Chapter 10 Chapter 10 The Submissive Bargain

I shook my head, what does that have to do with confidence?I don't want to see King Duanyu in danger, even if there is only a slight possibility. Besides... Even if he really wins, can I be indifferent to the loser King Quan Yu at that time?No, I don't think I can.Regardless of whether King Duanyu wins or loses, I don't want to see it, because I don't want any results, and the best thing is to prevent the process from happening. I took a deep breath and said, "But Yuanyao, you must know that it is my intention to let King Quanyu inherit the throne." "What?!" Yuan Yao had a look of disbelief.

"Yes, yes, I was the one who informed King Quanyu. So you should know what King Duanyu's move means... Conspiracy is an unforgivable capital crime." Yuan Yao stared at me blankly, I don't know whether his surprise was due to his belief in what I said or his disbelief.If he believed it, what he couldn't understand was why I passed the throne to King Quan Yu; if he didn't believe it, then what he couldn't understand was why I had to lie to protect King Quan Yu. I walked to the desk, took out a piece of letterhead, bit my lip and finally made up my mind to write it down. The letter was addressed to King Duanyu, to the effect that King Quanyu's ascension to the throne was my intention, and it was justified. I am not grateful to him for his treasonous rebellion... Every time I write a word, my heart hurts like being beaten, because I know that every word is hurting King Duanyu.

At the end of writing, my hand was trembling and I couldn’t even hold the pen tightly. I pressed my right wrist with the other hand to force myself to calm down and continue writing. If King Duanyu insisted on going his own way, then he would be an enemy of Dayin The innocent people are enemies, the imperial court is the enemy, and even the empress dowager is the enemy... After I finished writing in a hurry, I couldn't bear to read a single word, my eyes started to feel sore, but I didn't dare to shed a single tear for fear that the printed letter would be seen by King Duanyu. I put the letter in an envelope and sealed it, handed it to Yuan Yao and said: "Please hand this letter to him, the sooner the better, if you really think about him, if you really think about me."

Yuan Yao accepted the letter with a complicated expression. What kind of expression will King Duanyu have when he reads this letter?What kind of mood will it be?I can't bear to think about it. Yuan Yao stuck the letter into his bosom, and suddenly said: "Miss, let me take you out of here! Take you to find Prince Duanyu! Live a carefree life!" I was taken aback for a moment, then shook my head sadly.It is absolutely impossible for King Quan Yu to let me leave, let alone take Jiuzhen with him, as this will only harm Yuan Yao for nothing.What's more, where can I go even if I leave here, I will not let King Duanyu give up everything to stay with me.

I'm just wondering if King Duan Yu will do what I say?If he did not listen to me, then I would be sad; but if he did, I might be more sad. Twelve princes, I owe him so much. I lay on the bed, curled up, and groaned in pain from time to time because of the pain in my stomach. After the doctor's examination, the Miao doctor gave me a prescription and told me: "During this period, the empress dowager must avoid food and cold food, and also relax your mind. Don't think too much. If you feel depressed, you will easily suffer from abdominal pain..." Is it because of depression?In the eyes of outsiders, the highest position that I and a woman can achieve is that I can be well-clothed and well-fed, and I can call the wind and rain, which makes many people envious.But who can know my pain?It was a pain that could never be expressed.

These days, I have been worried about King Duanyu's affairs. I don't know what his final choice will be, and any choice will make me feel bad. There was another burst of pain, and I couldn't help curling up even tighter as I covered my stomach. At this time, someone from the palace reported from behind: "Queen Mother, the emperor is here." I turned around and saw King Quan Yu striding in. This was his second daytime visit. He called out the four servants from the palace, sat in front of me, and asked me with concern: "I heard that you are not feeling well today, and you even invited a palace doctor, what's the matter?"

I didn't answer, as if it was a sin to ignore him, I just asked him indifferently: "Why do you have time to come at this time? You must be very busy recently." He didn't speak for a long time, looked at me with probing eyes, and then said: "The thing that I have been preparing for has not happened, maybe I can relax." My heart skipped a beat, so to speak, so to speak, King Duanyu... King Quan Yu seemed to be relieved when he said this, it can be seen that he was also under tremendous pressure before. After all, he has just ascended the throne and his foundation is not stable. If he really confronts King Duanyu, he may not be fully sure. .

At this time, my mood was really mixed, and my stomach hurt again, and I couldn't help frowning. King Quan Yu caught my expression, and he didn't know what he thought of. He suddenly smiled lightly, and then moved his hand to my lower abdomen. The movement was a little clumsy, but I could feel his sticking on my abdomen. The warm hands warmed my cold body a little. "Will this be more comfortable?" He asked tentatively. I was a little embarrassed, but it really made me feel comfortable, so I nodded honestly. With his free other hand, he took mine and warmed it, and said with a smile, "It's rare for you to be so well-behaved."

"Like a docile kitten." He thought for a while and added. His gentle actions touched my heart slightly, and I only smiled weakly. King Quan Yu looked at me for a while, then took my hand and kissed him on the lips and said: "I know you are not feeling well, when you get well, let the queen bring all the harem to visit." I looked at him in surprise, I didn't expect him to bring this up. He said: "Surprised? Although we can only have nights, at least I hope that my beloved woman can walk around the harem openly and be respected by others." Cusi reported to me: "Queen Mother, the new queen has come to visit you with all the family members in the harem, and is waiting in the main hall now."

I think the moment has finally come. I nodded to Cusi, got up and walked towards the main hall surrounded by all the palace people. Seeing me coming, all the concubines in the harem knelt down to pay homage, jingling the pendants on their heads, and said in unison: "See the empress dowager, may the empress dowager have a healthy body and a happy life." I stepped on the high shoes and left a series of solemn footsteps on the mahogany steps, and finally sat on the gorgeous golden phoenix couch at the top, and said solemnly to the people below: "Get up." "Thank you Queen Mother." There was another rustling of clothes.

At this time, I can take a good look at all the women of King Quan Yu from above, and I know that they will also observe me secretly. I dressed up that day with great care and attention, and looked rich and extraordinary. I am confident that my appearance will not lose to any of the women below. The leader is naturally the empress, the former Princess Quan Yu. King Quan Yu is about the same age as his concubine, but King Quan Yu is still in the prime of life, while Princess Quan Yu is the older woman. Her body is a little fatter, and her face has an old look that cannot be concealed, but her dignified and kind feeling has not changed.Only she and I can wear phoenix robes in such a huge palace. Today I wear dark blue clothes, while she wears scarlet. I don’t know why I think her phoenix is ​​brighter and more eye-catching than mine. It’s so dazzling .Who is the master of the harem?At least now she is. I sneered in my heart, and then continued to read. Standing behind the queen is another middle-aged concubine. She should be about the same age as the queen, but she looks younger and more beautiful, and her figure is also very elegant. I think it was also when King Quan Yu was young that he walked all the way. of. However, to my surprise, I saw my sister very close to the queen. What surprised me even more was my sister's radiant appearance. My sister still looks so beautiful. Being able to stand so close to the queen proves that her status is not low, and she seems to be living very happily. For such a fact that I cannot accept, I began to feel a little irritated.I suppressed my flustered heart, and then I saw Namu Duoer, the young woman who spoke rudely that day, and other concubines in various palace robes. Some concubines were like the woman that day, standing there undisciplined, looking at me without the slightest humility. They must see that I am not the emperor's own mother, and regard me as a down-and-out empress dowager who has lost power. At this time, I found that my sister was staring at me with a hint of sarcasm at the corner of her mouth. I looked away, lowered my head to drink tea, and out of the corner of my eye caught a glimpse of the young woman, who was my first prey. After Ruyi lit the candles at night, she left with all the attendants. I opened the harem directory I brought from the respect room, and flipped through the pages. Even though I know there is no reason, my heart still aches when I face this list. What I think of is that these women once loved King Quan Yu, were hugged by him, and even bore children for him. I felt that I was outrageous, so I shook my head with a wry smile. This list is quite satisfactory, the noble concubine is vacant, and none of the other three concubines is too young. It is estimated that they all served by King Quan Yu's side when he was young. I secretly wondered why King Quan Yu treated her so preferentially?I haven't heard how much my sister is favored in King Quan Yu's backyard, so the reason I can only think of is because my sister was bestowed by the Queen Mother, so the status should not be low.Namu Duoer is Duo Zhaorong, the young woman who was at the end of the nine concubines, Liang Chongyuan.Behind them are mostly beauties and talented people with low status, and there are many vacancies for the position of nine concubines. This list is so rational that I am surprised. From top to bottom, it is strictly arranged according to family background and aptitude. Is there really no such woman who made him so excited that he was promoted exceptionally? Even I think King Quan Yu is too ruthless.I read further and found that King Quan Yu had three sons and one daughter, Yuan Zi Ge Zhong was raised by the Queen of the Palace, and the second son Ge Han... When King Quan Yu pushed the door and entered, I was looking at the harem roster with my arms raised. He was stunned for a moment, then walked up to me, closed the roster without a trace, and said in a low voice, "That's all happened before." The pleasant scent of Qinan came from him faintly. Maybe he was guilty of usurping the throne after all, so he did everything strictly according to the emperor's etiquette, and even used the word "Zhen" without showing weakness in front of me, all emphasizing the fact that he is an emperor, only this incense he Not replaced. I still call him King Quan Yu, so what's on my mind?Maybe it's just because I called him that when I was a child, maybe it's because I still refuse to fully admit him in my heart. I looked at the man in front of me, the one I fell in love with when I was a girl, now we are together, and when I am with him, my heart will still beat faster like a girl in Huaichun.But there is something wrong, what is this man thinking?I don't know, he can even discuss how to deal with King Duanyu in Qinzheng Hall one moment, and then appear in Eryu Palace to enjoy the love between men and women with me the next moment. And I was also secretly thinking about how to take back my Fengxi and Queen Mother from him. He concealed me, and I plotted against him. Perhaps this cannot deny that the relationship between us can be called love, but at least this love is no longer pure. So I shed tears, King Quan Yu looked at the teardrops on his hands, and asked me in horror: "Slave, what's wrong with you?" I looked up at him with tears in my eyes, I thought I should be pear blossom with rain at this time, and I said a little wronged: "You don't know how they treat me." King Quan Yu held my shoulder and asked a little seriously: "What happened?" "They looked at me with contemptuous eyes, as if I, a widowed woman, deserved to be despised by them. The queen took the harem to greet him and left quickly. Is this Eryu Palace really such a terrible place? No? They didn't even want to talk to me, leaving me sitting there alone, high and empty, as if even the walls were laughing at me..." King Quan Yu was thinking, I grabbed his arm, and said in a sad tone: "Please tell me, what does it mean when you appear in my life... Is it the situation like today? Disregarding being ridiculed by others, a young concubine even looked at me straight, like evaluating an item and said 'it's nothing more than that'. At that time, I regretted why I didn't kill myself when I knew you were coming, so as not to be reduced to today Such a field..." King Quan Yu hugged me into his arms, stroked my hair, and said affectionately: "No, no, no one dares to despise you with me here, no one can." "Then tell them..." I opened the register and pressed the Danko-dyed finger on Liang Chongyuan's name, "She was so rude to me." King Quan Yu was silent for a while, and I said softly, "Do you care about her?" I learned that Liang Chongyuan was King Quan Yu's new favorite concubine before he seized the throne, not to mention she is so young and beautiful. King Quan Yu lifted me into the air and said in a deep voice, "No, I only care about you, so much that I want to rub you into my body. Everything is up to you." On the branches of the moon, the main hall of Eryu Palace is brightly lit, and the sound of silk and bamboo can be heard endlessly. King Quan Yu is here to entertain the concubines of the harem. King Quanyu and I sat on the front and left respectively, the queen sat on the lower side of King Quanyu, and the other concubines sat in two seats according to their status. During the banquet, the queen and all the concubines toasted King Quan Yu frequently, while I was left out in the cold. King Quan Yu looked at me with some guilt. In fact, both he and I understood that the reason why the harem treated me like this was not only that they did not want to agree with me, the queen mother who has lost power, but also because they guessed that they did not understand the new emperor's feelings towards the queen mother. attitude, so I dare not make mistakes without authorization, and now I need him to prove my identity. At this moment, King Quan Yu stood up and called off the dancing girls below, and the hall fell silent for a while. "Liang Chongyuan." The young Liang Chongyuan raised her head in surprise, not knowing why the emperor only called her, but she still attended and knelt down in the center of the hall in fear. King Quan Yu said coldly: "Liang Chongyuan didn't follow the palace etiquette, disrespected the queen mother, beat her ten boards with a cane, and put her in the cold palace." There was an uproar all around, and Liang Chongyuan was so shocked that she couldn't speak with her eyes wide open. She didn't react until a guard broke in and pulled her arm out, and she screamed: "No, no, no!" ..." No one listened to her sophistry, Liang Chongyuan turned pale, and looked at me in a panic, I drank the wine carelessly, with a sneer on the corner of my mouth. When Liang Chongyuan was pulled to the threshold, she suddenly shouted while struggling: "Your Majesty, Your Majesty, this concubine is pregnant! This concubine has a child!" One sentence made all the guards stop their actions, and the people in the palace looked at each other in blank dismay. I didn't expect such a situation to appear suddenly, and looking at King Quan Yu's expression, he seemed to be a little loose, and he secretly screamed in his heart. "The head doctor." I summoned Miao Xiang, the head doctor who always followed me, and gave her a wink. Miao Xiang took the order, bowed her head and walked to Liang Chongyuan in small steps, pulled out her arm and pressed it on her pulse. All eyes fell on Liang Chongyuan's exposed slender and white wrist. Miao Xiang finally let go of her hand, raised her head to look at me unobtrusively, and said in a low voice, "The servant did not detect the joy pulse." "What?" King Quan Yu's expression changed. "Empress Chongyuan did not show a happy pulse." Miao Xiang repeated firmly again. King Quan Yu waved his hand angrily, "Pull it down." "No, Your Majesty, the concubine is really pregnant, the concubine's body is really pregnant..." Liang Chongyuan still didn't give up and shouted. "Should?" A concubine grasped the word and laughed and said, "Is this what you say is right? Have you had a diagnosis from the imperial physician before?" Liang Chongyuan was taken aback for a moment, her expression was obviously not the same. "Besides, if you were really pregnant, you should have reported it to the respect room a long time ago. Why did you say it now?" Namu Duoer caught the leak and continued to ask. "I, I..." Liang Chongyuan showed a look of a little girl at this moment, and lowered her head, a little embarrassed. "At this time, what else do you have to twitch? Just say what you have to say." The queen spoke majestically. Liang Chongyuan looked at King Quan Yu pitifully, "The concubine is waiting for the emperor to surprise him, instead of hearing the good news from the servants in the respect room, but the concubine is waiting left and right. , but I haven't seen you for a long time..." "But the problem is that you are not pregnant, Chong Yuan is really whimsical!" The concubine commented bitterly. All the concubines pointed their finger at Liang Chongyuan, exposing her for mocking her, wishing to put her to death immediately, only sister, who sat there with no expression on her face, didn't say a word. Finally, I stood up and spoke condescendingly: "Liang Chongyuan's crime of deceiving the emperor, she will be sent to the cold palace, and the stick will be twenty." What I'm talking about is going to the sidelines first, and then sticking. Maybe no one realizes this difference, but I have my own reasons. Liang Chongyuan was finally dragged out, and her voice of grievances gradually became smaller and smaller, until finally the hall was completely silent. King Quanyu still had an angry expression on Liang Chongyuan's nonsense just now, I smiled at him to comfort him, and toasted him, he drank it, and his complexion softened a little. "From now on, everything will be done in accordance with the rules of the palace. Concubines and above go to Eryu Palace to greet each other every day, and concubines above the seventh rank routinely greet each other every five days." After listening to King Quan Yu's personal instructions, all the concubines headed by the queen hurriedly received Named to be. The banquet continued.I looked at Liang Chongyuan's original seat, which was empty now. When Miao Xiang looked at me, I understood what she meant, and she also instantly understood what I meant. I bet King Quan Yu would not doubt me. Liang Chongyuan, she didn't lie. With the support of the new emperor, all the concubines in the harem began to visit me in Eryu Palace one after another. First Queen. She and I are half acquaintances. When I was blind when I was a child, I was often taken care of by her in the Quanyu Palace. Princess Quanyu's virtuousness and honesty are well-known. Even though she was once a prince and concubine, she was still aggressive when the queen came to the bedroom of Eryu Palace. The luxurious Fengyi Palace in Eryu Palace may not be worth one-tenth of it. Countless rare playthings are collected in the palace, many of which are unique and rare in Dayin. It wasn't until Ruyi brought the high-quality tea that the queen came back to her senses, and said pleasantly, "How are you doing, Queen Mother?" I nodded slightly and replied briefly: "It's okay." Seeing that my attitude was a little cold, the empress showed shame, "I didn't come to visit Eryu Palace a few days ago because..." "Aijia doesn't mean to blame the queen, Aijia knows your difficulties." The queen was silent for a short time, and then suddenly said softly: "How many things have changed over the years." I know she is talking about my marriage to the first emperor, so even though I am a round younger than her, my seniority is higher than her.Now we meet again, I am the queen mother, she is the queen, and she took care of me like a child for a while before. "Yes." I sighed softly. After the emotion just now, more than half of the initial unfamiliarity and estrangement dissipated between the two of them. The queen kindly asked me about my daily life, like an elder caring about his younger generation. I don't hate the Queen, and I even have a slight liking for a gentle person like her. If the Queen doesn't act against me in the future, I also hope to get along well with her. It's good to talk like this every day. However, gradually I discovered that the Queen's words of concern for me were unconsciously mixed with some sympathy. I am afraid that I have lost my husband and son and become a widow in middle age. I am lonely and helpless, but even though she is old, she still has a husband to rely on. , and even became the supreme mother of the country through her husband. I knew she wasn't mean, but the sympathy made me uncomfortable. Later, Ruyi walked in and placed a pot of blue-purple irises on the round table. The queen smelled it and sighed, "It's so fragrant." I was a little surprised and asked Ruyi, "Does the iris bloom at this time?" Ruyi nodded and replied, "This is the first iris flower that bloomed in the Imperial Garden this year. When we got the news, we immediately picked it and presented it to the Queen Mother." The queen said: "It's really unexpected that summer will come without knowing it." So the two agreed to go to Mei Xia Yuan to see the newly blooming summer flowers. When we passed Qinchunyuan, we saw that the large flower trees in spring had fallen off, and the ground was densely covered with petals stained with mud. The queen and I pointed to various flowers and commented, and suddenly a little boy ran in front of him, threw himself into the queen's arms and called out sweetly: "Mother queen!" The queen was also very pleasantly surprised when she saw the child, and said with a smile, "Min'er, why are you here? Who did you come with?" The child raised his head and replied obediently: "I came here with the concubine mother." Then he noticed me and asked the queen, "Queen mother, who is the beautiful sister next to me?" The little boy looked about seven or eight years old, wearing a blue and green prince's dragon robe, with thick eyebrows and big eyes, just like a little King Quan Yu. Before the queen could explain to him, she heard a familiar voice not far away, "Min'er, where are you?" The little boy turned his head and kept waving his hands, shouting: "Mother Concubine, my son is here! My son is here!" Then, what appeared around the corner of the phoenix tree was actually the figure of my sister. The child ran over and held his elder sister's hand, leaning against his elder sister as if he was very clingy to his mother. My sister stepped forward and greeted the queen very familiarly: "Sister queen, what a coincidence, why are you here?" Then she saw me, she didn't have much expression except for a little surprise, and bowed down to greet me in a regular manner: "Auspicious queen mother .” The queen said happily, "Hey, concubine Shu, you didn't see her just now. Min'er just met the queen mother and asked me whose beautiful sister she is. This child is really funny." My sister also smiled slightly, glanced at me and said to Ge Min meaningfully: "This is not my sister, she is the concubine of your imperial grandfather, and she is from your grandmother's generation. You have to call her Queen Mother in the future." Empress." The children couldn't understand the deep meaning, so Ge ​​Min said naively: "But the Empress Dowager is really young and beautiful." The queen, including the surrounding palace people, all laughed. The queen took Ge Min to her side again, loved her endlessly, and said to me: "Min'er not only understands etiquette, but also speaks nicely. He is eccentric, and he can read good grade books when he is young. He is often taught by his teacher." Praise." Then she took her elder sister's hand and said warmly: "It's also thanks to Concubine Shu's good character and good teaching that she gave birth to such a good son." The queen didn't know that my sister and I had a long-standing grievance, and thought that she was flattering me by praising my sister, so she was not stingy with the words of praise. However, family ugliness should not be publicized, and even I can’t fall out with my sister on the surface, otherwise the sisters’ open confrontation will only make outsiders laugh, so I can only listen with a slight smile. "My son and my concubine also like the empress. This morning, my mother heard that the imperial garden had newly opened irises, so she brought my son over to pick them and wanted to present them to the empress." Ge Min continued. The queen was even more happy at this time, and said gratefully to her sister: "Hey, it's really hard for you to miss me so much." "Sister Empress, what are you talking about?" Elder sister replied respectfully. Through these few words, I can feel that the relationship between the queen and sister is very good, especially the meekness and respect of sister are very popular with the queen. I always thought that my sister would have a very miserable life in the backyard because she was not loved by King Quanyu, but I didn't expect that my sister had already got close to the big tree of the hostess in the backyard. And children... How could King Quan Yu have children with his sister?Didn't he never like her!I never thought that my sister would have a child. I have deliberately avoided the news of Quan Yuwang's family for so many years, but I never thought that there would be such a child!Maybe Shanshan had heard about this incident a long time ago, and she never told me about it because she was afraid that I would be sad, let alone let others discuss it. "Queen Mother, what's the matter with you...you don't seem to be in a good mood." Seeing that I haven't spoken to you for a long time, the queen asked with concern. "What's the matter with you, Empress Dowager..." The familiar Ge Min came forward to hold my hand, but I pulled it back suddenly as if I had been burned. The action was so obvious that everyone present was taken aback, and the child was stunned for a while, at a loss. That's something I do instinctively, I don't do it if I just think about it. I can't accept my sister, let alone the child in front of me. I covered my mouth with a silk handkerchief, explained: "Aijia suddenly feels uncomfortable..." Then I ran away. "You all go down." When I returned to the bedroom, I waved off all the palace servants. When there was no one around, I vented my emotions without restraint. I felt a raging fire in my chest. In my mind, I kept overlapping King Quan Yu's face with Ge Min's, over and over again. Repeatedly, until finally I saw my sister's proud face with a sneer. Why is it my sister?I know that King Quan Yu has a lot of women, why do so many women stay with his sister?Why did she and her sister give birth to a son?That kid looks so much like him. I suddenly hated King Quan Yu so much. If I said something about him with other women, I just had a grudge, but just with my sister, I felt a strong betrayal.It's as if wanting my sister is abandoning me, and my sister's good is my bad. My sister's good is my bad... I repeated it silently, and suddenly felt that this sentence was the simplest explanation of why I fought so hard for the highest power. I won the supreme power because I want to show my sister and those who have bullied me, so that they can live tremblingly under the shadow of my mighty power. Even if she is a legitimate daughter, so what if her father loves her?So what if my father dislikes me?My nasty child outlives his daughter. My sister had nothing before, so I couldn't hurt her, but now she has a husband, status, and the most precious son. Thinking of this, I suddenly calmly thought about my current situation. I know, no matter how much sister knows now, at least she knows about my relationship with King Quan Yu.When King Quan Yu drove Liang Chongyuan out for me at the banquet that day, she was slightly surprised and looked at me and King Quan Yu with an inquiring expression. But I am not afraid of what she says, even if she is already doubting my relationship with King Quan Yu.Even if this matter is spread, at most it will only damage my reputation, and she will cause more trouble than me for angering King Quan Yu. I still can't figure out what my sister will do in the future, or just be a quiet person and do nothing, which is also in line with her character. But how do I face King Quan Yu?How I don't want to see him again, otherwise I will think about him and my sister.But I must not quarrel with him, reason tells me that it is not good.Alas, I'm so upset. When King Quanyu came in the evening, Eryu Palace had already tidied up the cups and jewelry that I threw when I vented, as if nothing had happened. King Quan Yu always came late at night, when everyone except a few palace guards on duty was already asleep, and he always asked his personal eunuch to make arrangements for the journey in advance, so this matter was done very secretly. For the time being, no one has become suspicious. Many times I have already fallen asleep, but tonight I greeted him warmly and brought him a cup of calming tea before going to bed. He seemed very tired, praised me for being careful, and then drank it. While he was drinking tea, I said casually, "I saw my sister in Meixiayuan today." King Quan Yu paused for a moment, and said expressionlessly, "Oh..." "And her son," I continued. King Quan Yu stopped, put back the half cup of tea he drank, and turned to look at me.I met his gaze directly, and he suddenly sighed, "I know you will know sooner or later... It's just that I don't know how to talk about it." "You said you didn't like sister!" I said aggressively. "Yes... I didn't like it before, and I never like it now." "But you and your sister are still husband and wife and have a child! I can't believe your words. What you said to me before is a lie. You know it's my sister who broke us up and..." "To be more precise, it was the father's words that broke us up. But what I said to you was sincere. No matter what kind of person Shan Zhi is, the matter with her was indeed a mistake... Rongwan celebrated her birthday that day. , I was persuaded to have a few more drinks at the banquet, and I was in her room when I woke up... But I don't want to excuse myself because I was drunk, this is indeed a mistake. But, slave," King Quan Yu stopped My icy hand, "That's what happened before." I withdrew my hand and said, "I don't mind the past, but I care about the present. If you don't like my sister, why do you still want to make her one of the four concubines and give her the title of Concubine Jingshu?!" "Because the titles of these concubines are not assigned according to my preferences." King Quan Yu replied in a deep voice, "General Dan, that is, your father, is someone I respected when he joined the army when he was young. After he died for the country, no matter Whether it is morality, conscience or personal friendship, I have the responsibility to take good care of his widow and son. Your sister is no smarter than you, so I want to give her a title, at least so that she can live comfortably and not be bullied ;Furthermore, your sister was married to me by the former empress dowager herself. Song Xiaozong even treated the palace maid given to him by the empress dowager with courtesy. I can snub her, but at least she can’t be accused of being filial or disrespectful on the outside; besides... ...Tiger poison does not eat children. After all, Ge Min is my child. I have to think about his future. The low status of his biological mother will make him laugh at others. You should see it from the example of the cowardly King Yuanzang... ..." Seeing that I was unmoved, King Quan Yu sighed helplessly, and said, "I know that what I said made you unhappy, and I also know that you don't like your sister. But, Nuxi, have you ever thought about yourself? Is it a dead end? Your sister has never spoken ill of you in front of me, nor in the backyard. Although I treat her coldly, I have never heard her complain. She treats Rong Wan and others The woman in the backyard has always been very humble, how can you ask me to do excessive things to her like this?" I sneered and blurted out, "Of course she has no complaints! Do you think she likes you? What she likes is..." I stopped suddenly, how could I say that, how could I put King Duanyu in danger just to belittle my sister. "She just likes your identity and the power and status you can give her." King Quan Yu laughed after hearing this, "Since you know this is the case, why do you mind?" I am speechless. He stretched out his hand to caress my face, then pinched my ear gently and said softly: "You are obviously in your twenties, but why do you still look like a child? In my opinion, you are all the willful temper of a little girl, but But I have such good patience to coax you." I pouted, "Because you're old, I'm afraid I'll always be a child in your eyes." King Quan Yu raised his eyebrows, picked me up and walked towards the bed, and said harshly, "You say I'm old? How old am I? I'll let you see tonight whether I'm old or not!" I laughed and whispered in his ear: "I hope you are old, so that you will never go to my sister's place to make me sad again." "I won't go again." King Quan Yu promised me. As soon as I got up the next morning, I suddenly remembered why the queen is so nice to my sister?Since she was a child, the queen has raised the son of a lowly maidservant, who can be regarded as half her own son. Isn't she afraid that her sister's son will take her son's position? I didn't have time to wash up, so I retreated from the palace and called Cussus to come over and ask her, "How is Liang Chongyuan's affairs going?" Doshi replied in a low voice: "Your Majesty, don't worry, no one will find out about her miscarriage. Besides, after being beaten twenty boards with a cane, her life is in danger. Even if she dies, no one will be suspicious. " I nodded reassuringly, tried my best to recall, and gestured to Tusi: "One of the maids serving Liang Chongyuan was with Xiaolan. She has a round face and big eyes. She wears a double-ring bun hairstyle and has a good figure." Moderate, about seventeen or eighteen years old. Oh, she seems to have some freckles, transfer her to Eryu Palace to serve Aijia." Cussi thought for a while and replied: "Most of the servants in Liang Chongyuan's palace have been transferred to the washing room to do rough work. Since you remember that there is Xiaolan, it should not be difficult to find that maid." When I woke up from my afternoon nap, Nian'er was dressed up and brought to me brand new. The way she looked at Eryu Palace with trepidation and curiosity reminded me of the previous tears. I used to be happy to teach those new maids, give them elegant names, teach them etiquette and words, and watch them walk gracefully in the harem, but I never thought that while suppressing and changing their original temperament, it would make them Derived from desires that should not belong to them, Huasplash is an example. So whenever I see the elegant and decent postures of Ruyi and Cussi who came with me, and their calm expressions, I sometimes wonder whether they are happy or unhappy, and whether they have done it for themselves in the dead of night. Ever felt sad? As far as I can tolerate, I don't want the young man in front of me to become one of Ruyi and Cusi again. I withdrew my thoughts and asked the Nian who was kneeling below in a flat tone: "Have you heard of Aijia before?" Nian'er didn't dare to raise his head and whispered back: "I've heard it before, there is no one in the world who doesn't know the honorable empress dowager today." "Oh? What do people all over the world say about mourning the family?" “说您美丽非凡，说您是大胤的第一贵妇，说您穆宗时三千宠爱集一身，权倾后宫……”年儿的声调高了些，滔滔不绝地说道。 我轻轻地笑了，挥手说道：“得了得了，这些夸赞的话哀家已经听过无数遍了，哀家本以为你老实本分没想到你口舌却很油滑。” 年儿急忙狡辩说：“太后，奴婢没有说谎，奴婢真的一直很敬佩您！” 我听了微微苦笑，“不说这个，哀家倒是问你愿不愿意在这尔玉宫伺候呢？” 年儿先是有些吃惊，然后磕头连连说：“奴婢愿意，奴婢愿意！” “哦——”我拉长了声音，“不过哀家还可以给你另外一个机会，你是愿意去你主子身边照顾呢，还是愿意留在这尔玉宫呢？” 我心中清楚这是个两难的问题，如果她说愿意留尔玉宫，那么就是对前主子无情无义，这样也不见得会被新主人信赖；如果她说愿意去冷宫服侍，那也不见得是好答案，一个一直对前主念念不忘的奴才我要她又有何用呢，因此这是个永远不会有完美答案的问题。 年儿愣了一会儿，没想到我会问她这样的问题，但她还是回答道：“奴婢是个下人，哪有什么选择的权力呢，太后您怎么安排奴婢都无怨无悔。如果太后您安排奴婢去冷宫伺候充媛娘娘，这样成全了奴婢的主仆之情，有始有终，奴婢会因此感激太后娘娘；如果您看得起奴婢，让奴婢在您身边侍候，这全是奴婢的福气，奴婢一定尽心尽力。说起充媛娘娘，我与她的感情，是一丝不偏的主仆之情，她待我为奴婢，我敬她为主子，都是做自己本分，倒也没什么怨恨或者是恩情。所以无论太后怎么安排奴婢，都是太后对奴婢的恩典，因为这两种选择对奴婢来说都不是坏事。” 唔，我暗中点头，这小丫头回答得倒不错。 我唤如意进来，因为她的性格比菟丝柔和些，我想让她教导年儿会更好一点，于是对她吩咐说：“以后你就负责教导年儿，教教她尔玉宫的规矩。” 如意挺高兴的样子，说：“咱们尔玉宫那么大，在内帷服侍的人却少，尔玉宫可是好久没来新人了。” 我笑笑说：“可不是嘛。哦，对了，就让年儿跟你住一个屋，俩人还能一起说说话做个伴儿。” 尔玉宫的规矩是两侍女共一间房，倒也不是尔玉宫的房间不够用，但这样可以互相监督，制约彼此的行为，这是我的小心思。除了善善，我对其他的宫人都谈不上完全的信任，对如意也是如此。 而且如意还可以帮我观察这年儿是否真心想过来伺候我。前一段时间，跟如意一起居住的宫娥习习得了咳病，晚上吵得她睡不好觉，因此就调走了，这时刚好让年儿入住。 如意说：“这敢情好，这习习一走把奴婢落了单儿，心里还真是有点不好受呢。走，年儿，让如意姐带你看看房间去……” 我见如意高兴的样子，想起这尔玉宫确实许久没有新人来了，偌大的宫殿就几名以前的宫人服侍着，空荡荡的。也难怪九珍总是抱怨说无趣无聊了。 通过接触，我发现年儿与花溅泪并不太一样，花溅泪是天生心性愚钝，而年儿虽然因为年纪轻没有经过严格的调教显得有些稚嫩，但这并不能掩盖她本身的蕙质兰心。 九珍就很喜欢年儿，因为年儿懂得许多宫外的游戏和新鲜花样，于是九珍就总缠着年儿，整天年儿长年儿短的。 那天天色渐暗宫中刚点起烛火，我和善善、如意等一干宫人围坐在屏风后面，九珍说她今天要做个小表演给我们看。 不一会儿彩绘水榭楼台的屏风上出现了黑黑的影子，定眼一看，原来是只雁儿不停地挥动着翅膀，九珍在屏风另一面脆生生地说：“天色黑了，雁儿渐渐飞远……” 然后蓦地雁儿消失，又变成了一只小狗，九珍学着汪汪地叫起来，把下面的人都逗笑了。 接着九珍又打出一只小鸟立枝头的影子，最后才收了手。待九珍从屏风出来时下面的宫人都鼓起掌来。 我伸手唤九珍坐到身边，摸着她的头发笑着问她：“小机灵鬼，你什么时候学会打手影了？” “是年儿教我的，现在才刚刚学会三样。女儿少见母后的笑容，因此想叫您开心起来。” 我听了心中动容，将九珍往怀中拉紧了些。 年儿说：“朵颐帝姬的手指比同龄孩子的要修长些，不只打手影好看，还很适合弹琴呢。” 我笑了笑，对年儿说：“你还有哪些好玩的，都让我们见识见识，宫中总是玩投壶也没趣儿了。” 年儿低头想了想，回答：“在宫外奴婢们闲下来时经常凑到一起玩转罗盘，人多了玩着热闹，就是这是下人玩的游戏，怕唐突了太后您。” “这游戏哪有轻贱和高贵之分，你说来听听。” “其实游戏也很简单，就是大家坐着围成一圈，中间放着罗盘，指针转到谁那儿了，谁就说一个发生在自己身上或者是身边的小故事给大家听。” “母后，我要玩，就玩这个游戏！”九珍来了兴趣，嚷道。 我叫九珍安静下来，对年儿说：“今天咱们就玩玩这个游戏，你去拿罗盘吧。” 我们围坐一圈，年儿拿手转了指针，就见那指针转着转着越变越慢，最后就停在菟丝面前，大家一阵惊叹。 “菟丝姐姐，您得说个故事了。”年儿笑着解释道。 菟丝平时不苟言笑，所以轮到她说故事大家都有些好奇与期待。如意就调笑道：“菟丝，你可得说个好玩的，要不我们可不依。” 菟丝看了如意一眼，笑说：“叫你取笑我，好玩的有啊，那我可得把你的那桩趣事给说出来了。” 如意开始紧张，想要阻止而菟丝却已经开始讲了，“话说啊，上次主子过寿辰。我与如意姐核对各地大臣进献的寿礼，因为清点得太晚了，后面两人都很困，我索性就在如意姐的房里睡了。你们别看如意姐平时端庄大方的，她晚上可爱说梦话呢……你们猜猜她说什么？” 大家都低头围紧了去听，就听见菟丝大笑着说：“她说；'一定要好好服侍小姐，一定要好好服侍小姐，不能出一点差错……'你们说，她梦里都在想这些，是不是忠诚得特别可爱啊？还有点傻里傻气的，哈哈。” 周围爆出笑来，如意有些窘迫地说：“菟丝你上次已经取笑过我一回了，你不是答应我不会告诉别人吗？真是丢死人了。” “傻姐姐，我可没有害你，我这可是为你邀功呢。” 我也呵呵地笑了，打开纸扇对如意说：“如意，哀家有让你那么紧张吗？连睡觉都睡不踏实？” 如意有些惊慌地解释：“小姐，那只是梦话，您可别当真……啊，不，不对，这梦话也是奴婢的心声，不过自己也不知道怎么会说这些……” 看着如意手忙脚乱解释的样子，大家又笑了起来。 我阻止了她继续解释，笑着说：“难得看见如意如此手足无措的样子。菟丝这笑话讲得好，如意也忠心可鉴，都打赏。” 菟丝和如意各自谢恩，然后由菟丝转罗盘，停在了奶娘的位置上，奶娘说：“奴婢倒没什么可说的，不妨就讲讲小帝姬前不久发生的事情吧。” “前几天帝姬身边服侍的小宫娥被一名看起来傲慢的太监欺负了，哭哭啼啼的，帝姬知道后就拉着宫娥找到了那名太监，上前就赏了他一巴掌说：'我身边的人是你能欺负的？！你这不知轻重的奴才！以后再这样小心你的狗命！'当时那太监被帝姬吓得一句话都说不出来，我们这些做奴才的看在眼里，看着小帝姬正统的皇家公主风范，都觉得脸上沾光呢。” “那太监是在哪儿侍候的？” 奶娘回道：“具体倒也不太清楚，就是在路上闯出这么个太监，不过好像不是侍候哪宫的，应该是后宫管事的。” 我了然，转身对九珍告诫说：“以后可不能这么胡闹。” 九珍不以为然道：“那不过是个奴才，难道我作为大胤堂堂正姬连责罚一个奴才的权力都没有吗？！” “傻孩子，主子确实可以责罚奴才，但你需要顾忌的是这个奴才背后的主子是谁。每个奴才并不只是表面那样干活伺候人的下人，他的背后还代表着一股势力，在这后宫，并不是大鱼吃小鱼那么简单，即便处罚一个下人也需要有理有据要耍手段的，懂吗？” 九珍点了点头，“母后，女儿听明白了。所以，母后，那个内侍根本没顾虑我下人的身份背景就敢随便得罪，他才是最蠢的不是吗？女儿处罚他再天经地义不过了。” 周围的人发出了一声惊叹，善善哎呦哎呦地说：“小帝姬思维敏捷，这，这不愧是小小姐的女儿，恐怕小小姐都被说得哑口无言呢。” 我真是哭笑不得，不过听九珍这么说我也暗暗认同，说：“小机灵鬼，你有理，处罚得对，有什么事母后都给你扛着。” 接着罗盘又转了几轮，大家讲着故事有说有笑的，突然指针停在了我的面前。 转罗盘的那宫娥有些惶恐了，急忙说：“这次不算，这次不算，奴婢再重新转一次。” “算了，没关系，”我淡淡地说，张开牡丹纸扇半遮着，我的脸在满屋的烛光下掩盖在一片阴影之中，“那么哀家就来讲一件哀家听说过的事情吧。” “从前有位大户人家，家里有两个女儿，大女儿是正夫人所生，二女儿是小妾所生。男主人对大女儿百般疼爱，对小女儿则极为刻薄，大女儿也因为自己身份尊贵看不起小女儿，因此小女儿对大女儿就产生了嫉恨之情。后来机会来了，男主人早逝，两位女儿就被寄养在另一个大户人家中，小女儿凭借自己的心机，讨得了新男主人的喜爱，在新的家中赢得了很高的地位，那时一切都颠倒过来了，小女儿开始尽一切可能去报复她的姐姐，在她姐姐面前展示她漂亮的新衣服，嘲笑作弄她的姐姐，到她们长大后小女儿还抢了她姐姐的心上人，但最后却又没和那人在一起。你们说，那个小女儿是不是很坏？” 我说的故事宫人们不敢擅自评论，九珍左看右看奇怪道：“你们怎么都不说话啦？如果要我来说，我觉得是小女儿做得过分了。大胤的律法以嫡为贵，庶者轻。大女儿享受好的是天经地义之事，小女儿有什么资格为自己抱不平呢，说起报复就更不应该了吧。” “母后，女儿说得对不对？”九珍见其他人不回答，就抬头问我。 我只扯出一丝笑容摸着她的小脑袋没有回答。 “这有点像说书的情节，若是小说里那结局肯定是姐姐后来沉冤昭雪，得到了幸福，而妹妹坏人有坏报，下场凄凉吧。不过现实中这个结局是什么呢？”年儿好奇地问。 “哀家也不知道结局是什么，也许后来姐姐得到了她应得的，也许后来小女儿小人得志吧。” “哦……”大家心思各异，但都有些沉重地应道。 “好了，不说这个没结局的故事了，该轮到哀家了。”我伸出手开始转罗盘，当指针稳稳地停下指在年儿面前时，我半眯起了眼睛。 “呦，那，那奴婢该说点什么呢……” “那你就讲讲以前权禹王府里的事情给我们听听吧。”善善知道我的心思，代替我说道。 “王府里的事啊……” 我看了看旁边的九珍，说：“女儿，时辰不早了，你是不是也困了？奶娘，带帝姬回去睡觉吧。” “九珍还想继续听故事呢，要不女儿就继续听，然后晚上和母后一块儿睡。” 可是自从权禹王来了之后，我就没敢再让九珍晚上与我一床睡觉了。 我有些心虚地说：“都多大的孩子了，还和母亲一床睡觉，听了也不怕人笑话。九珍，乖，回去好好睡觉。” 好不容易哄着九珍被奶娘带下去睡觉了，善善接着说：“比如说——静淑妃的事，我们太后一直很关心自己姐姐的情况呢。” “哦，静淑妃啊，淑妃夫人人很好，与后院众眷的关系也很好，也很受皇上的喜爱……” “你不必顾忌哀家与静淑妃的关系，说实话。” “那……怎么说呢，奴婢在王府服侍四五年了，有些是自己看到的，也有些是听后院夫人闲聊的，倒也不知道准不准。听说淑妃来到王府是当时的太后赐婚的，本来也是极风光体面，但没想到不受当时王爷的宠爱，外表以礼相待，但实际听说是连房都没圆过呐。” “哦？淑妃还有过这么一段被冷落的时候？那后来又怎么生出孩子的呢？”有人疑问说。 “有段日子淑妃夫人过得是比较凄苦的，不过好在淑妃夫人不哭也不闹，对其他夫人也总是谦卑有礼，和和气气的，尤其对皇后就是当时的王妃更是谦恭，每日请安连刮风下雨都没间断过，更别说王妃有个身子不适在榻前端茶倒水的了。再说，因为淑妃夫人不受宠，对哪个夫人都没有威胁，也无争风吃醋之说，所以她和后院夫人们关系都处得不错。” “这么说静淑妃还真是有耐心能吃苦之人。”形单评论说。 “也可以说她很有心计呢。”菟丝说。 年儿喘了口气继续说：“不过后来事情发生了一些小转折，就是淑妃夫人突然怀孕了。那可真是震惊了其他夫人，因为大家都知道王爷不太待见她，谁想到突然多出了一个孩子，后院甚至暗中议论说这个孩子是淑妃夫人和其他男人私通生的，最后还是王妃力排谣言说此事都是经过她安排的，这才让人没话说。不过淑妃夫人怀孕期间确实过得比较辛苦，有一些夫人开始对她冷言冷语，还要提防着什么，之所以能平安也全仰仗着当时王妃的关心和庇护。” “然后静淑妃就生下了戈敏，因为生下儿子，日子就开始过得称心如意，众夫人开始巴结她，亲王也格外高看她一眼，是不是？”我神色平静地接话说。 “众夫人因为淑妃夫人生了儿子开始巴结她倒是没错，王爷后嗣很少，就一女两儿而已，别说生了个儿子，就是生了个女儿都金贵得很呐。但是这次王爷却出乎意料地不上心，不仅孩子出生没去探望一眼，就是名字也懒得取，敏这个字还是淑妃夫人自己取的。倒是这两三年，随着敏儿小主长大懂事，知书达理，教学师傅也常常在王爷面前夸赞他聪慧，再加上王妃也时常说好话，王爷这才逐渐注意这个儿子，对那样的敏儿小主哪能不喜欢呢？所以淑妃夫人这几年不可不谓春风得意。” 菟丝说：“这便是母凭子贵了，那些没孩子的夫人肯定要为自己以后打算，日后过得好不好都是有儿子的静淑妃一句话嘛。” 年儿认同地点了点头，“不过静淑妃倒是没有为怀孕时的事情记仇，现在待人依旧是客客气气的，于是这后院中就更有威望了。” “这静淑妃她……真的有这么好？”我幽幽地说。 “淑妃夫人人应该是不错的，这后院当中十之有八能与她为善，至少表面是这样。听说淑妃夫人待下人也是极宽厚的，从不打骂什么的，奴婢虽没伺候过她，但是也接触过一两次。充媛夫人当时年轻气盛，有些嫉妒淑妃吧，但自己又不敢明面得罪，因此总是暗中唆使我们这些下人去找静淑妃下人的麻烦。我们实在是迫不得已，又不敢不遵命，所以只能硬着头皮去找碴了，有一次恰巧被淑妃夫人逮了个正着，当时奴婢魂儿都吓破了，但是没想到静淑妃只温和地说：'我知道这并不是你们的本意，你们也有难处，所以请转告你们的主子，如果她再这样，我不鞭笞替罪的奴才，我只找教导不好下人的主子。'当时奴婢觉得众人对淑妃夫人的评价确实不虚。” 听了年儿说的这番话我心里不大好受，我问她：“既然静淑妃这么好，那么与她明面不和的十分之一二又是什么样的人呢？” “其实太后您也许想得到，自然是对自己地位产生威胁的，其他有孩子的夫人啊，确切地说应该是昭容夫人吧，她也有一个儿子呢。” 我暗中点了点头，难怪每日早上妃嫔们例行请安娜木朵儿都对我表现很排斥，她也许是考虑到我和姊的关系，把我也当成她的敌人了。 “那皇后怎么还那么喜爱静淑妃？照理说她也有抚养的孩子啊。”善善问。 “一方面大皇子性格懦弱，不讨皇上喜欢；另一方面，恐怕也是因为大皇子迟迟没有后代……所以皇后才格外提拔性情与自己相投的淑妃娘娘，觉得这样的人不会忘恩负义，日后指靠得上吧。” “朵昭容也有儿子，难道就不受后院的尊敬？”有人想到这一点问道。 “这个真的也说不清为什么……可能是因为昭容娘娘不是我们中原人，礼仪习俗都不太一样，所以谈不拢吧。二皇子长得倒是威武高壮，豪爽开朗，皇上对这个儿子吧，谈不上特别好，但也不坏，外人也看不出来是什么心思……” 听年儿说了这么多，我对姊心中有数，我不管她是真性情如此还是真有心计，但无可否认的是，她现在在后宫占着一个很有分量的位置。 后来大家又玩了几盘，便纷纷散了。我回到寝殿自己一个人静下来，手中的一杯茶是久久没有喝完，我在想我心中的那盘棋。目前这后宫大部分妃嫔是不知道我与姊有嫌隙的，更讽刺的是在许多人眼中因为姊的妹妹是后宫太后，无形中更加重了她的威望，甚至连菟丝这样侍候我的宫人也因为顾忌姊与我的亲缘关系而对她客客气气的。 我不能在正面上与姊做得太过分，即便我恨不得将她千刀万剐，但那样只会对我不利。我不能出面但我必须找一个帮我出面的人。 我早上醒来刚出寝殿就看见太监宫娥进进出出，桌子上已经摆了不少物件，有一名站着指挥的太监见我出来，忙向我请安。我认得他是权禹王身边的人，就问他：“这些都是干什么用的？” 那名太监回道：“这些都是外域新进献的珍宝玩物，皇上说您喜欢珍奇玩意儿，让奴才们端过来，您先拣下您中意的，余下的再分赏给其他妃嫔。” 权禹王这样的行为让我心中稍暖，我转了一圈挨个看了看，那名太监忙着把礼品名单呈了上来，对照着一一解释。 我挑了几个自己喜欢的，然后要了笔，在名单上圈圈点点，递给那太监说：“你就按照这上面的去分赏吧。” 那太监疑惑地接过去，看了一眼，为难地说：“这，这……” “你不必为难，皇上决不会怪罪你的。哦，对了，打赏时就说是皇上的意思。” 那太监只得领命而去，其实那份名单的划分上并无什么特别的，只是娜木朵儿的分赏多了些，而姊收到的只是些末等之物罢了。 下午午睡醒来，我在梳妆镜前精心打扮后，对左右宫人吩咐说：“总是待在尔玉宫怪没意思的，咱们到朵昭容那儿去转转吧，哀家小时候和她相处过一阵子，算是老朋友了。” 我来到万和宫时，突然觉得万和宫很是狭小。不，并非万和宫真的如此，只是经常穿梭于尔玉宫和帝王正殿之间，就突然觉得其他殿室小了许多。 当我来到庭院眼角瞄到右手侧的那棵粗壮古树时，想起我小时候来过这个庭院，我的风筝就是落到了这棵树上。 万和宫，是啊，我就在拾我的风筝时第一次遇见了九皇子，这个庭院曾住过虚弱的九皇子和温柔的玉昭容。 我环视四周，除了这棵古树我依旧认得外，其它已经全不一样了。 故人也不在了。 “太后娘娘，您怎么了？”后面宫人见我突然停下好奇地问。 “啊，没有什么，只是突然想起了一些以前的