Chapter 106 Chapter 49: Don't Tang

I tidied up my clothes, leaned down, and kissed his lips one last time. He groaned softly, turned his body sideways and continued to sleep, his eyebrows still furrowed into mountains. I stared at him for a while, then got up and opened the door and walked out of the room. When I walked downstairs, I unexpectedly saw Luoyan sitting alone in the living room, tossing three dice in a white porcelain bowl, making a cool tinkling sound under the dim lights and dim morning light. When I got down, she didn't get up, she just brought a piece of Gu wine to her lips and drank it slowly. I walked up to her and said quietly, "I'm leaving."

Luo Yan still didn't look at me, drank another Gu wine, raised his eyebrows mockingly, and said: "Are you going to leave him alone again?" I wrapped my clothes, Xiao Suo said: "I am also alone." Luo Yan hurriedly stood up, looked at me coldly, and said sharply: "You asked for it! He treats you so well, why do you keep hurting him?" I didn't say anything, I just took off the hairpin, pearl hairpin, step shaker, earrings on my head, rings and emerald jade bracelets on my hands one by one, and pushed all the gold, silver, money and silk in my sleeves in front of Luoyan, Slowly said: "Don't let him be alone, help me take care of him. He left the prince, and sometimes his hands are nervous. I leave these things to you. I beg you to help him more when you have the opportunity."

Luo Yan's pupils contracted suddenly, and his eyes condensed into sharp sharp ones, as if he wanted to see through me.She couldn't hide the surprise in her voice: "You? Please? Do you know that I'm a whore? The most despicable whore?" I bowed deeply to her, and said: "Yes, I beg you. Please help me take care of Hegan Chengji, and please don't tell him that I've been here tonight. Just be with him, it's just you .” If you hate me, hate to the end.Love and hate entanglement, I'm afraid it will be more painful. I got up and galloped to my horse, which was tied out.

Luoyan chased her out, her skirt fluttering in the morning breeze.She asked me loudly, "Where are you going?" "Besides Datang, there will never be a place where he will suffer again!" I smiled sternly, and my horse galloped across the deserted streets. My long hair without any tie was flying freely, covering the tears on my face. The fate of this life is over, and I hope to form a fate in the next life! The fate of this life is over, and I wish to form a fate for the next life... I quietly went back to the room, only to find Taoyao, Dundup, Renci, and Gonpo waiting for me in the room.

They are waiting for my results. I smiled as if nothing had happened, and said, "Taoyao, help me dress up, men's clothes. It's easier to go on the road." "Didn't you see Brother Hegan?" Tao Yao's face turned pale in an instant, with heartbroken weeping. I said lightly: "If there is no chance, if he fights for it, it will be no chance. Needless to say, help me to dress up." Dunzhu took a step forward and asked cautiously, "Where is Miss's hairpin?" I wiped off the mist in front of the bronze mirror, and said: "Leave it to Miss Luoyan. It can be regarded as a cushion for Hegan Chengji, and it can be regarded as paying him back some affection."

Taoyao's complexion was even paler, and she shed tears while helping me tie my bun. Dhondup and the others lowered their heads and began to send the luggage to the horse. Apart from Rong Jincheng, Dongfang Qingyao also came to see me off, but Rong Huaer followed behind her. When she looked at me, her eyes were deep, but she couldn't see the content. The eyes are a little attached, but I'm afraid it's more fortunate! When he was about to leave, Su Xu also rushed over. I don't know if it was the news from Dunzhu.His starry eyes dimmed, and he sighed leisurely: "After all, is there no one here who can keep you?"

I smiled lightly and turned back on my horse. Come in a hurry, and go in a hurry. When it comes, it hurts, but when it goes, it is heartbroken. Farewell, Datang, no matter whether the mage in Shambhala Mountain can bring me back to modern times, I will never come back. Never return to this place that broke the hearts of Hegan Chengji and Rong Shuer. On the first night after I set off, I found that the chi-pattern jade that I had been hanging next to my body was missing, and I couldn't remember where it was lost.Some worried that I would not be able to go back because of this, but then I thought about it, so what if I can go back, so what if I can’t go back?I can't escape the sadness in my head: that man who has always loved me hates me, hates me deeply.

There was no talking all the way, although eating wind, dew and snow was hard work, but I had no feeling, even eating and sleeping became mechanical movements.At least it doesn't matter whether you are full or not, and whether you sleep well or not.If he could go back to the 21st century, Rong Shu'er's body would be a dead body without a soul; if not, Rong Shu'er was already exhausted, and it might not be a relief to leave this world completely. I think my complexion is getting worse and worse, Dun Zhu and the other three looked at me with more and more worried and frightened eyes, but they didn't dare to ask.If Baima was here, she would hug me who was crying in the dark night and comfort me in a low voice!

But now, I can only hug Baima's ashes urn and cry softly. On this day, when they saw the territory of Tubo, Dunzhu and others couldn't help showing joy.After all, Tubo has a good network with me, so it will naturally comfort me, and for them, the mission is over. But I looked at my pale face, high cheekbones, and deep collarbone in the mirror, but I didn't dare to see Luoluo again.She is happy, why should I use my unhappiness to increase her troubles?Besides, I'm going to leave eventually. That's all, that's all! When I arrived at a fork in the road, I reined in my horse and said with a smile: "You guys take Baima's ashes and go straight forward from here, go back a bit."

Dun Zhu and the others all changed their expressions, Dun Zhu said first: "Miss, why don't you reply?" I pointed to another road and said, "I'm going to Shambhala Mountain. There, the princess has already found the person I want to find for me." Dunzhu said anxiously: "No, miss, you have to go to see the princess with us first. Otherwise, if something happens to you, how can we tell the princess?" I shook my head and said: "You don't need to explain, Luoluo will know where I want to go." Luoluo knew that the purpose of my first trip to Tubo was to find the mage in the temple and take me back to my own place. world.I also took advantage of Luoluo. Fortunately, Luoluo is very happy and never thought of hating me.

network.I sighed, finally she and Lianhua were happily with the one I love, and I can leave with peace of mind. I dodged the horses blocked by Dundup, swung my whip, and galloped towards the Shambhala Snow Mountain in my dream, the hometown in my dream.Somehow, that place seems to be calling me all the time. Dundup, Renci, and Gonpo discussed hurriedly for a while, and saw that Dundup took Baima's ashes and galloped forward, while Renci and Gonpo turned their horses' heads and followed me closely. come. Renci said: "Miss, the Shambhala Mountain is very steep, let's go with the lady." I smiled and let them go.Dunzhu was afraid that he would go back and report to Luoluo.Luoluo, fate, maybe see you again. But I'm afraid, after all, I'm a person who has no fate. When I reached the top of Shambhala, my face was pale.The hard work of such a long journey, plus the last courage to climb up the mountain with all my might, is just for this place, just for this place may bring me back to modern times, the era when I felt a little comfort. "Are you here?" The mage with a kind smile was wearing a robe and was standing in front of the temple to welcome me. Did he expect me to come? As a salute, I respectfully said, "Princess Wencheng invited a mage here for me." The mage nodded and said, "Young lady, go to the temple to rest for a day before we talk about it." I closed my eyes and prayed softly: "Master, Shu'er is in pain! I only hope that Master will send me away now." "You don't regret it?" "I don't regret it. I want to go back to the world when I came here." I replied quietly. I was dressed in thin clothes on the top of the cold snow-capped mountains, so I couldn't feel the cold.I am worried that if I continue to struggle, I will die in this world. Gonpo and Renci looked at each other, and rushed out, saying: "Miss, you, what are you going to do?" I didn't answer either, and went straight to the golden Buddha enshrined in the temple, knelt down straight, and said clearly: "Master, please send me home." Seeing that I didn't answer, Gonpo and Renci turned to the mage and said, "Master, please be careful! We have sent someone to notify the princess. If there is any ceremony, it is better to wait for the princess to come and preside over it." The mage hesitated for a moment and looked down at me. I bowed my head again and said, "Mage, please have mercy!" The mage sighed leisurely, and chanted: "What should come, can't be stopped after all; what should go, can't be stopped in the end. Come and go, always say that the thousand-year cloud of smoke is gone in a blink of an eye. The dream wakes up, the dream wakes up, the dream Where do you wake up?" I couldn't understand a single word of his mantra, but my heart became clearer and clearer, as if the world was only haunted by the pleasant chant, and the chant gradually overlapped and merged into pieces The flow of speech, swirling into a vortex of speech, turned into visible white light, covering me. My body gradually became lighter, and the lightness made me realize that my soul had left my body. As if I heard myself let out a sigh of relief, I was already mixed with the dazzling white light, and ran to an unknown tunnel somewhere, a tunnel that made the soul weightless. Grandmother, mother, I'm back. But, why at this time, I seem to hear Hegan Chengji's screams, he is crying in such pain: "Rong Shu'er!" It is also mixed with Luoluo's sad screams. hallucinations.It's just an illusion. I heard my soul sigh. The golden sunlight has already spilled on the brocade quilt of Albizia juliensis through the window lattice. Hegan Chengji opened his eyes, blocked the glare of the sun, sat up from the bed with his head supported, and saw Luoyan at a glance. The cold and mocking eyes were looking at him quietly, then Luoyan finally sighed, brought a cup of tea, and said, "Young Master Hegan, you must have been drunk again last night. Bar." Hegan Chengji shook his head, vaguely recalling what happened the day before yesterday, but his heart still ached as if a knife had been cut.On the empty street, the silhouette of Rong Shu'er under the setting sun is beautiful, but it is so unreal!Lies, lies, everything is a lie!The so-called love is just a strategy to force him to be the crown prince! The fate of this life is over, and I hope to form a fate in the next life! Rong Shuer, you are so patient! I just wish that I will never meet you again.From the first time I met you, you were my magic star! He Gan Chengji drank his tea silently and looked up at Luoyan. Eyes very similar to Rong Shu'er, although she looked at him a little coldly, it was not difficult to see the tenderness and concern in it. Rong Shu'er, you treat me worse than a brothel girl!Hegan Chengji groaned softly, got out of bed, pushed the window and looked out. While tidying up the brocade quilt, Luo Yan softly said regretfully: "It's already noon." What about noon?Hegan Chengji wanted to find wine again.On the left, one day counts as one day.Although the crown prince once asked a killer to assassinate him, but he was forced to do so, most likely it was Rong Shu'er's secret trick.Such a scheming woman would "unintentionally" use their conspiracy to threaten the side concubine of the King of Han?It's clear that it's a way of alienation.The prince had never treated him kindly, but this time he finally caused him to lose his position in the East Palace.As for the King of Han, he deserved it... Rong Shu'er was harmed by him... Why do you want Rong Shu'er again?Hegan Chengji turned around irritably, pulled his hair, reminding himself, it's time to wake up, it's time to wake up, do you want to be her pawn forever?Do you want to be happy, angry, sad, and happy with her forever? Thinking of her or not thinking of her seems to be painful.What about wine? Hegan Chengji was about to ask Luoyan for wine, when Luoyan, who was tidying up the quilt, said, "Mr. Hegan, your jade pendant has fallen." Luoyan held up a snow-white jade, engraved with thin chi patterns, it looked very delicate and valuable. "That's not mine." He Gan Chengji said subconsciously. Luoyan's expression was in a trance for a moment, and he answered "Oh" absent-mindedly, and stuffed the jade into his arms. He Gan Chengji suddenly felt something was wrong.Such precious jade obviously wouldn't be worn by Luo Yan.But in the past two days, Luo Yan knew that she was probably coming, so she didn't dare to receive other guests, so naturally it would not be the benefactor who stayed behind.Why is it necessary to pick up guests during the day and tidy up the mattress every time, how could I not find that piece of jade? More importantly, why did he find that Yu so familiar? "Show me that jade!" He Gan Chengji ran towards Luoyan. Luoyan hesitated for a moment, finally sighed, handed the jade to Hegan Chengji, and said: "Then if you look carefully, can you recognize whose it is?" Whose is this? The thin Chi pattern, exquisitely carved, clearly, clearly appeared in a hut somewhere! At that time, Rong Shu'er, who was brought back to his hut by Hegan Chengji, was lifeless, either comatose or silent, which made his heart ache so much that he was about to die! When Rong Shu'er was in a coma, he once untied her clothes and washed her the wounds left by the damn King of Han. At that time, he saw this jade, which was hanging close to Rong Shu'er's neck at that time! This is Rong Shu'er's jade, and it must be the jade that she cherishes very much! How could Rong Shu'er's jade run on Luoyan's bed! Hegan Chengji shook his head slowly, then suddenly raised his eyes and asked, "Did Rong Shuer come here yesterday?" Luo Yan avoided He Gan Chengji's sharp eyes, and replied indifferently: "Oh, I had a social event yesterday, and I didn't come back until very late, so I don't know." Hegan Chengjimi raised his eyes, moved forward and grabbed Luoyan's shoulder, breathing heavily: "Last night, you slept with me, didn't you?" Luoyan smiled, clear and cold, with the desolation of Yuehua: "Don't you know who you slept with last night?" last night!last night! He must have been very drunk last night, but when he recalled it now, he was actually full of chaotic shadows in the dark. However, there are still some differences! He remembered that the woman in his arms kept saying, I am Rong Shuer, I am Rong Shuer, Cheng Ji.I was wrong and I'm sorry for you. Although he likes to call Luo Yan Rong Shu'er in the mist, Luo Yan never seems to admit that he is Rong Shu'er according to his meaning, and always says coldly: "Young Master He Gan, I am Luo Yan." Then close the door Eyes, bear yourself and your own kiss, just bear it blindly, just like completing a task. And what about last night?He clearly remembered the almost fiery kiss between the two, and the indulgent pandering to the woman in his arms.The psychological and physical pleasure brought by that is by no means comparable to any woman who perfunctory him. Then, is that Rong Shu'er? "No, no! Not that woman who is full of false feelings and lies!" He Gan Chengji threw the chi jade far away like a fire.What Rong Shu'er really likes in his heart should be Dongfang Qingyao, or it may be that Su Xu. The first time they saw her, the two men stood by her side like guardian angels, even risking their lives to protect each other. . Luoyan hurried over, picked up the jade, inspected it carefully for a long time, then let out a sigh of relief, and said, "Fortunately it didn't break." Hegan Chengji shook his head and shouted: "Don't worry about that jade, tell me that the person who slept with me yesterday was you!" Luoyan raised her face and stared at him for a while, with several emotions in her eyes, she suddenly smiled and said: "Yes, Rong Shuer begs me, please let me tell you, the person who slept with you yesterday was me, not her. I never thought that such a proud woman would beg me, heh, it's very interesting." He Gan Chengji was almost suffocated, he just pointed at Luoyan and was speechless. Luo Yan seemed to have made up her mind, and regardless of He Gan Chengji's strangeness, she took out a brocade handkerchief from the drawer, opened it, and there were women's jewelry. "This is..." Some of them, He Gan Chengji knew, were clearly used by Rong Shu'er. Luo Yan said lightly: "Rong Shu'er took off all her jewelry, gold and silver and gave them to me after she came out of your room early in the morning. She said that she wanted me to take care of you, so that you would not be left alone." "You're talking nonsense! You're talking nonsense! That woman wouldn't be so kind! She, she probably has some tricks!" He Gan Chengji's face flushed red, and he slammed his palm on the table, causing the teacup to fly and fall It shattered on the ground. Luoyan sighed and said: "A lady from a famous family came to wait for you in a brothel, and even made a promise with her body. What kind of scheme is she trying to accomplish, and is it worth such a heavy price?" "Sure, there is a plan!" He Gan Chengji murmured persistently, grabbed a golden hairpin, bent his knuckles, and it was already broken, and one of the ends pierced deeply into his palm, blood oozing out quickly. Luo Yan didn't go to bandage him, and said coldly: "I thought that Miss Rong lied to you and that she deserved your neglect. But now, I think you deserve it. You must have said a lot of hurtful things last night. Let Miss Rong believe that you hate her to the bone, and it is impossible to forgive her, so she doesn't want to explain any more. I would rather you hate her thoroughly than hesitate and suffer for her. Such a mind and feeling, I am afraid that Datang Few women can match her. It's a pity that you are still suspicious of her." "I didn't! All the evidence is in front of me, she is lying to me!" Hegan Chengji continued to clenched his knuckles, ignoring the blood that was dripping down. "Maybe she has a reason? Or you have a misunderstanding?" "Then why didn't she explain?" "Did you give her a chance to explain?" Luo Yan asked in reply. He Gan Chengji's complexion gradually turned from red to pale. Under the afterglow of the setting sun, the slender woman clearly got out of the car and said bitterly, "Listen to my explanation!" And in the lingering last night, she called him so affectionately: "Chengji, Chengji, I'm sorry!" Have you asked her carefully?Have you tried to listen to her explanation?From the moment he knew that she had lied to him with the blood handkerchief, his heart had been in despair for Rong Shu'er, and his despair seemed to have fallen into an eternal ice cellar.Did that kind of despair really make him paranoid?I was so paranoid that I didn't even want to listen to her say a word! Luoyan sighed: "Young Master Hegan, go find her quickly, maybe there is still time." He Gan Chengji fixed his mind and said: "I'll think about it again. Think about it again." My heart is still at a loss, but my original persistence has been shaken. Luo Yan waved her hands and walked out of the room, saying: "Then think about it slowly. When you finish thinking about it, you and Miss Rong should be completely finished." Hegan Chengji glared at her sharply, and said, "What do you mean when you speak so eccentrically?" Luo Yan looked back at He Gan Chengji again, and actually had a hint of sympathy.She said: "The girl Rong said that she left Datang today. Listen to her tone, you will never find where she went." He Gan Chengji only felt a bang in his head, almost about to explode, and even his heart was blown to pieces, and he rushed out of the room immediately. Luoyan looked at his running back, leaned against the wall and sighed: "Man, why do you always have to wait until you lose it before you know how to cherish it? Hegan Chengji, I wish you good luck!" Hegan Chengji rushed out of Luoyan Tower, and was about to run towards the Rong Mansion, when he heard someone shouting: "Brother Hegan!" When he hurriedly turned his head, it was Taoyao, wearing a simple plain brocade jacket, bright red No makeup was applied to the cheeks, and the tear stains were clearly visible. Hegan Chengji stopped in his tracks, and asked in surprise, "Tao...Taoyao? Why are you here?" Tao Yao burst into tears and said: "I'm waiting for you. I thought you should come in from the outside, why did you come out of the building? The lady said, she waited for you all night last night, but didn't wait for you .” Hegan Chengji clenched his fists, gritted his teeth and said, "So, last night, it was really her?" Tao Yao wiped her tears and asked, "What did you say?" He Gan Chengji raised his head eagerly, and asked anxiously, "Where is Rong Shu'er now?" Tao Yao said: "Miss has gone to Tubo, and set off early in the morning. She tried her best to rescue you, and even spent the life of Sister Baima with her. Who knew that you were so indifferent to her when you came out! It's just a blood handkerchief to deceive you, what's the big deal? If not, would you recruit the prince and save your own life? She did all this just to save you, but you are so heartless... ...Hey, brother Hegan, where are you going? Brother Hegan..." Seeing Hegan Chengji, whose face turned from white to red again, Taoyao suddenly jumped up and ran towards the west, she couldn't help scratching her head, and said to herself: "Brother, will you go find Miss?" "Yes, I will!" At some point, Luoyan came out, watching He Gan Chengji's back, his always cold eyes slowly flowing with some kind of warm radiance. Hegan Chengji didn't know how many horses he changed, and how he was driving to Tubo without sleep.A thought kept beating in his heart: he must find Rong Shu'er, and ask her personally, after all, does she love him or not?As long as Rong Shuer is willing to nod his head, then in the ends of the earth, as long as there is Rong Shuer, Hegan Chengji will definitely follow! Rong Shu'er, Rong Shu'er, actually, actually, I don't hate you, as long as you tell me that you love me... Running all the way, I saw the border of the Tang Dynasty, and entered Tuyuhun again, but Rong Shu'er was still missing. Hegan Chengji slowed down his walking speed and began to smile wryly.He knew that he had probably gone astray with Rong Shu'er.After all, Rong Shu'er is a woman, and there are several people in a group. After chasing for so long, it is absolutely impossible not to catch up with her.I'm afraid that there are so many roads leading to Tubo, Rong Shu'er's choice of route is not the same as his choice. Fortunately, he knew Rong Shu'er's destination. Princess Wencheng Li Luoluo, in Rong Shuer's mind, is probably the closest person in this world!When she was in the most difficult and painful time, she did not choose to go home, but chose Li Luoluo's company.Now, is it the most painful time for her again?Was it me who broke her heart and made her go to Luoluo for help and comfort?And if my indifference can really hurt her heart like that, I'm afraid, I'm afraid she likes me, it's not the slightest bit.What's more, the tender body promise in the dark night, the intertwined cuddling, and the tears flowing on the cheeks of the two... That kind of dampness and warmth still seemed to hang on the face covered with wind and sand, bit by bit infiltrating and warming Hegan Chengji's heart.He raised his whip and hurried to Tubo. Rong Shuer, Rong Shuer, I am waiting for you in Tubo.I will never let you go, I will never let you down, I will definitely guard you until the end of time, until the end of life.