Chapter 43 Chapter 6 Lost in the Rainy Season

I glanced at my phone, it was already one o'clock in the middle of the night.The knock on the door rang again, and I shivered again. I looked at Li Yi uneasily. After the initial panic, he seemed a little happy now, with gloating and anticipation in his eyes.He teased me softly and said, "Let go of me, there may be perverts." I hesitated for a moment, even though my heart was shrunk in fear because of fear, I squeezed out two words between my teeth: "Don't think about it!" The knocking stopped, and I thought to myself that it doesn't matter who knocks on the door, as long as you don't open the door, you are safe.I tiptoed towards the door, trying to sneak through the peephole to see who was outside.

Just when I was only one or two steps away from the anti-theft door, there was a shocking knock on the door for the third time.I summoned up my courage and asked tremblingly, "Who?" "I'm the security guard of the community." "Is something wrong?" My throat was tight, but I pretended to be calm. "I heard someone shouting for help. It seems to come from your house. Are you all right?" "It's okay. I'm sorry, but my boyfriend was drunk and went crazy." "Oh, you have to pay attention, don't affect others' rest."

I heard the people outside the door leave, and my hanging heart finally let go. I went back to the bedroom and said to Li Yi: "The person who rescued you was sent away by me. Are you disappointed?" Li Yi snorted, noncommittal. "To be honest, I was scared just now. If the security guard broke in just now, I would be miserable." I said with lingering fear. "You know you're afraid?" Li Yi stared into my eyes and said defiantly, "You let me go right away, or I'll keep shouting." "Lie down obediently. If you want to be liberated so quickly, don't even think about it. Just shout. The security has already determined that you are drunk and will not pay any attention to you." Even though I said this, I couldn't help feeling flustered. .

Li Yi seemed to see through my thoughts, and shouted again: "Help! Help..." I jumped on him in panic and covered his mouth with my hand. He opened his mouth and bit my right hand fiercely. The pain made me grin my teeth and tears rolled in my eye circles. I said, "Let go!" Li Yi shook his head. I said with a crying voice: "I'm up to you to shout. You can shout as much as you want. When the security comes, I will open the door for him and let him see what is going on here? Let them catch me, anyway. Dad will bail me out. Of course I won’t let you feel better. I’ll just say you lied to me. You’re drunk tonight and you’re taking advantage of me again. I’m doing it in self-defense. Who will be arrested at that time? Well. Why don't we make a big fuss and get expelled from the school."

I don't know whether Li Yi's heart softened when he saw my tears, or my threat had an effect. He let go of my hand and looked at me with fire-breathing eyes.I held up my right hand with my left hand and took a look. There were two rows of deep tooth marks, and a few tiny drops of blood oozed out. "Okay, you're ruthless." I hissed and gasped. "Li Yi, I will double your repayment, and let you taste what it feels like to be bitten." I just did what I said, I opened my mouth and aimed at his shoulder, but I just held it in my mouth and couldn't bear to use force at all.In front of him, no matter how tough and vicious I behaved, I couldn't change my fascination with him.Gradually, I changed from biting to kissing, and my lips gently moved on his smooth and elastic skin, greedily sucking every inch of his skin, the hatred for him that stood tall in my heart suddenly collapsed, I was melted by his rich body fragrance and lost...

I was pleasantly surprised to find that his breathing changed from calm to rapid, and his body changed from resisting to actively catering.We are like two rivers that meet, seep each other, mingle with each other, until at last, we are one, indistinguishable from each other. As if I had firmly grasped my love again, a burst of sleepiness struck, I wanted to give him a deep passionate kiss before going to sleep, and then untie him, I will fall into a blissful sleep in his embrace.So I closed my eyes and looked for his lips, but as soon as I touched his lips, he suddenly turned his head away.I opened my blurred eyes to look at him, and his eyes pierced into my eyes with a biting cold light.

There was a shock in my heart, the infinite beauty disappeared, and I seemed to fall from the warm spring into the cold midwinter. "Li Yi, don't look at me like that." I begged him in a murmur. "Stop dreaming, it can't be done!" Li Yi said decisively, "Don't have any illusions, it was just an instinctive reaction. I was full of apologies to you before, I thought you were a good girl, and I regretted hurting you. But now, you make me sick, you're as shameless and nasty as that old bastard your dad is. Guess what you remind me of? A sow in heat! A bitch!"

His words are like countless cold hands, tearing my fragile heart.I was irritated by him, and strong hatred wrapped my heart. "I also want to tell you that I planned to untie you just now, but at the beginning I just wanted to keep you and stay with me for the last night. Now I have decided that only when I am in a better mood can you gain The hope of freedom." My voice was cold, and I heard it in my ears, as if it was a woman who had nothing to do with me. "I want to see what you can do to me?" Li Yi curled his lips and turned his face to the side, expressing his contempt.

I was forced into a dead end. I don't know if it was forced by Li Yi or myself.In fact, as long as Li Yiyi is gentler to me and says a few sweet words, even if he lies to me, I will be satisfied and end this farce.But he blindly hit me with stubborn force, making me unable to get off the ground, just like a bad director who, after directing an exciting scene, suddenly finds that after the climax, there is nowhere to go. We ushered in the dawn in the stalemate.A new day started, and I couldn't stand the suffocating hostility in the room. I suddenly thought of watching the sunrise on the roof, so I said to Li Yi: "I want to go out. You can call for help, let us be ruined and go to hell together .”

That morning, I did not see the sunrise.The sky was covered by thick gray clouds, and the wind blowing towards me was damp, just like my wet heart.Except for the low-hanging clouds, nothing else impressed me that morning.On the platform, it was as if my soul had gone out of my body.My soul leans grimly against the railing, examining me.I am no longer the carefree, ignorant, arrogant and ignorant student of the Dance Department of the Academy of Art, but a woman who is a little sad, a little bit resentful, and a little dusty. The melody of "Fallen Angel" rises from the bottom of my heart, I am the true embodiment of that fallen woman, this song exists for me, it has been watching me closely, waiting for the opportunity to penetrate the depths of my soul.I am actually a lewd and shameless woman, and I can't bear to look back on what happened last night.I'm tired of myself, I feel sorry for myself, and I know that if I step over the railing, I can force it all to end, good dreams or bad dreams.But I can't make up my mind. In the world of mortals, there are too many reasons for me to say no.

After lingering on the platform for a long time, I was full of fear for the "prey" Li Yi. On my single bed, which used to be my love paradise, now it has become a breeding ground for Li Yi's hostility.If Li Yi calls for help now, will someone break in and release him from my captivity?Now I hope with all my heart that Li Yi can get freedom through this way, so I deliberately don't rush to go on, so as to give Li Yi enough time.When going down, I didn't take the elevator, but also to delay the time. Going down the stairs, a scene appeared in my mind: Li Yi disappeared out of thin air on the single bed, leaving only messy rags, the evidence conclusively telling the absurdity of last night.