Chapter 17 Chapter Seventeen Rose Heart Diameter

Standing in the middle of the living room of Lu's house, Lu Yueshi announced in a shocking way: "Dad, Mom, Chen'er, I have decided to marry Tianchi." Hush!The two elders of the Lu family held their breath for half a minute, looked at each other without saying a word. Lu Yue urged: "What's the matter, Dad, Mom, aren't you happy for me?" Mother Lu took a deep breath first: "Son, are you kidding me like this?" "What joke? It's true. I proposed to Tianchi just now, and she agreed." "real?" "Really. Shall I let her speak to you in person?"

"Really?" "Just waiting for you to be the main election day!" "Hey! Son!" Lu's father and Lu's mother finally believed and cheered.Well now, this family has been shrouded in gloom for too long, and it's time for a happy event.They have always liked Tianchi's gentleness and subtlety.Marrying a daughter-in-law and virtue, a son who is like a monkey can marry a stable and dignified Tianchi as his wife, which is undoubtedly the best choice.Taking a ten thousand step back, with a Tianchi diploma in hand, a house and a car, and his own company, there is no one out of ten thousand who can pick out such a caring person, who was accidentally beaten by his son and bumped into the Toad Palace. In addition to being excited, I feel more satisfied.

On the other hand, Chen'er was not happy to hear the news, he couldn't believe it anyway: "Isn't today April 1st? Or did you pour some ecstasy soup into Tianchi?" Lu Yue glared at his sister: "Hey, dogs can't spit out ivory, why don't you go to Jinlan with 'Bobo'." Chen'er laughed loudly: "Aren't I just brothers and sisters with Gou'er?" Lu Yue was furious. The Lu family's parents couldn't help laughing, watching their son and daughter bickering, while keeping their hands open, they began to look through the calendar to choose a date.

The iron must be struck while it is hot, for fear that Nanke's dream will wake up if there is a slight delay, so everything has been done quickly, and the wedding date is set on September 9, two months later. Tianchi's residence is a ready-made new house, and a little decoration is enough. Even the shooting of the wedding photos is already being arranged, and all the props are provided by Lu Yuexing's friends, free of charge. The two elders were busy writing posts, ordering banquets, and looking at furniture every day. They often chattered and discussed until late at night. Lu Yue and Tianchi queued up one by one to go through the formalities, issued health certificates, single certificates, street introduction letters, and unit introduction letters, and asked their contacts everywhere to sign and get the certificates as soon as possible.

Chen'er didn't have any sense of reality at first, but when she saw that everyone around her was busy running around, this thing turned out to be more and more real, so she couldn't help but not believe it. Moreover, Tianchi cut short hair. Xiao Su "tsk tsk" regretted: "Such a good lock of hair, how can you be willing to just cut it off?" Tianchi smiled lightly: "The weather is getting hotter and the work is getting more and more busy, where is the time to take care of long hair?" But Chen'er knew that was a lie.She never forgot that in those days when she was waiting for Wu Zhou with Tianchi, she saw different women appearing beside him more than once.Both have extremely long hair and extremely thin waists.

I believe he likes women with long hair and thin waists. Tianchi also has a slender waist, and there are thousands of threads.A thin waist may be a gift from God, but with long hair, Chen'er guessed that she was for Wu Zhou. In other words, now she finally decided to cut her long hair short for her brother's sake. That means starting from scratch, forgetting about the past. But in the past, can it really be cut off like a white thread, and it will be decided at this point? In the evening, Chen'er turned on the computer and poured out her thoughts to Xu Feng.Now they are friends who talk about everything, the kind of friends who don't involve love between men and women.From a distance, the heart-to-heart conversation is only more free.

"Xiaofeng: My brother is going to marry Sister Ji, but I always feel that this happened too suddenly to be true. I have known Sister Ji for more than six years, and she has loved Wu Zhou for more than ten years. In the sky, she suddenly decided to marry her brother. Is this a choice of love? Not even a rational choice? For some reason, although they are both young and unrestrained, I always feel that they are not suitable for each other. Half of it shouldn't be like this, it shouldn't be Lu Yue. It's not that my brother is bad, it's just that they don't belong to the same world. Sister Ji is so lonely and deep, can my brother bear her vicissitudes? It's someone else, you can admit the wrong person again Do it all over again, but Tianchi can't, Tianchi won't gamble, because Tianchi can't lose, she can't afford to lose! Moreover, she has always been calm and reserved, this time she is so aggressive, which violates her nature, which makes me feel suspicious and worried. I don't think this is a happy event, what do you think?"

Xu Feng's letter arrived soon—— "Tianchi is independent and strong on the surface, but in her heart, she is still a woman of three obediences and four virtues, classical and conservative. The true meaning of happiness to her is to be a husband and wife, and to be in harmony with each other. After Wu Zhou, there is Lu Yue. It is a pleasure to meet, It's not a misunderstanding. Let's not ask why Tianchi suddenly decided to marry Lu Yue, but we can believe that Lu Yue really loves Tianchi. The so-called seeking benevolence and gaining benevolence, he finally got her after pursuing her for so many years, presumably must be Will cherish. Although the decision to get married came very suddenly, maybe love entered Tianchi's heart unknowingly. It was only after Wu Zhou's matter settled that she suddenly looked back and found that the real Yiren was in the light It's just a place of decline. Looking at it this way, it's not surprising that they suddenly talked about marriage. As long as the marriage is based on the free choice between the two sides, it is gratifying. I believe they will have a lifetime of perfect marriage until they grow old together. Chen Son, let us pray for the happiness of Tianchi and Lu Yue together, shall we?"

Chen'er read it several times, felt relieved, showed the letter to Tianchi, and said in confusion: "I never thought that Xiaofeng had such wisdom. His thinking and observation skills seem to be getting deeper and deeper, not only He knows me well, and he seems to know you quite well too!" Tianchi smiled but did not answer. Of course she knew the reason, and what Xu Feng said in the letter was her own words. As early as when Xu Feng first arrived in the United States, Tianchi had already contacted him by email. For more than a year, they have been communicating and exchanging recent situations without interruption.With Tianchi's guidance, Xu Feng's understanding of Chen'er is only deeper than when he was with her day and night in China. Naturally, he has more and more common topics with Chen'er, and he can hit the point more and more directly. heart dialogue.

Even for the decision to get married, she first reported the good news to Xu Feng via email, and clearly analyzed her inner thoughts to him so that he could answer Chen'er. It's no wonder that Chen'er feels emotionally: "I cherish Xiaofeng as a friend more and more now. It's a pity, why didn't he say a lot of things to me at the beginning, otherwise it wouldn't be..." He bowed his head and didn't say anything at this point. Seeing that there seemed to be remorse in her words, Tianchi said at the right time: "You two shouldn't be separated in the first place..."

Before he could finish speaking, he was cut off by Chen'er: "Come on, I'm already full of scars and bruises. No matter how good Xiaofeng is, he's already on another road. We have no fate, and I don't want to talk about relationship anymore." Tianchi was not in a hurry for success, smiled slightly, and never mentioned it again. She has carefully paved a rose path for her friend, and she believes that Chen'er and Xu Feng will get together again one day. The wedding was in full swing. When the two elders of the Wu family heard the good news, they both felt relieved and smiled: "That child Lu Yue, we have already said that he is good, and the relationship between you two is not only a year old, it is time to arrange the marriage. Our family has been blessed with auspicious stars recently, your elder brother Wu Zhou just got married, and you are going to have a wedding, this is really double happiness." Tianchi was taken aback by what she said, and hearing Wu's mother's tone, it seemed that he and Lu Yue had been in love for more than a year, and they had written off and completely erased the past relationship between him and Wu Zhou. Well, since everyone is reluctant to mention that period of the past, and the person concerned has never remembered it at all, then let yourself forget everything about it. What she didn't know was that Wu Zhou was not completely ignorant of everything, and was always confused by that vague perception. Between half-dream and half-awake, there always seemed to be a pair of hands gently stroking the horns of her hair.Those hands definitely did not belong to Pei Linglong. Who is that? And often sing in his ear softly, lingering and clear, like the sound of nature. He swears that many things happened in the year of coma that he didn't know.But 365 days a year is so long, it is impossible not to feel a little bit. He had been taken care of wholeheartedly by an angel, and he should have been grateful to Dade, but he couldn't remember it.Who is that? Before going abroad, Wu Zhou asked his mother repeatedly: "I feel like I have lived twice, and I have forgotten the things in my previous life. It is very important. Mom, will you remember it for me?" Mama Wu was at a loss for words. Of course she remembered, but Wu Zhou asked at the wrong time.If he asked about all this as soon as he woke up, she might not be able to resist telling him, but now that he is married and is about to go on a long journey, what's the point of telling him about the past? All mothers in the world want their children to have a good life, a happy life, and a harmonious marriage. How can she let the hidden truth set up obstacles for her son's happiness? So, only against one's will. She told him: "Zhou, you have slept for too long, it is inevitable that you have delusions. Besides mom, where is there a second angel?" Wu Zhou laughed: "God cannot enter every family, so he brings mothers to mankind." Never ask again.until leaving the country. But denying the truth is a guilty conscience after all, and Ms. Wu feels very guilty.Knowing the kindness and not repaying it is already regretful, let alone completely denying the kindness? However, human nature likes self-beautification, and even achieves psychological balance by telling stories.Tianchi's announcement of her marriage at this time undoubtedly gave Mama Wu the best reason to release herself, so her joy was completely sincere.Repeatedly said: "Your natal family is not here, our old couple are plenipotentiaries, don't you want to renovate the house? It just so happens that your brother Wu Zhou has already left, so you will move back to your mother. Mom is out of the court here, and I want to dress you up as the most beautiful bride in the world." And she put all her heart into setting up a dowry for Tianchi. Tianchi knew that Mama Wu wanted to take this action to thank him, so he didn't politely shirk it, and moved back to Wu's house, making Mama Wu as enthusiastic and busy as if she was marrying her daughter. Before leaving, I discussed the decoration details with Lu Yue, and Lu Yue ordered: "Just take away the clothes for a change, leave the rest to me, and change them all." Tianchi smiled, without any objection, and handed over the whole house together with the keys to Lu Yue. Now that she has decided to marry him, then from now on, he is her god, and even she is in his hands, let alone a room and a whole room full of furniture? Just as Xu Feng said, Tianchi has always been a classical woman with three obediences and four virtues.Although until now, she has not come out of the trance on the night of Wu Zhou's wedding, but things have happened unexpectedly, just like the sun rises at dawn, and the moon rises at night, as naturally and logically.In the wind, she confided everything to Lu Yue, in the wind, she gave everything to Lu Yue, in the wind, she gave her whole life to Lu Yue, and left his deep imprint in her life .Since then, Lu Yue has replaced Wu Zhou and has become the most important thing in her life. Which came first, the sky or the earth, the day or the night?The universe is prehistoric, Adam and Eve, even though the old stories that have been passed down for thousands of years have different plots and different plots, reincarnation is always just one: since you are born as a woman, you must attach yourself to a man, let your vine grow thousands of feet, be as flexible as silk, After all, it lives by the tree and circles upwards. Only by winding the tree tighter can you climb higher until you see the sun through the jungle. The sky of a woman is low, and a girl who has nothing to attach to will never see the sun, but can only lengthen herself, lengthen, circle and circle in vain, but still stay where she is In the known darkness. No matter how independent and strong Tianchi is, it is still just a woman after all, just a lingering and weak female rose, which must be attached to a big tree.Since Lu Yue appeared at her weakest and loneliest moment, he is also her big tree.Tianchi deliberately ordinary. In "Snow Neon", the good news had already been spread by Chen'er. When all the employees saw Tianchi, they all rushed over to congratulate them, clamoring for treats, salary increases, and holiday congratulations. Before Tianchi could answer, Chen'er raised her eyebrows: "The boss is happy, you should work hard and earn a few more bouquets of white flowers and silver to give gifts, and you still want to take a vacation? From today, everyone will work eight hours of overtime every day, and the salary will be divided There are not many articles, it can be regarded as an advance payment." All the employees howled together. Tianchi smiled: "It's not that exaggerated, but it's really impossible to have a holiday. The business has just improved these days. If it's a holiday, it's better to close the door. Overtime is inevitable, but the overtime pay is still paid, and there will be no less. Besides, the fashion festival is just around the corner, and the bidding for the color printing business has already started, Chen'er, you should pay more attention." This time, even Chen'er couldn't help shouting "Help": "I have no clue at all, and there are few small equipment on the facade. What do we have to compete with others?" Xiao Su added fuel to the fire at the side: "That's right. When you two ladies were hospitalized, Dalian opened seven or eight more plate-making companies in one go, and the competition was ten times stronger than before. I didn't dare to talk to you because you were worried. Say, otherwise, how could the company's turnover drop so low all of a sudden?" Tianchi is also the first and the second big, but he still cheers up his subordinates: "We are not afraid of competition." "But the customers are much more expensive than before. They all think they are gods and ask us to lower the price, or we will change the land." "Change, change, change, my head hurts like hell, I want to change it too, I don't know if I can change it or not?" Tianchi hugged his head, making a gesture to unscrew it and throw it away, and he didn't forget to kick it. Liang Zhu smiled, and hurriedly made a goalkeeper to catch the ball, saying: "This head is extraordinary. If you are willing to change it, many people really want to change it." Everyone in the room laughed, Tianchi said again: "Today I will treat guests at noon, everyone chooses the place!" "Snow Neon" cheered. "Seafood, of course!" "I want lobster!" “Eel sashimi!” Chen'er looked enviously on the side, Tianchi has this kind of ability to lift weights lightly, turn big things into small things, and turn small things into nothing, so that the sky is full of clouds and mist, and she just laughs and curses in a few words, which is no longer a big deal.With such a boss, no matter how small the facade is, it is comfortable.It's all about starting a business, but I would rather be a chicken head.Hearing that the employees were still ordering big dishes from "Abalone" and "Shen Chi", they purposely pretended to faint: "You want my brother to beg for the rest of his life?" Everyone laughed even harder, Liang Zhu yelled: "Yes, call Brother Yue and ask him to pay the bill, how can we abduct our manager so quietly?" At this time, Lu Yue was sweating profusely in Tianchi's house, directing the workers of the moving company to move the old furniture onto the truck. He once described his vision to Tianchi: "All the partitions are opened, except the bedroom, bathroom, and kitchen are independent, the living room, study, and guest room are all integrated into one, decorated into the largest studio, whether you are doing computer design If I do photography, the lighting must be good, our house should be the most tasteful and stylish house in the city, and it will be featured in a decoration magazine." Tianchi smiles like a little bird. Lu Yue also said: "Everything starts again. The house is old, but the decoration must be new. All these old furniture are disposed of, and nothing is kept. The old ones do not go away, and the new ones do not come. ..." Tianchi still smiled and said nothing, obedient to everything. Lu Yue was very happy.His ideal wife is like this, she has her own ideas when she should have her own, but she must be obedient when she should be obedient.He likes Tianchi's sense of generality, rigorousness in big things, and confusion in small things. Tianchi was too lonely in the past, and lived in depression and fear all the time. He vowed to help her expel all shadows and let the sunshine shine in every corner of the new house. Lu Yue was gearing up, full of ambition.The groom is the busiest job, and he has never been so fulfilled in his life. A worker came over and asked, "Mr. Lu, this writing desk is locked, do you want to take it out and move it?" Lu Yue took a closer look and saw that it was an old writing desk. The paint on the countertop had been completely peeled off, revealing the original color of ebony.It is very good wood, and the workmanship in the old days is also exquisite. At this price, such a good thing can no longer be bought in the market. It is actually a pity to throw it away.But he was determined to abandon the old and welcome the new, unwilling to leave any traces of Tianchi's old life, and hoped that she could make a thorough farewell to the past.This kind of psychology is not necessarily willing to admit it to himself, but he does care about her past that he has never participated in. "Throw it away," he said, but changed his mind on the spur of the moment. "Pry open the drawer and have a look." History was rewritten at this time. Many years later, he often thought, what would have happened if he hadn't opened that drawer that day? What would have happened if he hadn't changed his mind suddenly at that moment, was so curious about gossip, or if he had called Tianchi and asked her to dispose of all the old things by herself? But things have already happened, and all the "ifs" are too late. The drawer was pried open, and what fell out of it was Tianchi's diary, as well as a whole book of letters that could not be sent, titled. The opening poem is "Conversing with the Moon" by Nalan Rongruo: "A kind of crescent eyebrow, the second string is not as good as the first string. Yu Lang is not old yet, why should he be sad early? The plain wall is slanting, and the bamboo shadow sweeps across the window. The empty room was quiet, and the crow was about to wake up, and went down to the west building again. " Next to it, a new style of writing was changed, and a new poem written by Tianchi himself in rhyme was added: "Jiuying Shen Hong, raise your glass to congratulate the good marriage. People say grow old together, I say early autumn. Tears and poems are studied, and no one sweeps away the heartbreak. Walking alone quietly, the rainy night is clear, and there is no chance from now on. " He remembered the words. Yes, he remembered, it was the night Wu Zhou got married, he went to see her at Tianchi's house, and heard her chant it tearfully over and over while drunk. Lu Yue's hands trembled suddenly, and he gently opened the first letter, which was still a poem he was familiar with: "Let Me Be Your Bride". "Let me, let me be your bride let me whoever's story whose plot Let me no matter how far I go, will I turn back How many peaks and loops have passed Still, still your bride when the first greengage withers when the last bamboo horse dies When Lantian's jade smoke dissipates The years are vicissitudes, the rings of adulthood are faint I'm still in your red hijab unshakable fate There is always a feeling that is unique There is always a bride whose shame is the only one There is always endless reincarnation is the only one oh wannabe bride girls longing to grow up Let me, let me be your bride! " The time to write this poem was ten years ago. At that time, Tianchi didn't even know that there was him, so what she wanted to do was naturally not his bride, but "yours". This "you" is Wu Zhou. he knows.Of course he knew, since he knew Tianchi, he knew Wu Zhou at the same time.Love Wu Zhou, etc. Wu Zhou has long been a part of Tianchi's life, he already knew it, but why, at this moment, he still received such a heavy blow?Why is my heart still broken? He turned the pages and read each letter: "If you make the moon's wheel bright and clean, you will not give up the ice and snow. But the moon will not be round forever, and you and I will never be round. On Christmas Eve, please let me pray for a date in the afterlife. In the next life, I would like to still be a daughter, as gentle as snow, but not as cold as snow, still with black long hair and white clothes, so that you can easily recognize me in the crowd. In the next life, I hope you are still a man, still so handsome and so calm, but please stop rushing to marry other girls, and look at me carefully. In the next life, I will be reincarnated as a human being with a mission. From the moment I fell to the ground, I was doomed to pursue your whereabouts through wind and rain, and I want to play a song with you even if I break my heartstrings. In the next life, you can forget a lot, forget Tang poetry, Song Ci, Yuan Qu Qingwen, but please don't forget my name, on the days when the snow is blowing, please call softly and guide me in a direction. Afterlife..." Lu Yue couldn't bear to read it any longer, closed the book suddenly, and slammed his fist on the desk. Not only love each other in this life, but even the next life has been booked! No one can resist such infatuation.If he were Wu Zhou, he would hug her into his arms without hesitation and tell her, "Be my bride." But now, he did this, he held her in his arms, he proposed to her, but he was not Wu Zhou! He is just a substitute!An alternate!A latecomer who is always second in others' minds!How can it be so embarrassing? ! Although he has always known Tianchi's deep love for Wu Zhou, Lu Yue was deeply shocked by touching Tianchi's heartbeat so clearly, completely, deeply and truly, and then hesitated.After such an infatuation of "How deep is the love? The deep mountain sunset and the deep autumn rain", is it possible for someone to replace Wu Zhou as the new blood in Tianchi's life? He didn't know, he wasn't confident.He fell in love with Tianchi because of her infatuation, but what he loved was only the protagonist in a story, and now the protagonist is going to enter his story, but is he going to replace the male protagonist and become the second corner of B? Who can dance with the people in the painting?Who can plug the flower in the mirror?Some things and some people are the most beautiful only when viewed from a distance. If they are really twisted together, they will only ask for trouble. Her past was without him, and even her next life was reserved for others. All he could have was her present.But, does he really own her now completely?When he dreamed back in the middle of the night, he might know who she shed tears for?Is he the prince charming in her dream? During these days, the first thing he did after waking up every day was to talk with Tianchi on the phone to discuss the day's action plan. It looked like he was in love, but most of the conversations were about decoration, certificates and other trivial matters.Before getting married, they have become old couples. I thought it would be good, because it would be more intimacy.But now I know that everything is an illusion. They have never been passionately in love because they have no love at all. There is friendship and kindness between them, but there is no love alone.He has already seen what Tianchi's love looks like, Tianchi's love for him is not love. Moreover, for a lifetime, it is impossible for Tianchi to give that kind of love again. True love comes only once in a lifetime, like a short-lived epiphyllum. He has already missed the flowering period of Tianchi. What he got was just a specimen of Epiphyllum, a dead love.