Chapter 16 Chapter Sixteen

Wu Zhou's wedding was held as scheduled. Pei Linglong put on a white wedding dress as she wished, and she looked extraordinary.The wedding dress was specially brought from London. It was made of first-class material and cut, which made her slim waist even more beautiful, and she was really ashamed.Wu Zhou praised: "This is really the most beautiful bride in the world." After a while, he said, "My forever bride." Tianchi, who was a bridesmaid, heard it from the side, saddened, but tried her best to maintain a calm smile. It is pitiful to be a wedding dress for someone, but is it even more deplorable to be a bridesmaid for the bride of the one you love?

The guests gathered around the bride and groom to toast, and booed and called the bridesmaids to replace the wine. Tianchi didn't refuse, drinking one cup after another, his face turned red in an instant. Lu Yue and Chen'er were secretly anxious, and privately persuaded Tianchi a few times: "Don't be too sincere, drink as soon as you are told, how can there be such a stupid bridesmaid?" Tianchi's eyes were red, he just smiled and didn't answer, he still drank his glass and didn't refuse. Cheng Zhifang, a psychiatrist, was dragged by Lu Yue to the banquet, and when he saw Tianchi, his eyes lit up: "This is the problematic girl you mentioned? She really has an extraordinary temperament."

Lu Yue was proud: "Of course, my vision." Cheng Zhifang resented: "Why do good girls always get ahead of others?" Turning around to see Chen'er, "Who is that melancholy girl? It seems that there are thousands of knots in her heart." "No, she is not your patient, she is my sister." "Then introduce her to me." "What, soliciting business?" "No, I want to pursue her." "You have no chance, Chen'er already has a spare tire." "What did you say?" Lu Yue has already turned around: "You haven't told me..."

At this time, the bride and groom made a toast to this table, Lu Yue laughed and teased Wu Zhou: "Is the yellow rice ripe?" At this time, Wu Zhou already knew that this "unacquainted" friend had been close to him during his illness, so he smiled and said: "Yes, I picked up a good friend for nothing. But I After waking up, you don't want to come to see me again." As he spoke, he raised the wine glass and drained it, and took a glass to Lu Yue boldly: "You don't have to say thank you, it's all in the wine." Lu Yue also drank the wine with a smile, but looked at Tianchi attentively, and secretly complained: "The wine without money is not so delicious, be careful to return it doubled when you go back."

Before Tianchi could answer, the bride, Pei Linglong, had already started laughing: "I feel sorry for Xiao Lu, but today little sister Tianchi is my bridesmaid, so don't worry about whether she will make it or not if I borrow half a day." Lu Yue smiled and sat down embarrassedly. Wu Zhou's attending physician, Dr. Lu, was of course also a guest of honor. When Wu Zhou toasted, he said sincerely, "Dr. Lu is my savior. If it weren't for you, I wouldn't have the chance to be a groom here." Doctor Lu smiled, looked at Tianchi behind Linglong, and said, "Your real benefactor is not me, but a real angel sent by God."

Wu Zhou misunderstood, and immediately said: "Linglong is indeed my angel." Doctor Lu was stunned for a moment, and was about to say more, when he suddenly saw Tianchi behind the bride winking at him desperately, as if begging, he couldn't help but sighed, and stopped talking, raised his head and drank the wine in the glass, sat down, and sighed again and again . After a visit, the bride and groom sat down to rest for a while.Linglong prides herself on being well-informed, and she doesn't want to hide in the dressing room as the bride of an ordinary Xiaojiabiyu. Instead, she goes around among the guests openly, talking about London's weather, prices, customs, and other things.

The Wu family only heard their daughter-in-law say: "I hate the rainy season in London the most. My hair looks damp after I wash it in the morning." Or, "Don't mention how annoying it is for the British to drink tea. There is morning tea in the morning before meals, breakfast tea after meals, tea at eleven o'clock before lunch at noon, afternoon tea at three or four in the afternoon, and dinner time. To drink high tea, I have another cup of tea before going to bed at night, six or seven times a day, as if drinking tea is the greatest meaning of life.” The people at the table were so speechless that they were amazed.

The Wu family and his wife looked at each other, and they looked around happily, quite self-confident. At this moment, they didn't think there was anything wrong with Wu Zhou choosing Linglong.After all, not everyone is entitled to complain about London's weather and afternoon tea. People are afraid of comparison, compared to Wu Zhou's infatuation, it is unprecedented in Tianchi; but compared to wealth and title, Pei Linglong is superior. Before the banquet was over, the bridesmaid Tianchi had disappeared. Tianchi once again walked in the wind. Why are the most important days of my life always windy?Why does the wind chase her wherever she goes?How can people escape the wind?

Her heart aches like tearing, her stomach churns, all the wine she drank just now pours up, and what she sees in her eyes are all illusions: mother, younger brother, adoptive father, father, Wu Zhou... The people she loved in her life are all important. The people approached and walked away one by one, staring at her coldly and turning their backs. She called tremblingly: "Mom, brother, wait for me!" But they didn't wait for her, the mother held the younger brother's hand, and walked against the wind without touching the ground. "Mom, wait for me!" Tianchi called mournfully, his heart was in a trance.

Flying sand and stones, the wind blew more violently. Tianchi almost didn't know how she got home, she didn't turn on the lights, just pushed the door all the way in like a dead body, and what was reflected in the mirror was not herself, but her mother. Mother Shi Wei looked at her with her usual cold and sad eyes, as if asking: "Daughter, do you hurt?" Tianchi cried out: "Mom, I hurt, I hurt so much!" She grabbed the clothes on her chest, "Mom, here I am, there are a thousand and ten thousand knives twisting, I am going to die, Mom, I don't want to live again Go down, you take me away, take me away, okay? Let me be with you, let me be with my brother!"

The younger brother's pale face appeared in the mirror: "Sister, come on, I miss you!" "Brother!" Tianchi rushed over, hit his head on the wall, and slipped down. Since Wu Zhou woke up, she has slowly digested her sadness and tried her best to bear it, but today, when the wedding is over and the overall situation is settled, she finally can't bear it anymore. The alcohol has volatilized in her body, forcing She dropped all pretense, gave up all self-control, and broke down completely. The moonlight shone coldly into the room, it was a new moon.Tianchi gently read a poem under the moonlight, Nalan Rongruo's "Dian Jiang Lips Confronting the Moon": "A kind of crescent eyebrow, the second string is not as good as the first string. Yu Lang is not old yet, why should he be sad early? The plain wall is slanting, and the bamboo shadow sweeps across the window. The empty room was quiet, and the crow was about to wake up, and went down to the west building again. " The moon is high above, she must have seen all the stories, but she still has the ability to be so bright and so pure, completely unmoved and spotless.As a human being, how can we be like the moon, be independent from the world, and not care about the world of mortals? When Lu Yue arrived and pushed the door effortlessly, he found that the room was dark.At first he thought that Tianchi hadn't come home, but then he heard soft weeping voices coming from the room. Lu Yueqi, shouting the name of "Tianchi" all the way from the living room to the bedroom, turned on the lights at random, and finally found the shivering Tianchi curled up in a corner of the room.Her eyes were frightened and loose, and when she saw Lu Yue, she seemed to not know her, full of sadness and despair, and whispered a poem in a trance. Lu Yue recalled the analysis of his good friend Cheng Zhifang, so he knew what to do, squatted down, and called softly: "Tianchi, it's me, I'm here." Tianchi looked at him sadly, still recited the first step rhyme self-written: Jiu Ying Shen Hong, raise a glass to congratulate the good marriage. People say grow old together, I say early autumn. Tears and poems are studied, and no one sweeps away the heartbreak. Walking alone quietly, the rainy night is clear, and there is no chance from now on. Lu Yue was stunned. "Jiu Ying Shen Hong, toast to congratulate the good marriage." This is about Wu Zhou's wedding.Unexpectedly, she controlled it so well at the banquet just now, but her heart was so miserable.It turns out that the harder you endure, the more thoroughly you will vent your anger. At this point, you will be paid back double with interest.He picked up Tianchi, put it gently on the bed, and comforted him distressedly: "Don't do this, Tianchi, cry if you want to cry, don't do this." But Tianchi didn't cry, she still read: "Study tears and poems, no one will sweep your heart. Walking alone, rainy nights and sunny dawns, no fate from now on." Lu Yue looked at Tianchi sadly: "Wu Zhou is already married, what's the use of being sad again? Do you want me to call him here to see you in person? You are so dishonest and hurt me like this." Xin, are you too infatuated or too heartless?" He stood up and wanted to pour a glass of water for Tianchi, but Tianchi got it wrong and suddenly turned over and grabbed his hand tightly, begging: "Wu Zhou, don't go, don't leave me!" Lu Yue felt sour, sat down, turned around and hugged Tianchi suddenly: "Tianchi, what should I do with you? I know you feel sorry for Wu Zhou, but I love you, and I love you so much, Tianchi, wake up Wake up, open your eyes wide, and see clearly, the person in front of you is me, not Wu Zhou! There is not only one Wu Zhou in the world! He is already married and is someone else's husband! Don't think about him anymore!" He hugged Tianchi, at first it was for comfort, but involuntarily, his arms became tighter and tighter.Tianchi couldn't bear the pain and cried out.Lu Yue was startled, let go of his hand, and said dejectedly, "I'm sorry!" However, this pain completely awakened Tianchi, stared at him blankly, as if he just found him in front of him, couldn't believe it, and called softly: "Lu Yue, Lu Yue!" Lu was overjoyed: "Tianchi, you called me? Do you know if this is me or someone else?" Tianchi raised his head and looked at him with tears all over his face. They finally hug again. That night, Lu Yue finally learned about Tianchi's entire life experience. The time goes back 25 years. At that time, there was no girl named Tianchi in this world.But she already has her mother, Shi Wei, a sent-down female educated youth who is far more beautiful and charming than Tianchi. Shi Wei should be regarded as a descendant of Qingqi, a real princess.But in fact, she didn't enjoy the life of calling slaves for a day, and she didn't know her family's prominence. However, the Red Guards who dug three feet into the ground had the ability to know.So in that particular era, she became a counter-revolutionary bastard and was forced to be sent to the remotest villages.It's a pity that she can't lift her hands or shoulders, her slender fingers stretch out like spring onions, she can only play the piano and write, how can she swing a hoe or hold a sickle?It is like a golden carp being exiled to the desert, waiting to dry up and die at any time. It was the young farmer surnamed Tian who moistened her with sweat. He helped her with farm work during the day, brought her meals at night, did laundry and water, and built walls and houses.That Tian Zhuang knew how to read and write, and he was able to speak eloquently, so Shi Wei didn't hate him.Tian Zhuang asked her to go for a walk in the forest to pick flowers when she was free, and Shi Wei mostly agreed.In the woods, Tian Zhuang sang melodramatic and bewitching folk songs to her, and Shi Wei was not annoyed, but just lowered her head and listened, thinking in her heart: it will pass, everything will pass, one day, I will return to the city again Here, he can paint and play the piano, and has the ability to repay these kind but vulgar villagers. But she didn't wait until that day.On a sunny night in summer, Tian Zhuang came to Shi Wei's hut, ignored her struggle and begged for forgiveness, and forcibly took her by virtue of a man's natural brute strength.Afterwards, he took it for granted and assured her: "Don't be afraid, I will marry you." In his simple thinking logic, he thought it was a matter of course for men and women, but he did not expect that Shi Wei's reaction would be so strong, she screamed and cried like crazy, and her eyes were fierce as if she wanted to kill someone. "No!" Shi Wei screamed, shaking her head crazily, shedding tears, biting her lower lip with her upper teeth to leave a deep blood mark, and swore word by word: "You killed me! You are not human! You are a beast! I will never sleep with wild beasts! From now on, if you dare to step into this door again, I will show you to death!" Tian Zhuang was surprised, he just did something with her that a man and a woman usually do together, and he has promised to marry her, but she behaved so uncharacteristically, as if a major event happened.He was so shocked that he couldn't say a word, turned around and ran away. Since then, Shi Wei's pale face has lost her smile. She works numbly, rushing to do the dirtiest and tiring work like masochism. Seeing Tian Zhuang avoiding snakes and scorpions, the hatred and hatred in her eyes wish she could turn into sharp swords flying away. Come out and kill him. But she was pregnant with Tianchi. One night's evil fate not only changed her from a girl to a woman, but even a woman. Shi Wei was desperate. One night when the wind was howling, she ran to the river, knelt on the rocky beach, kowtowed three times in the direction of the city, and cried: "Father, mother, my daughter is unclean, she has no face to live anymore, you all Pretend you never gave birth to me." Just as she stood up and was about to jump into the river, Tian Zhuang, who had been secretly following her, arrived.Shi Wei yelled: "Don't touch me! I don't want to touch your dirty hands again!" She broke free and rushed into the river. Tian Zhuang let go, but knelt on the river beach and howled like a wounded beast: "Shi Wei, you hate me so much! If you hate me so much, kill me! I would rather let you kill a hundred times, as long as Can change your smiling face for a day!" Shi Wei had already walked to the center of the river, and the river overflowed her waist, wetting her long and thick black hair.However, when she heard the heart-wrenching pleading, she suddenly stopped, and after a long time, she slowly turned her head around, staring at Tian Zhuang with her eyes like stars and water. Tian Zhuang was overjoyed, hurriedly raised his hands, and swore to the sky: "God, I, Tian Zhuang, swear here. I will take care of Shi Wei with all my heart in this life, and never let her be wronged or shed tears. If I am sorry for her , unless I die!" Shi Wei shed tears, walked up the river step by step through the river, and walked to Tian Zhuang's side. The tips of her clothes and hair were still dripping down, like a Luoshen coming from Lingbo, and her petal-like eyes like a lotus emerging from water. Holding the man's head in his arms, he said softly, "Tian Zhuang, since you have been my husband for one night, let me be your wife for life." they got married.Five months later, a daughter was born, named Tian Chi. Tian Chi is the direct cause of Shi Wei's marriage against her will. She has no choice but to repay the source of this evil fate with an inexplicable resentment, and she is not tender to her daughter. In the second year, when the wind of returning to the city picked up, Shi Wei's father resumed his original job and went to the countryside to pick up his daughter back to the city in person, but Shi Wei looked at her husband and then at her daughter, finally sighed and shook her head in frustration. Two years later, Chi'er added a younger brother, Tian Jie, and Shi Wei was even more desperate to return. He thought that he would spend his whole life with Tian Zhuang like this, but he didn't expect that when Tianchi was six years old, Tian Zhuang went to work in the city, but was soon recruited by an old girl as a servant. No matter how noble a princess goes to the countryside, she is a village woman, not to mention a village woman who has given birth to two children and does not know how to be gentle and incomprehensible.When he faced his wife who was as cold as a stone sculpture and clearly asked for a divorce, he even felt a little bit of joy in his heart, a kind of pride of standing up and being the master. When you agreed to marry back then, you were so ashamed to marry, but now, you are willing to follow me, and I don't want you anymore. Facing the humiliated smiling face of the man's ambition, Shi Wei didn't cry or stay, and signed the contract happily, leaving behind her son Xiaojie, but let Chi'er be taken away by Tian Zhuang. This is not her choice, it is God's choice. Long before Tian Chi was born, fate had already been chosen by others: it was Tian Zhuang's choice that made her exist, Shi Wei didn't want her in the first place, Chi'er was forced on her by fate, but Xiao Jie was her own choice She has to accept that since she wanted him out of her own will, she should be responsible for him for the rest of her life. Seeing her daughter being taken out of the house by her husband, Shi Wei didn't shed a single tear, just hugged her son, turned around and walked into the house, and put down the cotton curtain. It will be deep winter then, Xiaojie's nose melted into a round halo on the window glass, and he patted the window lattice and shouted: "Sister, you come back, where are you going? Take me with you!" Tianchi cried and begged: "Mom, I don't want to go, I want my brother, I want to be with you! Mom, don't want me! Brother, please beg my mother for my sister, let her not drive me away! Mom..." Tian Zhuang had already led her out of the village, and she was still sobbing and begging: "Father, take me home, where are we going? I miss my mother, I miss my brother, I don't want to go, Dad, I My brother will cry if he leaves, let me go home, I'm going to find my mother..." Tian Zhuang was annoyed, pointed to the road back to the village and said: "Okay, you can go home along this road, and when you figure it out, ask your mother to notify me to pick you up." Chi'er rubbed her tearful eyes, and walked back sobbing all the way, but when she came to a fork in the road, she lost her way and walked further and further, following the mountain road into the jungle. It gets dark early in winter, and the night is already black at this time. The cold wind shakes the mountains and forests, crying out like ghosts seeking revenge, and the wailing of wolves looking for food comes from the distant mountains. Crying: "Dad, where are you? Don't leave me alone! I'm afraid, don't want me!" But there were only echoes that had been torn to pieces by the wind: "Where are you... Alone... Don't want me..." Chi'er screamed and ran wildly, the branches hit her body and face, she didn't care, her clothes were torn, one by one was dancing in the wind, she ran blindly and desperately, but no matter where she ran, it was dark The mountains are full of shadowy trees and the wind of ghosts weeping and beasts roaring. There is a ghost in the wind forcing her to listen to it. The 6-year-old Chi'er thought to herself that she would never be able to escape the wind, and even covered her ears but could not hide the bewildered cry: "Where are you... Alone... Don't want me..." The wind chases her, hits her, wraps her, she can't get out of the wind, she has been deeply haunted by the wind, and she can't get rid of it for the rest of her life... At dawn, Tian Chi was shocked and cold, and fainted under the tree exhausted. It was a kind passerby who took her home. Chi'er was seriously ill, and her mother, Shi Wei, was always by her side while holding her hand.At that time, she was relieved to know that her mother still loved her.She cried: "Mom, don't let me go anymore. I want to be with you. I will help you take care of my brother. I won't make you angry." Shi Wei looked at her quietly and melancholy, neither speaking nor moving.It took a long time before he said, "Chi'er, it's not that mother doesn't want to take care of you, it's that I don't want to take care of mother. I didn't make a choice at the beginning, and I can't talk about giving up now. Everything is just an arrangement of fate." I don't care whether my daughter listens or not. Understandable, she whispered an ancient legend about past and present: "Do you know why my mother is called Shi Wei? This name was given by my mother and your grandma. It comes from a sentence in the book 'Wei Wei, Wei Wei, Hu Bu Going back?' It refers to an infatuated woman waiting for the person she cares about to come back at night. The road is muddy, she doesn't care, the dew is falling, she doesn't go back, she wants to ask wholeheartedly, "It's getting late, it's getting late, Why don't you come back?' When I was born, my father and your grandfather were studying abroad and couldn't come back. My mother sat in front of the piano and sang this song every day." Shi Wei sang in a low voice: "Decline, decline, Hu Bugui? For the sake of the humble gentleman, why is it almost exposed? The humble gentleman's bow, why is it in the mud? " A tear fell on Chi'er's face, Chi'er didn't notice it, she just felt that it was so safe to fall asleep holding her mother's hand, so warm, she brought tears—her own and her mother's tears— Fell asleep. And Shi Wei was still confiding in a low voice: "One day my mother was playing the piano and the labor pains began, and my father finally got off the plane and rushed to the hospital one minute before I was born. My mother said that it was the song that brought it to me. Good luck, looking forward to returning to my father, so I named me Shi Wei. Shi Wei actually represents a wish, I hope that the one I love will return soon and stay together forever..." But people who love each other often can't stay together. The more persistent they are in love, the easier it is to be hurt. After all, Tian Chi had to leave his mother and live with his father and stepmother in Lushun, and soon transferred to his adoptive father's home in Dalian. Since leaving the small mountain village where there is a younger brother, a mother, and Shi Wei's songs, Tian Chi has not been happy for a day. She misses her mother and younger brother bitterly, thinking that there are thousands of little bugs in her heart. Biting, biting bit by bit, it hurts every time.She only hoped that she would grow up soon and be able to return to the countryside and her own home.For her, home is a real home only when she is with her mother and younger brother. Unexpectedly, after only two months, a letter came from the country, saying that Xiaojie had contracted typhoid fever and died after only two days of suffering. Before he died, he kept calling to see his sister. Tian Chi cried to death, and rushed back to the countryside with his father Tian Zhuang overnight.Along the way, she only heard the whistling of the wind, and she thought sadly, why this year's winter is so long, it seems like it will never end. I rushed home with tears in my eyes. I thought it was just for my younger brother's funeral, but I didn't expect to see two corpses, one long and one short, side by side on the ground as soon as I entered the door—they were the mother and the younger brother!It turned out that Shi Wei was overwhelmed by the excitement and lost all thoughts, so she threw her son's cold body into the river! Tian Zhuang and Chi'er were stunned together, not knowing how to react for a long time. Shi Wei's beautiful eyes are half-opened and half-closed, and water is still dripping from her hair, as if reminding Tian Zhuang of the oath he made on the river beach back then - what he said, what he said, will last forever Take care of her, don't let her be wronged, don't make her cry.Now she has no more tears to shed, no more tears to shed! She seems to be asking: "Didn't you say that you would never blame me? Didn't you say that if you blame me, you will die? But you are living well now. I am the one who suffers, and I am the one who dies. !" But maybe, she didn't want to remind anything, even she herself didn't want to recall, she simply wanted to erase that period of history, she regretted that she changed her decision back then and survived, so today she finally completed the choice she made six years ago. More likely, long before Tian Chi was born, the real Shi Wei had died, and what was alive was only the body that gave birth to Tian Chi and Xiao Jie, a body that had been forcibly occupied and then resolutely abandoned. No matter whether she wants it or abandons it, has Shi Wei ever taken the initiative, when has she had the opportunity to make her own choice, and when has she ever really obeyed her own will?From her birth, going to the countryside, losing her virginity, giving birth to a daughter, getting married, and abandoning her, she silently endured, endured, and obeyed. When did she obey her own will? Only this time.Only her death is her own decision.The time of your choice.The way you choose. No one stands in the way. However, since this step is still to be taken in the end, why bother to save her in the first place and force her to endure so much suffering in the world of mortals?Perhaps, all this is still predestined?Women, when can I make a choice by myself without any regrets in the end? The wind howled, screamed, howled, and there was a faint cry in the wind: "Where are you... Alone... Don't want me..." Tianchi knelt down beside his mother.Mom, why don't you want me anymore?I have promised to go with my father, you have given up on me once, isn't that enough?Do you have to give up on me forever and completely?Mom, what did I do wrong to make you hate me so much and leave me without even wanting to look at me again?Moreover, you took away your younger brother, so why can't you take me away together?Are you really, really denying my existence and my daughter so decisively? Tianchi stretched out his hand, gently wiped the water off his mother's face, touched his younger brother's little hand, and called softly: "Mom, go to sleep on the kang, the ground is cold, and my younger brother will get sick. Mom, wake up." Tian Zhuang couldn't bear it anymore, and went forward to pull his daughter: "Chi'er, stop making trouble, your mother can't hear it, they are already dead, very dead." Tian Chi suddenly turned her head and looked at her father, trying to open her eyes wide, but she couldn't see clearly through the endless tears. She choked up and couldn't say a word anymore. Flowing down like a small river. The neighbor's aunt wiped the corners of her eyes and patted her on the back: "Chi'er, cry a little bit. Don't hold back, your mother won't feel at ease when you look like this." Tianchi turned back to look at his mother, Shi Wei was still so beautiful and dignified.Because it was discovered early, people have not deformed, and they seem to be peaceful and peaceful like a deep sleep, without complaints or sorrows.And little brother, little brother is still so cute, not long ago he shook his little hand and shouted to himself: "Sister, where are you going, I want to go with you!" Brother, good brother, good Xiaojie, my sister picked you up, my sister will not leave, my sister will not go anywhere, I will stay here with you.But why did you leave your sister behind?You and your mother are gone, what about your sister?What about my sister?Brother, come back, come back!Decline, decline, Hu Bugui?Chi'er is willing to stand and wait for you at night, even if it is dawn, Chi'er will not be afraid of mud or dew, as long as you come back!Come back, mother!Come back, brother! The wind blew away Tian Chi's fluttering long hair, which got on his mother's wet clothes.She carefully removed her hair, for fear of alarming her mother, when she accidentally touched Shi Wei's hand—such a cold hand!As soon as Tian Chi grabbed it, his heart hurt like a knife, and he cried out in pain: "Mom..." Passed out... "Mom, mother..." Tianchi said and cried, thinking of the past, he still can't stop shaking, as if he heard that shrill cry in the wind, touched his mother's wet and cold hand, and saw his younger brother's blue and white face small face... Lu Yue immediately hugged Tianchi tighter, and repeatedly comforted: "Tianchi, don't be afraid, there is no wind, there is no wind, I am here, I will accompany you here, I will protect you from the wind, you are not alone! " Oh, not alone, how good it feels to have company!Tianchi leaned in Lu Yue's arms, stable and relaxed, with tears on his face, exhausted and fell asleep, murmuring to himself: "Don't leave me alone, don't leave me..." Lu Yue looked at her sleeping face with ecstasy and moved, with slightly frowned eyebrows, full of pity in his heart, and secretly swore: "Tianchi, don't be afraid, I will always be here with you, for the rest of my life, let me be your Windshield, I'm not leaving you, never." He took a deep breath, lowered his head, and kissed deeply, deeply...