Chapter 59 Section IX

A month later, when the nurse opened the gauze covering my head layer by layer, my heart was full of fear, and I couldn't imagine what I would look like.I can’t remember how many big and small operations the plastic surgeon has done on my face. I know that my face is changing under the scalpel. The original Dai Qian is disappearing bit by bit, replaced by a man named Ren Yaxuan Strange woman, she will be the rest of my life. The moment my eyes were suddenly stung by the strong light, I heard a few exclamations, and I almost fainted. Fortunately, the back of the chair supported me.I saw the joy of the doctors and nurses. They were talking enthusiastically in Korean, which I could not understand. I knew that I was the subject of their conversation.Jin Qiu appeared in front of me, and she congratulated me with a happy face: "Yaxuan, congratulations on the complete success of your operation!"

During my operation, Jin Qiu always accompanied me knowingly, comforting me when I was afraid, and encouraging me when I was desperate.From the moment she set foot on the land of South Korea, she no longer called me by her original name, but changed to Ren Yaxuan, which made me gradually equate the three characters Ren Yaxuan with myself. I worriedly asked: "Am I ugly?" Jin Qiu didn't answer, but handed me a mirror.A strange and delicate face appeared in the mirror. It was so beautiful that I dared not look at it.Could it be me?Doubtful, I reached out and pinched my face, the pain confirmed the authenticity of all this.I smiled, and the person in the mirror also smiled, smiling like a spring flower in the wind.I suddenly eagerly wanted to see Li Yi, Wang Jun, and the others, as if I was wearing a new dress, and I was eager to show it to my friends and get their admiration.But I quickly realized that I couldn't do this, and my happiness at this time was destined not to be shared with them. I couldn't help but feel a little discouraged, and my joy was also diluted a lot.

After returning to the hotel, Jin Qiu asked me: "Shall we go out for a walk tomorrow? After all, it's not easy to come here once." I said: "I'm in a hurry to go back now, and I can't wait for a moment. You must also miss Xiaoshi, right? You don't know the place here, and you don't speak the language, so it's not interesting to turn around." "Well, good. I'm going to book a plane ticket." Jin Qiu went out after speaking. I ran to the bathroom, frowning or smiling in front of the mirror, making all kinds of expressions, my face seemed to have become a favorite toy of mine, and I never got tired of playing with it.After Jin Qiu came back, I reluctantly walked out of the bathroom.

Jin Qiu said: "The plane tomorrow morning will arrive home in the afternoon." "Yes, I can finally go home." I said, suddenly remembered something, and said worriedly: "Sister Jin, I thank you for taking care of me these days. But after I go back, I can't keep this kind of relationship with you." Intimacy, because I can't betray my mother." Jin Qiu said openly: "I understand your feelings, and you shouldn't be too hard on yourself. I know that my identity makes our relationship awkward." After a pause, she said again: "Don't thank me, just thank your father. I'm paying back your father's favor. Now I think it's almost enough."

I heard that she had something to say, and asked, "Why is it almost the same?" "I owe your father something." "I do not understand?" Jin Qiu took a sip of water and said to me: "I knew your father many years ago. Although we are not in the same city, my father is also in the real estate business. He and your father are business partners. I I used to live a life without worrying about food and clothing just like you. But my father died of a brain stem hemorrhage after drinking too much. At that time, he had just borrowed a large sum of money from the bank to engage in a development project. As soon as he died, the bank froze his company's account, auctioned off all the assets under his name, and repaid the bank's huge loan. My mother and I became penniless paupers overnight, leaving only a three-bedroom apartment housing."

"My mother couldn't stand the shock and got sick. At this time, my father's good brothers came to my house to ask for the debt, saying that my father owed it during his lifetime. Since we couldn't get the money, they were like robbers. I also ransacked my house. This undoubtedly made my mother's illness worse. Your father is also one of the creditors, but he is the only one who didn't rob and slipped it to me when he left my house. some money." "In the future, when your father goes to our city, he will help our mother and daughter. We are very grateful. In the days to come, I have to do all the things I didn't bother to do before. I thought it would be easy to earn money, But when I actually do it, I realize how difficult it is. I can’t do hard work, and I don’t have any skills. Self-esteem, I called a suitor who once regarded me as a princess, and said he was willing to establish a relationship with him. But he turned me down, and I found that my pride was worthless. Cinderella became a princess, she can I quickly adapted to the superior life, but it was difficult to adapt from a princess to a Cinderella. Then my mother also left, and I was left alone. I lost the confidence to live. At this time, I thought of your father, Just call him. Because I feel that in the world, he is the only one who still cares about me, and I want to say thank you to him, and then end my life."

"Your father happened to be in that city, and quickly rushed to my side. He understood my predicament at a glance, and asked me directly if I could give him a son. If so, he could guarantee that I would live as before .I said yes without thinking because I didn't want to die and I felt like I hadn't enjoyed life enough yet." "How can you agree?" I interjected, "My father is clearly taking advantage of someone else's danger!" "I didn't think that way. We just have what we need. I once imagined that one day I could take your mother's place and continue to live my life without worry. But your father didn't think so, he didn't want to Abandoning your mother, I just want a son. I originally thought that your father would change his mind after giving birth to a son, but I was disappointed. The birth of a son did not change his original intention. If you don’t get a title, no matter how beautiful you are, you’re just a spurned mistress.”

"Later I got to know you. I saw the shadow of my past from you. You are not afraid of the sky, because your father will support you when the sky falls. I used to hurt you with all my heart, that's when I saw you Contempt for me, I need to protect my poor dignity. After you get into trouble, take refuge with me. In fact, you don’t need your father to do work. I want to help you. I always want to find an opportunity to tell you, don’t put My whole life is entrusted to my father, he will not accompany you for the rest of my life, only self-reliance can guarantee a lifetime of happiness. Don't be like me, after my father left, I have no merits and become someone else's mistress."

I feel sad for Jin Qiu, if it is not for the accident in her life, she will definitely live in another state.In fact, there is sometimes only a thin line between the noble and the humble, and you can't help yourself when you step over and over. "After you go back, you must help me take care of Xiao Shitou. I can see that you like him from the bottom of your heart." Jin Qiu grabbed my hand and shook it firmly. "Of course I will. But I can't live with you anymore, I want to take care of my mother's feelings." I said from the bottom of my heart. "I decided not to go back. You must help me take care of Xiao Shitou. I'm sorry for him." Jin Qiu said abruptly.

Jin Qiu's words undoubtedly had a ground-breaking effect. I opened my eyes wide in surprise and couldn't believe it. Jin Qiu looked at me with firm eyes and said: "Yes, I decided not to go back. I am very happy to see you reborn and start anew. I also want to reborn and start a new life. hanging vase." "But what about the little stone?" I asked suspiciously. "I think your father will arrange his life. Besides, there is you. I know you are a kind girl. Promise me to take good care of him, but don't spoil him." Jin Qiu's eyes are full of expectation and trust, and I feel that a heavy responsibility has fallen on my shoulders.I nodded and shook my head again.I tried to dissuade her from staying in a foreign country, so I said, "But how do you live in this place?"

"I have a classmate who is studying here. I have already contacted her. She said that she will help me find a job. Don't worry, I will live a good life. If I look like a person, I will go back to see Xiaoshi " Mentioning the little stone, Jin Qiu's eyes turned red. People have feelings, and when I realized that I was powerless to change Jin Qiu's decision, my heart was full of attachment.She stayed in Korea and definitely removed the threat to my mom, but I couldn't be happier.We talked all night, and this autumn, as someone who has been there, warned me that people who have no long-term concerns must have near-term worries. There is nothing wrong with relying on parents and friends when encountering things, but the road still has to be walked on our own feet.