Chapter 7 I play Shangguan Waner

Because of Qin Yue, I have a strong sense of intimacy with that unfortunate woman who died more than a thousand years ago——Shangguan Wan'er.I even feel that I am her and she is me.The screenwriter designed this role, which was originally arranged for me. I asked the director to meet the screenwriter. The director laughed: "You want to see Xia Jiu? He is a notoriously madman with a bigger temper than me. Not everyone is willing to meet him." "Please give me his phone number." The call was answered by Xia Jiuwen himself, with a very impatient tone: "Who gave you this number?"

"Shangguan Wan'er. She told me that you misinterpreted her and asked me to reason for her." "What nonsense are you talking about?" "Wan'er's greatest feature is not her talent, but her humiliation. She entered the palace with her mother since she was a child, grew up in Yeting, and was favored by Empress Wu as a sinful girl. She was not only talented, but also scheming. You Writing her down is too simple and flat, which is not credible and does not correspond to the facts." There was a long silence on the other side.Just when I thought he had hung up the phone, he suddenly spoke again: "Can we meet?"

Seeing Xia Jiuwen, I don't think he is as independent as people say.He was just an ordinary young man with slightly longer beard and hair than others, and sharper eyesight. As soon as we met, he said: "If I had known that such a beautiful lady was asking me out, I should have run out earlier. I really almost made a big mistake." Then he deliberately took half a step back and stared at me, "It's very familiar, let me Think about where I've seen you before." I laughed: "'This sister seems to have seen it'? No, no, no, I am not crimson bead grass, and you are not Jia Baoyu."

He was embarrassed when he said it, and said with shame: "You don't look like an actor." "That's right, my first job was as a reporter, and actors are just for fun." I laughed, "You don't look like a screenwriter either." "Then what do you think I look like?" "The face-to-face teacher." He laughed, "It turned out to be half of my peers, no wonder you have sharp teeth. The director chose you to play Shangguan Wan'er, you really found the right person." "Shangguan Wan'er won't offend people by speaking out like me."

"Oh, then what do you think Wan'er should be like?" "She is extraordinary. She is the most special person in the Tang Palace. She is the most beautiful. She and Wu Zetian had a vengeance for killing their ancestors and fathers, but they retaliated with sincerity and dedication, and dedicated everything to her. Wisdom and even youth. Her personality and thoughts are difficult for ordinary people to match. She is by no means just an echo of the Emperor Wu, with blurred faces and dull speech; no, on the contrary, she is unmatched by all the women in the Daming Palace. A dazzling one, because she doesn't bother to be compared with others. The women in the harem, from maids and concubines to concubines and queens, are all attached to men, showing off their coquettishness and beauty. Only she, but not with face, It is to exist with the mind, to win, and even to ascend to the position of female martyr."

I spoke generously and eloquently, discussing with Xia Jiuwen about the personality and fate of the character Shangguan Wan'er, and new disputes continued to arise, but new inspirations continued to emerge. I don't know whether it is psychological effects or what, in our During the discussion, as the character of Wan'er became more concrete and clear, the lights above our heads gradually brightened. Xia Jiuwen suddenly exclaimed, "Your long hair is so beautiful. Modern girls rarely have such long hair." I smile.A girl doesn't need to do anything other than smile when receiving compliments.

To say that this hair is really my pride.Since I was three years old, my mother taught me how to take care of my hair. I trim it once every spring, and only cut it short by a few inches, so as not to curl the ends of the hair.She said that hair is a woman's first weapon, strands of blue silk are like love threads, and they are the most touching.My mother is firmly tied to my father with a black thread, but I still don't know who will tie my ten thousand threads of love. Thinking of this, I can't help but blush. Xia Jiuwen became more and more dumbfounded. That look is familiar to me.From the eyes of many boys looking at Dai'er, I have seen this kind of look that suddenly became longing.Now it belongs to me.

I put my head down. Leaving the coffee room, Xia Jiuwen insisted on taking me home. At the door, I met Dai'er who just came back from get off work, and when she saw Jiu Wen, she turned her eyes and smiled: "This is..." I didn't wait for her to finish, and interrupted quickly: "By the way, this is Mr. Xia Jiuwen, a famous screenwriter." Dai'er was surprised: "So young? I really didn't expect it." Cherry opened her mouth in an "O" shape, showing appropriate surprise and admiration. Maybe it wasn't intentional, but Dai'er's coquettish attitude has become a habit, whenever she sees a man, she can't help but play tricks.

I review Xia's reaction.But he just smiled lightly, turning a blind eye to Dai'er's beauty. Dai'er gave me a surprised look, as if to say that this man is blind? I am secretly funny, this is the first man I have seen who doesn't buy her since I met Dai'er.But it is this man who praised my hair just now, and even now, it doesn't take much heart to read the admiration and admiration in his eyes. He just looked at me tenderly and said: "Tomorrow, can I buy you coffee again?" As soon as the door was closed, Dai'er yelled, "God, where did you find such an amazing person? He is talented, good-looking, famous, and caring. He is perfect, one in a million."

"Really so good?" I teased Dai'er, "How about Bi Ziqi?" "That's a little bit worse." Dai'er boasted. We hugged and laughed together. I asked Dai'er, "Did Ziqi propose to you?" Dai'er was suffocated, and her expression suddenly dimmed. After a while, she looked around and said, "He will take a group to Guilin for the Lantern Festival, and he will only go for three days. He plans to take me with him. I don't know if your brother will let me go." Am I fake?" "Of course I will." I wished her: "I hope you will have a full moon." I secretly calculated in my heart that the Lantern Festival will be a week away, the moon will be full, and I will be able to see Qin Yue again.

The regular meeting with Qin Yue has gradually become the greatest joy and the heaviest comfort in my life, which is so important that I can hardly bear it.For the first time, I know that loving someone can be so happy and selfless.However, Qin Yue can only appear when the moonlight essence is strong enough for a few days before and after the fifteenth day of the lunar calendar. I can't help but regret why the moon can't always be round and why people can't always get together. If the moon is always bright and clean, the ice and snow will not be ignored. Give me love, I would rather be an ancient woman, live in the city of night, never return to the world. Sometimes, I really envy Qin Yue's world. In his heart, there is never any conspiracy or design, nor is there any competition or jealousy.Yes, just peace, just calm, just love and forgiveness. I'm getting more and more weary of editorial life.In addition to the intrigue among the editors, the sight of swords and blood in the manuscript is already unappetizing. Sometimes I see stories about an unfilial son who tore up his biological parents and abandoned them in the wild, or a perverted husband who was suspicious and jealous. The manuscripts that my wife sewed with needles and threads in my private parts will cause stomach gas and pain all afternoon, and I can't eat. I suspect that these are the hostility Qin Yue mentioned. But for the sake of the house, I still had to get up early every morning and rush to work as a word bug among the piles of garbage manuscripts buried in the unit, and I was almost not suffocated. The strange thing is that Zhang Jinding asked for leave at intervals during this period, and disappeared after a phone call. I heard from a colleague that he had an awkward fight with his girlfriend recently, because he wanted to take her home to meet his parents during the Spring Festival, but her girlfriend had no intention of marrying him. Kim Jong is worried about this. Just as he was talking, Zhang Jinding came in and asked, "Does anyone know of a hotel with a good atmosphere and a low price? I'm going to take mine to negotiate, and I want to find a romantic place to anesthetize her. " Colleagues laughed together: "You want to be romantic and save money at the same time, you have a good idea!" Everyone was talking about ideas, and I suddenly thought of a place: "By the way, you can go to 'Happy Coke'. I have a VIP card, and I can get a 30% discount. The proprietress is very familiar with our editor-in-chief." "How do you know?" Zhang Jinding asked strangely. I told him what I saw the editor-in-chief and Ms. Li in the bar last time, and I drew a map in detail and told him the address and route. Zhang Jinding looked at me hesitantly, and suddenly said: "Tang Yan, you are so pure and rare, it's a pity..." I was taken aback, he had already turned and walked out. At that time, I didn't think much about it. What does the so-called rare mean?And why is it a pity? Then we had spring break. Dai'er returned to Taizhou, and I also temporarily returned to Beiguan's adoptive parents' house. After I moved out, Tang Yu used my bedroom as a temporary storage warehouse.At this time, I hurriedly cleaned up, and there was only one bed for sitting and lying, and I had the right to make a transition. When the firecrackers explode on New Year's Eve, it is also when the moon is at its darkest. I just feel a deep void. Early in the morning of the second day of junior high school, I went back to West Street. I don't like this Spring Festival, but I am impatiently waiting for the holiday, waiting for the fifteenth day, and waiting for the arrival of the next full moon night. Seven days later, I will be on vacation, and I will go to work stepping on a floor of red firecrackers and clothes. When the servant entered the office, the editor-in-chief invited me to meet him, and immediately asked: "Why are you talking nonsense that Miss Li and I don't know each other? Miss Li didn't offend you, and she paid the bill for you that day. People?" "What?" I almost fainted. The editor-in-chief continued: "You are young, I blame you for speaking casually, but these matters involve privacy, and should not be discussed by your girls. Since I will introduce you to Manager Li, I will be aboveboard and not afraid of people's comments, but It's not right for you, a young girl, to talk nonsense like this, you make something out of nothing..." I could no longer hear what the editor-in-chief said, and I had to shut up after weakly coping with a sentence or two of "I didn't say that".Didn't you say that?Who believes it?Obviously I was the only one present when I saw the editor-in-chief and Manager Li walking together, and besides, I did tell everyone this news.However, I really didn't involve Scarlet, and I didn't even think about it. But now I can't tell anything.I could only listen to the editor-in-chief repeating "I don't blame you, but..." for half an hour, then I bowed my head and left, feeling something stuck in my chest, and I was afraid that blood would spurt out anytime I opened my mouth. It's so depressing! I remembered Zhang Jinding's hesitant expression that day, and suddenly understood what he meant by "simple" and why "it's a pity".He was saying that people are in the rivers and lakes and can't help themselves, but I have no defense against others, and I am really simple and stupid.But he couldn't bear to use my stupidity to frame me, so he felt sorry for me. I really want to thank Zhang Jinding for teaching me this important life lesson. I swallowed that mouthful of blood, feeling that I was becoming less and less bloody, so I packed up my desk and went home early. Dill was back, all dressed up and making tempura out of roses.Seeing me, I cheered, rushed forward and gave me a big hug, and smeared flour all over my face. I immediately put the matter of the editorial department aside, even if there are 100 villains like Zhang Jinding as enemies, at least I still have a wonderful female companion like Dai Er as a confidant. Hugging Dai'er, I almost felt the joy of regaining what I lost, and said happily: "Ah, go home, I have developed new skills, and I can make desserts!" "You will have delicious food in the future!" Dai'er flaunted, "Not only rose tempura, but I have also learned how to make several flower desserts, including banana boat, lily porridge, acacia cake, and hibiscus cake!" "Really?" I filled my face with full of admiration, and bowed deeply to Dai'er as if I admired her endlessly, "Just one thing I don't understand is whether there is something particular about making flower dim sum: the person who makes dim sum must dress up It has to be like a flower, right?" Dai'er laughed loudly: "No, the flower attendant dresses up beautifully for the person who eats flowers." "Isn't it for the person who protects the flowers?" I joked, guessing that Dai'er must have made an appointment for a child.Thinking of not seeing Qin Yue for a long time, I couldn't help feeling a little sour in my heart. Dai'er observed her words and immediately asked, "Your fellow, shouldn't it be time for you to come over and show yourself?" "He, it's not easy to ask." I sighed.Qin Yue is not allowed to appear under the sun, he belongs to the night, and it must be a night when the moon is as full as a mirror, even if the moonlight is slightly darker. Dai'er made a statement of understanding: "Oh, the army has discipline, right? Let me just say, why do you want to find a soldier who is in a relationship? Ask for trouble!" I smile wryly.Yes, why do you fall in love with an unpredictable warrior soul? However, how could it be possible not to fall in love with him?He is the only real nobleman in the world, more masculine than all the men who live in the sun.Compared with him, Tang Yu is too vulgar, A Lun is too weak, He Peiyi is too idiotic, Xia Jiuwen is too arrogant, and Gao Ziqi is too frivolous and impetuous, let alone Zhang Jinding and others.In short, all men are vulnerable and unattainable. I miss the resolute lines on his face, that unshakable righteousness... However, I long to hold hands, walk arm in arm, hug, even kiss!I'm 23 and haven't even kissed yet. I touch my arm with my lips, soft and wet.Is that what kissing feels like?Is there the fragrance of rose petals? I have my own arms around my shoulders and still feel alone. Deep, deep loneliness. Finally the Lantern Festival is here. The unit is on holiday for half a day.Dai'er and Ziqi had already agreed to go to Guilin with the group.After the send-off meal, I checked that it was still early, so I bought some fresh fruits and fancy Lantern Festival and went home to visit my parents. My father was receiving a friend who was an expert in antiques. When he saw me, he smiled and waved and said, "Yan'er, you came back just in time. I just talked about your bracelet with you, Uncle Guan. Uncle Guan is an expert in gold collections." Let him see if your bracelet is an antique or not?" I went up to greet Uncle Guan and took the bracelet off my wrist.Ask Dad: "Where's Mom?" "I'm busy in the kitchen. Today your brother's new girlfriend, Ms. Lin, came to the door for the first time for a reunion dinner. It just so happens that you give her a rating too." "Really? Then I'll help my mother cook." "No, your mother will be doing it this afternoon, and it should be almost done by now. Sit down and listen to what Uncle Guan has to say?" Uncle Guan turned the desk lamp to the brightest, and was putting a magnifying glass on the bracelet to look at it again and again. Hearing his father's question, he murmured and said, "Looking at the color, it should belong to red gold, a natural beauty, with a specific gravity of at least ten. More than nine. Looking at the age, it is probably jewelry from the Ming Dynasty, but unless the chemical composition is analyzed, the exact age cannot be determined. Moreover, the pattern mechanism is not very similar to the craftsmanship of the Middle Earth.” Father asked: "How can I see it?" "Because most of our country's gold jewelry is good at inlay work, like inlaid with beads and jade, or decorated with diamonds and emeralds, and rarely pure gold jewelry. But some ancient civilizations in foreign countries, such as Persia, Egypt, Greece and some small countries on the Aegean islands , have made great achievements in the carving process of gold jewelry. Among them, Egyptian bracelets are mostly decorated with snake god totems, while Persia likes to make flowers and birds. Judging from the workmanship and carving of Lingmei’s bracelet, it looks a bit like a Persian product.” The father asked again: "Could it be that the offspring imitated it?" Uncle Guan shook his head: "It doesn't look like much. Now the gold has been polished to a brighter color, and it is rare to have such a bright and clear orange. And brother Tang, look, there is a little bit of darkening on the side of this bracelet, which is the characteristic of quick silver. Ancient jade has been buried underground for more than a thousand years, and most of it will be eroded by water and soil, resulting in different colors. Gold has strong acid resistance and can resist corrosion. The only nemesis is mercury. Because gold can absorb mercury, it is buried If there is mercury flowing in the soil, it will have a little impact. And mercury is buried in the soil, which is a feature of ancient royal tombs. So I guess, this bracelet is probably a treasure of the ancient royal family and died for a famous nobleman. " I nodded secretly, this Uncle Guan is indeed a famous collector of antique gold jewelry, what he said is not wrong at all.But seeing his father's surprised and melancholy expression, he knew that he regretted agreeing to give the bracelet to his brother as a mortgage, so he didn't repeat Qin Yue's words, so as not to make his father more sad.Because according to what Qin Yue said, this bracelet not only has a long history, but also has a legendary history. It is only 200,000 yuan, which is really a hidden gem. The doorbell rang, and Tang Yu came back, bringing with him a strange lady dressed like a moving Christmas tree.He said, "This is Lin Hongqiu." I hurriedly nodded to say hello, "Miss Lin, hello!" while letting me in. But Lin Hongqiu just shrugged her shoulders and didn't look at me directly. She was only tired of Tang Yu's coquettishness: "Yu, how many times have I told you to call him by his English name, Kafira!" Tang Yu was a little embarrassed, and introduced to Ms. Lin one by one: "This is my father, my mother, this is Uncle Guan, and this is my sister Tang Yan." Pointing to Lin Hongqiu, hesitantly said, "This is..." "Haha! I'm Kafira." Ms. Lin waved her hand coquettishly, her posture and tone were completely like that of a second-rate star in Hong Kong and Taiwan.The most exaggerated thing is her colorful hair and makeup with red eyebrows and green eyes. In one left ear, there are three kinds of pendants in a row from the tip of the ear to the earlobe, like a small earring exhibition. I quickly took a look at my adoptive parents, they obviously gasped, their faces were full of displeasure, the excitement and enthusiasm just now had been swept away, and they just said lightly: "Ah, here you go, sit down." The Uncle Guan talked and laughed happily: "Oh, Miss Coffee, that's a very unique name!" Tang Yu was even more embarrassed: "Uncle Guan really knows how to joke." I helped my mother bring up the meals. There were eight dishes, one soup and one pot. It was very rich. It seemed that my mother took this blind date very seriously.But during the dinner, she looked at Ms. Lin frequently, but her attitude was very cold, and she only occasionally said "Ms. Lin eats vegetables", as if she came here for dinner. I remember that I used to hear complaints from my male colleagues. When I brought my girlfriend home, I was most afraid that the parents would ask for details, such as checking the household registration, which would make the girl restless.What they don't know is that if the parents really don't care, it's called black, it's just dark. On the other hand, Lin Hongqiu was ignorant, so acquainted and lively, she didn't regard herself as an outsider at all, and yelled: "There are so many dishes, how can there be no wine? No, no, just beer and white wine is not enough, we need something new Come on, let me make you a cocktail, make sure it's cool and colorful!" After showing off for a while, it turned out that it was just a cup of simple three-color "Seven Up", and she continued to brag smugly: "This is what my daddy made for us when he took me to a western restaurant last time. That 'BOY' is a cool drink." Brother, I have been with him for a long time before he is willing to teach me this. He also told me that Chinese people always like to eat steaks seasoned, and they always say "come to a medium-ripe steak", but in fact, the steak is medium-ripe I am already old, the most appropriate would be 60% or 70% is just right, but Chinese people don’t like raw food and want to put on a foreign style, so they just pretended to be.” While speaking, he swung his arms and lowered his head in a pompous manner After taking a sip of her homemade "7-up", a red lip mark was immediately left on the rim of the cup. I couldn't help laughing, and I knew two things from this: first, she didn't eat western food very often, because she didn't even know how to lighten her lipstick before drinking a drink; second, her lipstick was of poor quality. Tang Yu saw my disdain, and said in a low voice: "Hongqiu is a little shallow, but she has her cuteness." His tone was full of helplessness, with a touch of asking for help. I couldn't bear it, so I had to smooth things over for him, so that Lin Hongqiu's voice would not be too noisy because of the monotony: "How did Miss Lin and my brother know each other?" "He came towards me." Lin Hongqiu changed from his quick and wordy words, and answered concisely, and exaggeratedly pressed one hand on his chest, making a smile like a star saluting the audience, and then continued , "He saw my profile first, then came over and looked at my front." She seemed to think of something, and suddenly "giggled" and laughed, "At that time, my friend said, this man will buy you coffee , Later, he really invited me to drink coffee!" Lin Hongqiu's performance was too exaggerated and too lame, but unfortunately the audience didn't cooperate at all, parents ate food without raising their heads, and Uncle Guan smiled teasingly. On the set, I often feel that life is like a play. For some reason, people don’t know how many roles they don’t want to play in their life. Few people can be like Dai Er, who can always be themselves.But no matter what, it was better than this Ms. Lin Hongqiu. She didn't know who she was at all. But because of Tang Yu, I still had to rack my brains to find a topic: "Then, what does Miss Lin do?" "Me? Are you talking about me?" Lin Hongqiu drew a graceful arc in the air with her hand, put down her chopsticks, and made a speech, "I, I belong to the 'SOHO' family, have you heard of it? It's 'the homeworker'." Then he looked around, waiting for our response of awe and admiration. Tang Yu couldn't sit still at this point, and reminded in a low voice: "My sister is a reporter, and now she is an actress, playing Shangguan Wan'er in the TV series "Tang Palace." The implication is to warn his girlfriend to restrain herself and not show off too much. . But unexpectedly, Lin Hongqiu's enthusiasm was unprecedentedly high, and she shouted in a fuss: "Actor? That's great! Ms. Tang, what is your TV series about? Shangguan Wan'er, the name is quite special, she is a youth idol." TV drama or urban love story? Among youth dramas, I like Korean movies the most, they are better than Hong Kong ones, both men and women are so cool, what do you think?" I froze, almost in disbelief.Tang Yu had said earlier that he would find a partner with big breasts and no brains next time, but he didn't expect to do it so thoroughly. I don't know if it was an overkill. Uncle Guan had already let out a "huh" laugh, and his father looked at Tang Yu with obvious stern eyes, as if asking: Why did you bring such a thing in? But Lin Hongqiu was still chattering: "Miss Tang, what do you think of my qualifications? Can you introduce me to the director and find me a role in the crew? I heard that my aunt is also an actress. Fame..." I shook my head secretly, knowing that something bad was going to happen. In this family, you can say whatever you want, the only thing you can't praise or criticize is your mother's singing skills.This Lin Hongqiu committed a big taboo, I'm afraid he won't be tolerated by my adoptive father.Peeking at my mother's face, it was as dark as the bottom of a pot.And her elder brother Tang Yu was already nervously tugging at the red autumn clothes under the table, but she still didn’t understand, she couldn’t stop the conversation after taking stimulants: “But the TV is different, every family has a TV, and a movie plays well You can become famous, unlike singing opera, how many people can you sing to? It’s better to sing popular songs..." Finally, my father couldn't bear it anymore, and suddenly slapped the table: "Tang Yu, when did your taste become so low? Why don't you let me out?" I froze for a moment.I knew my father was going to have an attack, but I didn't expect that he would be so relentless, so it was hard to persuade him for a while. Uncle Guan coughed to cover up his embarrassment, Tang Yu was ashamed, pulled Lin Hongqiu away, and the surnamed Lin was still puzzled: "What's wrong with me? What did I say? Yu, is your family sick?  … ..." The voice gradually faded away, and finally disappeared outside the door, while the father's face was still ashen.The remnants of the banquet were spread out on the table, a mess. After a while, my mother smoothed things over with self-mockery: "Actually, Miss Coffee is right. Didn't I just sing for a lifetime without becoming famous?" The father was angry: "This woman is so rude!" Uncle Guan persuaded: "Hey, girls are like this now, how many of them are as knowledgeable about books and etiquette as your family Tang Yan, quiet and sensible?" I froze for a moment, talking and talking about how it happened to me. My mother looked at me with complicated eyes, opened her mouth, but said nothing, just sighed. My heart skipped a beat, and I quickly lowered my head. After dinner, I said goodbye to my family, took a walk all the way, and climbed the city wall from the north gate.Thinking of seeing Qin Yue soon, he felt very excited.However, the city was full of people, the lights were bright, and it was very lively. It turned out that there was a lantern show today. I was extremely disappointed, with so many people, Qin Yue would never show up.I've waited so long in vain, isn't it in vain? Walking all over the city, there are beautiful people and beautiful clothes everywhere, but among the noisy crowd, I can only feel lonely. There are fireworks rising in the distance, the sky is full of brilliance, and the eyes are bright, and it is silent in an instant.All the people raised their heads and pointed, laughed, and the children screamed loudly, running around on the city wall "Dongdong".A boy wearing a Zhu Bajie mask suddenly bumped into me, knocking me back again and again, and finally fell to the ground. Seeing that I had caused trouble, the boy took off his mask, grinned, turned around and ran away. I sat on the ground, as if all the strength in my body had disappeared, and I didn't want to get up for a long time.So many, so many people who passed me by, not a single friend of mine. The only, the only soul that communicates with me, hides in the dark and stares at me silently. I stroked Qin Yue's name on the brick and whispered, "Qin Yue, do you see me?" Tears could not help but flow down.My heart is lonely and desolate like never before. I understand what it means that the capital is covered with crowns, and the people are alone and haggard. I went back to my residence on West Street in a dull mood, and found that Dai'er was there. I was surprised: "Didn't you go to Guilin?" "I don't want to go." Dai'er's voice was obviously crying, "I'm going to bed first, if you call me, just say I'm not here." After a while, there was a phone call to find Daier.I knocked on the door and shouted, "Dai'er, Ziqi is looking for you." "I told you I'm not here." Dai'er answered angrily. I had no choice but to say into the microphone, "Dale said she wasn't here." Before the words finished, the extension was answered, and Dai'er's voice came over with hatred: "Gao Ziqi, what else do you want me for?" I quickly hung up the phone.These two played tricks and framed me as a villain in vain. Probably Ziqi was calling with a mobile phone. The signal on the train was not good, and the phone disconnected from time to time and called again. The ringing stopped and stopped in the middle of the night. Although Dai'er was coquettish on the phone all night, I also stayed up all night. When I woke up in the morning, the two had the same panda eyes, the eye sockets were deeply sunken, and the fundus of the eyes was swollen, but it seemed that he was as affectionate as the sea, and I was like a ghost. Dai'er laughed: "This is called sharing joys and sorrows." I resentfully said, "He is studying with the prince, but I am sleeping with the princess." A day later, Ziqi came back from Guilin. Before putting down his luggage, he came to report his arrival, and brought back a lot of small things like sachets, hydrangeas, bamboo tube tea, and mangosteen fruit.Seeing me, she smiled guiltily: "Yan'er, just take whatever you like." I smiled and walked away with an excuse, leaving the place for the two of them to talk about the old days.But my heart suddenly moved, thinking of the story of Dai'er's grandfather meeting Miss Chen for the first time. "I bought those things one by one, including purses, embroidered patterns, and grasshoppers made of rattan and grass. They are all children's toys and are not expensive... I followed her and walked out of the market. I chased after him and gave it to her, she was very surprised, she looked at me with wide eyes, her whole face was flushed..." There was a wind blowing, and I suddenly shivered. A week later, when the City Head Lantern Festival finally ended, the moon was already gone. I finally didn't see Qin Yue. When I left the city, it was already two o'clock in the middle of the night. I met a little girl selling flowers, sniffing her nose and coming forward to sell them. The flowers were half withered, and their color and fragrance were dull. I don't have the habit of buying flowers, but the girl's begging eyes moved me, so I bought all her flowers. When I got up the next morning, the flowers had withered. This is really the darkest Lantern Festival in my life.