Chapter 105 Chapter 48 Lingering

The moonless black velvet sky is vast and deep.The stars are twinkling, and the flickering spots are spread all over, reaching the sky, like countless crystal teardrops.Tears of loneliness and sadness. I changed into men's clothes, and I didn't want Dun Zhu and the others to follow, and I ordered them not to mention it to anyone, so I quietly left the mansion and rode straight to Luoyan Tower. The old bustard still knew me, and she came up to me with a smile, but when she saw my face, her expression changed, she stared at me for a moment, and then said with a wry smile: "Miss, what do you do?"

I threw the horse to the old bustard and walked inside, saying: "I want to see Hegan Chengji." The old bustard hurriedly stopped me, and said with a smile, "Young master Hegan is not here." I smiled and kept walking, but my eyes were burning, and I asked softly, "Are you really not here?" The old bustard said with a bitter face: "Even if I have ten guts, I wouldn't dare to lie to the girl." She knew that my background was not simple, and she was afraid that she was also frightened by the officers and soldiers rounding up and facing each other that day. At this time, the forced smile on her face was trembling, which seemed to suppress her fear.

I took a small cloth bag, threw it to her, and said: "That day when Hegan Chengji was arrested, the Guilou probably suffered a lot of losses. This bag of gold should be my compensation. Don't worry, today I only Seeing him will not cause trouble." The old bustard held the bag of gold in his hands, feeling surprised, happy and frightened, standing there muttering speechlessly. At this time, someone upstairs suddenly raised a clear voice: "He is really not here." Luoyan still had a lazy posture, slowly walked downstairs on the wooden ladder, walked up to me, stared at me for a moment, then smiled and said: "He stayed in my room last night, but he went in the morning, and Never again."

I looked up at the sky and said, "Then will he come tonight?" Luo Yan hesitated and said: "Well, I can't say for sure....The person who knows him best, shouldn't be a girl?" I thought about it silently, and said with a smile: "Forget it, I'll wait for him in your room. If I can wait, it's lucky; if I can't wait, then... it's God's will." Luo Yan's eyes were like deep pools, he hugged his shoulders and looked at me quietly for a moment, then slowly suppressed his lazy smile, and said lightly: "Follow me." I followed Luoyan upstairs and entered her room.There was only a glimmer of candlelight in the room, it was very dim, and Luo Yan's face was very haggard.

She lifted a small candle by the window, lit another red candle as thick as a child's arm in front of the bed, and burned it blazingly, only then did she clearly reflect the gorgeous but slightly gaudy furnishings in the room. "He came out of prison yesterday, and he stayed with me for the first night." Luo Yan extinguished the small candle at the same time, and a faint candle smoke rose up, as confusing as my heart. I smiled wryly and said softly: "I think, he values ​​girls very much." Luoyan didn't look at me, but quietly saw the candle smoke lingering until the sparks flickered and completely extinguished, then said: "He was drunk last night and treated me... so crazy, but he kept calling someone's name He kept calling, Rong Shuer, Rong Shuer, Rong Shuer..."

My heart twitched violently, I only saw his melancholy and lonely face flashing in front of my eyes, I only saw the helplessness and misery when he lifted the wine gourd, and the despair and pain when he threw it to pieces.My heart was twisted into one place, and it hurt suddenly. And Luoyan continued to say calmly: "He wakes up in the morning, and I asked him if he loves that Rong Shuer very much? His expression immediately became very scary. He stared at me and said fiercely, nonsense, I hate her, If I see her again, I, I will definitely crush her to death! Squeeze her to death! Then he laughed, rushed out with a smile, and never came back."

I covered my heart and sat down on the edge of the bed.The red candle with a high fever was full of tears and formed a ball, dripping slowly, one drop, two drops, three drops... as if burning my heart. Luo Yan didn't say another word, spread the Albizia Julibrissin brocade quilt on the bed, exited the room, closed the door gently, and faintly sighed through the crack of the door. I sat silently by the bed, watching the high-fever red candle jumping, like countless wives who were waiting for their husbands to return, sad and uneasy, just because I didn’t know, the husband who stayed on the stage, or went on an expedition, returned. not coming back.

I don't know how long it took, but most of the red candles were already burning, and the watchmen on the street, beating on their clappers, shouting "the sky is dry and things are dry, be careful of the candles", and gradually drifted away.The clapper knocked three times, and it was the third watch. Hegan Chengji, I'm afraid he won't come at all.I sighed softly, no chance, after all, no chance to see even the last one! After undressing, I blew out the red candle and went to bed to rest.If a lady from a great family stayed in a prostitute's house, she would have been criticized by those scholar-officials, but I don't plan to stay in Datang any longer, and I don't even think about these external names.Since it's getting late, let's stay.

While I was drowsy, I heard a door slam, as if a gust of night wind hit my face, I was startled, and when I sat up quickly, the strong smell of alcohol sprayed directly on my face, the familiar but hoarse The voice shouted: "Luoyan, I'm coming!" Hegan Chengji! Surprised and happy, I lost all sleepiness at once, and hurriedly sat up, only to see a figure staggered in and fell on the round table where the tea set was placed. When it hit the ground, it shattered immediately, with a crisp "pop". I knew he was thirsty, so I hurriedly took off his shoes, took advantage of the faint light outside the window, poured out a small cup, handed it to him, watched him drink it in one gulp, walked over and closed the door first, then got up to look for flint, intending to drink it first. Red candles are lit.

When two stars were shining in the darkness, someone rushed over, hugged me from behind, snatched the flint from my hand, and said, "Don't light the candle, I don't like you to light the candle." He threw it far away, only to hear a gurgling sound, and he didn't know which corner it rolled into. I could only feel his alcohol-like, warm breath rushing straight to my neck. I sighed helplessly, and said softly: "Chengji, I am Shuer. Rong Shuer." Hegan Chengji's body visibly stiffened for a moment, and then he smiled and said, "Luoyan, don't lie to me. Why did Rong Shuer come here? In her heart, there will always be only herself, and her Dongfang Qingyao. I, What am I?"

My heart sank, I turned around and hugged him tightly, choked up and said: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Chengji, I was wrong!" Hegan Chengji chuckled, and said, "What's wrong with you? I was wrong! Treating her with all my heart, but being trampled under her feet, treating me like dung! I hate myself, how can I be so cheap? I do it for her again and again. Lost in my mind, let her lie to me time and time again! First, hold me back at Taoyao, and let her people steal the secret letters that killed me; then coax me to say that I like me and hold my arm when the officers and soldiers rounded me up Let me be captured; the most hateful thing is that when I am in prison, she swears that she loves me so much! And I dare to believe her again! After knowing that she was injured and dying, I betrayed the prince for her, just to be able to Protect her!" "Haha, Luoyan, you know? The first thing I did after I came out was to go to Rong's house to find her, but I heard her maid said that she went to the Buddhist temple, and went to the Buddhist temple alive and well! I was so angry that I almost wanted to vomit blood! Another trap, a trap set by Rong Shuer for revenge! I want to kill her, I really want to kill her!" He hugged me even tighter, but wept, the wronged child Banwuwu burst into tears, and said while crying: "But I can't let go. I see her standing so haggard in the wind, but I can't let go! Even if I kill myself, I can't let go !" "Stop it, Seung-gi, don't say it. I was wrong, I'm sorry, Seung-gi!" I burst into tears, held his wet young face, stood on tiptoe, kissed his lips, his cheek, his tears. Hegan Chengji turned his lips slightly, found mine, immediately took his mouth, and kissed me deeply, their cheeks touched each other, warm tears dripped onto each other's cheeks, and flowed randomly on the cheeks. When I recovered, Hegan Chengji had already fallen asleep. I found flint again, lit a red candle, and carefully looked at his peaceful face in sleep.Qingjun is good-looking, but he keeps frowning, deep wrinkles are carved on his brows, my heart. After all, he refused to forgive me. Looking out of the window, it is already dimly lit, and I don't know how long we have been lingering just now.This is my last and only indulgence in Datang!