Chapter 53 Chapter 53 Night Wind Chill

I was hugged by the soft and warm chest, and my body floated up.A gust of cold wind slowly poured into my ears.I finally had a feeling, a cold feeling. I managed to open my eyes, and the houses and trees on both sides were receding rapidly. In the darkness, all kinds of black shadows with unclear edges and corners formed almost monstrous shapes under the faint moonlight, like ancient monsters. At any time, you want to choose someone and eat them. Only the star is very bright, the sky full of stars, making people dizzy.I really can't figure out why even the stars can shine so brightly?Even brighter than the summer sun.

I wanted to speak, but I couldn't say a word. Warm tears flowed, dripped, and dripped on the wrist of the boy who was holding me. He Gan Chengji paused, and called softly, "Rong Shu'er!" My throat was choked, and I couldn't move my tongue, so I couldn't answer him.My cheeks covered with tears are being blown by the night wind, they are icy cold and dry quickly. "Rong Shu'er!" The young man called out again, with a kind of indescribable pain and anxiety. Some rough hands stroked my face, which actually trembled slightly. My lips were trembling too, and finally I couldn't answer a word.

Hegan Chengji unbuttoned his outer robe, tried his best to cover my cold body, and hugged me even tighter.And the whirring sound in the ear was even louder.Is this still the end of summer?It was actually icy cold when it was blown on her body, and the thin summer clothes could no longer cover up the biting night wind. Unable to bear the stars swaying in the sky, I closed my eyes and breathed weakly.The breath he breathed out was scalding hot, burning his mouth and nose one by one, and his lips became more and more dry. I don't know where I ended up being taken, I just lay quietly where I was dropped, motionless.This should be a bed, a crude bed.The bed under me was very hard, and the quilt covering me was very rough, a bit like the quilts that my grandmother occasionally dug out to dry in my memory, and it was said that they were covered when I was married to my grandfather before liberation.

The loving faces of my grandmother and mother were clearly presented in front of my eyes at that moment, "Xiyue! Xiyue!" The distant voice calling the name of my previous life passed through thousands of years, vicissitudes and dreams of thousands of years. A gentle call. If I die, can I go back to my time?Or still wandering thousands of years away, being that helpless ghost in another world who can't even touch Qingyao's warmth? Someone was talking anxiously: "Doctor, doctor, take a quick look, what's wrong with this girl?" "Okay, okay..." An almost humble and fearful voice responded, and a trembling hand touched my pulse.

"Tell me, how is she? Tell me!" The anxious voice changed from low to high, and I recognized that it was Hegan Chengji. "My lord, my lord, this girl may have contracted the cold..." I moved my hand on the vein door, and the owner of the hand was crying tremblingly. "Will it burn like this if you are infected with the wind and cold? Look at her, she looks like she is dead! Hurry up and save her, otherwise, you will never get out of this door alive!" He Gan Chengji's voice was even sharper, but there was fear in it like anger. The man stopped talking, and there was the sound of water dripping on the ground.

I tried my best to open my eyes before I understood the reason. In the simple house, Hegan Chengji's sword light was shining with a cold and bright brilliance, pointing at the old doctor. The poor doctor was so frightened that his trousers were wet, and he shrank and dared not speak.The sound of water I heard was the sound of his urine dripping. The candlelight was very dim, and it was pitch black outside the paper-pasted window lattice, and the night wind blowing in through the window lattice made the candlelight even more dim. I'm afraid it was already after midnight, this doctor was probably invited by Hegan Chengji with his sword.

I stretched out my hand, intending to point to Hegan Chengji, but it drooped powerlessly on the edge of the cold bed. Hegan Chengji noticed that I was moving, dropped his sword, rushed over, and asked, "Rong Shuer, Rong Shuer, what do you think? What's wrong with you?" His voice was so soft, as if his face Yes, it's just a dreamy friable bubble that disappears when you blow on it.It was unbelievable that a person like him would have such a soft side like spring.His hands were rubbing mine vigorously, trying to warm them up.My hands are cold, but my body is already hot. I tried my best to roll my tongue, and said: "Don't embarrass others, my death is only my life, don't hurt others."

Hegan Chengji originally seemed to be such a steel-like boy, but at this moment he held my hand tightly and began to cry: "Rong Shu'er, it's my fault, the King of Han and Yin Rong are sneaking around Yes, I should have thought that they were plotting against you. But I never expected that they would plot against you. Rong Shu'er, it's my fault, don't die!" His teary cheeks were completely childlike innocence at this moment, not at all like the cold swordsman standing with his sword just now.Perhaps, he was originally a child. The sockets of my eyes burned so badly that even the tears shed were hot.I sighed and said, "What does it have to do with you? I am alive, so I am an anomaly." Yun Xiyue died long ago in the 21st century, and the years I spent in Datang were all Earned, why should I complain about anything?

From the moment my virginity was taken away by the King of Han, I knew that I don't need to miss anything in this world thousands of years away.Even the dream of staying with Qingyao for a lifetime that once arose has been broken into autumn leaves and lost its vivid colors.The beautiful Tang Dynasty, the prosperous Tang Dynasty, and the enlightened Tang Dynasty all have unbearable filth, and that filth has been deeply imprinted in my body, making me miserable. If I'm going to die, so be it.Even if it is not my wish for my soul to wander into another world, I can only accept my fate.

Hegan Chengji just hugged me tighter and tighter, afraid that if he let me go, I would shatter like glass——and me, the pain all over my body began to recover, and my thoughts began to wander , I always feel that I am about to fall apart into a group of broken handicrafts.He stared at the doctor so fiercely that it was almost crazy, and shouted: "You doctor, come back for a detailed examination! I will never allow her to die! Absolutely not!" "Yes, yes, yes..." The doctor moved forward in small steps, his body trembling uncontrollably. This young man's wrists are rigid, but his chest is so soft. I can hear the intense beating of his heart, which is even more violent than Qingyao's.I faintly smiled, the bitter and salty taste continued to spread in my mouth, oppressing me weaker and dizzier, and finally lost consciousness.

I never had the hallucination of my soul leaving my body, or even dreamed again, but I just felt that the night was very deep, the night was very deep, and the night was very long.I am silent in the boundless darkness, I can't see the light, I can't see the light, I can't see the future, I can't even see hope. When Wei Wei was conscious, he felt a bitter, astringent, salty, sweet liquid slipping in his mouth, so he could only swallow it weakly. In this darkness, in the boundless darkness, there was actually someone calling out all the time: "Rong Shu'er, Rong Shu'er?" I replied confusedly: "I am Xiyue, Yun Xiyue." The voice paused, then called out firmly: "Rong Shuer, you are Rong Shuer, wake up quickly!" Is Yunxiyue really dead?I was crying in the dark obsessively. How long has this boundless darkness immersed me? I gradually became a little scared.I don't want to be in this darkness anymore, I'm afraid of the dark.Who will give me a hand?Who will give me a hand? My fingers touched someone's warm palm. Take me out of this darkness?My fingers trembled. The palm paused, and suddenly it completely surrounded my hand, wrapping it tightly. Someone was crying, "Rong Shu'er, wake up!" Lifting the heavy eyelids, it is no longer dark, but it is a vast expanse of white, separated by a thick layer of fog. I tried my best to gather the focus, and finally I saw a man with disheveled hair, a short mustache, deep-set eyes, and a pale face staring at me. It seemed that in the blink of an eye, I would disappear like a phantom. It took me a long time to recognize him before I realized that he was still Hegan Chengji. This young and arrogant young swordsman who often wore a mocking smile turned into a mature man who looked haggard and old. I smiled wryly and slowly raised my hand.My hands are so thin, and the paleness reflects the weak entanglement of blue veins on the back of the hand, as quiet as death; the nails that were originally like sapphires have turned into pure paleness. When this dry and pale hand touched the young swordsman's cheek, the bloodshot black eyes surged.Hegan Chengji held my hand tightly, and wept like a child.