Chapter 7 Chapter7 ends, or begins

On the day I was discharged from the hospital, the sun was orange. I asked May if she saw it, she said my eyes were blurred, the sun is the sun, where is the color? "Where's Qiao Mu? Where did he go again?" MAY stared at the luggage under her feet, but didn't answer. I think she has something very serious on her mind. I sat quietly on the stone steps at the entrance of the hospital, waiting for Qiao Mu to pick me up. There is a strong smell of grass in the air, accompanied by the leaves floating to the ground one by one, it is said that autumn is the harvest season, and I think it should be called the withering season more appropriately.This is the world, no matter from which angle you look at it, you can see different landscapes.Different landscapes combine to form a different mood.Thus, life will have a different fun.

Taking advantage of Qiao Mu's absence, I twisted my body carefully, and I could still feel the faint soreness circulating in it. The pain really is not so easy to heal.The doctor said that I still have to take good care of myself in the next few days to avoid bad sequelae.In this way, my vacation was extended without limit. Qiao Mu hasn't come yet, what is he dawdling about? I glanced at MAY boredly, she was still thinking hard and absent-minded. "May, what time did Qiao Mu say he will arrive?" I asked her.She shook her head, meaning she didn't know. "Are you and Qiao Mu getting married?" She said suddenly.

"Who did you listen to?" I think her melancholy and troubled look is very innocent and cute. "I guess." She replied grumpily, making no effort to hide her grievance and disappointment. At this time, Qiao Mu's car drove in. "You get in the car first, I'll get the stuff." Qiao Mu helped me into the car, and then went to get the luggage on the ground. "Don't stand still, hurry up and help!" He pushed MAY frizzily. "Qiao Mu, talk to him well, don't be so rude!" MAY looked at me silently, as if he didn't appreciate my affection.

The car stopped for a while at the Oblivion Bar.Qiao Mu had to send MAY back, and it was impossible if no one in the store was watching, so he explained the important things by the way. I didn't get out of the car, but just watched through the glass windows not far away.I found that looking at the Oblivion Bar from this direction has a very different taste.Apart from the inherent mystery, vicissitudes and luxury, it is quite beautiful to be quietly illuminated by the orange sun. "Going home?" I asked Qiao Mu. "Would you like to go somewhere with me first?" "Where?"

"Pan Yue's cemetery. I heard that on the way home, I want to take her ashes back to City A and bury her with Ruan Yuan. There is a ceremony there today. If you still want to see him, I can take you there." "Go ahead, he doesn't know me anyway." Qiao Mu didn't start the engine right away, he stared at me tenderly for a while, then raised his hand, and plucked an acacia leaf from the tip of my hair near my ear. When Qiao Mu and I arrived at the cemetery, we found that there was no one we knew. Because we didn't prepare formal attire, we had to stand on the other side of the crowd and watch.Several masters in yellow holy robes jingled their instruments and murmured a ritual similar to transcendence. Qiao Mu secretly asked me if I had seen the way home, and when I said no, he lost his patience.

I said, let's just treat Pan Yue as a gift, no matter what, it's still a friend. Qiao Mu stopped talking. The ceremony was cumbersome and complicated, and it lasted intermittently for a long time before it ended. The crowd gradually dispersed, and Qiao Mu and I quietly put the white chrysanthemum on the tombstone. At this moment, I saw the way home, and he was standing on the stone steps not far from me, wearing a dark black suit, holding Pan Yue's urn in his hand, his expression was so sad that he was almost numb. His tired face and undyed white hair made him look even older.

I didn't think that he was already an old man, and it was difficult for me to tell which of the thick spots on his face belonged to Ruan Xian and which belonged to Pan Yue, and I didn't want to see one of them straddling mine. he happy man. However, I still doubt whether this man has ever shared such a long and unknown married life with me. Until he looked at me hesitantly and slowly approached me, making my heart feel more When I clearly saw his exhaustion and suddenly felt heartbroken, I was able to confirm that he was indeed the man who took away the purest and most frivolous love of my youth.Unfortunately, he will never remember it in his life.

"Are you Pan Yue's friends?" He walked up to us and asked hoarsely. "It's not too familiar to meet here by chance." "My surname is Qiao, and the single name is Mu. Her surname is An, and her name is An Ling." "I seem to have seen you before." He held out his hand to Qiao Mu. "I also think that maybe you have come to my bar to drink." Qiao Mu only shook his hand lightly before letting go. "I did come here two years ago, but I don't remember the details. As you know, when people get old, their memory also gets worse." On the way home, I turned my gaze to me, and I looked at him calmly, feeling as if my heart was still.

"An Ling? This name is a bit familiar, have we met before?" "No." I smiled slightly, and he nodded politely, as a tacit consent. Qiao Mu and I expressed our condolences to him again and left there. Qiao Mu still didn't take me home, he parked his car in a small forest in the suburbs, and walked with me along an unnamed colored stone road to the gazebo on the top of the mountain. "The air here is very good. Before I go to the hospital to see you, I always come here for a walk. The feeling is very quiet and comfortable. So I have been thinking about bringing you here when you are well."

"I like it." I took his arm and leaned my head up, "Qiao Mu, is it a bit redundant to say thank you now?" "A lot of redundant, you know what I want to hear is not this." "Then you still want to hear what I have to say? The story has been told, and life has become more relaxed, but I don't know why, but I always feel a little empty in my heart." Qiao Mu stopped and turned around.There was a pavilion in front of me, but he insisted on hugging me, standing halfway on such a narrow road. "I want to know, will you start loving me tomorrow?" He asked me sincerely.

"No." I shook my head, "Because I don't want to wait until tomorrow." Qiao Mu smiled calmly, his eyes were as orange as the sun. I thought I should add something more, so I said to him, kiss me now, anyway, the pavilion is not far away, but kiss very purely.He said try his best, and then covered my lips. Qiao Mu kissed me for a long time, I almost thought I had fallen asleep.But I still know very clearly in my heart that when the sun shines into this grove again tomorrow, everything in the past will leave me and be sealed in Qiao Mu's memory forever and ever.Perhaps, one day in the future, inadvertently, he will also forget. However, SO LONG is still there, the Forgotten Bar is still there, and many unchanging truths still exist: when a story ends, countless stories are beginning, or on the way to the beginning... Finish The End