Chapter 152 How many stories have antecedents

Some people drink to enjoy themselves, some use wine to soothe their sorrows, some are as elegant as immortals, and some live like years.After a night of drunkenness, after waking up, I felt a headache, as if I didn't have the pride and open-mindedness of being drunk last night. "Miss, you're awake." Hong Jian fetched a pillow for me to recline on. I only heard Qiuxi calling: "Quick, get refreshing tea." After drinking the refreshing tea, I feel that my mouth is not so bitter, but my head still hurts badly. I asked Hong Jian: "Where are Xie Ronghua and the others? Are you okay?"

Hong Jian laughed and said, "Last night, you were all drunk. Qiuxi and I arranged for you to sleep and rest. Everyone drank sober tea, but it didn't work, so they ended up sleeping in this bedroom. Many people woke up in the morning, and we ordered escorts. They went back, and the painting fan girl also went back to the East Side Hall to rest." I rubbed my temples with my hands, feeling very tired, and whispered: "Prepare me some water, I want to take a bath." Separated by the red sandalwood screen with peony and auspicious clouds, the dense water mist is more lingering and ethereal in this clear autumn morning.Qiuxi cooked several large buckets of Ganoderma lucidum soup for me, and I soaked in it, feeling refreshed.

Close your eyes, relax your mind, and immerse yourself in this smoke-like dream. Whenever this time, I feel that all my consciousness is idle, without any fear, without the slightest worry, I just need to immerse myself alone. Enjoy the comfort of this ease. Hong Jian gently rubbed my temples, and said in a low voice, "Miss, do you feel better this way?" I closed my eyes and concentrated: "Well, it's much more comfortable, I just had a terrible headache." "I should drink less alcohol in the future, it hurts my heart when I'm drunk." Hong Jian squeezed my shoulders, feeling sore and comfortable.

I smiled and said: "Yes, the pride of last night is gone. After being drunk, I am not as free and easy as I imagined. Instead, I feel exhausted and make people feel uncomfortable." "Hehe, my sister is absolutely right." There were light footsteps, and I heard the sound of a painting fan. "Sister, I can come in, is it okay?" I smiled and said, "It's okay, sister just come in." Seeing that Huafan was wearing a light red cloud brocade palace attire, with loose hair and a coquettish demeanor, he was very intoxicating. I smiled gently: "My sister looks pretty good, but I am the one who is too drunk."

Huafan sat on the small chair, gently rolled up my long hair, and said with a smile, "I'm also very drunk, but I drink better than you. I'm used to drinking these years, and a few glasses of beer wine still can't affect me. of." I got up slowly, Hong Jian hurriedly put on a nightgown for me, my long hair drooped down, and the whole room was steaming with mist. Sitting on the chair, drinking refreshing tea, the discomfort just now gradually eased a lot. After sitting for a while, I heard Xiao Xingzi coming to report at the door: "Empress Empress, Xiao Xuanzi is waiting in Meiyun Hall."

"What is it?" I asked. Xiao Xingzi replied: "I heard from Xiao Xuanzi that the emperor is feeling unwell, please ask the empress to go to the Hall of Mental Cultivation." Hua Fan and I looked at each other, and then replied: "Understood, you ordered Xiao Xuanzi to go back and report first, and said that the Palace will arrive later." I looked at the painting fan and asked, "Sister, do you want to come with me to the Hall of Mental Cultivation to visit the Emperor?" Hua Fan shook his head lightly: "I won't bother the emperor anymore, it's fine for my sister to go, tell me the news when she comes back, and I'm relieved to know that the emperor is fine."

I knew that Huafan would not go, and I was worried about Chunyi in my heart, I didn't know what kind of discomfort he was feeling, so I nodded and said: "Then I will go first, and I will tell my sister about the emperor's condition when I come back." He hurriedly changed into the palace attire, combed his hair in a bun, and hurried away with only the autumn osmanthus. In the Hall of Mental Cultivation, Chun Yi was lying on the bed, only hearing his slight cough. I rushed forward to meet him, and said with concern: "Your Majesty, what's wrong with you?" After speaking, I stroked his chest gently.He was wearing a bright yellow brocade close-fitting shirt, with a tired face, and inadvertently looked into those dim eyes, feeling a kind of tenderness in his heart.For a person who cannot see with both eyes, even a slight illness is fragile in his heart.

Chun Yi got up slightly, and I hurriedly took the pillow for him, so that he could recline more comfortably. Chunyi said in a low voice: "It's nothing, but I sat in the courtyard for a long time last night and got a little cold. Because I was thinking of Mei'er, I ordered Xiaoxuanzi to pass you over." "Did the imperial physician come over?" I asked with concern. Chunyi nodded: "It has been passed on. The imperial doctor said that there is no serious problem. He prescribed a few doses of decoction and it will be fine after drinking it." I lightly pressed the quilt for him, and said softly: "Your Majesty, please take care of yourself and don't let your concubines worry."

"I will. Did Mei'er sleep well last night?" Chunyi asked suddenly, as if he felt something. I rubbed my head lightly, and said in a low voice: "I didn't sleep well, I was too drunk last night, and Sister Huashan and Xie Ronghua sat in the yard drinking Zhuyeqing, and they were so drunk that they passed out. personnel." Chunyi gently stroked my hair, and said softly: "You can drink wine, but you can't get drunk, it will hurt your body." I replied in a low voice: "Yes, I'm already tired from being drunk, but it's much better to drink refreshment tea." I looked at him with a tired expression and said, "Your Majesty, please rest for a while, my concubine sits here With you."

Chunyi coughed slightly: "No, I just want to talk to you for a while." "Okay, what does the emperor want to say?" I took his hand and asked softly. "Mei'er can say whatever she wants, I want to hear it, I love it." Chunyi half leaned on the pillow, reminding me of being sick when I was a child, and I had to pester my mother to sit on the edge of the bed with me, sick Sometimes, the most feared thing is loneliness.This is the case for the blind Chunyi at this time, thinking of my mother will remind me of my series of unimaginable life experiences, and it is difficult for me to calm down.

"Mei'er, what's wrong with you?" Chun Yi seemed to sense something. I came back to my senses and looked at him: "No, it's nothing, I just remembered something from my childhood and fell into a trance for a while." "I've never heard you talk about your childhood, is Mei'er interested in telling me?" Chunyi said with great interest. Seeing his peaceful and smiling expression, I felt even more depressed, and couldn't help but said lightly: "Is the emperor interested in listening? It's about a baby in distress who was rescued by a kind couple and lived a life of poverty in the farm. But at that time, I was very happy, because I was young and ignorant, so I enjoyed the happiness of ordinary people. Even if I fell down in the rivers and lakes and succumbed to the fireworks alley, I didn't feel bitter." "Now that you know everything, and all this, you can't forget it, but it adds a lot of troubles, doesn't it?" Chunyi looked at me and said quietly. I looked at him coldly: "Yes, I can't completely forget it, and it's impossible for me to forget it. If I could, I'd rather choose not to know all of this. Being deeply favored by the king, that me, on the contrary, will be grateful for the mighty grace of the emperor, and pray for the Daqi Kingdom every day. Now, everything has changed, and I can never go back to the beginning. Although I try my best to calm myself, my heart is still turbulent " I said all the suppressed words in my heart in one breath, and I felt a lot more comfortable.I didn't call myself a concubine, and at this time, I couldn't call myself a concubine in front of him. Chunyi sighed slightly: "I know, even if I gave you the supremacy and everything, you would not be able to return to the original state of mind. Change your heart, if I have such an experience, such a change, I will not be able to do it." to peace and contentment." I looked at him coldly, knowing that all of this had nothing to do with him, but for some reason, I felt hatred towards him, and there was also an indescribable annoyance, as if I attributed all the faults to him, and treated him like this, Perhaps a little unfair. "Have you still had nightmares lately?" He groped and held my hand, his eyes were dull, but his tone was soft. I was still indifferent: "Yes, I have never left you." Every word and every word, I said it so clearly. Chunyi sighed: "That's because you still can't let it go, and you always keep it in your heart, that's why you are like this." I sneered: "Yes, I can't let it go, even if I can let it go, they can't let it go either." "They?" Chun Yi looked puzzled. "Yes, they, those souls who are imprisoned in Ziyan City, those souls who cannot live in peace day and night." My tone became more and more serious. In fact, this has already violated a big taboo. In front of the emperor, I am so rude. "It's always been like this since ancient times when dynasties changed. Some people will sacrifice and some will be defeated. In the future, the Great Qi Dynasty will not escape the fate of being overthrown." Chunyi's tone was still calm, and I knew he was trying his best to endure me. "Yes, I understand this truth. Even though I understand it, it will still make me sad when it happens to me. I am the only bloodline left over from the Dayan Dynasty, but I entered the palace by accident. Please tell me, Your Majesty, what is wrong with you?" What does it mean in the dark?" After I said this, a chill grew in my heart, could it be that the ancestors of the Great Yan Dynasty secretly arranged for me to enter the palace to take revenge? Chunyi's expression was calm, and he whispered: "I still don't think that your entry into the palace is their arrangement, I think your entry into the palace is purely because of our fate, if we talk about cause and effect, it is also between you and me, if it is destined, It is also the destiny between you and me." Chun Yi was so resolute, he didn't want to believe that I entered the palace because of other things, he didn't want to accept my past.In his heart, he would rather me be a lowly courtesan in a brothel than the noble Princess Dayan. "Your Majesty, no matter what it is, it's just that my background cannot be changed." My tone was low, without the sharpness just now. "Everything will pass, and everything will become a cloud of smoke. When Meier gradually calms down and looks back on the past, she will feel that the past is nothing." Chunyi said lightly. "Your Majesty, you seem to have realized it." "It's not that I've realized it. In fact, you and I both understand the truth. Believe me, it's just a process." Looking at Chun Yi, I thought of Chu Yu, and what they said seemed somewhat similar. "Your Majesty, in a few days, my concubine plans to go to Cuimei Nunnery to stay for a while. In the past few months, my concubine feels exhausted physically and mentally, and wants to go to the nunnery to quietly listen to Zen." The quiet scenery of Cuimei Nunnery makes my heart feel cool. Chun Yi nodded: "Okay, I'll follow you, it's good to go and stay for a while, after you come back, look at Zijin City, maybe it will be another scene." "Who said that there is no place to bury your sorrows, and every time I feel unhappy, I will think of a place to go." My heart improved a lot in an instant, after all, Cuimei Temple has collected too many memories of me.Those memories with a sense of Zen, emptiness, and tranquility are only in Cuimei Temple. There are many memories of me before I entered the palace, talking about Zen with Master Miaochen, and Chu Yu...