Chapter 9 spring and autumn in the pot

I fell ill again, more violently than last time, and the dreams became more exciting and blurred, and refused to give me a good night's sleep. Song ci and Yuan songs take turns, all dressed in ancient costumes, there seems to be no pause between one dream and another, intermittent, intricate and bizarre.It makes me more and more convinced that those are the realities of the past, the prototypes of history, the forgotten memories, and a world that has been found. Everyone with feet can walk on the ground, but only a very small number of people can swim in the sea, even more comfortable and joyful than walking, like fish; fly, even dance, or glide like an eagle, like a real bird.

Similarly, every normal person will remember what happened yesterday, and very few people have such a good memory that they can even recall the situation ten years ago clearly, but there must be some people who can do it, just like there are some people, of course very few Human beings are so rare that most people refuse to believe that others can do it because they cannot do it themselves. They can always recall the past that they personally experienced in another time and space thousands of years ago. That is the previous life. I, Song Ci, and Yuan Ge, are the three elves who are destined to reincarnate. However, how should I find the memories lost in the previous life?

The sound of the rain was rapid, hitting the windowpanes like a thousand troops.In the sound of the rain, I saw a large group of people playing and playing all the way. In the middle of a resplendent eight-carrying sedan chair, Song Ci phoenix crown and Xiapei, with low eyebrows and forehead, Yuan Ge was slowly fanning aside; for a while, I saw Yuan Ge's bright eyes flowing , smiled sweetly, bowed to me and saluted: "Slave maid please greet my forehead." "The forehead? What forehead?" I was stunned. Yuan Ge covered his mouth and smiled coquettishly: "Why, isn't it you? The emperor married us to you, so you are the prince's son-in-law?"

So I dressed up in a daze, like a handsome young man in troubled times. Suddenly a sentry came to report: "My lord, something is wrong. The emperor sent troops to attack, saying that he wanted to avenge Gege." Yuan Singer's wine glass fell to the ground with a clang, and said sadly, "My lord, I'm the one who hurt you." In a blink of an eye, I was on the battlefield again, drenched in blood and helpless. A Manchu general rode on a horse and swung his sword majestically: "The emperor has orders. After capturing the traitor, there is no need to escort him back. He will be executed immediately in front of the battle. Let the arrows go!"

Immediately, arrows flew across the sky, I yelled, turned over and sat up, the wind and rain had stopped outside the window, the bright moon was in the sky, and it was as clear as water. At this moment, I already knew exactly what happened in a certain historical space with Song Ci and Yuan Ge, about hatred and love, but what exactly was it?And why is it so intense, and has always carried the grievances to this world? I am more and more troubled by those unknown memories every day. I have a feeling that disaster is coming, but I don't know how to avoid it. When Song Ci and Yuan Ge came again, I asked them plainly: "Do you feel that the three of us seem to have met each other before? Maybe it was in the last life."

"You think so too?" Yuan Ge smiled, "Didn't I tell you earlier? I have a destiny with you. But she..." I was afraid that there would be another dispute, so I quickly interrupted: "So, can you remember something about your previous life?" "Tang Shi, what's wrong with you?" Yuan Ge looked at me in a fuss, "I don't even want to remember what happened yesterday, but you have to search hard for your previous life, even the previous life, is it annoying? " "But the previous life has something to do with our present life. You don't care about the past, you have to care about today and the future, right?"

"What about the past, today and the future? Are you doing a dissertation?" She smiled coquettishly, "But what you said makes sense. Then tell me, how do you find out our previous lives? Can you search online?" Song Ci disdains: "On the Internet? How can you figure it out? How to search? Type in the keyword 'Tang poetry'? There must be tens of thousands of Tang poems for you to recite." Yuan Ge rolled his eyes: "Or ask the old monk for fortune-telling?" "Where can I find an old monk who can really tell fortunes now? They are all cheating money. I don't know if you are good at eloquence?" Song Ci responded hip-hop, looked down at his watch, and said, "I have to go back to the show to supervise the rehearsal, Let's go first. Tang Shi, the official performance is just a few days away, you should get better soon."

After Song Ci left, I asked Yuan Ge: "Yuan Ge, can you stop and stop making trouble with Song Ci?" "I embarrass her?" Yuan Ge couldn't listen at all, "Why don't you say she embarrasses me? Because of having a good father, she tramples us little people everywhere." "Could it be that you misunderstood? Maybe it's not because she is proud, but because you are suspicious and always feel that she looks down on you." "You are the eldest, of course you would say that. You and her are basically the same kind of person. People like you, who have opened their mouths and stretched out their hands since childhood, know what suffering in the world is, how can they really understand us and treat me as friends. ?!"

This sentence is too strong, I asked sternly: "Yuange, is there something about me that makes you feel that I don't really regard you as a friend?" "I made a mistake." Yuan Ge immediately apologized, "Tang Shi, you know that I care about your friendship very much. No rich daughter has ever really regarded me as a friend." "They are jealous of your beauty." I do what I like. Yuan Ge smiled: "Are you praising me or yourself?" I had to think about it for a while before I understood her smile, which means that I am not jealous of her, because I am also very beautiful.This guy is so smart, beautiful, smart, sensitive and picky, how can you blame her for having no friends?

Yuan Ge didn't want to talk too much about this issue, so he asked me suddenly, "Tang Shi, have you encountered relationship problems?" I was taken aback: "Why do you ask that?" "I wanted to ask a long time ago, but I was afraid you would be embarrassed." Yuan Ge guessed, asking himself and answering, "Isn't it because of Xiao Li? I can see that he is very nervous about you. But if it was him, you shouldn't be so Worrying is right." I hesitated and hesitated, and finally said: "Yuan Ge, I'm in love with a man, a man I can't match." The secret love has made my heart depressed to the extreme, if I don't talk to it, it will be like an overfilled balloon The same exploded.Moreover, I really need the advice of my friends.

But Yuan Ge didn't seem to feel my pain at all. She laughed briskly: "Unmatched? How serious a word did you use? What kind of man can surpass Tang Shi? You are young, beautiful, rich, and truly noble Cute, you are really beyond the reach of men." "Stop praising me, Yuan Ge." I smiled wryly, feeling ashamed, "He's a...married man." "A married man?" Yuan Ge pondered, "This is really difficult. But, have you figured out whether you are really in love with him? Or just in love with his married man?" "What's the meaning?" "I mean, could he not be half as good as you imagined, just because you knew you had no chance with him, you were defeated by your own sense of loss and despair before you had time to think it through, so you confusedly Throw yourself into the pain of a broken relationship. In fact, if he is really single, maybe you still look down on him." Yuan Ge analyzed: "Many of my friends are in this situation. They always feel that young boys are not mature enough and have no career foundation, so they fall in love with married men easily. In fact, they are not necessarily It's really excellent, but it's just that the so-called boy's innocence has been eliminated during the tempering of marriage, and he is more able to avoid weaknesses and make good use of his strengths. In my opinion, Li Peiliang is a very good partner, and he has a deep love for you, so he shouldn't let you down Yes, at least, you should give others and yourself a chance." I shook my head: "if I hadn't met Zhang Chu, maybe I would have gotten closer to Li Peiliang, as you said, at least we would have given each other a chance. But it's impossible now. I've met Zhang Chu, so I won't do it again Noticing the presence of others." "Give up the fish and take the bear's paw?" Yuan Ge stared at me, "But have you really thought about who is the fish and who is the bear's paw?" I also stared at Yuan Ge, and said seriously: "It's not a matter of fish and bear's paw, nor is it about who to give up, because there is no choice at all. The choice is the result of comparison. However, I will not compare Zhang Chu with Xiao Li." , I will not compare him with anyone, because he is the best." Yuan Ge became serious: "Tang Shi, you are really in love, and you are in love so passionately. To be honest, I have never experienced the kind of love you mentioned. If I fall in love with someone, it must be because of his love. The most sufficient condition. However, I also think that the kind of love you mentioned is beautiful. If this is the case, then go for it. What is marriage? I don't believe he is unmoved. Although I have never met his wife, I can't think of any woman who can be better than you. I am a man, and I will choose you." "Unfortunately, you are not a man, and even if you are, you are not him." "It doesn't matter if I'm not a man. Is he a man? If he is a man, he will definitely fall in love with you. If you don't believe me, try it." Yuan Ge's words moved me once again. What is marriage?If it is a densely woven net, no matter how tough and thin it is, there are loopholes, and it can be cut with a single knife; if it is a thick wall, no matter how high and strong it is, there are doors through which others can enter, so can I. Go in; if it's a winter without rain, no matter how cold or long it is, spring will always be warm and flowers will bloom, and I will be the sunshine of the new spring after his marriage is over. Suddenly, I desperately wanted to see Zhang Chu again.I didn't think about what to say when I saw him. I only knew that if I didn't see him, I would die. When I was ill, I came to the university where Zhang Chu taught again, and found out about his courses without much effort. Coincidentally, it was time for him to attend classes. I followed the janitor's instructions to find the teaching building.There is wind, blowing in the corridor, empty.I stood outside the door of the lecture theater, listening to Zhang Chu's voice intermittently coming out of the classroom, my whole heart was empty, as if it would turn into smoke and ashes at any time, and it would be blown away by the wind. Through the window glass, I greedily stared at his surprisingly handsome profile, so thin, so tall and straight, like the god Apollo. He was probably talking about the history of ancient Chinese literature and the romance of ancient myths. He said: "The ancient Chinese myths are all very lonely stories with a tragic spirit, like Kuafu chasing the sun, Nuwa mending the sky, Chang'e running The moon, like Jingwei reclamation, is full of loneliness..." I pressed my back against the wall and cried. I love him, hopelessly, with everything he says.He can always touch my heart so deeply, filling me with respect and desperation. A woman's love for a man is always mixed with admiration, but since I was a child, I have only admired two people, Zhang Guoli and Zhang Chu! Falling in love with him is my destiny, just like Zhuri is Kuafu's destiny and Butian is Nuwa's destiny, it cannot be avoided. When I meet him, it's like a bird meets a hunter, or a flower meets spring, blooming at the right time. What other options can I have? The bell rang for the end of get out of class, and I turned around and ran away without waiting for him to come out.I don't understand why, I've been looking for him for so long, I've been waiting for him for so long, but now that he's about to come out, I'm afraid, all my courage disappears in an instant, what cutting the family net, what breaking the marriage wall, I am simply a deserter of love, completely incapable of attacking. I don't know where to go, I just feel empty as hell.A girl without love is a hibernating flower, unable to find the direction of spring. Standing on the side of the road and thinking about it, I accidentally saw the words "Liulichang" written on the stop sign, and got on the bus unconsciously.Anyway, Liulichang is a famous antique street in Beijing, and I'm also in the industry, but I've heard about it for so long, but I haven't visited it yet.Anyway, I'm idle and bored, so I might as well just see it. I walked slowly along the long Liulichang Antique Street, browsing from store to store, aimlessly. In an old teapot store, I saw a purple sand teapot, which was made of high-quality calcined clay. Because of the long time, it has turned chestnut skin color, and it is inlaid with brass. The inscription has been blurred, but the words "Ming Wanli" can be vaguely seen.I asked the boss for the price, but he said it was not for sale. "Then why?" I lost my temper, holding the simple and elegant old pot, and refused to let go. "It's a very embarrassing thing to talk about." The boss has kind eyebrows and kind eyes, and is very talkative, "There is a story about this pot..." At this point, there is a deliberate pause, which is exactly the standard of a storyteller. I hurriedly made an exaggerated anxious expression: "What story?" The days are long, and it's good to chat with the boss to gain some knowledge. "Boss, would you like to hear it? I like listening to stories the most." The boss laughed immediately, and began to speak slowly: "It's like this: A few years ago, two beautiful girls came to Liulichang to visit, and they fell in love with this pot, but they insisted that it was a counterfeit, and it was a fake. He cited a lot of reasons, such as wrong bezel, wrong inscription, I was also confused when I said it, thinking that I was really "fighting geese all my life, but was pecked by geese". I left it to those two young ladies. Afterwards, I was still annoyed for a few months, only to have angina pectoris." "Sold it to those two ladies? Then why is this pot in your store now?" "Listen to me, Qi is here. One of them suddenly came to the door last winter and apologized to me for a long time. He said that he didn't see it right at the beginning, so he shouldn't have blackmailed me. I have to return the pot. I only found out after I asked that the girl who bought the pot was so young that she died of a serious illness. Before she left, she asked a friend to return the pot to me, saying otherwise I just feel uneasy, and I don’t want to die with peace in my eyes. Oh my heart, I just can’t hear such a thing, so I shed tears at that time. So, one is to commemorate that girl, and two, it’s also true about the authenticity of this pot. Sure enough, so I treated it as a decoration and didn't sell it." "Such a legend?" I widened my eyes, "Where is the lady who returned the jug? Have you ever seen her again?" "No, I heard that she is not from Beijing. The time she came to return the jug was to fulfill a friend's wish. Hey, if this is the case, I think the jug is probably real." "Then why?" "Why? You didn't listen to the old saying. All unearthed things have spirituality. Whoever belongs to them is theirs. If you take it wrong, it will find it by itself by the same way. Wonderful So, now I regard this pot as the treasure of the shop. Don't tell me, since this pot came back to me, the business in my shop has been growing steadily. I won’t say whether the pot is old or not, but it’s an auspicious object. I think, maybe the girl’s soul is attached to this pot, protecting me.” is that so?What I said made my back feel cold, and I couldn't help but think of the piece of jade in Song Ci. Who did that piece of jade belong to?What kind of origin does it have with Song Ci?But he also found it with his own long legs?Whose ghost is attached to the biscuit? Instinctively, I feel that there is a kind of mystery hidden in the jade disc of Song Ci, which can be used as the key to solve the fate of the three of us reincarnated. However, if we have the key, where is the lock? Chatting with the boss, I quickly passed the afternoon, and felt as if I was back in Taiwan, talking about ancient times with my father.Feeling homesick for a while, I called home and lied for Xiao Li: "Dad, I'm back from an outing and had a good time." Dad's laughter almost brought me to tears: "If you haven't played enough, go to another place to play. Don't forget to bring your phone charger next time." "I don't want to play anymore. The exhibition is coming soon. I'm very nervous." "Why are you nervous? Don't forget, you are the daughter of the Tang family!" "What if no one bids?" "That's a 'traditional mark', and it's very common. Anyway, this time is for publicity, and the goods at the meeting are not top-notch. The real stuff will be airlifted after you make an announcement. At worst, the plan will be shelved, and there is no loss." "If you don't do well, you won't blame me." "No. This is your first time in Beijing, remember to have fun." Is this your first time in Beijing?I don't think so. After hanging up the phone, I realized that I had walked to a character testing booth at the end of the street, so I sat down and did a casual divination. "It's just the word 'Tang'." The character tester was an old man in gray clothes. His face was as wrinkled as a walnut shell, but his face was as rosy as a baby's. He was chewing on the words, but he couldn't bite clearly. He was very laborious: "Tang? This is the most prosperous era in history. He blurted out the word A person who deserves to be ordered by an emperor should be at least a prince and general." Seeing my funny face, I immediately changed my words: "But depending on the young lady's age and dress, she is rich and not expensive. Of course, there are no royal relatives nowadays, so it is not all a good thing to click the word 'Tang'. Well, the word 'Tang' is added. "Tang" with the side of "做做" means that there is a fight; there is half of the word "书" plus a word "口" in Tang characters. The young lady has a beautiful heart and a rich heart, and she is a gentleman; many scholars are poor. , but there is a word "Guang" in Miss's "book" and "mouth", so it can be covered, reading and speaking in the same room, with ample food and clothing, either as a teacher or as a businessman..." I know well that quacks and warlocks are all about watching people's faces and speaking, but anyway, I was bored, so I chatted with him: "Then tell me, what kind of business do I do?" "Add a word for '米' to the side of Tang's 'candy', which should be for food; or add a character for '王' to '瑭秀', the lady's business is related to jade..." I was taken aback, not reconciled to being hit by what he said, so I interrupted on purpose: "I can measure characters like you, and I can add a word 'soil' to the side of 'tang', which means 'tang' in 'pond'. I'm Xianxian For fish; add the character '虫', which means '螗' of '螗蝉蝉', I am a worm breeder; add the word 'water', it is '河' of '河心', I am a seller of eggs... " The word tester was not happy: "Miss, are you being ridiculous! It makes sense for us to add radicals to the word test. We pay attention to 'gold, wood, water, fire, earth', the five elements and eight trigrams, and adapt measures to local conditions. How can there be such a nonsense like you?" ?” I shrugged, threw down a banknote, and hurried out of the way. I had already turned the corner, and the angrily voice of the type-tester still came from afar: "Miss, don't be dissatisfied. I can tell you that you interrupted me for no reason when I joined the king's side." I, that is the lack of jade, and I am going to lose money in the near future..." Even though I don't believe it, the eerie sound still makes my heart jump.Originally, I thought that Xiao Li's family had a store in Liulichang, and I was going to look for it from house to house, but now I couldn't care less, so I turned out of the street and walked directly to the main road. When I looked up, I suddenly found Zhang Chu's tall figure piercing my eyes like a sword across the long zebra crossing across the road. Met again, at this inadvertent moment!