Chapter 27 Chapter Twenty Seven

On the night of my seventh wedding anniversary, my wife asked me, "Do you want to go on a trip?" I shake my head, not interested.with whom?wife?son?There are only these two people in my life, going to work, leaving get off work, cooking, eating, watching TV, training my son, going to bed, getting up, going to and from get off work... Today is a repetition of yesterday, and tomorrow is a copy of today. Seven years passed in a blink of an eye, there was no change in my life, and there was no passion in my heart. I became more and more silent every day. I felt that I was 80 years old and ready to die at any time.

I half-truthfully complained to my wife: "I don't want to betray my family, but I am eager to love again, just a spiritual adventure." My wife is wise and tolerant, unlike ordinary petty women who like to make a fuss and make a fuss. I can discuss with her whatever is on my mind, anyway, I don't really want an affair.She knew me very well, thought for a while and said, "You are not the kind of man who can do everything in one's way. In fact, you just want to find a spiritual sustenance. Then, go online." Our family has a very stylish TCL titanium computer. That night, I really went to the chat room to hang out. When I saw a lady with a fragrant name, I went up to strike up a conversation and invited him to drink "Nalan Rongruo (my nickname on the Internet)" coffee".The ladies responded one after another, either generously: "Thank you, are you new here?" or coquettishly reserved: "Coffee? I only drink Blue Mountain." Only Miss Yu Linlang (is she a lady?) gave a long sigh, and replied gently: "How deep is the love in a net (going)? The sunset shines in the mountains and the rain in autumn."

It's Nalan's famous quote!I am pleasantly surprised.Even in real life, it is quite rare to find someone who knows that Nalan Rongruo likes Nalan Ci, but I did not expect to meet a bosom friend on the Internet. I immediately replied with Nalan's other famous sentence: "When the love gets deep, the love turns weak, and now I really regret the love." The code was matched, and I sat down and chatted with Miss Yulinlang.In less than an hour, I have given her roses three times and treated her to five cups of Nalan brand coffee.We rationally agreed never to meet in real life, but to be a pair of close friends online forever, and exchanged email addresses with each other.

It was almost early morning when I got off the net, my wife turned over and said to me: "Go to sleep, I have to go to work tomorrow morning." I agreed, and walked lightly to the bathroom to wash and change clothes. When I looked in the mirror, I couldn't help being stunned. In the middle of the night, my face was rosy, and I looked refreshed, as if I had returned to my boyhood.Hey, am I really about to go through an online relationship? When I got off work the next day, the first thing I did was check my mailbox online.I lived up to my expectations, and indeed I received a letter from Miss Yulinlang: "Lingling all night, who is the bosom friend? Nalan, at nine o'clock sharp tonight, I have a piece of fragrant heart, and I will fry the tea."

What a tasteful invitation.I immediately replied: "On the willow twigs on the moon, we have an appointment after dusk. Lin Lang, I would like to have tea with you on the moon, see you soon." Looking at the watch, it was only past 6 o'clock, and it was estimated that my wife would be back soon.I turned off the computer, washed the vegetables and cooked quickly, and threw the jersey my son had changed into the washing machine. A 5-year-old naughty boy, whose clothes are washed and changed every day, but still looks dirty and procrastinated at all times, with a beggar appearance.I was busy, and my wife came back from get off work. Seeing me so diligent, she smiled knowingly: "Are you in a hurry to eat and go online? Have you found a lover?"

I answered her generously: "It was love at first sight. But don't worry, a poor wife will not go to court, we are only in love spiritually." Seven years, old husband and wife, there is nothing that cannot be clarified face to face, I will never hide from my wife just because of an online game. My wife is very generous, she implemented a policy of frankness and leniency to me, and actively supported my second spring. After eating, she took the initiative to clean the dishes and sweep the floor, and sent me away saying: "I know you are in a hurry to make an appointment, go, I will check my son's homework, Don't worry about it."

I looked at my watch, and it was still more than half an hour away, and said awkwardly, "What's the rush? It's not seventeen or eighteen, let me mop the floor for you." The wife gave a "puchi" smile: "You look like a guilty conscience. You look so serious. I really hope you can find a 'Xiao Mi' outside, so that you can help me work every day with a disturbed conscience." At 9 o'clock, I went online on time, but Yu Linlang hadn't arrived yet.I sat down and drank a cup of tea, complaining wildly: "Such a good night was not last night, last night the stars and last night wind."

"Why are you sighing?" Suddenly someone spoke up, and it turned out that Lin Lang had already arrived.I hurriedly gave up my seat to serve tea, and greeted me with eloquence: "Why is the girl so late? Could it be that there is a traffic jam?" Lin Lang was also really humorous, and actually replied: "The road was red and blocked by robbers. Fortunately, I fought hard to escape without any danger." It turned out that she was playing the "Defend the Bank" CD game just now. I asked softly, "How was the result?" "It's not satisfactory. Because I was thinking about the appointment under the moon, I was in a hurry to sweep the flowers and sencha, and I couldn't concentrate, so the combat effectiveness was far from usual."

I was overjoyed that she cared as much about the date as I did.Talking to her is really easy and fun, wonderful.I don't know how long it has been since I have such quick thinking, and the answers seem to flow by. We chatted from games to movies, from Nalan Ci to The Romance of the West Chamber, there are simply endless topics to talk about. The next morning, I admired my wife: "I didn't expect there to be such a woman in the world who doesn't eat the fireworks of the world. She has exquisite seven orifices, and it's rare to have a tacit understanding with me." The wife smiled: "It is always beautiful to see flowers in the fog, everyone and everyone will have similarities."

I didn't make excuses, I thought she was jealous.Ha, jealous, I think this thing is getting more and more fun. Since then, my life has become more and more like a threesome, and Yulinlang has been deeply rooted in my heart, occupying a firm position.Going online at 9 o'clock every night has become an unbreakable routine for me. My son used an analogy to say, "It's more on time than going to work."And my wife already regretted mobilizing me to go online, and she often said to me with a heartbroken expression: "I think half of your soul is really stuck on the Internet, aren't you serious about falling in love?"

I'm a little confused myself.I don't know if my daily anxiety and worrying about gains and losses are a kind of love, and I don't know how far this kind of dating will go.I have some hope and some fear.Just at this time, my unit had a task to ask me to go to a meeting in other places. I thought maybe this was just a chance to think about it calmly, and I disappeared without saying hello. On the day of departure, my wife brought my son to the station to see me off. Before leaving, she still teased: "I don't know if you are out of town, but you miss me more or miss your mysterious lover more." My wife always called Lin Lang my mysterious lover, and I didn't argue with her. I just rubbed my son's limp hair and taught him: "Boy, listen to your mother and don't make her angry. Mom is in menopause." "Bah!" My wife hit me with a smile. The old couple flirted with each other for seven years. Even though I was so familiar that I no longer felt heart-wrenching, it was still warm. It was just a 5-day meeting, but I already missed the big and small ones at home very much. Before I came back, I still bought a big package of small rolls to surprise her mother and child.In fact, what is not available locally?But when we meet again, we have to show something.This has also become a practice for seven years, otherwise my wife would scold me for not having her in my heart. When buying my wife's favorite UCC coffee, I suddenly thought of Lin Lang. She said that she also likes drinking coffee and is willing to taste various brands.I looked at the shelves, charcoal, Columbia, Mocha, Mandheling... There are more than a dozen kinds, and I don't know which one Linlang has never tried.Oh I found out I really miss her. During this week, I had a phone call with my wife every night, but I completely lost contact with Lin Lang. Maybe she thought I was unfeeling and would never talk to me again, or she met a new chat while waiting for me in the chat room. Went for coffee with others.Gosh, my heart aches at the thought that she might have a new friend, I'm jealous! I said to myself: Nalan, you are in love, you are in love with her! I couldn't bear it anymore, I took a taxi out of the shopping mall and said to the driver directly, "Please take me to the nearest Internet cafe." The first time I used a computer other than my own to surf the Internet, I felt as if I was cheating on my wife.I entered my email password, and I saw that there were exactly 5 letters in it, all from Linlang.I open them one by one: "Nalan, you missed your appointment tonight, why?" "I've been waiting for you all night in vain. If you can't make the appointment, write me back and let me know, okay?" "If life is just like the first time you saw it, why is the autumn wind sadly drawing a fan? Nalan, have you decided to leave me?" "Are you on a business trip? Are you sick? I'm really worried about you, please write back." "From today, I will wait at the old place at 9:00 every night, and I will give up after 999 days. Can you bear to let me down 999 times?" I was shocked.I was really in love, and love is a story of two people, and she, like me, both fell in love.I look at my watch, it's exactly 9 o'clock!Lin Lang, she is waiting for me! I almost stumbled into the tea room. Before I could see the visitor clearly, Lin Lang had already greeted him: "Nalan, you are finally here. I miss you every day!" I was about to cry, if Yu Linlang was in front of me, I think I would definitely hug her.I typed quickly on the keyboard: "Linlang, I'm in Chengdu now. I'm on a business trip for a meeting. I'm sorry I didn't inform you in advance. But please believe me, my heart is the same as yours." Lin Lang immediately replied: "I hope that your heart is like mine, and I will definitely live up to my love." This is a memorable day, because on this day, Lin Lang and I confirmed our relationship.My heart was full of joy, as if I was nineteen years old and wanted to announce to the world that I was in love.I changed the name of the chat room to "I love Yulinlang" and announced to everyone: "I love Yulinlang, please bless us?" There are some warm-hearted people on the Internet. Many familiar faces such as Doudou, Lao Ding, and Xiao Li Feidao are our old friends. They are very clear about the process of my relationship with Lin Lang. At this time, they all wished me: "Nalan, good boy , I wish you all grow old together and have a precious son!" "Little sister Linlang, you must know people with your eyes. Men are afraid of entering the wrong line, and women are afraid of marrying the wrong man!" Some people even suggested: "It's better to hit the sun than to pick the sun, why don't you get married today , we hold a wedding ceremony for you." Before I could answer, more than a dozen netizens applauded and took the initiative to set up an auditorium for us. The name of the chat room was changed to "Nalan Rongruoyu Linlang New Wedding Announcement!" He and Doudou were the best man and bridesmaid respectively, and several netizens shouted together: "First bow to heaven and earth, second bow to high hall, husband and wife bow to each other, and send them to the bridal chamber." So Lin Lang and I entered the "bridal chamber" and began to use secret talks.Both of them were a little flustered and didn't know what to say for a moment.After a while I asked, "Can I take off your red hijab?" Lin Lang replied, "Didn't you say that we would never meet again?" My thoughts suddenly returned to reality: "Yes, I have a wife and children, so I can't make mistakes." Lin Lang sighed deeply: "Huan Jun's Pearl both shed tears, wishing to see her when she was not married." "But I've really fallen in love with you." "Let's keep ourselves safe and be a fairy couple in the virtual world." I was in a daze. The ancients "would like to be lovebirds in the sky and twigs in the earth", but we "would like to be virtual couples on the Internet".That's what the so-called flower in the mirror means, right? When I got home the next day and saw my wife again, I felt guilty and hesitated for a long time. I didn’t have the courage to tell her that I had married another wife online, for fear that she would sue me for bigamy.I can't help but wonder if online bigamy is a crime?I wonder if an affair in a virtual space is called an extramarital affair? Seven years of husband and wife, this is the first time I have concealed something from her, and I feel very uneasy.Sitting in front of the computer that night, hesitating and hesitating, my wife was next door, but I wanted to have sex with another woman.How long has it been since I said those sweet vows to my wife?Somehow, I didn't have the courage to talk to a woman in a virtual space again in my own home. That night, I finally did not surf the Internet. The next morning, I reported the content of the meeting to the director after I went to work, then went out on leave, registered at a nearby Internet cafe, and then checked my mailbox online.There were three letters inside: "Nalan, you left without saying goodbye again. Newlyweds, you abandoned me and left me. How can I feel so bad? Your online wife Yu Linlang." "Nalan ruthless boy, everyone was waiting in the tea room to celebrate you and Yu Linlang last night. Why did you, the hero, disappear? We made an appointment to make up wishes for you tonight, so don't be late. Old Ding. " "Nalan Rongruo, I heard that you and Yu Linlang got married. The wedding was very lively. It's a pity that I missed it. I wish you a happy new marriage and happiness. Sunshine Avenue." After reading the letter, I was stunned for a while.This thing is becoming more and more real, and I am in a trance, is it true?I got married again, so many friends testified, and I had another wife.God!I am a bigamist! I had a headache thinking about it, and really wanted to run away from the computer and hide immediately, but I couldn't bear to think of the infatuated Lin Lang, so I wrote her a letter back: "Lin Lang, it's not convenient for me to contact you at night, can you?" Change the meeting time to noon?" At noon the next day, I received Lin Lang's reply: "Wait at the old place at 12 o'clock." It was as short as a telegram.I'm a little sad, is Lin Lang tired of my haste? Chatting at noon, the atmosphere is not as good as in the dead of night, because there are so many strangers in the real world sitting around, and they are thinking about going to work in the afternoon.Such a hasty meeting already had a very ambiguous sense of cheating, Lin Lang and I became a little unnatural, and the conversation was no longer as speculative as before. Lin Lang began to complain more and more: "Recently you are always late, if you can't come, why didn't you write to me earlier and make me wait!" I apologized again and again: "I'm sorry, I'm working overtime temporarily. I came right after the meeting. I haven't had lunch yet." She felt distressed again: "Then you go to eat, I will wait for you here." So I ran to a nearby shop and ate a bowl of noodles. I really didn't know the taste.Linlang took care of me: "No matter how urgent you are, you still have to eat, otherwise I won't feel at ease." She and I have become like a real couple, and the content of our conversations has become more and more realistic and specific, for example: "You said yesterday that the water pipe in your house leaked, has it been fixed?" "The method you said didn't work. In the end, I found a repairman and paid 50 yuan for the repair." "You were slaughtered. At most 20 yuan is enough." "But there is no man in the family. Your husband is just talking online and can't help at all. What else can I do except settle my troubles with money?" For Yu Linlang, I have a heavy sense of guilt, because I have assumed such deep feelings for her for no reason, so I can't do anything for her.On the other hand, I feel very sorry to my wife, and I always feel ashamed of her.My heart was split in two. When I chatted with Lin Lang, I always thought of my wife, and when I went home to help my wife with work, I couldn't stop thinking of Lin Lang. I run between reality and fiction, and I feel exhausted.My wife is right, I am not a man with long sleeves and good at dancing, and I am unable to do both. Lin Lang was ill, and I couldn't sleep or eat well. Whenever I had time, I slipped to the Internet cafe and wrote a letter: "Lin Lang, take care, I'm worried about you." "Lin Lang, if you don't feel well, don't go online, I will understand." Lin Lang's reply letter was still a Que Nalan poem: "Who is sorry for the hard work of Dongyang? It's also because of the carelessness of spring, not as good as Furong. There is a lot of quiet love and coldness." I felt more and more that I couldn't bear this heavy relationship, and I behaved in a trance, as if in a dream.In the evening, when I share a meal with my wife at the same table, I will suddenly put a fish with chopsticks into her bowl: "You are not in good health recently, please add more nutrition." My wife looked at me strangely: "What's wrong with me?" I am embarrassed.After a while, he finally put down his chopsticks and said, "She is sick, do you think I should go see her?" "Are you still in touch with her?" I nodded in default.The wife was clearly surprised, but she remained calm and composed. After a long thought, she asked, "And then? What do you plan to do after we meet?" I was so upset, I just didn't make a sound.My wife continued for me: "Then it changed from online dating to real dating, and then it was not seen every day, which finally led to family tragedy; or found that meeting was better than chatting, so dreams were destroyed and I felt very lost. You would like to see Which ending?" I froze.Yes, after getting off the net, I am no longer Nalan Rongruo, and she is no longer Yu Linlang. What kind of story will we play in reality?Should I still consider her my wife? After all, Lin Lang and I are just an online story. For her, it is "how deep is the love on the Internet, and the sunset in the mountains is deep in the autumn rain", but for me, it is "the love has turned deep, and now it is really regretful and passionate".Our story is doomed to have no ending, only to confuse others and ourselves. At nine o'clock that night, I finally connected to the Internet again on my computer at home, and sent a final e-mail to Yu Linlang: "Linlang, let's get a divorce." After turning off the computer, my wife opened her arms to me: "I welcome you back to the real world."