Chapter 44 second quarter

Looking at Li Yi on the bed, still maintaining the same appearance as when I went out, I finally deeply understood the meaning of the saying "It's easier to catch a thief than to let it go".While expecting a miracle to appear, it is also tantamount to telling yourself that a miracle will never happen.Li Yi closed his eyes, I don't know if he was really asleep or just pretending. I don't want him to open his eyes and be blinded by his hateful gaze.I think if I can suddenly become magnificent, I might expect him to wake up, surprise him, subvert his arrogance and indifference.But I'm not the vixen in the movie, who can transform into a graceful and charming look, and I'm not that monster, who draws a beautiful human skin and puts it on his body to become an enchanting beauty.

Most of Li Yi's body was exposed, with a layer of small bumps on it, I thought he might be a little cold.Although it is already late spring, the temperature in the morning is a bit low, not to mention that it is a humid and cold morning.So I covered him with a quilt, hoping that he would be warmer in his sleep. Li Yi woke up, or he didn't sleep at all, and now he just opened his eyes.His eyes were shining coldly, which made me take two steps back involuntarily. Li Yi said: "Let go of me, I want convenience." His voice was devoid of any emotion, not an ordering tone, nor a begging tone.

I really want to let him go, but I'm a little worried. Once I let him go, I won't be able to control the development of the situation, and I don't know what kind of humiliation I will face.Seeing that I was indifferent, Li Yi said again: "Let go of me, or I'll pee on your bed." I ignored him, walked out of the bedroom, found a large-capacity drink bottle in the trash in the corner, and went back to the bedroom, ready to let him urinate into the drink bottle.When I was ready, I said to him, "Okay, please." His eyes burst into flames again, and he gritted his teeth and said, "Dai Qian, you tortured me and humiliated me like this, and I will never forget it in my life."

I pretended to be relaxed and said, "Whatever." In front of him, I turned on his cell phone.Shortly after booting, text messages came one after another.They were all sent by Dai Xian. I looked at them, smiled gloatingly, and told him: "Your sister Dai is angry one by one. She asked you to go to her place last night. Not only did you not go, you even sent a message. I didn’t even reply to her. Hehe, she said she was angry, and the consequences would be serious.” As I said that, my heart was sour, as if I had just swallowed a few catties of old vinegar. Li Yi wanted to stop me from reading his information, he said: "You are violating my privacy, do you know?"

I giggled, and said viciously: "You don't even have personal freedom now, how can you talk about privacy with me? I have only one advantage as a person, that is, you treat me well, and I can give my life to you without hesitation. You, but if you hurt me, I will retaliate with an eye, even more ruthless than you. Li Yi, it is all your fault that you ended up today, and I was forced by you step by step. " Li Yi said: "I admit that my motives for approaching you were not pure at first, but I didn't insist on getting your body. My original plan was only to make you fall in love with me, and I have no interest in your body at all. It's your own choice." I lost control for a while. I also wanted to be responsible for what I did, but I couldn't do it. I hesitated, struggled, and with you, I often dreamed that my father was covered in blood, condemning Me. Even if my father knew about my difficulties and did not blame me, my mother would never agree. The success of my revenge plan did not bring me the pleasure of revenge. On the contrary, in my heart, I was full of I am also in pain these days. I don’t want you to forgive me when I say this, because these are my truest thoughts.”

I sneered and said: "I can't see that you are a gentleman. But we have only been separated for a few days, and you and Dai Xian are so close. You must have lost control when you are together? No, no, no, it should be Lang Youqing's concubine who wants to You said that you feel sorry for me, which is very painful, but you have the mood to fall in love with Dai Xian after you broke up with me, I really can't see where your guilt and pain are. " Li Yi blushed and said, "The matter between me and Dai Xian has nothing to do with us." "It's related! Of course there is." I said without doubt: "In the past few days, I have discovered that I am a blind man and always recognize the wrong person. In this spring, I once felt that I was the happiest person, because I have you And Dai Xian touched me too much. I am grateful from the bottom of my heart for everything you have done for me, and I hope to have the opportunity to repay you. But in just a few days, everything has changed. First, you ruthlessly abandoned, and then It's Dai Xian who takes advantage of others' dangers and steals love."

"I know it's useless to explain, and there's nothing I can do if you think so. But neither of me and sister Dai Xian intend to hurt you. We are trying to figure out how to minimize the harm to you. " "But you have hurt me seriously! When you are together, will you think of me? No! Absolutely not, I'm just a poor guy, a tool, you use it for revenge, and Dai Xian uses it as a pawn as a bridge to you." "It is undeniable that I hurt you, but sister Dai Xian didn't. Now that you treat me like this, I hated you very much at first, but now I understand your feelings and I sympathize with you. You can treat me whatever you want, I deserve what I deserve, but you can't wrong someone who really cares about you."

Li Yi's words defended Dai Xian everywhere, which made me furious.I said: "I know you only have her in your heart. She is very noble and great. What am I? In your eyes, I am just a selfish, ugly, selfish person. I won't talk to you anymore, I'm going out to relax." As soon as I reached the door of the bedroom, Li Yi stopped me. "You won't let me go, but you should let me eat something, I'm starving." I looked at him coldly, and there was actually that kind of smile on his face that fascinated me and made me crazy. I couldn't help but imagine his body that could subvert me ten thousand times under the quilt.

"That depends on whether I'm happy or not." I said angrily, and slammed the door loudly.I knew I had to go, and if I looked at him one more time, I couldn't help but throw myself on top of him.I hate the irrepressible love in my bones, and feel ashamed of my dirty thoughts. I am determined to overcome his temptation to me, and I must never have any contact with his body again. Walking on the street, I heard my stomach gurgling, and I was hungry myself.Passing by a McDonald's, I went in, ordered a beef burger and a glass of Coke, and started munching.Xin said: "Starve you to death, Li Yi."

After thinking about it, I ordered a hamburger after dinner and planned to bring it back to Li Yi.Walking out of McDonald's, there was a sporadic drizzle in the sky.The rain fell on my face, and the coolness made me calm down a lot.This is not the way, I can't tie Li Yi up for the rest of my life, I will release him sooner or later, but I always feel that letting him go now is too cheap for him, and I haven't given him enough suffering yet.I persuaded myself again, don't think about it, just take one step at a time, the most urgent thing is to go back and feed Li Yi first. The rain is getting more and more urgent, I have no intention of hiding from the rain, and I still walk forward unhurriedly.Hope it rains more.At this time, I was having fun in bitterness, giving birth to a leisurely mood, and watched the confusion caused by the rain to passers-by with cold eyes.People on bicycles and motorcycles bowed their waists, as if making the final sprint in the race; people on foot ran desperately, slipping from time to time, stumbling and panicking.No matter how anxiously they rushed forward, their clothes were already soaked.I said in my heart, "Everyone gets wet in the same way. Why bother?"

The rain got heavier, and I was already drenched, and the rain blinded my eyes from time to time. I no longer had the mood to appreciate other people's embarrassment, and finally ran involuntarily. When I returned to the rental house, my clothes were icy against my body, making me shiver like a leaf in the autumn wind.Li Yi said: "Call you stupid, if you don't admit it, you don't know how to find a place to shelter from the rain?" I was a little flattered to hear him say that.I found that Li Yi had changed a lot. There was no cold hostility in my eyes that worried me, but there was some care and tenderness in his eyes.Preparedness to be ridiculed and ridiculed by him, as well as a set of fierce rhetoric to fight back against him, is now superfluous.I couldn't adapt to his transformation for a while.Therefore, I smiled wryly and did not speak. "Take off your wet clothes quickly, I'll warm you up. Look at your lips are frozen blue." Li Yi said again, his tone was so warm that it would melt me. My resolve to have no physical contact with him wavered.I easily convinced myself with the reason that I was really cold and needed warmth, and accepted his kindness. I comforted myself and said in my heart: "At most, I just use his body as a furnace." I quickly took off my clothes, got into bed, and stuck to him.Maybe my body was too cold, the first time I touched his body, he hissed.His body is so warm, I can't wait to embed myself in his body. I hugged him, still trembling, with my upper teeth knocking my lower teeth, unable to speak.His body is fire, mine is ice, and it is not very far off that ice melts on fire.