Chapter 32 Chapter 32 Bold!

I ignored her words, but walked up to her and took off the delicate and blooming pomegranate hairpin from her head and threw it on the ground, "Bitch, who dares you to call me by my name so presumptuously!" She looked at me in shock, tears streaming down her face. I stared at her fixedly, thinking about the previous relationship, a sense of shame and anger of being betrayed rolled over, and I said coldly: "I'll give you this, you don't want it, but I want to grab it with Bengong..." Then, regardless of the heavy waist, the pomegranate flower was crushed under the flower clogs, and the bright red juice gradually flowed out...

"Those who betrayed me..." I said with desperation in my heart, but very clearly. The emperor caressed my swollen belly and asked with concern: "Is Aifei feeling alright? Has she been mischievous recently to torment you?" I concealed all the emotions in my heart, and replied with a smile: "With the king around, it is very obedient." The emperor smiled knowingly, "It seems that she will be a beautiful and well-behaved daughter like Concubine Ai." I was startled in my heart, but on the surface I replied calmly: "The concubine would rather be a son, so that I can be with Fu'er in the future." Then I turned around and asked Zhuan Fu, "Fu'er, in the future, there will be a royal brother and Fu'er." How about you ride a horse and hunt together?"

Zhuan Fu, who was already twelve years old, had grown a lot taller recently. He nodded sensiblely and said, "I will definitely take good care of my little emperor in the future, and won't let anyone bully him." I patted his head lovingly and said, "Fu'er is really sensible." Then I looked at the emperor again, changed the subject, and asked with a light smile: "Your Majesty, how is Zhuang Chongyuan? You let her sleep with her for three days in a row, which shows that you are very fond of her." The emperor nodded in satisfaction, and replied: "She is not flattering to me like other concubines, but I am a little moved. She is also of noble character, endowed with sentimentality, and is also good at piano, chess, calligraphy and painting. She is really a strange woman."

I sneered in my heart when I heard that, Zhuang Chongyuan, you did a good job in refusing to welcome. Seeing that I didn't speak for a long time, the emperor noticed something, took my hand and asked guiltily: "Are you unhappy, Concubine Ai? Is it the matter of Zhuang Chongyuan that upset you?" I calmed down, covered my vermilion lips lightly with my sleeve robe, pretended to be half coquettish and half tolerant, and said softly: "What did your majesty say, my concubine is not well, and I am very pleased to have Zhuang Chongyuan serving on my behalf. " The emperor grabbed my hand and put it on his chest and said, "No matter what, my concubine is the one I cherish the most."

Men are so sentimental and changeable, so it is easy to say such things, so what about my mother, where is it in your heart... Almost blurted it out, but it was finally hidden under the thin lips that were tightly pressed. Although the emperor said so, it can still be seen that he loves Zhuang Chongyuan very much. Zhuang Chongyuan was exceptionally promoted to Zhuang Chongrong within less than a month of being favored. As a result, all the concubines in the harem speculated whether this new favorite would seize the emperor while I was pregnant and wanted to compete with me. The harem that was originally calm began to surge under the tide again, and everyone in the harem was cautious in order to judge the situation.

However, everything in Fengyi Palace is as usual, as if I am calm and caring for my baby, but in fact, I can't help being exhausted physically and mentally. I am not afraid of fighting, Dou Si Chongyi, Dou Dou, Dou Zhaojiao, Dou Xiaode Concubine, Dou Empress... I have long been used to it; I am not reconciled to the emperor, since I have no love for him, why should I ask him to be with me? Loyalty?Just thinking of the extraordinary friendship with the "Sister Jing Comb" in the past, which was turned upside down overnight, and I couldn't help but feel depressed for a while.

Is there really no one in this world that my slave can rely on?In my life, some are always just hypocrisy and secret calculations? If that's the case, then, it's really... sad. Jingming asked me: "What is Miss going to do with Zhuang Chongrong?" I picked up a green plum and said numbly: "Zhuang Chongrong is by no means an ordinary person, I'm afraid she will be difficult to deal with. Let's talk about it when I recover. I can see it clearly. Anyway, it's not her at this time, it will be someone else." ..." Jing Ming laughed and said in a low voice, "This is not like Miss's usual style."

I raised my eyebrows, caressed my swollen belly with my hand, looked at him and asked, "You mean I can't tolerate sand in my eyes?" Jingming silently admitted, I chuckled, and said earnestly: "Even though the sand is harsh, sometimes I have to bear it. What's more, when I have a chance, I don't know that it's not an act of a palace person. It's not that I haven't thought about this It's just that I didn't expect it to be her." "However," I had a fierce look in my eyes, "I don't allow things that I didn't expect to happen... Once they happen, I want to destroy them..."

"Then Miss's moon-watching feast tonight is for..." "There is no other meaning, just playing some small tricks to humiliate her, otherwise how can I alleviate the hatred in my heart..." But at night, Zhuang Chongrong excused himself from illness in the name of being unlucky. So he was secretly annoyed that she was arrogant in serving her favor, and seeing that everything was not pleasing to the eye, it made all the concubines panic and cautious. Only halfway through the banquet, I stood up suddenly, and even the emperor sitting next to me was startled. I tried my best to calm my anger, and showed a charming smile to the emperor, "Your Majesty, Zhuang Chongrong is not feeling well, and my concubine is very concerned, shall we go and see her?"

The emperor was a little surprised, because he got the news that Zhuang Chongrong had Yuexin with him today, and he didn't plan to go to her place. But in the end, I still couldn't hold back me, so the holy phoenix chariot was placed mightily towards the Laurel Palace where Zhuang Chongrong lived. I looked up on the road and saw the bright moon hanging high in the sky. It was so round and beautiful. At that time, I thought, such a beautiful moonlight is a waste. I don’t have the mood to appreciate it. However, what I didn't know was that on this full moon night, three lives were lost because of my momentary willfulness.

As I got closer and closer to Yuegui Palace, I saw Xiao'e, Zhuang Chongrong's personal maid, standing at the gate of the courtyard and looking around. When I saw Shengjia, I was startled and wanted to run back. I became suspicious, and shouted from a distance: "Stop!" The palace lady wanted to run in, so I sneered again and said, "Bold palace maid, pretend not to hear you? Don't want to live?!" Only then did the maid stop, turned around and knelt down to me and kowtowed repeatedly: "Your servant really didn't hear me just now, empress, please forgive me." "What were you rushing to run inside just now?" The maid was startled, and immediately replied: "I saw the wind just now, so I went back and wanted to put on a coat..." "Is it that urgent to change a robe?" That Gong'e murmured, "This slave is really..." I didn't have the patience to listen to her excuses, and I was about to walk into the palace with the emperor after bypassing her. Seeing that she couldn't stop her, the maid wanted to report loudly to the hall: "Your Majesty, Your Majesty and..." As soon as I looked at her, Tusi went up and covered the maid's mouth, silencing her. I said to her viciously: "If you dare to speak out again, be careful of your life!" So I strode towards Zhuang Chongrong's house, and the emperor also walked behind with a look of surprise. It was getting closer and closer to the house, and the yellow candlelight reflected in the house could be seen, but no sound could be heard. There was a sudden eerie silence all around. What is in the house? I stood in front of the door, stretched out my hand and slowly opened the door... The room was full of candlelight, and in this tranquil warmth, I saw Zhuang Chongrong lying in the arms of a man with his eyes closed slightly, contentedly. The man put one hand on her belly, and the other hand gently He stroked her long hair and kissed her tenderly. I understood something in an instant, but I was shocked and had a bad premonition.When he turned his head, he saw the emperor's face ashen. Everything is irreparable.Fornication is a great sin. The man was Zhou Zhongdao, the youngest imperial physician in the court.I smiled wryly, it turned out to be like this, sister Jingcom, you lied to me so badly. The emperor did not punish Zhou Zhongdao in the name of fornicating the concubine, because he wanted to save his own face; but he charged Zhou Zhongdao with an even more ironic charge - attempting to poison Zhuang Chongrong. The penalty is to quarter the body by five horses. The women in the harem were ordered to gather in an open space in the palace. At first they had an attitude of watching the excitement, chatting and laughing happily, and said curious words. But when the head and limbs of the elegant and upright Royal Physician Zhou, who was highly praised by the concubines, were tied up on five carts and driven high, they were speechless again. The emperor looked around majestically, and finally said coldly: "Execution." For a moment the horses roared, and then the women screamed in terror. Shanshan quickly put her hands in front of me, her voice was choked with eagerness, "Miss, don't look...don't look..." However, I still caught sight of something through the slits in her hands. I saw the human body being torn apart like that, with blood splashing everywhere, as if it was about to splash on my face. I opened my eyes wide and just froze there, dumbfounded. Tell yourself not to look, don't look, but you can't close your eyes... Then I heard a maid beside me exclaiming: "Mrs. Zhuang Chongrong!" I turned my head to look at her stiffly, her face was pale and she was already limp on the ground. I was about to take a step, but Hui Xiuyi grabbed me from behind without a trace, and she warned me in a low voice: "Mother, don't go! Don't go... She is someone who has nothing to do with you, and has nothing to do with you." It's nothing to do with it, don't get implicated..." Zhuang Chongrong was put on the shelf, and the emperor waved his sleeves away with a sullen face. I stared blankly, my mind was full of chaos and I couldn't think. Then I finally couldn't help but leaned over and vomited in a mess. Zhuang Chongrong was dying.I stood by her bed and looked at her, two lines of tears streaming down my cheeks. She woke up with a start, and turned to look at me with a pale face. The two were relatively silent for a long time, and finally she opened her mouth, calling out in a low and infinitely sad voice: "Nuxi, my good sister..." Tears are streaming down my face, now, Sister Jingshu, do you still think I am your sister? I stepped forward and hurriedly grabbed her hand, her hand was so thin and cold, I kept apologizing: "Sister, Sister Jingshu...I, I'm sorry..." She breathed a sigh of relief and said weakly, "Nuxi, I'm going to die..." I shook my head again and again, "You won't die, no." She showed a pale smile, and said slowly: "He is gone, what's the point of me living in this world... Besides, the emperor will never let me go." I froze, speechless. "Nu Xi, I'm sorry, I lied to you. The previous weakness, lonely look, Linglong's attempt to poison me... I did it on purpose for you to see... But," she subconsciously patted her belly "He and I are childhood sweethearts, we are in love with each other, and we have secretly decided for life long ago. I didn't expect that I would be selected into the palace as a concubine. I didn't want to compete for favor, but I was pregnant, and I wanted to give birth to a child." ...I just want to have his baby..." My heart hurts even more, and I finally know why she likes "Long Gan Xing" so much. I choked up and said, "Sister Jingcomb, why didn't you tell me at the beginning? If I knew, I wouldn't, I definitely wouldn't..." But it was too late to regret. She shook her head slowly, her voice was soft, "It's not that I don't trust you, I just don't want to drag you down... You also know that one thing in the palace is worse than one thing..." She looked at me, and held my hand tighter, "Nuxi, my good sister, I have always liked you very much, and I took you as my confidant... But I died because of you, I am so unwilling, my child , he has not yet been born, he is going to die with me..." My heart was full of pain, and I kept saying: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry...Sister Jingshao, I'm going to beg the emperor, I won't let you and your child die, Sister Jingsuo..." But she didn't answer me, she didn't know what she was looking at, "Nuxi, he came to pick me up, he came to pick up our mother and son, heh..." Her mind gradually became slack, but she began to sing softly: "The concubine's hair is the first to cover her forehead, and she plays in front of the door. Lang rides a bamboo horse, and grows green plums around the bed. Living together in Changqian, the two little ones have no doubts... Lang came on a bamboo horse, and went around the bed to grow green plums... Living together in Changgan, the two little ones have no doubts..." Then she slowly closed her eyes, holding my hand and slumped down on the bed, and my heart sank down, making heavy noises. The tragic death of Zhuang Chongrong has become the guilt of my life.Maybe it was my domineeringness that hurt her. I've pitied people I didn't trust, maybe, because I've never trusted anyone else. All of a sudden, he lost his old arrogance, so he entrusted concubine Shuxian to take care of all the affairs in the harem, while he lived in Fengyi Palace to raise his baby with peace of mind. Every day he just taught Zhuanfu to read, or talked about poetry with the learned wife in the palace. Painting, and lived a life of husband and son. It's just that one day when the concubines were invited to drink the new tribute Bashan sparrow tongue, a talented person accidentally smashed the suet white jade cup in his hand, and immediately turned pale with shock and knelt down and kowtowed for mercy. Normally, I might get angry, but that day I just indifferently ordered Cuscuta to give her another cup, and didn't go into it. What I didn't expect was that the talented man was worried and terrified every day from then on, and finally hanged himself because of fear. When I heard the news, I felt so sad in my heart, but I couldn't help laughing wildly, who am I?Who does this harem think of me as a slave? ! (twelve princes) Nuxi is about to be crowned queen. All the confidants around him were heartbroken and deeply regretful. Someone couldn't help but smashed the table and said angrily: "I really didn't expect that little girl to succeed!" Someone else said helplessly: "Regardless of qualifications or prestige, a good concubine or concubine is the best choice. Originally, being promoted to empress is a sure thing. At that time, our prince will naturally become the crown prince..." Then he shook his head, full of embarrassment. With a regretful tone, "I didn't expect that the imperial concubine who was less than twenty years old would be the first to ascend, alas!" "It seems that we really underestimated her at the beginning, thinking that she was powerless, this woman is not simple..." One person said thoughtfully. Another person continued disdainfully: "Hey! What can a woman do?! It's nothing more than relying on her youth and beauty, and she doesn't know how to seduce the emperor on the dragon bed, and a man can't listen to the pillow... " I leaned tiredly on the reclining chair of Diaojin Youlong, closed my eyes, and said in a deep voice: "You all step back, and let me be alone for a while." They looked at each other and remained silent for a while before taking their leave. All around quiet down. Just close your eyes, and Nuxi's charming and smiling face appears in front of your eyes, as if blaming you, but smiling at you infinitely coquettishly. Recalling the moments when I was a child, the smiling Nuxi, the crying Nuxi, the angry Nuxi, the resolute Nuxi...everything is vivid in my mind, as if it was just yesterday. I remembered that when I was a child, you always ran ahead, covering your mouth and giggling, and I chased you behind, but I felt extremely happy in my heart. But now it feels farther and farther away from you.I just realized that I haven't been able to understand you for more than ten years. Nuxi, what exactly do you want? News of her pregnancy came later in the fall. Immediately afterwards, her arrogance and her cruelty were spread widely. On the post road every day, there are soldiers rushing non-stop, just to let her eat fresh plums thousands of miles away, and many soldiers died of exhaustion on the way. There was also an order from above that if something went wrong, not only the soldiers in charge of transportation would be beheaded, but even the local officials would be severely punished, causing panic and complaints. On the other hand, I ordered people to prepare good wine and rich food for the passing soldiers at the post station in the fief, just to save a few lives and reduce people's resentment towards her. Gradually getting along with some soldiers, looking at a box of green plums, couldn't help picking one up and putting it in his mouth, but his teeth were so sour that they almost fell out. So I thought of her cute frowning appearance when eating these plums, and couldn't help laughing. Then I sighed again, how stupid and ridiculous I was. But think about it, she actually loves to eat such things, slave, slave, I am afraid that there is no second such extreme woman in the world. When she was eight months pregnant, her father held a grand prayer ceremony for her, and summoned all the princes to Beijing to participate in the blessing banquet, which is rare in the ages. Everyone in the world discussed secretly, "This kind of favor is really rare in the world... There was an example in the Tang Dynasty that the country was destroyed because of pampering Concubine Yang, it's really terrible..." When she belatedly appeared behind the hazy tulle curtain, my heart skipped a beat. I couldn't see her face clearly, but I could vaguely see her bulging waist, not bloated, but more graceful and luxurious. The emperor carefully helped her to sit down, and as she took the seat, bursts of fragrance wafted over. She didn't say anything during the whole banquet, she just watched the singing and dancing quietly, turning around and whispering a few words with her father occasionally. Later, I didn't know what they talked about, but I heard her say on it: "I will give birth to a prince for the emperor." Although the voice was small, it was firm enough for everyone below to hear. Surprised everyone. Everyone knows that this sentence is a joke and a temptation. The father was surprised at first, then he didn't say anything, but the most important thing was that he didn't deny it. I looked up at her in surprise, thinking, Nuxi, why did you say such wild and sure words? To be so flamboyant and domineering, this is slavery. (slave) In October of pregnancy, I finally gave birth to a baby. Although my body was still immature and it was my first child, the delivery went surprisingly smoothly. When I woke up, the midwife happily hugged the baby to me, and quickly said: "Congratulations, empress, you are a little prince." I looked at the baby wrapped in a golden dragon-pattern swaddle, and was startled, but I didn't dare to put it in my arms. Everyone in the room was stunned, but Shanshan came to his senses and said to me with a smile: "Miss, this is your son." Son... my son... this sentence reminded me, I finally reached out and held him in my arms hesitantly. Suddenly a strange feeling came to my heart, but it was full of surprise mixed with joy. His skin is as familiar as my own, and my blood flows on his body... So it's not that I don't like children, I only love my children. But he obviously liked it so much in his heart, but he said in his mouth: "It's so ugly, like a little monkey..." Everyone in the room laughed, and the nanny took it over and said, "Empress, newborn babies are like that, it will look good after a month or so..." At this time, the child may have woken up, whimpering like a kitten, although he couldn't open his eyes, he knew how to lean towards my chest. I realized that he might be hungry, so I wanted to lift the top of my clothes to feed him, but I didn't want the nanny to exclaim from the side: "The empress!" I looked up at her in surprise, she walked up to me, picked up my child, and hurriedly explained: "Since ancient times, there has been no precedent for breastfeeding by a biological mother in the palace. If the empress is breastfeeding, it may affect her body in the future..." I froze for a moment, and finally let go of my hand hesitantly. I watched the nanny showing her plump and white breasts to feed the emperor, and seeing his greedy way of eating, I couldn't help feeling a little envious of the nanny. At this time, Shanshan reminded him from the side: "Miss, the emperor has been waiting outside in a hurry. Although the young lady has just been notified that she is happy with the dragon son, the emperor has not seen it." It was only then that I remembered that the emperor could not enter the filthy place of the delivery room casually, so I tidied it up a bit and told the palace servants: "Clean up the room quickly." After tidying up, someone invited the emperor to come in. After a while, I saw the emperor in a bright yellow dragon robe striding in, and came to my bed first, his eyes were full of concern, he held my hand with a little force and said: "My concubine, you have worked hard." I smiled slightly, then looked at the nurse and said, "Nurse, quickly show the child to the emperor." The nanny carried the emperor's son in front of the emperor, and the emperor took it clumsily, scrutinized the child's eyebrows and eyes, and then sighed: "I never thought I would be able to have a son in old age, I am very happy..." I listened to the emperor's admiration and joyful tone, but I couldn't help noticing a trace of worry on the emperor's eyebrows. The old aunt beside the emperor said with a smile: "The Holy Majesty really likes the little prince... Except for the first time, I don't know which prince I have hugged... If the little prince can get Long Fu, he will be blessed in the future." I smiled, greeted her and said, "Thank you, aunt." Then I turned to the emperor and said, "Your Majesty, please give our emperor a name." The emperor was stunned for a moment, then he was a little embarrassed, and said: "I originally thought about it, but seeing my emperor's son is so blessed, those names are rather vulgar. Let me think about it again, how about choosing a good name?" I sneered in my heart, the Emperor Xindao probably just thought of Diji's name, right? But I remained calm on the surface, "Then let's get up again when the emperor's son is full moon, and it will be more grand." The emperor secretly breathed a sigh of relief, nodded, and then teased the little prince in his arms for a while, laughing and laughing, which really showed a bit of love. During the month, I just stayed indoors, I couldn't go out, and it was inconvenient to meet guests, so even the daily blessings of the concubines in the harem were reduced. It was hot summer at that time, and I was wearing thick futon clothes, and my whole body was unbearably hot, so I told Ruyi, "Open the window quickly." Ruyi obediently went to open the window, and I felt cooler and more comfortable. After a while, Shanshan came in with bird's nest porridge, was surprised when he saw the open window, walked quickly to the window, and then stretched out his hand to close it tightly. After letting go, he breathed a sigh of relief and explained: "Miss, How can you see the wind within a month?" Then he accused Ruyi with a serious face, "How did you serve the young lady? How did you let the window open?" It was the first time I saw the easy-going Shanshan lose her temper, and I was a little moved. She cared about me, but seeing the grievance on Ruyi's face, she explained: "Shan, I just asked Ruyi to open the window...she But an eighteen-year-old girl doesn't know anything." Shanshan looked back at me, became nervous again, put the bird's nest porridge on the small mahogany table beside the bed, grabbed the scroll in my hand, and blamed again: "Miss, you should lie down and rest, your eyes will be tired after you get tired." It will fall to the root of the disease.” Then she brought me the bird's nest porridge again, and I was a little tired of eating it, so I looked at Shanshan with a bitter face and said, "Didn't you just drink the tonifying soup prescribed by the doctor Miao? Why do you want to eat it again now?" Shan Shan replied seriously: "That one nourishes blood and Qi, and this one nourishes the body. Miss, you must take good care of your body within a month, you can't be careless." So under the strict supervision of Shanshan, I can only lie idle on the bed, and every day when the nanny comes to see me with the emperor in her arms, it becomes my greatest comfort and happiness. I always like to hold him in my arms, and I can't get enough of him.Although he can't open his eyes and can't speak, I still like to stick to his little face, rub his little nose, and babble with him tirelessly... until the nanny kept urging me, I reluctantly let him go he goes back. I have never experienced such a feeling, so strange, yet so joyful and satisfying. The nanny's surname is Cao, and she was introduced by Shanshan.She is only twenty-eight years old this year, but she has already given birth to three children. She knows how to take care of babies; She is honest, considerate and meticulous; in addition, she has made good friends with Shan Shan in the palace before, so she does her best to serve the emperor, which makes me very relieved. Grandma Cao has plenty of milk. I watched her skillfully pick up and breastfeed Huang'er, pacing and singing softly. After she fed the emperor and coaxed him to sleep, I said gratefully, "The nanny has worked hard for you. In order to ensure that the milk is rich and nutritious, you can only eat steamed pig's trotters and white water eggs every day. I also know that you don't need to add it." The material is hard to swallow, but for the sake of the emperor, you have to be wronged for a while... When the emperor is weaned, your diet will not be so strict." The nanny smiled and replied, "What is the empress talking about? The little prince is extremely honorable, and it is a great blessing for the servant to serve him..." At this time Zhuan Fu came in, the child seemed to have grown a lot taller after not seeing him for a few days. He first walked up to my bed, bowed to me, and asked sincerely, "The empress Changle Fengyi, is the empress still safe recently?" I was very happy to see his manners, and I pulled him to praise the courtiers and said, "Look, Fu'er speaks like a little grown-up." Then I turned to him and asked, "Did you just come back from school?" ?” Zhuan Fu nodded, and replied: "Today, Master Cheng has started to teach his sons and ministers to read "Zizheng Tongjian"." Then he noticed the little prince, very happy and curious, jumped in front of the nanny, stretched out his arms and raised his head and said to the nanny: "Nanny, let me hug the little prince too." The nanny showed a look of embarrassment, and replied: "Prince Fourteen, you are still young, so be careful not to drop the little prince..." Zhuan Fu lowered his head and was a little disappointed. I smiled slightly and said, "Let Fu'er hug me." The nanny then handed the emperor's son into Zhuan Fu's arms, and saw that Zhuan Fu was stiff, and walked to my bed very carefully, examined the emperor for a long time, and then asked curiously: "Mother, why is little brother always so busy?" Is it sleeping? Erchen talks to him and ignores me." His words made everyone in the room laugh, and I also said with a smile: "He still can't talk." Then I gradually suppressed my smile, and said with thoughtful concern: "Your little brother still can't talk." Very weak..." After confinement, I can finally take off the heavy maternity clothes and put on a light summer gauze dress that fits well. I chose a water-red phoenix dress with a hundred birds and phoenixes. The hem of the dress is full of peony patterns rolled with gold threads, which looks solemn and luxurious; Shakes, pearl hairpins, flower hairpins and other hair accessories are more jewel-like; Shanshan smudged the carefully blended rouge on my face, and applied a crescent-like "slanting red" on the temples, and it was so beautiful. The solemnity added a bit of charm; finally I got up, and the dodder wrapped around me with a small gold-carved incense burner, and the fragrance was immediately pleasant. I look at myself in the bronze mirror. Because of the proper maintenance within a month, my waist has returned to its original slender and curly posture, and my posture is slim; and because I haven’t been nourished, my breasts are full and upright, without drooping at all... everything is still radiant. I nodded in satisfaction, and there were praises from the palace people around me: "After giving birth to the prince, the empress not only didn't break her waist, but she became even more beautiful..." I was in a good mood, so I smiled and said, "It's all thanks to your careful care. After the little prince completes the full moon ceremony, he will be rewarded a lot." This day is the day when the emperor's son is full moon, and a grand celebration ceremony was held in the palace. Princes, concubines, concubines, and officials of all sizes presented generous gifts, wishing the emperor a long life and good luck. I sat in the upper seat with my son in my arms, and listening to the respectful blessings below, I silently said to him in my heart: My son, have you heard the blessings below?You will be the most honorable prince in the Dayin Kingdom, and the queen mother will definitely fight for you to get what you deserve... After the big ceremony, I glanced at the prime minister on the right, he understood, got up and went out to the emperor and said: "Congratulations to the emperor and the empress on the birth of your precious son. On the day of the little prince's full moon celebration, the old minister implores the emperor to formally register The little prince is the crown prince, and he will consolidate the foundation of Dayin with his bloodline..." After he finished speaking, he fell to his knees and petitioned in unison: "I will ask the emperor to make his son the crown prince..." The emperor's shock at that time was beyond words. He must have never imagined that I, who was opposed by the officials at the beginning, have now formed my own power and confidant in the court. I hugged my son and stared straight at the emperor, and said softly: "Your Majesty, what are you hesitating about?" Then I reminded him word by word: "Your Majesty, he is your only legitimate son." Yes, since ancient times, you have established a legitimate son but not a concubine. He is your only legitimate son, and you have no choice. The ministers kowtowed again and said: "Please follow the ancestral system and make the prince the prince." The emperor turned pale and looked back at me. I smiled slightly and looked back at him softly. His expression was so complicated at that time, he finally sighed, with a lot of helplessness, and said in a deep voice: "Establish the queen's son Zhuan Cheng as the crown prince..." I hugged the emperor and stood up, solemnly standing next to the emperor, looking down proudly, and there was a majestic mountain cry below: "Long live the emperor, long live, long live, queen, prince, thousand years, thousand years..." son, did you hear that?Your name is Zhuan Cheng, and you are destined to own these thousands of miles of rivers and mountains. After more than a month, Chenger finally opened his eyes. His eyes are so clear and bright, my heart is as clear as a stream flowing through, I can't help but bend down to kiss his eyes.His warm, chubby little hands rested on my face, a little moist but with a faint milky fragrance. I looked at him, why do parents always think their children are the most beautiful. When he was a little older, I carried him for a walk near Fengyi Palace, pointed out to him the palaces and rooms on the road, flowers and trees, fish, birds and birds, and talked to him about some principles. He may still not understand what I said, but he knows that he opened his eyes curiously as I pointed, which really made me feel pity and love. They were laughing and laughing along the way, but when they were about to reach Mei Xiayuan, they saw the twelve princes in light blue robes. I hugged Cheng'er, my face became hot and I was a little embarrassed. He just smiled slightly, approached me, and tried to reach out to hold Cheng'er in his arms. I watched him tease Cheng'er with his head lowered, and suddenly asked, "Do you hate him?" Because my son has robbed the throne that might have been his. He was stunned for a moment, looked up at me, sighed silently, and put Cheng'er back into my arms, he took out something from his sleeve and put it in Cheng'er's arms, saying: "A gift for the child. " I fixed my eyes and saw that it was a longevity lock made of sterling silver, with auspicious patterns of bats, goldfish and lotus engraved on it, with the words "longevity and longevity" written in the middle, and four silver locks at the bottom. The bell is exquisite and beautiful, so it can be inferred that it is of great value. I took out the longevity lock, lowered my head and handed it back to him, muttering, "You will have children in the future, you should leave it to him..." He didn't take it, but said with some self-mockery: "I have hatred... But should I hate you or your son? Who did I work so hard to win the throne for..." I was stunned by his words, and when I looked up at him again, what I saw was his leaving figure. Among the bright colors of the flowers, his blue suit looked unusually lonely. Because I know that there are many examples of young princes being poisoned in history, and there are lessons learned from the former son-in-law, so I am cautious about Cheng'er's safety and care. All decorations have to go through strict inspections, and it is no exaggeration to say that they are watertight. Since the emperor made Cheng'er the crown prince, he has pampered him wholeheartedly. He came to visit him every day when he had a little spare time. He always hugged Cheng'er and sighed to him: "Son, you need to grow up quickly!" ..." I know what the emperor is thinking, but every time I just pretend not to understand and keep silent. The days of growing up with Cheng'er are always full of surprises. He started to become white and fat, so heavy that my arms ached when I hugged him for a while, but the pain was so joyful that I was reluctant to let go. After more than four months, Cheng'er was able to laugh for the first time.That day the emperor looked unhappy because of political worries, but Cheng'er in my arms stretched out his hand and inadvertently pulled the emperor's beard, and then smiled contentedly for the first time in his life, which surprised and delighted the emperor, and his anger was swept away immediately . I taught him to speak tirelessly, but he couldn't utter a complete word when he was babbling, so he made me anxious, and the nanny laughed and persuaded him: "It takes ten months for a child to speak. Woolen cloth".This made me a little discouraged, but seeing Cheng'er's innocent and smiling face, I couldn't help but hug him and kiss him on the face. At eight months, he started to want to crawl, couldn't bear to be hugged, and always wanted to break free.Putting him on the soft carpet, I saw his abdomen sticking to the carpet, wriggling like a small bug, but he couldn't move forward, he just retreated, making the people in the room laugh.He may have noticed that we were laughing at him, or he felt bored, and suddenly sat on the ground and burst into tears.I saw him amused and distressed, so I took the doll and beckoned and lured him in front of him, and then he regained his energy and tried to get up. After more than ten days, he was finally able to run around the house. But he is very naughty, he wants to put everything in his mouth when he picks it up, which makes people worry all day long. Zhuan Fu would come to Fengyi Palace every day after school, and played patiently with Cheng'er, often making Cheng'er startled and smiling.Cheng'er is also very close to Zhuan Fu, sometimes I am busy with harem affairs but Cheng'er insists on pestering me, Zhuan Fu often comes out to rescue him, Cheng'er is also willing to be with him, don't bother me, Shan Shan and the others often praise Said: "The relationship between this pair of brothers is really good." 我看着在一旁玩耍着的两兄弟，心仿如平静的湖水一般，那样平和却又充实，我想，也许，这就是所谓的天伦之乐吧。 真希望可以永远永远这样下去。 但是没想到上天却吝啬给我最后一点幸福。 承儿已经快满一周岁了，却还没有长牙，让人暗暗发急。奶娘宽慰我说：“皇后娘娘您也不要着急，听说有的小孩子一岁多才开始长牙……奴婢家的狗儿就是这样呢……”这才让我稍稍心安。 后来承儿又全身出了红疹，常常出汗，又是叫人一阵慌乱，不过当时却并未察觉到什么，只以为是因为夏日天气酷热孩童身体不适的原因，于是吩咐奶娘随时注意保持清爽，太医们也开了微量清火的方子。 然而承儿的病情并没有好转，反而愈加严重了。他可能自己也觉得不舒服，时常啼哭，搅得凤仪宫上下不安。 我虽懂药理，却也诊不出承儿得了什么病，太医们就更是一筹莫展了。又加之我对照料婴儿毫无经验，不免惊慌失措，每日只能守在承儿的小床前照看他，却束手无策。 宫人们劝说道：“娘娘，夜已经很深了，您还是先回去歇息吧……” 我抱着啼哭的承儿来回走动哄着，疲累不堪，却还是摇了摇头。 善善担忧地看着我说：“小小姐，这有奴婢和奶娘照看着呢。小小姐您白天还要处理后宫事宜，又这样守护小太子，身体早晚要吃不消的……” 听了这话不知怎么，我流下泪来，又马上伸手拭干，却掩饰不住浓浓的哭腔，“我不知道……养个孩子这么难……” 然后贴住承儿的脸蛋，喃喃对他说：“承儿，别哭了，娘求你别哭了……啊……娘心要碎了……” 奶娘走过来，温和安慰我道：“皇后娘娘您也不要丧气，小孩子成长总难免折腾一番的，太子还不会说话，一难受就只能用哭声来表达……” 善善也故作轻松地安慰说：“是啊，小小姐您小时候晚上也经常哭闹着不睡觉，害得呀，小姐也跟着好几天晚上没睡着……” 我抬头看善善，只想从她的话中寻求一丝安心和慰藉，“是吗？小孩子小时候都是这样的吗？” Shanshan nodded. 我的无助感这时才稍稍减轻了些，又在宫人几番劝导下方才不舍离去。 我是不能倒下的，后宫的事要面面俱到，朝廷之事又一点不能掉以轻心。 婷仪来信说南赢王正密谋联合几位亲王及对我不服的大臣上奏，以承儿年幼不知品性为由要废除他的太子之位。 婷仪每次会定时的寄信给我，使我能随时准确的知道南赢王的一举一动。 听说她越来越受到南赢王的宠爱，我想她心中一定很矛盾痛苦吧。 当初承儿之所以能顺利被立为太子也得缘于我奏请得突然，众亲王尚措手不及，现在他们回到封地自然要暗中筹划一番。 我正和右宰相神色沉重地商量着，如意却进来禀告说奶娘抱着承儿来了。 我心中一惊，是承儿出了什么事吗？于是叫右宰相退下明日再议，连忙请奶娘进来。