Chapter 9 Chapter nine

"If there are no other questions, please sign this document." Ou Chen put the divorce agreement on the bedside table of Yin Cheng's hospital bed, then took out another document and handed it to Yin Cheng.Yin Cheng saw the big bold letters on the header of the document—Consent Letter for Kidney Replacement Surgery... "No—!" Yin Cheng shook his head in bewilderment. "Any other requirements?" Ou Chen stared at him, "Tell me, as long as you agree to the operation, you can do whatever you want." "...Why?" Yin Cheng stared at him blankly, "You did so many things because you wanted to be with your sister, didn't you? Why did you sign the divorce agreement? Give me a kidney?"

Ou Chen was silent. "No, I won't agree to the operation." After a while, Yin Cheng whispered, "I can't take away your kidney and make you lose your sister, that would be too unfair to you. If my sister finds out...she will would be uneasy..." "So, are you going to watch her die?" "Sister won't die!" As if being poked hard, Yin Cheng said tremblingly, "She just has a cold and a fever, and she will get better soon... soon!" "You clearly know what you mean to her! You clearly know why she suddenly became so ill!" The hoarse voice leaked the pain in Ou Chen's heart, his body was as tense as a bowstring that might break at any time, "If you really care about her, all you can do is undergo surgery! Become healthy, and stay healthy with her forever! Other irrelevant things don't bother you to think about!"

"signature!" Stuffing the signature pen into Yin Cheng's hand, Ou Chen pursed his lips, the angry fire in his eyes made him look very dangerous. "No……" Guilt and anxiety made Yin Cheng still unable to make up his mind, so he put his pen aside. "..." Seeing the hesitant Yin Cheng, Ou Chen took a deep breath, tried his best to restrain his emotions, and said firmly and slowly: "Even if I beg you, please sign, please accept my kidney, please... Save Xia Mo." "Ou Chen..." Yin Cheng was stunned by the pain that could not be hidden in his words.From childhood to adulthood, Ou Chen he knew was indifferent and arrogant, but at this moment, is this person who lowered his head and begged him really Ou Chen?

"I caused all her pain, and all I can do now is a kidney transplant operation." Ou Chen closed his eyes, his voice was hoarse, "As for you, I don't want to ask you to forgive me. I don't matter. But, I hope you will give me a chance to make it up to her." There was a long silence in the ward. Ou Chen stuffed the signature pen into Yin Cheng's hand again, with forceful determination in that force, as if driven by something, Yin Cheng blankly signed his name on the surgery consent form. "thanks!" There was a trace of relaxation on Ou Chen's tense face, as if he was afraid that he would regret it, he quickly took away the consent form for the operation, and walked directly to the door.

That "thank you" made Yin Cheng's heart hurt! Shouldn't "thank you" be what he said to him?How did everything turn upside down?Watching Ou Chen's tall but haggard back disappearing outside the door, Yin Cheng said softly to himself: "Brother-in-law, you really love sister very much, don't you?" The morning sun quietly shone on Luo Xi's pale face. His eyes opened slightly. His eyes were staring blankly at the ceiling, as if he had just experienced a long, long dream. He didn't know if he was still in the dream at this moment, or the past events were just a dream like white mist.

... "...can I beg you not to marry him..." ... "...But...you are so cold and stubborn, like a wall of ice without gaps, you will never change anything because of me...Xia Mo, what can I do...you will not because of me... Marry Ou Chen?" ... "……useless." In the sound of the wind being shaken by the leaves, her voice was as cold as a needle and shone with a cold light. "Because... I love him." ... "I love Ou Chen." ... His lips were pale and chapped, his eyes closed slowly, why he was still alive, why the god of death didn't take his life away, why those heart-wrenching memories still refused to let him go.The black eyelashes were tightly closed, and there was a burst of intense and numb pain in his heart, as if he was being pushed back into the dark abyss by waves of cold waves.

"Luoxi..." Jie Ni whispered worriedly. A few hours ago, Luo Xi woke up from a coma for several days and nights. Before she had time to cry with joy, the doctor told her and Shen Qiang that Luo Xi's will to survive was very low, which was not conducive to the recovery of his various physiological functions. .Moreover, if there is no way to cheer him up, even if he is out of danger this time, he will still very likely choose to commit suicide again. Shen Qiang looked at Luo Xi's gloomy and haggard face, adjusted her breathing, suppressed the soreness in her heart, and said in a calm voice: "Yin Xiamo and her younger brother have both visited you, do you still remember?"

His fingers trembled slightly on the hospital bed. It was as if she had appeared in a fleeting moment in the dense fog where she could not see her fingers, and before she had time to perceive her, she disappeared like a shadow... Has she really been here... Isn't it a hallucination... Why do you still come to see him... She doesn't care about him at all... She loves... Ou Chen... Isn't she... She's married to Ou Chen... "Her brother came alone. He sat by your bed and told you..." Clenching her fingers tightly, Shen Qiang was able to force herself to continue, "...he said that Yin Xiamo liked you... Yin Xiamo wanted to marry Ou Chen because of her younger brother, and Ou Chen exchanged his own kidney, and only when Yin Xiamo married Ou Chen did Ou Chen agree to the kidney transplant..."

"..." Lips became extremely pale, black eyelashes slowly opened, Luo Xi's breathing suddenly became rapid, then, it was not his hallucination, those words of Xiao Cheng heard in the dream... "...so...that marriage was just a deal..." Shen Qiang managed to finish speaking, but suddenly there was a flame of anger that could not be suppressed in her heart, she said coldly: "But, in this transaction, she finally abandoned you!" "Luoxi!" Jie Ni was shocked to see that Luo Xi had a sudden reaction.Relying on a force that he didn't know where it came from, his extremely weak body sat up straight, but he just swayed and fell down heavily, and the infusion tube tied to his wrist also shook violently!

"What are you going to do?!" Jie Ni panicked and supported his struggling body, and asked anxiously while ringing the doctor's call bell. "I... want to see her..." His chest heaved violently, and Luo Xi's eyes had an abnormally burning light, as if there was still a last hope in the gray ashes of death. Yin Cheng, who had always refused a kidney transplant, suddenly agreed to the operation! Jane couldn't believe it and was ecstatic, how could there be such a big change all of a sudden?She was both happy and confused, but looking at the silent Ou Chen and the equally silent Xiao Cheng, she didn't dare to ask anything.

All preparations were carried out very quickly, and the operation will begin in the afternoon of the same day. "Sister, I'm going to have an operation." Looking at Yin Xiamo who was sleeping on the hospital bed, Yin Cheng said softly, "Go to sleep for a while, and come to accompany you after I finish the operation." "Xia Mo, don't worry, the operation will go smoothly!" Zhen En said in a happy tone as much as possible, as if the kidney replacement operation was just a minor operation like appendicitis operation. There was a high fever flush on the cheekbone, Yin Xiamo lay quietly, as if she didn't hear anything.Ou Chen gently put her hands exposed outside the quilt, and carefully tucked the quilt up for her, until he was sure that everything about her was fine, then he looked away from her, looked at Zhen En and said: " Please take care of her during the operation." "Oh……" Zhen En was taken aback for a moment, and looked at Yin Cheng uneasily.Will there be any problems in the operation? There is always an inexplicable fear hanging over her. If she doesn't guard the door of the operating room, she may be restless.However, leaving Xia Mo lying here alone, she was really worried. Suddenly, she thought that the operating room was on the west side of this floor, occupying an entire half floor, even standing at the door of Xia Mo's ward, she could still see the situation outside the operating room! "Okay, don't worry!" Jean nodded vigorously. The door of the ward was gently closed, and only Zhen En and Yin Xiamo, who was in a high fever and comatose, were left in the room.Staring blankly at Xia Mo, for a long time, Zhen En bit her lips and whispered guiltily: "I'm sorry... I have caused too many troubles... If I discouraged you from the beginning... If I told you That phone call from Luoxi...if I hadn't impulsively told the truth and Xiaocheng heard...everything wouldn't have gotten so bad...you wouldn't have been so sick..." "Sorry……" "...Although I am your friend...it seems that I have never helped you...instead, you have always taken care of me...if it was Pan Nan...she would help you a lot...I am the most beautiful person in the world Useless people..." "If you wake up...because you hate me...you want to break up with me..." Zhen En took a trembling breath, "...that's the punishment I deserve...but why don't you wake up yet, Xiaocheng He and Ou Chen are about to start the kidney replacement operation... Will there be any danger during the operation... Are you really not worried?" "Xia Mo... I know... the operation is not that simple, right... I saw the look on your face when you talked to Dr. Zheng, although you didn't say anything to me, but... the operation will be dangerous, right... ..." The more she thought about it, the more worried she became, and finally Jane couldn't sit still. She got up and walked to the door, opening the door of the ward with a gap.Careful not to let the wind at the door blow to the unconscious Xia Mo, then she nervously looked at the end of the corridor, far away, from here to the outside of the operating room. A group of doctors and nurses came over. Here, many of the faces of doctors are familiar to Jane, and some doctors are specially invited from abroad to participate in this operation.Dr. Zheng also walked into the operating room, her expression was a little dignified, which made Zhen En's heart tighten suddenly. after awhile. Ou Chen was pushed into the operating room while lying on the mobile hospital bed. After a while. Yin Cheng also lay quietly and was pushed in by the nurse. The door to the operating room closed. Jane bit her lips tightly, staring blankly at the operating room at the end of the corridor, her heart beating thumpingly.She couldn't help but look back at Xia Mo in the room, Xia Mo was still comatose with a high fever, as if she had also felt the tension of the operation, Xia Mo's body trembled and struggled from time to time. God, bless the operation to be completed smoothly... Jane clasped her hands in front of her chest and prayed vigorously! "Seeing her..." Waking up again from the coma, the pale and weak Luo Xi was still struggling to get out of the hospital bed. The doctors and nurses wanted to hold him down, telling him that his physical condition was still very bad and he had to recover at least a few days. You can get out of bed after a few days. However, Luo Xi didn't hear anything, his mind was buzzing chaotically, words such as kidney replacement, trade, and marriage made him feel like he was going crazy! "I want...to see her..." Amidst the exclamations of the nurses, Luo Xi struggled to pull out the infusion needle in his hand. He felt a severe dizziness in his head. He closed his eyes tightly, and in the darkness, which was so weak that the sky was dark, he used his powerless legs. Walk towards the door of the ward. Jie Ni supported him in a panic, tried her best to dissuade him, and said repeatedly: "I will go to see Xia Mo senior sister in a few days, you are now... maybe you will scare senior sister... it is better to wait for your body to recover Get better..." He wants to see her... He wants to know what's going on... This thought drove him crazy, no, he couldn't stay for a moment, he wanted to find her, he wanted to ask her clearly! !This strong thought gave Luo Xi amazing strength. He pushed away Jie Ni's hands, and in the bouts of dizziness and weakness, he held the cold metal handle on the door of the ward, and opened the door forcefully! There was an empty wheelchair outside the door. "I'll take you there." Shen Qiang was standing outside the door, she was pushing a wheelchair and said to him in a cold voice. "But Miss Shen...his body..." Jie Ni looked at her in surprise. "Don't let him go, he might die again." As if being burned by fire. Indistinctly, there were some vague figures and some indistinct voices, but whenever she tried to reach out to grab them, those figures and voices dispersed like water waves.It seemed to be mocking her, no matter whether she ran desperately or searched hard in the sky full of fire, but every time she couldn't catch anything, and every time when she finally gave up, those figures and voices entangled again Beside her, something was flashing like a black and white silent film, as if it was very important, but she couldn't hear it no matter what... hospital bed. Yin Xiamo tossed and trembled, fine sweat gradually appeared on her forehead, her fingers clenched and then released from time to time, her chest heaved more and more violently. Jane didn't notice Xia Mo's change. She stood nervously at the door of the ward, her eyes fixed on the operating room at the end of the corridor. The operation has been done for a long time, and the door has never been opened, nor have any doctors or nurses come out.This... this should indicate that the operation went smoothly. She walked around restlessly, chanting and praying silently, God, let the operation be completed smoothly! suddenly── The door of the operating room was slammed open! Jane was stunned! I saw a nurse running out of the operating room in a hurry, with a disturbing solemnity in her expression!Jane remembers that the nurse walked into the operating room with Xiaocheng's surgeons! In the operating room, the sound of scalpels and scissors became urgent, and the heart monitor continued to beep sharp warning sounds!Yin Cheng, who was in a coma under anesthesia, was as pale as paper. The attending doctor looked back at the screen of the heart monitor, frowned and stepped up his work. "Blood pressure 70—40!" The doctor monitoring the blood pressure said anxiously! "60—30!" "50—20!" "Blood pressure keeps dropping!" The atmosphere suddenly froze, and all the doctors stopped the knives and scissors in their hands. The nurse helped the attending doctor wipe off the sweat from his forehead, and the attending doctor also stopped his work. He ordered, "Inject epinephrine!" When the nurse rushed back to the operating room with a doctor she hadn't seen before, Jane had already run out of Xia Mo's ward!She didn't care about it any more, her mind was filled with all kinds of terrible guesses, she grabbed the nurse and shouted in panic, "How is the operation?! Is there something wrong?!" "The patient's vital signs are abnormal, we are working hard, please get out of the way!" The nurse followed the doctor and ran into the operating room, leaving only Zhen En standing there in shock, fear and worry made her His body was shaking! Xiaocheng... Xiaocheng... "Blood pressure 45──15!" "Keep the IV adrenaline!" "Blood pressure 40──10!" "Increase the dose!" In the snow-white operating room, the doctors were urgently dealing with the critical situation. Yin Cheng lay quietly on the operating bed, his face as white as the wall. "Xiao Cheng──!!" As if in a horrible nightmare, Yin Xiamo's body suddenly bounced violently in the midst of panting and struggling!Sweat dripped from her forehead, and she seemed to be fished out of ice water. She sat up on the hospital bed blankly, and the terrible dream made her not know where she was for a while!In the fire, Xiaocheng's body gradually became transparent, no matter how she reached out to grab it, she couldn't catch it, as if it was Xiaocheng saying goodbye to her... "Little Cheng..." The surrounding environment made Yin Xiamo gradually understand that this was a ward, but there was no one in the room.How could she be here? Numerous memories and vague fragments attacked her fiercely in her mind, but she didn't have time to think about them. The fear that was overwhelming her chest made her just want to see Xiao Cheng immediately!She wants to see Xiao Cheng is still fine! The legs are weak and weak. She fell from the hospital bed to the ground all of a sudden! Her wrist was in sharp pain from being pulled, she pulled out the infusion needle, stood up and walked out with difficulty, her eyes turned black, and her body seemed to be blown by cold wind after getting wet.The corridor was empty, and she walked along the wall dizzily, not knowing which floor it was, but she just instinctively wanted to walk to the elevator at the end of the corridor. Jane was sitting on the bench outside the operating room in fear. She hugged herself tightly with her hands, trying to restrain her body from shaking.What is an abnormality in vital signs? Is Xiaocheng in danger? Xiaocheng... Xiaocheng... She began to cry quietly. Then the crying became more and more painful, she was really useless, she couldn't help anything, she would just make troubles and keep making troubles, if she hadn't talked nonsense, maybe Xiao Cheng's operation had been successfully completed a few days ago up... "Why are you crying……" In the corridor of the hospital, a weak voice asked softly. Zhen En, whose face was full of tears, couldn't believe her ears. She turned her head to look in panic. In the cold afternoon sun, the figure seemed weak and transparent. His pale face and chapped lips seemed to be just an illusory shadow standing there. Those eyes stared fixedly at her, with fear and fragility flickering in them. "Xia Mo──!" Zhen En exclaimed, rushed over to support her, helped her to sit on the bench, and quickly tried the temperature of her forehead with her hands. The forehead was covered with fine beads of sweat, and the tentacles were cold. The high fever seemed to have completely subsided. Lost. "When did you wake up? Why did you come out by yourself? I'll take you back!" "...Where's Xiaocheng? Why are you here? Why...why are you crying?" Yin Xiamo asked a series of questions in a trembling voice, but when she stared blankly at the tears on Zhen En's face, she slowly woke up in her mind, and gradually sorted out those complicated memories, including the vaguely heard words in the coma .Xiao Cheng and Ou Chen are doing surgery inside, right?As for the fear and tear stains on Zhen En's face, could it be—"...is there a problem with the operation?" Her body was as cold as ice, and the dizzy blackness tried to knock her down again... "..." Zhen En tried her best to force a smile, and shook her head vigorously, "No, the operation went well, I was waiting outside alone and was a little scared and worried, so I cried. Xia Mo, I will take you back. You were still there just now. Fever, very weak." "yes……" Yin Xiamo's hands were still shaking, but her voice gradually calmed down.She stared fixedly at the closed door of the operating room, the three words "in operation" lit up on it were like three dark red eyes, and Xiaocheng's gradually transparent body in the nightmare just now was like a bad omen, which made her feel sick. The viscera in his body were torn and heaved so much that he wanted to vomit. "Then, don't cry..." Holding Zhen En's hand tightly, Yin Xiamo tightly closed her eyes, her fingers were as cold as ice. "...they're doing surgery... need care...we can't cry..." Time passed by every minute... Jane began to walk up and down outside the operating room uneasily, wringing her hands and biting her lips from time to time.Yin Xiamo sat quietly all the time, her back was very straight, she did not lean against the back of the bench, she sat straight and straight, as if all her life was poured into waiting for this moment. In the operating room, Ou Chen and Yin Cheng were only separated by a cloth. Both of them were in a coma due to anesthesia. The doctors on this side had already started to sew up the wound for Ou Chen, and the doctors on the other side were still watching nervously. Changes in Yin Cheng's blood pressure and electrocardiogram──"Blood pressure is starting to rise!" "50—20!" "60—30!" "70—40!" "90—60!" "Blood pressure is basically normal!" "Okay, continue with the operation, and keep an eye on your blood pressure!" The sound of the clashing of knives and scissors began to resound in the operating room again. Yin Cheng's body was covered with various tubes, and he lay quietly, his black eyelashes as docile as a deer. covered the pale skin. Time passed by every minute... The afternoon sun gradually set, and the rays of the setting sun dyed the benches outside the operating room into a pale red. Zhen En couldn't bear the torment of waiting. She stood at the door of the operating room and kept stamping her feet, wishing to squeeze through the crack of the door. go in! Yin Xiamo stared at the words "in operation", her hands became colder and colder, and she sat stiffly like stone sculptures. At the end of the hospital corridor. The indicator numbers in the elevator room suddenly started beating, "1, 2, 3," the numbers lit up according to a certain rhythm were like suppressed heartbeats, and then—"Ding!" The elevator stopped at this floor. The elevator door opened slowly, and in the wheelchair that was pushed out, sat a frail figure... "Bang!" The door to the operating room is open! Jane jumped up reflexively, and rushed over!Yin Xiamo also stood up immediately, dizzy in her head because of the excessive movement, nervousness and fear grabbed her tightly and she couldn't breathe. In the dizziness and darkness, her legs trembled as she walked over, and she could vaguely see the doctors and nurses pushing A hospital bed came out, and the person on the bed closed his eyes tightly under the effect of anesthesia. "Doctor! How's the operation going!" "Is the operation going well?!" "Xiaocheng...how is Xiaocheng!" Hearing Zhen En's yelling, Yin Xiamo tightly held the edge of the hospital bed, and she couldn't see clearly the face of the unconscious man in the dizzy darkness. "The operation went relatively smoothly. It's just that Yin Cheng's operation will take about an hour or two to end. You don't have to worry." The doctor said kindly, and pushed the bed to the ward area with the nurses, "As for Ou Chen, he needs to be observed in the intensive care unit, but he is in good physical condition, so there shouldn't be any problems." "Great..." Zhen En wept with joy, hugged Xia Mo's shoulder and began to cry, "Great...the doctor said the operation went well...just now I thought...I thought..." The dark dizziness dissipated layer by layer, and the heart that had been falling in mid-air gradually fell down, as if someone who had been running desperately in the desert for days and nights finally saw the oasis in front of him.Yin Xiamo tremblingly took a deep breath, the comatose face on the hospital bed being pushed in the corridor gradually became clear... It's Ou Chen. The proud face of the nobleman in the past looked so pale at this moment, he was lying quietly under the snow-white quilt, his thin lips were still tightly pressed as usual, as if he had never been happy, even if the short-term happiness left him It is also more profound pain.In a coma, he was like a stubborn child, no matter how severe the pain was, he could only squeeze his lips tighter. one of his kidneys... It has been changed to Xiao Cheng... Holding tightly to the edge of the bed, following the footsteps of the doctors and nurses, Yin Xiamo pushed Ou Chen on the bed and walked slowly.Across the snow-white quilt, she could suddenly feel that his hand was right next to hers, lonely and lonely, just a quilt away from her hand. The mobile hospital bed rumbled down the corridor. In the evening glow. The light red glow gently enveloped Ou Chen, who was unconscious on the hospital bed, and Yin Xiamo, who was always staring at him with her head down. silhouette. Luo Xi sat in the wheelchair blankly. The setting sun stretched his shadow very long. She supported Ou Chen's hospital bed and walked in front of him, she lowered her head, her seaweed-like long hair slid down her cheeks, she lost a lot of weight, her chin became pointed, and her eye circles were red , There seemed to be traces of tears on the thick eyelashes. He stared at her blankly. But she focused on Ou Chen on the hospital bed, and didn't notice his appearance at all. He stretched out his hand with a dry throat. That hand stayed in the air, did he want to grab her, or did he want her to notice him, he didn't know what he wanted to do, he just felt a burst of coldness in his body, this coldness even surpassed the approaching The moment of death. And all she saw was Ou Chen. Luo Xi's fingers were frozen in the air, and his whole body was blown away with the air bit by bit like a weathered stone... late at night. Zhen En, who hadn't slept for several days because of worry, finally couldn't hold back and went home to rest. Yin Xiamo stood alone outside the glass window of the intensive care unit.Through the glass window, she could see Xiao Cheng and Ou Chen inside. Both of them were filled with various tubes, the same pale and weak, both of them were sleeping in a coma, the transparent infusion liquid flowed into their bodies drop by drop, and the screen of the electrocardiogram monitor was beating regularly . The operation went well.As long as the dangerous period after the operation is passed, there will be no major problems, the doctor told her. Through the glass windows of the intensive care unit. Yin Xiamo suddenly felt like she was in a dream. Although Xiaocheng was docile, he was very stubborn in his bones. She thought he would never agree to the operation. Why did the operation have already been carried out when she woke up from the dream? I thought everything would never turn around. It was because her selfishness hurt Luo Xi and Ou Chen that God wanted to take Xiao Cheng away to punish her.She was already desperate, unable to struggle and resist, but why did things become different when she woke up from the dream? Xiao Cheng's operation ended successfully. And Luo Xi... Luo Xi... In the evening, when she watched Ou Chen's hospital bed being sent to the intensive care unit, and walked back to the operating room to wait for Xiao Cheng's operation to end, Luo Xi's figure sitting in the wheelchair was like a flash of lightning shaking her body in the faint glow of the setting sun. Suddenly froze! He stared darkly at the sunset sky. His face was as pale and thin as a cherry blossom blown into the water by the wind at night, the pale pink color had faded away, and the petals were snow-white, soaked by the cold water, so transparent that it was frighteningly fleeting and fragile. His hands rested quietly on his lap. The gauze on his right hand had been removed, and a thick, deep and terrifying scar wound around his wrist. She stood there dumbfounded. My mind was blank, as if the blood that was about to be bombed was churning, but it was like the white silence in the fog, life and death, love and hate entanglement, it seemed like a world away in an instant, and when we met again, everything had long been gone Not what it used to be. Luo Xi silently sat in the wheelchair looking at the sunset in the sky. He didn't speak to her. It was as if he no longer recognized her at all. His arrival seems to be just to wait for Xiaocheng's operation.When Xiaocheng was pushed out of the operating room, and the doctor told them that the operation went smoothly, his back in a wheelchair disappeared into the afterglow of the sunset. that moment. Holding Xiaocheng on the hospital bed, she tightly closed her eyes... She has no right to look at his back. She hurt him deeply, and she also hurt Ou Chen. Even if she catches up with his lonely back, what can she say? Ou Chen has already lost a kidney. She is already Ou Chen's wife. She no longer has the right to feel sorry for other men. The night was dark. Yin Xiamo took a deep breath and woke up from the chaotic memories. Through the glass of the intensive care unit, she stared at the two men lying there. One is her younger brother. One is her husband. They are her relatives, her life and even the whole world. If despair and guilt once made her want to give up, then she will use double strength to protect them in the future. The infusion liquid flows drop by drop. In the silent intensive care unit, Ou Chen's eyelashes trembled slightly, and then slowly opened his eyes.His eyes were dark green and silent, but when he saw Yin Xiamo's clear eyes through the bright and wide glass window, his blood froze suddenly on the hospital bed, and her eyes were full of deep and gentle feelings like the sea... Far away through the glass... The pale Ou Chen stared at her. As if she were a phantom. deeply. For a long time. Staring at her, not daring to breathe, as if the slight movement of breathing would shatter her phantom... The window of the ward was open. The night wind came in coolly, Luo Xi sat by the window, the corner of the patient's gown fluttered slightly by the wind, the moonlight was bright and clear, his profile was thinner and paler than the moonlight. Shen Qiang stood silently behind him, feeling sore pain in her heart, she couldn't tell whether this pain was because of Luo Xi or herself.Outside the operating room, she seemed to be a transparent person, even though she was standing behind Luo Xi's wheelchair, Luo Xi and Yin Xiamo never saw her. There is only each other in the world of those two people... She always thought that Luo Xi was the one hurt by Yin Xiamo, and Yin Xiamo was the most cold-blooded and ruthless woman she had ever seen.But the Yin Xiamo she saw today was even paler and thinner than Luo Xi. It seemed that the Yin Xiamo she knew before was just a false appearance. Once she removed the strong and indifferent shell, she looked so fragile. Which one is real... It was the Yin Xiamo she had seen and heard before... Or the Yin Xiamo she didn't understand at all... However, no matter which Yin Xiamo it is, it seems inappropriate to be with Luo Xi.The same habit of perfect acting, the same habit of keeping a polite but indifferent distance from others, the same habit of hiding fragility behind a strong armor, such two people may only touch each other's cold shell, but Unable to lean against each other for warmth. The moonlight shone faintly on Luo Xi's body. He sat in the wheelchair, motionless and silent, as if he had no thoughts or expressions, and there was an empty and cold paleness in front of him. After the operation, Ou Chen spent the night in the intensive care unit, and was transferred to the intensive care unit without any abnormalities.When he woke up from his lethargy again, it was in the morning, a ray of sunshine shone in front of his eyes, the golden sunshine, her face was as gentle as gold reflected by the sun, she looked down at him and said softly: "You wake up!" It's..." She carefully wiped his face and hands with a warm towel, and saw that he was struggling to sit up, so she carefully raised the head of his hospital bed so that he could lean on it comfortably. "Are you hungry? How about something to eat?" She brought over a thermos cup, unscrewed the lid, and the aroma of hot rice porridge immediately filled the air. Has she recovered from her illness? So the woman he saw through the glass of the intensive care unit last night was not his hallucination, but was her eyes full of emotion like the sea in the middle of the night his hallucination? Ou Chen looked at her silently. "The porridge is made by the young lady herself." A familiar voice sounded next to him, and Ou Chen looked up, only to notice that Butler Shen was also in the ward.He didn't tell Butler Shen about this operation, she should have let Butler Shen know about it. "This is the porridge that Young Madam has borrowed from the hospital's kitchen and has been standing by the side to make for you, Young Master. Please drink more, Young Master." Steward Shen's eyes were strangely moist, and he didn't know if it was because he was worried about seeing the young master so pale after the operation, or because he was relieved to see the young lady's concern for the young master. "The doctor said that you can only eat some liquid food now, so I cooked some millet porridge, and you just drink rice oil." Yin Xiamo gently blew the rice soup in the small spoon to make it cooler, and brought it to his lips, " Try to drink as much as possible, it is good for your body's recovery." somehow── Ou Chen didn't open his mouth, his eyes were as dark as night in the warm fragrance. "Don't you like it?" She was startled, "But, I remember..." A long time ago, he once had a severe cold and fever, and he didn't want to eat anything but a lot of millet porridge, so she thought he was like. "Ah, I see..." she smiles. "You like to put some sugar in millet porridge, sweet ones are delicious, right? But the doctor told me not to eat sweet things after the operation, otherwise it may cause high blood sugar. Be patient for a while, okay? In the past few days, I will make more delicious food to compensate you." Her voice is so soft. Like a tender wife nurturing a cranky husband. The two special nurses in the ward looked at each other blushingly and secretly smiled.Steward Shen winked at the two nurses and let them go out, then walked out lightly, and closed the door gently, leaving space only for those two people. In the golden sun. Ou Chen quietly leaned halfway on the hospital bed, his face was still a little weak and pale, there were many tubes inserted into his body, and fluid was infused into his wrist.Yin Xiamo fed him porridge spoonful by spoonful, being careful not to stain him even a little bit, he looked at her silently, she put away the thermos cup after drinking, and gently wiped his slightly chapped face with a warm towel. lips. "You don't need to do this..." Ou Chen said hoarsely.After the operation, his life and her life have no intersection, and her concern and tenderness now will only make him more painful in the days without her. "Sleep a little longer, the doctor said that you should try to go to the garden to breathe fresh air in the afternoon." She didn't seem to hear what he was saying, she gently shook the head of the bed flat, and gently tucked the quilt up for him. "Sleep, I will be with you." She sat on the edge of the hospital bed and said in a low voice. In the afternoon, with the doctor's consent, Yin Xiamo pushed Ou Chen who was in a wheelchair to the garden for a walk.The sun was surprisingly warm and brilliant, she helped him walk slowly on the lawn, the soft autumn breeze, the green grass, her body fragrance permeated his breath with the wind. "You have been having a fever for the past few days..." Ou Chen stared at her white side, feeling that she was using her whole body to support his weight, that's why she was sick. "It's all good." She smiled, then shook her head, "Really, I must have worried you, maybe I said something nonsense." "Xia Mo……" "Anyway, let's let the past go, okay?" She interrupted him and said with a smile, "Look, the big tree in front is so beautiful, let's go and sit for a while." On the way back to the ward. Passed the intensive care unit. Yin Cheng has also woken up from the drug anesthesia, and the nurse is measuring his blood pressure, pulse, and changing the wound dressing.从重症监护室的玻璃窗看到外面的尹夏沫和欧辰，尹澄虽然虚弱却笑容灿烂地对两人挥着手。 尹夏沫也笑着用力对病房里的小澄挥手。 巨大的玻璃上，欧辰看着自己和夏沫的影子叠映在一起，那种感觉，如同他和她是不可分割的一家人……