trembled slightly. "How do you want me to trust you?" Sensing the abnormality in her expression, Luo Xi's lips became more and more glamorous. He gently inserted his hand into her long hair and whispered, "Even if I promised not to go to him, even if I promised you that I would never talk to him even if I met him occasionally, but I went to see him by myself; I had seen him, but when I asked you, I talked about it; I kept telling me that I had no business with him, But in the blink of an eye, I took over the "Golden Dance"..." "..." "Heh, maybe you didn't go to him for me, but for yourself." His smile was as beautiful as cherry blossoms, the shards of cherry blossoms were blown down by the wind in early summer, "I remember you once said, You have no love in your heart, what you want is success, and for success, you will do whatever it takes. So, now you decide to give up on me for your chance?" "You—do you think so?!" Yin Xiamo's chest was in severe pain! She stared at him blankly, her heart was suffocated, and she desperately told herself that he spoke so sharply because he was hurt, but the pain in her heart gradually made her lips turn white.She suddenly didn't know why she was standing here, why she listened to him say these hurtful words to herself like a fool! Seeing her suddenly pale face, Luo Xi felt extremely regretful! No, he didn't mean that, he didn't really suspect her!If it's for the opportunities that Ou Chen can provide her, what she has to do is to break up with him, instead of standing here trying to explain to him.With her usual indifferent personality, if she didn't care about him, she wouldn't keep calling him, and even came to visit her class when he refused to answer her calls. However, when she thought of the photos in the newspaper, she tied Ou Chen with the gentle expression of green lace, and she looked at Ou Chen on the emergency bed with the anxious expression on her face... Like the fog in the middle of the night, the unexplainable fear and insecurity made him feel as if a black hole was suddenly smashed out of his heart, and he fell straight down... In the lounge, the two stared blankly at each other, the pain and sadness in their eyes seemed like a predestined spell that no one could undo, and suddenly they didn't know what to say, as if everything they said was wrong... … "Boom boom." Jenny knocked on the lounge door from outside. "Luo Xi, the next scene is about to start, the director asks you to prepare." Luo Xi silently looked at Yin Xiamo again, wanted to say something, but finally couldn't say it, and walked past her stiffly.Yin Xiamo stood in the backlight, her heart throbbing with pain, when the door was closed by him with a bang, the most painful string in her heart seemed to be broken... When Yin Xiamo returned home, it was already dark.Standing at the door, she took a deep breath, trying to hide all the gloomy expressions on her face, rubbed her face, and let a smile appear on her face. After she got used to smiling, she took out the key and opened the door. "Xiao Cheng──" She yelled softly while changing her slippers at the entrance. No one around? Xiaocheng should be at home at this time, but there is no one, no smell of food, and the light in the living room is also dimmed.She walked into the living room suspiciously, and the black cat rushed towards her like a black shadow. She was startled, but Milk screamed desperately, leading her to Xiaocheng's bedroom! Press the switch. The lights suddenly brightened! Xiaocheng was lying on the bed, her eyes tightly closed, her pale face... Yin Xiamo was shocked! "Little Cheng..." She rushed forward, her hands and feet became cold for no reason, her body was hot and cold, and her eardrums were so loud that her whole body was about to explode! "Xiao Cheng──!" "……sister……" Slowly, as if awakened from sleep, Yin Cheng opened his eyes with difficulty. His eyes were a little loose at first, and he stared blankly at Yin Xiamo for a long time, and suddenly a trace of panic flashed in his eyes.He struggled to sit up, and said with a soft smile, "...Sister...you are back...I will cook..." "Xiaocheng, are you feeling well?" The unreasonable palpitations before made Yin Xiamo feel uneasy, she anxiously tried the temperature of his forehead with her palm, it seemed to be a low-grade fever, and seeing his pale and chapped lips, she felt even more frightened. "I'm just a little sleepy... I've slept for too long..." The voice was intermittent, Yin Cheng leaned on the head of the bed and smiled comfortingly at her, "...Maybe I have a low-grade fever...It's okay...Lie down for a night...It will be fine ..." "Meow! Meow──!" Milk ran around Yin Xiamo's feet restlessly! "Let's go to the hospital." Yin Xiamo suddenly saw several bottles of new medicines on the bedside table that she hadn't seen before. One of the bottles was tilted upside down and the cap was not closed properly, and some white pills were scattered on the table.Xiaocheng is a tidy and careful child, she will never leave the medicine after taking the medicine, her heart sank straight down with a "thud", and all kinds of guesses that frightened her suddenly flashed. "We're going to the hospital right away!" "No...I'm really fine..." Yin Cheng smiled nonchalantly, "If sister...worry about me...you can make chicken wings for me...OK...the chicken wings my sister made last time were really delicious..." As he spoke, his voice became a little short of breath, and his lips became even paler. "Little Cheng!" Cold sweat broke out on his back, Yin Xiamo bit his lips tightly, calmed down his panic, and said softly: "Lie down and have a good rest first. It might not be good to eat something greasy like chicken wings if you have a fever. Sister, do something." I’ll give you some porridge. Then I’ll ask my sister to accompany you to the hospital to see if it’s okay. If there’s nothing wrong, we’ll be right back..." "sister……" "Sister, go make porridge for you." Yin Xiamo pushed Yin Cheng, who was about to get up, back on the bed, "You should rest for a while." Hurriedly walking out of Yin Cheng's bedroom, Yin Xiamo closed the door, and then, her body gradually began to tremble!Luo Xi's indifference and stab wounds that made her sad before suddenly became less important. She only wanted Xiao Cheng to be well, she only wanted Xiao Cheng to live healthy! She closed her eyes and repeated silently over and over again── Xiaocheng... Absolutely nothing can happen... Foam bar. The most famous foam bar in the downtown area, the forest-like dark green neon signboard is shining in the night.The lights in the bar are dim, every corner is full of guests, the waiters shuttle back and forth, the sound of clinking wine glasses, whispers, loud laughter, the bartenders are dizzyingly playing many tricks to call out various A cocktail, the band sang rock and roll frantically on the front stage, making the lively atmosphere in the bar high to the highest point. "Brother Luo Xi, I was your loyal fan before I debuted! I have collected all your records and movies, and I even stayed up late to line up for an autograph session, and I got your autograph!" "The last time I went to the "Entertainment Star Show", the host asked me who my favorite star was, and I replied without thinking that it was Brother Luo Xi! In fact, I entered the entertainment industry only to see Brother Luo Xi with my own eyes. Yes, but I have never had a chance to cooperate, this time I found out that I can actually act in a movie with Brother Luo Xi, I was so excited that I couldn't sleep for several days!" "Brother Luo Xi, let me offer you a toast first...I just started in the industry...I still need to be reminded of my acting skills..." "..." The sea-blue sofa and long armchairs divide this corner of the foam bar into a relatively independent small area, and more than a dozen actors and staff members of the "Prosperous World" crew chatted excitedly while drinking. The dim light changes and blurs. Luo Xi sat in the deepest part of the shadow, leaning against the sofa, clinking glasses with the crew casually.Diagonally across from him, Shen Qiang was also present, talking to an actor beside her. The crew is very excited. When the day's filming was over, when the assistant director suggested going to a bar to relax, Luo Xi, who never participated in such activities, unexpectedly agreed.What's more, Shen Qiang, who was also independent, also said that she would also participate.Going to a bar with two Uranus superstars is really a rare experience.Besides, Luo Xi was very kind today, she didn't refuse anyone who came to toast, and she didn't put on airs of a superstar at all! Very loud in the bar. None of the warm words in the air floated into Luo Xi's ears, but the intuition cultivated over the years made him able to cope with it even if he was completely absent-minded.On the stage of the bar, a girl in hot clothes was singing. That girl looked familiar, but she couldn't remember where she had seen her before. Her typhoon was mature and sexy, and her singing voice was charming and slightly hoarse. looked at her casually. Under the blurred light and shadow... That girl quietly transformed into another person... With a faint smile and light eyes, her face as white as ivory and long hair as thick as seaweed made her look like a lazy little mermaid.Facing the microphone, she stared at him from afar and sang a song in a low voice: "... if crying and begging If you pretend you don't know you've always loved her if i get on my knees and beg you can you stay for me ..." Under the cherry blossom tree that year, when I heard her footsteps── Maybe it sealed his fate. Having been adopted countless times and then sent back to the orphanage, the sixteen-year-old has become accustomed to not having any expectations for the new environment.Sitting on the slightly damp bluestone platform in the courtyard, all he thought at that time was, how long will he stay this time?What excuse would the family use to send him back to the orphanage? he…… I can no longer be happy... Since the day his mother abandoned him. There seemed to be a black hole in his heart, and some things had been completely hollowed out, leaving nothing in his chest. Unknowingly, he is used to pretending to be excellent and perfect in front of strangers, with a smile hanging on the corner of his lips, but the black hole in his heart is cold.In the nightmare in the middle of the night, he tried to smile again and again and said: Mom, look, you gave up such an excellent me. You──won't you regret it? However, being abandoned is his fate after all... Although this fate has too much deliberate participation by him. Let excellence and sensibility become his armor, block anyone who tries to get too close to him, and use pride and smile to mock those children who are angry that their parents' love has been taken away by him.However, those children were his own, and he was just adopted, so how could he really take away their parents' love. The result was that he was sent back repeatedly, and was even framed as a thief and arrested.In the eyes of the aunt in the orphanage, he is a poor child, and he just wants to ask his mother—if he knows that he is abandoned, he will often cry at night and become unable to be happy anymore... Even so…… mother── Won't you regret it? Sitting on the slightly damp bluestone platform in the courtyard, the cherry blossoms quietly bloomed behind the sixteen-year-old him. For some reason, the past suddenly came to his mind.When the sound of small and quiet footsteps sounded, he suddenly had a ridiculous illusion, thinking that it was his mother's return! Suddenly I looked back and saw her— Among the petals in the sky, she was fifteen years old, with a pair of amber eyes as calm as the sea, not suitable for her age, but it made his heart suddenly become silent... Thinking about it now, the feelings for her seemed to be groundless. At that moment, she was imprinted in his heart, and it was like a brand that he could never leave. Her eyes can always easily see the bottom of his heart, and she has no interest in him, only when he intentionally or unintentionally hurt Xiao Cheng, she pounces on him like a baby bird, threatening him to restrain himself.In her heart, Xiao Cheng occupies an extremely important place, sometimes he even thinks that she lives for Xiao Cheng and does everything to make Xiao Cheng happy. Later, she slowly accepted him and gradually treated him like a family member. Just when there was warmth in his heart, she completely tore up the warmth in his chest. Perhaps in her opinion, she is utterly benevolent and even won him the opportunity to study abroad, but she didn't know how much he hated her!Just because his existence might affect Yin's father's work and Xiaocheng's future life, she calmly sent him away, without even the slightest hesitation or struggle in her eyes. He thought it was hatred that made him unable to forget her during his days in England.Until one time, the wallet containing her photo was stolen, and he chased it like crazy for several streets, just to get back her photo in the empty wallet.At that time, he realized that in the deep hatred, there are more complicated feelings... "... i know you love her love her like a diamond even if she doesn't love you you still love her foolishly like i love you foolishly in love with her ... i can pretend i don't know you love her i can cry and beg you If kneeling in front of you can soften your heart or even if i die you won't stay either ..." The figure of the girl on the stage was vague, with a white face and indifferent eyes in a trance. The singing was very quiet, as if it came from a far away place. Luo Xi stared at her for a long time. Eyes dark as night. When I met her again five years later, her demeanor was even more serene, but even if she was just quietly in the corner, she still had the radiance and fragrance that made people intoxicated. Perhaps the purpose of approaching her at the beginning was to take revenge on her, to seduce her, to make her fall in love with him, and to let her have a taste of the sad feelings he has never gotten rid of all these years. But he overestimated himself. As he got closer to her, his feelings seemed to have an independent consciousness.He can't help but love her, her quiet beauty is like a poppy, she hasn't fallen into it yet, he has already fallen into it. This sinking frightened him. Perhaps it was a fateful tragedy, he seemed to be able to see his own ending. The more he loves her, the more he is afraid of her. It's like a dagger covered in honey is piercing his heart. It's so sweet and painful that it bleeds. Although she seemed to have gradually fallen in love with him, there was always a kind of indifference in her eyes, as if she could leave him at any time, as if feelings were not that important to her.Sometimes, he felt that it was just an illusion, and she looked at him smiling without any alienation, clearly showing tenderness and love, but suddenly felt that the emotion in her eyes was his illusion... Even when seeing those photos of her and Ou Chen together, the pain almost suffocated him.However, he didn't actually distrust her that much. If she really planned to leave him, why would she come to visit and explain to him, and tried so carefully to make him happy, he understood, and regretted that he had said those words that hurt her impulsively. just- He's really scared... She will leave him eventually, just like she indifferently sent him away five years ago, just like his mother abandoned him in the playground... Although, she likes him, does she also like Ou Chen, otherwise, no matter what angle she is in, she can't capture her anxious and concerned expression in the photo; she likes him, but there may be many things in her heart that are more important than him He is important, you can gently leave him at any time, and leave quietly... bottom of my heart... A burst of coldness is slowly emerging... Back in a trance a long time ago, when he was a child, he sat alone on a playground bench in the middle of the night, his limbs were frozen by the cold, and the blood in his body stopped flowing bit by bit... If you love her less, then Maybe it will be easier to bear when she leaves... "Daisy! Daisy!" "One more! Daisy—!" There was warm applause and applause in the foam bar! The depressed Luo Xi was awakened! Under the rotating colorful light ball, the girl singing on the stage is not her at all, nor is the song "Diamond" that was sung just now.Hearing the shouts from the regular customers of the bar, Luo Xi suddenly understood the reason why she found this girl familiar.Daisy seemed to be a singer who entered Sun's company for training at the same time as her. Later, she won, and Daisy left, but now she is singing in this bar. "...Know her?" I don't know when the crew members around him have dispersed to dance, only Shen Qiang stayed and moved to sit beside him. "do not know." ... Of course it couldn't be her. Luo Xi silently drank the wine in the glass.When discussing where to go, he subconsciously said "foam bar", knowing that she would not appear here again, and he drove her away who came to visit the class. "Just now I bet in my heart..." Holding the wine glass in Shen Qiang's hand, she didn't look aloof and high-spirited in the usual way, she seemed to be a little drunk, her cheeks were flushed like rouge, and her eyes were dazedly bright. "..." There was no ice in the whiskey, and it rushed into the stomach hotly, Luo Xi's vision was a little blurred. "Why don't you ask me what I bet..." Shen Qiang leaned on Luo Xi's shoulder with her starry eyes half open, playing with the wine glass in her hand.The rest of the crew were dancing in the arena, and no one looked towards this corner. "What bet?" Luo Xi asked casually absent-mindedly. "I bet... when will you find out... that I drove them away... that it's me sitting next to you... it's me..." The strong smell of alcohol mixed with her body fragrance, in the There was a strange and strong sense of sexiness in the lively and noisy bar, "...but...hehe...you kept looking at that girl on the stage...you didn't...not notice me..." "How much wine did you drink?" "I drank...a lot of wine...hehe..." Shen Qiang buried her face in his shoulder and murmured with a low laugh, "...but...I was pretending to be drunk...hehe..." Luo Xi gently pushed her head away. "I'll walk you home." "...Why can't you see me... That Yin Xiamo... How long have you known her... I've been by your side... Don't you know?..." Suddenly hugging his arms tightly, Shen Qiang raised her face Staring at him, the eyes are three parts drunk and seven parts sober, "...you will never see me... is it... just like just now... you have been looking at that strange girl... and you can't see me... …Yes or no……" "Shen Qiang..." "Why don't you want to look at me?..." Under the confused light, there were tears in her eyes, "... In the afternoon... I eavesdropped on your conversation with her outside the lounge!!... Hehe...hehe...I eavesdropped on purpose..." Luo Xi's body stiffened immediately! “……和她分手吧……如果她那样伤害你……如果她让你不开心……” “我们不会分手的。” 海蓝色沙发长圈椅中，迷离变幻的昏暗光线。洛熙的气息变得冰冷，他试图将她的手从自己的胳膊上掰开，然而她紧紧抓住他，执拗不解地低喊：“为什么？！是我先认识的你，是我……先喜欢上的你……很久以前我就告诉过你……难道你真的以为我那时是在开玩笑吗？……” “那又怎样？！” 洛熙忽然发怒了，声音里透出残酷的寒意：“认识的时间长短，跟感情深厚与否──完全无关！” 那是他心中的一根刺…… 他突然明白了自己在害怕什么，明白了自己怎么会在下午失控地对夏沫说出了那些伤人的话语。 他不是不信任她，只是── 她先认识的人…… It's Ou Chen... 在认识他四年之前，她就属于欧辰了。 她对欧辰真的没有丝毫感情了吗？他还记得五年前她在樱花树下向欧辰撒娇的样子，她凝视欧辰的眼神…… 和不久前那张照片上，她在医院里焦急关切地望着急救病床上的欧辰的眼神…… 太像了…… 她自己都没有察觉吗？ 可是，他已经发现了，所以恐惧害怕得简直无法呼吸…… “……无关吗？” 沈蔷失笑，她直直凝视他，说道：“可是，尹夏沫对你的感情，不及我对你的十分之一！” "Go away!" 仿佛被刺中了最致命的死穴，洛熙低声怒喝，大力将她推开！沈蔷被推跌在沙发中，神情惊愕又伤痛，渐渐地，眼睛里迷离的醒意渐渐散去，流露出一股执拗的冷傲来。她冷声说：“需要我证明给你看吗？” “不需要。”洛熙冷着脸回答。沈蔷却象完全没有听到他的回话似的，一下子凑近他，双手揽住他的后脑，用足了全身的力气将他的身子拉近。然后，她的唇，重重地吻在他的唇上！ “你疯了！” 洛熙震怒！立刻将她推开！他不仅恼怒于被她强吻，也担心万一这情景被娱记拍下来被她看到！酒吧一向是娱记们习惯潜伏的场所，尤其是颇具盛名的泡沫酒吧。 “这就是我的证明。你担心会被娱记拍到是吗？我不怕！我不在意会被娱记怎么写，就算写我不顾廉耻地倒追你也没关系，我为了你什么都可以舍弃！” 沈蔷笑容清傲，直视他说：“她可以吗？！从来都是你一次一次地出面救她，不在乎会不会被传出负面的绯闻，不在乎你的声誉和人气会不会受到影响，可是，她为你做过什么？她只会踩着你一步一步地向上爬！她为你做过什么？最多来探班做一点吃的东西，甚至都不肯坚决地站出来说，她不接那部与你的《天下盛世》打对台的《黄金舞》！” 听着听着，洛熙面容苍白，眼神幽深如黑洞，她的每句话都重重地刺中他，痛得他脑中一片白雾般的空白。沈蔷心痛地望着他，既怜惜他，又为自己难过，轻轻凑过去，再次吻住他…… same night. 尹夏沫怔怔地坐在病房里。 她没有理尹澄的各种借口，坚持陪他去了医院。事实上，小澄越是试图拖延劝阻，她心里的不安就越是强烈。当晚的值班医生是五年前小澄住院的时候她就已经认识了的，当医生听她说起小澄有点低烧，精神也不怎么好时，神情竟紧张起来，呼唤了几位正在休息的大夫一起过来会诊。接着，五十多岁的郑医生竟然也从家里赶了过来。 郑医生和其他医生们虽然和小澄都非常熟捻，但是他们毫不理会小澄描述身体状况时轻描淡写的神情，紧急安排他做了一系列的检查。看着已经出来的一部分检查结果，郑医生表情凝重，告诉尹夏沫说，尹澄必须立刻住院进行治疗。 “姐，你回家去吧。” 尹澄躺在病床上，笑容温和如昔，长长的睫毛象天使羽翼般柔和，吊瓶里的液体滴答滴答流淌进他的手背。 尹夏沫胸口一紧。 忽然发现小澄的下巴不知什么时候已经瘦得尖了起来，唇色也有些透明。她一直以为小澄是因为长大了，所以模样轮廓有些变化也很正常。而且，小澄和她一起吃饭的时候都很好，饭量没有变小，所以她以为他的病情控制的很好…… Could it be... 她暗暗慌乱起来。 是她错了吗？是她疏忽掉什么了吗？ “姐，你知道医生们都爱大惊小怪的，我只是前几天有点感冒发烧，可是我的身体很棒，活到八十岁都没有问题呢。”尹澄轻柔地微笑，握住她的手，“姐，不要担心，真的没事。” 尹夏沫调整一下呼吸，蹲在他的病床边，回握他的手，说：“好好睡觉，睡一觉起来就不发烧了，病就好了，姐姐就不会担心了，好不好？” “好。”尹澄点头，“姐，你明天还有通告，先回家去。等明天我烧退了，会自己回去的。” “我已经把通告推掉了。” 她打电话给珍恩推掉那些通告时，珍恩惊慌地骂她疯了，可是当知道是因为要照顾小澄，珍恩的态度立刻一百八十度大扭转，让她安心在医院，外面的事情不用担心，她誓死也会搞定！ "sister……" 她摇摇他的手，宠溺地说：“以后三天的通告我全都推掉了，一步也不会离开你身边。就算你出院了，我也在家里好好照顾你几天，做你喜欢吃的东西，好不好？” “不用！”尹澄着急地想要起身，“我一个人在医院就可以。” "I have decided." 尹夏沫声音低柔却不容再说。 她将他的手放进薄被里，将被子轻轻掖在他的下巴，然后起身调节输液点滴的速度。尹澄想要再试着劝阻她，但是望着她固执的表情，终于还是什么都没有再说。 The night was very quiet. 点滴静静地流淌进尹澄的手背，他似乎睡着了，呼吸均匀，声音很轻，轻得仿佛随时会停止。 尹夏沫呆呆地望着小澄。 她知道，一定是出了什么问题，否则小澄不会这么极力地想瞒住她，否则医生们的神色不会那么凝重…… Darkness of night. 她的身子突然冷得颤抖起来。 良久，她又默默摇头，不会的，上天不会那么不公平，从来没有给过小澄任何东西，又怎么可以再次伤害小澄。 不会的…… 她面色苍白地闭上眼睛，胸口仿佛被千万斤的大石压住，重重地透不过气……