Chapter 157 Participate in a piece of ten thousand dharmas

Walking in the promenade of the temple, the sun poured on the tiles, illuminating my thin figure.The breeze blows my elegant clothes, no matter how I walk, I can't step on my own shadow. Mrs. Miaochen walked beside me with a string of wooden twist beads, and said in a low voice, "Madam, the journey has been exhausting. The poor nun has already ordered someone to clean up the room where you live. You just need to go in and rest." I turned my eyebrows to look at the teacher, and asked suspiciously: "How did the teacher know that I would come to Cuimei Temple?" Master Miaochen smiled and said: "Although the poor nun knows how to do divination, I can't predict that the empress will come today. But the poor nun knows that the empress will come to the small nunnery sooner or later, so the poor nun has always sent someone to clean the wing room where the empress lives. "

After hearing this, I was quite moved, and said with a smile: "It's hard for the teacher to do this intentionally. The so-called sweeping the dust and treating guests is just like this. The teacher can call me by my name directly. I don't want to have any rigidity here. It must be the teacher." I also understand a little bit." Master Miaochen nodded: "Yes, the poor nun wrote it down." The wing room is clean and dust-free, the sandalwood in the jade incense burner is wafting, and a striking "Zen" character is hung on the wall, which makes people's hearts calm down immediately.On the table are Guqin, scripture scrolls, sesame oil lamps, and wooden fish.In fact, I like this kind of yellow scroll and green lantern, and I like this kind of time of Zen and silence, but there is still a passion that is just around the corner in my heart, and I can't let it go.To be trapped in the palace is to cocoon oneself, and to escape there and come to Cuimei Temple is also a kind of cowardly escape, neither of which is what a proud person wants.

While arranging her clothes, Hong Jian said, "Miss, since we are here, let's live here with peace of mind. I like it too. It's much cleaner and more comfortable than the palace." At this moment, I seemed to understand Hong Jian's heart. For several years, she stayed with me in the palace, and she had a heart for me every day. She was worried that I would be plotted against, or that I would be injured, or that I would be favored too much by the emperor.Especially this time after I fell on the swing, she became blind, and knowing the secret of my life experience, she was even more disturbed every day, for fear that if the news were known, I would bring about a disaster of death.

I gave Hong Jian a soft smile: "Okay, let's stay for a few more days, and I don't want to go back to the palace either." Because I was tired, I lay on the couch all afternoon, thinking back to the snowy night of the old year, and I talked with Chuyu Huafan here all night.Regarding that female ghost, where has she gone now, is she reincarnated or is her soul still wandering?And what kind of relationship did the rescued white fox form?Chu Yu's leaving without saying goodbye, is it true that this life is really destined to end with him?Maybe there is still a glimmer of life, and I can meet him again?

The Caimen Courtyard outside the city, I think no matter what, I will choose another day to go.No matter whether Chu Yu will still wait for me there, no matter whether we can still meet each other, I will go there once, even if it is to end this relationship once, I will go. In the evening, after a vegetarian meal, I stood and rested under the moss courtyard under the moonlight, only to feel the coolness of the autumn wind, and the bodhi leaves falling one after another.I tightened my windbreaker and felt cold. Master Miaochen stood beside me at some point, and said in a low voice: "Madam, it's cool here, why don't you sit in my meditation room."

I nodded and smiled: "Okay, just don't call me Niangniang anymore, just call me by my nickname." In Master Miaochen's meditation room, a scented oil lamp, although dim, can illuminate every quiet corner. On the table is a chessboard, several volumes of scriptures, a wooden fish, and sandalwood.I remembered that year when I came to Cuimei Nunnery, Mrs. Miaochen played chess with Yue Chenghuang. They had a game of chess, which was undecided for ten years.Presumably Mrs. Miao Chen had a close friendship with Yue Chenghuang, so she must know the secrets about his life experience, even if she didn't, she would have a deep understanding of this person.

Mrs. Miaochen poured tea for me and said with a smile, "Meiwan, this is the old snow. I boiled a pot of fresh jasmine. You can taste it." I raised the cup and suddenly felt the fragrance was pleasant, so I couldn't help asking: "Is there any fresh jasmine at this time?" "Yes, the jasmine in late autumn is even more fragrant, but it's rare. I heard that you taste jasmine, and I ordered Xiaoni to pick it. Try it, how does it taste?" I took a sip lightly, nodded and said in praise: "It really is a good tea. After drinking it, I feel that my bones and flesh are ice-clear."

Master Miaochen smiled too: "Good tea needs to be tasted by someone who understands it, so that it can live up to its cleanness. It is also its good fortune that this tea can find a bosom friend like Meiwan." I gently waved my hand: "My eyebrows can't bear it. Only with my teacher's state of mind can I be worthy of such a good tea. With my current state of mind, I'm afraid this fragrance will be ruined." Mrs. Miaochen also raised her glass and sipped it lightly, and said with a smile: "You have to find the sound of good tea, it's tasteless alone."

I sipped my tea quietly, and couldn't help asking: "Master, I have something to do with my sister, I want to invite my wife." "Please tell me what you have to say." I focused my attention: "May I ask whether the teacher has a deep friendship with Yue Chenghuang and Master Yue?" I directly called Master Yue in front of the teacher, and I really couldn't tell him clearly. Master Miao Chen was too concentrated, stared at me, and nodded slightly: "Yes, it's very deep." "Ten years?" I raised my eyebrows and looked at her. "Yes, ten years, many years." Master Miaochen said without hesitation.Then he looked at me and sighed: "Meiwan, in fact, before that, I knew what would happen when you entered the palace. Now, it seems that everything has come true. You left the palace and came to Cuimei Temple. If you didn't guess Wrong, many unhappy things have happened to you." She no longer called herself a poor nun, and there was no barrier of secular etiquette between me and her.

I looked at Mrs. Miaochen puzzled, as if I was already transparent in her eyes, and replied in a low voice: "Yes, many unhappy things happened, and my wife will definitely tell me two things about all of this. The word—'fate'. I don't want to find any excuses to shirk, I admit that it is fate, and perhaps many things about me are under the master's control." After speaking, I thought in my heart, although Mrs. Miaochen Not as good as Chu Yu who can know the past and the future, but she can do divination and fortune-telling. Based on his friendship with Yue Chenghuang, she must know something.Since Yue Chenghuang would kill my adoptive father and mother, he must have known the secret of my life experience when I was young.He didn't take care of me, and let me fall into the world, until finally, I got acquainted with Chunyi myself, and I got what I am today.Presumably he is the one who doesn't want me to enter the palace the most. He has no intention of subverting Dayan, so why would he want me, the former princess, to enter the palace again to cause trouble?

Master Miaochen looked at me with deep meaning in her eyes, as if she knew what I was thinking at this moment.She suddenly took my hand and said in a deep voice, "Yes, I know everything, and I know many things." "About my life experience? Do you know all about it?" I raised my eyebrows and looked at her, giving her a look that couldn't be avoided. She didn't dodge, and looked directly at me: "Yes, I know it all, I knew it a long time ago." "Then why, why..." "Why didn't you tell me? Why didn't you tell you everything when you came to Cuimei Temple several times, and kept you a secret for so long?" Master Miaochen took my words and said what was in my heart. I remained silent, speechless, because Master Miaochen must have a reason for not telling me too much.Just like Chu Yu also knew about my life experience, he never told me, perhaps they think that this is a big secret, which should be kept hidden in the first place, and should not be revealed unless it is absolutely necessary.Chu Yu didn't tell me until the end when she was in a hurry. Although they all knew that it would end like this, they still hoped that a miracle would happen and try to change my fate.Thinking about it this way, they are all well-intentioned, and why should I say anything more? Master Miaochen sighed: "Knowing that everything can't be escaped, in fact, if you say it, it may be counterproductive, and the result may be similar to the current result. I know that this process is inevitable, so..." I nodded: "I understand, it's too difficult to be a teacher." The teacher still sighed: "At the beginning, I wanted to keep you in the nunnery. I know you have the roots of wisdom, but the fate of the world is not over, so I can't force it. Fate is destined to go straight to the sky. This is an inevitable disaster and an inevitable blessing." I smiled coldly: "Yes, since ancient times it has been said that good and bad depend on each other, so that must be the case. I was so proud at the beginning, and I insisted not to stay here, thinking of the world of mortals. Therefore, I will not bow my head." "Do you want to leave?" the teacher asked me. I raised my eyebrows and said with a smile: "Master, do you think that I would give up the queen's phoenix seat, the glory of the world, and be willing to spend this life here?" The teacher also said with a smile: "Have you ever had the slightest expectation or nostalgia for that phoenix seat? It was hatred and confusion that pushed you to the peak of that harem. If you have it, you will only feel more empty and unhappy." Tai's words touched my heart. There are so many masters in the world, so I am the most stupid, stupid, and most opaque person. My eyes were blurred, and I murmured: "There is nowhere to keep people." Master Miaochen clasped her hands together: "Donor don't have to hesitate, the door of Cuimei Temple is open for anyone who cares." I smiled lightly: "Unfortunately, I am not the kind person. I once said that I will only be a visitor here, not a returnee here. I keep my word and will never change." Unexpectedly, when the dust settled, I still couldn't Surely he learned from the pain, but he is still so arrogant, his temperament is hard to change, after all, it is hard to change. Master Miaochen held the wooden twirling bead and clasped his hands together: "My heart produces all dharmas, and all dharmas return to my heart. Everything follows the fate, and I don't ask for it." I looked at the flickering sesame oil lamp, smelled the sandalwood, and sipped the green tea. In fact, I loved and yearned for such an artistic conception in my heart.It's just that I can't completely let go of the dusty thoughts in my heart, and I am so proud that I don't want to bend, so I have today's hesitation and hesitation.Furthermore, I left the palace this time because I was bored in my heart. I originally wanted to travel the rivers and lakes, sailing with the waves, but I still thought about Cuimei Temple in my heart, so I came here. In addition, I still have a wish unfulfilled, that is, Chuyu and I Things, always miss. The teacher looked out of the window and said to me: "The benefactor should go back to the wing room to rest first, and stay in the small nunnery for a while, and then we can discuss the future. As for what you want to know, I will tell you slowly." Thinking that the night was cold and dew heavy, he replied: "That eyebrow is going to leave first, don't disturb the master reciting the Li Chan, and come to bother you when you are free." The teacher gave me a salute: "Cultivate the Buddha and cultivate the heart, and the donor will live here with peace of mind. The green lotus lamp in front of the Buddha will illuminate your bright future." I returned the salute and said: "Thank you, Master, I am full of sins, I only hope that I can wash away some mistakes by eating vegetarian Buddha every day. I don't want a brand new self, and I don't want to be rotten." Walking through the wind-free promenade, a cold moon falls from among the green bamboos, and I see my own shadow again.It was pale when it came, but now it is as black as ink. No matter how I chase after it, I can't step on my own shadow.