Chapter 69 Today the bright moon is leaving again

Walking out, it seems to be back to the previous world, where it happens to be dusk, and the night is already falling there. After walking through the desolation, it is time for us to part. I looked at him, and once I got out of Hua Xu's dream, I seemed to lose my language, just looking at him. He smiled at me, very thinly: "Back here, you became you again, and I became me again, as if nothing can be changed, and nothing can be changed." I nodded slightly: "Yes, it's like going through a reincarnation, even if you want to stay, you can't." "Do you want to stay there?" he asked, surprise in his eyes.

I was in a daze, and murmured: "Do I want to?" In fact, I thought about it, but it was only for a short time, just a kind of idea. If I were to stay in such a barren place forever, I think I would definitely wither and die. Death, within a few days, will die in desolation, or die in confusion. "Go back." He sighed. "Okay, I'll go back." I said very calm words in a very calm tone. Did not say goodbye, each walked along their own direction, I did not look back, I think he will not look back. With my heart in mind, I walked among the overlapping buildings and waterside pavilions. These roads are familiar and unfamiliar, just like many people, the longer they know each other, the stranger they become. When they are strangers, they often feel like old friends at first sight.Things in the world always give people an illusion, when the illusion is no longer fuzzy, and when it is clear in the sun, everything is real, but the real thing is too easy to break.

Qiuxi followed me all the way without saying a word, as if she knew what I was thinking, about where I went through a thorny jungle, and what I did with Prince Ling, she didn't ask, I think she knew , she knows me, she should know that I am a passionate and fickle woman.So, she doesn't have to ask about everything about me, she just needs to be with me, quietly. I don’t remember how I got to Yueyang Palace. Standing at the gate of Yueyang Palace, I feel like I’ve returned to Zijin City. The large red-gold characters were written by Chun Yi's imperial pen before I entered the palace.Today's "Yueyang Palace" was proposed by Chunyi, standing here, the feeling is already different.

After stepping into the courtyard, Xiao Xingzi hastily greeted him: "Your Majesty, where have you been, so that the servants can easily find you." "What's the matter?" I asked lightly. He winked in the direction of the main hall, and said in a low voice: "Your Majesty, Your Majesty has been waiting for you here for a long time." I'm not surprised, Chun Yi waited for me, and he waited, Xu came to Yueyang Palace and couldn't see me, so he waited here. Stepping into Meiyun Hall, I saw Chunyi pacing with hands behind his back in front of the hall, with a worried expression on his face.

I went up to meet him and bowed: "See the emperor, let the emperor wait, it's a crime for a concubine." He walked towards me, with both worry and joy on his face: "Mei'er, where have you been, let me wait." I got up and replied: "The concubine came out from the concubine dancer, and saw that the weather was good, the sun was warm and the scenery was beautiful, so I walked around." He pretended to be annoyed: "I asked you to go out with me at the time, but you didn't agree. After I left, you enjoyed the scenery alone." I smiled: "The concubine wanted to dance with the concubine at that time, so she neglected the emperor, the emperor should not be upset."

He took my hand, walked towards the table and chair, helped me to sit down, and said: "Okay, it's good to be back now, if you want to go in the future, tell the people below, at least you know where you went ,What have you done." I lowered my eyebrows and replied: "Yes, the concubine has made a note." He asked with concern: "Why are your hands so cold? Is there any discomfort?" I gently withdrew my hand: "No, I think it's pretty good. The late summer in Mingyue Villa is like early autumn, with a hint of coolness, especially the mountain breeze, which is also mixed with a faint sense of depression."

"Mountain wind?" He seemed puzzled. "Yes, the concubine has gone to a far away place. Mingyue Villa is so big. Passing through these pavilions and palaces, there is a vast mountain behind, without boundaries." He laughed and said, "May'er didn't go away alone, did she? When Mingyue Villa was built, the palace wall behind it was very wide, and several dense mountains and rivers remained in between. But the former emperor said that he couldn't rebuild it." , Only by keeping the big mountain can the coolness of Mingyue Villa be revealed." I asked inexplicably: "Your Majesty, in fact, my concubine has never understood why this place is named Mingyue Villa."

He smiled: "Because of my mother, this is the villa built by the first emperor for my mother. The sea is bright and the moon is bright. I don't understand many things. The Mingyue Villa was built not long ago. At the beginning, the first emperor heard a Fengshui master in the palace say Yes, here is surrounded by mountains and rivers, and it is said that there are treasures left by King Yuxiang of the Great Yan Dynasty. But it is just a legend. Back then, King Yuxiang took over the mountains and mountains of the Great Wei Dynasty and kept many treasures. Later, the former emperor lived in Huaxu Dreams have been searched for, but found nothing."

"Hua Xu's dream?" I shouted in surprise. He looked at me suspiciously: "What? Meier also knows about Huaxu's dream?" I quickly covered it up: "Oh, I don't know, I just heard the name and thought it was very special, and I remembered the Huaxu City on the way when I came here." He nodded calmly and said: "Yes, there is a Huaxu City, and there is a Huaxu Dreamland hidden in Mingyue Mountain Villa. Many people know it, and many people don't. Actually, this is not a secret, but it is a secret. It’s a deserted place, but the former emperor forbade it to be demolished and filled up, saying he wanted to keep this site, but I don’t know why.”

My thoughts wandered. It turned out that Huaxu's dream was not a deep mystery. Many people knew about it. But to others, it was a barren garden, where treasures might be buried, or bony bones might be buried.It's just that in Chunzhen's eyes, what he saw was the fallen country and the end of demise.I don't know what kind of feeling the emperor Chunyi will take to see it. "What are you thinking?" he called me. I came back to my senses and said with a smile, "It's really a mysterious place." "Yes, I have only been there once, and it was actually a collapsed ruin with nothing. It gives people a feeling of desolation and desolation. It was once prosperous and withered forever. After that, I have never been there again. You Want to go?" he asked.

I focused: "I, my concubines don't want to go either. Since the emperor only goes once and doesn't want to go, it must be because this place gives people a feeling of desolation, too desolate place, and it's hard to get better after going there." In fact, I don't want to tell Chunyi the truth about where I came back from just now, full of depression and exhaustion, I can't tell him that I was with Chunzhen this afternoon, watched Hua Xu's dream, watched the sunset, He said a lot of things, what should be said and what should not be said, what he understands and what he doesn't understand, he said everything.Because this is a kind of harm to Chunyi, I know he will be unhappy, and even heartache.I don't want to hurt him, because this is another chance encounter. The chance encounter between me and Chun Zhen is beyond my own expectation. "Then don't go, even if you want to go, you have to wait for the next time." "What? Your Majesty, are we going back?" I panicked for no reason when I heard these words. He nodded, with a worried look on his face: "Yes, my mother has caught the wind and cold. Although the letter was passed on, saying that it will be fine, I still don't feel relieved and want to return to the palace early. Besides, now that the scorching heat has subsided, the climate in Mingyue Villa will become worse and worse. Cool, I'm afraid you are too weak to bear it, after all, you are not used to the climate in the mountains." "Then we'd better go back as soon as possible, and the concubines are also worried about the queen mother." After entering the palace for many days, the queen mother has been resting, except for the queen, concubine Yun, and concubine Wu who went to pay their respects, she let the rest go. Chunyi nodded: "Well, I came here to talk about this matter, I want you to prepare, and I will leave for the palace in two days." I seemed to be in a trance, and replied: "Yes, I know, I will let them prepare when I turn around." He held my hand and asked in a low voice, "Meier seems to be reluctant to part with Mingyue Villa?" I raised my eyes and smiled: "No, my concubine likes the cool scenery here very much, but I also like Zijin City. After being away for so long, I also miss my Yueyang Palace." In fact, what I said is half true and half false. The most important thing is that I really miss the plants in Yueyang Palace, the swing frame in the back garden, and the pear wood loungers, there are so many of them.However, I am afraid of going back to Zijin City, I am afraid of the dream that haunts me, I am afraid of returning to that familiar place and living the days of bondage.Although the buildings of Mingyue Villa are the same as those of Zijin City, this place makes me feel leisurely, much more comfortable than Zijin City.There are no nightmares here, and I sleep soundly and refreshed at night. Chunyi sighed softly: "I'm a little bit reluctant to leave here. After I go back, I have to be busy with political affairs. Every morning, I can't finish discussing many things. Here, there is a backlog of things that I haven't dealt with. I feel more and more heartbroken. tired." I comforted me and said: "The emperor is worried about the state affairs, and I feel very guilty for not being able to help my concubines. I only hope that the emperor will take good care of the dragon's body. This is the blessing of my concubines and all the people in the world." Chunyi smiled brightly: "My Mei'er sometimes speaks very nicely, I love to listen to it, and my heart is much relieved when I hear it." I smiled softly: "The emperor loves to listen, so my concubines will talk more in the future, but my concubines are usually clumsy and their words are not tactful." "That's Mei'er Xinao." He blurted out. I lowered my eyebrows: "Meier dare not be proud in front of the emperor, Meier respects the emperor, loves the emperor, and fears the emperor." Chunyi pulled me to his side, hugged me in his arms, looked at me affectionately, and said softly: "Would Meier be afraid of me, I love you, I don't want you to be afraid, I only want you to love me , so I will be happy." I shyly said, "Mei'er loves the emperor since she is in this life." I sighed in my heart, once upon a time, I also learned to be like this, I don't want to flatter Chunyi, but it is difficult to be proud in front of the emperor.I am his concubine, all I can do is obey, only by obeying can I survive.I remembered Chunzhen's words that the harem is most afraid of an unusual woman. Her appearance will either strengthen the country or bring disaster to the country.And he thinks that I am the woman of the country, because I am merciful and cruel, because I am passionate and ruthless, because I am peaceful and proud. "Mei'er." Chunyi called me softly. "Yeah." My heart was entangled with thousands of feelings, and for a while, I couldn't think of it, and couldn't talk about it. He looked at me and said: "You must be tired today, eat dinner first, rest early tonight, and pack up tomorrow, anyway, there are not many things to bring." "Won't the emperor stay and have dinner together?" I asked. "Actually, I invited several ministers to a banquet tonight. Seeing that you have not returned home, I was worried, so I waited in Yueyang Palace." I anxiously said: "Didn't the emperor delay the time, it's the fault of my concubine." He looked out of the hall, it was getting dark, and he replied: "It's okay, it doesn't matter if it's later." I got up: "Then the concubine will not stay with the emperor anymore, the emperor is waiting for the concubine today, this kind of affection, the concubine will return it in the future, and only treat the emperor wholeheartedly." He stroked my chin and smiled: "Okay, I've made a note of it." After speaking, he turned around and walked out of the hall, leaving me with a handsome back. For dinner, I didn't want to eat anything, so I drank a few mouthfuls of soup and went back to my bedroom. Mingyue, Mingyue, is the bright moon here related to the Queen Mother?The sea and the moon are bright, the world is mulberry field, how much is the past, and how much is eternity? Sitting by the candlestick, my thoughts are like candlelight swaying in the wind.I came to Mingyue Villa in a hurry, so many things happened, but nothing seemed to happen.I sank across the lake, and Chun Yi also fell into the water because of me.I met Chunzhen several times by chance, which gave me a deeper understanding of him.Xie Ronghua was sad on a rainy night, Concubine Wu was ill, Concubine Yun was as arrogant and domineering as ever, and the queen was still so calm and ordinary.It seems that nothing has changed, the scenery is the same, the people are the same, and the heart is the same. I'm tired, I want to sleep peacefully in Mingyue Villa, because I know that my nightmare will start again in Zijin City.I am just a passer-by in Mingyue Villa, so let me bid farewell to this sleeping place in the way of a passer-by.