Chapter 14 Chapter Fourteen

I stopped my momentum and fell to the ground, dusted off the corner of my clothes and said: "I still can't do the Five Qi Lianjue if I want to do it, it seems that I still haven't practiced enough." He said: "You practice enough, none of them work as hard as you." I said, "They are not heirs either." Jin Jiayu was silent for a while, and said: "Shaoyao, if you have something in your heart but no one..." His expression was slightly embarrassed, and a faint blush appeared on his always firm and rigid face, and he paused , he finally completed the second half of the sentence, "At least I am a good listener."

I asked him: "Audience? Aren't you a friend?" He froze, and looked at me with golden eyes, with a surprised expression on his face. I said: "A friendship is more important than a heart-to-heart. You have to listen to my thoughts and be my friend." Jin Jiayu's face twitched slightly, looking very weird.Maybe my words were too abrupt, but I just thought of Zhu Xiaolian again, he was the one who told me so. Just as he was about to speak, a servant girl came over to pass a message: "Sister Shaoyao, my aunt asked you to go round the room tonight." Round the house?I'm a little confused.The maid's face was a little red, and she leaned over and whispered, "Just to see what they are doing at night."

My heart was stabbed hard, let's stare at them, can't it be day and night? There were no lights in Yajuli, and it was pitch black.As soon as he stepped closer, the faint chatter and laughter stopped abruptly.Approaching here, feeling his familiar breath, I felt a slight tingling pain in my heart, an indescribable astringency. Could this feeling be interpreted as jealousy?Should that little haze be counted as disappointment? Peony knew him before me, so I have no right to be jealous.And he chose Cuizhu to be his wife, which is to expose the lustful and fickleness under that clear and bright appearance. Everyone outside is like this, so I shouldn't be disappointed.

But I just can't maintain the peace I used to have. When I think about it, love arises. Why can't I get back the original peace when the love dies? I glanced through the window, and Houxia and Yunmei were lying down embracing each other.With his back to me, he couldn't see his expression clearly.Crossing this room, I am getting closer and closer to Zhu Xiaolian, I don't want to look at it, but I can't stop looking at it.This contradictory taste, of course, makes me feel troubled. The quilt wrapped the two of them, and they couldn't see anything clearly.But the auras of the two are intertwined, turning around and turning into charming.Only by hugging tightly can there be such traction.I don't need to have any expectations for him anymore, because men in this world are all the same!

When reporting back to her aunt, her expression was very calm: "It's just a matter between a man and a woman." She stood up and looked at me, "Follow me to the Seventh Heaven." I raised my voice and called, "Auntie!" She glanced at me and said, "Do you blame me for being cruel?" I shook my head: "I don't dare, I just ask my aunt to let Mudan go." My aunt ignored me and repeated lightly: "Follow me to the Seventh Heaven." Peony is still suffering in the fire, her face is as miserable as gold paper, her body is like a willow blown by the wind.Her primordial spirit is consumed every day, how important it is to her to have a glimmer of hope, but her aunt refuses to give her even these.

"Young Master Zhu, whom you let out so desperately, has come back to look for you, but he has already married a wife, who is Cui Zhu. He will not leave as soon as he sees Cui Zhu. Do you understand? This is a man." Auntie said, Word by word, Peony's expression changed from joy to sadness, and finally, it became indifferent and numb. I clearly saw the compassion in my aunt's eyes, but Mudan never said a word. The aunt said coldly: "Didn't you always want to understand the so-called love between a man and a woman? This is the love between a man and a woman. When he embraced the green bamboo, how could he remember who you are? Thanks to him, you are willing to suffer such a crime." ? Both of you are like this, you don’t regret if you don’t suffer. Are you still obsessed with your obsession at this time?”

Peony raised her head slightly, her eyes were covered with a layer of gray.As if covered in dust, she said softly: "He is him, I am me... It doesn't matter who he chooses... The important thing is, I can't forget~" The compassion in Auntie's eyes turned into resentment, and the last icy coldness completely covered her emotions, and her voice did not carry the slightest warmth: "Since you are obsessed with obsession, then burn to ashes in the fire." After finishing speaking, She and the female soldier behind her turned into a ray of light and disappeared into the seventh heaven in an instant.

I looked at the peony, and I felt emotional when I thought about it, and I realized this.Falling in love with someone is often a momentary thing, there is no reason for it, and there is no resistance. After one glance, the memory became crazy.But love is like a ghost, more like a mist, and itself is changeable.I am still intoxicated, but the other party has changed beyond recognition. In the end, it is just myself constructing a void. Peony at this time is like this.She is immersed in the memory, and the memory has formed a concrete form, intertwined with her aura in the fire, becoming a constantly changing picture.

I looked up and it was a good time when they met.He entered Ten Thousand Flowers Forest by chance, groping forward in the dark stone corridor. Peony has long been tired of this kind of pale days repeated day by day, she often goes to Yaju by teleportation to read those books.On that day, Mudan ran to the boundary, but because of this, she ran into Zhu Xiaolian who entered by accident. This first encounter was the moment when Peony fell in love.A beautiful young man like Zhilan Yushu, with sincere and green eyes, Peony is attracted by him with just one glance. Fearing that he might stray into the dojo by mistake, Mudan pointed to the hut by the edge of the forest to let him take shelter, and then Mudan hurried back to the dojo. At that time, I was doing the roll call.

After that, I already know.Seeing that the scene in the firelight changed again, it was the scene after I sent Zhu Xiaolian to Mudanju. The peonies and green bamboos rummaged around in the house, so ridiculous that they even moved the flower pots to have a look, as if they could be shrunk into a piece of paper and would be crushed underneath.At this moment, I can understand that when people get anxious, they are just confused like this.Then Zhu Xiaolian came in, and Peony flew over in both surprise and joy, she was a little carried away, she didn't even care about the green bamboo being around.

She asked as many questions about the world as I did then.She asked a question, and Zhu Xiaolian answered her.But she is more asking about couples in the world, and she really wants to know how they live. Zhu Xiaolian couldn't answer because he hadn't married yet.The two stood and stared at each other, Cuizhu quietly backed out.The firelight became very strong, and the aura flickered, and I couldn't see clearly.I saw that the two were getting closer and closer, as if they were hugging each other. My eyes are a little blurry, and something is about to flow out.I don't want to learn to cry first, but when the tears come, I can't stop them at all. The time between them is very short, but as far as Mudan is concerned, time stops here, and Mudan can't get out, and doesn't want to get out.As she said, he is him, and I am me... What Zhu Xiaolian will become in the future is not important to her.Her memories are always fresh, always so beautiful and affectionate.What she can't forget is that love at first sight, and that short time together. Peony never lies, her heart has never affected anyone, she is not wrong! But in the eyes of my aunt, she became obsessed with obsession.Aunt has always been like this, what she hates, we need to hate with her.What she bores, we must bore with her. The fiery snake has become distorted, with sharp thorns and a long tongue, which has been contaminated with peony's inner demon. Whether it is falling in love with Zhu Xiaolian, or falling in love with love itself, Peony can't solve it, and I don't understand. I took a step forward, looked at Peony and said, "He hasn't forgotten you, he came back to look for you. It's my aunt about Cuizhu..." I said, and took out the fan from my sleeve.He left it in my room at the beginning, even though I saw him later, I was not willing to return it. But now, the one who needs it more than me is Peony.Her love needs a proof.Only in this way, her hope will be stronger. Even if it is vain, please continue to dream.Even if there is a heart demon, it should bloom flowers instead of making the soul hideous. Peony raised her eyes slightly, looking at the fan in my hand.The facial features became extraordinarily colorful, and the eyes brought out the brilliance, the brilliance was incomparable.She took it carefully and stroked it lightly, as if stroking the face of a boy. She looked at me with a radiant smile and said, "Thank you. I used to think that you were a cold-blooded and heartless person who only knew that following orders meant no friendship. But after you helped me, I also thought you were just Afraid of being implicated, even if he is a little more tolerant than my aunt, it is limited. But I still don't believe him if he always says that he is the kind of person on the surface, because we misunderstood you..." He... I don't want to think of him anymore, but I can't control it.This feeling is really painful. Can't help thinking of Zhu Xiaolian's words again, between friends, the most precious thing is the heart.Even if they are not good at expressing and are misunderstood for a while, they will understand one day. But I was very miserable and I couldn't do anything except give her a dream. When I went back, I saw that the tea house was extremely lively.My aunt was still the same as before, with a bright smile and ruthless eyes.In the distance, Meng Longtan was hugging Begonia and Lily, with Xuelian standing beside her. I could clearly see the impatience on Xuelian's face.My aunt glanced at me, as if she didn't care that I stayed in Seventh Heaven for too long. I handed back the corolla, and she told me casually: "Mr. Meng wants to take a concubine, and Ding Xiang has already agreed." I looked at Lilac by the side, she was standing at the table drinking tea by herself, she seemed completely indifferent to this matter. It's none of my business at all, my aunt also showed us clearly through these few people.I was noncommittal, and my aunt said to Ding Xiang: "I know you are a sensible and good boy. As long as you are pregnant with a child, you don't need to be angry with him anymore. You can cut him into pieces." child?It turns out that it's not just a play, it's not just for us to see the ruthlessness of men in the world, it's not just for us to understand the illusion and nonsense of so-called love... Sighing silently, I really don't like this way. Wanhualin used to be peaceful and monotonous day after day, I miss it very much. I am going to practice in the forest waterfall. I would rather practice day after day than have any interest in this so-called novelty.Peony insists that she is not wrong, and I also think she is not wrong.But persuading my aunt is impossible, and it's not like I haven't tried. My aunt refused to release the peony, but I didn't want to watch her burn to death. However, without my aunt Yunke, it would be very difficult for me to make it all the way to the Seventh Heaven. What's more, my Raging Fire Art is still not home. But it's not that there is no chance, my aunt is about to go into seclusion, and if she wants to practice the magic power of Huan Ri, that is the best time.What Mudan wants is not necessarily Zhu Xiaolian's love.What she insisted on was only her longing for the outside world and her sincere expectation.Since Zhu Xiaolian can't give her, I can at least give her freedom! Having been the heir for so long, I have always been ostracized by my sisters.I blame them for not understanding me, but why have I been considerate of them? I am very happy to say what Yu Qichongtian said in the mouth of the most sincere Peony.Before that, I want to strengthen my Araging Fire Secret Art. I was walking towards the bottom of the waterfall when I saw Zhu Xiaolian walking towards me in a hurry.He was still as handsome and gentle as a star-like star, and his expression was still the same, with a hint of sadness between his brows. But at this time, looking in my eyes, it reminds me of peony, which makes my heart feel stuffy and painful. I was going to avoid him, but he stopped me with a wrong step: "I have asked everyone, and they don't know where Peony is..." I was moved by these words two days ago, even if no one responded to my thoughts, I would still watch their happiness from afar.At least they proved that what my aunt said was not true, at least let me know that there is truth in the world, although I can't get it, it doesn't mean it doesn't exist...