Chapter 11 Eleven, Huanjun Pearl with double tears

During these days, I have been hiding from Xiaojin, but I didn't expect to face him face to face. Just like the white snake can't hide from Fahai, the third party can't avoid the pursuit of the original partner after all. Since our reconciliation with the corn, our love is wilder and hotter than ever.Every time we meet, it seems like the end of the world.Maybe it's because I know that we don't have much time, and I can only love him, love him, love him heartily in the limited time we get together... Because of my guilty conscience, I couldn't stop looking for excuses to push Xiaojin's class and her date again and again.

But she seems to be attached to me, calling me every now and then, instructing me to do such and such trivial things, such as helping her buy cosmetics, ordering theater tickets for her, choosing gifts for friends' birthdays, etc., as if I am the hourly maid of her family. Sometimes when I just went to a corn date, Xiaojin’s phone calls came one after another, and the content was always too small, almost vexatious nonsense, such as the baby’s disobedience made her angry, the nanny bickered with her again, and even the new Found scraps of paper in the compact I bought... It takes half an hour to talk on the phone, regardless of whether it is convenient for me to answer.This is how she occupied my time domineeringly and confidently, tortured my emotions, and made me panic and panic.

I began to suspect that she was doing it on purpose. She may already know that my relationship with corn, all kinds of pretensions, are all acting skills. She deliberately didn't have an attack, but manipulated me like watching a show, making me exhausted. She is not only a good actor and audience, but also a good screenwriter and director. She deliberately made me wither in a love without dignity until I retreat without a fight. I have finally developed from avoiding Xiaojin to hiding from her husband—being with Corn is no longer pure happiness. When we are lingering, I always feel that there are a pair of eyes peeping at us in the dark.

Once, I sneaked in and peeped at their husband and wife's home.Now, all this returns to me doubled. Love is a debt, and maybe now is the time to pay it off. I thought about quitting, but Xiao Jin has already come to kill me, how should I face it? But judging by her expression and attitude, it doesn't look like she is about to explode immediately. Could it be that the so-called vixen is someone else? I was dazed and uneasy, at a loss what to do.And Xiaojin had already seen the Xiangjun fan, and exclaimed pretentiously: "My God, this is what you just painted, it's so beautiful!" She raised her head almost innocently, and asked with a smile: "What is this for?" of?"

"Long skirt." I answered her with an apologetic smile, "This is a portrait of Li Xiangjun, one of the eight beauties of the Qinhuai River." "Chicken?" Xiao Jin laughed vulgarly, "Most of the famous women left in the past were prostitutes, but women from good families had no names or surnames. At least there were a few chastity archways, and most of them were named after their surnames. Her husband’s surname is not even a proper name. On the contrary, there are piles of prostitutes, who are really laughing at the poor and not laughing at the prostitutes-now this fashion seems to be back again, chickens run around the street, lovers are the most popular, there is a saying What is it called 'the red flag at home does not fall, but the colorful flags flutter outside'? Men, they just eat from the bowl and look at the pot, greedy."

I felt more and more guilty, and didn't know whether Xiaojin's remarks were improvised or just pointing at Sanghuai.I seem to be a thief facing the owner, not knowing where to hide the stolen goods so as not to be discovered - thieves always think that as long as the stolen goods are not found, they are not guilty, but they forget that the real evidence is actually the A hand with nowhere to hide.And I, do I have the ambition to cut off my wrist? Suddenly, the newly completed brocade garment seemed to have an independent life. Suddenly, there was a wave of water-like shaking, and a bottle of paint placed on the corner of the table was overturned. Terrible.

Xiao Jin screamed, and I trembled too. Is it the wind?Or did Xiao Jin's words offend those souls who had once stood out in the historical scrolls? The clerk rushed over to greet me, and I apologized hastily, and took out my clothes for Xiaojin to change into.Xiao Jin was annoyed: "No change, no change, the driver is still waiting outside, go, you can go with me!" The green pool water, the bee waist stone bridge, and the large lotus leaves whisper in the wind, sending bursts of fragrance.Is this still a busy metropolis?Is this Xanadu or Taixu Wonderland? The fragrance of hanzi sells off the green leaves, and the westerly wind worries about the blue waves.I leaned on the stone railing and looked down, seeing the fields of lotus leaves, fish swimming and chattering, and I couldn't help seeing God.

Xiao Jin urged impatiently: "Don't look at it, it's important for us to do business." Business?Oh, I'm here to help Xiaojin catch the traitor-the corn has someone, and that person is not me. I, the lover of corn, helped the wife of corn to capture his other lover.What kind of account is this?Should I be glad that I wasn't the one who fell into the case, or should I be sad about Corn's half-heartedness? If you can't be the original partner, it can be said that you have no destiny, and if you can't even be the dedicated lover, what is it? I held on to the railing of the bridge tightly, as if I was afraid of falling into the lotus pond, or afraid that Xiao Jin would force me to go away, or that I was afraid of facing the lover of corn—I could be friends with the wife of corn, It doesn't mean I have the courage to confront his other lover as well.

"Xiao Jin, is it appropriate for us to call the door like this?" I staggered, "How do you know that person lives here? Besides, if the other party calls the police, we may be wronged." "Are we going to make a mistake?" Xiaojin sneered again, "I chose this house with Yu Min, and I am the head of the household. I'll take a look at my own house. What can I do? It's that bitch , she is the one who occupies the magpie's nest, even if I break her head, she will have to suffer from being dumb. Call the police? Could it be that the police station is still in charge of the old wife repairing the concubine? Huh, if it is really in the past, it is okay to be a concubine Well, I'm finally famous and important, now, I'm just a slut delivered to my door, and my death will be for nothing!"

My stomach started to churn again, and I tried my best not to vomit.Every word Xiao Jin said was like a sharp arrow, aimed at the most painful place in my heart, and the arrow never missed. No. 2 on the third floor of Building Seven.Xiao Jin raised his chin to me: "This is the room, ring the doorbell." Why?Why does she want me to accompany her to do such a thing? I look at that door.I don't know what I will see or encounter after I push it away. Maybe this is a trap, there is no other lover at all, and Xiaojin wants me to come to mutilate my body and destroy my bones; maybe this is another haunted house, hiding dark secrets, trying to devour me.

The most mysterious thing in the world is the door, because you never know what kind of story will happen behind the door. Every door is a riddle. If you don't open the door, you will never know what the answer will be; but if you know the answer, you don't know what price you will pay.Should I obey Xiaojin and knock on that door?Our friendship has not reached the point where we are so familiar, why is she bossing me around like this? But what reason should I refuse?In front of the original spouse, a lover has no power to fight back except to compromise. Doorbell rang.One, two, three... No one answered the door. Xiao Jin took out the key, opened the door and went in by himself.The house is newly renovated, the smell of paint is still there, and the new furniture is covered with a thin layer of dust, obviously no one has ever lived in it. At this time, I already knew clearly that there was no outhouse of corn living here at all, and everything about Xiaojin was just acting. The door finally opened, but what was hidden behind the door was not the answer to the mystery, but another mystery-the empty city plan. I suddenly felt extremely tired and felt a sense of powerlessness.Why am I standing here?Why should I obey the arrangements and arrangements of others?Why let someone else decide my fate?If it is said that there is no sin in loving someone, why does my love make me not only the lover's slave, but also the wife of the one I love? However, I had no choice but to accompany Xiao Jin to continue the play, and forced a smile: "It doesn't look like someone lives here, are you worrying too much?" "Did I make a mistake?" Xiao Jin smiled in surprise, "Obviously a friend called me and said he saw Yu Min going in and out with a woman here. Could it be that I saw a ghost?" hell?I'm in the best position to say hell.Xiao Jin is clearly asking for directions, how much does she know about me and corn? But I don't want to guess her heart anymore. Guessing Corn's heart has exhausted me physically and mentally, how can I still have the energy to guess his wife? A love that has never seen the sun, not only can't get along with each other brightly, but even the thoughts have become cloudy and uncertain. Facing Xiao Jin's repeated temptations, I had no choice but to remain unchanged and respond to all changes, and said with a faint smile: "Maybe you are suspicious? Anyway, the world is peaceful now, isn't it great?" "But I always feel that Yu Min is weird. Men are the most unreliable at this hour. When they have a career and make money, they will feel full and lustful. They have tasted everything in the world, including their wives and children. Now, the only thing left is to find Xiaomi, and it’s not enough to change tricks every day. If he plays around like that casually, I can just turn a blind eye and ignore it, anyway. It's not the first time in the past year. But this time he played too much, and he actually hides in the golden house. That's for real, so I'll give him a real one too, for that bitch to eat Can't walk around." The more I listened, the more suspicious I became. I felt that every sentence was aimed at me, but I couldn't refute it.I'm getting more and more tired, I don't want to fight anymore, I just want to end all this quickly, "Hasn't it been proved that it was a false alarm? You should be happy, why are you talking more and more angry? It's getting late, we should go back , There are still a lot of troubles waiting for me at home." I said. "What's bothering you? Can I help you?" Xiao Jin changed his attentive face and smiled, "You can help me with such a big matter as catching a rape. You are enough friends. If you have anything to say, I will help you." Anyone who can help will definitely help." This kind of trick of being hot and cold, angry and happy may not be new, but it did make me dizzy, so I had to find a reason to prevaricate: "The rent is due, and I don't know where to move." It was an excuse, It's also true, the thing that bothers me the most right now is the house. "You live by yourself?" "No, three people. I still have two roommates." I don't know if Xiangru can be counted as one person, but I was looking for a house precisely for Xiangru. "What kind of difficulty is this? You told me that it would have been resolved long ago." Xiao Jin smiled generously, "Isn't it just a house? Isn't this ready-made?" "what?" Xiao Jin spread his hands, pointed at the four walls, and enthusiastically encouraged him: "How about this house? If you want to live in it, I will lend it to you. I will charge you a thousand yuan a month as a symbol. All the furniture here is ready-made. Just take a toothbrush and come in. It’s just that the location is not good, it’s a little far from the city, so it’s probably inconvenient for you to go to the store.” live here?I nervously thought about it in my heart, although this place is remote, but I am not familiar with the place, so it happened that Xiangru took refuge, and Xiao Jin was just acting as an intermediary to live in the corn industry. What is the purpose of Xiao Jin's arrangement?Are you trying to win me over and disturb my conscience?Or do you want to control me and play me in the palm of your hand? Once you move in, you can really obey the saying: "Under the eaves of others, you have to bow your head."But fragrant as... I hesitated and hesitated, neither could I wrong myself and agreed like this, nor did I have the courage to veto it.In the end, all I had to say was, "May I think about it for a few days?" "You still have to think about it?" Xiaojin called out, obviously she was forcing herself to calm down, she swallowed her saliva before putting on a smile again, and said meaningfully, "Then, you really need to think about it, I'm waiting for you answer." Is this a threat?Or, is it a compromise? For the first time, I re-examined the relationship between me and corn from the perspective of Xiao Jin-for the original partner, the third party is indeed a cruel invasion and plunder, right?Even if Xiao Jin tried his best, it was to protect her family after all.Not only can I not resent what she has done, but I should cooperate, right?However, if you want me to break up with corn and never see each other again, how can I be willing? When I got home, I met Mrs. Wang, the neighbor on the same floor, in the elevator, and asked with a wink, "Isn't your house a bit weird since the accident happened?" "how?" "Both of you are obviously not at home, but there seems to be a sound in the house. I am not the only one who heard it. Many people in the building said that someone was singing in your house during the day, but I didn't hear that you have relatives coming?" I was secretly startled, and kept my face down and didn't speak. Mrs. Wang continued to chatter: "After the girl who was a reporter jumped off the building, everyone felt that the building was unlucky, and they even said that someone should be hired to exorcise evil spirits." I was startled, and couldn't help raising my voice and yelling: "Who said you're going to do this? Nian'er and I are all fine living there, what do you need to drive away?" "Wow, why are you so fierce? You said you weren't possessed by evil spirits? Looking at the gentle girl, you've become frowning." The eighth woman muttered dissatisfiedly, just as the elevator door opened, she hurried away Going out, before leaving, I have to say, "There must be an evil door, I really need to drive out the evil quickly." Besieged on all sides. I knew that I was cornered, what Nian'er said was right, people have no choice. I can't wait to look at my eyes first, I have no other choice. Nian'er is not at home.Xiangru said that Nian'er left a message before going out, saying that she would work overtime tonight and would come back very late, but she would definitely come back.Of course I understood the meaning of "working overtime", and I also understood why Nian'er insisted on going home no matter how late the "overtime" was. ——She has always been worried about her absence on the night of Xiangru's accident, always thinking that if she was there, maybe things would be different. No one can predict what has never happened, and who can know how many endings a story can have, but guilt is like freckles, once it grows, it is difficult to fade away. How long will I owe Xiaojin? I finally decided to call Xiao Jin and said, "That house...are you really willing to rent it to me?" "Hong Yan, have you figured it out?" Xiao Jin's voice was very excited, showing a sense of relief, "Of course, of course, I said I would rent it to you, and I will definitely rent it. I won't hide it, and you have to keep your promise. .” "I will. Is there any formality?" "No need, we're all on our own, just say it." Xiao Jin's words were full of bones, and he was afraid that I wouldn't understand. He went further and said the name of the corn, "It's better to live here than to be empty. I still have to worry about Yu Min." Unknowingly, someone came in. I bought this house because of its value-added potential. After all, I didn’t have a chance to live in it. The children have to go to school, and it’s inconvenient to live so far away. Now I rent it to you and let the house It’s a bit popular here, lest it will be haunted if it’s empty for too long.” popularity?Ghost spirit is true.I want to rent a house, but it is precisely for "haunting".Thinking of this, I feel even more sorry for Xiao Jin.I stole her person and returned her a ghost, which can be described as a double debt, can you not feel ashamed? Ashamed, it is the word "ghost" next to the word "heart".If the "ghost" is Xiangru, then the "heart" is corn.And Xiao Jin also has a ghost in his heart, and that ghost is me. She has done so many scenes with good intentions, sometimes shaking mountains and shaking tigers, sometimes threatening and luring, and it is nothing more than to exorcise demons and subdue demons, do you want me to give in? I decided to fulfill her. For Xiangru, I am already doomed to owe Xiaojin on the "ghost", so let me repay her on the "heart"—Jiang, I will return you to Xiaojin.This sneaky love affair, I have loved too much and felt too guilty. Now, between being your lover and Xiaojin's tenant, I have decided to give up my "heart" for the sake of "ghosts" .