Chapter 58 Section VIII

My father, the goblin Jin Qiu and I were sitting around the dining table having breakfast, and we all ate absent-mindedly.I was excited about the upcoming trip, and my father's absent-mindedness was naturally worried for me, but I didn't understand why the fairy Jin Qiu was also absent-minded and worried. After eating, I got up and said that I wanted to see my little brother. I said this not only to please my father, but because I really liked this little brother.Dad said: "I have already asked someone to take care of your brother. You can leave now. I won't see you off. You can take a taxi to the airport."

"Us?" I asked puzzled. "Your aunt Jin will go with you. I don't feel relieved if you go alone." Dad explained. "Why her? My mother can do it, and so can you." My heart was so cold that I thought I could end my days with this annoying woman from today onwards, but my father actually arranged for her to travel with me. "Your mother and I are not suitable. You must know that the danger has not been lifted so far. You must be careful in your actions. If there is any accident, please contact me immediately." Although my father was trying to act as if nothing had happened, I still noticed his Nervous, his hand on the table was shaking.

With my father as a strong backer, I am like a chick under the wings of a hen, and I have long forgotten the existence of danger.Now I'm experiencing the danger again. Dad said again: "Qianqian, don't be nervous, everything is according to your Aunt Jin's arrangement, play it by ear. Alright, let's go." After finishing speaking, Dad waved his hand feebly. Fairy Jin Qiu pushed me and said, "Let's go." I looked at my father reluctantly, was pushed by Jin Qiu, and walked out.After walking a few steps, I couldn't help but look back, and saw my father's face pressed against the window glass, his nose was pressed into a weird flat shape. He saw me turn around, waved at me, and resolutely left the window.

Sitting in the taxi, I burst into tears.Inadvertently, I found that Jin Qiu was also constantly wiping her eyes. My heart skipped a beat. Obviously, her crying this time was not acting, but showing her true feelings. She was shedding tears for parting from her son.And I was the chief culprit who caused their separation this time, and I felt some guilt towards her in my heart.Facing a young woman full of motherhood, I suddenly didn't hate her so much. The whole journey was safe and sound, but I was trembling all the way. When I entered the security check in the terminal hall, I shivered into a ball. The security check staff asked me kindly: "Are you feeling unwell?"

I faltered and couldn't answer.After passing the security check, Jin Qiu said: "Oh, thank you. My sister is fine. It's her first time flying by plane, so she's too nervous." Then she turned to me and reprimanded: "You're really useless, isn't it just a plane? If you’re afraid of that, let’s go quickly and don’t disturb the people behind checking.” He pulled me away while walking, and said while walking: “You can relax, you are as safe as you are at home on the plane, don’t be afraid.” In the waiting hall, I still couldn't control my emotions, and my whole body was shaking violently.I think of some scenes in film and television dramas. Criminals who fled to the airport are always at the last moment of boarding the plane, and they will encounter the police who fall from the sky and announce loudly: "×××, you are under arrest." Happened to me.

Jin Qiu kept holding on to my hand. Although she didn't speak, she exerted strength from time to time to give me some silent encouragement.I found that whether I hate this woman or not, she has become my only support. Finally, when the plane took off, after a moment of dizziness, my heart danced along with it.I can finally shake off the nightmare and start over.At this time, Jin Qiu let go of my hand, and I felt empty in my heart.Jin Qiu stared out the window, looking at the rapidly shrinking city, two lines of hot tears flowed down her face.She must have thought of her lovely son again, if it weren't for me, she would never have parted with him when he was only five months old.

I was ashamed and said, "I'm the one who dragged you down, are you thinking about Little Stone?" Jin Qiu wiped away tears and said: "It's none of your business, we will separate sooner or later, but I didn't expect the separation to come so early." "Why is it none of my business?" I insisted, "If it wasn't for me, why would you be willing to give up the little stone?" Jin Qiu smiled bitterly, but didn't speak.This is the first peaceful dialogue since we met, I don't know how Jin Qiu feels, I feel somewhat uncomfortable. "Aunt Jin, you said the surgery would take a long time?" I called her Aunt Jin sincerely.I am a person who is easily moved.

"Don't call me aunt, you call me old, I'm not a few years older than you." Jin Qiu said with a smile, "Probably a month at most." "I don't call you aunt, what should I call you?" "Call my sister." "No, let my father know, I'll be blamed if he doesn't scold me to death." "Don't worry about your father. It's just the two of us now. If you think you can't call me sister, just call me by my name." "That's even worse, then I'll call you sister for now." "Okay, call it whatever you like."

"Sister, in a month's time, we can come back to see Little Stone, don't say I like this little guy very much." "Yeah." As soon as I mentioned the little stone, Jin Qiu's eyes turned red again. We couldn't find a new topic for the time being, so we looked out the window.The plane is flying above the clouds, above the blossoming white clouds, I think this is the sky, away from the fireworks in the world, away from the right and wrong of the world. The world is impermanent. A week ago, I would never have imagined that I would have such an air journey, and I would be with Jin Qiu, whom I called a goblin. This woman who I once hated deeply has become my only support now. I depend on her from the bottom of my heart.I don't know if I'm betraying my mom, sitting shoulder to shoulder with her and calling her sister affectionately.I was very conflicted in my heart. Thinking about a month later, I was in a dilemma, and I didn't know how to get along with her.Subconsciously, although I removed the word "elf" in front of her name, I also understand that the relationship between me and her has always been awkward, and the conflict between her and my mother, I have no ability to turn it into a jade.

The two-hour flight was coming to an end soon, and the plane was about to land in a foreign land.Jin Qiu took my hand and encouraged me not to be nervous, but when I saw her pale face, I knew that she was also very nervous.After the plane lands, we will set foot on a foreign land. I have longings and worries in my heart.I heard that the plastic surgery industry in South Korea is very developed, and a large number of artificial handsome men and women have been produced. I don't know what kind of face I will appear in front of my family in a month. After the plane landed and stopped, Jin Qiu whispered in my ear, "You're safe now, I'm so envious that you can start over!"

I said: "Thank you!" My heart is full of bitterness. This trip is like a gap between life and death, separating me from everything before. Some familiar faces flashed before my eyes, Li Yi, Wang Jun, Li Xueying, Lin Li, Dai Xian ...Even if some of them have hurt me, the feeling they give me is just warmth at this time.I opened my palm to find out which lines control this life and death. These imprints of life must accompany me for the rest of my life conscientiously. The face and name can be changed, but I have no power to change them bit by bit. If there is Mengpo soup, I will drink it up and forget everything, maybe I will have less pain and really start over.