Chapter 13 Chapter Thirteen

"Who will help you? This is a forbidden area, you take another step. They still have to come out and bomb you!" I pulled his elbow back and pulled him back until he staggered two steps.He glanced at the dark surroundings and said, "Isn't Peony here? I want to see her!" A sledgehammer hit my heart, but it came suddenly but accurately, hitting a certain place.The pain under the chest was sharp, the nose was a little pantothenic, and the brain was throbbing.Instantly shattered my joy and encouragement to pieces, and what came to my face was a burst of soreness and suffocation.

What am I thinking, as if pouring a basin of ice water from the sky, it is cold from head to toe.How could I forget this?He went back and forth to find Peony. The love that came from that thought was for Peony, not because of me. She even thought about asking him! I will be inexplicably happy and inexplicably sad.I think he smiles like a bright moon, I think he is like a jade tree in the wind, I think he is in high spirits, I think he is smart and kind. No trick is better than this one. What Peony said, liking someone is probably this kind of feeling.Sure enough, no one can be the master of emotion, even myself, I don't know when it invaded, causing me to become confused.Looking at him, I understood.

But none of these belong to me. Before me, he had already known Peony.Before me, he had already thought of it and fell in love.For him, Mudan did not hesitate to be trapped in the seventh heaven and endure the pain of refining fire.For the sake of Mudan, he would not hesitate to come back here again, reckless as a donkey, and he had to break through the barrier without any skills. This is what he called the love in the world, and what he called the entrustment.It is the liking that Peony said, it is the love that arises at the first thought, it is the only one in the eyes, the only beauty in the world.There are peonies in his eyes, just like Yunmei in the eyes of stone demons.

I'm just a bystander, from the beginning to the end, I'm just self-indulgent. Let go of my hand, thanking me for my expressionless face, I don't think it will reveal too much for me, otherwise it will be even more embarrassing. I said, "She's not here." My aunt forbade me to reveal Mudan's whereabouts, and neither did the sisters.What if I tell him? Now that my aunt is behaving badly, it is a question of whether he can get away with it.He has no ability to save Peony, and I have no ability to do it. He looked at me without saying a word, his eyes were deep, like an ancient pool in the darkness, I didn't dare to discern the things in it, I was afraid that if I looked at it for too long, I might cry.

Inside the bronze mirror, there was still that expressionless face, but the eye circles were slightly red.It turns out that this face can't lock all the emotions in my heart.I haven't learned how to laugh yet, and I don't want to learn how to cry first. Fortunately he didn't see it, and luckily I didn't say it. What is love, I have never understood.My aunt said, you don't need love, as long as you have strength is enough.But now strength can't help me, the suffocation in my chest is like a mixture of countless chaotic qi, filling me arrogantly, but it can't resolve half of it.

His expression is still in my mind, the embarrassment and panic when I found it hidden in my room, but with a little playfulness and a touch of comfort, his eyes are like pools, and the waves are rippling, and his voice is like It's a piano, where the strings sing endlessly.Seeing his shadow in the mirror in a daze, I hurriedly looked back, but it turned out to be nothing but emptiness. Love is born with one thought, my love, like a smile, dies before it is born. There were numerous footsteps outside the corridor, accompanied by whispers: "I heard that Meng Longtan is going to change people, aunt told us to go..."

"It's only been a day, so change it so soon?" I stood up and looked at the roster lying alone on the table.Recently, the Ten Thousand Flowers Forest is very lively, the sisters are busy getting involved in it, and my aunt no longer urges her to practice, and even saves the work of roll call. In the hall of the tea house, Meng Longtan pointed at Yunmei who was kneeling on the ground with an angry face and said: "A woman like this only knows how to cry, why should I be angry with her like this? How could I have chosen her? " When I walked in, I heard his remarks, and seeing the meaning in Yunmei's eyes, my heart ached slightly.

Before this, Meng Longtan still looked like a wife who was full of everything, and the groom was very unhappy.In one day, he became a doormat again?His 'feeling' changed so quickly! Zhu Xiaolian brought Hou Xia in through the side door, and saw his figure, but didn't have the courage to look him in the eyes again.Last night, I almost escorted him back to Yaju.I didn't dare to look at him anymore, and I didn't dare to talk to him again.He asked me a lot, but I ignored them all, and dared not pay any more attention... Let him think there is something wrong with me. I feel ashamed that Peony is still suffering.I also hate myself very much, why can't I control my heart?

The aunt said indifferently: "If you don't like it, just rest. Why bother? Since you are not satisfied, you can leave at any time. I won't make things difficult for you." Meng Longtan said: "I didn't say to leave, I can change the head office, right?" As he said a few steps up, he hugged Lilac standing beside him, pinched her face with a smile, "I am now I like this, gentle and gentle, knowing the book and answering the ceremony!" Gentle and gentle, knowing the book and answering the ceremony?Which eye did you see? The aunt said indifferently: "Okay, anyway, you will have other ideas tomorrow."

She said and glanced at Zhu Xiaolian, "Is Mr. Zhu here to say goodbye? I won't delay your pursuit of fame, how about I send you out tomorrow?" "No, I also plan to marry a wife..." The suffocation in the heart was getting worse, and there was a stabbing pain, as if a sword was piercing through the heart.But the eyes stared at him uncontrollably, damn Zhu Xiaolian, what are you thinking?He also wants to marry a wife here?He bravely rushed to the dojo yesterday as if he wanted to see Mudan, but today he came here to ask for a wife? My aunt said, "You want to marry too?"

He avoided my gaze, evasively but with a erratic smile: "Beauty is by my side, who wouldn't want it?" "Choose one?" My aunt was very happy, my eyes were stinging, and my heart seemed to have thousands of small thorns, each time I felt a dull pain, and then they became one piece... He walked towards the green bamboo, and the green bamboo was full of faces. Tong Hong shook her head and said, "I, I don't want to!" I clenched my knuckles tightly, looked down at my toes, and tried my best to control myself not to rush forward to give him an old punch. Auntie's voice was soft but irresistible: "I'm in charge of all your affairs, and you can't help but be unwilling." We can no longer hear Cuizhu's objection, and we are all weak and vulnerable in front of my aunt.Together with our courage to resist, it is gradually dying out because of our insignificance. It is already rare to be able to say "no". Hou Xia also yelled: "Then I, I will marry one too!" There was a rumble in my head, and I felt emotional when I thought about it, it was just bullshit!Yesterday, the peony was as reckless as a donkey, but today you want to cuddle with the green bamboo?Your idea is no different from that of Meng Longtan. It's just laughing at myself for being so confused that I don't know what to do. I couldn't hear what they said after that, and I didn't want to hear it again.After an unknown amount of time, a hand landed on my shoulder. I suddenly came back to my senses, and saw my aunt's cold eyes: "I don't keep my mind, what are you thinking?" I shook my head, only to find that the tea house was empty, only Jin Jiayu stood silently by the side. My aunt said, "Are you blaming me for letting them do whatever they want?" I said: "How can a few common people marry sisters? Even if the sisters are curious, they can't control their thoughts for a while. My aunt taught us, why should we let others pick and choose and do whatever we want?" Auntie sneered: "Indeed, they are not worthy! You have seen it too, change your mind when you see things differently, like clouds and rains. One yesterday pretended to be a gentleman, but today he hugs a beauty and is reluctant to leave. The other looked at Yunmei affectionately yesterday, and today he immediately turned his back and said I lost my eyes! This is a man, no matter whether he is studying literature or martial arts, whether he is poor or rich, even a small school boy can't pass this level? The word love is not worth mentioning to them, only It's just sensuality. Isn't Peony thinking about that scholar? How is it now? She still refuses to admit her mistakes because of that sourness, and she has let down my cultivation." I suddenly realized that my aunt's game was originally intended for this!Is it to use this method to uncover their skins and see their unbearable insides, so that we can watch a good show and let us see the truth? But I don't like this!Tempting to be greedy, tempting to bewitch, although the recruited ones expose their inferiority, but the layout is also not glorious. I said: "Auntie, please see that Peony has served you for many years, please let her go this time?" The aunt said: "I just think that she has been with me for many years, so I will let you... Don't think I don't know what you did!" My heart was awe-inspiring, and I raised my eyes to see her cold eyes, and she said lightly: "Forget it, you have her in your heart, and I am also happy to see her. Besides, even if you help her, you can't survive forty-nine days. Forty-nine days for her to think about it is already the greatest tolerance." A trace of fatigue appeared on the aunt's face, she stroked her forehead lightly and said, "You keep an eye on these people, and report to me if you have anything to do." I nodded in response, my aunt glanced at Jin Jiayu and said, "You can help her, I'm tired and want to rest." When her aunt was gone, Jin Jiayu walked over and said, "Master Zhu married Cuizhu, are you aggrieved for Mudan?" He paused, and then said, "Or, do you think he will choose you?" I looked at him and said, "You don't understand anything." I really don't know how to guess a man's mind.What I feel these days is more than the sum of the many years I have stayed here.Auntie is like a perfect puppeteer, and any flaws in the puppet can't escape her eyes.I don't like the way my aunt used, but I have to admit that Zhu Xiaolian, Meng Longtan, including Hou Xia, are all as my aunt expected. For many years, she was right. Jin Jiayu didn't refute, but smiled lightly, his eyes were as bright as stars: "You too." I don't want to dwell on this issue again and again, I need a way to relieve my disordered mind, so I raised my palm slightly, held up a small light bead, looked at Jin Jiayu and said, "Do you want to practice moves with me?" Jin Jiayu smiled brightly and said, "Okay." In Liupu or Stone Forest, the sisters are no longer practicing. There are new guests in Wanhua Forest, and there is also a wedding. Everyone circles around the three men every day, and there are many new and curious things.The elegant residence and the tea house are the places where everyone gathers most often, but places like the training ground have become quiet. It has been some days that there is no roll call, and there is no gathering in the dojo to practice.Auntie seemed to be happy to watch this good show, so she let them be so useless without reprimanding them. Although I don't like my aunt using this method, I do admit that it is indeed effective.Zhu Xiaolian, let me feel very disappointed.In fact, it was me who disappointed me. It is not easy to forget, so practice hard. Stimulate the primordial spirit and recite the spiritual formula silently.The sword comes out of the heart, and it changes hundreds of thousands instantly.Flying in the air, reaching out to invite the waterfall, flying thousands of water droplets against the sky, transforming into ice blades and frost swords.Then the five fingers were varicose, and the stones were floating in the air, crushed into powder, and turned into sand mist.Lianlian's arms intertwined, scorching light overflowed but did not cause harm to Lin, it turned into a rain of fire and meteors.Flying around in circles, the belts of the clothes flowed in all directions, and they all greeted Jin Jiayu on the other side. He shook out his golden wings, flying away to defuse my moves one by one.Seeing that he was walking like a whirl, and his energy was in full swing, I suddenly rushed over, and brought a few small bamboo leaves with me by my clothes belt, wrapped them in water droplets, and cut him with the force of the wind.He evaded sideways dangerously, but it left a small gap, I rushed away, turned my palm into a thousand swords, and pressed tightly towards his throat! Jin Jiayu squinted at Jianfeng, and said with a smile: "I was fooled by you for thinking of using bamboo leaves to break my qi."