Chapter 15 Soul Comes Back

At dusk, Xu Feng "came out". It was Lu Yue who picked it up, but Chen'er didn't show up, and only asked his brother to give Xu Feng a word: Everyone calmly think about it for a few days, and then meet again. Of course Xu Feng understood what Chen'er wanted to "consider" - marriage.Chen'er really thought of divorce at the first moment, but maybe it was because of mercy, maybe it was everyone's persuasion that made her unable to make up her mind right away, so she had to think about it for a few days.But, did he just wait here foolishly, waiting for her to think about a result?If the result of her consideration is Li, can he bear it?

He begged Lu Yue: "Brother Yue accompany me to have a drink." "No." Unexpectedly, Lu Yue refused without hesitation, "I'll take you back when you're drunk, it's better to do it now, so you don't have to go around." He came from here, so he could guess what Xu Feng was thinking What, what will I do, I managed to get through the most difficult period of my life, so I don't want to accompany others to go through history innocently. Xu Feng reluctantly returned home alone, and when he sat facing the wall, he missed Chen'er all the more, and was even more afraid of separation.Chen'er is about to leave him, Chen'er will never want him again, Chen'er will never forgive him, he will never see her again, how can he bear it?In this day and age, a girl who knows what clothes to match and what shoes to wear, and who also knows how to change light bulbs by herself is really rare. If he misses Chen'er, he really has to learn from Lu Yue and end up alone as an apology.

He took a shower, changed his clothes and went to the company, holding on to a glimmer of hope, Chen'er cared about saving face, no matter how angry she was, she wouldn't turn against him in public, would she? However, Chen'er was not in the company.Xiao Su said that she only came once in the morning, and asked He Hao to go out together, and never came back. Xu Feng didn't doubt that there was him, but thought that Chen'er probably didn't want to see him, and felt even more ashamed, sitting silently in front of the computer and doing homework, it was more efficient than usual.One business is to make packaging boxes for a cake factory. Because of the irregular format, it is necessary to strictly calculate the different core sizes and color specifications, and then reverse the format and paste it on a quarto format, which is extremely cumbersome and labor-intensive. .Packing boxes have always been the most troublesome design for plate-making companies, and the so-called mistakes are worth thousands of miles.However, Xu Feng was engrossed, and gradually became interested, and he still refused to let go after get off work, until it was dark, and then he locked the rolling door and went home alone.Not eating or drinking, he fell asleep and fell asleep, thinking to give up: Since man is a knife and I am a fish, I can only resign myself to fate.

He was a little sleepy just now, but was awakened by the knock on the door. He opened the door in a daze, and the one standing outside the door was actually a walnut. Xu Feng was furious: "Are you here to see if I have been sentenced, arrested, or shot?" "Brother Xu, you should get a divorce." Unexpectedly, Walnut said this, "As long as you divorce Miss Lu, we will stop fighting, okay? It would be nice to let outsiders see the joke." "Us?" Xu Feng laughed angrily, "You and I? Do you think we are a husband and wife who are at odds now? You sued me and almost went to jail. You thought it was just a joke, just to let others Is it as simple as watching a joke?"

"I won't really let you go to jail." Walnut said confidently, "I have already thought about it, if they really sentence you, I will bail you out again, and say that I am with you, it is myself If you are willing, then it will be all right?" "Are you all right?" Xu Feng suddenly raised his head and laughed loudly, choked up with laughter, and burst into tears.It's all right, he has already lost face in front of Chen'er and at Lu's house, and even had to face the situation of divorce, but Walnut said easily that he was all right.Oh my god, how did I lose my head back then, so I could find something to do and get a babysitter?

He rudely pushed her out of the door, and said desperately: "It's okay, it's really okay. Let me tell you, I don't want to see you again in this life. I've already entered a game for you , Even if I am sorry for you, I have been punished. If you have any other tricks, you can just use them. Now, I have nothing to care about, and I have nothing to fear from you—it’s okay!" He made a victory gesture, and slammed the door shut, and ignored the clatter of the walnuts.Being taken away in front of the house by a police car, I have already lost face, even my wife is gone, do you still care about the neighbors watching jokes?

This time, he finally settled down and fell asleep. Chen'er has been living in Ji's house for a week, and she hasn't been to the company for a week.With the money from Kunming, it is enough to spend two or three months. Anyway, there is Xu Feng, so I can just take a few days to make him feel tired.Most importantly, she also didn't know what to do next, she only knew that in such a disturbed mood, she neither wanted to see Xu Feng nor face He Hao. He Hao submitted a letter of resignation to "Snow Neon" on the third day of the beach talk.Maybe he has been waiting for Chen'er to change his mind.His road came to a dead end so quickly, I really don't want to believe it.

But she didn't even go to work, and she didn't show her face. She did it so relentlessly, which finally made him feel cold. She shed tears for him twice: once when flying back to Dalian from Kunming, and the other time when they broke up in Jinshatan. Twice, he didn't know. Therefore, he will never know her sincerity, and he will never know that in this life, there was a period of time when she really liked him. Xu Feng, on the other hand, was uncharacteristically keen on his work. He came early and left late every day, worked hard, and was willing to accommodate no matter how low the price was.

He is afraid to go home.When he got home, he felt that the walls were empty, and he was alarmed by every sound.Sometimes from dark to dawn, I can't sleep peacefully all night.Sometimes they simply sit on the rattan chair and shake all night.The rattan chair with hanging basket and flowers was a mysterious birthday present from Tianchi to Chen'er, Chen'er liked it very much, and sat on it and wobbled when he had nothing to do.Now that Xu Feng was sitting there, he felt that lovesickness was pouring in endlessly, almost overwhelming him. When a car passed by downstairs, he wondered if Chen'er had come back; if there were footsteps in the corridor, his heart would be in his throat, trembling with the footsteps, wishing that there would be a knock on the door right away.But every time, it was someone else's door that was knocked open.

Chen'er stayed at Tianchi's house, and she also spent the days like years, boredly taking out the few DVDs she had and watched them over and over again.In fact, I didn't look into it at all, I just made some noise to prove that it was in the human world.All city people are lonely, it is not enough to lock themselves in the cracks of reinforced concrete, but also to lock the door tightly to isolate all the people; and then turn on the TV to enjoy the irrelevant joys and sorrows, life, old age, sickness and death. When the phone rang, she was still a little bit happy that she could finally hear a real voice.She greeted "Hello" very sweetly, moved away from the posture of having a long talk, and prepared to hold on to whoever it was and chat with him for three to five minutes.

"Is it Tianchi? Is it Tianchi?" Unexpectedly, there was an old man on the opposite side, whose voice was somewhat familiar, but trembling and hoarse to the point where it was barely audible. Chen'er was taken aback for a moment before realizing that it was the old Mr. Wu whom he hadn't seen for a long time——Wu Zhou's father.She hastened to be respectful, and reported her family name: "I'm Lu Chen'er. Sister Ji has gone to work. Uncle Wu needs her?" "No, it's Zhou'er, Wu Zhou..." Chen'er suddenly became nervous, her palms were covered with sweat, she held her breath and waited for the old man to finish speaking. "Plane crash, plane crash, everyone..." "Airplane?" Chen'er was confused and couldn't think for a moment. The old man cried out: "Zhou'er is on the plane, Zhou'er, he wants to come back to China..." "No." Chen'er subconsciously covered the receiver, as if this would keep the bad news out of reality. "He's dead." The old man finally finished speaking, "The body was not found, someone sent the iron box to the house..." A storm loomed in the distance, Chen'er hung up the phone numbly, touched his face—the wet ground was full of tears.Wu Zhou is dead!He wanted to come back to China, but the plane crashed.he died!Wu Zhou is dead! What is he coming back for?Looking for Tianchi?He finally reached an agreement with Pei Linglong, or decided to run away from home? Then, the most urgent and realistic question loomed: how to tell Tianchi? "Don't tell Tianchi." This was Cheng Zhifang's first reaction. In "Water Without Worry", several good friends got together again: Chen'er, Xu Feng, Lu Yue, Cheng Zhifang—there is no Tianchi, nor Wu Zhou. There will never be Wu Zhou again. Things are people, not everything.It's only been a few months, but the vicissitudes have already changed, as if it's been a lifetime. "Old Mr. Wu will set up a tomb for his son. Don't you ask Tianchi to attend the funeral?" Xu Feng asked hesitantly, "She will hate us if she finds out later." "Then never let her know." Cheng Zhifang replied violently.He has never been so impetuous as now, almost sitting on pins and needles, like a light on his back.Can not tell Tianchi.The relationship between her and Wu Zhou is hard to describe. If she knew that Wu Zhou had died, how could she wear a wedding dress and accompany him on the red carpet? What he thought, Chen'er and Xu Feng also thought of, although they couldn't bear it, they agreed.They also didn't want Tianchi to be sad. Wu Zhou had already boarded the plane back to England with Pei Linglong. As long as they didn't mention it, his name would never appear in Tianchi's life, and she would never know the news of his death.That being the case, why make her sad.Let her be covered in a red hijab and follow Lao Cheng for a hundred years. Even if she is disappointed in love, it is better than being disappointed in life. Agreeing is considered agreeing, but Chen'er said slowly, "I think this matter must not be hidden from Sister Ji." "Why can't you hide it? Tell the Wu family the truth, and ask them to help. If we don't tell, they won't tell, who will tell Tianchi?" Cheng Zhifang didn't know whether to comfort others or comfort himself, he spoke outrightly and frustrated . Chen'er silently looked at him without speaking.She had an ominous premonition that Wu Zhou was killed in a car accident three years ago, it was Tianchi who prayed so hard to save his life, these three years were basically earned back, and now the limit is finally reached; he and Tianchi are two, their fates are surprisingly similar , as if walking along the same road all the time, according to such a precedent, Tianchi would probably do the same... She buried her face in her hands, her shoulders trembling slightly, not daring to think deeply. When Xu Feng saw his beautiful wife crying, his heart ached and he wanted to stretch out his arms to hold her in his arms, but he didn't dare.He looked at Lu Yue for help, hoping that this uncle could speak for him. But Lu Yue didn't say a word.He instinctively felt that this incident would change his life drastically, but he couldn't clearly realize what it was for a while.At the same time, he believed his sister's words: even if no one informed Tianchi, Tianchi would know the truth sooner or later.He didn't know what channel she would find out about, but he just knew that no one could keep Wu Zhou's news from Tianchi. When they parted, Xu Feng walked up to Chen'er anxiously: "Let's go home." His eyes were full of pleading. Chen'er is a little soft-hearted, life is impermanent, she feels lonely just like Xu Feng, if they hug each other, can they be less sad and more comforting?It's just been a few days since I saw him, the beard on Xu Feng's chin is already messy like weeds, and he is so thin that he is almost out of shape.She felt sorry for him, but she didn't want to forgive him so quickly. The thought of him having contaminated other women made her stomach churn. "I have to stay with Sister Ji." Chen'er finally replied. The light in Xu Feng's eyes dimmed, and he suddenly lost his voice.But he comforted himself: Chen'er only said that he wanted to accompany Ji Tianchi, he didn't say that he didn't want to go back with him, his attitude was much more relaxed than before. In the past, he and Chen'er always went to and from work together. Sometimes when she lived in Tianchi, he would accompany her to have dinner before going home, and would come to pick her up early the next morning.Life is full of hope, Xiaobie is not sad.Now it's seeing him today and he doesn't know when he will see him again, and he always has to use other people's excuses to see his wife, Xu Feng can't help but feel haggard. Somehow, during these parting days, he became fond of reminiscing.The Chen'er in his memory was never the current Chen'er, but always a long time ago, the Chen'er he knew before going abroad. At that time, Tianchi hadn't fallen ill, and Chen'er was carefree at that time, and she was already quite old, but breakfast was always a bottle of yogurt, and she couldn't wait to tear open the package, holding the side of the bottle with both hands. Drinking while walking, from time to time, I buried my head and took a deep breath, like a child who has not been weaned, so greedy, and so easy to satisfy. That greedy and happy Chen'er always makes him feel tender and distressed every time he thinks about it.He felt like a rude big child who suddenly snatched the bottle from her, and she grinned and cried helplessly, with no sound but big tears falling down her cheeks. He was in great pain and regret, but he was also helpless and didn't know how to remedy it. Xu Feng knew that he hurt Chen'er, but at the same time he hurt himself even more.He was trapped in this double injury, restless all day long, tossing and turning all night.I always feel a little sleepy when the sky is about to dawn, and I always wake up suddenly when the sky is about to dawn. The dawn sky is ready to move, gestating a sunrise like a conspiracy.Because you never know what the next day might bring, every day seems like a conspiracy. In such anxiety, he waited for Wu Zhou's funeral and another meeting with Chen'er. Chen'er couldn't help being startled when he saw Xu Feng for the first time, he was thinner again, his eyes were completely sunken, and there was no flesh on his cheeks, it was almost like a skeleton wrapped in a layer of skin.Only the beard on the chin was alive and nearly buried his face.She thought to herself: If she doesn't give him a hand again, this person's life may be over. Thinking of this, her heart throbbed with pain, and by mourning Wu Zhou, she shed tears to her heart's content.At this time, she clearly understood that she was in love with her husband, and if it wasn't for love, she wouldn't be in such pain. Mr. Wu began to read Wu Zhou’s last words—before the plane crashed, the captain asked all passengers to write their last words on paper and seal them in a box.The box was successfully found by relevant parties, and the copy belonging to Wu Zhou was delivered to his parents. It was just a few short sentences, Mr. Wu didn't know what they meant at all, but he still read with tears: "If there is an afterlife, I am willing to still be a man, tall and long, in order to make me happy." You are easy to identify; if there is an afterlife, I hope you will still be this beautiful girl, with long hair and thin waist, white clothes like snow, waiting for me at the intersection of life; if there is an afterlife, I will definitely remember your name, and I will be there from birth Look for you, accompany you, never separate." Chen'er burst into tears, she knew that this was written by Wu Zhou to Tianchi, only she understood the true meaning of these words - Tianchi once wrote a prayer about the afterlife, and at the last moment of his life, Wu Zhou wrote the last words Leaving it to Tianchi, he answered her clearly and promised her! Some people say that only when you die can you know who the person you love the most in your life is.When the deadline is approaching, life is hanging by a thread, and a person's heart will become clear. If he calls out a name, it will be the last inscription in his life, the deepest concern, and the most true wish. Chen'er knew that when the plane crashed, Wu Zhou's most attached person must be Tianchi.She seemed to see the crashed plane burning like a fireball in the dome, and at the moment when her life was dying, Wu Zhou shouted out with all his strength: Tianchi—— The person Wu Zhou cared about at the last moment of his life was Tianchi. Wu Zhou's favorite is always Tianchi. He came back to China for Tianchi! After all, he loves him and hates her! Ji Tianchi finally got the answer she had been waiting for all her life, but she didn't know it. Chen'er covered her face with tears streaming down her face. Luckily, Sister Ji didn't know that Wu Zhou was dead. If she heard the last words with her own ears, she would be overwhelmed with pain!People say that "It's not that enemies don't get together", Wu Zhou and Tianchi are enemies from life to life, but they can't get together in the end, and heaven and man are separated forever. What kind of enemies are she and Xu Feng?He has been there almost since he was sensible, they have never been passionately in love, even when they are most intimate, she will not be excited because of him; similarly, even if they quarrel, she will not feel heartbroken for him.However, today, her heart really ached. Looking at him, she couldn't turn her eyes away no matter what. After the ceremony, Chen'er finally went back with Xu Feng, but when the car arrived at the door, she hesitated, looked at Xu Feng and said, "I still can't forget." Xu Feng put his head on the steering wheel and was silent for a long, long time, then he opened the door and got out of the car alone. Chen'er moved to the driver's seat and drove the car away slowly. From the rearview mirror, she saw Xu Feng's slightly hunched figure. She felt infinite pity for her, but there was nothing she could do. "I still can't forget." She still can't forget. When people were mourning for Wu Zhou's funeral, Tianchi had been working eagerly, not showing his grief to anyone. Reading and writing occupy most of her time. The pleasure of reading is unmatched by anything else, and the temptation of writing is so strong that she is almost overwhelmed.Those inspirations are like the wine jars that have been cellared for many years have been opened, and the aroma is overflowing, which cannot be blocked or retained.She was so eager to keep the aroma of the wine, the more intense it was, the more she was afraid of it slipping away, so she was anxious to record it in words. But reading is like fine wine is addictive, there are so many fine wines lined up in jars, why is she reluctant not to open them?Open it, and the fragrance will flow out. If you can't catch it, it will be lost in vain. Tianchi is really eager, life is too short, to pursue infinite knowledge with limited life, and to leave invisible inspiration with tangible words, how can she do it?The unstoppable sadness forced her, so that she finally understood Xiang Ruhun's reluctance—Xiang Ru's love for words even surpassed life and death, and her inspiration was so strong that she could break away from her body and support her soul alone Stay in the world.However, how long can she stay? How long can I stay by myself? People carefully concealed the news of Wu Zhou's death.However, they neglected that since Tianchi woke up, he has been able to communicate with psychics, and he has a heart-to-heart bond with Wu Zhou. How could he not know whether he is alive or dead? She knew it, even earlier than everyone else. That day, she was sitting at home revising the draft, when suddenly her world turned and she heard Wu Zhou calling her: "Tianchi, Tianchi." Suddenly, her eyes were dark and she fell to the ground. I don't know how long it took to wake up again. There seemed to be a gust of wind in the closed inner room, and there was an inexplicable fragrance of flowers, like jasmine and phalaenopsis.Wu Zhou was sitting on the side, looking at her tenderly, calling softly: "Tianchi, little sister." Tears welled up in Tianchi's eyelashes, and in a moment she understood that something had happened, she looked at him without any fear, but she didn't dare to act rashly, for fear of shocking his soul. "Brother Wu Zhou, you came to see me." "I will come to see you often in the future, and no one can stop me." Tianchi shed tears: "I don't want you to work so hard." "Tianchi, I am willing to make such a choice. It is a pity that I cannot really be with you. But, you finally understand my mind, and I finally understand your mind." Tianchi's heart ached as if a three-edged knife was gouging out her brother Wu Zhou, who was still so young, but could no longer enjoy the sunshine and grass. He looked so refreshing and handsome, and because he was freed from the shackles of the flesh, he was even more chic than before.He sat there solemnly, as if covered with a layer of moonlight, with infinite deep meaning in his eyes, expressing more than what he said. Tianchi's tears just flowed endlessly: "You shouldn't come back." "There are many things I shouldn't have done, but this time, I did nothing wrong. I said a long time ago that if I could be with you in the end, I would rather pay the price with my life." "Are we never going to be apart again?" "Do my best and never leave you." He promised her. He finally commits to her. At the cost of life.Guaranteed by the soul. From then on, he will always take care of her and accompany her. As long as she thinks of him, his breath will permeate in the breeze and the fragrance of flowers. With every wave and every flower blooming, he will pass on his blessing to her.They will be more innocent than the closest lovers, and they will be inseparable. Thinking of this, Tianchi couldn't help but burst into tears.She herself has "died" once, and she has long had a true understanding of the true meaning of life.People are mortal, sooner or later, if love can pass through yin and yang and stay together, then what is the difference between life and death? She finally got the love she wanted, the most intimate and completely exclusive love, no one can block them, nothing can confuse them, what they get is the most original form of love, love itself.Here there will be no misunderstandings, disagreements, betrayals, indifference, or even the possibility of disappointment.Here is the real inseparable, heart-to-heart bond. Tianchi has been alone for so many years, searched for so many years, and waited for so many years, but now, she has received the most thorough return and promise, even more than she expected. She didn't go to Wu Zhou's funeral because Wu Zhou was by her side at all, so why send him off to an irrelevant place? Yes, irrelevant.She can finally be with Wu Zhou now, and it's none of other people's business. Never in her life had she been so calm, content, and purposeful as she was now. She had a premonition—the reunion with her mother was not far away.At that time, she will finally have the life she has dreamed of all her life, with her loved ones and lovers.Her life will no longer have any regrets and shortcomings. Tianchi raised his head, full of expectation.