Chapter 160 Sick Sleeping Cuimei Nunnery

I'm sick, I don't know if it's because I was deceived by Fenglu, or because I'm tired, but I'm sick anyway.Lying lazily on the bed, his whole body seemed to be falling apart, without any strength. My wife picked a few herbs from the mountains for me, and I boiled them in red sticks. After drinking them, I felt my muscles and bones become more loose, but I still didn't have any strength.I just want to fall asleep and not wake up. Originally, he planned to go to the mountain village behind Cuimei Nunnery in the next few days, and go to the old chaimen courtyard to look for Chu Yu, but this illness will take some time.

After drinking the medicine, I half leaned on the pillow and looked at the autumn scenery outside the window through the wooden window. There were jackdaws perching in the trees and autumn insects humming, adding a sense of desolation. Master Miaochen knocked on the door and entered, I sat up slightly, she hurried over to help me, and said with concern: "Don't move, lie down and have a good rest." After speaking, she gently brushed the ends of my hair, her movements were delicate Gentle. I replied weakly: "Master, you are too troublesome, and you are causing trouble to the nunnery."

The teacher said in relief: "Whatever you say, you just need to rest in peace and recuperate, and don't think too much about other things." I smiled weakly: "I didn't think about anything, and I fell ill for some reason." After speaking, I felt powerless all over my body. Master Miaochen sighed slightly: "Too many things have happened in the past few days. You have been standing strong. Now that the dust has settled, the illness has come like a torrent. It will take a period of recuperation to recover." I smiled faintly: "I thought I could be free and easy, but unexpectedly, it was still difficult to avoid. I pulled away too quickly, and I accidentally hurt myself, but the injury was unscathed."

Master Miaochen pulled up the quilt for me, covered me, and said softly: "This is a process, after it has passed, the clouds will be calm and the wind will be light, and the sea and sky will be brighter." I nodded slightly and said gratefully: "It's hard to be advised by the teacher. Fortunately, I came here. I feel clean and comfortable in the nunnery. If I am in the harem, I will feel much more troublesome." "Everything starts from the heart. This disease will come after all. It is better to come sooner than later, and it will consume too much effort." Master Miaochen said in a low voice, all of which seemed to be under her control , as if she had such a process.

I looked at her weakly: "I'm so tired, I just want to lie like this all the time, don't move, don't think." Master Miaochen showed a caring expression: "Have a good rest, I will come to see you at dusk. Tell Hong Jian what you want to eat, and let the dining hall do it." I fell asleep in a daze, and fell into a dream in a daze. I don’t know where it is. There are mountains and mountains, and there is a palace located in the misty illusion of clouds and smoke. There are no plaques in the palace, red walls and black tiles, and no luxury can be seen.There are no people, and there are only pavilions and palaces, pavilions, waterside pavilions, and flowers and trees growing abruptly.

While hesitating, I felt a pain in my chest and vaguely heard someone crying.I was awakened by a sharp pain, clutching my chest, holding a handkerchief in one hand, and couldn't help vomiting a mouthful of blood. Raising his eyebrows, he saw Qiuxi sitting on the window sill, his eyes were red and swollen from crying, and he said anxiously, "Your Majesty, Your Majesty..." Hong Jian snatched my blood handkerchief, and was about to cry anxiously: "What's the matter, you spit up blood suddenly?" I replied weakly: "It's okay, it's okay." Qiu Xi brought me some water to rinse my mouth, and Hong Jian hurriedly said, "I'll ask my teacher to come and take a look." Before I could respond, she had already walked out the door.

I spat out a mouthful of blood, and I felt a lot more relaxed in my chest, the severe pain just now eased, and my breathing became much smoother.Looking at Qiuxi, she couldn't help asking, "When did you come?" Qiu Xi wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes: "Go back to your maidservant, the maidservant has only come here not long ago, Mr. Fan is worried about your maidservant, so let the maidservant come to serve you." I lay on a slant and asked, "How is Mr. Shan? Is everything okay in the palace?" Qiu Xi covered me with a quilt, and said with concern: "Your Majesty, rest first, and this servant will tell you later."

I nodded lightly: "That's fine, that's fine." As soon as he finished speaking, he saw Master Miaochen rushing over, and hurriedly asked: "What happened just now? Why did you vomit blood?" I took a deep breath and replied with a smile: "Master, it's okay. I had a dream just now. There was nothing in the dream. Suddenly I felt a sharp pain in my heart and mouth. When I woke up from the pain, I couldn't help but vomited." Blood, I feel much more relaxed now." The teacher breathed a sigh of relief: "It's better to spit out this mouthful of blood. It unblocks the blood vessels and clears the blood stagnant in the heart for several days. It's not a problem, as long as you calm down and recuperate, you will be fine."

Qiuxi and Hongjian on the side hurriedly put their hands together and said: "Bodhisattva bless you, thank God." The teacher took out a small delicate bottle from her bosom, and said to Hong Jian, "Bring some water." Then, she poured three thin pills into the bottle, put them in my mouth, and said, "Bring me some water." Eat it and you will feel much better." In the mouth, only feel cool, slightly bitter, swallow with water. Master Miaochen looked at me: "Take a good rest, I'm fine, I'll take my leave first, and come back to see you." After speaking, he turned his head and said to Hongjian: "What's the matter, call me."

"Thank you, Mrs." I said gratefully. I fell asleep for a while in a daze, no dream, and it was dusk after waking up.I just feel a lot lighter and not so tired. For dinner, I drank a few mouthfuls of thin millet porridge. I wanted to get up and go for a walk in the moss courtyard, but I still felt a little weak, so I gave up. Because he was thinking about the affairs in the palace, he called Qiuxi over, and wanted to ask her about the situation in the palace. Looking at her, I asked in a low voice: "Tell me, what happened in the palace, how is Mr. Shan? How is the emperor?"

Qiu Xi lowered her eyebrows and replied: "These days, Mrs. Fan goes to the Hall of Mental Cultivation to take care of the emperor every day. She is fine. It's just that the emperor..." Qiu Xi hesitated to speak, and I thought in my heart that Chunyi must be not very good . "What's wrong with the emperor, tell me." I asked slowly, not in a hurry. "The emperor is getting thinner day by day, and his diet and sleep are not good." "What did the doctor say?" Qiu Xi replied: "The imperial doctor said that the emperor is caused by fatigue. Take a good rest, adjust your mood, and take a few more doses of nourishing medicine. It doesn't matter."It's just that Chunyi's heart should be more open, why has he been ill for so long.He was sick when I left, and he hasn't improved until now, but has become even thinner. Qiu Xi continued: "Your Majesty Shan, please let your slaves come over to see your empress. By the way, I would like to ask you what your plan is and whether you can go back to the palace. Noble Shan said that the emperor misses your empress, and perhaps your illness will recover soon after returning to the emperor. .” I smiled weakly: "The emperor's illness depends on himself, even if I go back, it won't help much. What's more, how can a person who is sick himself take care of and comfort others?" Qiu Xi sighed slightly: "Your Majesty, just take good care of yourself, and when the time comes, the Emperor will be fine too." I told her: "You stay here for two days, then go back to the palace and tell Noble Shan that I am very clean and fine in the nunnery. Let her take good care of the emperor and comfort the emperor's heart. She also helps with affairs." Qiu Xi took over the words: "My maidservant forgot about one thing. Noble Shan was bestowed the title of Shan Jieyu by the emperor a few days ago, and my maidservant forgot to change his words after seeing the empress." "Shan Jieyu." I murmured in a low voice, the painting fan was really outstanding, Chunyi treated her differently in just a few days.Now she lives in Yueyang Palace, just like me back then, I was also Mei Jieyu, living in Yueyang Palace.Thinking of my journey, from a peasant girl in the mountains to a singing girl in Miyuedu, and then leaping up to become the daughter of the Yue Mansion, after that, I entered the palace without a draft, and became Mei Jie Yu, after losing Yan'er, became Mei Zhaoyi by virtue of whiteness, and after learning of her life experience, she willingly sat on the queen's phoenix throne.I can't help but sigh, from a peasant girl in the mountains to a queen of Daqi, how did I do it at such a distance and at such a height.It was only because of knowing Chunyi that there was such a change. "Nowadays, she takes care of many things in the harem. She is easy-going and approachable. All the concubines in the harem like her." Qiu Xi continued, painting fans are really more suitable for staying in the palace than me, and she is suitable for interacting with people. , suitable for handling those trivial affairs.And I can't, I am lazy by nature and indifferent to many human affairs.A person who can't manage affairs in the harem and can't be ordinary, it's better to stay away from there.With Chunyi's favor towards me, I can't be silent. The concubines in the harem will try their best to target me. Although I can escape their calculations and even defeat them all, but so many entanglements and fights , are not what I want. Looking at Qiuxi, I urged: "After you go back, assist Shan Jieyu well, and tell her that I will stay in Cuimei Temple for a while, and when it is time to go back, I will go back." Qiuxi held my hand, with reluctance in her eyes: "Your Majesty, I don't want to go back to the palace, I want to stay and serve my Majesty." I gratefully said: "Thank you, Qiuxi. I am not willing to part with you, but Shan Jieyu needs you. In the harem, it is not easy to find a person who is as understanding and caring as you. I don't feel relieved to let others follow, You can lift her up and help her." "Your Majesty, you are kind, open-minded, and always considerate of others. Bodhisattva will surely bless you in the future." Qiu Xi said emotionally, but her words made me feel infinitely moved.I am a cold-hearted person. All I care about is what I want to care about. The rest of the people and things have nothing to do with me. I asked slowly: "Are Xie Ronghua and Gu Wanyi okay?" "They often go to Yueyang Palace, and now they are also very good friends with Shan Jieyu, but they often miss you." "Go back and say hello to them for me, just say that I miss them too." I thought of Chunzhen again. As a queen, it was not easy for me to ask about his affairs, but because the person in front of me was Qiuxi, I didn't have so many scruples.So he asked in a low voice, "Is Prince Ling all right?" Qiu Xi looked at me, her eyes were full of understanding, she replied slowly: "Prince Ling is fine, because the emperor is not feeling well, he is still helping the emperor to manage the government as before." After asking some more trivial matters, I learned that the former empress was seriously ill in the Jingxin Garden, that the harem was relatively peaceful these days, and that the imperial court had no other major issues. Gradually, I was also tired, facing the window sill, watching the cold moon rise, and the cool wind blowing the leaves. After another day of illness, I learned some things in the palace from Qiuxi, but I didn't feel much in my heart.Whether it's the painting fan being sealed, or Chun Yi's serious illness, or the peace and unrest, to me, they are all so indifferent. Master Miao Chen is too right. After the illness, one is really freed from the past.This disease came well.