Chapter 122 The garden scenery is so hazy

When the next day came, I opened my eyes, and I could still see the sunlight passing through the bead curtain, sprinkled in front of my eyes like smoke and dreams.Everything I see is smoke. If it was in the past, I would think it was beautiful, but now, because of the different colors, I can no longer be so calm and composed. My eyes were covered with smog. I don't know if it's because of my heart, or because my condition is really serious. I can see everything blurry, and it's more serious than yesterday.But I am no longer afraid. I am ready to be a blind man. The preparation I said is just a preparation in my heart. I can't imagine how I will deal with myself if the whole world is black.

Sitting in front of the rhombic mirror, I wiped and wiped the mirror surface with silk, but no matter how I wiped it, it could not be as clear as before.I want to take a good look at the person in the mirror. Now I see her with light makeup and natural makeup. Will I still see her age and lose her beauty?It wasn't until there was another person in my mirror that I suddenly woke up. I turned around and said with a smile: "Your Majesty, why are you here at this time? Shu Chenqie won't get up to salute." At this time, Chun Yi should have come to Yueyang Palace in the early court for some reason.

Chunyi stood behind me, bent slightly, and met my eyebrows in the mirror. The two familiar faces made me feel so warm.Although separated by a layer of smoke, I still feel familiar. Chunyi said softly: "I'm fine today, I left the court early, I miss you, so I came to see you. Is Mei'er feeling better?" I concealed the matter of visual impairment, and I asked He Muhan to be there Before I’m diagnosed, don’t tell anyone about this. I’m afraid that once this matter gets out, the entire harem will cause another big wave. My swing must have become a legend in the harem. A blind man should come as a surprise to many.

I nodded lightly in the mirror: "Okay, you can get up now, I feel good." Chunyi took the paintbrush from the dressing table, smiled and said: "I will paint your eyebrows for you, I haven't painted Meier's eyebrows for a long time, I'm afraid I will be unfamiliar." He stood in front of me, leaned over, and gently painted for me, It's so thin, it feels so soft and natural when it touches my eyebrows.I looked at him with my eyes open, thinking about such a scene, maybe next time, I can only rely on my imagination. "Is the concubine's eyebrows pretty?" I looked at him softly.

"Pretty, with deep and curved eyebrows, like the thin crescent moon, I fell in love at first sight." Chun Yi admired my eyebrows, and then put down the eyebrow pencil in his hand. I looked at myself in the mirror, my eyebrows were like crescent moons, pure and gentle, but there was a little more indifference in my expression, and I called out from my mouth: "Crown eyebrows." For some reason, every time I called out these three words, My heart will throb, and I like it once, and it hurts again and again.In the end, I don't know whether I like it more or it hurts more.

Chun Yi gently lifted me up from the chair and asked, "Mei'er, I'm here to feed you medicine." "Your Majesty, I want to go to the backyard to see the scenery outside. I haven't seen the scenery outside for a long time. I don't want to miss the last ray of spring." When I said this, the lush scenery of the backyard appeared in my mind. At this time, in the late spring and early summer, everything is thriving, how beautiful it should be. Chun Yi smiled and nodded: "Okay, drink the medicine before going." I nodded slightly: "Okay, go after drinking the medicine."

Chunyi took the decoction that Qiuxi handed her, and I sat back on the chair. Chunyi sat opposite me, holding a medicine bowl, and fed me spoonful by spoonful.I was about to vomit, and tried my best to endure it. I felt that all this was caused by the head. Because of the discomfort, I always vomited after eating. Now I feel a burden on my mind when I think about eating and taking medicine. After taking a few sips, he gently pushed the bowl away: "Your Majesty, if you don't drink anymore, you will vomit if you drink any more. Let's drink this much for now. When we come back, I will drink again."

Chunyi knew that he couldn't force it, so he put down the medicine bowl, nodded and said: "Okay, I'll drink it in a while, and slowly seep in, I'd rather drink less each time and more often." "Yes, it's hard to drink too much." I smelled the smell of medicine, and I frowned deeply. Chunyi looked at the medicine in the medicine bowl, and asked softly: "Does the imperial doctor come every day? Did you say how the condition is? I asked the day before yesterday, and said that the condition has improved significantly, and it needs to be adjusted slowly to recover. .”

"That's what the imperial doctor said to my concubine, so the emperor doesn't have to worry, my concubine will take the medicine obediently, so that I can get better as soon as possible." I said to him in relief, but I could relieve his heart, but I couldn't relieve myself . Chun Yi nodded happily: "That's good, I miss you every day, as long as you are good, I can feel at ease." "Your Majesty, my concubine wants to go to the backyard to enjoy the scenery." I looked out the window, there was a breeze rolling the curtain, and I seemed impatient.

"Okay, it's just that your body is weak, you can't walk yet, you will be tired, let me hold you to see." Chun Yi stroked the strands of hair on my forehead, her face was full of tenderness. I smiled lightly: "This way the emperor will be tired, and the concubines don't want the emperor to be tired. The concubines cuddle up to you and walk slowly, it should be fine." Chunyi didn't allow me to say any more, he picked me up easily by the waist, I nestled into his arms instinctively, with my arms around his neck, it was really comfortable, I was thinking in my heart, if I could, I would never walk again , He has to hold her wherever she goes.Thinking of this, I couldn't help laughing.

"Mei'er, what are you laughing at?" Chunyi asked me with a smile, his eyes met mine, and through the layer of smoke, I could still see his clear eyes clearly. It was a pool of clear springs, which could contain rivers and lakes. ocean.I was afraid that I would not be able to see it in the future, so I watched it greedily and kept watching it. Chunyi carried me out of the dormitory, along the long corridor, there was a gentle breeze blowing, not cold, but a touch of warmth, the smell of late spring.I kept looking into his eyes, even ignoring the scenery on both sides. Chunyi said softly: "Mei'er, you are much lighter. I don't feel tired at all when I hug you. It's nice to be able to hug you like this." I leaned lightly on his shoulder and said with a smile: "Your Majesty, do you know? The concubine was thinking just now that if she doesn't walk again in the future, it would be nice to let the Emperor hug her wherever she goes." In fact, I was just a playful remark, A wisecrack from the heart. Chun Yi lightly kissed my forehead, and said affectionately: "Silly boy, say silly words, but I love to hear such silly words, and I am willing to hug you all the time, wherever I go." Chunyi walked with me in his arms, the path was secluded with moss, the flowers and branches were blocked, and the green curtains were hanging. The huge backyard was quiet and full of scenery, so that I could hear the sound of flowers blooming and leaves falling. With both eyes, smelling the wind and listening to the singing of birds, I suddenly feel that the world without eyes is also alive. Towering ancient cypresses, poplars soaring to the sky, residual fragrance around the trees, green willows floating in smoke, these scenes must be very bright in the sun, but in my eyes, they are all smoke, the more I look at them, the more blurred and blurred they become. I turned my head to look at Chun Yi, only when I looked into his eyes could I see the clearest place through the deep pool. Chunyi walked slightly, and looked at me softly: "Mei'er, why do you keep looking into my eyes? Isn't it a pity to leave such a beautiful scenery alone?" I smiled lightly: "It's not a pity, because the emperor's eyes are more beautiful than the scenery." "Then didn't you just say you wanted to come out to see the scenery?" Chunyi laughed. I smiled slightly: "I want to see the scenery, but the scenery is compared with the eyes of the emperor. I just want to see the eyes of the emperor, and I want to see them under the scenery, under the sunlight. They are so clear and beautiful." "My eyes are beautiful?" He gently opened his eyes wide, and I looked at that layer of clarity through the haze.Suddenly there was a momentary stabbing pain in my heart, a piercing stabbing pain, his eyes and mine had a deep intersection.Chu Yu's words emerged in my mind: Blindness leads to short life.Blindness, how can such eyes be blind, does it happen to me?I am blind, and I am short-lived.Is it still Chun Yi?I didn't even dare to think about it, could something unexpected happen to Chunyi, or... It seemed that I had a momentary panic about the unknowable future, many things, it's better not to know, but if I know, I will Panic, that's why I never wanted Chu Yu to tell me the future. A smile could not help but float on the corner of my mouth: "Yes, beautiful, I can't think of a better word, so I use the word beautiful to describe it." I looked at him and asked softly: "Your Majesty, the eyes of this concubine are beautiful." looks good?" Chunyi nodded hurriedly: "It's beautiful, my favorite is your eyes, big and agile, as clear as water." "Clear as water? Is it still as clear as water now?" I opened my eyes and looked at him, because I felt that there was smoke in front of my eyes, and I felt that there must be something strange in the eye mask. "Yes, very clear big eyes, like a deep pool, can melt me ​​into it." Chunyi looked at me, and it seemed that it was not the first time that his eyes met each other, but I was not sure if this was the last time . My tears were about to come out, and it was painful. It turned out that he couldn't see anything unusual about me, but my eyes became more and more blurred. I could only snuggle into his arms and look weakly at this so-called Mingli. The scenery is so helpless. I raised my eyebrows to look at the blue sky, clean white clouds, and lowered my eyebrows to look at the clear water and fresh green grass.Taking a deep breath: "Your Majesty, this concubine wants to go back to her room." Chun Yi stopped in her tracks, and asked softly, "Are you tired? We'll go back first when we're tired, and I'll take you out to see the scenery some other day." "Well, I'm a little tired and feel dizzy." I replied lightly. Chun Yi hugged me, and went back the same way, away from the sun, back to a cool place, I suddenly realized that I couldn't see anything clearly, my eyes were pitch black, I was flustered, and I didn't want to scream.He just said in a low voice: "It's so dark." "It's a little dark. It will be like this after being illuminated by the sun just now. It will be fine in a while." Chun Yi said, I couldn't even see him, only a faint shadow, and I could feel the heat of his speech. Such complete darkness did not slowly recover until the dormitory. I opened my eyes, looked at this dim but visible thing, and suddenly wanted to cherish it.Cherish everything here, cherish everything that I never wanted to cherish.But it's too late, I know, it's really too late. I was confused, looked at Chun Yi, and forced a smile: "Your Majesty, this concubine is a little tired, and wants to lie down for a while." "Okay." He carried me to the couch, slowly supported me to lie down, and said softly: "You sleep for a while, I will stay here with you, and I won't go away." In fact, I didn't feel sleepy, but I didn't want Chunyi to see my loneliness and panic, so I just nodded: "Okay, I'm tired, sleep for a while." Close my eyes, my world is dark, I tell myself, from now on, I have to adapt to this world, this dark world, a world without light. Maybe, everything will come tomorrow.