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During weekend lunch, Tianchi politely proposed to Cheng Zhifang: "Let's talk about the marriage after a while." "You know?" Cheng Zhifang was startled, his face ashen, "Who told you?" "It's not important." Tianchi frowned, "It's just that now is not the time to talk about marriage." "Because of Wu Zhou?" Cheng Zhifang asked, his face pale, "There is no such thing as three-year filial piety, and Wu Zhou is not someone like you." Tianchi held back his breath and replied: "Uncle Wu said that he watched me grow up. I can't marry in a hurry just after something happened to his family. If you can't wait, just find someone else to salute."

It was rare for Cheng Zhifang to be so unreasonable in Tianchi, but instead he kept silent, not daring to play his temper anymore, for fear that Xiao Ren would make a big mess and things would get worse.The great grievances had to be swallowed with a bang, and we will talk about it after the extraordinary period of these few days. "Now's Not the Time to Talk About Marriage"—Is it just not "now" or "never"? Cheng Zhifang didn't dare to ask.I am afraid that if I open my mouth, I will make a more solid conclusion, and there is no way out.What should come will always come, Tianchi still knew the news of Wu Zhou's death, when did she know?Through what channels did you know?And why so calm?What was strangest to him was that Tianchi didn't seem to be very sad. She went to and from work as usual, writing even harder. Chen'er told her that sometimes Tianchi would write until dawn, as if it would be too late if she didn't write any more.

Dancing is a talent, singing is a talent, painting is a talent, they are all born with no distinction between national boundaries, only words are the product of human beings, it is a declaration of war between man and the sky, and it is a battle between man and God. War is the connection between history and today, it is from unknown to known, it is to make nothingness concrete, it is to sow seeds of wisdom like planting trees and flowers, spread with the wind, and bloom all over the mountains and plains. It is Cangjie who created characters, and ghosts cry at night. Tianchi is so desperately managing the text, will it leak the secret?

Cheng Zhifang had a feeling that Tianchi's resurrection seemed to be for some kind of mission.Although they still see each other often, her spirit has gradually gone to another world. He couldn't read her more and more. He loves her so much that he is exhausted, but she loves Wu Zhou so much that his muscles and bones are broken.The two of them, in the end, could not be reunited with the one they loved, but they refused to show compassion for each other. Cheng Zhifang felt lonely.As a psychiatrist, he knows that loneliness is a terrible emotion, which can trigger all kinds of delusions and anxiety at any time, and has always led his state of mind into a dangerous cage.Yet he cannot control himself.

It is love that makes him lonely.Love makes him think like a tide, and his heart is like numbness, and he just feels that he can't calm down for a minute. After receiving two visitors in the clinic that day, he suddenly stood up, told the nurse to cancel the rest of the appointment, and went to the magazine office to pick up lunch at Tianchi—anyway, mental illness is not a terminal illness, and a delay of a moment is not enough. No one can die, it is serious to solve one's own psychological problems first. However, I didn't know until I arrived at the magazine: Ji Tianchi went out to make a film.

"Filming?" "Yes, the illustrations for this column have not been handed in, and she has gone to supervise." A long-haired man told him this while fiddling with the camera, and added angrily, "I don't need my film, they have an exclusive royal photographer .” Cheng Zhifang realized that this must be a photojournalist from the magazine.Tianchi has another partner who provides illustrations for articles by himself, which is tantamount to sharing food from his job.No wonder it's so sour. And this sourness was also transmitted to Cheng Zhifang, so Tianchi went to find Lu Yue.She has broken off her engagement with herself, so she doesn't have to avoid Lu Yue for him anymore, does she?They can finally date openly, in the name of work!

Without even hailing a taxi, Cheng Zhifang rushed out the door and hurriedly walked all the way in the sun.Friends for many years, of course he knows the way to Luyue studio.He didn't know why he had to find Tianchi right away, and he didn't know what to say after seeing her, he only knew that he was really angry. He pampered Tianchi and was willing to be the best supporting actor in her life, but it didn't mean he was willing to see other leading actors.He wants to see how the two of them can do this scene in front of him. Cheng Zhifang was not disappointed, Tianchi was indeed in Lu Yue's studio, and Xia Nian'er was with them.The three of them gathered head to head in front of the lens of the high-power digital camera, selecting the films that had just been shot.

Cheng Zhifang suddenly went limp like a deflated rubber ball.It's not in the name of fake work, he is indeed working, and he is no longer someone in Tianchi, so he has no right to interfere.Tianchi is neither his patient nor his fiancée, once they dissolve their engagement, they will have nothing to do with each other.But Lu Yue, actually, clearly, used to be her husband, but now she is her partner.The relationship between them, the wild fire is endless, and the spring breeze blows and regenerates. At this time, no matter how infatuated Cheng Zhifang was, his heart became cold.For so many years, he has always thought that other people are just passers-by, and he is the destination of Tianchi; but now he realizes that he is just her gas station, and in her wonderful relationship between two lives, he has never had a legitimate relationship. Location.

Ji Tianchi gave Wu Zhou his first love and Lu Yue his first virginity. What did she give him? Now Wu Zhou is dead, but he has become a god and a Buddha, and still lives in her heart; Lu Yue had already promised to give up, but now he made a comeback and showed great hospitality.These two people, alive or dead, are so lingering.Let Cheng Zhifang simply have no way to fight, no way to retreat. Everyone will fall in love and get married, why is it that only his love journey is so long and rough? Cheng Zhifang didn't greet Lu Yue and Tianchi, turned around and left quietly, the sun was shining brightly on his body, but not in his heart.His heart was cold, full of the desolation of late autumn.He thought that from now on he would never love someone like this again.

Cheng Zhifang finally gave up. After giving up, there was a burst of deep loss. He loved Tianchi lonely for several years, once he decided not to love, he would only become more lonely. From the beginning to the end, Tianchi didn't find out that Cheng Zhifang had come. He had been by her side in vain for many years, but all the time, he never came to her heart; she also always, never really loved him. If you don't love, you won't pay attention. Even if he walks behind her, as long as she doesn't look back, you won't be able to see him; Love has never been an unreasonable thing.

However, Tianchi came to Lu Yue not for love, nor just for work, but for friendship—Since Chen'er came back from Kunming, Tianchi has not seen Xiangru for many days, and he is a little worried, not knowing that she is a shy student If people refuse to show up, they still encounter some trouble. A lost soul wanders in the world, with only a handful of friends, but traps are everywhere. Tianchi thought, there are very limited places for Xiang Ruhun to go, if he doesn't come here, he can only follow Xia Nian'er. While Lu Yue was going to burn the photos into a CD, she asked Nian'er implicitly: "How are you recently?" Unexpectedly, Nian'er was very straightforward, and asked straight to the point: "Are you asking Xiangru? If you don't come to me, I will go to you too. Xiangru will appear in court tomorrow, do you want to come?" "What?" Tianchi thought he heard it wrong, "Xiangru? Appear in court?" "Xiangru's case has already been settled, but the person who hurt her appealed again. Now the court will hold a retrial, which is tomorrow. Do you want to come and listen?" "But, Xiangru already..." "I believe that I am not the only one who can see Xiangru's soul." Nian'er stared directly at Tianchi with big eyes, "I am sure you did not know Xiangru before, and it is only recently that you approached her. You and I Same, you can see Xiangru's soul, right?" "Yes." Tianchi only admitted, "How do you know?" "You don't know what it's like to live with a ghost. I'm a living person, but I live in a haunted house. Every night, I can hear Xiangru's typing all night. Sometimes, I can hear her and Air dialogue..." Nian'er sighed softly, and said again, "You really can't imagine what it's like to get along with ghosts." Can't she imagine it?Tianchi laughed, she did not know how many souls she had dealt with, and her current lover was definitely a ghost of a plane crash.Thinking of Wu Zhou, Tianchi's heart swayed sweetly, even if yin and yang are different, they can finally no longer be separated. "But since I met you in the clinic, Xiangru's room has suddenly become quiet." Xia Nian'er continued, "At the same time, your writing is getting better and better. I don't know how to write, but I know Xiangru well. I can recognize which words come from her handwriting. So I know that she has found a new friend, it is you. These nights, she is looking for you. You are the only soul in this world who can touch Xiangru besides me Therefore, I think you may not want to miss Xiangru's appearance in court tomorrow." "But how does she appear in court? Can other people see her?" "I don't know what will happen, but Xiangru insists on doing this, and I can't stop her." Nian'er covered her face, "Xiangru said, she must seek justice for herself, even if it is not for herself, she must leave a portion for the world Justice. But I think, once the truth is known, it will be difficult for Xiangru's soul to stay in the world, maybe tomorrow will be our last time." Tianchi suddenly shuddered. She couldn't imagine that when people and ghosts appeared in the sunlight at the same time, in a court representing justice and truth, what kind of battle between good and evil, a battle between humans and ghosts would be like?Which one will win, the sinner who represents evil, or the ghost who represents illusion? Is it evil that does not overwhelm good, or is yin flourishing and yang declining? "I'll go. Of course I will go." Tianchi said, "I will also ask my friends to go together." "It's Photographer Lu?" Nian'er suddenly smiled, "When Photographer Lu works, he looks at his nose, nose, nose, nose and heart, and he is serious. At first I thought his personality was like this, but later I found out that he wants to guard his life for you and never marry. You finally agreed to date him?" "No, it's not him." Tianchi was surprised that Xia Nian'er was still thinking about gossiping at this time, she replied softly, "It's his sister." Of course, the person Tianchi offered was Chen'er.This is a public trial of a rape lawsuit, she thought, maybe Chen'er would like to know what the judicial procedures for such cases are, and would put herself in the case, compare the different natures of Xu Feng and the so-called rapist, and pass the Xiangru case And look at the walnut case more rationally. However, as soon as he entered the court, Tianchi regretted it. The audience was unexpectedly large, perhaps because there were no big rapes and evils in peaceful times, so the case of male and female indecoration became the most popular topic in the street. Watching a social fire or even juggling.They didn't come to prove justice and evil. What they were curious about was the rape case itself, the scandalous news about a female reporter who was gang-raped and then committed suicide by jumping off a building. They came to watch the show! Chen'er suddenly felt the humiliation of being ridiculed and watched, as if the person who was about to be tried was not the rapist, but she and Xu Feng.And her embarrassing emotions were immediately received by Tianchi sensitively, so Tianchi regretted his wrong invitation even more, and couldn't help hesitating: "How about, let's go back." But at this moment, the judge appeared and the door was closed.Tianchi saw Xia Nian'er sitting in the front row of the auditorium and waved to her quietly, and pointed to the empty seat beside her - is that the seat reserved for Xiang Ruhun?Does a ghost have a place on earth, in a court, even in a court where her life is at stake? The trial began, and the defense lawyer of the defendant spoke eloquently, starting from the definition of rape, to question the conclusion of this gang rape case; in the end, the most powerful argument focused on the lack of witnesses and material evidence—Su Xiangru’s case At that time, there was no physical examination, and he committed suicide afterwards in shame. Now the suspect is convincing and believes that Xiangru took the initiative to seduce her.The results of the first trial can only prove that the defendant and the plaintiff had had sex, but not enough to prove that it was a forced act; as for the plaintiff’s injuries, it can only prove that the two parties had a physical conflict, and it cannot prove that the defendant beat the plaintiff—and this is a fallacy However, Su Xiangru's lawyer could not produce new evidence to refute. Tianchi was angry: "It's so despicable! How can you talk so nonsense and turn black and white?" She almost couldn't help standing up and shouting, but at this moment, she only heard a crisp question coming out of nowhere: "Who said no one Evidence? I am the party involved, Su Xiangru!" Su Xiangru, with long hair and white clothes, walked to the front of the stage, word by word, "I am here, and I am here to testify for myself!" The court was in an uproar, and the audience present, including judges, lawyers, and even criminals, shouted in unison. They were surprised and suspicious, and they couldn't believe it. They all asked with trembling voices: Su Xiangru?Isn't she dead?hell? ! People struggled to go, but when they came to the door, they hesitated. Looking back, they saw that Su Xiang was standing on the plaintiff's seat gracefully, delicate like a spring willow, soft like a lotus flower, with long hair without any wind, and her demeanor So pitiful, it's clearly a ghost, but it's like a fairy descending to earth.But how can you miss this spectacle?What's more, Su Xiangru only said that she wanted to "testify" for herself, but didn't say that she wanted to "revenge" herself, so she wouldn't hurt anyone; He would fight against innocent people, so why run away?So they all turned back hesitantly, but did not sit down, and stood in a row, rubbing shoulders and watching the development of the situation with bated breath. For a moment, the courtroom turned from the chaos just now to silence, and each other's breathing was clearly audible.The judge had to adjust his breath for a long time before he dared to ask: "Plaintiff, please explain your identity and reason." "I am the plaintiff, Su Xiangru." Xiangru's voice was not very loud, but it was clear enough for everyone to hear. "I am here today not only to seek justice for myself, but also to preserve justice for the world. Criminals should not be allowed to go unpunished, and right and wrong should not be confused like this. If the law can be played like this, there will be no truth in the world." She turned her head and questioned the lawyer sadly and incomprehensibly: "Do you yourself believe what you just said? Do you believe that I seduced and blackmailed your client? Do you believe in a person's innocence, dignity, and life, like this Are you worthless and can be trampled on at will? You are a lawyer, you want to win, but you have to have a conscience, you want to uphold justice, not work for a tiger. If you win this lawsuit today, will you feel at ease?" The defense lawyer's face was pale and he was trembling as if he was sifting chaff. He was so eloquent just now, but he was stunned by the clear and bloody questions asked by Xiangruhun, sweating profusely. Xiangru then turned to the dock, looked at the two deadly enemies who had hurt her, and her expression became deeper and more mournful: "You killed me. But you didn't kill me. The one who killed me was my own heart. I couldn't bear the slander of flattery and the abandonment of my lover, so I committed suicide. I regret it very much now, I am sorry for my parents, I am sorry for all the people who have loved me and I have loved, I use my death to punish myself and my own Beloved, now I know that this is wrong. Because my death is worthless, and the only beneficiary of my death is you. Black and white, distorting the facts. Now, I want you to say it again in front of me, what is the truth?" The moment Xiang Ruhun appeared, the two thugs were already frightened to the point of collapse. They were human after all, and it was impossible for them not to be ashamed, fearful, and frightening in the face of the life they had killed. Couldn't take it anymore, and couldn't help it, knelt down and kowtowed like garlic, and collapsed, one of them burst into tears: "I'm not a human, I'm not as good as a beast, I'm the one who killed you, I saw you blocking the car alone, With evil intentions, I deliberately drove the car into the woods..." The other saw that his companion made a move, and wanted to stop him first, but before he could speak, he suddenly felt ashamed, and then shouted: "I confess, I plead guilty, I deserve to die..." Speech nonsense, deceitful and crazy. The trial could no longer go on. The judge raised his hand to adjourn the court, but the audience shouted unanimously: "Justice! Redress for the dead! Sentence! Sentence! Prisoners cannot be allowed to go unpunished!" People are not without justice feeling, but just lacks a little calling. Xiangru raised her head, and two lines of tears flowed down her face. She seemed to be blessing everyone, and she seemed to be muttering to herself: "If people can be more tolerant, maybe the world will be a little warmer. Why bother to force each other so hard... ..." Then, just as she had suddenly appeared, she vanished like a puff of smoke.However, there was an indescribable fragrance that wafted over the court, causing everyone to look up, as if they were looking for the whereabouts of the fragrance... When I came out of the courthouse that day, the sun was so bright and scorching hot that people not only couldn't look up, but even dared not stare at the bright places on the ground.Under such sunshine, people could hardly believe that the scene just now was a real one.There are no ghosts, but justice is exalted--evil is equally intolerable in the sun, and this makes truth bolder than ever, as if emboldened by the sun. People recounted what they had seen and heard, but all versions were quite different; reporters showed shots taken in court, but somehow all the negatives were exposed.The story of the ghost haunting the court has become a legend on the streets. No one can be sure whether it is true or not, but one thing is certain, that is, the criminal will automatically punish the law.Regardless of whether Xiang Ruhun has appeared or not, she has indeed been rewarded with justice. Nian'er met Tianchi outside the court, her face was covered with tears, she held her hand and sighed after meeting, "She's gone." Tianchi comforted: "Xiangru can finally rest in peace." "But I will never see her again." Xia Nian'er sighed, "Life is so lonely." Chen'er was slightly shocked, and suddenly interjected: "If you are willing to forgive a little more, maybe you will be a little warmer." She waved her hand to Tianchi, and left in a hurry without a word of confession. However, Tianchi already roughly guessed her whereabouts - she should have gone to see Xu Feng, life is so lonely, she must give him a chance. Nian'er said again: "Xiangru still has a wish to fulfill." Tianchi knew that she was referring to the book "Liu Fang Eternal".Xiangru came back to help those beauties fulfill their wishes, and Tianchi will carry on this legacy.She promised Nianer: "We will help her finish it." "Yes, you, me, and Lu Yue." Nian'er finally smiled, and suddenly blinked playfully, "Doctor Cheng said you ignored her, then you will forgive and forgive Photographer Lu more. Is it warm?" Tianchi just smiled, noncommittal.No, neither Dr. Cheng nor Photographer Lu.No one knows that her love has surpassed the yin and yang of life and death.She brushed her hair back and smiled boldly into the sunlight. How lonely life is.But she is not afraid, she has brother Wu Zhou to accompany her.She has quietly crossed a certain border without anyone knowing, sharing a space with the soul, an ideal space full of love and tenderness. The sea is very clear and the wind is very strong. Tianchi is sitting on the beach, with her mother on the left and brother Wu Zhou on the right. They are chatting. Tianchi listened attentively.A smile hung on his lips.She just felt that she had never been so full in her life. Xiling Snow Created in Xi'an Baliu Ecological Park on June 22, 2004 In the early morning of March 14, 2005, the first draft was in Xi'an Chrysanthemum Garden