Chapter 9 Nine, evil kiss

The seventh day of the first lunar month is Huang Chang's birthday, Ke Yi booked a seat for her at Lijing Warm Birthday, and agreed to drive to pick her up in person. Ever since he was a child, Huang Chang had never celebrated his birthday seriously, and he was not used to it suddenly becoming grand.My aunt and Mama Cui also became nervous, and they were busy buying materials to cut new clothes two or three days in advance, and dressed her up in colorful flowers. My aunt took out the French perfume from her collection and sprayed it in the air, causing Huang Chang to pull up the clothes and swing them around. Make a circle so that the perfume falls evenly.

The new clothes are Huang Chang's own design. The snow-like icicle is covered with a stiff blue Russian silk skirt lined with steel wire, a rose-red hand-embroidered rabbit fur shawl, white suede high-heeled shoes, a white fox fur coat, and the deep winter months. It is as cold and beautiful as a flower, with a cold fragrance penetrating to the bone.When she drew a look for the tailor shop, the poor old tailor who followed the rules was stunned: "This, is this also suitable for wearing?" Asking who this strangely dressed woman is, when they heard that this is the famous and talented screenwriter Miss Huang, they all suddenly realized that she was no longer surprised, and praised repeatedly: "An excellent man has a great idea, that is, he is extraordinary, and even the clothes are ingenious. "

Ingenuity, this is really a double copy of ingenuity and "cutting"!Huang Chang looked at his ingenious masterpiece in the mirror, feeling very proud.No one knows how strong her desire to be able to wear clothes freely is!Now that she is finally in her early years, she can think freely, wear casually, and look around the whole Shanghai Beach. She can dress like this without any scruples, but she is not worried about being regarded as immoral. I am afraid that only her Huang Chang can do it. Jiaxiu helped her tidy up the ribbons on her clothes, while smiling: "Now it's Miaoyu's 'Glass World of White Snow and Red Plum', and later Shi Xiangyun's 'Fragrant Baby Cuts Fishy and Tasty', I don't know, who Pretending to be that Love Saint Jia Baoyu?"

Huang Chang replied: "I don't like Jia Baoyu. My favorite character in the movie is Liu Xianglian." Jiaxiu didn't take it seriously: "Liu Xianglian turned back on what she said, what's so good about it? It's not as good as Jia Baoyu's long-term love." "But after the third sister killed herself with a sword, didn't he resolutely become a monk? It's not unfeeling." Jiaxiu shook her head: "The style of the book is implicit and reserved, only the 'Er You' section, the story has ups and downs, and it is self-contained, which is like a legendary script, which is very different from the style of the whole book. I used to talk about it with your mother. , I always feel that this paragraph seems to be forced in by later generations, but young people like bright red and green tones, so they are most interested in this paragraph. Lin Daiyu taught Xiangling poetry, saying that she likes Lu Fangweng's "heavy curtains do not curl up" Xiangjiu, the ancient inkstone is slightly concave and has a lot of ink' because I read few poems, 'I don't know poetry, but I love it when I see it'. The same is true for being a human being. You like those stories that are too legendary and intense, but you don't understand Appreciating the plain and delicate beauty is the reason for the short time to be a human being."

While chatting, Ke Yi arrived, as in the past, with a basket of flowers and fruit, and double gifts, tied with colorful ribbons, one for the birthday boy and one for the birthday boy's aunt.Because there are peaches in the fruit, Jiaxiu couldn't help laughing: "It's a birthday present for Magu, this is a birthday gift for Magu." Everyone in the room laughed too.Ke Yi took the opportunity to invite Jia Xiu to a banquet.Jiaxiu said firmly: "They are all young people. I hang out with them. I can't play well. It's not annoying." Ke Yi smiled and asked in a surprised tone: "Don't you think you are already Are you old?" Jiaxiu replied, "I'm sure I'm not as young as you." Ke Yi nodded, "That's right, I'm only eighteen years old this year." Everyone laughed again.This Ke Yi used to be cautious when Tong Jiaxiu was seriously in love, but now that he is friends, he has become playful instead.

Cui's mother suddenly pulled the skirt of the yellow dress, and said: "Miss, the hem of your skirt is still a little wrinkled, take it off and I will iron it for you again." She said with a wink.Huang Chang understood, and agreed, "That's right, why didn't I see it." After Mama Cui walked into the back room, only Ke Yi and Jiaxiu were left in the living room. Since Jiaxiu offended Ke Yi last time, although Yifan reunited, she never had a chance to be alone again, and it was rare to see each other, and they were all three of them. It used to be Yifan, but now it's Huangshang.The occasional few minutes of facing each other is like stealing from someone, and there is a kind of excitement like a thief.The two of them stood side by side at this moment, feeling that there was a lot of past events in between, rushing to and fro like flowing water. For a moment, they both felt that there was a lot to say, but they didn't know where to start.Jiaxiu was leaning against the window, scratching ice flowers on the glass with her fingers, "twittering", like a kind of urging, Ke Yi stood behind her and smelled the faint scent of French perfume , I saw that she was only doing homely attire, light yellow sweater with embroidered turtleneck, half-worn golden cotton long skirt after rain, embroidered slippers, casually revealing deliberateness, on the contrary, there was a charming temptation, like a guessing game, far away Going around is nothing more than asking people to work harder to find the answer.

At this time, in this environment, for some reason, there is an atmosphere that makes people confide in their hearts.Ke Yi couldn't help but tell the truth: "Actually, I've been... just because I was afraid that I would hurt you... There are many things you don't know... I don't know how to say it..." Jiaxiu looked at him in surprise.Ke Yi swallowed, and when the words came to his lips, he finally changed to another sentence: "Let's go together." Jiaxiu froze for a moment, feeling a little disappointed, knowing that what he was going to say just now was not this, but it was inconvenient to ask the root cause In the end, I had to say: "I can't go."

The words were refusal, but the eyes were encouraging. Ke Yi had the courage to change the invitation and said: "Then, I will come back tomorrow, and we will celebrate her alone, just the three of us." It was an ordinary sentence, but what was unusual was his tone, which was deliberately low, making Jiaxiu's heart skip a beat, and then it jumped faster and faster, almost to the point of falling into his stomach foreign.Jia Xiu instinctively pressed her hand to her chest, but immediately remembered that it was a common action of characters in movies, it was hypocritical, it seemed like she was acting like a baby to someone.So he hurriedly put it down again, feeling that his hands were too much to fit anywhere, so he had to scratch the ice hard, and his face was already burning hot.But they didn't say anything or do anything, why did she blush?Jiaxiu was anxious, the more anxious she felt, the hotter her face became, and her face was about to burst.She tried her best to smile, and said lightly: "Okay, but we have to choose the best restaurant and order the most expensive dishes."

Having said that, I feel inappropriate again.Afraid that he would admit the truth, but also afraid that he would not be serious.It's just what is wrong and what is wrong, she just hopes that he will disappear in front of her at once, and she also hopes that this moment will last forever, time will be frozen, and it will be condensed into a fossil, so that he will forever remember that they have been separated like this So close, so close that he almost became a person. But at this moment, out of the corner of her eye, Ke Yi seemed to smile.She thought he was laughing at her childishness, and suddenly felt a little annoyed.He said: "Then..." But before he could finish speaking, Jiaxiu had already turned around and walked away, saying as she walked, "What did Mama Cui do? A piece of clothing can't be ironed after so long?"

Mother Cui hurried out of the house when she heard this, and asked, "What? Are you leaving?" Huang Chang followed behind her, still dressed in the same clothes as before, without any signs of taking off or changing.Apparently the ironing of the two of them just now was just an excuse to let Jiaxiu and Ke Yi have a heart-to-heart talk.However, since he could see it, Ke Yi might not be able to see it, let him see her family members are so keen to match them up, I don't know how he would feel in his heart. Jiaxiu was even more annoyed, and urged impatiently: "Huang Chang, Mr. Ke has been waiting here for a long time, have you done it well, then go quickly."

Fortunately, Ke Yi didn't talk too much anymore, and after a few words of entertainment, he went downstairs with Huang Chang on his arm.Jiaxiu was left alone, standing in front of the French window, looking at the ice painting he had drawn carelessly just now, only then did he realize that it was a duck, with an oval body, fat and short toes, and the only pointed one was that duck. Long mouth—she suddenly remembered Ke Yi's smile—as the saying goes: ducks have the toughest mouths! Jiaxiu's face became hot again. When Huang Shang followed Ke Lai to the hotel, most of the friends he had invited had already arrived.Most of them are people in the film industry, directors and stars, who have never met but heard their names. There are also a few reporters from well-known newspapers, who are also familiar with each other, and some have common topics. There was only one real guest, and Ke Yi introduced his surname as Cai, in his thirties, with a broad forehead and a large forehead. Although his attitude was gentle and humble, there was a military look on his face.When Huang Chang saw it, he felt very familiar and was shocked.Suddenly a sentence that I read badly when I was a child came to my mind—"When Daiyu saw it, she was taken aback, and thought to herself: It's so strange, it seems like I've seen it somewhere, how familiar it is!" The "stunning" that is often said in old drama books refers to this kind of scene, right?It's just that what surprised her was not "yan", but "kiss".Huang Chang thought about it for a long time, and was sure that he had never seen Mr. Cai before, but the familiar feeling was still very strong in his heart, and he was in a trance for a while, so he didn't hear the name of that person clearly, only knew what it was Officials, who are in charge of publicity, education, entertainment, performances and other cultural affairs, are the immediate bosses in their line of work.No wonder Ke Yi was more silent than usual today, as if he was quite taboo when speaking. Next, Ke Yi introduced the other people to her one by one, saying "long admiration" and "fortunate meeting" to each other, pointing to an actress named Bai Helen, with her unique air of elegance Huang Chang was taken aback for another moment, wondering why he saw so many specious acquaintances today, but he couldn't remember for a while. While he was in a daze, Huang Kun arrived, and specially brought Mr. Chen, who she studied painting from Xiang Zhi, to come, saying that the arts are all connected in the same vein, and how close they should be to each other.Huang Kun began to take off his clothes as soon as he entered the private room. He took off layer by layer the sable fur cloak inlaid with gold and silver silk, the white Zhaojun suit, and the bright yellow shawl with long tassels, revealing the five-color brocade cheongsam underneath, which was tucked at the waist. It is narrow, open from the root of the leg to the ankle, covered with tassels, and the icy muscles and bones under the silver glass stockings are faintly visible, more attractive than a room of female stars with bare chests and backs.Immediately, a familiar cross-dressing male star applauded: "Miss Huang is more fashionable than an electric lamp." Ke Yi also couldn't help smiling, thinking that the two sisters are both very particular about dressing, but they have different styles when they taste it carefully. There is no imitation, everything is left to oneself, and the state of mind is natural.One is Jinghongzhaoying, one is the bright moon coming out of the mountain, one is as enchanting as jade, one is glamorous and bullying, one is full of flowers and beautiful flowers, and the other is not surprising and endless. A group of 20 to 30 people, all fashionable people in Vanity Fair, crowded together in a box, laughing so loudly that they almost knocked off the roof.There was a running water banquet, and one after another big dishes were brought up and then taken down, and the cups of wine were mixed with humorous words, and everyone was a little flushed from drinking.Someone suggested dancing, and someone said they wanted to sing. That Helen Bai was not young anymore, but she was very lively. Among the crowd, she had the loudest laugh and the most ideas. It was her who kept flirting with the actor who played the doctor in "Peach Blossom Sipa". The aunts and wives also clamored and booed together. Everyone adapted the plot from the play and improvised on the spot.Then someone proposed to punish Bai Helen for drinking, Bai Helen drank it as promised, but said: "I accept the punishment, but it doesn't make sense to punish me alone, because the root of the trouble is Master Chen, so he has to be punished." The actor playing the role of "Master Chen" said: "If you are punished, you will be fined. I drink alcohol." Bai Helen laughed: "What's the point of being fined with alcohol? If you want to be punished, I will punish you for telling a nasty joke." Everyone applauded together.The "Master Chen" didn't shirk, so he opened his posture and said: "There is such a pair of elder brother and younger brother. The elder brother is a devout Christian, but the younger brother is a villain who does all kinds of evil. After they die, God rewards and punishes them clearly, so the elder brother I went to heaven, but my brother fell to hell..." Helen Bai interrupted quickly: "Call back, there are very few people here who listen to your preaching." "Master Chen" said: "I'm not preaching, you'll know when you hear it... My brother went to heaven, and found that life there is not fun. You have to read the Bible, pray, sing hymns, that's all every day. My brother feels lonely. One day, he mentioned that he really wanted to see his younger brother, so God opened a hole in the cloud to allow him to talk to his younger brother. He vaguely saw from the sky that behind his younger brother, there were fine wine and beautiful women, and the days were longer than in heaven. So colorful, he was very surprised and said: "Ah, it's so beautiful there, why are you still frowning?" At this point, "Master Chen" looked around and deliberately kept it off: "Guess, what did the younger brother say?" of?" Helen Bai asked, "Could it be that God made a mistake and reversed heaven and hell?" "Chu Yu" shook her head in disbelief: "How is that possible? If God is wrong, what else is right?" He pushed "Master Chen" again, "Tell me, tell me, what's going on?" "Third Concubine" and "Eight Concubine" also urged together: "Master, don't pretend to be a gourd, what did the younger brother say?" "Master Chen" laughed first when he wanted to speak, but tried his best to hold it back, pretending to be troubled, and said solemnly: "Then brother just said, 'Brother, how do you know that in this hell, all the fine wine bottles are in the bottom of the bottle? They all have a hole, but all the beauties don't have a hole under them'." Helen Bai had just asked for a cup of tea to sober up, when she heard the words "Pu Chi" spewed out all at once, screaming: "Fuck you! You've broken your guts, you can still say such disgusting things." Several male actors They all clapped their hands and laughed loudly: "The wine bottle has holes, but the beautiful women don't have holes. It's useless to see. This is really hell!" The rest laughed too.Huang Kun looked at it curiously. In the past, she only thought that she was crazy enough and avant-garde, but now she realized that compared with these directors and stars, her jokes are nothing compared to the big picture. They are the ones who are really open and playful. She waited I didn't have time to participate, but I couldn't let go of the airs of a female student, so I was in a dilemma for a while.The clothes she took off hung on the screen behind her, like a layer of skin shed by a snake.And her eyes, also like the snake's letter, flickering and blurred, erratic. There are too many colors, too many sounds, gradually becoming unclear, a pair of eyes just feel in a daze when looking out, snow-white tablecloth, blood-red wine, the producer and the filmmaker are talking about each other's words of admiration, Miss Bai uses a feather fan Covering his mouth and laughing as if being tickled by someone, his body trembled like a flower branch, sometimes to the left, sometimes to the right, making a shy gesture of wanting to greet or rejecting, in fact, he wished that someone in the audience would shake his hand She held her in her arms and kissed fiercely - what she needed was this kind of primitive love, primitive desire. Huang Kun was terrified, why did he understand Miss Bai's mind so well, and why he guessed Miss Bai's mind so happily.Do you, deep in your heart, long for such a naked and lively love, a hot and painful desire?Also longing for a man who would hold himself tightly in his arms, rub and kiss him fiercely? At this moment, Chen Yanhua, a painter who was sitting beside her, suddenly leaned over and said in a low voice, "Compared to them, how quiet you are." Huang Kun was taken aback for a moment, but he didn't expect that his own embarrassment would have such an effect, so he simply continued to remain silent, only smiling and listening to what new theories this nerdy teacher would say. Chen Yanhua only saw the calmness of her body, but he didn't notice the undercurrents in her heart, and continued to praise with emotion: "Young people are always impetuous, but you are different. You have the youngest innocence, but you are always young and innocent. Showing the vicissitudes of life, you have a quiet elegance that they can't perform, and your stillness floats above their movements, just like standing out from the crowd, and it is the freshest and brightest stroke of all colors." Huang Kun thought it was funny, and was about to respond when he suddenly heard people shouting loudly. It turned out that it was Helen Bai who came up with a new game rule, saying that everyone should draw a card from a deck of cards. A card, whoever has the same card size as the other, will kiss that person. Chen Yanhua opened his eyes, and murmured: "How decent is this! How decent is this!" Before he finished speaking, Bai Helen had already forcefully pushed the poker box in front of him. In the excitement of the crowd, they had no choice but to take it, but dropped the whole deck of cards on the ground when they missed it, and hurriedly bent over to pick it up, but took advantage of the situation and hid two cards in their hands.While everyone was drafting a card and holding it in their hands, waiting for the final reveal, Yan Hua took advantage of his unpreparedness and quietly handed the reserved card to Huang Kun.Huang Kun was taken aback for a moment, and hurriedly took it over, feeling greatly surprised in his heart. After a round of draws, we started to check the cards. There were four identical pairs: Needless to say, Chen Yanhua and Huang Kun, Bai Helen and Ke Yi happened to be a pair, and two actors crashed into a car. Huang Chang actually got that Mr. Cai. Everyone burst into laughter: "I've caught the birthday star!" They clamored, beating pots and bowls and shouting: "KISS! KISS!", forcing couples to kiss. Ke Yiyuan was an old-fashioned person, but since he was in the film business, he felt no surprise, Ren Nabai Helen forced him to take the lead in the performance, and the two male actors also laughed and smiled. Although Chen Yanhua was shy, But when he said he was offended, he also stood up, solemnly hugged Huang Kun's head and kissed his cheek, when it was Huang Chang's turn, he refused to obey, covered his face and said nothing and didn't look up. However, the more she refused, the more energetic the crowd was, they all stood up and formed a circle, surrounded by Mr. Cai and Huang Chang, and shouted "KISS" one after another, one after another, like thunder , It was so shocking that people's heads were stunned, an actress laughed and screamed: "We are told how to do the show on weekdays, how to let go, and it's my turn to melt the gun, don't be fun! Another actor interjected: "If you don't agree, tie her up!" There was another burst of applause like thunder, and sure enough, two male actors came forward, one of them pulled Huang Chang's arms to the table without any explanation, and urged Mr. Cai to come forward and kiss her.Huang Chang was ashamed and impatient, and inconvenient to attack. She was so tense that tears were about to come out, so she had to endure it desperately, begging all over her mouth.The crowd didn't care about her, they pushed Mr. Cai up earlier, urging him like thunder, "KISS! KISS! KISS!" Every sound was like a heavy hammer, which made Huang Chang dizzy, thinking in his heart, It's over, it's over, my first kiss is actually over like this. Thinking about it, Mr. Cai has already surpassed the crowd. Huang Chang only saw a face bent down to him. Before he could call, Mr. Cai had already picked up a strand of her hair and kissed lightly between the two of them. Fu stood up straight, smiled and said, "Okay!" The two young men holding Huang Chang's arms laughed, let go of their hands and jumped to the sides.A new round of the game started, everyone's attention was diverted, and they thought of new tricks to tease people.But Huang Chang couldn't hear anymore. She seemed to be struck by lightning and had a body fixation technique. She sat there blankly, her mind was buzzing, everyone was far away, and all voices were faint. In front of my eyes, I just kept repeating the scene just now, like crackling and blooming fireworks, converging into a river of colors, so approaching, so vivid, and so disillusioned. He kissed her!He didn't kiss her! He let her go!He fulfilled her! But now she feels a little regretful, and somewhat hopes that he didn't cheat just now. Just now Ke Yi seemed to say that his surname is Cai, but what is his name?Huang Chang hated himself for not hearing clearly.He is so handsome, it's a pity not to be an actor, but how can a person like him be an actor?He has a taller figure than the average man. Although he is wearing a coat, people can still feel that his muscles are extremely strong. For some reason, it may be because of the heat. He just sits there quietly, and the heat is also covering him. Can't help exuding it, making the people next to you feel it.But at the same time, there was a desolate air about him, an indescribable loneliness and helplessness. Even among the busiest crowds, it was as if he was in a desert, with no human habitation for tens of thousands of miles. But it is eight thousand miles away, cloud and moon. Looking back, the four elements are all empty, and there is nothing left. Huang Chang inexplicably felt sad and sad, his throat was a little choked, but he couldn't shed tears.His vision was blurred, all the gains and losses were blurred, and what gradually became clear was only him and her heart.She knew that her heart was always lost, and finally something came into her heart, which was crowded and overflowing, which made her unable to pack it up, and she was also reluctant to part with it. It was already two o'clock in the middle of the night when the wine and song ended, and Ke Yi offered to use the company's car to take the ladies home one by one, but Huang Shang and Huang Kun both refused in unison, claiming that they could call their family's car to pick them up. , but before that, you might as well take a walk and take a walk.Anyway, Nanjing Road is brightly lit even at two o'clock in the middle of the night, so there is no fear of accidents. It was very cold, so cold that it turned blue, and most of the moon was about to be full, but it was very bright, and it was also shining blue, shining on a pair of sisters under the night sky. There is a kind of bitter snow in the air, but young hearts are not afraid of the cold as usual. They walked all the way, with light and leisurely footsteps. Huang Kun even hummed: "Night Shanghai, night Shanghai, you are a city that never sleeps. When the lights are on, The sound of the car, singing and dancing..." The exhaled breath formed white frost on the edge of his mouth, which quickly melted into the air, making the air appear light and crisp. She is really happy, very happy, and all the street scenes she sees on the road add to this happiness. The many lights, the many glass windows, the many lights and the glass scenery are even worse than in the movies. Authentic, yet joyously satisfying.She stopped in front of the display window of a wedding dress studio, holding the glass with her hands and looking inside, almost squeezing her body into the glass. "Here, that one," she pointed to Huang Chang, "that wedding dress with flower balls and a long cape is the most beautiful. When I get married, I will wear this wedding dress. I will take many photos and choose the best one." Well put in the paper." Huang Chang smiled and shamed her: "I just thought of getting married a few days ago, and even ordered the wedding dress. With whom? With Teacher Chen?" Huang Kun also smiled, and couldn't help telling Huang Chang about Chen Yanhua's little trick just now, and when he talked about Chen Yanhua's gentlemanly kiss, her eyebrows and eyes laughed together, "Hey, you don't know," She put on a very mysterious look, as if Huang Chang wasn't there just now, "You don't know how lively the scene is, with so many people watching, I'm really nervous, I'm so nervous, I have to calm my heart He jumped out of his mouth, almost afraid of being heard by him. Although it was a joke, but in front of so many people... Oh, that's really, it's a feeling of witnessing the world..." He gently raised the handbag , drawing an arc in the air, but then bent down and "giggled" and laughed.She is really proud that she has achieved such achievements when she first came to Shanghai, and she has captured the famous master Chen Yanhua, which is really a great honor. But Huang Chang was equally excited in his heart.Huang Kun's words also expressed her inner feelings, but they were completely different.She was also nervous, embarrassed, and surprised, but it was different. Huang Kun said, "I really don't know who I would be paired with if I followed the rules of the game. Mr. Chen usually looks very serious, but he was so dishonest that he just stole a kiss." Yes, he didn't deserve that kiss, but he got the chance by cheating; and Mr. Cai, who got the kiss justifiably, gave up by cheating. It is also cheating, Chen Yanhua's "asking for a kiss" represents a kind of friendship, what about Mr. Cai's "but kissing", what does it represent?She must be affectionate, otherwise she wouldn't help her; but if she was truly affectionate, how could she give up such an opportunity? It's too magnanimous to be ruthless. Sunrise in the east and rain in the west, Taoism is ruthless and still sentimental, Huang Chang really wants to get himself confused, and Nanjing Road has come to an end.Huang Jiafeng's Chinese driver and Huang Jiaxiu's Belarusian driver stood at the intersection and smoked cigarettes. Because the two proprietors were brothers and sisters, they had met each other naturally, but they couldn't communicate because of language barriers, so they could only smoke in front of each other.Smoking is really the best way of communication for Chinese and foreign men. Huang Chang and Huang Kun said goodnight to each other. Before getting into the car, Huang Kun suddenly leaned over playfully and kissed Huang Chang's face.Leaving Huang Chang behind, sitting in the car, his heart was agitated again.Huang Kun's kiss was like a continuation of the banquet just now, or the end, it was a formal compensation for the kiss that was missed just now.The warm lips pressed against the cold cheeks, with a mint-like coolness, kiss, is it like this? The neon lights are competing with the moon for brightness, reflecting the sky into a translucent rose purple, but the moonlight is just quiet, streaming down silently, but overwhelming all the noise.Huang Chang put his face on the car window glass, and his thoughts were like flashing neon lights, but the little lovesickness was the quiet moonlight, as if it had already been there, once the moon rose, all the light would be invisible Arrived.In this huge world, there is only moonlight. Moonlight covers everything. When Huang Shang was agitated by her nascent emotional confusion in the hotel, Huang Jiaxiu was also restless in "Shui Wuyou Ju". Jiaxiu likes to make a cup of coffee before going to bed. Others will suffer from insomnia after drinking coffee, but she cannot fall asleep without coffee.But this "hypnotic" failed tonight. She sipped her coffee slowly, thinking about tomorrow's date in her mind. Is it a date?Although there are three of them, she understands that Ke Yi is doing this for her own sake. Should she cooperate with him?I was a little sorry for him last time, this kind of thing can't happen again, if we can't seize this opportunity again, they will really be finished. At this time, she heard the apartment elevator "Kong Dong Kong Dong" coming up one after another, and she felt a sense of urgency in the quiet night, did Huang Chang come back?People in the film industry have no sense of time when they are crazy, and today she is playing the leading role, so it is logical that she did not come back so early.Huang Chang's personality was originally on the quiet side, but because he became a screenwriter and dealt with a group of fashionable people all day long, he became lively.This reassured her that young people should smile more and move around more. While thinking this way, the elevator had already stopped on his own floor.Jiaxiu was surprised, she guessed wrong, really Huang Chang came back?Then I heard Mama Cui's fussy cheers: "Oh my God, it's grandma, the second grandma is back, the second grandma is back!" Jiaxiu was taken aback for a moment, there were two young ladies, one old and one young, living in this room, not even a husband, where did grandma come from?But he immediately realized that it was Yifan. Ivan? !Jiaxiu jumped up, ignoring her hair hooked on the tent, tore it apart and continued to run out. When she ran to the living room, Yifan had already entered, and the two embraced without saying a word.The tears seemed to be ready to wait there, and they were on the verge of bursting, until each other's shoulders were wet together, and then they parted reluctantly. Mama Cui helped Ifan take off his black coat. Inside was a black suit, revealing a light gray camel hair vest with dark purple stripes, a white shirt collar, and a pair of black leather shoes on his feet. Jiaxiu was slightly surprised, Yifan has always been particular about his clothes, and he tends to be flamboyant, even in the snow, how can he be so willing to wear no makeup? Seeing Jiaxiu's suspicious gaze, Yifan automatically provided the answer without waiting to ask: "He's dead." "Who?" Jiaxiu asked, but as soon as the words came out, he already guessed that it was Ifan's new boyfriend - British photographer Edson. really. "Edson went to Singapore as a reporter with the army, and was hit by a shell, and his body will never be found." Yifan's tears flowed again, his expression was solemn, and the moonlight outside the window flowed on his face like a full moon. Mama Cui poured out the tea, Yifan hugged her hands, curled up into a ball, as if it was very cold, and wanted comfort from the teacup. Jiaxiu put her hand on Ifan's, felt that it was not enough, and stretched out her arm to wrap around her shoulder, but Ifan just cried, his thoughts immersed in her own world.Even the flames in the fireplace are cold to the sad eyes.She stared intently at the flames, seeing the depths of the fire, seeing the flames of war in Singapore, where all the entanglements of love and hate were melted into ashes, and no body was found, leaving no trace . "He's a photojournalist, but he didn't even leave half a picture of him... Everything was in the bombed-up barracks... I said I'd go with him, but he wouldn't say yes anyway, just He said he would come back in a month. But..." She couldn't go on.He didn't come back, and he couldn't come back with the love and happiness he gave her, just like her favorite painting before - "Never Again"!She was going to build a monument for him in her heart, but he never even left her the epitaph. He withdrew from her life so suddenly and cleanly, as if he had never entered.But her heart was empty, and the dead silence became a huge cemetery. Jiaxiu was also silent.War, ubiquitous war, cut through the dreams of many people like lightning, but she was still wrapped in heavy satin and brocade, living a personal life, even if it was the bomb dropped on Nanjing Road in 1937, Although the sound shook the whole of Shanghai, but it was far away from the concession, she still drank coffee and played the piano, the sound of the piano isolated everything, and she could still pretend not to know everything.But now, a living specimen of war was placed in front of her, and she, an independent person, finally smelled the smoke of gunpowder. The whole world is at war, people die every minute, and a family, a city, and even a dynasty are destroyed. In the face of turbulent times, personal love seems so elusive and unreliable. Suddenly, with a "bang", all the vows became empty words, and the sea dry stone rotted into reality. Everything is uncertain, everything is uncertain, Jiaxiu's heart is full of disillusionment, and the longing for love that has just been reborn has also disappeared in this uncertain anxiety.