Chapter 10 reunion

When Xue Bingchan appeared at the door of Su Mu's house, Su Mu couldn't believe his eyes. How is this possible?Will the princess in his dream, the goddess over there, really come to a poor boy's house? "My lord, can I come in?" Xue Bingchan smiled sweetly. She called him son, just like in the previous life.However, Su Mu woke up and knew clearly that this was Manager Xue in this life, not the little maid in her previous life.Because, Xue Bingchan in front of her is so confident and upright, without any trace of distress on her face. He brought her a cup of Luoshen black tea, which was as red as blood.

"In the past life, you often made tea for me." He said, as if telling his heart, as if talking about homework. And she didn't find it awkward at all, and said naturally: "But you have never praised my tea well, and you will at most praise the wine." "You are best at cooking green plum wine. Once when I was talking about the Three Kingdoms with you, Cao Cao talked about heroes by cooking green plum wine..." "I remember. It was a full moon that day. We drank and played chess at Dicui Pavilion and talked about the Three Kingdoms. Compared Dicui Ting to Qingmei Pavilion, Cao Cao said with emotion, "Today's heroes are only the king and Cao Er." But you only Sigh alone and invincible."

"I remember, at that time you advised me to follow Li Bai: 'Raise your glass to invite the bright moon, and the shadows will form three people.'" "But you want me to play chess with you, saying that you are better than Li Bai anyway, you don't need to invite the moon to be your companion, but I will play chess with you." "Then do you remember who won that game of chess?" "Of course it's you, my lord," Bingchan said softly, "My lord is invincible and has never lost." Su Mu just felt so angry. At this moment, I can no longer tell the difference between the past life and the present life, and I can't tell which Xue Bingchan is from which life.

There seemed to be a mist in the room, and he turned into an ancient warrior in green clothes and long sword, while she was a princess in trouble with her hair and waist wrapped around her waist. Time and space are completely confused.When the tide of emotion submerges the ocean of time, the ages are just a thought, and after thousands of years, things change and stars move, but when did the vows of love differ? Su Mu and Xue Bingchan saw the unquestionable emotion in each other's eyes at the same time, that is the most precious thing in the world - love! Once, Xue Bingchan painstakingly tried to brew new wine.

With one heart and one mind, I tried every means to create a new wine that is mellow but not strong and intoxicating. Su Muzhe is fond of drinking, but he has never been drunk. Maybe it was because he didn't dare to get drunk. Maybe it's because he doesn't get drunk. A suspicious person cannot let himself get drunk; And it's hard for a ruthless person to get drunk. He has both of these two, and he is one of the best. How could such a person be drunk? Perhaps it is precisely because of this that he really wants to get drunk and taste the taste of drunk. Aren't people all curious about fields they don't know?

Therefore, Xue Bingchan wants to brew a kind of wine that can satisfy the young master's desire to get drunk once, but it won't hurt him. During the experiment, she couldn't help but think, people say the truth after drinking, if the young master is drunk, what would he say? The son is the best in the world, but he is always depressed. Sometimes, she will try to approach him. "Young master, where is your family?" "I was killed by my enemies," he said blankly, "I have no relatives." Her heart ached immediately, and she blurted out: "But I will always be with you."

"You?" He narrowed his eyes and looked at her mockingly. She immediately felt her humbleness. Humble, not because she was just a maid, but because she fell in love with him. When a person falls in love with another person, he will become statusless, humble, helpless, and despise himself. She bowed her head and returned to the winery to continue testing her new wine. Perhaps, only being drunk can allow her to have an equal conversation with him. In order to find the best wine-making material, she went to Tianchi Lake in Changbai Mountain to get cold ice to melt water as wine.

However, before the wine was finished, he died before he had time to drink the Bingchan wine she brewed for him, but she had already drunk Wangqingsan for him first.And those cold wines were also reduced to ashes in the fire of the brewery... "The first time I saw you, you passed me in white, and I couldn't help but followed you for a whole street, but you didn't turn your head." "The first time I saw you, it was downstairs in the building. You were clamoring to see me, talking about past and present lives, and telling me stories. Remember, I asked the security to take you to the police station Woolen cloth."

"Yes, that time I had a big fight with the security guard, but I still couldn't keep you. I've been thinking about it for a long time, when will I be able to meet you face to face, and sit down and have a good evening talk." "But later, when I wanted to see you and would like to have an evening talk with you, you disappeared. Zhuyeqing said you didn't want to see me, why?" "I owed you too much in my previous life, and I deserve to suffer even more in this life. I don't want to borrow you to change my luck, I would rather be punished for a lifetime."

"But that is already a matter of the previous life. Although I feel very painful every time I recall it, you are different now. Why can't we forget the past and start over?" "Yes, forgetting can bring you a stable life, but remembering can only make you miserable. But we are cursed by fate, destined, and only if you remember everything and forgive willingly, can I truly break free from the curse." These are two lovers who have been separated for a long time. After walking through the wilderness of time, they finally come together again. There are too many things to say and too many old things to tell between them.

From the past life to the present life, from the first acquaintance to the lovesickness, there is no strangeness, no half cover, like two souls who have passed through the grave and stood before God, daring to each other. They started dating like a couple, with such a profound historical accumulation, their love almost didn't need to go through any pursuit and expectation, and it directly entered the deepest period of bitterness. But the deeper the love, the more painful it is. Because of memory. Those memories often happen at the happiest time. Some people say that all love will experience pain, but there is a couple in the world who will be like them. Whenever they fall in love, memories will come uninvited, and the state of mind that was still immersed in the sweetness of love just now will suddenly change. Bitter and dark, in pain? Wind, flowers, snow and moon are not necessarily soft and romantic, and consonance does not mean heart-to-heart bond. When we hold hands and look at each other, the deepest love and the most painful memory are resurrected together... Apart from love, is there any reason for a person to give up all self-esteem and freedom, and be willing to be a slave without complaint or regret? Although Xue Bingchan is a humble servant in the Su residence, everyone knows that the master has allowed her to be free, and they don't dare to treat her like a human being. Ask her for ideas.In front of Su Muzhe, only she can sit on an equal footing and drink at the same table. But Bingchan never puts on airs, takes credit for pride, always treats others with humility, and does everything by herself.Ordinary dishes, as long as they pass through her hands, have a different taste; the cup of lotus seed tea that Su Muzhe must drink in the morning is the most delicious, bitter but not astringent, fragrant but not greasy. Gradually, even Su Muzhe got used to her service, and if she was not around for a while, she would send someone to find her.But at the same time, her excessive obedience also made him not know how to cherish her, and he increasingly regarded her as a decoration in the house, as if her existence was a matter of course. One day, Chu Banshan, the richest man in the Chu region, brought his daughter to his house as a guest. They stayed for half a month, and in his words, he expressed the intention of getting married.Although Su Muzhe did not agree, he did not explicitly refuse either. Chu Yuhuan, the eldest daughter of the Chu family, has a beautiful appearance and a pungent nature. She has already threatened that she will not marry if she is the number one master in the gambling forest.She took a fancy to Su Muzhe, but Su Muzhe was only hot and cold to her, neither far nor near, neither soft nor hard, and remained calm. Spicy people have always had a principle in dealing with things, that is, if things don't meet their wishes, they will definitely not think that the reason is on themselves, but must vent their anger on others. Her object of venting anger is Xue Bingchan. Xue Bingchan's beauty, Xue Bingchan's nobility, Xue Bingchan's detached status in the Su Mansion, won the hearts of the people, and her presence made her feel an eyesore. "She comes and goes in and out of your house casually, behaves rudely, how can she look like a girl?" She rapped to Su Muzhe, "Look at her attire, she wears a white robe all the year round, like wearing filial piety, you don't mind it. When talking to her, she loves to ignore her, and stares at her with dead eyebrows. Wood is more lively than her. However, if she is a little bit pretty, she will make herself a woman." Su Muzhe just said indifferently: "Really?" "Why not? And it's impolite, and it's so arrogant. Ask her to bring a cup of tea, but she is always reluctant. I went for a walk that day and wanted to go to the wine shop, but she actually guarded the door and didn't call anyone. Open the door for me, and said that the important place of the winery is not allowed to be visited. It seems that she is a lady and I am a servant." She complained endlessly, "A girl, if you are not up and down like this, you don't have to discipline yourself." "Then, how about I leave it to you to help me train and train?" Su Muzhe teased frivolously, looking like a prodigal son. No matter how pungent Chu Yuhuan was, it was her daughter's family after all, so she couldn't help blushing: "I'm not the mistress of the Su Mansion, what qualifications do I have to train a girl?" But when she turned her back, she really took up the airs of the hostess and ordered Bingchan to serve her in her room that night with pillows and mattresses. Bing Chan proudly refused, and said lightly: "Although I am our son's maid, I am not someone else's maid. Miss Chu, I cannot accompany you!" "Come back!" Chu Yuhuan was annoyed, "You also know that you are just a maid, not a lady, why are you acting like a lady?" "Thank you Miss Chu for your advice." Bingchan turned her head and looked at her calmly, "Is there anything else Miss Chu can do? Or, can I find your girl for you?" Her neither humble nor overbearing attitude irritated Chu Yuhuan, and a person who is irritated would often speak unscrupulously and reveal the deepest secret in his heart. "If I marry your son, why don't you call me madam?" Chu Yuhuan asked fiercely. She realized that she had made a slip of the tongue, but what did it matter, the other party was just a girl.In front of the girl, why be cautious? "Even if you become the mistress of the Su Mansion, you are still Mrs. Su's wife, not my master," Xue Bingchan said coldly, "What's more, let's talk about it after I do it." "What a sharp-mouthed girl!" Miss Chu was furious, "If I don't let Su Mu punish you, my surname will not be Chu." Not knowing how she acted, Su Muzhe called Xue Bingchan: "Go and kneel down to Miss Chu immediately, and apologize to her." "I won't go." Bingchan shook her head, this was her first disobedience to the young master. "I'm not a girl from the Chu family, why should I kneel?" Su Muzhe was surprised, but really got a little interested, and took a step closer: "Are you really not kneeling?" "Don't kneel!" The nobleness in Xue Bingchan's nature broke out, she raised her head like a real princess, and said solemnly: "I will not kneel to anyone except Tiandi and Young Master!" "Then why?" Su Muzhe looked at Xue Bingchan mockingly, and said contemptuously: "If I marry Chu Yuhuan as my wife, she and I will be two in one. If you respect her, you also respect me. You can Kneel me, why can't you kneel her?" Snow Bingchan was stung.The young master will get married one day, will marry a wife, and his wife will become her mistress, bossing her around, bullying her, and even driving her away.That day is imminent, she will lose her son and can no longer follow him. She raised her head, looked at Su Muzhe, and said nothing.In the battle of Baqiao Meilin, she followed him, gave up the freedom he promised her, and would rather become a servant in the mansion, and even did more for him than all the servants combined.But he doesn't appreciate it, he has her freedom, and he is ready to give it to others like a gift at any time, so that others can share his privilege to her.This is true in Hangzhou Miyuan, and it is still the same when you return to Jingcui Lake.How cruel? And the cruelty continued, Su Muzhe's mocking smile cut her heart like a sword, he smiled, as if telling such a ridiculous joke, "You are not a girl, but you are begging for nothing. Follow me, what is it? Could it be that you fell in love with me?" "Yes." Xue Bingchan suddenly replied crisply, completely throwing herself at it. "Only love can make me so statusless and selfless." "Why do you have such weird thoughts?" Unexpectedly, Su Muzhe commented like this, "Chu Yuhuan said that you are neither up nor down, neither master nor servant. I also feel that it is inconvenient to keep you. You can go." "You really want me to go?" "Either leave my Su mansion, or kneel down to Chu Yuhuan, which would you choose?" He tortured her, and took pleasure in torturing her, like a cat playing with a mouse. "Take your pillow and roll to Chu Yuhuan's room. Do whatever she tells you to do. If you can't do it, don't come to see me again." "Young master, what did I do wrong that you want to treat me like this?" Xue Bingchan finally shed tears, she looked at Su Muzhe, the only confession in her life, and the only resentment: "In my life, the only My fault is just falling in love with you. Just because I love you, you can humiliate me, humiliate me, and hate me at will! Is it such an unforgivable mistake to love you?" Xue Bingchan tossed and turned in her dream. In the past, as long as she fell asleep, she was like a chrysalis that hadn't turned into a butterfly, extremely mature. But now it is different, now she is ready to move every night, even in her sleep, she keeps shaking her long eyelashes, like a butterfly fluttering its wings, even the slightest sound can wake her up, and once she wakes up , the eyes immediately showed uneasiness and throbbing, and there was no need to go through the process from blindness to sobriety.She is almost ready for disaster, always worrying and waiting for it to come. And that disaster is Su Mu and her memory about him. After drinking Wangqingsan, the memory was interrupted and became blank. Forget about it.It was because of such a desperate situation that she had to put all her eggs in one basket and stay by his side at the price of drinking Wangqingsan and selling her soul. and after? She asked herself again, what happened next?What is the ending of myself after becoming a "martial arts media"?She finally stayed with the young master, but how did the young master treat her?Did he marry Chu Yuhuan? Xue Bingchan sat up, buried her face in her hands, and wiped the tears from her hands. She hadn't had a good night's sleep for several nights, and even the ambergris didn't help.Every night, the memories of the previous life would knock on her door, causing her pain and tossing and turning. She became more and more afraid of those sudden memories of suffering. As her memory gradually recovered, her pain became more and more serious, and every time she remembered a bit of the past, her pain would be aggravated.Who would want to live in the old disasters? If falling in love means repeating painful memories, then is this relationship worthy of blessing? She kept saying to herself: That is the past life, the past, and has nothing to do with today's self, today's Su Mu! But what's the use?Whether in the previous life or in this life, Xue Bingchan is still Xue Bingchan, they have the same heart, and they also have the same love and pain!She longed to see Su Mu, and hoped to be with him every second; but she was afraid of seeing him, and remembered those unhappy past events again. Memories go hand in hand, tormenting a lover's heart. There seemed to be a wind blowing outside the window, and there was a faint sound, like weeping and complaining.The moonlight covered the floor through the window screens, like autumn frost, with a chill, shining on her tossing and turning——Mingyue Tower, where she rested and leaned alone.When the wine enters the heart of sorrow, it turns into tears of lovesickness. It was her favorite word in her previous life.Later, that tear of lovesickness turned into Su Mu's heart. "Su Mu, Su Mu." She pondered, not knowing whether it was sweet or sad.Su Mu's name twisted in her heart like a barbed sword, and every time she said it, the pain intensified.Her heart is already riddled with holes. What is unforgettable?What do you mean life is worse than death?It turns out that this is it.