Chapter 7 Chapter VII

The call was connected, it was the reproductive clinic of the First Hospital, the doctor's voice was hasty and busy, asking who I was looking for, I couldn't guess who Xu Zhilan was calling, and I was not sure that the doctor would remember the phone call to someone many years ago. For the details of the patient's diagnosis, I had no choice but to say sorry, maybe I made a mistake. I was at a loss. That night, I asked Ding Chaoyang when Xu Zhilan disappeared, and Ding Chaoyang blurted out: "November 1, 2001." After speaking, he looked at me silently for a while: "Why do you suddenly ask this?"

I laughed: "Suddenly curious." He looked at me deeply, hugged me on his lap, and said softly: "Little Pea, even if you help me, don't think about the terrible past, and don't mention it to me, okay?" Buried in my chest, the warmth came over, but my chest was still full of doubts, I held his face in my hands, looked into his eyes, and asked softly: "So, can you answer me one more question?" He stared at me, without saying a word. "I know I shouldn't ask you that, but forgive me for being curious, okay?" He hesitated and nodded. "Which hospital did you have the reproductive examination?"

He looked at me blankly, bit his lips, and said, "The First Hospital of the City." Then he asked me, "Why do you ask this?" I had a lot of thoughts in my mind, but I hypocritically said to him: "I was thinking, there are so many medical accidents, maybe your inspection is also a mistake." He smiled wryly and said, "Little Pea, you are so naive. I thought so too, and I went to other hospitals for examination. The doctors' diagnosis results were correct. My body is faulty. Little Pea, I am a selfish person." At first, I lied to you. I thought about confessing to you, but I was afraid that you would ignore me because of it. After all, being a mother is a priesthood given to every woman by God. I have no right to deprive you of this right But, even though I can't be a father, I still yearn for love, for a woman who will surround me with warm and sincere love, otherwise, what's the point of this busy and indifferent life?"

My heart, a piece of desolate softness, used my lips to block his mouth, our kiss was entangled in the orange light, the moon outside the window was so beautiful, round and bright hanging in the blue sky. He fell down and blocked my screaming with his lips... Those infinite imaginations circling in my mind were dispelled by his bravery. In the blur, I was in a trance, a man who is so outstanding in eroticism, which woman would not fall in love madly after meeting him?Why did Zhilan want to be friends with Xuan Lingxiao?Is it just the long empty days that can't pass the loneliness? I remembered the corner of that newspaper, the phone number and the exclamation of God, which sent me a message. It is very likely that Xu Zhilan knew about Ding Chaoyang's infertility through some channels, and she went to verify it. Now, what a crushing blow this would be to her who thought she had succeeded in deceiving the world?

So, after more than ten days of conflict, fear, and guilt, she chose to leave under shame and indignation. These icy thoughts pulled me away from the erotic blur a little bit. The delicate Ding Zhaoyang felt it, and he touched my face: "What's the little head thinking about?" I smiled tiredly and contentedly: "I was thinking, if you will be betrayed by your wife, it would be quite unreasonable." His hands froze: "Little Pea, can you not talk about this?" "Yeah." I nodded solemnly, acted obediently, hooked his neck, and sat up: "I was wondering if she disappeared because she knew through some means that you can't be a father , So, guilt and anxiety prompted her to choose to leave?"

He looked at my face in bewilderment, slowly frowned, and said slowly, "No, she can't possibly know." "Perhaps, without you knowing, she was reminded by others." I followed my hypothesis and said, "Then, she went to verify it, and got a result that broke her down." "No, it's impossible." He said decisively, but soon, his eyes began to wander a little bit. When Ruan Jinji called, I was still dreaming about Zhou Gong. She said lazily that she had moved to an apartment near the beauty salon and invited me to visit her new home. material. She hummed and laughed twice, and asked what information to check.

I lied that I was looking for a chemical agent, and I planned to use it to kill people invisible in the new novel. I always need to understand its basic chemical properties, so as not to be laughed at by people who know how to do it. Ruan Jinji laughed loudly: "Do you need to look it up? I searched a lot on the Internet, heavy metals and trace elements, heavy water, ricin... there are too many." I joked, "Why are you as knowledgeable as a habitual murderer?" She poohed bitterly, saying that no wonder a foreign writer said that all the novelists are dark and unscrupulous people who listen to the wind and rain.

"Then, you should stay away from me, and don't let me plot against you." "I'm a daring person with a high level of art, so I'm not afraid. At worst, I'll be a villain in your novel, and I'll be famous in history." After chatting for a while, Ruan Jinji's voice and expression gradually warmed up, and she treated me like a close friend who has trusted me for many years. It was almost ten o'clock, and I had to go to the library quickly, so I urged her to turn off the line. At the end, she urged: "Don't forget your mission, it's the live sign of the beauty salon, come and sit if you have nothing to do."

I said yes, take up the line, and run to the library after washing. I want to check the evening paper of October 17, 2001. After going to the library to complete the borrowing procedures, it was almost noon. I took out the newspaper, carried it to a table near the window, flipped through it quickly, and soon found the newspaper on October 17th. I found a confession manuscript, and as I read it, my nose broke out in fine sweat. Obviously, the confessor used a pseudonym: Lonely Carnival. The content is that a woman who has just started falling in love fell in love with a married man, but the man was not emotional, but was depressed because he learned that he was suffering from infertility. He happened to meet her and couldn't control it for a while, so With physical entanglements, the pain of a lonely carnival lies in the fact that I am so infatuated that I don't mind being with him for the rest of my life even if he suffers from infertility, but his wife has obviously betrayed him and is pregnant with another woman. A man's child, but he was about to bite the humiliation and admit it. He didn't expose the fact that the child was not his own to his wife, and continued to play the role of a good husband. The protagonist is Ding Chaoyang.

The editor in charge of the fireworks edition of the world happened to have a manuscript exchange with me, so he made a copy of the newspaper, and when I left the library, the sun had moved to the west, so I went straight to the newspaper office, found the editor, and showed her The newspaper asked her if she knew the woman. She read the newspaper for a long time, shook her head apologetically, and said, "It's been several years, how can I have such a good brain." "If I showed you the picture, would you remember it?" "Maybe..." She answered uncertainly: "You have to know that not all those who confide in the reporter will be interviewed directly by the reporter. Many of them will send an email or accept a phone interview. If she is like this, I must be serious. out."

I left the newspaper office depressed, convinced in my heart that the hero in the story must be Ding Chaoyang, and Xu Zhilan, who was idle and bored, saw this newspaper. The hospital for the reproductive examination is the No. 1 Hospital in the city. Xu Zhilan, who was bored at home, happened to read this story, so she checked her seat, broke down, and called the doctor to ask for confirmation... I vaguely feel that this lonely carnival is the woman named Zhu Jin that I saw in Ding Chaoyang's company album, because she said that later, she went to work in the actor's company. She doesn't want him to just take care of her position, what she wants is love and the hero's life, she approaches the man's life step by step with tenderness and gentleness, and he vows to stick to the family, he will always It was because he was annoyed and alienated her intentionally or unintentionally. I was hesitating on what excuse to go to Ding Chaoyang's office to take out the corporate brochure when he called and said that he had just returned home and asked me where I was when he saw that I was not there.I told him to hang out on the street and asked him what he was doing at home. He smiled and said he missed you. I chuckled, expressing my disbelief, and he said seriously that the custom-made guardrails were finished a few days ago, and he was bringing workers to install them. With an idea, I told him that I was downstairs in his company and wanted to see if the custom-made dress a few days ago was ready. Ding Zhaoyang suddenly let out a sigh, saying that he had already put it in the office and forgot to bring it back. I was overjoyed that I finally found an excuse to enter his office in a dignified manner, so I smiled and said: "I won't work for you, it's just a matter of time." I take it myself." He hummed and told me to go back early. I hailed a taxi and went straight to Ding Chaoyang's company. The assistant was typing documents on the computer. When he saw me coming in, he smiled sarcastically and seemed a little unnatural: "Boss Ding is not here. Why don't you sit first and I'll take your place." Find it." As I said that, I picked up the phone and was about to call. I didn't stop her, but still told her with a smile that I knew Mr. Ding was not there, and he also knew that I had come to his office. I came to pick up the skirt. She lowered her head as if she didn't hear, dialed the phone and told Ding Chaoyang in a low voice that I was here. It seemed that she was asking if I could come into Ding Chaoyang's office. I guess Ding Chaoyang told her that when he was away, no one was allowed to enter his office. I didn't want to embarrass her, so I patiently waited for her to finish the phone call, then opened the door of Ding Chaoyang's office for me with a face full of relief, and said : "Boss Ding said it's in a cupboard next to his writing desk." I thanked it, found it at a glance, took it out, and said, "Why does it feel different from the one in the album?" The assistant said with a smile: "It was remade according to the style in the album, but fashion is like this, there is always a gap between the real thing and the photos, especially fashion photos, which are taken from the best angle. " "That's right." I said with a smile: "However, I still want to compare it with the picture book." After speaking, I walked to the bookcase and looked for the picture book. It's gone, the albums of other years are still there, only the one from 2000 is missing. My heart sank, and I felt that I was one step closer to my guess. It seemed that Ding Chaoyang put away or threw away the album. I shrugged my assistant and said, "Hey, where did that picture book go?" The assistant is also a little inexplicable, and I searched in the bookcase with me, but it was unsuccessful. In the end, I said forget it, took the bag and left sullenly. After returning home, the door next door was open, and Ding Chaoyang was messing around behind installing the guardrail. I didn't go in, but just leaned against the door and looked at him with a smile. He was busy with his head buried, and I knocked on the door frame: can I go in and have a look? Ding Zhaoyang was taken aback when he heard the sound, and said, "You're back." I, uh, raised the skirt in my hand at him.He took a fixed look, and suddenly said: "Actually, I prefer you to wear a long silk dress, which is more in line with your temperament." I deliberately smiled deeply: "It's your fault." "How to say?" He stopped the broom in his hand. "Have you seduced me by inviting such a good model to show it?" He smiled with the corner of his mouth, lowered his head and continued to clean: "Oh, I don't think so." I took a tentative step inside, but Ding Chaoyang didn't stop me. I pretended to be curious and looked around, opened the closet, looked at the clothes inside and said, "She has very good taste." Ding Chaoyang took a hard look at me, dropped the broom and dustpan and came over, closed the closet door and said, "Little Pea, don't look at these things." He hugged me to his chest and held me Pushed to the bedroom, pressed on the bed: "I don't want to make you uncomfortable." I rubbed my face against his waist, pretending to be obedient, and leaned against the head of the bed: "Little Pea is very good, go get busy." He just patted my face, pulled away, and closed the bedroom door behind him. After running for a day, I was a little tired, snuggled up on the bed, and after a while, I was in a daze. I was in a daze, and I had a dream. It seemed that someone was kissing my belly vaguely. The more and more intense pleasure woke me up. As soon as I opened my eyes, I saw Ding Chaoyang. He had just taken a shower, his hair was still wet, and he was concentrating on applying ice cream around my navel. It's so dirty, I didn't take a shower.I wanted to sit up, but he held me down: "Be good, I'll wash it for you right away." As he spoke, he looked straight at me, and gently licked the ice cream around his belly button. It reminds me of the song "Love To Die" by Xin Orchestra. I suddenly understood why the woman named Lonely Carnival loved him so passionately. Good sex, like drugs, is addictive. I opened my eyes and stared at him blankly, feeling a sense of sadness slowly came to my heart. In the rest of my life, how could I not be his only one? He asked in a low voice: "Good little pea, are you happy?" I nodded vigorously, and he circled me violently: "Little Pea, promise me not to let others love you, and you don't love others, don't let others touch your body, you are mine, and you belong to me alone." I still nodded vigorously, I really want to ask: Have you ever loved that woman named Zhu Jin? However, I didn't, because I knew he would deny it, and once he knew my doubts, he would strengthen his defenses. I was so keen to know all the truths about him. These so-called truths were nothing more than scandals to Ding Chaoyang , but I am so keen to explore, not because women are naturally crazy about scandals, I just want to know this man's past.Is it dirty or sinful? Every woman who falls in love wants to be the only one in his memory. After all, what is life?The so-called years, memory is the only trace of the past years. I wrapped my arms around his back and asked casually: "Do you like to read the evening paper?" No, I only read economic newspapers.He answered hastily, and blocked my mouth with a kiss: "Don't spoil the atmosphere with random thoughts." I was very tired from writing novels, so I wanted to go to a beauty salon for a treatment to relax. I wore a dress made by Ding Chaoyang's company, which was classic and elegant. As soon as she entered the beauty salon, Xiao Yezi yelled that she was too beautiful. Ruan Jinji tilted her head and looked at me for a long time, her eyes dazzled: "Why do you dress up so beautiful? I don't have any handsome guys here to catch you." .” "Catch you, okay?" I went straight into her office and sat down, looked at the newly bought IBM laptop on her desk and said, "Buy a new one again? It's really worth the money." She looked me up and down with critical eyes: "The dress is beautiful." I hummed with my nose, and said, "I saw Ding Chaoyang's company's corporate brochure with models in pretty dresses, so I asked them to make one for me." She groaned and was still looking at me up and down, I scolded her: "Isn't it just a dress, as for making you look like a human trafficker forever?" She sat down sullenly, resting her chin, and said: "Zhilan once sent me such a skirt, but unfortunately, when I returned home, I had too much luggage, so I didn't take it with me." "Heh, if you're still interested in it, I'll ask someone from Ding Chaoyang's company to make another one for you." She lazily said forget it, see things and think about others, I don't want to make myself uncomfortable. We chatted casually for a while, and asked her how her new home was, and she said it was a good place to live.As he said that, he looked at me with reproachful eyes again. It's all your fault. If you didn't tell Xuan Lingxiao about my going to pretend to be a ghost, he wouldn't drive me away. "Forget about me." I sincerely apologized to her, and she waved her hand and said, "Forget it, forget it, you can live wherever you move, and it's nothing." I looked at her: "Actually, he is a pretty nice person." "Not bad? It depends on what standard you use to judge, heck, you don't know that he doesn't love women, do you?" I said I know. She said wistfully, "I have mixed feelings about him, heck, sometimes I feel sorry for him and sometimes I hate him." "Actually, he doesn't want to do this either. He's also in pain. There's nothing he can do with his body." Ruan Jinji turned her head and looked out the window, sighed and said: "Maybe this is fate. There are so many people who can't escape the calculations of fate. Don't say such depressing words. Let Xiao Yezi give you a skin care to relax." After speaking, I greeted Xiao Yezi, found a bottle of deep sea mineral beauty mud for her, and said to me: "This product is very good, and I also use it myself." Xiao Yezi was in a good mood, and while cleaning my skin, she chattered. When she looked up, she saw the LV bag that Ruan Jinji said she would throw away last time hanging on the hanger in the private room, so she smiled and said, "Is your manager Ruan not willing to give up?" Throw this bag away." Xiao Yezi followed my gaze and glanced at me: "Why didn't you throw it away? Why did Manager Ruan use the torn bag? She asked me to throw it into the trash can for her. I didn't want to, so I repaired it and used it for myself." .” "broken?" "Well, isn't that right? There was a hole, but it didn't go through, only the skin was scratched, and it won't be visible after repairing it at a leather care shop. Manager Ruan scolded me for being a money addict because of this." Xiao Yezi With a blushing face, he said, "I have to work for half a year to afford this bag. If you're not worthwhile, you're worthless." I closed my eyes and pondered for a while, a little strange, last time, why didn't Ruan Jinji say that the bag was broken?She only said that she thought it didn't look like a bag carried by a person with status and wanted to throw it away... Why did she hide the cut from me? In this world, all the details that need to be covered up hide the truth... Could it be that there was a detail hidden behind that opening that she didn't want others to know? I was looking at Bao in a daze, when Ruan Jinji came over and looked at me, saying that she had something to go out for a while, if I had something to do, I don't have to wait for her after the nursing. I said yes in a daze. After Ruan Jinji went out, Xiao Yezi said, "I must have gone to the police station." I was a little startled, and soon, I asked casually, "Why are you going to the police station out of nowhere?" Someone from the police station came early in the morning and said they had caught a thief who broke into the house. The thief seemed to have confessed to stealing Manager Ruan's office and asked her to take notes.Xiao Yezi said happily: "After all, the law is inevitable, people, don't do evil lightly." I smiled, closed my eyes, and pretended to fall asleep in a daze. When I left the beauty salon, Ruan Jinji hadn’t come back yet. I went out, and I took a special look at her office window. It was very low, and a stainless steel guardrail was installed, but there was a small movable door on the guardrail, which was usually locked. The guardrail There was no sign of prying on the small door. The reason for the theft was probably that Ruan Jinji opened the small door for some reason but forgot to lock it, and the thief saw it. For some reason, I always feel that Ruan Jinji hides many secrets that I don't know. Before I got home, Ruan Jinji called, mainly asking when I left, blaming me for not waiting for her for a while, I asked the police to help her find the lost property, Ruan Jinji cut her head, saying it was impossible, it was just to collect evidence That's all, and asked again: "Do you know that I went to the police station?" "That's right." I proudly said, "Don't forget, I'm writing suspense novels, so I know everything." She sneered dryly twice, and said you are ugly. Just closed the line.However, I could still hear the undisguised panic in her voice, and my doubts about Ruan Jinji deepened, so I changed my route, didn't go home, and went straight to Li Changfeng. Li Changfeng trotted out of the office building of the Municipal Bureau, and said with a smile, "What wind brought you here?" "I don't go to the Three Treasures Hall for nothing, you must have been muttering in your heart." I covered the dazzling sun in the afternoon with one hand and said with a smile. He smiled a little disappointedly. We turned into a cold drink shop on the corner of the street. He ordered vanilla ice cream for me and a cup of green tea for himself, and asked, "Are you looking for someone again?" I nodded, and casually mentioned the section of the road where Ruan Jinji's Beauty Shop is located, and wanted him to ask me how the captured burglar entered Ruan Jinji's shop. Li Changfeng turned his face away and looked out of the window: "I really hope you didn't come to me for these crap things." I looked at him in embarrassment, not knowing what to say. He asked me the purpose of inquiring about this matter. I kept my mouth shut and watched him smile. After a while, I said, "This is a woman's secret." I didn't tell him that the purpose of my investigation was because I wanted to know whether Ruan Jinji was really sleeping in the office the night Gu Fuli died, because I was just guessing, and I didn't want to touch his professional sensitivity and spoil my methodical pursuit of the truth. Li Changfeng tapped the table with his finger: "That's good, at least it will give me an excuse to see you, and I will tell you when I understand." He pointed to the ice cream: "If you don't eat it, it will melt." I dug a spoonful into my mouth, looked at him and said, "You." "What's wrong with me?" He looked at me bravely. "Long affection makes people feel guilty." "Really? It would be great if my long-term relationship can make some people feel so guilty that they can't bear it." "Changfeng, I'm sorry. I said it in a low voice." He was relieved: "Don't say that, you are right, I was the one who made the mistake, but I like this mistake quite a bit, it makes me have a secret kind of happiness, which you can't understand." After a while, he tilted his head and deliberately put on a cynical attitude: "What's wrong with you recently? You look like a private detective." "I'm researching something so that I can use it as a novel material." I don't want to tell the truth to Li Changfeng. Besides, his official status and his feelings for me make it easy to get involved and lose his impartial attitude. . Before I finished eating the ice cream, Li Changfeng was called back by the phone call from the bureau. I sat blankly until the sunset by myself, feeling at a loss in my heart. A Hong Kong movie is being broadcast on the TV in the cold drink shop. It is about that the heroine was killed by her husband. I stared blankly at the TV, my heart trembled suddenly, wondering if Ruan Jinji was Xu Zhilan? Everyone thought she was missing, but after discovering Ding Chaoyang's betrayal, did she run away from home because of sadness, come back after plastic surgery, and take revenge on Ding Chaoyang who hurt her? Soon, I laughed at myself for being poisoned by Hong Kong and Taiwan TV dramas. Such a bizarre plot is probably only seen in American and Hong Kong movies. How could it happen in real life?What's more, Xu Zhilan also betrayed Ding Chaoyang. She was pregnant with Xuan Lingxiao's child but asked Ding Chaoyang to recognize him as his flesh and blood. After all, she should have hurt Ding Chaoyang more deeply. Two days later, Li Changfeng called me and said that he had clarified it for me, and the inside story was more complicated. If I have time, I would sit with him. It happened that Ding Chaoyang went to Beijing, so I asked Li Changfeng to have dinner with me. It was still in the old courtyard of the Li family. He booked a private room early, and he arrived early. The environment is small and quiet, which is somewhat ambiguous. For men and women with tacit feelings, it is very easy for stories to happen. Li Changfeng probably also saw my hesitation, and was a little sad. He dragged the chair for me and said that he booked a private room without my consent. He just wanted a quiet environment for talking. The hall was too noisy. Talk at the top of your voice. I responded with a comprehensible smile and sat down. Li Changfeng poured me a cup of tea: "I asked clearly, but the industrial and commercial registered legal person of that beauty shop is not your friend Ruan Jinji, but a middle-aged woman in her 50s named Zhu Meiyu." I was slightly startled, and subconsciously asked, "What's the relationship between that middle-aged woman and Ruan Jinji?" Li Changfeng spread his hands: "Well, you didn't ask me to help you. I just asked you about the thief's burglary. According to the thief's account, he had no intention of stealing Ruan Jinji's office that night. The small door on the upper guardrail was open, so he habitually went up to look in, and found no one inside, so he went through the window and stole in the spirit of not stealing. "Isn't that right? At that time, Ruan Jinji was sleeping inside." I retorted. Li Changfeng chuckled: "Since all the stolen goods have been obtained, and no murder was committed during the theft, there is no need for the thief to lie about the crime." Faintly, I guessed the thread of the story, and suddenly felt very uncomfortable.Li Changfeng's eyes became blurred after drinking a few glasses of beer. Every time he glanced at me, there were traces of expectations. I didn't dare to look into his eyes, lest I be asked some questions that made it difficult for me to answer and couldn't bear to hurt him. Fortunately, he didn't ask, he just talked about a lot of scenes in school that I had long forgotten after drinking. I checked the time and told him that I should go to the radio station to start working. To send me to the radio station. On the street, his hand rubbed against the back of my hand from time to time. I knew it was a man's unique temptation to hold hands, so I deliberately said that I was thirsty, went to the street to buy a bottle of water, held it in the hand next to him, and took a sip from time to time. , avoiding his probing fingers. After finishing the show and leaving the broadcasting building, I was surprised to find that Li Changfeng was sitting on the steps in front of the broadcasting building and looking in the direction I came from. My heart felt inexplicably hot, and was soon replaced by panic at a loss. , I am afraid that he will say some embarrassing words, I have no ill feeling towards him, and I don't want to hurt him by refusing or avoiding. Seeing me coming out, he stood up, stretched his waist and said, "Finally the beauty is here to host." I smiled cautiously, and deliberately eased the tension with a joke: "After all, you are the policeman, you have a sense of mission, please God, you escort an ordinary little girl late at night, how can I bear it?" "As long as the beautiful host doesn't care about being escorted by me, that's my happiness." Then she looked up at the night sky and said: How about walking for a while? I looked at my phone on purpose: "Don't walk for too long, otherwise, my boyfriend will kill me because of worry. If he happens to see me and a handsome guy walking down the street late at night, he won't get jealous and grab a brick to take a picture." You can't say that either." Li Changfeng acted astonished: "Scared me, didn't you?" I smiled and walked forward, wishing I could stop a taxi and leave immediately, and I didn't want to go on in such an embarrassing way. Li Changfeng followed behind, talking to himself: "You don't care if I'm jealous, I'm going to say something bad about him, if it was my girlfriend, I would never let her go home from work alone late at night, Too dangerous." The hatred in my heart added another layer, because there was a lie first, I couldn't say that Ding Zhaoyang was actually on a business trip, so I deliberately said like a heroine: "He wants to pick me up every night, but I won't let him. After work, I often go out for supper with the director and the others, and most of the time I walk with the director and the others, and they usually send me downstairs." Li Changfeng laughed and said: "Look, once you say something wrong with him, you'll be in a hurry, cough, how can he have such good luck." I glanced at him: "Don't be sour, if there is a suitable one, hurry up and talk about it. Save most of the night sitting on the steps and dedicating love to other people's girlfriends." He sighed, looked at me deeply from time to time, and when he walked under a huge sycamore tree, he suddenly took my hand: "Pea..." I let out a low cry, and pulled my hands out: "If you keep doing this, we can't even be friends." Li Changfeng looked at me quietly, and let go reluctantly: "I'm sorry, I really can't let you go." "Then think more about my hatefulness, and put it down." I crossed my arms in a defensive posture, Li Changfeng looked at me with some sentimentality, and suddenly, closing his eyes, he hugged me into his arms with such force, It hurt my ribs, I pulled out my arm and slapped him on the shoulder vigorously: "Li Changfeng, let me go!" Li Changfeng's face was buried on my shoulder for a short moment, he quickly let go of me, and said with a wry smile: "Pian Dou, I just want to hug you, I don't dare to expect your love, I just want to love you, Just hugging you is enough." I stared at him blankly, feeling that I was a little too much: "Forgive me for my overreaction." He still smiled bitterly: "I understand." We walked aimlessly for a while, and he said: "I have never let go of my attention to you. Maybe, you will say that I am bored or that I hate you. I have known your boyfriend before, and I always think this is a very good relationship." A mysterious man, he doesn't have many friends, talks very little, and almost never gets drunk, of course these are not shortcomings, but for a successful man, there are some exceptions." I looked at him with a slight sneer: "Don't you want the man I fall in love with to be a jerk?" He shook his head: "No." "And that Ruan Jinji you mentioned, I checked for you, Ruan Jinji is not her real name, Zhu Meiyu, the registered legal person of the beauty salon, is probably her mother, Zhu Meiyu is unmarried all her life, and has a daughter born out of wedlock." I stared at him blankly: "Is Zhu Meiyu's daughter called Zhu Jin?" "How do you know?" Li Changfeng looked at me. Suddenly, I felt that the whole world was spinning like a huge kaleidoscope, and I almost didn't know how to express my surprise except my God. "Do you know Zhu Jin?" Li Changfeng asked. "No." I'm not sure if the Ruan Jinji I know is Zhu Jin. If she is, then I have fallen into the trap. If she is really Zhu Jin, then she is definitely not Xu Zhilan's close friend There is only one reason why she lied to me and approached me. She and Ding Chaoyang had entanglements, and she knew all the reasons behind Xu Zhilan's disappearance. Let her be troubled, come back, take revenge on Ding Chaoyang, let him never have a peaceful life. I was stunned by the swarm of possibilities. Seeing me in a daze, Li Changfeng asked, "Wandou, are you alright?" I said in a daze, "It's okay, I'm just wondering, why did Ruan Jinji register with her mother's name?" "There is no other reason than not wanting people to know her real identity. I remember you asked me to look up this name. There is no such person in Shanghai, and there is no woman named Ruan Jinji in this city, although I have no conclusive evidence to prove that she is Zhu Meiyu's illegitimate daughter, but I guess she is probably Zhu Jin." I had to admire Li Changfeng's professional sensitivity, but I didn't want to be pissed off by him, so I said: "It's possible, but don't investigate, she's doing legitimate business, and she hasn't done anything shameful." It's a trick, maybe she has her own reasons for doing this." I'm afraid that Li Changfeng's continued investigation will arouse Ruan Jinji's vigilance. If she becomes embarrassing and has some truth, it will be even more difficult for me to know. A taxi drove by, and I stopped it with my hand: "Send you first or me first?" Li Changfeng smiled gentlemanly: "Of course women are given priority." When the car got downstairs, I told Li Changfeng again: "Having doubts about people is an injury to a person's quality. Ruan Jinji is a very good person. She is my friend. Don't bother her, okay?" Li Changfeng looked at me, shook hands with me heavily and said, "I will follow your orders." On the second night, someone called, I looked at the caller ID, yes, it was the phone number that Ding Chaoyang was answering when I came back a long time ago, I dialed it back, got through, but no one spoke. I hesitated for a moment, then picked it up without making a sound. I heard a voice say: "Those who have done bad things will be entangled in nightmares for the rest of their lives. This is retribution." It was a woman's voice, cold and strange, perhaps, she thought I was Ding Chaoyang. I didn't say anything, and wanted to hear what she would say, but she laughed coldly and said, "Ding Chaoyang, I wish you nightmares every night and restless life." After finishing speaking, she hung up the phone heavily. . I quickly dialed back, and it took a long time to be answered, but the other party didn't speak, and I said word by word: "I know who you are." Over there, the silence remained, and then the phone was cut off, and the phone was turned off after calling again. I picked up the phone and thought of Xuan Lingxiao, thinking that he is Ruan Jinji's cousin, so naturally he should know the inside story.I called him, and he said that he is very busy now, and if there is something to do, I will call him tomorrow. The next day, I went to the bar to look for him. He looked at me with conflicting eyes, as if he guessed that I had nothing good to do with him: "If it's about Gu Fuli, don't talk about it. I really don't know anything." I sat on the bar stool and said, "Don't defend me like an enemy." "I can't welcome you like a distinguished guest." His tone was cold. "I just want to ask you to confirm one thing, Ruan Jinji's real name is Zhu Jin?" I fixed his eyes. His eyes seemed to be burned, and he said quickly: "I don't know, you can ask her herself." My heart went cold again. I was so afraid of the truth in my imagination, but I was still getting closer. If Ruan Jinji is really Zhu Jin, then what does her suspicion of Ding Chaoyang mean?It means that the suspicion she and I assumed about Ding Chaoyang is very likely to be a fact she knows well. After the passage of time that she still can't let go of, she came back to take revenge on the man who killed his wife and hurt her. I don't want to ask her directly, because if she is, I don't know how to face her... Tears welled up slowly and flowed warmly on my face...