Chapter 70 How to grow winter plum snow

This night was sleepless, tossing and turning restless, the breeze blew through the window curtain, and I could see the moonlight falling outside the window, as well as the swaying bamboo shadows.I put on my clothes and got up, and went to the window. The vast sky was silver-gray, and the bright moon was hanging in the middle of the sky, which was extraordinarily clear and clear.Since ancient times, people have been looking at the moon, but they don't know that the moon can also look at people.This bright moon, shining from the distant ancient times to the present, bears the sighs of many people, and looks down on so many people indifferently.

Yanping sits under the candlestick and embroiders, each stitch is so meticulous, as if her life is an embroidery, for herself to shuttle back and forth, and for others to watch and keep.Who does she belong to, I don't know.When I rescued her from Yin Xianxian back then, she said that she would repay her kindness. She followed her silently and did her best for more than a year, but I always seemed to neglect her too much.I don't know what fate she and Hong Jian will have when they enter the palace with me, I just want to arrange a good home for them and live a happy and stable life from now on.

"Miss, let me embroider a picture of stepping on the snow and looking for plum blossoms for you." Yan Ping suddenly raised his eyebrows and said. I pondered: "Treading the Snow and Looking for Plum Blossoms, why do you want to embroider the picture of Treading Snow and Looking for Plum Blossoms for me at this time?" Treading Snow and Looking for Plum Blossoms seems to be too far away from this summer. A picture of white snow and red plum blossoms appeared in my mind. I couldn't help shivering. She smiled, still lowered her eyebrows and threaded the needle, and said, "I have always wanted to embroider a long scroll of walking in the snow and looking for plums for the lady, but you are the only one walking in the snow." She held up the white silk in her hand and said with a smile: "Look, isn't it beautiful?"

The pure white snow, the bright red winter plums, and the path covered by the snow, and the looming people, I sighed in surprise: "It's so beautiful, Yanping, when did you embroider this? It's almost finished." She looked at her embroidered picture, and sighed soothingly: "I was going to surprise the miss, but I couldn't help it, because now I just need to outline your figure clearly, I need to capture your charm. " Hong Jian passed the candlestick, took a closer look, and praised, "You only embroidered a few plum trees a few days ago, and you're almost done today, so what are you in such a hurry for?" Ping has prepared for a long time for this picture of walking in the snow and looking for plum blossoms, and he wanted to surprise me.

I said gratefully: "It's hard for you, Yanping, I like it very much, and I will treasure it well." Yanping was full of gratitude, and said, "Miss, Yanping knows that she is just a lowly maid, but you treat me like a sister, as good as sister Hongjian, this kind of friendship can't be repaid by Yanping, Yanping only knows this. Embroiderer, I just want to embroider a picture of stepping on the snow and looking for plums for you, because only you are worthy of that beautiful artistic conception, and worthy of the cold plums that are proud of the snow." Yanping's words made my heart throb, Since then, I have really ignored her too much. It turns out that she has hidden such thoughts for me, knowing that I love plum blossoms like a madman, like the coolness of the snowy environment, and like the cleanness and pride of plum blossoms.

I smiled at her, and for a moment, my heart was filled with emotion. "Miss, you just stand here. It only takes a while, and I will be fine. I have already outlined your figure. I just need to capture your charm again. It's just that the skill of the smoke screen is weak, and I'm afraid I won't be able to describe the charm of Miss. , especially that icy character, and Juechen's beauty..." She continued to speak so engrossed, which was a bit unusual for her usual taciturnity. I smiled and said: "You girl, you talk the least on weekdays, why is your mouth so sweet today, it seems like a different person."

Hong Jian walked over and said with a smile: "Yeah, Yanping seems to have changed people recently. He said all day long that he wanted to repay Miss's kindness, repayment, repayment, a picture of walking in the snow and looking for plums, which took a lot of thought." I felt ashamed, she took so much care of me, but I didn't know anything, I only cared about my own affairs, never paid attention to them. I stroked the tip of Yanping's hair, and said softly: "Silly girl, don't think about it too much, I forgot it, you forget it too, it's just a little effort, I really don't bother. You can follow me at ease, if I Well, of course you are also good, if I am not good, you will have to suffer along with me."

Qiu Xi brought me a cup of hot tea, and said with concern: "It's better to rest earlier, to keep your spirits up, and there are still so many journeys to catch up." As soon as he touched the road, he remembered that he was about to leave Mingyue Villa, and he couldn't feel relieved.Sighing: "I can't sleep peacefully, I don't know why, but my heart is faintly uneasy." Qiuxi wrapped the windbreaker tightly for me, and said with relief: "It's a demon in my heart, it will be fine after I pass it, maybe after living in Mingyue Villa for many days, everything will change when I return to Zijin City? There are no demons, no nightmares, and the empress can happily be Mei Jieyu. You know, the emperor dotes on the empress, and the empress is not the kind of arrogant person. They can't hurt the empress. Relax, everything will be fine. "

I smiled lightly: "How could I be afraid of them? I'm not even afraid of that nightmare. What should come will eventually come, and what should go will eventually go." After finishing speaking, I sighed in my heart. Uneasy in my heart, I am not afraid of anything at this time, such a contradiction is really ridiculous.They won't laugh at me, I can only laugh at myself. I sighed: "You all go to sleep, and let Yanping stay with me, I can't let her down." Hong Jian said with a smile: "Then Qiu Xi and I will cook supper for Miss? You haven't eaten anything tonight."

"Okay, let's make a few refreshing side dishes and eat them together later, as a farewell party for the Yueyang Palace here, how about it?" Hong Jian and Qiu Xi happily said: "Okay, let's go get ready." The cool and clear moon halo falls on the window sill, which is more clear and clear than candlelight, and also falls on the embroidered picture on the smoke screen, as if looking for plum blossoms under the moonlight, so vivid and so moving. And I, dressed in white, stood in the snow, under the cold plum blossoms, just to follow the faint fragrance of plum blossoms.Looking at the moonlight, I fell into deep thought. I thought of Chu Yu, in Caimen on the outskirts of Jinling City, the moonlight must be more quiet and peaceful at this time.There is a feeling that he is also looking at the moon from the window, and that moon and mine are in the same sky, the same height, and the same posture. "The jade soul is born like the ancients, and if you don't enter the fairyland, you may become a demon." He claims to be an expert in the world, knows the past and the future, understands the variables of the universe, and understands the eternal rivers and mountains, but he can't save himself. I don't know whose sorrow it is. .

The Buddha said that he is merciful, and he mercifully collects the tears of the world, but he is unwilling to mercifully save the world.He is well aware of the suffering in the world, but he said that the sky has its way, the Buddha has its Dharma, and each person has his own destiny, and he cannot force it.Since the destiny cannot be violated and the six paths of reincarnation cannot be changed, why divide the world of gods and demons, why save people and harm others.It's good for each of them to guard their real bodies and wait for the inevitable fate. I turned my head and sighed: "Yanping, don't embroider, I don't know my face, I don't understand my temperament, I can't grasp my charm, I don't know my character It can be the same as before." She raised her eyebrows and smiled softly: "It's about to be done, it's about to be done, three points is enough, and the seven points are not needed." Looking at her, I asked pitifully: "Yanping, tell me, where is your home? I have known you for a long time, but I have never asked about your life experience." She frowned and sighed sadly. I said with pity: "If you don't want to say it, don't say it. The past is just the past. Even if it can affect the future, it can't follow forever. So, forget it when it's time to forget, and one day, when you touch it, it won't hurt anymore. , I really forgot." She nodded and meditated, and whispered: "I, I have been sold here and there since I was a child. I don't know where my home is, let alone what home is. Only Miss Sui has known for more than a year. The joy of being alive, before, I just knew that I was alive, and I knew nothing else." She said lightly, but I can appreciate the sorrow of her life journey, she is about the same age as me, compared with it, I seem to be much luckier.I was loved by my parents when I was a child, and my parents passed away. Although I fell into the land of fireworks, but after all, as the master, as long as I play the piano, sing, drink, sell and laugh, I can still keep my innocence.And she... I said in relief: "It's all over, isn't it? Just follow me in the future, and live day by day." She smiled desolately: "A gentleman who read the physiognomy said that my life is thinner than paper, I will not live long, and I may die young." I pretended to be annoyed and said: "Nonsense, they are all charlatans, how can you believe it. When I was a child, there was a physiognomist who said that I was destined to be a princess, and I would go straight to Qingyun, soar and spread my wings. However, I was originally a Farm girl, I haven’t even made it to Zhiyun.” My voice faded, it seemed that the sorcerer was right, although I am not a princess, I am the emperor’s concubine, and although I can’t go to Qingyun, I am also a bird with wings.It's just that the warlock couldn't predict my future.In fact, if you want to know my future, Chu Yu will know it, but I don't want to know it myself.I don't want my ending to be what I don't want. I would rather not face it and live every day in a daze. She smiled slightly: "Miss, it's okay, Yanping has no regrets in this life. There is no difference between living and dying, but if you don't repay the kindness owed to you, Yanping can't feel at ease." "What are you doing with your stupid words? In the future, I will regard you as a family member and will not abandon you. Don't worry." "I'm not worried. Miss treats me with great affection, and I want to repay it. That's why I thought of embroidering a picture of your favorite as a souvenir." Yan Ping's words were sad, which made my heart ache. It shouldn't be at this time of parting Say this farewell.Normally, she was only thought of as a shallow, calm girl, but she didn't know that her mind was so serious, she could see it better than me. I sighed softly: "Don't think too much, you talk the least on weekdays, and today you have made my heart hurt." She had a guilty look on her face: "It's Yanping's fault, Yanping still has to serve Miss and embroider pictures for her for the rest of her life." I smiled and said: "That's right, well, don't embroider anymore, the days ahead will be long, take a break." She lowered her eyebrows and pulled the thread: "It's only a few stitches, and the lady's appearance is already embroidered. I will add some red thread to the plum blossom. I don't think it is colorful enough." I looked down and saw that I was standing under the plum tree, and Qiongyu was flying all over the sky, falling on my skirt. I was dressed in white and looked back at the red plum tree, blooming proudly in the snow, and it was amazingly beautiful .The most vivid is the eyes, charming and moving, but also indifferent and lonely, as if you can't see everything in the world of mortals, only the plum blossoms and fragrant snow.I was amazed: "It's so beautiful, Yanping, it's so beautiful, I will keep it well and keep it forever." She raised her eyebrows to look at me and smiled, while she was still threading the needle, only heard her moan softly, the needle stuck in her finger. I hurriedly took her finger, and the red blood overflowed, which was more vivid red than the red plum.He said with pity: "Quickly bandage it, I love this plum blossom very much, it will be fine like this." She handed the embroidery picture in her hand to me, and said with a smile: "Miss, this is Yanping's wish, I hope you will like it." I took all the money and was very grateful: "I like it, I like it tightly." Looking at those plum blossom trees, thinking of the scene of me climbing and folding plum blossoms, I couldn't help writing a sentence on the table: "A little bit of cleanliness, full of strength of character, a piece of dusty road, how many people climb up and down, but for whom they work hard, and who are they? who failed." Yan Ping looked at it and praised: "Miss is really talented, let me embroider this poem next to it for you." "No, just put it aside and embroider it later when you are free." Looking at this picture of stepping on the snow and looking for plums, I was filled with emotions, and I muttered to myself: I pity her for her exquisite fragrance, and even more for her coldness and arrogance.Look at the distribution of youth, so what, keep her here. I feel a little uneasy in my heart, the behavior of Yanping today makes me uneasy, in such a season, the embroidered winter plum and snow environment is desolate.It is said that the strings cannot be broken when playing the piano, and the embroidery cannot be red, as if all these indicate something. Fanghua pays.