Chapter 95 It's Shumei Moonlight Night

After all, I quietly left at the most prosperous and busiest time of the banquet. This is a tired and tired escape. I have been in the palace for two years, and I still haven’t learned to treat all these prosperous scenes calmly and indifferently.This makes me feel that the flashy royal splendor seems to have drawn a scar deep in my heart. Every time I touch it, I feel a kind of unbearable pain. When I quit, perhaps no pair of eyes stayed for me. Everyone was immersed in such a happy atmosphere, and no one would care about whose existence.I looked at Chunyi lightly, he raised his glass and drank lightly, watching the performance on stage cheerfully, at this moment his heart should be filled with joy.This man lacks a melancholic temperament, so he can be happy when he is happy, and maintain an optimistic attitude when he is sad.He has the arrogance of an emperor and the character of an ordinary person. Daqi's country should be very stable in his hands.At this time, he may not know the loneliness in my heart, the sharpest loneliness among ten thousand people.

Walking to Shanglin Garden alone, the moonlight was hazy, casting a faint shadow, I tightened my peacock fur cloak, feeling that the night was cold and the dew was heavy, and the air was oppressive.Walking through the long corridor painted with vermilion and gold silk, the wind in the corridor whizzed past, raised my eyebrows to look at the dead branches, and pierced the moon.I think of the New Year's Eve of the old year, when I left the banquet alone, I also went for a walk alone in Shanglin Garden.It's just that in the old year, I walked aimlessly on the finely crushed ice and snow, and then I had that snowy night encounter with Chunzhen.

Chunzhen, where will he be this year?Have you gotten used to the hustle and bustle, sitting on the throne that belongs to him, drinking a few times, waking up from your dreams in the opera.He won't, he's not Chunyi, if he could, he wouldn't have given up the throne to Chunyi back then, he understands himself, his character determines his destiny, his destiny is destined to be like this, looking for sustenance in the mountains and rivers, watching the ups and downs of the mountains and rivers , Dynasties were overthrown, and there was a kind of desolation left behind.However, he was born in an emperor's family, and he couldn't let go of everything. Chunzhen is also a contradictory body, and he is not much better than Chu Yu.It's just that he is unrestrained by nature, more casual and leisurely, and less evil and sharp.

The moonlight shines on Yujing Lake, the shallow ice reflects the cold light, I think of those red fish in the old year, they should hide and sleep under the ice, they will not be frozen to death, because they have long been used to it such cold. Tossing and turning in the corridor, I don't know which direction I should choose, and I long to step on the footsteps of the old year, looking for the past of the old year, maybe there will be an encounter waiting for me, maybe that person will never come out again.No matter what the result will be, I plan to not give myself any chance, and I don't want to condone my betrayal.

Walking in another direction, drifting away from the past, only letting myself have this mood.In fact, there is no difference. Towers and palaces, promenades and stone bridges, so many scenery are all layered together, and there is no difference in the night.There was a jackdaw perched on a tree. Seeing the sound of footsteps, they flew out in panic and disappeared in the vast night. I chose to rest in the plum pavilion surrounded by plum trees, the surroundings are quiet, I can only see the fireworks in the sky in the distance, but the sound is extremely far away.So many fireworks are blooming in the thin sky, blurred like an unreachable dream.I want to stay away from the dream that does not belong to me, and get drunk in my own corner.

When I was meditating, a jade flute broke the silence of the cold night, and my heart throbbed. It was him, why was he here? I looked around, and the sound of the flute seemed to be approaching me from far away.I got up in a panic, not knowing whether to go or stay. The sound of the flute stopped abruptly, and I saw a white shadow pass through several plum branches, approaching me, he said with a loud smile: "Mei Jieyu, do you think this is a kind of fate?" Through the faint moonlight, I can see clearly that this man is still so handsome.My heart was throbbing, but I looked at him coldly: "Really? If the prince thinks that the intentional arrangement is considered fate, then the concubine has nothing to say."

Chunzhen walked up a few steps, approached me, and said with a smile, "Does Mei Jieyu think that this encounter was arranged by this king again? You are too overestimating this king. Does this king have such abilities? I can guess what's on your mind." I suddenly felt aphasia, my heart was confused, and there was annoyance on my face: "It's my concubine's fault, I shouldn't be walking alone in Shanglin Garden." Chunzhen still had a humble face, as if he would never get angry, holding the flute behind his back: "Actually, it's really fate. This king doesn't like such lively scenes. A few years ago, when you didn't exist, This king always likes to come to Shanglin Garden alone for a stroll, stepping on the thin moonlight, and expressing his feelings on the flute." The fate that Chunzhen talked about, could it be this encounter again, but is it really a chance encounter?Who would believe it?

I smiled lightly: "That's because the prince has a good mood, and the concubine just wants to walk alone, there is no reason." Chunzhen looked at the moon with his hands behind his back, let out a breath, and said with a smile: "Why did Mei Jieyu try so hard to separate you and me so far, this is not my original intention." Chunzhen's words made me half understand , what I understand is that I do try my best to separate from him, but what is his original intention? My tone was still indifferent: "Is this how my concubine is? Everything is the same, but I haven't seen the prince for several months, and tonight is New Year's Eve, so this concubine should ask him how he is."

Chunzhen turned his eyes to look at me, with tenderness in his eyes, and said softly: "Xiao Wang thanked Mei Jieyu, yes, I haven't seen you for a few months, but it's better than a few years. Fortunately, Xiao Wang Fuda is still alive, Otherwise, you will be alone and lonely in Shanglin Garden today." After all, he still couldn't hold back, is this a tease?Or something else? "The loneliness of origin is only tasted by me alone." I said this sentence to the Buddha, and it is not impossible to apply it to me today. "Yes, it's because I'm lonely. I just taste it alone. You are like this, and so is this king." There was a hint of helplessness in his tone.

So quiet, so quiet that you can smell each other's breath. He broke the tranquility, and said in a low voice: "Do you know? This king didn't do it on purpose. Before you left, this king had already come here. This king deliberately chose this direction because he wanted to stay away from the past. Yours Come, let this king recognize the fate. Because this king believes that you must be the same as this king, avoiding the direction of last year and choosing another strange path." It turned out that he had the same idea as me and tried his best to escape , but they were drawn together by fate again. This kind of fate made me feel faintly panicked.

I sighed softly: "It's time for Chen Qie to go, Chen Qie believes that as long as she chooses to stay away, she will be able to drift away gradually." "Why does Mei Jieyu reject people thousands of miles away? Just treat her as a stranger meeting a friend at the end of the world. On such a night, you can't raise a glass and drink, you can't play the piano and flute, and you can talk quietly for a while. " Chunzhen's tone was almost pleading, saying that lonely people will cherish each other, but in fact, why don't I want to sit down and chat with him.I remembered that deep chat in Huaxu's dreamland, which gave me a deeper understanding of him. After all, I still didn't take a step forward, and said with a slight smile: "My lord, please take care of yourself, and my concubines have also prayed to the heavens, praying that your lord will survive the calamity and be happy and healthy from now on." He looked at me with bright and vivid eyes, and said in a low voice: "Learning to the moon, begging to the sky, begging to the sky... This king can get through the danger this time, thanks to Mei Jieyu." I replied lightly: "The prince has also saved his concubine, so it is right to pray for the prince." It's still quiet, so quiet that you can even hear the voice of hibernating insects. I looked at the figure of Chunzhen and me, under the moonlight, the clothes overlapped, if I was not careful, I would almost regard him as Chunyi, originally twins, there are really not many people who are so similar. "Brow eyebrows." He called me in a low voice. I raised my eyebrows to see him smiling: "How do you think of calling me like that?" I don't want to call him a prince, nor do I want to call myself a concubine, that would be too blunt, but my heart is soft at this moment. Chun Zhen said with a smile: "Isn't it okay where there is no one? I like this name." He also discarded his own identity. "Yes." I replied in the affirmative. Chunzhen raised his eyebrows to look at the moon, the moon was half hidden and half visible, and he only said in a low voice: "A few months seem to be another period of vicissitudes." I asked, "What are the vicissitudes of life you are referring to?" He looked at me with deep eyes, but I could understand, and said calmly: "You and I, and these impermanent things in the world." "You are sighing again, you are really different from the emperor, he would not have such a sigh." For some reason, I compared him with Chun Yi. A slight smile rose from the corner of his mouth: "Yes, the imperial brother can't, so I said that he has the demeanor of a king, but I don't. I am suitable to be the prince of Xiaoyao." I nodded slightly: "You and I both have the same shortcomings, contradictions, extremes, and cowardice." "Oh? Me too?" "Isn't it?" I laughed, "People with too obvious personalities are not suitable for doing big things, and tend to go to extremes, either extreme addiction, or exaggerated rise. It seems that the heart is indifferent, but in fact it is extremely impetuous." Chunzhen smiled slightly: "It seems that you know me very well." "No, I just know myself." "Oh, then you and I, are you so similar?" I took a breath of cold air, and said coldly: "How can there be such a few encounters if they are not similar?" He nodded slightly: "That's true, but I don't admit that I am cowardly." I smiled and said, "If you don't admit it, you don't admit it, it's nothing." He suddenly asked me: "Do you know Chu Xianmo?" There was a throbbing in my heart, and I replied peacefully: "I have heard of it, and I believe that everyone in the harem has heard of it. What's the matter? Why did the prince suddenly mention him?" Chunzhen smiled and said, "I think he is a bit like what you said, contradictory, extreme, and cowardly." "Is he cowardly?" Then, he chuckled softly: "Yes, he is also cowardly. Not only is he cowardly, he is also evil. Compassionate evil is more terrifying than real evil." "He's not scary." Chunzhen's tone was firm, as if he had a deep understanding of Chu Xianmo. I asked, "Has the lord known him before?" Chunzhen shook his head: "A person who comes without a trace and goes without a trace, this king has no chance to meet him. It has always been him who sees people, and no one sees him." I sneered: "Hehe, the lord overestimated him. Is he so mysterious? He is just a more pathetic person than ordinary people." Chunzhen looked at me with a probing look: "Why did you say that?" I smiled: "Isn't it? It is said that he knows everything. He is a bizarre person. A bizarre person must have a bizarre life experience and bizarre experience. Such a person must be incompatible with ordinary people. He cannot be an ordinary person. Everything, but can't change everything, isn't he pathetic?" Chunzhen gave me an appreciative look: "You see it very clearly, but unfortunately it's just your guess." Chunyi also said this to me, because they didn't know that I was destined to meet this Chu Xianmo , and has a light and strong origin. I smiled and said, "Is the lord very curious about Chu Xianmo?" Chunzhen nodded: "Yes, the king will be curious about these bizarre people, because his actions are irrational. He wants to attack but not attack, and he wants to retreat." "Was the prince talking about his tactics?" "Yes, since you want to challenge the martial arts and the imperial court, why are you so contradictory and weak?" I walked down the steps gently, came to a plum tree, smelled the faint fragrance of plum, and said casually: "What he wants is not rivers and lakes, nor mountains and rivers. He doesn't know what he wants. What do you want him to do?" If you don’t contradict, how can you not be weak?” Chunzhen sighed softly: "It sounds a bit sad." "This is the price. His omniscience has created his innate personality, and he has to pay the price." I said coldly, as if Chu Xianmo's desolation had nothing to do with me. Maybe, it had nothing to do with me in the first place. irrelevant. Chunzhen smiled lightly: "If there is a destiny, I would like to meet him." "He may kill the rivers and lakes and let blood flow into rivers, or he may disappear again, and he will never be found again." "You are wrong. Once you are out of the world, it is not so easy to retire. Haven't you heard the saying 'one is in the world, you can't help yourself'?" I picked a plum blossom, played with it, and said with a sneer, "Is he not human? He can't become a fairy, he can only become a demon. This is destiny and cannot be changed." "Chu—xian—mo." Chunzhen called out the name word by word, as if he was also chewing on the connotation and deep meaning of the name. "Yes, Chu Xianmo, he will have a legendary life." Chunzhen looked at me: "What about us?" I shook my head slightly: "I don't know, maybe it's flashy, maybe it's calm, maybe..." Chunzhen sighed softly: "Maybe one day, I will stay away from the palace, hide in the rivers and lakes, and be a hermit fishing for the wind and the moon." Chu Yu also said that to hide, I will live an indifferent life that does not court the emperor or envy the princes. .But Chunyi said that only those who are unappreciated with their talents choose to live in seclusion, and they choose to give up because they have no ambitions. Is this a kind of seclusion or cowardice? I said in a low voice: "The future is too far away, let's live the present first." Chunzhen approached the plum tree and smelled the plum fragrance: "Hehe, since ancient times, heroes have been saddened by beauty, and it is not wrong at all." Looking at the thin and cold moonlight, the wind is blowing, and I feel cold. Although the words are not enough, I think that the night is getting dark, and the Qianqing Palace may also be over, and this is not a place to stay for a long time.I said: "My lord, it's late at night, and it's time for my concubine to go back. Tonight is New Year's Eve." "Okay, the night is cool and dew heavy, I'm afraid you will catch a cold and catch the cold, so go back earlier, my king will take you back." I smiled and said, "The concubine can go back by herself." I remembered that when I chatted with him on a snowy night last year, this matter was brought up as a topic of discussion, maybe someone will be watching today, so it's better to be careful if you don't want to cause trouble. Chun Zhen said in a deep voice, "Are you so afraid of the eyebrows?" "I'm afraid? Do you really dare, the lord? Do you dare to send me to Yueyang Palace yourself? If you dare to go, the courtiers and concubines dare to cook tea for you and talk at night over tea." Chunzhen replied: "I... dare..." I smiled coldly: "You don't dare, you don't dare, so I can only endure it." After I finished speaking, I hurriedly walked on the path of moonlight without looking back.Thinking in his heart, what did he do and what did he say that night. Leaving Chunzhen standing alone under a few plum trees, he can pick plum blossoms at will, but he can't get close to me and bow his eyebrows.Yes, dare he?Does he dare to send me back to Yueyang Palace as a prince, and dare to drink tea with me in the palace on the eve of New Year's Eve?He didn't dare, didn't dare, so he could only bear it.