Chapter 19 Nineteen, brothers wandering

When the Yellow Emperor was alive, he was the most dishonest young master and the most redundant eater in the Yellow Mansion.But after he died, the huge Huang Mansion suddenly became cold, as if it had lost a most important person. First of all, Huang Jiafeng, who tried his best to take away everything from his younger brother Huang Jiaqi-family property, women, and son.But looking back, he suddenly found that he seemed to be repeating his younger brother's old ways.His second brother Huang Jiaqi's behavior has always been looked down upon by him. He thinks that Jiaqi is useless, decadent, and achieves nothing.But what about himself?On the surface, it was a glorious moment, but since Hu Qiang led his men to fire the first shot at Huang Kun's wedding, the fate of Huang's mansion has been declining day by day, and it has gone downhill.

He didn't care about Huang Di's life or death.But the existence of the Yellow Emperor was originally his most proud masterpiece, a badge of his victory.He raised him just to prove to the world his kindness, generosity, fraternity, and generosity.But now the Yellow Emperor committed suicide by throwing himself into the river, mercilessly tearing up the hypocritical mask he worked so hard to create with his own death in such a fierce way, telling the world bloody what a cruel and licentious person he was, forcing his own nephew to death, It forced him to jump into the river, and he was unwilling to return to Huangfu even after death.Huang Jiafeng has always liked to preside over the overall situation, but he didn't even have the courage or the position to attend the funeral of his adoptive son.What irony and revenge is this!

He didn't order someone to clear out the small garden where Huangdi lived immediately, partly because of Huang Zhong's insistence, and partly because of his guilty conscience.That day, when he just mentioned that Huangdi's room should be tidied up, Huang Zhong burst into tears, saying that she would fight desperately with anyone who dared to touch Huangdi's things.Huang Jiafeng was furious, and was about to order someone to drag Huang Zhong down, but his younger brother said flatly: "Let's keep it, otherwise, Huangdi's soul may be angry if he can't find a way back." .

The more ruthless a person like him is, the more guilty and superstitious he is, he may not be afraid of ten living Yellow Emperors, but he is afraid of a dead ghost.I heard from the servants that during these days, when I passed the small garden at night, I often heard people sighing in Huangdi's room. Huang Zhong also swore that he had heard Huangdi cough with his own ears.After much deliberation, Huang Jiafeng did not dare to offend the "ghost of the Yellow Emperor", but he was really jealous, so he had to order someone to close the door of the small garden, and from now on he could only enter and exit through the front door.

But that doesn't work either.Rumors about the small garden being haunted are still circulating in the Huang Mansion.The Huang family's garden, where the flowers were adorned with splendid fire, suddenly became eerie.Almost everyone has had at least one or two encounters with ghosts, and it's vividly said.Huang Jiafeng was furious because of this, and specially summoned the entire family to give lectures, announcing in a stern voice that anyone who heard about the fox way ghost would be kicked out of the house.But this only serves as a cover-up, exposing his guilty conscience even more, and making the haunting theory more real.Gradually, no one dared to go to the small garden even in the daytime. Uncle Huang's house was the same as that of Second Master Huang back then, and there was also a "haunted house" that everyone talked about.

Moreover, Huang Jiafeng began to have nightmares, and the wound was always painful, and the pain was so painful that he could hardly stand up.He asked Kedi to give him Demerol, but Kedi suggested that it would be better to take morphine for quicker effect.Facts have proved that what Kedi said is correct. Kedi finally agreed to marry him.This is the only good news these days. Everything is for Kedi.If it is said that he has worked hard for half his life, devoted himself to everything, and there is nothing he can't let go of when he is old, then he is a good brother.White-haired and beautiful face is a symbol of wealth and honor. Looking at his brother who looks like a spring onion, Huang Jiafeng feels that there is still a long way to go for him, and so does wealth. Now that he finally got her, everything he gave for her, including forced The dead Yellow Emperor's ruined reputation is finally worth it.

But obviously Huang Gan, Huang Kun, and Huang Zhong didn't think so. Huang Gan quarreled with him because of Kedi's affairs, scolded him for forcing Huangdi to death, moved back to the dormitory, and threatened to go abroad and never come back; Brother, she strongly disagrees with the fact that her father came to take concubines in old age; and Huang Zhong, she hasn't laughed since the death of Huangdi, and she doesn't cry every day. Seeing her own father is like meeting an enemy. Only Huang Lishi is still his consistent supporter.Regarding the death of the Yellow Emperor, she just said lightly with a little bit of gloating: "That sick young master, he doesn't look like he can live long when he was a child. I didn't expect that he still has the rigidity to jump into the river." In Huang Zhong's face, she dared not say these words, for fear that her nervous little daughter would go crazy.

Huang Zhong has changed since the death of the Yellow Emperor. He changed from his usual easy-going and cheerful nature to become fierce and melancholy.She loves the Yellow Emperor, which is an open secret in the Huang Mansion, but no one thought that she loved him so violently.She is the youngest daughter in the family. She has neither the intelligence of her brother nor the beauty of her sister. Like all the "old lumps", she has been a follower of her brothers and sisters since she was a child, and she has no self.But her brothers and sisters are much older than her, so she is always lonely and good at fantasizing.Huang Di was the first boy to walk into her life.His weak tenderness, his melancholy manner, made her heart both moved and ached.In her mind, he was a young man like a lily petal, pale, peaceful, gentle, and morbidly beautiful.His face, as handsome as a Greek stone statue, was all she longed for in her maiden dreams.His sigh can always touch the softest pain in the bottom of her heart.In her self-enclosed nun-like boudoir life, he concentrated all her understanding and fantasies about love and romance.He is the poet Pushkin who can't write poems, the young Werther who can't shoot a gun, and the nobleman Romeo who can't fencing.Even if he loves her less than she loves him, but when he is there, her love is also there. Anyway, there is no hope of any result, but she needs such a carrier to entrust her girly Juliet's thoughts.But now that he is dead, love and fantasies are completely lost, but thoughts and sorrows can be realized instead.She has all the more reason to be a weeping Juliet, to be sad full-time 24 hours a day.She feels that the whole world owes her, and there is a reason to make up for her tears. When she cries or gets angry, everyone should understand and comfort her to accommodate her.

During these days, she suddenly fell in love with reading words. "Broken Heart Collection", "Shuyu Ci", "Huajian Collection" and "Tongzhitang" are all her favorites, and she hardly puts them down.When you pass by her window, you will always hear the moans coming from the room. "Spring is the same as before, people are empty and thin, and tears are red and silky." "The drizzle is dreaming and the chicken is far away, and the small building is blowing through the Yusheng Han. How many tears are infinitely hated, leaning on the railing."

"Rouge tears, stay drunk, when will it be heavy? Naturally, people grow up and hate water forever." "When people become passionate and passionate, now they are really regretful and passionate. It is heartbroken to look back again, and tears are stolen." "The spring river is full of tears, endless flow, and many sorrows." Voice with "tears".The sentence is "tears". It's just, "I wonder how many tears can be in my eyes, how can I prevent spring from flowing to winter, and autumn to summer?" At the same time she also learned to write poetry, but no one saw it.Because she writes poetry to burn poetry.

Not on paper, but on fine white silk, written while weeping, and then burned while weeping.Seeing "the tears are gone, the paper is ashes", it is "dreams are so hard to stay, the poems are not to be continued, and I won a deeper cry." Jiaxiu and Yifan joked back then, comparing her relationship with Kedi and Huangdi to "Bao, Dai, Chai", saying that she is the gentle and silent sister Bao.But it now appears that they were dead wrong.Because on the contrary, what Huang Zhong is doing now is exactly a sister Lin who is heartbroken and burns manuscripts.Although it has never been "sprinkled with mottled bamboo, it will be tears", but it has already been "red with tears". moon night. It's full moon.However, when it shines in the small garden of Huangfu, it only feels desolate. "Crossing the shadow of cranes in the cold pond, burying the soul of poetry in the cold moon." The room of the Yellow Emperor is still there, but what about the people of the Yellow Emperor? Huang Qian stood in front of the window of the Yellow Emperor for a long time on this cold moonlit night, looking at the slim figure in the room. No, that's not the reappearance of the Yellow Emperor, but just a sad widow. "The Survivor".That's how Han Kedi called herself to him.She said: "I love the Yellow Emperor, and the Yellow Emperor loves me too. Although no one witnesses our marriage, I have already committed myself to him in front of God. After he died, I was his 'widow', and I did not follow him immediately. I went to him only because my task of staying in this world was unfinished." And how terrifying and destructive is her mission? That day, in front of the spirit of the Yellow Emperor, when everyone left, she insisted on staying with Huang Chang to guard the spirit, and he also decided to stay for her sake. She held Huang Chang's hand, but her eyes were looking at the photo of Huangdi, looking at the invisible world, and said softly: "I have recited the Bible since I was a child, and behaved according to the scriptures. I am not a smart woman, I am The best education for a girl of such a birth is nothing more than how to be a good wife in the future. I still remember that there is a passage about a good wife in the Bible: 'Where can I find a virtuous wife? She is worth far more than jewels. Her husband trusts in her, and she will never be poor. All her life she worked to her husband's benefit, never to his loss. She speaks wisely, and she speaks kindly. She works hard at home and cares about the needs of the family. Her children love her, her husband praises her. Charm is unreliable, beauty is illusory, Only a God-fearing woman should be praised. '" Huang Chang was crying for a long time, but his younger brother was still calm, reciting the Bible calmly, and telling his heart song calmly: "I have always used this as the standard, and I hope that I can meet a beloved man in the future and do my best to be his good wife. I With this kind of goal in mind, I was serious about being a human being. As a result, I met Huang Di. Maybe you think he is cowardly, maybe you think I am snobbish. No, neither. I sympathize with him, pity him, and he also sympathizes with me, pity me. Every time I see him sad because he is separated from his mother and sister, I think in my heart, don't cry, no one loves you, I will love you You, in the future, I will compensate you a hundred times, treat you well, and make you the happiest husband in the world. I have always believed that as long as I have his love, I will also become the happiest wife in the world But Huang Jiafeng, he ruined everything. He forced the Yellow Emperor to death, he ruined my life. I want revenge! Just like Dinah's brother took revenge on Shechem, like they destroyed me, destroy Huang Everything at home. Maybe God will not allow me to do this, and I will go to hell after I die, but I don’t care anymore. God said that people who commit suicide cannot go to heaven. The Yellow Emperor is waiting for me in hell, and I will eventually be with you He will meet." Her voice suddenly became shrill, but only for a moment, she regained her calm, turned to Huang Chang, and called softly: "Sister!" She smiled sadly, and asked gently: "May I call you sister, please? You are his sister, that is, my sister. You didn't attend the wedding between Huangdi and me, but if you agree to me today, you are acknowledging me. Will you promise me?" Huang Chang was so heartbroken that he almost wanted to yell a few times to vent his anger. He hugged Han Kedi and cried loudly: "I promise, I promise, in my heart, you are already Xiaodi's wife. If Xiaodi is alive, I can marry you as your wife." Wife, I must be very happy." Kedi smiled, with a comfortable and charming smile: "Sister." She called, like a little girl without any worries. But Huang Gan listened to this confession in shock, and was already stunned.For the first time, he knew that Han Kedi loved Huangdi so deeply and so fiercely, and under her gentle and calm appearance, there was such a heart of passionate love and hatred. He suddenly felt shuddering. Afterwards, he specifically found out the story about Dinah in the Bible to read.According to the story, after Dinah was raped by Shechem, his brothers proposed that they would not marry their sister to him unless all the men in Shechem were circumcised and became the people of God.Shechem agreed and ordered all the men in the city to be circumcised.However, that night, when the circumcised men were suffering, Dinah's brothers suddenly rushed into the city by surprise, taking advantage of the men's inability to fight, and bloodbathed the city of Shechem. Huang Gan was terrified when he saw it. He never imagined that there would be such a cruel story in the Bible, which preaches benevolence and forgiveness.Han Kedi promised himself with Dinah, and kept saying that he wanted revenge.How will she get revenge?Destroy his whole family too?On the other hand, when he heard of the evil deeds his father had done to Kedi, he also felt sincerely angry and ashamed.He is ashamed to have such a beastly father.So even though he knew that the ups and downs in the small garden and those rumors about the ghost fox were not all groundless, but a good show made by Kedi.But he just couldn't bear to expose her. But tomorrow, tomorrow she will get married, marry her own father.He could no longer stand idly by, he had too much to say to her, and he couldn't talk to her once.He finally mustered up his courage, walked to the door of Huangdi's room, and knocked lightly on the door. The door opened, and Kedi's handsome figure appeared in front of the door, with tears hanging on her pretty face, looking extremely cold and mournful under the moonlight. This was the first time Huang Gan saw Kedi cry, and he couldn't help but soften his heart.In his eyes, Kedi is no longer a female body, but a messenger of God, a goddess of revenge.He was almost on his knees and worshiping her, begging her forgiveness for his father and her love for himself. Oh her love!If she could love herself the way she loves Xiaodi, even if she only loves half of it, how happy he would be! Kedi didn't seem surprised when he saw Huang Gan, but asked calmly, "You're looking for me, what's the matter?" Huang Gan stared at her, under the moonlight, she was so beautiful.He couldn't believe that this delicate and pure girl was filled with hatred and revenge, and all of this was caused by his father. "I came here to tell you. If possible, I would like to atone for my father. I know that my family has committed an unforgivable sin against you, but I ask you to give me a chance to make it up to you. Kedi, you said that whenever you see Xiaodi cry, your heart aches for him. My heart for you is the same. I love you as much as you love Xiaodi. Come with me. Let's leave here, forget all the unpleasantness, and find our own happiness and joy again, okay?" However, all he saw in her eyes was coldness and hatred. "Impossible. I will never forget my love for the Yellow Emperor, and I will never forget my hatred for your father. As I said, the only meaning of my life in this world is revenge. I want to watch Huang Jiafeng die, and die as hard as possible." One hundred times worse than the Yellow Emperor. If you don’t agree, you can go and expose me to your father and let him kill me, then I can reunite with the Yellow Emperor earlier. Otherwise, you can only watch me take revenge on them little by little , until his family is ruined and he has nothing left.” She spoke so viciously and utterly, which made Huang Gan's heart shudder. "You know that I can't hurt you, but I don't want to see you hurt my family. Why do you want to hate and take revenge? You are a believer in God. But is your God teaching you to kill?" "It's not that God wants me to do this. But the wicked do it themselves. God says, 'The wicked perish for their violence, because they refuse to walk the righteous way.' This is their due, and they cannot resist .” "To hell with your God! Do you remember the story you told me about Jacob's wives? Jacob had two wives, and they quarreled with each other, and gave him his handmaid too. In fact, maidservants are also equal to them, so why are they sent around as gifts? Shouldn’t Jacob be punished? Are those maidservants going to take revenge on him and kill his whole family?” She looked at him, resolute and unmoved at all: "You can't convince me, and you can't intimidate me. I have nothing but hatred, and I have nothing to fear. There is nothing worse than death. If you don't have the courage to expose I, then, please leave, leave me, and leave my hatred, I don't want to let this war hurt innocent people." However, amidst her determination, he suddenly saw a glimmer of hope, couldn't help himself, stepped forward and grabbed her hand and said, "So, you don't have me as your target for revenge? You don't hate the Huang family." Everyone, you still have kindness, you have unbearable, you don't only have hatred..." He didn't finish his sentence.Because he saw that Kedi's eyes welled up with tears again.He knew that this time, she was for him.He was stunned, and his heartache surged up like a tide, and he couldn't stop. Kedi finally cried for him.Only once, only two drops, but, enough. The next day Han Kedi got married. Huang Chang hated Huang Jiafeng to death because of the double grievances between Zhuo Wen and Huang Di, so he would not go to the ceremony.Mrs. Huang Li also used the excuse that her family had a new funeral and it was not easy to publicize, so she didn't invite too many guests. Even Huang Jiafeng's own family held a banquet and invited Mrs. Huang to sit down. When I came to pay my respects, all the servants knelt down and called "Second Madam", and the whole family had a meal of wine, which was regarded as a courtesy. Originally, Huang Jiafeng meant that he only had to observe the new week for a few times, but Huang Li insisted that he must perform the whole ceremony.Huang Jiafeng's face changed color, and he looked at Kedi in embarrassment.Fortunately, Kedi didn't care about these things, his face was full of joy, he bowed down like a spring onion, and kowtowed like smashing garlic, without any shirk.Huang Jiafeng believed that it was because Kedi was so tolerant and accommodating because he was satisfied with his heart, and he laughed out loud. Seeing it, Huang Gan was extremely heart-piercing, and quietly said to Huang Kun: "It is said in "Guangyang Miscellaneous Notes": 'A horse neighs like a smile'. I think my father 'smiles like a horse neighs' - his throat broke again, and his voice It's loud again, and the face is long." Huang Kun smiled, quickly held back, and waved his hand to tell him not to say any more. At this time, Kedi had already performed the full salute and offered tea—everyone’s rules, marrying a concubine is like marrying a daughter-in-law in a small family. If you want the young one to kneel down and offer a cup of "new hug tea" to the big one— —The tea is extremely bitter, but the tea server and the tea drinker are only bitterer in their hearts. According to the custom, when the wife of the main room drank this cup of tea, it was equivalent to admitting the identity of the concubine. Since then, she has shared a husband with her equally.Therefore, as usual, I don't want to drink this cup of tea happily, and I want to embarrass the newcomer more or less once.It was the most embarrassing moment when serving and receiving tea, but it was indeed a happy event.Only in this way, it is even more difficult. However, people who drink tea are fine, but those who drink are even more bitter——Huang Gan sees the woman he loves become his stepmother, and feels so depressed that he has nowhere to vent, so he can only drink hard. , Then he passed out drunk, vomited dry mouth, and flushed all over his face. Huang Jiafeng got angry and ordered someone to help him down, and he was not allowed to come out again.As Huang Gan walked, he turned his head and stared at Kedi, all he could do was shout: "I know you are suffering, and so am I. Don't suffer yourself any more. As long as you say a word, I will immediately Take you away, let's leave here, go far away, never come back, don't see these people again!" Seeing that he didn't like what he said, the steward hurriedly stepped forward to cover his mouth in fright, and helped the servants to drag him back house.Huang Lishi, Chen Yanhua and the others just pretended they couldn't hear them, and they still gave up drinks to each other loudly, intentionally creating a bit of noise to cover up their embarrassment. Huang Gan went back to the room and smashed all the cups, plates and vases. When he woke up the next day, he went back to the dormitory alone without waiting for anyone to serve him or greet his parents.Then go through the formalities for going abroad in full swing.He can't stop this war, so he can only escape.On the eve of his departure, sisters Huang Kun and Huang Zhong came to see him, and they folded their arms and said, "Brother, when you go, don't know when you will be able to see him again?" Huang Qian was also dejected, shaking his head and said: "Even I don't know. But I can't stay in the country anymore. As long as I think of Xiaodi's death and Kedi's marriage, my heart..." As he spoke, his eyes turned red .But Huang Zhong had already cried aloud.Huang Kun sighed, hugged his younger sister's shoulders and comforted him, "You can't come back to life after death... at most next year, you're going to get married. There are a few of us brothers and sisters, and it's boring to leave me alone in Shanghai." Huang Zhong cried even louder: "No, I don't want to marry, I don't want to marry..." Huang Qian sneered: "I advise you to marry as soon as possible, the farther you marry, the better. And Akun, you are the same, you are far away from home. Stay away. Dad doesn’t know how many people have been harmed over the years. I heard from people on the pier that his business is not easy, and it seems to have something to do with arms. Japanese people can’t grow up. At that time, Dad will be the first to get rid of it. Relationship. Inside and outside, I don’t know how many people want his life. It’s better for you to plan ahead, so as not to become a scapegoat in the future, and you don’t know it yet.” After hearing this, Huang Kun was secretly startled.After thinking about it a few times, I think what my brother said is good.When I got home that night, I told Chen Yanhua about my plan, and Yanhua also said, "Even if you don't tell me, I would have said it a long time ago. Your father has been rich and powerful over the years, even though his family is already rich. , but I have never seen someone who got rich so fast. I saw that I bought three bulletproof cars. When I went out, the bodyguards followed me. Well, it's probably a bit unclean to get the money. We just didn't get much, so don't let the false name be in vain and cause trouble." Since then, Huang Kun has lost contact with her natal family, except for the holidays, it is rare to have a walk. Huang Jiafeng is newlywed, so he doesn't pay attention to these trivial matters.In addition, because of frequent pain attacks recently, Kedi gave him more morphine several times, and gradually became addicted, and the family business has already fallen into the hands of Huang Li, so he couldn't help but care about it.Mrs. Huang Li has served Huang Jiafeng for most of her life with high eyebrows and low eyes. It is only today that she really holds the power of the family in her hands, so she is so complacent, she doesn't know how to show off, and she doesn't care about her children's affairs.Huang Gan wasn't her own at all, and he was only in the way in front of her. He wanted to go abroad, which was a good thing for her.And Huang Kun was inattentive, and she only thought about the water splashed by her married daughter, and never paid attention to it.Only Huang Zhong's marriage is now the most important thing on her mind.When she first took charge of the house, she wanted to arrange a few big things to show off her family management skills, so she was very busy every day, either calling tailors or ordering banquets. Reluctantly, Huang Zhong was overly sad because of the death of the Yellow Emperor. He cried several times against the wind and fell ill.She shed tears every night, and when she felt better, she went to the Yellow Emperor's house to linger, and it was inevitable that she would cry again.As a result, the illness was mild and sometimes severe, and it never recovered. Every time I discussed with her about marriage, it would only make her cry even more.Huang Li couldn't help it, so he had to invite a nurse to come to the house to serve needles and administer medicines, but this time he was careful, and specially invited the ordinary-looking person to come in, for fear that there would be a second Han Kedi. Therefore, although the Huang Zhai and his family were much deserted than before, they didn't feel it when they looked around.There are only lanterns and festoons, singing and dancing, and it seems that they can live in peace and bustle for decades. However, no one saw that the wings of the Nemesis Goddess had spread, and the shadow of death shrouded the entire Huangfu Garden.